#honestly i dont consider this finished

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[lotus-lamps]

experimental jouno piece (not used to this style so i didnt know how to do the hair lmao)

[eldritchmochi]

folks, dont do this. like, one, my a/n on coping skills thru the last like five updates make it abundantly clear that i am going to Major Medical Bullshit and if there is ever a good reason to put a creative project on hold, its to recover from almost dying several times in a short span

but also, there is never any reason ever at all full stop, to include a line in ur fic comment to this effect. if you assume something isnt going to be updated ever again, you keep that to urself before slapping it at the author is a damned good way to ensure it doesn't get touched again. its passive aggressive and shamey, and while i dont think it was the intent of the commenter to read that way, it still fuckin sucks. the rest of the comment was lovely appreciation for my smut and characterization. it could have easily started with "i gotta say" as the lead in instead of the above and it would have made me excited and joyous to touch this project again now that im starting to feel like a whole human again, after, you know, almost dying a lot

and instead im just frustrated and mad

so dont do this

[orcelito]

Actually, on the topic of the baby fever. God it's so frustrating. Bc when I was like 14 ish I was Adamant that I never ever wanted kids. And my dad said smth around the lines of "that'll likely change" (probably from his own experience with this) and I was like NO. it WONT.

And then eventually, age 21-22 ish, I admitted that Okay, I still don't want to have my own kids, but someday maybe I'll adopt...

And Now, 27 years old, I got the general baby fever on occasion. It Did fucking change. And I don't know if I actually WILL bother with having my own kid (I still don't want to go through the hassle and massive body changes). But god. I do see a fucking baby and feel that stab of longing. It's almost like my damned hormones betrayed me or smth. Maddening!

I shall simply write fanfic about it.

[corcnaiism]

;-- i sometimes feel a little silly when i end up writing more than i had intended like damn this bitch just keeps yapping

[rocwylde]

H-hello i saw your tags in the pinwheel forest post and iM

Just want to say THANK YOU AND YOU GET IT

pokemon’s my childhood, and drawing the little gremlin children skittering through the unovan landscape having FUN is a personal project that i can only really continue BECAUSE people like you cheer me on or share their thoughts. Im glad other people see pokemon as a world worth exploring. Im glad we have this shared whimsy of a world touched by kindness and filled with compassion.

God i wish scollipede are real. Picking one up would send me to the icu but it would be worth it.

Fhfhd butyeah uh sending this to you here cause i desperately wanted to also share the reaction pics. And this is a long ramble so like, probably not suited for comments! but anyways!!!! Glad you enjoy and have fun with the niblings! AGAIN! THANK YOUU.

I SAW THIS THE DAY YOU SENT IT AND WANTED TO STOP MARIO WONDER AND SCREAM DELIGHTEDLY BUT AAAAAA. it's ok I can do that now. Also if you want me to private this let me know I spent like 10 hours trying to decide to respond publicly or not.

Listen I'm like, I'm so glad you're here spreading the joy the pokemon world gives you with others. It makes me so happy, it makes me roll about in my daily life less stressed and anxious because there are others who just!!! Love pokemon!! AUGH. that probably made no sense but i agree with you.

Sharing in experiencing and loving a world with others who also love it is so wonderful to me, beyond my capacity to express in words. And I love your work so much because it just makes me so happy and thank you so so much for putting into your beautiful pieces such beautiful emotion.

Alas... I think I'd fall into the ICU with you SCOILIPEDE IS SUCH A GOOD DESIGN. I need to pet it. I need to nuzzle the bug and I'll take the poison it's FINE. And thank you for sharing the reaction pics it makes me happy that you liked me screeching like a menace in the tags. I just had to let you know!

[solcarow]

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[maxellminidisc]

Super fucking funny that lately my mom has been remembering lil behavioral things from when I was little and then immediately being like *spaces out* "Oh wow another one of the possible autism diagnosis" IAJEJRKTKTKTKFKKD

[linonyang]

hey everyone! i'll be uploading a new fic any time soon, and i just want some of your thoughts on how i'm going to post it!

the fic is quite lengthy, 10k words minimum. i am not sure whether i should cut it to two parts (so they'd show up in the tags bc they're not too long) or post it all at once (no need to wait for a day or two for the second part, after posting the first one)

lmk your thoughts about it! do you guys want a cliffhanger of some sort, or do you want to see everything already?

[liefdesleven]

im sooo stressed with zero reason....im so stressed about SEWING CLASS a thing i actively enjoy. agoraphobia is insane

[chisatowo]

Watching videos essays abt political stuff is fun except for the fact that it's abt real life and it's not fun

[shrimp1y]

For those of you that can't drink smoothies or thicker liquids, here are some more ideas.

If you can't get fresh, frozen veggies are another alternative to canned. I'm not sure if this is available globally, but I get frozen spinach that comes in chunks [probably sold for smoothies], and even when I'm eating instant noodles or something, I just throw a handful in. I cook my rice with it.

If you hate salad/uncooked veggies, stir-fry it. You can literally stir-fry almost anything. Have some sort of fat in your pan with some garlic and onions if you can (not necessary though), and toss your veggies in until they've reached the level of doneness you like. If you want the flavour but can't prepare the garlic and onions, jars/powders are a great alternative. Then: pepper, salt, soy sauce. Here are some great veggies to toss into a stir-fry:

- Kale

- Brocolli, Broccolini

- Cabbage, Chinese Cabbage

- Bok Choy, Choi Sum, Kai Lan

- Snap Peas, Green Beans

- Water Spinach, Spinach (I personally don't like Spinach stir-fried....... that much.................. too mushy........ but I like it on toast in a breakfast platter. But if you like pasta, I find that spinach is great in that)

- Watercress

- Carrots, radish, zucchini, etc

- Last but not least, mushrooms! Which might not be vegetables.......... but still good for you.

These can all be cooked together if you want! You can add meat in as well!! If you've noticed, a lot of these are "asian vegetables" and they can be found in most Asian supermarkets. Honorary mention: seaweed. They can go in soup, just eaten as a snack, or with rice. There are also pickled vegetables (though, pickles probably shouldn't be your main source of veg because of the sheer sodium level), but things like kimchi and đồ chua can be great snacks/additions to your meals.

Pair your stir-fry with some rice, noodles, or congee/soup. Or just eat it on its own.

My low effort meal usually looks like this: sheet of seaweed with a layer of rice, kewpie mayo, some sort of protein (canned tuna for me), kimchi. Pinch one end close, and just eat the whole roll while I stand hunched over the rice cooker.

And finally, for those who still really struggle with it, consider getting powdered vegetables/veggie supplements. They sell powdered veggies that you can sprinkle onto your food, and vegetable pills that you can take!

i mean this in the gentlest way possible: you need to eat vegetables. you need to become comfortable with doing so. i do not care if you are a picky eater because of autism (hi, i used to be this person!), you need to find at least some vegetables you can eat. find a different way to prepare them. chances are you would like a vegetable you hate if you prepared it in a stew or roasted it with seasoning or included it as an ingredient in a recipe. just. please start eating better. potatoes and corn are not sufficient vegetables for a healthy diet.

[sacharowan]

potential SECOND talon series???? do tell me more tumblr user sacharowan

yeahhh!!! so basically. well established fact is that I'm very much not normal about them. and I have never been. so. I think there's a lot more to be explored outside of what is already in the talon of the hawk series.

I also don't think I wanna let them go :))

you mentioned earlier about lewis' eighth, which currently isn't in the plan for the hawk series. BUT!!!! I think I could do something really fun with that and I also kinda wanna write it. but I don't think I could fit it in with the current hawk plans. so, conclusion: second series

there's other things as well! I kinda wanna explore the relationship once it's established, potential future ideas. like post retirement for lewis, and eventually for charles and what they have after racing. or marriage/coming out, whatever that could be. (also I want them to do le mans together. and that might fit into this universe I've created). There's honestly loads I could do with this series and this universe. and I've always had a habit of linking things together even if they're not intended to be linked (teddy picker could be linked really vaguely to lone star for example) so I think more could be done with this.

and I really want to.

however. I do actually need to finish the first series before even considering committing myself to a second one. because I'm bad at committment. 12 parts is kinda a lot and I've never done anything like this before so I don't wanna commit to anything and then disappoint myself.

definitely not ruling out a second part because I want to write it. but. I need to finish the first one first :))

[queenerdloser]

re-reading a dai time travel fic and by god it really makes me want to write my own bc the Implications of a time-travel in dai is so full of crunchy, crunchy angst. but every time i try to write an inquisitor who is not my beloved kai lavellan my brain blanks out.

[odysseys-blood]

also i gotta ramble it out now so i dont forget but i like how the neo genes (maria, aoi, asagi) had more larval looking cloneblade forms compared to the other neo genes before them. like even having a more powerful weapon they were still just children that shouldnt have had access to it. they werent ready and they never should have been given their blades so young.

[fat-fem-and-asian]

i enjoyed night country and most of my criticisms with the show can be summed up more development for its female (especially supporting) characters