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#i need you all to know there was like 20 seconds of silence after this#heelo. can anyone. hear me. HHELLO#i am searching for a completely different clip from a stream i already watched#where he did the 'original' gabe voice that was nothing like what we ended up with#i thought i wrote it down. I DIDNT.......#so now im going through the auto generated subtitles for all the streams ive already seen till i hopefully find it#so i can edit it down and put it on here for anyone who is curious#this is going to be a very slow process that ill be doing only when im at work#so be patient#non voice post#video
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Hiya guys
There’s now less than two weeks until my long-awaited top surgery (EXCITEMENT!!) and I am daily plagued by this question where I go back and forth whether I should do it, so now I’ve decided to ask random people on the internet for help.
The question is: Should I or should I not give myself a buzzcut in hopes of not damaging my hair too much shampooing for a months + 2-3 weeks post op?
Speaking for buzzcut:
A buzzcut will be easy to manage and need less shampoo plus the younger hair will be less damaged already (and ngl half the time it feels like my hair in the back is casting to become a dandelion). Since I have not too many concerts planned It will not mess too much with potential cosplay (cough Däärijä) I’d wanted to make using the bowlcut. Given it’s still winter, and I have a big collection of beanies and more recently also caps I will probably be wearing a hat around anyways. I cannot deny I am curious to see what it looks like and as I always say to myself, hair (most likely) will grow out again … at some point. And as a last point it’ll fit with the phrase I’ve been living by the last 1,5 years – if I am scared to do something then do it scared!
Speaking against buzzcut:
When that said I AM freaking scared!! The bowlcut has become such a signature part of my look and everybody – including JERE HIMSELF – has mentioned how much it suits me. Cutting it off would mean that I’m throwing - not only myself off - but potentially everybody else who’s used to see me with this hair off balance and if it turns out it doesn’t suit me then there’s a long ass time until I can get the bowlcut back. Now I did say that no concerts were planned but knowing Käärijä and Joker Out a new tour could be revealed any day now, and I would probably not have enough hair to go back for the H cosplay until fall (is my guess). I’ll definitely have to say goodbye to a look-alike Käärijä cosplay for local pride (since I don’t believe my hair will be bowlcut length in three months). To counterbalance my point about my hair feeling frizzy like a dandelion – half the time it actually doesn’t feel too bad (yet I don’t know how long it will keep being alright). Plus, I guess there’s always the chance of my hair NOT growing back.
So with all this in mind… Do you guys think I should go buzz or keep the bowl?
#poll in the bottom of this post#it is a bit of a longer post I apolegies#if you don't care about my reasonings and just want to vote you can scroll till the end :'D#in short my dilemma is whether I should buzz my hair bc I hopefully can keep it a bit more healhty that way#or if I should keep the bowlcut and try my best to counteract the damage it brings to shower everyday for 1.5 month#I really like the bowlcut and I am scared to let it go#but touching my hair and it feeling frizzier than usual is making me scared too#micahs thoughts#micahs foolery#transgender#transmasc#gender expression
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Oh man we didn't see one new costume for Kate in that trailer... you know what that means?
It means we're going to see them in only one (or two if we're lucky) episodes, they're gonna announce their pregnancy and wrap it up because they want to be in the air of country for the baby...
Idk whether to laugh or cry😭
#idk why expected for them to stay till the end of part two lol#and I was the one who told people to not expect much I can't-#I should've taken my own advise😭#kanthony#kathony#no worries tho#John and Francesca gonna be there#and hopefully michael#kathani sharma#kathani bridgerton#anthony bridgerton#john sterling#francesca bridgerton#francesca x john#francesca x michael#bridgerton s3#bridgerton spoilers#bridgerton season 3#kate sharma#kate bridgerton
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2 weeks at uni and I’ve already reached peak procrastination. I found masking tape and somehow decided that the best use of my time was to make a tiny Belphemon-sleep.
#I actually can’t wait till student finance have processed my dsa#maybe next year or something I should look for an adhd diagnosis? if I’m having this much trouble focussing and a cup of coffee doesn’t work#anymore as a way for me to focus maybe I should see if meds would help?#(when I got my autism diagnosis i was also told its possible that I have adhd. I’d privately suspected adhd before I considered autism)#like. some days I can focus. it feels like I’m balancing on a knife-edge and it’s very stressful#and I can’t do it on command or anything#but sure#seeing one piece of fanart with Boy from tts#and my whole day goes down the drain because I can’t drag myself away from the series#and listening to video game soundtrack helps but then if I do that too much I start feeling lonely but I can’t listen to a podcast because#then I focus on that above the work I’m meant ti be doing#and even then I might look up other stuff about the video game I’m listening to#and the worst times are when I become self aware and that really breaks my focus but I know I’ve got to keep going#and then at the end of the day I feel awful because I’ve done about 1-2 hours actual work in 6 hours#time I could have spend doing other work or#heaven forbid#enjoying myself#that was more of a rant than I expected#I’m doing ok I think#I hope#i know I’m not meant to compare myself with others#but I’ve done more work than my flatmates#and that at least makes me feel a little better#I’m going to get myself a coffee now#hopefully that’ll help me today#my goal is at least 200 words#then I can stop#actually autistic#autism#personal rant
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So zeno sees hak as being enough to protect Hiryuu aka yona without the need of the dragons
#honestly he got a point#as if saying she has no need for the dragons. hak is enough#not meant to discard the dragons' role throughout the series#cause without them hak would have dead protecting yona#but till this point in the series#it is like yona has no need for them now#overall i'm a bit sad#was there really no other way to help end zeno' immorality#and make him live normally with the rest of the dragons free from the curse#hopefully yona will end this shit#akatsuki no yona#yona 255#zeno
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Every time I sketch out a new part of the local trains, three more are added to the pile.
#local trains au#I'm determined to wrap it up!#I just expected the “story” to be done in like... 3 more parts#instead it's looking more like... 8+#they're also getting longer#hopefully next one will be done till the end of the year#we'll see#what have I done
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#welp. my phone just died like DIED-died#screen went all black and now there's only blue and red text saying 'Qualcomm CrashDump Mode'#that... does not sound good#currently googling how to fix it and it seems i have to resign myself to losing all my non-backed-up data#it's still up in the air whether i'll be able to un-brick the phone at all#going to try to flash it from a pc if the simpler methods don't end up working. which they're not. so far#but till then i guess i'm phoneless? good times#trying not to stress as i reflect upon how many aspects of life require you to have a phone these days#hopefully i won't run into any of those situations any time soon#(she laughed hopelessly. already knowing she inevitably would.)#cosmo gyres#personal#o hear my sad complaint
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Everytime I get a new lighter I like to play a game and see how long it takes for me to lose it and we’ve gone three weeks strong honestly kind of proud of myself
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3/7 halfway-ish done. there’s no way i’m making four more of these in a week why did i do this to myself
#this one just needs the border and that’s pretty easy#but idk how fast the others will go#between this and work i may not get much writing done till the end of the month#sorry y’all 😭#but hopefully you’ll soon have jelly fic and more bus fic and then bthb starting#so there will be fic#just be patient with me#lauren’s stabby crafting
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It’s been 0 days since my last mugging
Luckily it was on my way back from shopping so I’m only out ten bucks
#whispers#only in gotham rp#only in gotham#I’m a bit surprised he didn’t try to take my rum#but I’m glad cause that’s for my st Patrick plan of drinking alone on a rare holiday day off#also I got more yarn!!#which ended up costing more then the food and booze#but! worth it I have all the colors I need and hopefully I won’t need more then one of any color other then purple#I got a lot more of that purple yarn I’ll probably use it in future projects#(their plans for drinking alone can be changed by asking but they’re assuming nobody would want to be essentially locked in an apartment#with them since Gotham holidays are dangerous there isn’t really any leaving till holiday attack is done you know? so drinking alone)
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as soon as the zyrtec & the aleve i just took kick in, i will be here besties <3
#( a pathological people pleaser // ooc )#( mobile )#(i ended up just getting too tired last night i’m feeling somewhat better today)#(it’s just these fucking sinuses/sinus headache - but hopefully these don’t take long to kick in)#(i hateee allergiesss - i wanna say i can’t wait till winter but then i’ll just get sick from everything that goes around during wintertime#(so tell me when do we win WHEN DO WE WIN 😭😭😭)#(might also go for a hot bath w the steam we’ll see)
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#i know it hasn’t been greenlit but i genuinely do think it’s gonna get greenlit okay#and im with murderofbirds on youtube it won’t be till end of 2024#hopefully get news at 2023 rtx#bumbleby#rwby#blake belladonna#yang xiao long#rwby volume 9#rwby v9#rwby spoilers#rwby v9 spoilers#rwby volume 9 spoilers#rwby9
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those two
#Till the End of the Moon#Bai Lu#Sun ZhenNi#Ye Xiwu#Pian Ran#finally some friendship between women#or whatever this is#future sisters in law hopefully#excuse my bad quality screenshots#episode 19
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extra tired, feet hurt, would do it again 10/10
#THOSE WOMEN I CANT#THE QUEENS DRAGED TONIGHT PEOPLE#and there were so many different performances#freedom fighting one for palestine#sexy pop to sabrina carpenter#the ABSTRACT oh my fucking god the abstract i cant i mean i they always have a special place in my heart so im so unobjective but it was so#oooo goood#and there was a ballet dancer amongst them and the way she moves is so hypnotizing#so just the sheer sex appeal and talent and OH THE READS#and there was this little cute flower kid who stumbled on there and we were all worried for him but the kid wanted to stay (it wasnt 18+)#and so we all gave him money for his flowers and just in general and he stayed till the end bc he found it all interesting#im just sad i dont work anymore cuz i didnt have much but what i had i gave and i am so happy i can finally give some money to help#bc i dont have a use money online card#and hopefully this will at least be something#and the place was packed and we collected even more during the show#just chefs kiss#0 notes to me
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Like just thinking about how fucked up this internship is and I know it's important to "build a cv" and college requirements or whatever but. I applied for the IP team thinking "atleast I'll have a friend, work will be just learning stuff not doing stuff". And instead the only two women lawyers went on vacation and for three weeks I have been working with the worst men you'll meet researching labour cases for banks. Well okay atleast the employees committed crimes. And now I have to fucking defend reliance slow boiled frog Truly.
#that was my realisation monent today when the sir briefing us was like 'mukesh has personal interest in this case. be careful' woke up then.#i have to get fitted for retainers anyways tomorrow I'll hopefully end up escaping the whole thing but jfc it won't end here#the other interns laughed at me when i said i wanted to work in rights maybe environment repeating 'there's no money'. i Know??#whatever just thinking how fucked up this world is#this is where im spending every day till 6-7 pm??? for free????
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I’m out of psych doodle ideas to draw in my sketchbook but it’s the only thing I want to draw 😭
#pls gimme thicngs to doodle specifically shassie or gules related things I’m begginf 🙏#forest fumbles#idk if I’m gonna be able to survive this deprivation of digital art or whatever 😞#*gnaws at the bars of my enclosure * I NEED COLORS NOW!!!!!#i remember last time i didnt have a computer with a stylus my mom got me a cheap one from like dollar tree or something#that ended up actually being a pen#but it didnt make marks on my computer screen so i could still use it like a regular stylus#so im gonna see if she can get me one of those#i wont be able to shade nicely or have line opacity/weight based on pressure but it will hold me off till christmas 👍#...hopefully
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