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Damn, y'all batflash shippers could not get enough of the "A Better World" episode of Justice League, huh?
#when i tell you i looked at the date the fic was posted and-#jump scare#batman#bruce wayne#wally west#the flash#yes I was in the Wally/Bruce tag#hit me with those recommendations#i swear officers it's not my queue i've never seen it before#oh#batflash
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i dont know what the plan is now, i have never had a plan for anything, but i dont want to delete the previous posts bc it feels like im trying to sweep things under the rug or act like they didnt happen
#ganondoodles talks#personal#i wish it was easier to know when to stand my ground and when to see i am wrong or when to ignore things#i am a chronical self doubter so even for the most obvious things when someone talks against me theres a moment i am hit with doubt#someone could tell me 'ganondorf is actually a perfectly true representation of all arabic people at once (somehow)'-#and i will go 'wait is he??' no hes not you idiot you know it isnt you spend alot of time learning about it the fuck#if it werent for those horrible scary (rare-not online) meltdowns i think how easily i am to doubt myself and be influenced by others is-#-what makes me feel the most childish#idk if thats an autism thing or just a me thing#even when theres a belief or opinion that is cemented into my brain unchangibly i still doubt if its right or if i am allowed it somehow#its such a contradictory thing again. easily influenced and made to doubt myself but also immovable .. even on dumb things#like theres nothing that can change how i feel about totk but i still doubt it anyway#what if i am wrong and an idiot and everyone saying the opposite of me is actually more right?? (still doesnt change opinion but doubt tm)#also can tumblr plese stop recommending me suicidal tags when i type 'what if' in here???????????????#i am trying to get OUT and AWAY from that as far as possible i dont find it funney hehe#(and i dont think i typed any of those phrases before)
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I am having a rough afternoon and could use some joy, so if you have any favorite songs to dance around the kitchen to I'd love to hear them! It does not matter what language they are in, any language is fine
#the person behind the yarn#the us healthcare system sucks#and some days it hits harder than others that I have been sick for nearly 12 years and it seems I am no closer to a diagnosis#I am closer. I have to keep telling myself that. Things have been ruled out and those are steps in the right direction#I'm just tired of it#anyway. Music! please send me your recommendations
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#there's a flood coming to my city 😬#the wave is supposed to hit tomorrow at night#i'm a bit worried?#they say it's gonna be similae to 1997#which is. not good.#everyone at work was panicking which did not help#they said the water is almost sold out in shops#and i couldn't go to the shop to buy it because i was. at work.#so i messaged my dad and he bought some for me and he'll drive over to bring it to me#his town doesn't have a big river so you can still buy water there lmao#i asked him to buy me some non perishable food like rice crackers while he was at it too#and now i'm scared that he and my mom will buy out the entire shop and i'll have to eat those things for months 😬#they can be like that sometimes haha#yeah they most definitely will bring over the whole car full of food what do i do 😭#anyway my main concern is the lack of electricity because the stupid stove in this flat doesn't use gas ;_;#gotta charge the powerbanks 💪#people are also worried that we'll go to work tomorrow and then it'll turn out the road is flooded and we'll have to stay at work overnight#lmaoooo why won't the company just give everyone the week off?? (because of capitalism)#my sister has a two months old baby and she is leaving the city tonight to stay with our grandma#they do need clean water for the baby and the government recommended the children and the elderly to evacuate#i'd evacuate myself if it wasn't for my work 😭 (capitalism)#aghhh i'm sure it's not gonna be that bad#it's just my first flood you see#well technically the second one because i was born in 1997 hahaha but yeah. yeah.#i do like my warm meals and hot tea and i do like to shower#i do hope it'll last 2 days max!! but a friend says it can last longer depending on the damage ;_;#i know i can't really complain because i at least live on the 5th floor#my sister lives on the first floor. right by the river. yeah...#not to mention the people in surrounding villages#someone at work said that the water reached the third floor in some places in 1997 wtf 😭
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Today I watched past lives (2023) and the quote
"You dream in a language I cannot understand"
Will hunt me till the day I die
#you see I'm a... let's say film major (explaining my actual career would take too long)#thing is: I love stories and languages and words and#the quote is actually very straightforward in its meaning since the main couple is from different countries so they have different language#but... there's so many ways and levels in which you can be understood (or not)#sometimes you can't even be on the same page of those who speak your language#even a simple word can have different meanings and emotional connotations#so... idk#it hit me#Do anyone dreams in a language others can understand?#or are all our dreams so personal that they can never be understood by others?#do we understand the language of our own dreams?#anyway#I recommend it#it was a nice movie about what if and how humans try to make sense of everything and hold onto believes#past lives (2023)#posts that should go into my diary
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games whose lines get stuck in your head for days are so good... usually it has only been re:kinder, and everytime i just get comically sad, so the contrast of that with how comically mad i get when I think of mouthwashing's lines is so funny
"no... we can both be heroes🥺🥺 we are a team🥺" i will put that man in a microwave usually I use that phrase affectionately but no we need to put him in boiling oil you know the game is good when it gets ridiculously intense reactions from me
(btw do recommend mouthwashing its very deserving of the hype)
#not art#i talk!!!#mouthwashing#ill just be minding my own business and that line comes to my mind and it makes me so exasperated#like HEROES OF WHAT😭😭😭 YOU??? A HERO??? WHAT ARE YOU BLABBIGN ABOUT???#hes such such a well written character even then even if i want a meteorite to hit him and for him to not die inmediately#its so strange typing that like genuinely i tend to use those type of phrases for things i have affection for#but no rn im being so fr so genuine withthe words im using i think we should put him in a blender#that man who shall not be named#hate on him aside i do really recommend this game it truly truly is a horror game😭#its been a while since something leaves me looking at my screen in silent horror and shock at the end of it#i remember I finished it at night and i was left wondering how i was meant to sleep after that
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Do you ever think about The Island of Dr Moreau? Do you ever think about the fact that Prendick never fully recovered from what happened to him? Do you ever think about how he gained a dislike for people, religion, and everything he used to know? Do you ever think about the way he withdrew from society and never fully reentered it due to the trauma of what happened? Do you ever think about the fact that he didn't just go back to normal or do some 'real men don't experience emotion' thing? Do you ever think about the fact that talking through what happened and how it affected him with someone else helped him feel better and recover a little, even if things could never be the same?
Yeah, me neither. I am also normal and definitely don't think about this all the time.
#J speaks#I am not remotely normal about this book#the ending really just hits me sometimes#especially considering when it was written#The Island of Dr. Moreau#H.G. Wells#The Island of Doctor Moreau#if you enjoy Victorian horror novels then I highly recommend this one#of those I've read it was the one that was most genuinely unsettling at points#though I also went into it almost entirely blind as people don't talk about it enough
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i wanna find more lesbian songs that arent like, pop, rap, or folksy sounding Just A Girl And A Guitar music. or extremely sexual (tho if the beat is good enough then thats fine- i like pink panther from scene queen for example). also dont give a shit about Relationship Issues or Being Sad My Crush Has A Boyfriend. i want some heavy rock dykery. toxic yuri obsessed yandere type shit. i want them to bite each other. oh lez jazz would be great too
#i can be pretty picky about my pop and rap. so its not a complete no for me on those genres#but when i hear lesbian songs thatre under those genres its usually more miss than hit for me#when its just folksy singing with a guitar tho i almost neeeever like that music. especially if its slow#if i want something slow/calm then i usually want it kinda jazzy#or like. video game music lmao#anyways. if anyone has recommendations lmk owo
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I know it's Ryousuke but I genuinely thought it was a woman there for a hot second
#rewatching initial d now i live in gunma and lemme tell ya its an experience#very much a hey i know that! now 🤣🤣🤣#even if I'm down in Takasaki and not in Shibukawa or Maebashi#tho apparently the hospital is in takasaki which surprised me cause i misremembered that bit#was gonna go to akagi for the first time this weekend to see leaves but heard it might be better to wait still#so putting it on hold#but E is thinking doing a day at Haruna (up the ropeway which i haven't done) then Akagi#hit the two big ones#ALSO WE DROVE BY THE KANAMESHI SIGN AND I LOST MY MIND#one of those things i didn't expect to still be there but is#we were headed to karuizawa and saw some great waterfalls tho the leaves were only just starting to turn#and on the way back i noticed they did have a 86 & a sileighty under it and i tried to get a pic but my phone didn't focus in time 😭#will have to go back when i have my license#Wanted to do usui pass even if we were in E's kei car but it was closed#will have to go back obviously#anyways fuck do i love living in Gunma like genuinely perfect place for me#I honestly think I could live in Takasaki for the rest of my life which is kinda bonkers#anyways come to gunma we got great onsen beautiful nature no tourists and lots of fun roads to drive#(i actually kinda recommend avoiding the initial d ones cause some have preventive measures now and others are well....#crowded 🤣)#Anyways theyre still fun but with all our mountains we have so many more#wow long tag post
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that book was pretty good, yea. glad I came back around and finished it.
the (part 1 - end) at the end is so funny - you mean after they resolved all the problems in the story, that's just the beginning? The beginning of the rest of their lives? lmao
#now reading#it was “suicide girl” btw#there's some weird aspects about it but i'm willing to overlook a bit of sleaze#it's very hot-blooded and the art is sick#but more importantly it resonated with me deeply#as someone who's survived my own suicide a number of times#“as long as i have this burning sun in my heart... i will never throw away my life away ever again!”#this is what i really believe#i wanna read thru it in japanese coz the scanlations are clumsy at best - maybe i'll pick up a zenkan lmao#the author really likes chuuni wordplay#but the various scanlators still did pretty good on some of the most important beats#“suicide kills the hearts of those left behind”#that line was hanging in my head for like three or four years after I read the first couple chapters#good job girls. nice work#hit the showers#it'd be nice to appreciate the art in print rather than on the tv which is how i read this one#there's a bunch of gay shit in here too#bunch of traumatized magical girls who have a newfound desire to live (gay style)#the scene where they're all sleeping naked together is absolutely indulgent yuri brainrot#stupid book#kinda rly good tho#probably worth a read if you've ever come close to the edge. if you like me know what it's like to grapple with despair#but it's not something i can *recommend* owing to the subject matter#on the other hand maybe you need to read it in which case you'll probably check it out on your own anyways#wonder if any of the author's other books are any good?
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I'm always mystified by those pre-roll podcast ads where the hosts of a show you've never heard of (which bears no similarity or connection to the show you are listening to) greet you as if you are meant to care who they are and then proceed to read out the ad.
#Just give me a generic radio ad#I'll ignore that too#but I promise I'm not more inclined to use Amazon because of the recommendation of Thingy and Whatsit from Shagged Married Annoyed#Like I get that it's a cheap way to produce an ad and it advertises another podcast as well as the product#But it always seems to be pitched at people with very different podcast listening habits to me#Any ad that's like 'Hi we're .... and .... from hit podcast .... And we're here to talk to you about ....' 🙄#It's always so patently obvious that they don't know how to advertise to fiction podcast listeners#because it hasn't really occurred to them that those exist#The empty man rambleth
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No wait I'm actually not done talking about how The Dawns Here Are Quiet (1972) fucking broke me and I need to rant about it a bit more
Just.. the concept in general? One senior sergeant and 5 young girls barely out of school, the oldest of them only 20, having to hold off 16 German paratroopers? Knowing how low the odds of success are and yet understanding that they have to do it anyway? Being overcome with fear and hopelessness but keeping at it because you have a duty to your homeland? How fucking terrifying that would be?
And then, the girls dying off one by one. Liza, sent to warn the rest of the troop of the germans, dying in a swamp as she wasn't careful in where she was stepping, all because she was rushing to get there as fast as possible to hopefully save the lives of the other girls. But her death being in vain, because Sonya was stabbed and Galya was shot before her demise was even discovered. Only two girls and Vaskov the sergeant left, not even having the chance to mourn the fallen because the germans are still there. The sergeant ordering the girls to retreat because he wants at least them to survive. Them disobeying, remaining in those woods until the end. Some of the germans were dead too, but at what cost?
The absolute fucking tragedy of what happens next, Rita being wounded by grenade shrapnel causing Zhenya to go off with nothing but a rifle, singing at the top of her lungs as she runs through the woods to get the germans to follow her away from her friend. But of course she could never survive doing that for long and is killed. Vaskov finding her and telling Rita, who understands that with the rest dead and her wounded only Vaskov can face the Germans but he refuses to leave her, so she asks him to look after her little boy and kills herself
Vaskov burying the girls and finding the germans, shooting some, screaming at the remaining that they were facing only five young girls and still weren't able to pass by them, and now he will kill all of them himself and that he doesn't care if he will be judged for it because he will avenge the girls he was supposed to protect
The epilogue, thirty years after the war ended, showing Vaskov and Rita's son, who he adopted just as asked, placing a memorial plaque in those same mountainous woods of Karelia and being discovered by a group of campers the same age as those girls were, all their joy and laughter immediately fading as they stand in respect and mourning too for the girls they weren't even alive at the same time with but who were part of the reason they can now spend their youth camping and having fun instead of fighting on the front lines
And that's only the plot, if I started talking about the symbolism and cinematography too I would be here typing all day. But I will mention the genius decision to make the entire movie in black and white except for the 'modern day' scenes of the campers and Vaskov hallucinating the girls after their deaths as he mourns, as he threatens the germans, and as Rita's son places the memorial. Genius, I tell you
Just... The Dawns Here Are Quiet (1972). That's it that's the post.
#it's available on YouTube with English subs and I recommend literally everyone watch it#it's extremely heartbreaking but also so so poignant too#I'm not even ashamed of crying over it#usually I don't like war movies for this exact reason. I'm way too emotionally unstable. but this one I actually really enjoyed#despite it breaking me#I can't really explain what it is about this movie. but it just hits all the right spots in my tragedy loving heart#all those sacrifices being in vain...#both liza's death in the swamp. not being able to warn the rest of the troop#and zhenya's death running through the woods. hoping to save rita. rita killing herself anyway#I'm losing it again#okay. okay. I'm done#gonna stop before I start crying#go watch this goddamn movie#the dawns are quiet here#а зори здесь тихие
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maybe i actually have learned some resilience across the past year because it truly has been a Day but. feeling more even keeled about it than i was expecting and that's a win
#sola said#anyway if anyone was thinking about the killer five-hit combo schedule of#moving everything they own from a fourth floor walkup to a third floor walkup (my phone says i walked One Hundred Thirty Two flights#of stairs and more than five miles today)#forgetting to eat lunch because of said moving#being very Perceived/vulnerable about writing in seminar for a couple hours#racing traffic and also literally sprinting through an airport only to still not make the flight#and then the rebooked flight getting very delayed#i can't in good conscience recommend it#i am so tired but soon i will be home and be able to sleep. for a very long time.#i am very grateful for friends chatting at the breakfast table and friends willing to climb a lot of stairs to help me move#and i'm counting those wins. especially the fact that i am very physically tired but not nearly as emotionally wiped as i think i could be#considering. everything. especially the moving.
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wish there was a Horrible Histories-esque show but for like. nature stuff
#i just want a slightly silly nature series to watch while i'm working thats like informative but not too hard hitting.#ive been trying to watch some documentaries and theyre all very heavy on the climate change and destruction and terribleness of the world#and i WILL watch those and they are important but i need like. HERE'S A BAT LOOK AT HIS LITTLE HANDS!!#because i'm meant to be working at the same time.#if anyone has any recommendations then please do let me know!!
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#diana's music diary#🌗#I woke up and can't sleep more n_n;#then I realized I didn't post this for yesterday so here it is#not much done but writing yesterday... I was kind of bedbound pretty much all day but I'm glad I managed to get something done!#today I have a ttrpg with friends... so I'm hoping I'm more awake for that....#this is another song I really like from signalis...#honestly there are so many on it that just make me straight up cry uncontrollably#not in a bad way but ohhh... the emotions it makes me feel... I resonate deeply with the game and it's too much ;;#if you haven't played it yet I really can't recommend it more.. it's one of those ones that to me are perfect#I should try to sleep again the sleepiness is hitting again and I should ride that...#let's hope I can manage some rest and that today's more fruitful 💜
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you seem to have a wide taste in books !! what are some books that you would recommend ??
Hmmm I wonder. I have the feeling I just read the same couple of books over and over, and at times only different iterations of the same story, like in that line by Borges ("the various intonations of a few metaphors").
I find recommending books without knowing anything at all about the person asking rather difficult. What I'd suggest to one may differ greatly from what I'd recommend to someone else. I'll give a list of some of my favourite books that I think are enjoyable in general:
— Thoughts by Pascal
— Cain: a mystery by Lord Byron
— The Iliad by Homer
— Crime and Punishment by Dostoievsky
— Othello by Shakespeare
— Pedro Páramo by Juan Rulfo
— Cyrano de Bergerac by Edmond Rostand
— The fragments of the Presocratics
— La Regenta by Leopoldo Alas, Clarín
— Tractatus Logico-philosophicus by Wittgenstein
— East of Eden by John Steinbeck
— Vita nova by Dante
— Contributions to the Founding of the Theory of Transfinite Numbers by Georg Cantor
— Caligula by Albert Camus
— North and South by Elizabeth Gaskell
— Peter Pan by J. M. Barrie
— Some essays by Russell. I personally love Mysticism and Logic
— Metamorphoses by Ovid
Poetry is perhaps harder to recommend because at times it translates horribly, but in general I love Baudelaire, Rimbaud, Lorca, Juan Ramón Jiménez, Rilke, Byron, Quevedo, Góngora, Lope de Vega, Horace, Catullus, Ovid, Tennyson, Maiakovsky, Garcilaso de la Vega, Oliverio Girondo, Vicente Huidobro, Emily Brontë, T. S. Eliot, Luis Cernuda and Edgar Allan Poe, to name a few.
#I talk too much#I wanted to say The tragic sense of life by Unamuno and Philosophy and Poetry by María Zambrano#but I thought maybe they'd be hard to find in translation. They're both approachable texts of philosophy beautifully written though#Unamuno's essay Vida de Don Quijote y Sancho (translated as Our Lord Don Quixote in English according to Wikipedia?) is also beautiful#I adore Schopenhauer and Nietzsche but I'm not sure I'd recommend them to anyone. Probably you can't go wrong with Kierkegaard though#I know what some of these books look like (like Wittgenstein's Tractatus or Cantor's Foundations)#but I swear they're approachable without specific academic background. The last line of Wittgenstein's Tractatus is one of my favourite#lines ever in the history of anything‚ philosophy or literature‚ but to be as hitting as it is you need to reach it at the end of the book#I think despite what it looks like both Cantor and especially Wittgenstein have an aesthetic intent in their writing#Wittgenstein in particular reminds me of Kierkegaard and Rilke and also of Unamuno and Zambrano. And of course Schopenhauer et al.#The Tractatus is very similar in my opinion to Huidobro's Altazor which is just amazing but I don't know how it would translate#These books I like in form and not just in content (although form is content like I think happens in Wittgenstein's Tractatus)#so when possible I'd read them in their original languages.I myself can't read German and know but very little of Russian and Ancient Greek#and a bit of Latin so I must be missing a lot of those. Nonetheless they're great in what I can get through translation#Perhaps you'd have the chance of enjoying them in full#If you can't read Russian I am actually quite specific with the translation of Crime and Punishment haha There's a concept#Razumikhin develops through the book at several points and often translators aren't consister with the word which makes the readers lose#the view of this development. And I happen to think the development works alongside the narrative of Svidrigailov#and also with what happens towards the end with Porfiry and Raskolnikov so I think it's important#In English there are several translations that maintain the coherence such as the one by Pevear and Volokhonsky#(the only one I can remember right now but I could check the rest). Garnett's translation is everywhere but that one doesn't do it#Hmmm Pedro Páramo in English takes some liberties and La Regenta isn't as funny which is what happens with Wuthering Heights#and The three musketeers in translation even when the translations are more accurate#I haven't recommended Wuthering Heights because I take you've read it but that's my favourite book#And I haven't recommended Pandora Hearts because that's a manga and you asked for books but it does some very interesting things#that I think are in line with many of the books listed here (as I said‚ I basically like the same few things retold over and over haha)#There are many books I am itching to recommend but that I can't do freely without some knowledge of the person asking#Like Steinbeck's arthurian novel or idk Gone with the wind#I hope this list is enjoyable enough. I'm not sure if I've been able to avoid being too partial#I suppose one has to bear the conditions of their existence and can't ever entirely get rid of themselves haha
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