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14, 44, 57 & 94 for the ask game? :D
heyyy thank you for asking!!
14. which color of the sky is your favorite?
pink from sunsets/sunrises. especially when there's also orange mixed in so it's like the lesbian flag
44. do you have any blorbos?
all the girls from the wilds lmao, but especially fatin and dot. i love projecting onto them relate to them in a lot of ways that hit pretty close to home
regina and janis across all versions of mean girls, but especially in the 2004 movie
emily from pitch perfect because bemily had me in a chokehold last year (and still does tbh)
(do real people count as blorbos? i honestly don't know but if they do then lucy dacus<3)
57. favorite movie?
i'm so bad at choosing favourites. maybe bottoms or saving face. loser sapphics have my entire heart <3
94. if you could have any superpower besides the typical choices (flight, shapeshifting, elemental powers, etc.), what would you pick?
i've said manipulate chance in the past, but i also think i'd enjoy the ability to manipulate time. would love to be able to slow down when i need extra time for things or speed up through moments i don't enjoy. this would probably end up doing more harm for me than good since i'd just fast forward through the bad parts of life that i'd need for character development, but it is what it is
#all these answers make me seem like the biggest lesbian stereotype#maybe it's because i am#honestly i kind of am#(definitely)#ask#btch talk#ask and you shall receive
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Ernesto Foulworth and Gino… it wouldn’t surprise me if they had fake identities
I accept this explanation
(the problem is that I had a very regionally-specific immediate thought and I could not get it out of my head)
(sorry this is messier than usual, I refuse to put more effort into it than it deserves)
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#stage in playful land#stage in playfulland#in this edition of things that made me and only me specifically laugh#i am of two minds honestly#on the one hand...why#on the other hand 'ernesto foulworth' is the funniest name in the entire world#if i ever need a fake name for anything i know what i'm going with#sorry for turning off messages i woke up at 4 am and my inbox was already a solid wall of people just yelling ERNESTO#i admit i'm only vaguely aware of what's going on in eng at the best of times#but this is the kind of bombshell that i absolutely need to know#ernesto and gino...
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i'm ready to try
#This drawing is kind of personal to me#I recently graduated (CUM LAUDE WOOOO!!!!) and its like. not to get depressing#but when i was younger i was never sure whether i would make it to this point#When i was going through what i consider to still be like. the worst time of my entire life#This fictional character was there for me and she was something for me to latch onto and cope with#eGem helped me a lot with being able to process my emotions at the time but also helped me to reflect on myself#which i think is a big reason as to why I'm really happy with where i am with myself right now#I'm going off to uni next school year to study astronomy!!! which!!!#Im also doing because of eGem!!! She ignited this kind of childlike wonder for space for me#I love doing math and physics and whilst Im still a bit scared because. honestly i don't know whether this is what i want to do with my lif#I think i'll be okay either way#either way i wanted to draw egem again even if i haven't done so in a while because its like#i think i wouldnt be who i am without her. i think i'd be a lot worse off#so like. thank you empires smp thank you geminitay thank you egem This drawing is me expressing my gratitude#AND THANK YOU AUTISM!#empires smp#empires smp s1#empiresblr#esmp#geminitay#art#fanart#alice.art#mcyt#mcytblr#song is andromeda by weyes blood... obv.. you guys know me by now :oP
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im gonna be honest i think the "adrien being a sentimonster was randomly thrown in season 4 with no planning on the writers' part" theory is really funny. like the writers of this show are just so bad at their job and so stupid that they tripped and fell in season 1 episode mr pigeon and accidentally spilled "a strange relationship to feathers" all over adrien by accident. they stubbed their toe on the coffee table and accidentally set up a mystery surrounding emilie's relationship to a feathery miraculous in season 1 volpina before we even knew what its powers were. then they spilled coffee all over their favorite shirts and at the same time spilled more white feathers around adrien in season 2 episode gorizilla. while writing the same episode someone had a really nasty sneeze and got boogers all over the script that said "use the imagery of two twin rings intertwined as the opener for the film of adrien's dead mother". they forgot to look both ways before crossing the street while writing the season 2 finale and were struck by a truck labeled "the peacock miraculous gives life" and then by a second truck with the license plate "it does so using white feathers identical to the white feathers that surround adrien in his ads" at the same time. they plummeted down an open manhole and hit the ground with a loud whack that sounded like "sentimonsters like bugette are just as real as any human..... and isn't bugette so...... perfect?" in season 3. on their way to the hospital they slipped on ice that had frozen in such a way to perfectly resemble the sentence "the word 'perfect' is consistently used throughout the series and by the creator ominously to denote how characters like adrien and kagami are 'different from everyone else', ever since season 1 episode simon says". during season 3 someone on the team got food poisoning and when they threw up felix came out instead and started another whacky series of comedic errors. the answer to the mystery of "how and why did emilie die? what life did adrien's loving mother create that she was willing to die for?" was originally gonna be "idk maybe she just exploded or somehting" probably, but then there was a really painful rock in one of the writers' shoes while walking to work that put them in a mood so bad that they forgot their original plan and instead made some bullshit up that somehow ended up being something that made sense with what we knew and put all the puzzle pieces together and actually made the show even more interesting and impactful on a rewatch because it put a lot of shots that at the time seemed random into a new and logical perspective as clear foreshadowing. it's actually impressive how stupid these silly clown writers are that they put strangely specific things so consistently throughout the entire series that resembled foreshadowing while never actually having intended it a single time! like........... really.......... really impressive............... i think..............
#i am so sorry that this is a horrible wall of text#i honestly didnt think it would end up this long. this is just stuff off the top of my head lol#ml fandom salt#kind of?
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Welcome to the reverse verse! This is part 1 of 2 of a commission for @i-am-as-normal-as-you-are and I can't wait to tell you all about it, because I'm incapable of being normal and chill about these concepts, so I ran with it.
Charles Rowland was born in 1900, his mum was from India and moved to the UK after marrying Charles' dad, a soldier who was not... very loving. Charles' heritage gave him some problems, but none as bad as that one time in 1916 when he was sacrificed to a demon and spent the next 7 decades in Hell. He doesn't like to talk about it, except when it can get him what he wants. He was always an angry boy, or so he thought, but after his time spent in Hell, it became so much worse. He's explosive and unpredictable, and so he mostly avoids conflict. He doesn't need to fight anyone, as his charming personality and sweet smile (plus a few smart calculations) always seem to be enough to convince people to give him what he asks for. And when the fight is inevitable... well, he has Edwin for that!
Edwin Payne grew up very sheltered, in a deeply religious home, and he is proud of that. Don't try to argue with him, because he surely has a Bible verse that will help him win (and if not, he is not above using his croquet mallet now that he has someone to keep safe). Unfortunately for him, he realized at a quite young age that he felt attraction towards other boys. Even worse, somehow other people could tell as well, including those peers that ended up killing him for it (the rumour spread throughout school was that he had died due to AIDS, and most people just accepted it). He never acted on those unnatural urges of his, but when he met this ghost who had just escaped Hell... he decided not to risk eternal damnation, and to stay here with Charles, instead. Edwin has no interest in the supernatural or in magic, and sort of looks down on them, but luckily his friend's got that covered.
#dead boy detectives#dbda#payneland#edwin x charles#reverse verse#honestly the fact that i was given so much freedom to plan this universe is insane to me i am so thankful#i feel like this version of them is a bit darker#that wasn't intentional but oh well#guess that comes with having a charles who is kind of manipulative#and an edwin who is the annoying kind of catholic#(i am allowed to say that i come from a catholic family... not very catholic mind you my mom didn't actually care)#cw homophobia#can't forget that one#i'll post the next part probably tomorrow or the day after!#that's the crossover so wait for it#just to make it clear yes this edwin is in love with his charles but in denial#and this charles adores his edwin and doesn't think much about it#universal constant etc etc
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Thought about that tid bit of Bill mentioning that he can delete memories
#unfortunate it kind of fell apart by the time i started drawing the 3rd page. im not rlly much of a writer as i am an artist#tbh i feel like bill wouldve left that in. i also thought this could be post betrayal but whatever. too much to think abt#i fried my hand by the time i got to the third page so whatever. bill kind of seems out of character honestly. sorry abt that#gravity falls#bill cipher#ford pines#stanford pines#gf bill cipher#gf ford#mono art#body horror#tw body horror#my bill when he :D sorry#bill cipher gijinka#long post
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Perfect. Pristine. Pure.
That is what angels are. That is what Finley should be – what he is.
So, it’s really no surprise that he’s chosen as a guardian angel – your guardian angel. After all, only those who are the most pristine, the most perfect, the most pure can be a guardian angel. Anything less and corruption will be too easy. But Finley will be fine – he’s the pinnacle of what an angel should be, after all.
And now, he’s so excited to watch over you, to ensure that your life goes a little smoother than it has been.
As he watches over you, making sure you’re safe, he can’t help the affection that blooms inside of him. You’re someone he’s taking care of, which means that you’re his. You’re safe right now because he’s helping you. An umbrella on a rainy day, a pencil on exam days, a timely bus on busy days… he’s making your life so much easier! He can’t help the surge of pride that lights his heart.
He’s always so vigilant, watching out for you in any way that he possibly can. Whether you’re eating properly or sleeping properly concerns him greatly. It won’t do if you don’t take care of yourself.
But that doesn’t mean he wants other people to take care of you. Bitter vines of envy crawl up his throat whenever you thank someone else. He’s the one that’s doing most of the work, you know. Those thorns of envy only continue to bloom as he watches you laugh and talk and interact with other people.
Why can’t he interact with you? He’s the one that’s always watching you and taking care of you. Greed floods inside him as his desires fester. More and more and more – he’s greedy for your attention. For you.
So, really, it’s no wonder that his thoughts become so twisted and wrathful. You can’t see him even though he gives you all of him, so why should those pesky flies around you get to bask in your presence? It’s not fair. It’s not fair.
And it’s really not fair that you’re so pretty, so lovely. You always shine so bright, the epitome of everything Finley loves and adores. Watching you makes his skin flush with so much desire.
But he shouldn’t be feeling this way – oh, no. No pure, perfect, pristine angel should be feeling this way. Only those that have been corrupted by the world succumb to their desires. By the time Finley realizes this, he’s already in too deep. He’s already been colored by all shades of you.
So, there’s really only one answer, right?
Now, he’ll live only for you. He’ll make sure you realize just how devoted he is to you – just how much he belongs to you. Just how much you belong to him. You’re the one who taught him all these new emotions, after all. You’re the one who made him the way he is.
To him, you are his everything.
For you, he will kneel.
For him, for you, he will worship you and only you.
#yandere oc#male yandere#yandere x reader#tsuuper ocs#yandere x you#tw yandere#male yandere oc x reader#male yandere oc#yandere angel#yandere angel x reader#Finley Tsuu OC#2024 yan/monstertober tsuutarr#Honestly i'm loving these prompts bc they're giving me the chance to gather ingredients to cook#bc....... I am so excited to explore more of Finley#Basically it's like. Finley's first exposure to *desire* of any kind is the reader which is why he's just so!!! corrupted!!!! GRAH!!!!#im just so excited bc there are a few stories I definitely want to expand upon heheh
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Started a new book series, and has been a journey...an Odyssey, if you will.
#poorly drawn odyssey#the odyssey#Athena#telemachus#penelope#odysseus#calypso#I also drew Phemius the bard and Antinous the leader of the suitors but I'll hold onto those for a while longer.#The Odyssey has been on my reading list for ages and I finally decided to just dive into the Robert Fagles translation.#*nobody* ever talks about how damn funny the Odyssey is. Oh my god. I have been howling.#The poor bard doomed to keep playing for this unending feast. The most unwilling court jester.#Penelope being introduced by her crying about how much she 'hates this song'.#And Telemachus is the goodest lad. The OG protag to set about on his heroes journey.#He is kind! He is soft! He yearns for adventure and finding out the truth! He wants to get back at his bullies!#He even gets a companion named Mentor. THE original mentor! Who is *totally* not a god by the way. Just a guy.#Not to mention how much Odysseus gets hyped up only for his first appearance to be him sobbing non-stop.#Honestly I was mostly motivated by the need to do research for a personal project but I've been having the best time.#I sincerely doubt my current audience has any overlap with classic Greek literature but expect a few more PD-Odyssey posts.#(Yes - I am familiar with Epic the Musical; this is not fanart of that adaptation).
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early morning ✨☀️
gale x ylqinvrae commission for @/justlookingatstuffandthings over on insta. thank you so much for working with me 🫶💗
#gale x tav#gale dekarios#baldur's gate 3#bg3#drow tav#commissions.#mine.#my first time drawing gale actually so im kind of 😭🙏 just hoping he looks recognisable lol#I liked working on this one hehe I’ve been enjoying drawing ocs lately#if u remembered my prev posts where I was crying abt patterns this is it lol#I’m happy w how it turned out tho I always have trouble with sleeve detailing looking disjointed#but this one was p seamless 😤 honestly there’s prob easier ways to draw patterns but am I gonna find that? well no! 👨🦲
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scar study i decided i'm not finishing
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#fanart#jjk fanart#this is the kind of piece that i feel myself start to hate the more i work on it#so i am stopping while i still think it looks at least kind of cool#i honestly dont think im in any mood to draw gHFJHFJGHSAD#i have stuff to do tho so we stay silly :3
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Some King and His Advisor Type Shit
#labru#kabru#laios touden#dungeon meshi#the art of a lemon wedge#i am having a REALLY bad day#bad week honestly#so i made myself some labru to make me feel better#and ngl#it did but that m&m kind of topped it off for me#AHAHHA#i did do a tasteful crop version....tho.#i can upload that version too in a bit
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listen, it is important, for those who can, to confront antisemitism wherever you find it, including in leftist spaces, AND you need to think before you speak.
when something trips your antisemitism sensor, you could be looking at:
a committed believer in an anti-Jewish ideology like Nazism
a grifter who may or may not believe that shit but is saying it on purpose to attract people who do
a troll who believes in nothing and is just Saying Trigger Words To Upset Someone
an approximately regular person who has casually absorbed some cultural stereotypes and not yet questioned them
someone expressing genuine grief and rage about a recent atrocity using clumsy word choices that may not reflect an underlying anti-Jewish ideology
someone talking about a specific thing that you associate with Jews in general but they only associate with Israel (rightly or wrongly)
and probably more options I haven't thought of!
each of these requires a different approach. for the latter half, a sudden escalation will probably do more harm than good (and while Jews are not obliged to educate people about our own oppression we should probably let someone else handle it if we're seriously triggered and unable to approach constructively).
everybody wants to punch a Nazi, but that's just not the kind of situation most of us are going to be confronted with. we're going to see messy, contextual shit because we live in a messy, contextual society. we need to maintain a level of self-awareness that allows us to do the best we can with what we've got. thanks for listening
#honestly number four is the one I've encountered the most#and it's. very awkward#i am not an expert in dealing with this#just hoping to set some kind of bar regarding Making It Worse#jumblr#don't mind me#oh boy i hope i don't regret weighing in on this one 🙃
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avatar Zuko AU wherein is he learns he's the Avatar only after being banished wholesale to the Earth Kingdom and immediately goes. well. fuck. and proceeds to go on the most unconventional journey to master the four elements known to man.
first stop? well, he might as well check out the Air Temples. They're a good place to hide, since he's pretty sure all three surviving nations would like him dead. he ends up in the Southern Air Temple, and winds up laying the bodies there to rest... after he spends several days searching the temple for anything pertaining to how airbenders are actually laid to rest.
he does not expect to be greeted by a ghost once he does. The spirit of Monk Gyatso becomes his airbending teacher, until one day he simply stops appearing. Zuko assumes he's finally moved on, and decides it's time for him to move on. He wanders the Earth Kingdom for awhile, while trying to keep a low profile, and winds up at the Foggy Bottom Swamp.
...where there are apparently waterbenders who don't want to kill him. Sure, he'll take it. Huu is... eccentric, and he's not really sure he agrees with his uh. viewpoint on pants (or lack thereof) but he is a good teacher. after awhile, Huu tells him he should travel on to the Si Wong Desert so Zuko is just like. sure why the fuck not. and goes to the desert.
he gets taken in by one of the sandbending tribes there, and learns earthbending from them. he's pretty sure he prefers living in the desert over the swamp. the sandbenders he's staying with are nice enough, even if some of their younger members seem... well, assholes. said assholes sell him out one day, so he has to leave the desert.
well. now what?
(all the while, he's leaving behind the most eccentric string of rumors about the Avatar known to man.)
#zuko voice: i have no idea what the fuck i'm doing honestly. I'm just kind of winging it#iroh voice: i am searching for my nephew.#iroh voice: unrelated to that. I am also searching for the Avatar. I want to teach him firebending!#don't worry about aang. he's still alive and kicking. spirit mumbo jumbo or something#avatar zuko au
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Tommy saying he has to leave after kissing Buck is something I have to talk about…
Because instead of just saying “yeah gotta go!” and leaving Buck to flounder and worry and feel used, Tommy does the opposite
Tommy wants to stick around, wants to be there, and wants to be with Buck. And he says so by the way he adjusts Buck’s shirt, by maintaining eye contact, explaining it, and Buck isn’t left to spiral right after the kiss.
And after Buck’s little “okay” that still holds a sense of awe and maybe not being super present (which can’t blame him, I mean have you seen Lou), Tommy still assures Buck of his place by asking for a date.
It’s all these things that add up to Tommy making sure Buck is a priority and Tommy will keep that as a promise.
Buck deals with abandonment and not feeling right in the world, and Tommy is there to say “hey, in this world, in my world, you can feel safe and free to be you.”
#ugh I am such a Tommy girl after the last episode and it can’t handle my feelings#bucktommy rn is my world#like yes yes buddie I still want eventually#but this relationship with buck and Tommy?#I love all of it and want more of them because Tommy is such a kind person and buck deserves to feel that love#even if Buddie doesn’t happen#I’d be ecstatic for buck and Tommy to stay with each other#(honestly unsure what they plan to do with Eddie with the bitch Edy)#anyways ramble over#for now#911#911 spoilers#evan buck buckley#evan buckley#911 abc#911 on abc#911 on fox#911 fox#911 s7#911 season 7#bisexual evan buckley#tommy kinard#bucktommy#s7#season 7
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they’ve been cooked…. (PHIGHTING!)
Yea Twitter really liked these ones lmao, anyways the first one was for a trend and the second one is just a silly follow up to it LMAO
#I actually had a lot of fun with these#I’m trying out a bit more of a “clean” style (specifically for chibis and such) and I honestly really really like it#It’s much easier to do stuff like gradients plus it’s pretty simple and nice!#I’m also working on a bunch of mermaid au chibis as well so those should be out soon!#I am kind of tied in with comms though so it may be a bit before I get to them#but hopefully they shouldn’t take too long :3!#Anyways enjoy the SFOTH eggrolls and icedagger soup#You can purchase them for 2944838482939 bux at catshots Café :3c#art#artists on tumblr#phighting fanart#phighting!#digital art#roblox phighting#phighting roblox#phighting#phighting art#roblox#PHIGHTING#phighting icedagger#icedagger#icedagger phighting#darkheart phighting#venomshank#illumina#phighting darkheart#illumina phighting#darkheart#ghostwalker phighting#ghostwalker
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something something ceaseless watcher
#blue does art#the magnus archives#tma#tma fanart#jonathan sims#breekon and hope#mag 128 went so crazy honestly#like wow he really violated that poor man didn’t he#season four is going soooooo well so far#I kind of honestly am sick of working on this piece but also I feel like it’s not done? somehow?#my birthday present to me is just posting it so I can stop looking at it#we’re gonna just forget basira was there ok
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