#him defending john

[sluttyimpala]

i feel like we as an audience forget how in the early seasons sam was very much john coded and dean mary coded

[bowielit]

one of my favorite johnpaul moments that i think about very often is that time when paul mccartney like idiot doofus the third told tv reporters that he's taken LSD and obviously got backlash and was explaining himself to a journalist and john jumped in like Yeah well the Tv Reporters shouldn't have fucking Reported on it it's not Paul's fault He got asked a Question what do you want him to do Lie? You want us to fucking Lie? This is all the fault of Big Media. Fuck you. and paul is sitting beside him like Yeah... :)

[cr4btank]

“hear me out” and it’s the worst man in a horror podcast (im guilty)

[muy-dulce]

MR. & MRS. SMITH 1.08 "A Breakup"

[soft-pine]

so much supernatural discourse boils down to claiming a thing we actually see dean do on the show is something he would not do, claiming a thing we see dean specifically not do on the show is something he would do, claiming something all the main characters do is something dean alone is doing, or claiming something sam does on the show is something dean did.

and im so confused. because the answer is comically simple and it's a thing we all allegedly love doing and that is... watching supernatural?

[thinwhitedoc]

SHERLOCK | Martin Freeman as John Watson

[bizarrelittlemew]

my headcanon is that the reason we don't see wee john in s2e5 is because he stayed up all night sewing ed's rice sack probation onesie 😌 he was asleep

[daily-crowley]

Crowley Of The Day: gorgeous 😍

(I used up all my hashtags that I couldn’t do my usual GO tags that I always do lol I don’t care)

[zer0point5ive]

‘lawrence didn’t go back for adam’ ok did you ever consider lawrence asking for adam any time he was lucid while he was being kept in john kramers hospital from hell ? after cutting his own foot off ? and john refusing to let lawrence see him ? or just refusing to acknowledge adam full stop ? and lawrence not being able to do anything ? not being able do anything but lie there and wait for whatever comes next and

[weregonnabecoolbeans]

Captain America: Civil War pisses me off so much. (I know i just said i love this movie and i do but man it pisses me off)

Like what do you mean you want to hand over control to the people who’s *in the words of the great Nick Fury* stupid ass decision was to NUKE NEW YORK in response to Loki’s attack

[kiseiakhun]

Jason dates Kyle thinking it'll piss Bruce off because everyone assumes he hates lanterns (he doesn't). Unfortunately Kyle is one of 2.5 lanterns Bruce actually likes, and so Bruce is like, "I'm glad to see you've finally made a good decision, Jason," and Jason immediately breaks up with Kyle because he's like, Bruce approves of my decision, I've made a mistake.

[littleoceanbabe]

john getting sherlock ear defenders that are personalized, both with sherlock’s initials and john being quick to point out the pun it makes is something that can be so so important to me, actually. john is so unbelievably sweet, understanding, and accommodating it’s absolutely wonderful to see. i love this podcast ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[crepesuzette2023]

how would John deal with Paul’s death, had he been the one shot in 80s?

It's tempting to think he would have fallen apart, even more than Paul did, because he didn't have Paul's ability to escape into work/music to a degree that would enable him to ignore his own death, if necessary. But. On this grey and misty Friday morning, my first thought was that John would have raised himself, the way he could when it counted.

He thrived with the eyes of the world on him, and if there was one thing he was good at (and there were many things), it was finding the right words.

About Paul, the Beatles, but also about violence and the perversions of fame.

Maybe he would have channeled his anger into creation (he was very creative at the time, anyway).

Maybe he would have put his foot in it with Linda and the family.

Maybe they would have connected.

There are darker possible readings, of course. The inevitable adulation for Paul, burying Double Fantasy, could have brought back the old McCartney bandwagon thoughts. And there's the heartbreak, again, of Just Like Starting Over, and a promise not kept.

Maybe John would have been more open about that than Paul thought he had the right to be.

Had Paul died in 1980, he would have died as a highly successful though sometimes reviled musician who was gearing up for his third career, after Wings. There would have been a similar sense of 'what would have been', and 'too soon', but without the additional sadness of someone being taken just when they were returning to music.

Would John have continued making music?

Why not?

Would he have stopped? Maybe. But I don't think so, and since we're traveling through Speculationville...

Would Klaus Voormann have gotten away with his Paul McCartney replacement fantasies?

Not on John's watch.

[sga-owns-my-soul]

hey wanna think about something horrible

imagine if the shield stopped working right after john pushed rodney

[soft-pine]

spn20rewatch: 1.18 something wicked

say your desk is covered with a pile of paperclips. something wicked is the magnet you drop in the middle and then they all stick to it; they're all connected.

it's all here. the parentification, the neglect, the way john treats dean which sam doesn't witness, the extreme likelihood that john was using his kids as bait, and the intentional, specific, glorious, lovely ways dean has specifically chosen not to be like his dad.

in the flashbacks, we see dean is in charge of feeding and looking after sam for (at least) three days in some random motel room with the shades drawn. he's not even supposed to go outside. he doesn't have a number for john, just the instruction that if john's not back by a certain time, he's supposed to call pastor jim.

we see john giving dean instructions and responsibility (and criticisms) which he's not giving to sam.

dean is at most 11 years old (ep takes place in 2006. dean says the case from when he was a kid was 16-17 years ago (1989/1990). john's journal places it in 1988; dean was 9)

crucially, even as an adult, dean barely talks to sam about what he remembers of the case when he was a kid. he lets go of little bits at a time and absolutely necessary to the case. but he does not want to process what happened. even when he's so torn up that he breaks down and explains what happened, he doesn't want to talk about it. in part, of course, because he's ashamed of failing to kill the shtriga. but also because dean keeps john's secrets (9.07). and even when he doesn't, sam is not who he tends to process with.

but it's deeply impactful to have an episode where we get to see how dean was treated as a child versus how he treats the kids he meets.

dean is so kind to children throughout season 1, from lucas in 1.03 to lily and charlie in 1.05 to michael here. there is something so great about the way he is both clear that the bad things aren't these kid's fault, while also understanding kids have agency and insight.

i know dean is torn up about using michael as bait for the shtriga but feels he doesn't have much of a choice in order to stop the thing. but the conversation he has with michael is so thorough it really gets me.

DEAN: This camera has night vision on it so we'll be able to see clear as day.... Are we good? SAM: A hair to the right... There, there. MICHAEL: What do I do? DEAN: Just stay under the covers. MICHAEL: And if it shows up? DEAN: We'll be right in the next room. We're gonna come in with guns. So, as soon as we do you roll off this bed and you crawl under it. MICHAEL: What if you shoot me? DEAN: We won't shoot you. We're good shots. We're not going to fire until you're clear ok? Have you heard a gunshot before? MICHAEL: Like in the movies? DEAN: It's gonna be a lot louder than in the movies. So I want you to stay under the bed, cover your ears, do not come out until we say so. You understand? DEAN: Michael, you sure you wanna do this? DEAN: You don't have to, it's ok, I won't be mad. MICHAEL: No I'm ok. Just don't shoot me. DEAN: We're not going to let anything happen to you. I promise.

what a specific contrast that is with

DEAN hesitates, terrified. As he does JOHN bursts through the front door, gun raised. JOHN: (Shouting) Get out of the way! DEAN ducks and JOHN shoots the shtriga multiple times with his hand gun.

something wicked is up there with monster at the end of the book for episode titles that'll make you crazy if you think about it too much.

some other thoughts are just, the first time i watched this scene i thought i was going to explode with love:

DEAN: Yeah well, first of all, I'm not going to open fire in a freakin' pediatrics ward.... Second, wouldn't have done any good, because the bastard's bullet proof unless he's chowing down on something. And third, I wasn't packing, which is probably a really good thing cause I probably would have just burned a clip in him on principle alone.

moral compass boy i would die for you a thousand times and get up and gladly do it again.

and nothing - i mean nothing - hits like dean's voice cracking over the "if it means anything sometimes i do too." like i could actually go insane.

also watching supernatural is how you fill up a computer disc with pictures of dean looking ever so beautiful. like. look at him!! ethereal!!

also also ilu microaggression michael. they should have brought you back in the finale, king.

[thinwhitedoc]

SHERLOCK | Martin Freeman as John Watson