#hnny kindness

[nevalizona]

I know a lot of J*hnny fans want to believe that had he not been taken from his mother, he would have turned out different. They want to blame N*ncy (and H*nds now, according to new lore lol) for ""poisoning"" him BUT I don't think that's interesting or fitting for him.

I think J*hnny was always going to turn out something like this. I think N*ncy and H*nds just kind of led the way. I think even with his mother's influence, J*hnny would have had that part of him still. He would have gone about it the ""normal"" way. Small animals first probably. Maybe peeping and things like that. Stuff that his mom wouldn't know about. It would have got gradually worse and worse until he's basically doing what he does now. Maybe not as bad. And maybe not as thorough. But still him. Still what he is. I think that's far more realistic than pretending he'd be a "normal" "innocent" boy.

[chaotic-neutral-knitter]

sometimes reflecting on old, bad friendships is just like: “wow if I hadn’t stopped being friends with them back then, today I would be arguing with them about [topic]”.

[valiantverses]

Tremors

Ghoap X Reader

Summary: A therapist's waiting room wasn't exactly the place to have the most engrossing conversations. People were usually jittery, tense, or straight-up despondent. Somehow, you manage to strike a strange sort of connection with the retired military couple that had the Thursday slot just after you anyway.

Trigger Warning: Angsty. Discussions of Soap's injuries, the reader has mental health struggles and everyone has communication difficulties to some degree.

A/N: Scuttling out of the woodwork after having a pain flare, a breakdown, a career shift and getting some life altering surgery. Here's a new series while I rework all my previous writing!

Comments, questions, requests and constructive criticisms are welcome. Hate is boring and will go unacknowledged.

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Maybe therapy wasn't for you.

Baring your soul to a total stranger and unearthing your life to be scrutinised by somebody. Then having that somebody turn around and drop you as a client because you were 'beyond their scope' and recommending you to someone else. It left an acrid sort of burn at the back of your throat as you settled into the sofa in the cheery waiting room of your hastily found counsellor.

Tick.

The leather underneath your fingers was squeaky. Static-y. The kind of leather where the grooves of the well-worn parts of the couch were buttery smooth and a slightly darker shade of black until it reached the bits that weren't quite as worn.

Tock.

The sound of papers shuffling and a low voice calling out a name drew your attention. It wasn't yours. Wordlessly, you watched a woman to your left stand up. The rubber of her cane cracked across the linoleum as she she signed her name on to the clip board at the desk, murmured her greetings to the therapist and made her way inside, the door shutting with a soft click.

Tick.

St. Jude-Thaddeus Hospital's Rehabilitation and Pain Management Clinic had the honour of being the only facility of any sort in your area that offered psycotherapy services. Affordable ones, anyway. Something to do with being integrated into the Ministry of Defense Hospital Units for disabled veterans- but you didn't need to know, so you didn't ask.

You'd take what you could get.

Tock.

You glance up at the clock once more, seeing that you were now close to 10 minutes to your first ever appointment with this therapist. A part of you wanted to fast forward the next 40 minutes of your day. Maybe the next few hours. Get to the point where your obligations were done and the first meeting was over and done with.

Tick.

When the door opens next, you don't look up this time. You try to contain the shake of your hands and focus on that squeaky leather underneath you. The thumps of footsteps don't register before the slight sink of the couch does. When you glance up, it is to the bluest eyes you could imagine.

He was handsome, a part of your brain helpfully informed you. Dark eyelashes framing a sort of azure blue, shards of indigo flecked about like sleet in the rain. His tanned skin had that slight leatheriness that could only come from working under the sun, the hand jutted out towards you littered with callouses-

"-hnny MacTavish, haven't seen you round here before."

Your hand moves mechanically to accept his handshake, mouth producing syllables you knew was supposed to be your name.

Realising the beat of conversation had stretched on longer than it should and it was now your turn to fulfill your part of the social contract that the stranger had looped you into, you broke eye contact and glanced back down at the worn linoleum.

"It's my first time."

There was a snort to the other side of you, from a bulky man sat diagonally from the line of chairs you and Johnny were sat in.

You quickly ammend your statement "-with this therapist. Just moved in."

His bulk seemed to carve away the space of the room, hulking shoulders leading to a thickly corded neck, lower face covered in a black face mask and his eyes a thin ring of deep ocean blue. What little skin you could see of his face looked sallow. Drained.

"Ignore tha' git. Insists on tagging along with me like I'm a wee wain and wreaks havoc of all sorts." The voice from your left supplied as you quickly began reassessing the relationship between the two strangers you found yourself in the middle of.

"You two know each other?"

There was a rumble to your left, a deep bass-y sound you realised was laughter. "Could say that, ma'am. "

"My partner," Johnny supplied, eyeroll evident in his voice as you turned to look at him once more. It was a little overwhelming having to keep turning your head to and fro because of the way the chairs were positioned, and your fingers dug into the leather once more.

Slippery, smooth. Pebbled with some long indentations.

"That's Simon. We've been at this shrink for give or take four months now-"

"Fifteen weeks."

"*-would'a noticed a bonnie lass like you on our weekly, enlightening visits." His quip was cheery, but there was an element of sarcasm you couldn't quite place.

This conversation felt like navigating a field full of landmines. Couldn't ask about his condition, why the weekly visits rather than the gold standard (That is, the national healthcare coverage) of every two weeks, why fifteen weeks- so you asked the only thing you felt you could.

"She any good? The counselor, I mean."

Johnny blinked, head tilting and making eye contact with his partner - Simon - there was a flash of something twisting across his face as the wordless conversation happened in a split second.

It was fascinating. The sort of communication that only happened when two people had an intimate well of knowledge of the other person.

Then dawn broke across Johnny's face and he turned back to you with a smile that didn't quite reach his eyes.

"Aye, lass. Not afraid to crack into your brain and really dig around. Well good laugh too, great to interact with given I've really only spoken to four people or so since I retired an' all."

You tried not to read between the lines. Tried not to stare at the way he leaned back to rub at the jagged line across his scalp, the puckered edges evident under the peach fuzz of dark hair. He was giving you what he could without dragging a stranger into his own vortex of struggles. You could relate.

"Retired? From military service?"

Regret looked different on people's faces. For some, there was a grimace. Maybe a slight widening of the eyes in realisation, or a hitch in their breath. Self-reproach for bringing it up in the first place. For Johnny, it appeared to be a slight furrowing of his brows and a darkening of his sky blue eyes as he edged backwards.

A cough and the scraping of the chair behind you drew your attention, looking to your right to meet the cold stare of the blond. Briefly, you felt like a cornered animal. Your hands grew still. His gaze was assessing, stony face giving nothing away except the overwhelming vibe of back the fuck off. His eyes flicked over your shoulder and then back to yours.

"Sounds like they're finishing up in there. You should sign in."

It appeared you had clambered out of the field of land mines only to immediately fall into a sinkhole.

Stuttering your goodbyes, you make to stand up, making the same trek the young lady had towards the desk. You fought to control the tremors of your hands. One stayed tucked deeply in a pocket as the other wrote your name down through sheer muscle memory. Sure enough, the door opened and the woman walked out with her mobility aid, a cheery voice calling out your name from inside.

As your shaky palm took hold of the doorknob to twist it so you could enter the room, you caught snippets of the conversation happening behind you.

"Bothering you-"

"-Ost, It would have been fine-"

"Your hands were shaking again-"

"Ach- I had it under control!"

"You don't owe strangers anything. Not after everything you've-"

"Please- I just- I need to have a feckin' conversation about it without breaking down-"

The door shut with a click.

As you sat down in front of your new therapist, you resolved to try and move your appointments to a different day.

[always-rolling-my-eyes]

*Deep sigh* Apparently, there’s a J*hnny D*pp / Amber Heard “joke” in The Fall Guy movie

I really don’t know how anyone with any kind of decency, moral compass, or even just a soul can look back at that travesty and what Amber Heard has had to endure and find any humor in it.

Unbelievably disgusted and disappointed with Ryan Gosling, Emily Blunt (the stars of the movie) and Hannah Waddingham (who actually says the “joke”)

[rpsense]

someone giffed j*hnny d*pp for a commission. i know that the economy is bad but is it so bad that you have to accept money from a shitty person to make gifs of another shitty person????

i'm sorry but what kind of vile person is using him - o

[ddelline]

fic OST | halcyon (and on and on)

blurb | rehash from the last of these I posted: it’s me, so ofc there’s a fic OST to accompany the main thing. hereby: the music which has enabled me to go on a 40k (and counting) writing spree, doing bkg dirty (or am I) by having him seethe in a sorry, messy, pining pile (all of his own making) for all & everything that is midoriya izuku.

no spoilers rly, however ost may be interpreted as exploring both bk/dk perspectives, even though halcyon (and on and on) such as it’s been written remains firmly rooted in bkg, and bkg’s pov

what | 24 tracks ranging from dub → classic noughties trance → ambient → nu era pop → golden age rock & more (& then some for good measure)

playlist → spotify

tracklist | under cut

01 | orbital — halcyon and on and on

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02 | donato dozzy — vaporware 07

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03 | HNNY — till dig

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04 | smith & mighty — maybe for dub

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05 | kelela — contact (karen nyame KG remix)

time is surreal, now I’m floating in outer space

06 | depeche mode — precious

I pray you learn to trust have faith in both of us and keep room in your heart for two

07 | jai wolf & BANKS — don't look down

sometimes I overthink compulsively get in my head wait for the truth to sink in to feel my own skin

08 | jonathan johansson — släng alla heartbreakstråkar (transl swe -> eng)

caught the last bus from the cinema and you fell asleep on my lap our takeaway got cold, oh god oh god, what is this

09 | mAsis — skin

settle into your skin settle into your skin breathe in the stillness

10 | fleetwood mac — silver springs

I’ll begin not to love you turn around, see me running I said I loved you years ago

11 | burial — archangel

holding you; couldn’t be alone, couldn’t be alone, couldn’t be alone loving you; couldn’t be alone, couldn’t be alone, couldn’t be alone

12 | seinabo sey — still

I’ve been thinking about tomorrow instead of drowning in the past oh, we had good times even back when dreams were all we had to last

13 | kelela — divorce (DJ manny remix)

under the surface I’m lying fighting the tide, now I’m drowning steady I’m diving in deep

14 | joakim berg & maria jane smith — sommaren (transl swe -> eng)

nothing happens without cause and all the alleys lead back to you your blood on my hands—it calms me

15 | nothing but thieves — you know me too well

I want you all to myself oh, but you know me too well forgive me cause sometimes I forget I got my own two hands clenched around my neck

16 | foals — mountain at my gates

oh, give me some time show me the foothold from which I can climb yeah, when I feel low you show me a signpost for where I should go

17 | kent — innan himlen faller ner (transl swe -> eng)

as the sky falls down you’re everything I have and I’ll do anything to keep you as the sky falls I’m everything you have and I’ll do anything for you to keep me

18 | the kills — doing it to death

baby lately the plans we’re making are the shape of things that never come hold your horses, the light’s up

19 | the last shadow puppets — miracle aligner

often the humble kind but he can’t deny he was born to blow your mind or something along those lines

20 | bishop briggs — be your love

bad blood come and go but you’re still coming home ain’t no mountain tall, tall enough baby we rise, we fall

21 | omoinotake — 蕾 (transl jp -> eng)

I’m reaching you to you; will you hold my hand?

22 | rui da silva — touch me

touch me in the morning and last thing at night keep my body warm, baby you know it feels right

23 | tyla — water

make me sweat, make me hotter make me lose my breath, make me water

24 | sylver — turn the tide

you have the bravest heart the strongest emotions after all the harm I’ve caused and you still want my loving

25 | orbital — halcyon and on and on

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[priokskfm]

#MixOfDay #Podcast #Radioshow #LiveDjset Stan Radio 41 | SlothBoogie Spring time haze, a follow on from the winter warmers mix we did for you last time. It’s something that ebbs and flows softly, giving off that fresh optimism of a new season but nostalgic still. Lots of light bokeh and vintage tones if it was put to film, hah! I also wanted to do a mix that felt timeless, making it re-listenable and ultimately very enjoyable tone-wise. TRACKLIST Edmondson - Remind me in an hour Tour-Maubourg & Ismael Ndir - Ode To Love (Panorama Version) Hnny - Kindness I Gemin - Introfall (Autumn) Mndsgn - (my)PLEASURE ft. Liv.e Scruscru - Water Ripples De La Soul - Stakes Is High (Instrumental) [Excerpt] Jéroboam - Mystic Beauty Part 1 & 2 Leon Lowman - Open Jack J - Closing The Door Jonny Sender - Zhivago Zhivago Space Ghost - Emotional Freedom (Ambient Mix) Uniile - A Jazz Thing Bobby Donny Soundsystem - Sippin Ancient Deep - Early Werk feat. Carlos Mena Makèz x Life On Planets - Running from the Noise (Edit) Manuel Daquart - The Vibe Unknown Artist - Ijzeren Rots Edmondson - - Willows Manabu Nagayama & Soichi Terada - Low Tension (1991 Original Version) Linkwood - Love Lost Pastor T.L. Barrett And The Youth For Christ Choir - How Would You Like To Have A Nice Hawaiian Punch? Excerpt 1 Pastor T.L. Barrett And The Youth For Christ Choir - Father I Stretch My Hands Slick Rick - CEO Outro Enjoy! www.priokskfm.online https://ift.tt/NyR9LwA

[jentlemahae]

I know I'm kinda late to the The Idol commentary, but can I just point out how fucking evil it is to cast J*hnny D*pp's daughter to play a woman who gets abused for the first few episodes in a very sexualized and voyeuristic way, only for the reveal to be that she is the master manipulator who and her abuser is the victim? Like, holy shit, sure feels like it's about AH. It's sure giving that vibe. How evil are Sam and The W*eknd? I just can't fathom.

mmmh i had the same thought actually but i feared it might be a reach, although given the kind of men who were at the helm of the project it may not be that much of a reach :/ at least for me, it was definitely an added icky aspect of the show

[thousandisthemaximum]

20 brani nuovi per ignorare felicemente Sanremo

http://bit.ly/2GXw5EE

[kwonhozhi]

top 5 80s icons who james potter would claim to look like

kevin bacon

tom cruise

patrick swayze 

ROB LOWE

i know he really hit his stride in the 90s but keanu reeves

send me 80s themed (or not) top fives

[kabillieu]

I have tried to watch a lot of scary and scary-adjacent movies this month. I always want to do this every October but have never had time. And now? Well, right now I have time. I mostly stuck to a mixture of new and old movies that are already on the streaming services I subscribe to. Here's what I've watched so far:

It (2017 version): Unlike every other person alive in the 80s, I have never seen the original It miniseries, so I fundamentally am not scared of clowns. Maybe this movie was always going to disappoint me. The ensemble parts where the kids are just riding around on their bikes is good, but the scary parts are not scary. Too many CGI effects in horror movies is corny  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ . Bill Skarsgard was good though. C+

It, Chapter 2: A real dud imo. I can't BELIEVE how much the excellent cast was wasted. D

The Mist: I've wanted to watch this movie for 15 years! I just never did, and then when I did I sort of wish I hadn't. The CGI is AWFUL, even for a 15yo movie, and the editing was weird. I almost stopped watching it halfway through, but I had heard that the ending was unexpected. AND IT WAS. I still didn't like this movie, but the last half was genuinely surprising, so I guess that's something. C

A Nightmare on Elm Street: Freddy Krueger can never be scary to me because the pop culture of my 80s and early 90s childhood was just saturated with him, BUT I did genuinely enjoy this movie, and I'm glad I watched it. It had some genuinely scary scenes, and the premise of someone trying to murder you every time you sleep is terrifying. Unfortunately, a young J*hnny D*pp is in this movie, which YUCK, but oh well. A

Half of Children of the Corn: I could NOT make it through this one. A ridiculous premise, and too many wooden child actors. I do not find CrEePy cHiLdReN to be inherently scary. NEXT. F

The Midnight Club: I love a Mike Flanagan limited series. The Haunting of Hill House is wonderful, and Midnight Mass is genuinely one of my favorite TV experiences ever. I love the way Flanagan interrogates grief, how richly he draws characters, and how immersive his set pieces are. I also LOVE a long tracking shot, which he does sometimes. Anyway, unlike his previous stuff, Midnight Club is YA (it's based on a Christopher Pike novel), and it's not actually a limited series. It's the first season of a regular TV show, so the ending was a cliffhanger (yawn). I didn't love it because I wasn't invested in the premise or the lives of the teenage characters. It felt like he was retreading old work. None of Flanagan's work is that scary, but I didn't find this one to be scary at all. That said, it was still good TV, just not as good as his other work. B-

Before I Wake: Another Mike Flanagan joint. I wanted it to be a little scarier, but it was fine. At least it was only an hour and a half long. I was distracted by Kate Bosworth's lip filler. B

Barbarian: Oh man I loved this one. I'm really stupid when it comes to movies, and I don't usually see twists coming, but this one is genuinely unpredictable and surprising. It's very well acted and a great combination of unsettling, scary, and sometimes funny. Bill Skarsgard was good in this one too. Is he a scream king now? A+

Raw: A vegetarian develops a taste for human FLESH. The scariest part about this movie was the misogynistic hazing. A-

Hellraiser (1987 version): This is another movie that my subconscious psyche was just saturated with even though I'd never seen it. I found it kind of ridiculous and sometimes scary. The practical effects were pretty good, I guess. It left me with a vague feeling of disgust afterward, like I had done something seedy and gross. I felt oily. I think that's how this movie wants people to feel. B-

The Fly (David Cronenburg version): I really appreciate how naked Jeff Goldblum is before he turns into a bug. B+

[ohnoitsthebat]

lol ure anti johnny depp? whata joke

"what a joke" says the person on anon. You're a coward, and the only reason I'm answering this message is because I have a few things I want to say.

anyway. yes, i am anti a man who expressed that he wished to burn his wife and then fuck her dead corpse. and while i am at it, fuck Paul Bettany as well, what kind of disgusting human being encourages that behavior? if it bothers you that i am unsupportive of a man who is an abuser, then feel free to unfollow me. And if you don't follow me, then why the fuck did you send me this message? I tagged the post appropriately so that people who are NOT anti J*hnny D*pp could blacklist it.

get a life, anon. and seek professional help, because this is disturbing behavior.

[mandaloriangf]

Somehow my 60 yo father who is like, dangerously at risk of falling into conservative conspiracy theories like a lot of people in his demographic who spend all their free time on Facebook are had one of the most well balanced takes on the case of any guy who I’ve ever had the misfortune of talking about it to?

I assume it’s because he himself was a victim of abuse, he grew up watch his mother suffer abuse, but he literally said “I don’t know nearly enough to pass judgement on it, the way people are acting about these peoples’ lives is insane, but it does seem to me that Johnny d/pp can afford the best lawyers in the world so things are stacked against he/rd”

Like I’m not saying the guy deserves a medal or anything and he wasn’t like, a feminist icon but it was really nice to encounter someone who wasn’t like, jumping into making awful jokes or automatically siding with the more popular actor in kind of an organic environment especially considering I probably would have assumed he was “on j/hnny’s team” since they’re both 60ish white guys

Even people who’re like “I can see both sides” (because they aren’t super informed or aren’t terminally online) aren’t necessarily evil because hopefully the truth will come out and they’ll be swayed by the ruling imo. It’s not ideal but it’s something? It’s those people who are making tik toks and YouTube comps and trying for worlds least ethical amateur detective that are destined for hell imo

what i find particularly upsetting is just how many usually “progressive” people have not only fallen for depp’s propaganda but also how many of them were so eager to jump to violent misogyny

[heystephen]

it’s kind of hysterical in retrospect like my ex liked j*hnny d*pp’s instagram post right after the trial and i immediately got the ick that can never be un-icked

[priokskfm]

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[robotpussy]

Not I am eloho 😭🥺

she literally uploaded a "amber heard caught in a lie!" video today and the other day she posted one abt j*hnny d*pp showing his laywer a doodle or smth. idk if shes doing it for views because that video got her a million views in a few days but either way im disappointed like

what is going onnnn with her she was already leaving my good list after the travis scott thing and in one of her videos she said some questionable things and kind of bioessentialist things which lead to a bunch of transphobic comments under it and she did nothing about them and she tends to engage with comments alot