#himmel's thoughts
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shoutout to number four, my favorite thing to do, disassociate.
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i wish there was a button to just trans the gender. i just want the male anatomy without the commitment…
#so i can pick the female anatomy the next week then mix them together when i’m done#transing the gender would be so easy#just pop over into another body for my own convenience#himmel's thoughts#himmels.text#lgbt#transgender
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don’t go where I can’t follow
#my art#my art 2024#sousou no frieren#frieren anime#frieren#frieren fanart#frieren: beyond journey's end#frieren himmel#himfri#himmel#himmel the hero#digital art#fanart#fan art#procreate#anime fanart#I am so normal about LOTR I thought about that line while doodling that#both LOTR and frieren give me similar tenderness in my heart#I am weak#god I love this ship#Art study is boring so I turn it into fanart yet again#art on tumblr
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Keep thinking about how time in Frieren is measured in years since Himmel's death. The fact that at this point in the anime, he's been dead far longer than Frieren travelled with him, and yet, that's still how she relates time to this world.
#I have some thoughts about flamme and himmel and the space they both occupy for frieren but as an anime-only I'm being cautious.#I do think the stuff with the 'ghost' though implies a lot. flamme had been dead for so long and yet she was who frieren saw the first time#it took frieren that long to get attached enough to make a connection strong enough to challenge the one she had with flamme.#but she still speaks of the quest time as being a 'mere' decade. I think both flamme and himmel understood her better than she did herself#anyway yeah for now I'm sticking with the anime. let's see how long I last before swapping to the manga.#frieren#oh also. using the time since his death is so neat from a meta perspective. bc we have these new humans + every time the years appear#you're reminded that they too are subject to the passage of time in a way that frieren isn't.
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Neuvillette and Furina | Frieren and Himmel
Belated happy birthday, Neuvillette!
#neuvillette#furina#neuvifuri#focallette#genshin impact#frieren: beyond journey's end#frimmel#I KNOW ALL THE FRIMMEL ENJOYERS WHO ALSO SHIP NEUVIFURI HAVE THOUGHT OF THIS AT LEAST ONCE#as if having one mortal x immortal ship isnt insane enough#we were all born to suffer#listen#i can make an entirely different post regarding furina and himmel parallels#but the most important point is them teaching their SO how to love AND appreciate humanity#while neuvi and frieren#the 'emotinally constipated but really cares' immortals#imagine when furina passes away neuvillette will always be reminded of her bc her statue is LITERALLY beside his home and workplace#LIKE FRIMMEL#OOOH IM SO ILL
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#frieren#himmel x frieren#himmel#athrabeth finrod ah andreth#tolkien#silmarilion#referenced at least#silm quotes#anime#tragic romance#aegnor x andreth#andreth saelind#elves#immortality#do candles pity moths?#gifs#frieren gifs#andreth#frieren beyond journey's end#similar dooms#paper's thoughts#my edit
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Was kann ich bloß gegen diesen Schmerz machen..
Es zerfrisst mich so dermaßen.
Ich kann mit deinem Verlust nicht umgehen..
#gedanken#deep thoughts#verloren#leere in mir#einsamkeit#loslassen#borderline persönlichkeitsstörung#borderline problems#oma#rip#engel im himmel#tot#stern am himmel
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Have you always wondered what the Nameless Bard's actual name is? Some say it's Himmel from the Holy Lyre's title, or Carmen Dei or simply Carmen from Venti's constellation.
My concept is just the two name theories put together like— "Carmen Dei Himmel" or "Himmel Carmen Dei" something- bussin or naaah? :333
🤔I don't really think im set on one haha! I normally just refer to him as Bard. The only exception to that was the professor au my friends and I came up with where he's called Himmel!
It's some very old art but here's one of the drawings from the AU!
#haha throwback to my old art style i never draw in anymore#on second thought i still do but only in sketchbooks >:0#it ended up kinda getting merged with the one i usually draw in (which i prefer a lot more hehe)#professor au#prof himmel#prof venti#wheat.asks
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so absolutely rude of frieren to make me think it was going to be a cute slice of life showing himmel’s party learning how to be regular people while balancing being the heroes of the realm. himmel wasn’t supposed to DIE
#sousou no frieren#i knew nothing about this anime before i started it#except i saw himmel and fern and stark a lot#as well as frieren ofc#but that was it#i thought himmel was ALIVE#like i got the vibes but with the wrong character
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oh no
oh no the love of my life is out there and time will go by and if I don't get up and live my life with more risks they will die without knowing me and I will die without knowing them and our love will be doomed before it could even begin
it already is unless I do something
oh no
#oh no#thoughts that just cam into my mind after watching Frieren and seeing Himmel and oh no#jesus fuck#why oh god why#Frieren#I am not ok#sad thoughts#encouraging maybe?#time to get more risks and try just TRY
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Someone said there wasn't a lot of Frieren fanfic and I looked and there's barely 250 total on AO3 and now I'm like.
I have a Frieren plot bunny.
I could write a Frieren fic.
(Bandit. Finish. The rough. Of OAFC.)
#musings#bandit#what can i say#i also love writing immortal characters grappling with the mortals they love aging and dying#that's how i used to write elsa! actually!#and i just#hm#want to explore a few things mayve#*maybe#and the idea of - i love how the story grapples with#seeing how the people you knew and loved get smoothed out into legends#and all of the realisms of them jusr#*just#disappearing#of frieren living in those woods for a thousand years#knowing she was meant to kill the demon king#but forgetting how to fight until himmel reached out to her and dragged her out#idk i just#someone else on a post was talking about frieren and fern#and raising the mage who will one day be able to kill you#being the mage raised knowing that one day you could kill your elven master#thinking about flamme begging frieren to kill her#how THAT is the image that frieren used to see used against her by demons#but we think about that#and we don't think about how himmel also#told frieren to kill him too#flamme begged frieren to kill her because the fake is aware that flamme would tell her to do that#just#thoughts idk
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how do i change my layout to fit dio without ruining it 🤔
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it's the way they were never an item and "i know nothing about him" but nonetheless "my hobby is collecting strange spells, because there was someone who liked to see them"
(i am in anguish)
#mimin watches frieren#and also the way she takes on her friends' apprentices#the way she wants to fulfil their wishes bc she never thought to ask himmel for his while he was still alive#i love that they actually had her meet himmel before he died..... the way she was so nonchalent#until it rly hit her that she took it for granted that they still had time#and also the way her friends are so gentle with her about it#they take things at her pace#they try to nudge her but never try to paternalise her or whatever
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watched all the available episodes of sousou no frieren today and surprised myself with how much i enjoyed it so i want to leave my thoughts here before i forget them; i think it would've been a lot more enjoyable if i was catching it from the start, but i ended up crying more than several times anyway
it's such a good concept to begin with, the storytelling is so compelling, and i really enjoyed the atmosphere in every episode. the worldbuilding is very good, we never really get exposition dumped but we learn things as the characters do, which keeps things believable and easy to stomach... plus, we always see stories about the defeat of the demon king, and much less the story of the aftermath, which got me interested in it in the first place. and especially when you add in the factor of time as a matter of inconsequence to frieren in comparison to everyone else especially with her personality... it's so satisfying seeing the exploration of things like the delicate balance between memories of the past and their inability to be changed with how they have influenced and shaped growth (of both the characters and the world) into the present, the passing of time and its varying (in)significance to the characters caught in its flow, the transience of life and (the learning of) what it means to live...
even then the flow of time passing is animated so well; there's this relentlessness to its passing, but despite that it flows like a calm river, clear and constant and steady, never hurrying, never drying. and mage's comment about it showcasing perfectly how frieren stays the same despite time passing is really neat too. on the flip side seeing how things have changed over time (the borrowing, adaptation, improvement of spells from demons which then go on to be adopted by mages is something i really fucking liked!! and the way fern uses the magic so casually as a way to demonstrate the development of magic turning a death spell into 'ordinary offensive magic' is so so good. frieren using this to teach her a history lesson was Also really good.)
it's hard to dislike any of the main characters when they show such strong cohesion of their complex pasts and personalities, and their actions do so well to showcase who they are even in battle (fern's precision and blunt simplicity stands out here). you can even see how they have changed each other over the course of their journey... frieren wanting to give up on finding the lost ring so not to slow the party down but fern insisting they'll stay until she finds it contrasting with her impatience with frieren spending months trying to find the blue moon weed at the beginning of their journey is something that stuck with me a lot
the other thing that stuck with me is the rebuilding of the original party not only thematically within their roles but also in influence by the original heroes (fern being taught by frieren and their noted similarity in the earlier episodes with regards to magic, stark being taught by eisen and the same way they express and approach fear, sein's choice not to become an adventurer being directly influenced by heiter not to mention their obvious similarities in habits)... and of those it's really fitting how frieren represents himmel's hero role now after she was influenced by her journey with himmel, especially with his death giving immense meaning to her new journey and frieren copying his actions because it's what he would do
but i enjoyed it... will be back next week..... waha.............
#blue/-#blue/nemophila#nemophila-thoughts#nemophila/frieren#nemophila/fern#nemophila/stark#nemophila/sein#nemophila/himmel#i know everyone in the frieren tag is like talking about ships and everything but i didn't even focus on that while i was watching at all#himmel's love for frieren is important thematically so i'm a lot more aware of that but i think this impact is stronger if it's unrequited#i mean. frieren aro represent wahoo but also i hope she comes to understand what it means to himmel even if she never returns the feelings#i think this is one of those pieces of media where au won't ever hit as hard because the canon has all the pieces laid out for it#how are you going to recreate the same feeling in an au... i think i get it now..........#still i think in regards to the characters. it's easy to enjoy all of them and their complexities even as they slowly reveal them#stark being a coward but then we reveal that he doesn't think being afraid is bad and also the burden of his past weighing on him#also the fact that he just. has never been showed kindness like getting a birthday present leading into his awkwardness w fern's birthday#he kinda just ticks a lot of my boxes. also he's kobayashi chiaki#sein's hesitance to join the party but then becoming someone they can depend on when frieren's disconnect is a bit more obvious#it's like 2am i don't think my rambling is even coherent any more. good night
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Time is Unstoppable but Love is Unforgettable
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#frieren anime#fyp#fypツ#tumblr fyp#art#anime art#anime#anime and manga#himmel#frieren fanart#sousou no frieren#frieren: beyond journey's end#sad thoughts#sadgirl#emotions
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obsessed with how all of the hyperlinks on this page of the frieren wiki link to explanations for in-universe terms except for this one (1) that just goes to the wikipedia page on marriage proposals
#like ok. apparently it wasn't obvious enough what himmel was doing already afjsjsgdjks#frieren at the funeral#tempest's dumb thoughts
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