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I updated my app will tumblr leave me alone now
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We can't escape each other
No matter how hard we try
I touch your hand — careful and in no way sudden
And drown in your green warming eyes
#soft and gentle#love#all the world disappears when I look in those eyes#I miss every single time we locked eyes and smiled#I miss her voice and the way she spoke about everything#like someone who has an idea#like someone who's happy and real#and I'll see her soon again hehe#hopefully 😐#poetry#poems#poems on tumblr#writing#original poem#poem#original poetry#crush#being in love#love poem
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i’m experiencing real life dramatic irony
#‘sometimes i get crazy students who get up here and pitch like a 50 page graphic novell’#me about to pitch a 50 page graphic novel: 😐#still haven’t pitched it. hopefully i’ll be able to convince her im not insane#might have to be like ok for context i wrote produced printed and sold a 36 page comic in 2 weeks this summer#dear god. i hate pitching my shit like hi i swear im not crazy. please let me draw my rabbits
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En mi pecho hallarás un altar
#call of duty#modern warfare#call of duty modern warfare#MWII#CoD MWII#blender renders#alejandro vargas#rodolfo parra#alerudy#'in my chest you will find an altar'#hopefully dep didn't bonk up the caption again#😐#but yes normal things normal men do
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wow thank you kushblazer666 for your infinitely profound and interesting wisdom i’ve never heard this before 🙏 i’m glad u can be the voice to bravely speak up rn tho
#why do y’all have to do this anytime a woman and specifically a dyke blows up#and ok u can bring up how other queer women have been slept on esp woc. and what exactly are u doing to uplift them#nothing ur just saying this bc obviously it’s so timely and um once again just like really insightful thank u#me barely suppressing a rage over chappell blowing up so now i have to hear peoples opinions on her. ok so maybe she’s not for you!#you can’t exactly say she’s not talented or fun or successful though. also kill yourself what who would say that over this#😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐#abby talks#if kushblazer ever sees this sorry let’s work it out on the remix#<- sentence designed to convince u i am the most annoying target audience for u and hopefully you’d just block me instead
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A piece of my tooth just. Fell out while I was flossing. That's what I get for practicing dental hygiene
#its been a problem tooth for a while? like ever since i got it filled its been sensitive#figured it was just from the filling but uh. i think it may have been a crack i couldnt feel#doesnt hurt and isnt bleeding! so its not an emergency thankfully. hopefully the dentist can see me after work tomorrow#i hate teeth stuff so much i hate the dentist. so tedious#looking at it i think its my actual tooth cause its not filling color... im worried the dentist messed up my filling#i had to get a root canal last year for that very reason 😐#anyways goodnight when it rains it pours lmao
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train wasn't delayed more than usual AND i got a pretty girl's luggage off the train for her... 10/10 polish railway experience
#lmao there was this dude hovering behind me and her near the entrance as we waited for the train to stop#and as soon as i offered to take her things he was like 'i'll take it!'#didn't even dignify that with a response didn't even look in his direction :)#she wanted me to take the smaller one she was like 'the other one is so heavy :( '#context: she was shorter than me and Very slim#i was like nah i'll take it!#reader. i think she had a body in there <3#anyway really regret leaving her at the station with just a smile and not asking if he wanted further help#but frankly i wanted to get home and pee ajffhh#also regret not giving her a wink but that surely would have been an overkill......#also i always worry how that comes across when you're total strangers :/#anyway it was a rolling suitcase so hopefully she made it out alright and called a taxi or sth#all of this to say. Why is flirting so easy when i don't mean anything by it dear god.......#soon as i like someone it's like 😐 five minutes of silence. low chuckle. 😐 'i think the weather forecast said it might. rain today. 😐.'#another reason why i'm staying single forever thank you .
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gonna make my brother buy this for me
#it looks SO pretty#he said i can buy whatever i want for xmas the only catch is that i have to give him half my chicken tenders anytime we eat at a place that#has chicken tenders 😐 you win some you lose some#my closet needs a MASSIVE overhaul#i have a simple tshirts and going out tops that aren’t really my style anymore#so i wanna do a huge overhaul#hopefully this piece is still in stock during xmas omg#this is JUST the corset i want the matching skirt too AHHHHHH i’ll make him buy it for me :3#perks of having an older brother is that they buy stuff for you but you must Pay A Toll#personal
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IM FREEEEEE
#(FROM PROJECTS)#personal#the engineering chronicles#WILL HOPEFULLY NEVER NEED TO SLEEP THREE NIGHTS ON THE FLOOR OF THE ENGINEERING BUILDING AGAIN!!!#one class the final project was to build a karaoke machine which my partner and i had planned on making look like actual speakers and#microphone but we couldn’t find the stuff in time and her mom made a joke abt singing into hairbrushes and we decided to take that and#run lol we used a pink sparkly makeup box to store our circuit and cut out holes for the speakers and decorated it with makeup and put the#hairbrush mics inside and it was very fun actually and our class voted us as one of the groups to go to project day which was pretty cool!!#project day did get canceled bc of. asnow day which was unfortunate especially considering we stayed up until 4am the night before#preparing our documents for it and trying to perfect the karaoke machine when we could have been putting that time toward project number#2 😐 but whatever we still get our extra credit and i can say i qualified for it so im happy enough#then project 2 was for another class but we’re lab partners in both (+ another guy for this project) and it was digital monster pet so we#made a dragon i was mostly on design so i hand CADed the whole thing which was living hell if i never want to lay eyes on solidworks#again but also he came out very cute after MUCH hasle putting him together with all the wires and components bc our wires from the kit are#so bad they’re constantly getting disconnected from each other which we didn’t know would happen bc the labs we usually do we don’t have to#connect them together like that since you’re not routing them thru bodies etc and they’ve worked great until now but anywya.#i did the lcd faces and the light sensor and a couple other things + a lot of the code was copy and paste from past labs and fitting it to#suit the project but for the most part it was a shit ton of hardware on my end while she and the other guy managed the rest of the code#which i really wish i could have been more involved with but oh well. as it is though he’s my baby i birthed him <3 we’re planning on#meeting up over weekends next semester to change some stuff and add other extra features that we missed we got a decent grade 85% but we#all agreed we don’t want to leave him like this we want to add the extra features we had come up with and also i think we should switch out#our motors for servos bc the motors we were required to use#instead suck they’re not strong at all compared to what a servo can do for you. also we want to make it so you can not only pet him which w#already have with light sensors but also wash him with a Hall effect sensor and magnet so like we’d stick the sensor inside and the magnet#inside a little cad brush or sponge is what im envisioning and i have an expression in mind for what we’d do then. also paint him and#redesign the platform he stands on bc it’s rlly cramped and also make a pcb bc we only have him with the microcontroller and breadboards rn#and i might mess with his face piece a bit too im not sure. oh and speakers!!! those were technically a requirement but we didn’t get them#done on time but i want to make him play music sooooo bad so definitely that. anyway want to be more involved in the software when we do#all this. pretty excited actually :]
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ok but aren’t adrienette literally the kind of couple to get engagement rings at 16 and get married like the day both turn 18 . AREN’T THEY .
#hopefully by that time they’ll have learned each other’s identities 😐#miraculous ladybug#adrienette#adrien agreste#marinette
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i finally beat da2 and this is what it felt like
I have some criticisms about the ending but I don't know if I have it in me to get fully into it so instead I will simply just say...
Carver as a Grey Warden is one of the best character developments to me out of all the companions, hands down. I would probably argue he has the most character growth out of everyone in those three acts and most of it is off screen in the years him and Hawke are apart. LOL. And even then I was still SO satisfied with how Hawke and him came together as family in the end!
RIP to Isabela leaving my Hawke behind in Act 2 though btw.
ALSO OF COURSE, HONORABLE MENTION TO MY BELOVEDST FENRIS. ✨💗 It was lovely to see his puppy dog eyes again 🥺
I mentioned before I do not take a lot of interest in templar/mage or the Qunari plots and that still holds true. Act 3 was Hawke fighting for her fucking life trying to support mages but every fucking one of them just kept resorting to blood magic. By the end I was getting so sick of the story falling to the same plot device over and over LOL.
Overall, I still enjoyed myself revisting the game after a decade though! I can't say I hold it as highly as I used to. It was my first game into the series afterall so I didn't know any better lol (origins my beloved) but yeah just... the personal relationships between Hawke and her companions/family was carrying the game for me.
Anyways..... now on to INQUISITION!! 🤺
#the explosion reaction is actually me surviving persistent crashes every play session bc my brand new gpu is busted and i gotta send it back#to get it replaced. we're talking 5 or more crashes and force reboots. it wasn't as bad with elden ring dlc max settings or even origins.#i put half the blame on the ea implementation/launcher for da2 😐.#ironic i bought this pc to prep for veilguard two months ago and it's FUCKED-- hopefully it fixes with a new gpu.. ANYWAYS.#aev plays dragon age 2#aev plays dragon age
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Me: has a dream that my problems were being caused by mold
Me: discovers mold
Unclear on how to feel about this
#on the one hand: prophetic dreams strike again! and i can solve the problem#on the otherhand... mold 🫣😐:////#bel speaks#hopefully the problems will go away now tho!!!!
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Ok, back to girlblogging eheh (๑•̀ㅂ•́)و✧
#wren text tag#like I said I got busy with my finals and I still have to take 2 exams in a week or so#and I know I could have been online in the time being#sadly I got ill and had to take antibiotics for the third time since the beginning of this year 😂 didn't feel like being silly#or drawing stuff in general sorry 🙏 mostly I tried to get better#there's no way I will have to postpone those finals#very funny how this month I wasn't online all the things happend#final chapter of StS: ND is out and oh boy#they announced a new Lady Oscar anime and * Oh Boy *#also a new Magic Knight Rayearth might drop in some time (oh boy but we will see)#oh yes I think Lore Olympus should finish soon bc I remember reading the announcement some time ago#and Roll20 got hacked again I'm 😐😐😐 can you please stop getting hacked I don't want my email full of spam again 😊💖#btw I haven't read the latest chapter of ND yet. I think I will wait until it gets published in italian (hopefully 🙏🙏🙏)#tho that doesn't mean that the second I logged in I saw 300 posts abt it 🤨 lol I cannot escape spoilers I guess#but IDK guys... I've seen some reviews and I had a “is this a jojo reference” kind of moment that I cannot explain#well I have the vague feeling of knowing how to explain it but also I will wait until I've actually * read * it#yeah now I will go to check my inbox byeeee 🏃♀️🏃♀️🏃♀️#I never get tagged in anything but for reasons I was? Obv when I was in my sickly victorian child era and I couldn't do anything for it#Wren arriving late to the party once again lmfao 😂
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I turn 31 tomorrow
#crazy times#I always thought it’d be so sad to not be married in my 30s 😐#life is good but I do wish I was married.#hopefully in a couple years :)
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Honestly, considering the show/writers never acknowledged Daphne’s marital rape of her husband, and they only had a slight acknowledgment of Edwina’s feelings on Kate x Anthony, like I don’t think there will be a satisfactory resolution to Pen’s betrayal of the Bridgertons (Marina/Colin and Eloise/Theo) or of Eloise’s “friendship” with Cressida (and anything else she might do as “revenge”).
I think they’ll blow over the latter “I said I’d rather die than be her friend and I still mean it” and hugs all around or some other scene like that (which I know is simple and that’s my point). And Pen will apologize and confess that cause she’s so in love with Colin and she wanted to be noticed and she’ll be forgiven without much else from Colin. And maybe a little more for Eloise, if that.
(Spoiler’s for the books in case people care about that).
They forgive her for Whistledown in the books, Colin is worried more about her being revealed as Whistledown than her writing shit about him (tho nothing she writes is like Marina/Colin is not in the books. Daphne basically forgives her for anything she wrote about that but tbh she doesn’t seem to mind anyway). And, they like sorta acknowledge it as “wtf” thing, but it’s blown over quickly imo. “Oh well that’s nice dear” sorta reaction. And Eloise does have even more of a backbone than in the books but idk I just don’t see why and what people seem to want out of Bridgerton.
Eloise is going to somehow befriend and fall in love with Crane! You’re telling me the girl running around with Theo and “radicals” will suddenly fall for the guy boring the fuck out of Marina?
Like, I’m sorry but Bridgerton is pretty people hooking up with a regency background. They will not “do right” by most people’s standards of how the characters should act and how to apologize (Daphne and Simon make up after professing deep love in the rain! Anthony is shocked into confessing for real cause Kate fell of a horse! It’s for DRAMA, and then it’s resolved kinda easily?)
I’ve seen some more of nuanced takes against Pen, at least these people aren’t reducing her to a fat villain (cause when they did that I could not take them seriously 😒). And honestly a lot of it is fair, that’s good! The writers don’t care.
But now I keep seeing people hating Eloise to the point that they want a comeuppance that is not proportional to her “revenge”…and like… it won’t be as serious as y’all are making it to be. This “revenge”. Like please, the writers aren’t going to suddenly take this world seriously. See above and those are just 1 example for each season!
If they wanted to acknowledge all the hurt Pen put people through and make her work to become a better person, they could! I just don’t think they will because it’s 8 episodes per season and in this season they’re trying to find a way to get Colin and Pen together and Eloise and Pen as friends again by end of season. I don’t think they’ll extend a conflict into Ben’s season (I actually hope they don’t, I like Ben and Sophie’s story for the most part and while I love Anthony and Kate they shouldn’t be the focus either).
Idk what people expect I guess. if you’re watching it for Pen to be taken down a notch… might not be the season for you. If you’re hate watching I guess tag it with “anti” whatever and not the regular tags?
I’m sorry if you think she does not deserve an happy ending, I don’t necessarily disagree that she’s undeserving of some crow eating for what she’s done. However, I don’t think the writers care to make her go through that. And I don’t watch Bridgerton for brilliant character development that I think some of y’all want.
That being said I’m curious about how they’ll manage LW post Colin x Penelope marriage. In the books it basically disappears, and maybe they can use that to have a build up to Pen! However that means to me making their relationship last longer than as season and I do not want that for any of the couples.
#illy talks#I need to not go into tags but fine I’ll tag it#Bridgerton#sa cw#marital rape mention#rape mention#idk if I have a tag for that but I think I have it covered#I don’t write any analysis or meta cause I tend to be a centrist about everything and let the story play out#but I really relate to Pen’s wallflower ways so sorta defending her#but like also again the whole marketing of “Colin and Penelope’s story” sorta spoils it yknow she’s gonna be “rewarded”#and maybe she’ll get to have to work through her issues! I just don’t think they’ll have her do that cause it’s BRIDGERTON#she’s gonna “win” idk how else to say it (whether you believe she “deserves it” or not) in 8 episodes#hopefully the writers come up with a compelling story for her and Eloise and their friendship along with Pen/Colin romance but like y’all 😐#why are your expectations so high about a bodice ripper book turned tv show from the creator of Scandal and HTGAWM and Grey’s#like y’all know how it ends already…#again my fault for going in the tags#idk we’re getting four seasons minimum I just want to finish out with Ben and Sophie#if four is really all we get
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sorry for not being active yesterday I went to do some personal stuff and saw(ahhaha) saw x and ummm
UMMM
HADIOAWIUDBUAW??? ERRRR??? GERNAWIRHAE???? AWIOAWIODAWOBUDUVADW???????AWDNAWIOHDAWIHODIHOADW???????
This movie is going to be my whole personality the next few days so I'm sorry for that
#SPOILERS AND RANT IN TAGS!!#Saw X#Saw#Saw X Spoilers#tagtagtags#Spoiler tag#abwwbawbibadwbawdw#trying to bury the spoilers cuz im about to RANT#ok hopefully thats enough???#OK FIRST THIGNS FIRST IS THIS WAS MY FIRST MOVIE SEEN IN A THEATER A N D MY FIRST SAW MOVIE AND OHH MYY GODDDD#IT WAS SO GOOODDD a little slow and boring at the beginning but it picked up and OMGNGHGG#GRRRRRRRRRR OMNOMNOMNOMNOM HISSSSS MMMMMMMM GRGRGRGRRRRRRRR!!!!!!#sorry Saw fandom you're stuck with me now <3#OKOK VALENTINA😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍#MATEO😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳#GABBYYYY🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺#Cecilia.😐#I didnt care about her bf ngl💀💀#VALENTINA AND MATEO WERE STRAIGHT UP ROBBED LIKE💀💀 JOHN PUT THEM IN THOSE TRAPS KNOWING DAMN WELL THEY-#-DIDNT A C T U A L L Y KNOW HOW TO DO THAT SHIT MATEO ESPECIALLY!!#Gabby </3#the scariest part about this move was Amandas haircut😨😨#“epic bad luck” oof way to remind me this takes place in the 2000s💀💀#Shout out to that random child real MVP of this movie XD#anyways new fav sewer rats just dropped😍😍 and they're all dead just like the rest <3#I aint including my rant for CeCiLlIa cuz THATS going to need an entire post💀💀
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