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i dont "Practice" anything. i Rawdog it. And if im not good first try i GIVE UP.

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All of my art carries my emotions in one way or another. Poor Ich Will Schneider (who has been sitting half finished in my drafts since May) is the outlet for the last few weeks‘ emotional stress today. ✌🏻

© me (astrellum/Insta)

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Suzuka Nakamoto

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surely that italicized word will be the one that turns my fic into a masterpiece

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I tried Toppi's style of perspective,OK it's ugly🙂↕️

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Hi!! Its the Curator over at the higgs archive [I just cant send an ask from over there bc its not a main blog </3], but i just wanted to let u know i DID see your reblog with all the songs and im INSANEEE about it! i really really love the lil playlist u curated for him and i loveeee the vibe you put together, it suits higgs SO well to me and i can absolutely seeing him jam out to a lot of it!!

Perfect image in my minds eye of him learning guitar, trying to copy the riffs of his faves, and then getting pissy when he fucks up too many times in a row

if you do put together a song list for the ones that remind u of him feel free to shoot the blog an @, i'd love to see what else you have in mind for my fav freak of nature <3

I'm so glad you enjoyed!! This is the kind of response that makes my ideas feel worth it. You're awesome!! And yes, he would 100% get in a huff when the notes don't come naturally to him. He's impatient like that haha!

I can practically promise that some headcanons will drop here soon too lol! In the meantime, here's some songs that remind me of him and some reasons as to why.

HIGGS MONAGHAN SONGS

1). Red Guitar - Waterparks

I mean... It's in the name for god's sake. But regardless if he wields a red guitar or not, the almost playful vibe of the song makes it hard not to associate the god particle with it.

2). Pet - A Perfect Circle

Dark and sensual. When the riff kicks in, it's as if I can see him jump to appear in front of me. This reminds me more of DS1 Higgs than DS2. The black and gold fits this song incredibly well. Especially the golden mask.

3). The Way You Like It - Adema

Raunchy. Idk. I honestly don't have a whole lot to say about this one. It's kinda sexy, kinda dirty. Just like him.

Also the line "They would always say I'd never be shit. But look at me now!" Is wayyyy too fitting.

4). PALAYE ROYALE -

Black Sheep

Massacre, The New American Dream

Fucking With My Head

Mister Devil

All of these just scream Higgs to me. I couldn't possibly pick just one... In my head he can be absolutely chaotic and loud. These songs just embody the image of him in my head. Loud, angry, demanding, and full of vengeance.

And personally, 'Fucking With My Head' almost reminds me of something Sam would play in regards to Higgs. Don't quote me on that if you're not into the whole Sam/Higgs deal though lol!

5). IF IT DOESN'T HURT - NOTHING MORE

I feel like this would be his mindset. "If it doesn't hurt at all, then it doesn't mean a thing." Tbh I feel like he would have a thing for pain if he could feel in that mechanical body. Regardless, this song is raw and emotional in a loud and desperate kind of way.

6). Army of Me - The Great Discord

Yes... I know this is a Björk song... But I like this cover better. And I think this fits the brooding aura Higgs has just perfectly. Damn does this song just scream marching into battle. Or at least that first meeting in DS1.

7). Love to Death - Mother Mother

Honestly, the only "reason" I have for this song being on the list is whimsy. What would Higgs be without whimsy? And that's exactly how this song feels. A little odd, a little out there, but still elegant. This was an odd pull, but when I made the connection, I just couldn't shake it.

8). Eating My Heart Out - Wind Walkers

Sorry if y'all don't like this. But this song could be such a Sam/Higgs anthem. Y'all just aren't ready for that conversation lmao. No other reason I attribute this to him but that!

9). Came Back Haunted - Nine Inch Nails

I love this song. Especially when Trent has that whispering section close to the end of the song. Honestly, I could pretend to hear Higgs (Troy) whispering in that portion and it made me smile. "Thank you Trent Reznor!" we all say in unison.

But also lyrically, it feels like Higgs had just came back from the beach. Take a read through and tell me what you think on this one!

10). Pretty Handsome Awkward - The Used

Soooo... My boyfriend suggested this and I practically kicked myself saying "I should've thought of this one!!". Realistically the lyrics have nothing to do with this. Just the overall vibe is perfect for our god particle.

Also! One little extra one for you. I've been thinking of writing a short fic with Higgs with the song 'Annulment' by Head Automatica in mind.

Again, obviously there's soooo many more songs in my head that I could attribute to Higgs. But these are just the few I felt really stuck out. I hope you enjoyed this!

My ask box and messages are always open if you have songs to submit yourself or you'd even just like to chat! <3

Tagging @higgsarchive, thanks for inspiring me!

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Anything You Need

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i love my mutuals because we never talk but we still… like… follow each other……….. and i admire that we stick together even tho there is no communication in the slightest………u kno what i mean… hello…

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OKAYYYYYY I'm back from the dead with this one. I've been obsessed with Death Stranding recently. And Higgs has me in an absolute chokehold. Seeing this post really sparked a fire within me so here we go!

For me, there can be a difference between things I think Higgs would listen to and what songs remind me of him. But I'll just go over the bands/songs I think he would be jamming out to.

HIGGS' PLAYLIST

1). Nine Inch Nails

I feel like he'd be an overall fan of their music but I think he'd like the electro shit the most. He'd be inspired by Trent's lyrics mostly, but I feel like he likes a good ol' funky beat if he's not in the mood to pay attention to said lyrics.

EX:

As Alive As You Need Me To Be

Sin

The Great Destroyer ft. modwheelmood

The Beginning of the End ft. ladytron

Honestly most of the songs on the Y34RZ3r0r3mix3d album

2). Silent Planet

Going a little heavier with this one. Another band I feel like he would be inspired by lyrically but could get him pumped up for a fight if need be. He's the kind of guy that needs music for every occasion you know! He's just everrrr so slightly egotistical like that.

EX:

Antimatter

Collider

Mindframe

3). Code Orange

Another band that has a great mix of anger and melancholy in my opinion. Which seems to be a page out of Higgs' book. Once again, a band that can provide a song for every occasion!

EX:

Underneath

Bleeding In The Blur

Take Shape

Sulfur Surrounding

4). Architects

Also a slightly heavier with this one. But I swear he would be the type to jam out to this. I doubt he'd go any heavier than Architects in terms of screaming... BUT! "Curse" is one where I feel the lyrics can relate to him well.

EX:

born again pessimist

when we were young

Curse

5). Alice In Chains

Strangely... I feel like he'd be a grunge man too. I don't have a lot to explain this one besides the riffs in the songs. I think he likes the haunting sound that AIC brings. The riffs themselves are nothing crazy complicated, but he enjoys the simplicity. Especially in contrast to the crazy guitar solos he's capable of.

EX:

Social Parasite

The One You Know

Hollow

The Devil Put Dinosaurs Here

6). Kiss

I had to include some classics in here. He's a man of taste after all. Can't forget a band that in my opinion, looks like him.

EX:

I Was Made For Lovin' You

I Love It Loud

Love Gun

Shock Me

7). Mötley Crüe

Another classic band. He absolutely loves the solos. Higgs strikes me as the kind of guy who would live the rock 'n roll lifestyle if he could. And what better band to portray such a lifestyle as the Crüe?

EX:

Girls, Girls, Girls

Looks That Kill

Take Me To The Top

OTHER SONGS:

Envious and Little - Deadly Apples

When Worlds Collide - Powerman 5000

Lost In The Grandeur - Korn

Tear You Apart - She Wants Revenge

The Trooper - Iron Maden

Personal Jesus - Depeche Mode (NOT MARILYN MANSON) that must be specified

For Whom The Bell Tolls - Metallica

Smooth - Santana, Rob Thomas

Hot for Teacher - Van Halen

Electric Funeral - Black Sabbath

Cemetery Gates - Pantera

Round and Round - Ratt

Mountain Song - Jane's Addiction

Stranglehold - Ted Nugent

The Day That Never Comes - Metallica

Once in a Lifetime - Talking Heads

I hope y'all enjoy this. Obviously there's a LOT more songs up in my head that I feel would be on his playlist. But I feel like this list is already mildly overwhelming to the eye. Hit me up if you're interested in more songs!

Tbh I might make another post of songs that remind me of him. We'll see about that though.

For now... Enjoy this post and these wonderful songs. <3

Calling all higgs enjoyers give me songs you think he'd listen to I'm curious what everyone thinks his music taste would be

Songs you associate with him are also acceptable especially if you give me fun analysis of why u do I love associating music with characters

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Higgs being cunty, sassy, and zesty

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finding out that someone is secretly a pervert is like when the clouds open up and the sun shines so beautifully over the tree tops and warms your skin

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咋用啊这个软件 不好意思我没研究明白 但是我画过很多schnollie 我准备试着在这里发一下 会有人看吗？