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the best cure i've found for impostor syndrome is identifying the most incompetent person currently doing the thing you want to be doing. that is the bar. as long as you can do better than that person you deserve to be in the space.
#like#writing a book? terrifying.#horrifying.#who the fuck am i to ever write something to be published?#in longform??#then i walk into a bookstore and pick up any number of lukewarm vacation romances#and i'm like damn#if THIS deserves to get published then so the fuck do i lol#obviously the most incompetent person in the space probably has something going for them that you the impostor syndrome haver do not#any combination of race/gender/class/ability/etc or just like access to networks#but this helps cut through the self policing that would normally make me give up on doing the thing altogether
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I refuse to accept that Alicent was the one who named Aegon. I refuse to accept that she would have chosen such a name tainted in bloodshed and horror for her baby boy.
#just imagine her waking up after giving birth and hearing that her son is called Aegon.#can you imagine her staring down at her baby.#a baby already baring the weight of the conquerors name.#who hasn’t even opened his eyes yet.#he’s not a conqueror. he’s not a king. he’s a boy. her boy. and he’s already doomed.#horrifying.#hotd#house of the dragon#alicent hightower#my own#aegon ii targaryen
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sometimes i remember that time i got really. REALLY. drunk and posted on tumblr and scared half of my moots and its actually my most embarrassing moment online oh my god
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watched the substance and ngl, i would let elisabeth sparkle give me a substance (for scientific purposes ofc)
#bros i just wanna treat her right#and to call her mommy#WHOA WHO SAID THAT#anywayss live laugh sparkle#that mf tryna convince me she's some hag#also the body horror in this movie??#horrifying.#the car scene at the beginning??#also horrifying.#the substance#the substance 2024#GIRL LET ME DRY YOUR TEARS#elisabeth sparkle
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// attention conservation notice: this post is more inane than usual
I'm at the age my declining memory intersects the ever growing curve of people I'm acquainted with. like I met a person last night I thought I knew from online but they said "but we also met irl six years ago through Douglas and Yesenia" (not the real names)
and I said, shattered, "oh yeah, Douglas and Yesenia" and had to move on with the conversation normally while warding off the cascade of memories of a whole ass D&D social group I'd hung out with while new to Seattle & employed at a Facebook & struggling to figure out my social life. almost none of the group worked at Facebook, but I and this other guy would let them in after work so they could play D&D from like 6-9pm in a conference room
I never played so I can't tell you what tf I was doing with them (clearly one of my social exploration dead ends), but I do remember I somehow became integrated enough that I went to the couple's moving-to-the-Bay housecooling party & put them in touch with my Bay D&D contacts because I could tell, even as a non-player, that Douglas was a great DM
anyway the uncommon-in-combination names unlocked the memories, but if more time had passed or the names had been more common or if the person had said just "Douglas" I wouldn't have remembered, you know? That's freaky!
and it's just an early taste of loss, too
#who else am i going to forget...#i assume i will not forget social groups that were good or groups where something went notably wrong#but you can – apparently – chug along pleasantly for months with people you appreciate but don't mesh with so well#that the friendship reaction becomes self sustaining... drift out of contact... and then – they will disappear from your memories.#horrifying.#rambl
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Okay from the first 10 EverymanHybrid videos I’ve watched plus some searches, Evan looks like a combination of two of the dudes I’ve had relationships with and it’s TERRIFYING
Short haired Evan looks like this dude named Jon, and longer greasier haired Evan (ESPECIALLY WITH THE CAP) looks like a guy named Keegan
Again. Horrifying.
AND HE ACTS LIKE JON TO THE T.
HORRIFYING.
Please someone tell me he looks like someone you know
#everymanhybrid#evan meyers#habit everymanhybrid#HORRIFYING.#I would show y’all pictures but I don’t want to out them like that
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read the tradwife interview and it's crazy how so many things the husband is doing (his complete control over the interview, correcting her when he doesn't agree w her responses by appearing to only sidestep a little while reframing the answer entirely in actuality, telling her what to say, taking the lead in any questions about her agency or her wants) are interchangeable w armand in s2 dubai
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hi! Average USamerican has to take on massive debt over and over all throughout life just to survive day-by-day, because the companies that control our vital resources are both allowed and incentivized to raise prices indiscriminately! For you see, we live in a dystopian nightmare country. Send help.
FOR REAL. i also live in a dystopian nightmare country but in a different way, so sometimes i learn shit about the usa (usually relating to money and finances) that makes me go 😨😨😨 what the fuck. stay strong 🫡❤️
#like the inflation over here is massive and our money fucking sucks#but oh god if i had to deal with All That Shit you guys over there do i would cry#i already don't understand finances and it seems like they're deliberately making shit as difficult for y'all there as possible#horrifying.
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feeling sick to my stomach. what do you mean another 4 years of that man
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might jeff the killer myself
#my personal “suicidal ideation is bad” thing#if youre wondering why#dont#does this count as vent?? surely not right#anyway i imagined talking with moot about a blorbo of theirs and them being disappointed with my thoughts on them#thoughts on the blorbo i mean#horrifying.#because everyones opinions are correct except my own duh 🙄
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this whole weekend i keep thinking of that nightmare i had a few weeks ago where i had to play in front of a crowd and i went into the hallway to practice and could only get like croaking death throes from the trumpet and i know if someone handed me one right now and sheet music from something i basically knew i could play it probably pretty ok but it’s still scary. like what if i actually couldn’t get a single note outta that thang
#horrifying.#i mean my chops certainly aren’t there but you could give me an intermediate piece & i think i’d get it just fine. but what if that’s false#SCAWWY#chatpost#i definitely do have to start playing again soon tho bc i know im losing reading skill. sheet music is only kind of comprehensive to me#i’d have to think about it. which is disconcerting. don’t like that#i used to be a good sight reader & i couldn’t do that anymore with ease for sure
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I'm so high rn that I'm p sure I just hallucinated my cat speaking cat language.
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guys never read ACOTAR in public i just remembered the worst story from back when i read ACOTAR in class which is too embarrassing to even repeat.........
anyways so I was reading ACOSF in my damn AP Human Geography class and my friend Wes asks me in front of everybody "Are you reading the weird book again?" and I tell him yes ofc, anyways my other friend Kaiden goes and snatches my phone and starts reading out loud to the entire class what I was reading (silent classroom, teacher right behind me).
Anyways, I was in the middle of reading one of the bajillion sex scenes. It wasn't fun. I never got to live it down. Kaiden AND his girlfriend AND all my friends AND this one random kid who was in that class who i hardly talk to, all still bring it up and it was horrifying. Thank god i don't read smutty books anymore because i never wanna relive that
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god has abandoned us.
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even many disability activists question the idea that it could ever be morally good or even morally neutral to bring a disabled child into the world, and I think that shows how far we have left to go in our unlearning of ableism
#once again thinking about the reaction to the deaf lesbians#even from other disabled people#horrifying.
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