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just so you know, you have some followers who enjoy/write fanfiction. not saying their urls rn bc i don’t wanna air out dirty laundry in public but if you want them so you can block and report, just say the word and i’ll dm you a list

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complained all through my five hour shift about how tired I was and how my feet hurt

only to walk for over an hour to go on silly side quests along the boulevard my job's on

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people who are mutuals with their irl friends on tumblr are braver than any us marine

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sIR, IF YOU DON'T--!!

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I wish it wasn’t a hot take that a story in which two characters of any gender prioritize their purely platonic relationship over any other romantic or sexual interests they might have is a textually queer story

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guys i felt like such a big and strong creature lifting things during my work call🫡

i ended up asking my dad to drive me, i was six mins late but no one noticed bc due to a miscommunication they were all spread out over the campus

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im in quite the pickle;-;

i had rehearsal today til 10pm. i didnt know that on monday, when i scheduled myself to come in for a work call tomorrow at 10am.

the problem is, i live 40 mins away from campus AND don't have a driver's license/car. so i have to take the bus. but in order to that, someone has to drive me to the bus stop. luckily, my father has agreed to take me.

it takes three hours to get to campus. 20-30 mins to get to the bus stop. That means waking up at 6-7 am.

I'm waiting for the bus to get home right now. I'll probably get there around 1-2 am.

So the question is:

i am so cooked;_;

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ok uhh...i realized something yesterday that's actually pretty funny i'm sure i'll laugh later but

those weird moments and thoughts i've had about guys that i knew wasn't attraction but couldn't figure out just what it was?

gender envy;-;

that guy in my english class i thought was so perfect that the only way i could describe how i felt when i saw him was that I wanted to "steal his skin?" (weird ik) yep gender envy in the weirdest way

that one post about junior that people keep liking😭 yeah that's gender envy right there

it clicked for me yesterday when i couldn't stop looking at this guy at my work call. i wanted to be him so badly. everything about him just sat on him right, his clothes, his hair, his tattoos, i wanted it so badly

i also should've realized when i shortened my name to sound more androgynous and felt betrayed when anyone who knew me by that name called me my full name (once they accidentally found out ofc)

so uhm...

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guys i finally discovered a perk to legally being an adult !!

since i'm 18 I get to chaperone my sister's field trip to the aquarium :D

no i've never watched over more than three first graders at a time wdym;-;

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definitely a canon Ruth and Richie interaction

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guys i need to be put out of my misery😭

made the mistake of telling my family about this hilarious "incident" at the movie theatre and they keep calling me elphaba

i was taking this lady's order in concessions when she goes, "has anyone ever told you that you look like that girl from wicked- cynthia?"

ma'am. please.

I would like to relay the fact that the only thing me and cynthia erivo have in common is our skin tone- but ofc I smiled and was all "no, thank you so much!!"

DURING BLACK HISTORY MONTH NO LESS😭

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What a time to be alive.

Happy Black History Month to all and to all a good night ❤️🖤💚

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guys i'm getting extra credit to pitch a radio show to my school's broadcasting club

most of the show slots are talk segments

help T-T I need ideas other than "random improv comedy segment that may or may not be appropriate to be on air"

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it would be my honor🥹

I feel an obligation to put this on here