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Having my friends go “you’re married” every time I simp for a man is so funny. Like that’s never stopped me before? Mind your business.
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newest addition for my sissy’s bday!!! she’s obsessed with will graham atm if u couldn’t tell
i have no one else to share these with so here are the pieces i did for my kid sisters for xmas. they are currently obsessed with hannibal and percy jackson respectively because i taught them well. also both these pieces took a combined total of 39 hrs because i hate myself
#im so proud of her😭🫡🥰#hopefully she doesn’t see this#I’m now remembering she has a tumblr and follows me#and her bday ain’t till next week💀#oops#my art#hannibal art#artists on tumblr#original art
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One day I’ll go through med school and then I’ll go through residency and then I’ll go through a fellowship and then I’ll be the most crybaby neurosurgeon you could think of. Bursting into tears if I so much as graze ur hypothalamus with my forceps
#Yesterday I shadowed a neurologist for the first time and basically we got done seeing a patient who’s also a heart surgeon#And I turned to the doctor and was like Ok what do we do#The thing is this patient has dementia and we don’t really have a cure for that yet so the study he’s enrolling in is largely observational#Still I expected her to follow up on him in much more frequent increments#Instead this woman goes “we’ll see him in 6-9 months but… not even sure if he’ll be here by then sooo”#Basically implying he might be dead in a year#AND I WAS LIKE. Blown away by how blase she was#And ever since then a fiendish sort of melancholy followed me everywhere I went .#Bc I haven’t stopped thinking about the heart surgeon#I don’t get how she can stop thinking about him#I don’t understand people who can stop thinking about something like that#I know neurologists like her have seen patients come and go many a time but I was disturbed#So I made a pact w myself never to lose my humanity. Half of why I’m so into medicine is bc of its humane aspects#And in 10 years I’ll look back at this and hopefully still be just as annoyingly sensitive as I am today#I think I’m just overall disillusioned w how little humanity some people seem to have but that doesn’t mean I have to be that way too#p
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Larchpaw
She/her, 8 moons, cis molly
#Larchpaw#beetleclan#apprentice#clangen#warrior cats oc#kiri’s clangen#warrior#kiri's clangen#Wow i wonder who this mini Berrymurk is. Surely it’s not his one and only daughter#surely him and his daughter don’t have nearly identical sprites save for Larch having a slightly yellower tint and an apprentice pose#But to be so forreal the name Larch is actually really fitting becuase of that becuase larch trees are a conifer that isn’t an evergreen.#their needles turn yellow and fall off in the fall which fits because she’s just a little more yellow than her dad#I also made the pointy parts of her fur point down instead of up like the rest of her family just to show she doesn’t look all that much-#-like her grandma Gravelshock#She’s technically half-clan and her other parent is unknown so I like to think her other parent had droopier fur (though I have no one in-#-particular planned)#Anyways she’s sort of friends/rivals with Swallowpaw (who I’m planning on having as the starting POV for beetleclan) so expect to see and-#-read a lot of her whenever I get to the actual story part#I actually love Larch a lot she’s very cute I’m tempted to do her POV at least sometimes#but Idk#Also I’M FUCKING BACK!!!#can’t say how regular posts will be considering the computer I use to add the border afterwords is Wigging The Fuck Out Constantly and I-#-can barely use it but I’ve got one more cat queued after this at least so there’s that!#I can’t wait to get to the actual story I’m gonna do it in fic form with some illustrations scattered throughout instead of a comic (unless#-I feel like a specific moons needs a comic)#and I think I’ll put in on my AO3 which’ll be fun so yeah. I’m excited to finally get through all these designs hopefully over this summer#and I’m done with hs now so I can continue working on it during this next year because I don’t plan on doing college immediately!! So yeah-#-I’ve got a lot of time on my hands now and I’m excited to get back to Projects!!#I’m thinking of doing commissions on my main too (including warriors/clangen designs) so look out for that if you’re interested
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Best NuWho companion send-off.
Maybe the best companion send-off of all time.
#hopefully the fact that we’re gonna see Ruby again doesn’t mean#she’s going to have a convoluted#stuck in a place the Doctor never can return ending#like the Ponds got#doctor who#dw#doctor who spoilers#dw spoilers#empire of death
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My best friends comin in town for my birthday tomorrow im so excited :)
#hopefully she doesn’t cause a house fire again#(you can NOT turn that hoe into a housewife)#(I love her dearly)#also we’re gonna go see machine girl >:)#i….. don’t listen to them BUT it’ll be fun!!!#samaras yapping
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Man- I knew Isha was doomed from the start- but to go out like that… it just heartbreaking
#isha arcane#like I thought she was going to be killed by Piltover#not herself…#poor jinx#also man I love to see more young vander and silco#arcane season 2#arcane season 2 spoilers#hopefully she doesn’t hate Vi for trying to save her#you can’t have shit in Arcane I swear
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Back on my meds, making a damn decent paycheck despite how many days I had to take off this month, my mom’s feeling better now that she’s home and we’ve figured everything out, our neighbor’s gonna build us a wheelchair ramp for cheap, and my dad miiiiiiiiight be buying a new car as we speak 🤞 (my mom just can’t get into the truck anymore, and she hasn’t wanted to drive her two seater for a while now, so we’re trading it for something practical). Things are finally going fairly well, all things considered ❤️
#she speaks#after the absolute hell we’ve been in all October I think we deserve a fucking break#hopefully this post doesn’t jinx the car lol#we’re keeping the truck obv cuz like we got livestock#but the lil beamer has got to go unfortunately#sad it’s a fun lil car#but it hasn’t been getting the love it deserves and it’s time for something more suited to our needs as a family#kinda exciting really I hope we get it#we all fucking hate spending money so both my parents have been waffling on it for a couple of days#but like I told them mama you got a doctor’s appointment next week for your g tube#and then a hospital follow up with our pcp the week after that#and you’re gonna have to see a gi and a nutritionist pretty regularly#and there’s gonna be more surgeon follow ups I’m sure#and eventually we’re gonna need to take you to outpatient pt cuz we can’t have a home health pt forever#cuz insurance only pays for it for like six weeks#so either we’re gonna have to rent a car every time you go to the doctor#or we gotta buy one#and like this isnt going away you’ll have to go to the doctor often#cuz you’re missing like half of your small intestine#so getting a rental all the time is gonna suck#it would be better to have a car you can get in and out of easily just on hand#not to mention eventually you’re gonna wanna get out of this house just for the hell of it#and it’s not like we can wake up one morning and decide hey let’s go on a day trip#and then waste two hours driving back and forth from the nearest enterprise#which is on an extremely busy two lane highway and is FUCKING terrifying to get to lmfao#so with any luck my dad will keep that in mind and not back out at the dealership lol
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Ok it’s over (?) and Mavis is asleep and I said I’d go to bed when she did so. Goodnight everyone. But you better TELL ME if something new happens I swear to god
#the croakerverse#the muppet joker#cannot WAIT to see what happens next#though I hope it’s not too busy next week#going out of town and won’t be on my phone much#hope I don’t get too behind#also hopefully when I wake up I’m not being parasocial about Mavis anymore#I don’t wanna make anyone feel weird and She Doesn’t Know Me#I’m trying sosososo hard to be normal and not insane#but I relate :( and I like her :( and if that freaks her out I’d be so sad :(#we gotta Lock In Gang
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curlfeather girl they will never make me hate you
(how did this turn into a berryheart post oops)
#berryheart on the other hand!!!#she is so complex but she never!!! ever!!! learns!!!!#curlfeather#is fortunately and unfortunately dead#so they (HOPEFULLY) can’t ruin her character#and while she’s not as complex as berryheart she’s definitely not simple either#i wish berryheart could learn from her mistakes but that doesn’t seem likely#my prediction?? she’s probably going to die#only realizing her mistake once it’s far too late#will she go to starclan like mudclaw??#technically she didn’t do anything he didn’t. and she even tried the legal way at first#mudclaw just went straight to planning a coup#or will she get the warrior cats misogyny treatment and be sent to the dark forest?#we shall see#warrior cats#berryheart
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Oh. Sad
#the rhetoric and blame shifting is already bothering me btw#like ppl saying this has nothing to do with her policies like okay#the assumption everyone has that Green Party would automatically be democratic votes if they weren’t green is unreal#I have 0 opinion accelerationists tbh bc idek what the hell the intricacies of that are#the demographics#hate to say it but latinoes really did surprise me like wow guys. crazy work#the fl 60% amendment rule is insaaane#and tbh back to the Green Party thing the idea that they’re guaranteed democrats if under other circumstances is crazy#not just bc those numbers so far wouldn’t have gotten her any state#but bc the logic doesn’t hold up bc by that logic u should still be pissed at catering to right wing policies and ideals#her stance on immigration militarism fracking etc. bc she’s catering to ppl who would STILL be right wing#like the ppl who agree with her on these stances would rather see it on a white man#hate to say it but Girlboss feminism doesn’t work when you’re black#and everyone’s tip toeing around it but yes. as a black women you DO have to go harder and set more stances that align with ur voter base#bc for everyone who’ll show up for you being u in a country like this there’s twice the ppl who won’t just bc ur u#and ppl keep tryna say this isn’t about race like it kind of was. in the sense that everyone forgot that when ur black u do have to work#harder for half the credit - which is unfortunate and frustrating that bw don’t get to be vile and get rewarded but that’s what u account#for when running. like u can’t appeal to right wingers and their ideals bc their ideals and biases mean it was never gonna be you#uhm anyways this is like. are we choosing overt or covert racism for the next 4 years and apparently overt#and idk maybe I’m naive I thought this was gonna be an eye opener#that ppl would go back review the campaign see what went wrong have real convos on what we care about as a collective#but so far ppl are saying ppl who thought politicians should earn their vote need to be on the front lines and saying leftist ideals that#fell apart the second they tokenized one of us as the possible face of the imperial core#ig It’s like. are we bracing ourselves to set back until the next panic or are we finally gonna be motivated to haul ass#yknow hopefully in the end some of y’all see what we’ve been going through the entire time#also now that we can’t say at least they’re not trump anymore are we gonna break down Harris and bidens own transphobia and Zionism#or are they useless to discuss now after y’all propped them up as ur saviors for the last few months
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Max is trusting his life with a Totem which you think would help, but he’s watching a 10 year old YouTube video on how to do brain surgery (it has like 100 views) and it’s his second day (his first day was on himself and he died)
#qsmp#foolish gamers#maximus#qsmp maximus#Baghera is coming too but shes just thete for emotional support#which sucks bc she can probably do a better job than Foolish who id again looking st that youtube video#Max wants everyone else to see too like my brother in christ they’ll just see you blth screamingn#Foolish is gonna pull a Charlie and get like 5 other doctors just so he doesn’t have to do it but gets thr credit#amen#hopefully that surgery goes well Max <3
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Just a moment of rest would be nice
#shompsketch#blaze royal#blaze#oc#original#the mental exhaustion has me wishing i could just go to sleep#but then there’s the nightmares#it doesn’t cancel out the love and support of my people… neither cancel each other out#and having these two emotions at such an extreme for a prolonged period of time takes it’s toll.#a 9 month old just turned 10 months old in an underground tunnel and i can only wish his mom gets to hug him (she’s a hostage too).#there are 3 and 4 year old hostages who’ve gone a month without a hug#and even when they’re hopefully rescued their parents won’t be there to receive them#they’ve been surrounded by their parents’ murderers this whole time#they shouldn’t need to go through this#will they ever recover#just. it’s this loop of grief and stress and urgency and worry and betrayal from those who see no problem tearing their pictures down.#with a latte in their other hand and a smug sickening smirk.#crumbling the paper. throwing it on the sidewalk. stomping on it and walking away like it’s nothing.#…can’t write more. rant over.#over and out#why am i even putting this in my art tags i don’t even know#but can’t bring myself to remove and put in a separate post
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my moms talking abt kicking me out (again) 🤪 great
#I def do not have the money or the job to get a place of my own and she knows that………..#we haven’t had a fight in a long time 😭 unfortunately she saw my eye of Horus necklace I forgot I was wearing it 🙁#she does this thing where she says me not disobeying her is committing a sin. so everytime she doesn’t like something I do or say…🤪#dk if she’s serious this time or not but we’ll see! hopefully this is just a bad mood of hers and she calms down.#t
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strategy for not Freaking Out:
make hysterical and incredibly specific Thanksgiving cards for your coworkers
#we’re being haunted - if you couldn’t tell#there are actually really nice and heartfelt notes in the cards#i designed the fronts afterwards and just went nuts#but i think they’ll be entertained#awkwardly my manager’s is not as goofy#so hopefully she doesn’t feel left out!#i’m getting them donuts tomorrow as well - which’ll be nice#that IS if the donut place is open#we shall see!!
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Me? Start a book at 8 and realize at 2am I read it all? Couldn’t be possible
#I’m so going to regret it in the morning#we’re moving my grandma#hopefully I’ll be fully awake by the time the hard part starts#for me anyway#I’m in charge of taking her for a walk about while they move her main set up#since she’s got to be in her wheelchair anyways she might as well see a bit more of the building she’s been living in#hopefully on the assisted living side she’ll see more people even if she still generally refuses to leave her room#for long er than a short walk#and doesn’t want to meet or get to know anyone there#I’m quite confident I know more people than her#i should sleep#I’m definitely being a dimbass by delaying it further
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