#holy hell this is amazing *_*

[asumofwords]

Tbh at first I thought that Aemond doing a 180 and not feeling regret for killing his brother is out of character for him since he's so bent on performing his duty, plus him not caring for his mother too, but then I tried looking at things from his perspective and it made so much sense.

Aemond had always been doing his duty, working hard, and toiling after something that was easily given to aegon only because he was the eldest son. And aegon had tormented him ever since he was a kid but he still took it to his face, because aegon was his brother, and it was his duty so he basically tolerated all his antics. But then comes his love for the reader, which clashes against his duty, I remember when in Aemond's pov he mentions that he would often make Aegon divert his bullying towards himself so the reader is saved shows how much he loves her.

What was once a pure love has been trampled under aemond's foot, dirtied by his rage, anger, selfishness, yet it still is love and although it was tainted, it didn't stop growing.

Although Aemond seemed to have claimed that he killed his old self, he surely holds onto the memories they both shared as younger kids, from chapter one of his pov to the lemoncake chapter, he relishes in them, willing to forget their differences only to be with her, he knew he couldn't have the same bond as they did before, but he tried.

Yet, Aemond always chose duty over his love, he had been doing so, for long amounts of time, and it surely affected him in a way, plaguing his mind, and especially after aegon raped the reader and to her losing their kid due to aegon, knowing he wasn't able to do anything to prevent it

It was all pent up feelings of helplessness, self regret, he probably felt like a little self again, and especially with reader's words when she called it out, it angered him because he knew she spoke the truth.

And now in the recent chapter, it was a final straw for him, Aemond probably was anxious on his return hoping nothing had happened to the reader, only for the reader to be brought to the throne room and once again be questioned, Aegon's words probably angered him, and his mother not even doing anything probably made him realise the weight of the situation, the weight of her words when she said that she was all alone, and that she had no one except him, and he probably realised he was helpless.

Aemond knew what aegon was saying isn't true, he knew his mother knew that too. Yet he watched as she turned blind eye to it, just as she always had to aegon's behaviour and I'm sure that also angered him. And with Aegon getting cocky thinking nothing could stop him, that he is king and he can do whatever he wants, he tried taking what's precious to aemond, just like he always had, and then tried to proceed and humiliate the reader by stripping her.

At that moment, he felt all these things, feelings catch up to him and he drew his blade and killed Aegon, he didn't feel the sense of duty he had always felt at that moment, nor the family love he had for aegon, no, he felt pure hatred and rage. He would not let aegon take anything from him anymore.

And that not only prevented him losing the reader, but he also got the position he was stolen from for being a second son.

This is how I viewed the situation by thinking in his perspective at least, I might be wrong haha

Omg. This was incredible to read!! You’re definitely not wrong at all, Aemond and Aegons bond has always been rocky, and it just built and built and built over the years to bitter resentment! And seeing his wife, being tormented once again by his brother, he felt how he did as a kid, helpless, alone and useless, then the rage and protectiveness kicked in!

We can also see how overtime, Aemond spoke more openly about his resentment and so did the reader, the two bonding over it once again, like they had when they were kids

You have grasped Aemond so well 😭😭😭 thank you so much for this, honestly was so incredible to read! Thank you so very much !!! 🖤🖤🖤

[hopskippen]

Hi chat today is not a very good day but you now what? It's better then I was before. I can tell I'm recovering. I'm getting better. I'm thinking and stressing about all the stuff I used to way less. Yes, I may still feel horrible. Yes, I still may consider bad things from time to time. Yes, I still have intense and harsh panic attacks. But they're now fewer and far between. I'm surrounded by amazing people and for once in my life I can finally say things are getting better. And even though my hope is just going up just a little bit, it's still going up. I'm recovering. Oh my god I'm recovering. I'm getting better. For the first time in years I can say I'm getting better. I think I might cry holy hell. I never thought this was possible for me let alone I would get this far to see me recover. I'm alive. I'm alive and I'm well. I'm starting to eat more again. I'm starting to smile more. I'm starting to hate myself less. I'm starting to set my boundaries where I need them. I never thought I would get this far. I'm about to cry. For once in my life I feel PROUD of myself. This is amazing. I feel amazing.

Also I got my new refill of my antidepressants and they're bright neon teal and blue now lmao

[gennianydots]

Artists on Tumblr You Should Definitely Follow

@ssuviss I made a collage of your ohmnanon sketches because I am in love with your art style?

Artist: @ssuviss

[rainbowbeanstyles]

gah damn

[artgroves]

For Endgame: 2014 - Part 24 of 4 Minute Window

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[iamespecter]

I have two current hyperfixations active and none of them are willing to let up the other being the top dog

[your-friendly-sociopath]

Same

i want them back :,)

[that1notetaker]

Some late-night doodles inspired by Cass's Au. You know the one.

[melljam]

oh,!! oh dude!!! her design is so cool !!!!.!.

[showakyonen]

GIRL LEAVE THEM ALONE

[randomlyrandomingaround]

This is literally so cool omgggggg!!!

Favorite Sandman Episode:

The Sound of Her Wings

[bluebellowl]

THEY'RE HOLDING HANDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My sister and I will hold hands when we have to get our vaccines. Reminds me of that. Very cute!

(@golden-buddle Imma group you two together)

YES!! They're holding hands! They've been through hell together for MUCH longer than just one night *tease tease*

I'll tell yall more as soon as i can ;)

[blue-lollipops-and-ice-clouds]

A group photo of four incredible human beings being taken.

The O2 December 3rd, 2024

(Source - the incredible VICE0FEDEN, courtesy nicholslisa86)

[ingravinoveritas]

The absolute slay David is serving at every turn...

[captainjacklyn]

oh wow. wow. woooooow...

Unhatched

A little mini-comic I made for fun and after a long conversation with my best friend about malleus's family and Episode 7 which made me plan to adopt malleus ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ (although he could adopt my grandparent as his children and it will work but we aren't here to judge ◉⁠‿⁠◉)

[ezziemagpie]

Fanfic authors, please, I implore you, from one writer to another, DO NOT DELETE YOUR WORKS. Change the account ownership, make a different pseud to put it under, anonymise or orphan them, it doesn't matter, just please, please, PLEASE, do not delete them. Please. Even if you think they're badly written, or out of character, or a decade old, or 'cringe', or whatever, there will be some poor schmuck out there who loves what you've written and will cry over its deletion because they forgot to download it. - Sincerely, some poor schmuck who loves what someone wrote and has spent the last ten hours trying to track it down because he forgot to download it.