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redcomet-stims · 7 months ago
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Could I have an Ankha (Animal crossing: New Horizons) stimboard with Egyptian themes and glitter? Tyty!
Of course, you're welcome!
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💙🏺💛 Ankha (ACNH) stimboard with Egyptian themes and glitter for anon :3
I have not played this game in ages. I should seriously check up on my (old-ish) island. I don't have her and I never have, but I WANT HER SO BADLY. SHE IS SO COOL. She's definitely a dream villager and I will try to see where I can find her...if I ever pick the game back up. I want to beat up Tom Nook very badly, and my island is a mess.
I would very much like it if the exact amount of bells I need one day magically showed up so I could buy a bigger house or whatever.
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hellokittystims · 10 months ago
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Evelyn from The Mummy 1999
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stardusty-stimmer · 1 year ago
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Classic horror movie monster The Mummy stimboard with themes of bandages, hieroglyphs, deserts, and pyramids.
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chaos-and-ink · 6 months ago
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Do you see the moon boys as autistic? And if so do you have any autistic headcanons for them? :)
YES. Okay, so a system cannot have a disorder the body doesn't. As ASD is a neurodevelopmental condition it affects how the brain is wired which means each alter would be autistic, they may just present differently. So this is how I think each of them present their autism.
STEVEN: Steven is the most obviously autistic alter. Because he didn't front often, his masking skills aren't very developed which means he displays a lot of classic symptoms and features such as:
Unusual body language, often holds his arms in odd ways, walks on his toes, keeps his elbows bent, doesn't make eye contact, displays 'raptor hands', etc.
Special Interest in Ancient Egypt. I mean he literally is learning Hieroglyphics and owns a literal library of books and knows everything about it. Infodumping brings him lots of joy.
Need for routine. Calling his mum every morning, feeding Gus, checking the tape, restraint, sand, etc. He wants things to be very particular and hates when anything changes.
Lack of social skills. Doesn't connect with others very well. Especially seen when he continues to talk to his coworkers when they don't want to talk to him. He doesn't recognize or respond to their tone or body language. He's also very hesitant and anxious in social settings. The only real friend he has until later into the series is Crawley and it's likely because the performer can't talk back or react to Steven. It's often easier to 'talk at people' instead of with them.
Strong moral code and very loyal to his beliefs and the need to be correct. Steven is very straight forward about his beliefs and wants to be on the right side of things. Hence him being vegan and the whole 'killing babies, you guys are just cool with that, yeah???' scene along with when he tells Donna the posters are incorrect and when he tells Dylan they should be selling figs not candy.
Stimming like flapping his hands, rocking, pacing, fidgeting and playing with things like Rubiks cubes.
MARC: Marc learned to mask very quickly in his house hold so he doesn't outwardly display many traits. Instead he experiences a lot of burn out, depression and anxiety due to trying to cover up his ASD symptoms. But he does still have a few that can't be masked like:
Flat tone and lack of facial expressions. Rarely smiles or shows emotions other than anger.
Blunt, often tactless or rude, and thinks very logical. he has a hard time understanding other peoples emotions and accommodating for them.
Special Interest in Tomb Busters, it was the main thing that brought him comfort. he'd watch it so often that he had the entire script memorized and would often forget to eat, sleep, or drink because he was busy fixating on it.
Doesn't connect with new people and doesn't show an interest in them. He doesn't feel a need to socialize.
Gets overwhelmed quickly which leads to melt downs, shut downs, and anger out bursts which caused him to be labeled with 'temper problems'
JAKE: We really don't know too much about Jake so I only noticed one thing really which was:
No interest in other people or social settings. He prefers to be by himself doing his own thing rather than in a group or socializing.
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thatdeadaquarius · 2 years ago
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Aquarius’s Genshin Impact... MASTERLIST?!
☕️ Tip me an iced coffee?! :O
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* = IMPOSTER AU = NOT dark/yandere!
* = Art made by me for the post!
Turn on the background music?
Chronological-ish, so CHECK NEAR THE BOTTOM SECTIONS FOR NEWER POSTS.
(sorry about reformatting again guys...)
Your Birthday! (ft. cute platonic Bennett)
...Whatcha listenin’ to Player?
You’re a walking speaker (sounds from ur memories)
Latino! Reader, You're feeling a little homesick... (mostly Zhongli scenario!)
You introduce Teyvat to the lovely music of KPOP (check the reblogs!!)
You made your babes gifts! ALL Characters/PART 1 - Travelers/Dainsleif, Pyro, Electro, Anemo
^ PART 2, of the gifts!! ^
Childe reacts to his voice actor's song covers
O Aquarius, dead stars you are, what is my horoscope today?
Razor, best boy.
Bennett, ft. Razor (part 2-ish!)
Qiqi, best girl.
Headcanons of an Avatar AU (the fantasy movies)
TCG Genius Invokation... wait, they're your Favorite Card???
* Imposter! AU while parenting Razor (non-yandere/not-dark version)
* Possession AU! - you can still control your characters, but by possessing them! PART 1
* Possession AU! - PART 2
Neurodivergent!Reader, Ganyu my beloved!
* Strawberry Scarameow.
You're an Army Veteran and you brought the gun
Minecraft AU!! :D ⛏️
Costa Rican Reader spreads their culture <3
* Possession AU Fanfic, only AO3 (Ongoing)
Language Shenanigans!
OG Blunt Language in Teyvat AU! Post :) (check the reblogs for that post for awesome add-ons from followers!)
Blunt Lang. AU! Colorful Cussing
Blunt Lang. AU! Vine Boom every time you speak (+sprinkle of bilingual)
Blunt Lang. AU! Actually you’re just having to learn Teyvatian lang. that’s why ur blunt
Blunt Lang. AU! with a dash of Neurodivergent! Reader, your trying to be flowery... it’s not working...
Blunt Lang. AU! You're a writer! ...well now it's an ancient artifact and a bestseller.
Some more Blunt Lang. AU! fun AND more blunt lang. AU! fun :0
Paimon being rude in Sumeru
Audio Processing Disorder (Reader with APD) Shenanigans, (mostly Diluc scenario!)
Neurodivergent! Reader stims! ...and Teyvatians thought that was your language...
Neurodivergent! Reader is a child/different ages randomly ft. Non-native English speaker
Teyvat’s countries have the Simlish versions of Japanese, German, etc.
Your Native Language is holy... except you mostly cuss with it
Slang words don’t translate well... or texting lingo
Tumblr / 2023 Slang doesn’t translate well...
...Teyvat is trying to make your slang words translate...
You’ve yet to realize that Teyvat has multiple languages (looks at hieroglyphics) ...is this Loss. the oldest record of language... “sus”
You know sign language and help out a lost kid, Teyvat melts AQUARIUS got isekaied?! with my followers??!! (check the reblogs too!) Nobody wants to tell You (god) that you’ve mixed up some words... You’re really out here just speaking gibberish, ya trickster god
You sound like an Animal Crossing character to Teyvatians
Godly game of charades scenario
You give up translating and just start running around (encoded/cipher! post)
You're an Eldritch God of Teyvat... so ofc no one understand you (check the reblogs too!)
You know French. You use this power appropiately.
Reader only writes to talk!
You're multilingual! ...Alhaitham is outside your door.
You're Brazilian, Teyvat is calm about this.
Ancient tablets nice... oh god its a hurt/no comfort fic.
*Eldritch God Reader Fanfic (thanks for 1000+ followers!!)
^^ part 2 of the above, also an ao3 link!
Teyvat doesn't write novels, but you do lol
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Hmmm... I wonder what you'll get if you send an ask saying "aquarius, oh dead stars, what is my horoscope today?"...°.•☆•.°?
Safe Travels,
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stimboard-radio · 2 months ago
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Gozer the Gozetian stimboard
✭ with plasma ball/ thunder cloud/ bubble/ hieroglyph stims
✫ RQ'd by @fancyhats-and-fennelsbuds !
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fragileizy · 6 months ago
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family and i just played a game that took about thirty minutes.
here's the deal: my dad and i really want to get into snorkeling. my dad used to have a scuba license way back in the day but he hasn't been able to go scuba-ing since we moved to the states, which at this point is a very long time ago. he misses scuba-ing. but my mom would rather kill me than let me attempt to get a scuba license, and would rather kill him than allow him to regain his scuba license, because she's afraid that we will both drown, so that whole world is completely off limits to us (for now.) so we're going to snorkel instead. fun. soft. easy. a kit on amazon costs $35 a pop, which is pretty cheap comparatively. it's a first-time hobby, so we don't need anything fancy, and the kit comes with two flippers (duck feet), one snorkel tube, and one mask each.
my dad buys two, one for me and one for him. one size small (for me) because i have small feet, one size medium (for him) because he is a grown man.
my dad, for whatever reason, misclicks and orders two orders of the exact same thing.
four packages arrive at our house a few days later. he's aware that he needs to return two of these packages because we don't need four snorkel gears.
now, the game begins: how do you ensure that you open one small and one medium, without having to unnecessarily open an extra bag?
my dad takes a chance, and opens one at random: a small, for me, leaving three packages behind. 66.6% chance of getting a medium when he opens another package, a 33.3% of getting another small. but this family has a curse. 33.3% of getting something wrong always indicates that he has a 100% chance of getting it wrong. it's just always like this. (i unfortunately used all of our luck at a hotel resort bingo in the summer 2009, where i proceeded to win every single bingo game that night for four hours straight. i was then banned from participating in that hotel's bingo night ever again, as they were convinced— somehow, someway— that an 11 year old Child was cheating. at bingo.)
this is our predicament.
three giant plastic bags line our dining table. in one corner, a seniored more-salt-than-pepper-haired man, chewing on a cuticle (bad habit of his), looking over his glasses, attempting to figure out which one to open. in the other corner, me, tapping my nails on the wooden table (bad habit of mine, always stimming, annoying everyone around me with how much noise i make), trying to decipher the hieroglyphics both usps and amazon stamp across the surface of each package.
the game, of course, is not this serious; amazon won't kill us if we try to return a package that we've resealed. but it's a game. and my dad likes probability. he's always said he'd love to blackjack and poker if it wasn't so upsetting that you actually have to lose money in the process. i like probability, too, and why not make something as mundane as easy into something so difficult?
my dad and i, on opposite corners of the dining table.
"shouldn't each package have a transit ID?" i ask. "look at the order on amazon and we can match the number to the serial code."
an idea. a good one. my dad is rushing for his phone. it's under my mother's account on amazon; she pulls up the receipt. a number. a path. we grab the bags and search for this tracking number. there are no less than four individual serial codes on each tag, all in an attempt to dissuade us.
none of them match any of the tracking IDs. i'm grateful, even for a moment, to not be a bar-scanner machine at the amazon facility. i would be fired immediately.
my mom looks a little unimpressed with our lack of motion. it's been thirteen minutes. she's given up on trying to convince us to just open it, because she's seen the sparkle of good fun shining in our eyes. "theoretically, your dad's kit should be heavier because his flippers should be a size bigger so there's more plastic. we should go get the bathroom scale."
"it would, yeah. but the difference wouldn't be in kilograms," my dad tells her. "it would be grams. the bathroom scale isn't precise enough."
"the kitchen scale is in grams," i offer.
"the kitchen scale is too small for this," he counters. "we can't weigh these."
so, how do we win?
the solution, in theory, is simple: ask someone who wasn't born into the family name to open the second bag, meaning that the family curse isn't used to open it.
we both turn to my mom. pleading. asking for help. a family curse is one you can't break just because it's inconvenient, after all.
my mom looks. the packages are identical. she stares. the bags do not move, and offer no solace. she picks up the unwrapped kit that we already know is mine, and tests the weight in her hands. she moves to the next, scrutinizing, in the same way i've always seen her calculate something imaginary to me while she weighs her options on potatoes and cherry-tomatoes at the grocery store.
then, she settles: "this one weighs more."
we scramble to tear the plastic off, a pack of wolves descending on prey, something akin to the fervor of a delicious black-friday sale picked apart for scraps. the plastic bag is ripped, out the kit goes, and we search the surface for the size number on the front of the nylon mesh that incases the flippers, horrified for a brief moment that we might be wrong. our fingers trace the surface, fingertips against the plastic cover as if searching for braille.
medium, the bag states. bold letters, made tiny along the surface, but clear enough to read.
my mom has gotten it right.
all is right in the world. my father and i can sleep easy. it is time for rest. and to return the other two back to amazon and make sure my dad doesn't miss-click again. the family curse still stays, but we have mitigated around it for now.
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gmanmedias · 1 year ago
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could I have a Kuphulu (Ben 10 Omniverse) stimboard with hieroglyphics, gothic literature, and horror stims?
(also 2day is my b day so I am gonna be a bit self-indulgent >:D)
posted! and happy (late) birthday!
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luvristory · 2 years ago
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egyptian hieroglyphs 🦁
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thunderous-aesthetics · 4 years ago
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A Mage the Ascension Order of Hermes stimboard for anon.
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obscurestim · 4 years ago
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celestialodysseys · 3 years ago
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Stim headcanons for the mcu!moon knight boys based on how they behave in the show and stims we do (that autistic system projection mood lol)
Steven:
!Pressure stims, pressure stims, pressure stims! Multiple times Steven holds his hands to his chest and I like to think he's pressing down slightly. It feels nice because Safe and Compact but also Pressure. I think he would also like weighted blankets.
Fidget toy king. Obviously the rubix cube comes into play here. I don't think he likes fidget spinners but give that man one of those tangle things and he will go to town my dudes. Layla gets him a custom made one with hieroglyphs all along it and sometimes when Steven is overwhelmed he'll mumble them under his breath as he works the tangle through his fingers.
I just feel deep in my soul that Steven is a hand flapper. There is zero canon evidence of this but I think he flaps a hand close to his body when he gets really excited and that is what I will continue to think.
I think all the moon boys chew on their lips/the inside of their mouth, but Steven does it less than Jake or Marc.
Steven rocks back and forth on his heels too, especially when he's getting overwhelmed whether from stress or happiness.
Marc:
This is not my original headcanon but I saw someone say once that Marc uses Layla's hands to stim a la that boat scene, and I have not been able to get it out of my head since. You also see Marc do this hand clench/fidget thing a couple times, where he opens and closes his fist and kinda drums on his palms with his fingers.
A hand stim a lot of us do is pressing the pad of a finger to the nail of another finger and like go down the whole hand rhythmically. It's a Discreet Stim lol and the pressure is also nice. Anyways Marc does that.
Marc chews the fuck out of his check and lower lip. He should get one of those chewable necklaces but he's too angsty to do it.
He bounces his leg, but it's actually less of a stim and more because he is prone to moving around a lot but had to sit still (both in his home environment and then when he went into the military). It is calming though.
Jake:
The tapping king. Jake taps his hands and fingers against the steering wheel, he taps them against his thigh, he taps glasses and cups, he taps his foot against the floor and up against chairs and walls.
I think he's also very particular about texture. People have mentioned before him wearing his gloves as a sensory thing (to protect him from icky textures) but I also think he really likes feeling certain textures. He rubs his hand across that beautiful collar on his coat (which if you haven't heard the story behind that collar from the costume designer, you should look it up) because the raised edges feel Nice, and he also rubs the back of his neck when he's wearing the driving gloves because it's very soothing but also because leather is Good Texture.
He chews more on the outside of his bottom lip than the others, but he is also prone to humming while he does it. I'm not sure if he whistles but he definitely hums a lot.
A few of us do this stim where we click our tongue against the roof of our mouth, and that just feels very Jake.
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creativitycoach · 3 years ago
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What does it mean to be creative? How can a Creativity Coach help me with my life?
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Creativity comes in many forms. It is natural for some and work in progress for others. Some people feel stuck, because they have not been creative to push themselves to their full potentials. Being creative can facilitate a better understanding of self as well as emotional intelligence of others. Below are various forms of creativity.
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1. Thinking
Creative thinking involves critical and analytical thinking to dissect what is seen and uncover what is unseen. Life is a big bowl of variables - independent, dependent, confounding, extraneous. Some people can only see the obvious. Deeper level thinking is natural for a small percentage of individuals. Training the brain to see beyond the obvious takes time. An example between the two would be students. When asked questions, some students simply regurgitate what they have read or heard. Other students demonstrate their understanding of the concept by using real world applications to current scenarios. The latter is creativity of thinking.
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2. Dance
Sometimes we allow sound frequencies to reverberate throughout our bodies, and we find ourselves moving. Dancing and movement can be considered forms of creativity. Autists and individuals with ADHD engage in stimming - repetitive movements, actions, sounds, behavior. Dancing could be similar to stimming. When one is frustrated, one may not want to scream. Rather, one may simply prefer to move voluntarily or involuntarily. Even if you feel as if you are merely flailing, it is still a creative outlet, and your “flailing” pattern is unique to you. It allows you to expend excess energy, thus, become more calm.
3. Sound and Music
Perhaps to calm yourself, you find yourself humming, tapping, making noises with objects, your appendages, your body, or singing. The sounds you make may be considered forms of music even if the sounds have no discernible rhythm or pattern. Expressing yourself in this matter may feel calming, so why not try it.
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4. Words
This method of creativity may include short or long stories, poetry, lyrics, etc., and it may be written or spoken. To understand deeper meanings of incidents or events, it helps to speak of the event out loud to hear yourself process it and discern fact versus fantasy. Autists and those with ADHD may fixate on specific words or phrases and repeat them until they are bored or calm. One weekend, I repeatedly said “kumquat” similar to substituting the eff word for three days. There are times I may stim inappropriate words, and I may even have to say them loudly. Words are powerful. They can help or harm. If certain words are harmful, remove the power of those words, so those words no longer affect you. Become ambivalent to words. The b word has negative connotations; however, when you destigmatize the word to the point of indifference, it will no longer affect you. This graphic was found in Cricut Design Space.
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5. Sculpting, Building, Designing
Sculpting, building, designing things can be calming, meditative and freeing. Do not worry about being perfect. The end result is to express yourself. If your clay elephant appears to be a lump, it does not matter. You have used your negative energy in a productive way to allow your feelings and creativity flow.
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6. Sewing, Crocheting, Knitting, Embroidery, Fabric and Thread Work
Perhaps making your own clothes, quilts, scarves, or anything, involving fabric or threads are the way you express yourself and/or find calming.
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7. Drawing, Painting, Photography
Visual arts have been expressive since before the hieroglyphs of ancient Egypt, or Chinese characters. Those symbols were methods of communication. One need not have formal training or skill to draw, paint, or photograph. Getting the images out of your head, employing any of those methods can help you convey what is difficult to describe. As the saying, “a picture is worth a thousand words,” use your unspoken words.
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8. Crafting
Crafting may be expensive unless you know how to recycle materials. It is a great way to express yourself while creating gifts for yourself or others. These French Bulldog graphics were found on Cricut Design Space and cut with Cricut Joy.
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9. Makeup
Some of us express how we feel by the way we apply our makeup at the time.
A Creativity Coach can help you identify which methods with which you are most comfortable expressing yourself. A great coach thinks out of the box to help you see that which is unseen. No matter which method of creativity you utilize, remember it is for you, and it does not have to be perfect. There is beauty in imperfection, and imperfections remind us we are human.
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writtenfrommybody · 3 years ago
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3AM THOUGHTS: SEROTONIN, A MAD WOMANS DRUG
Neurotypical, NeuroNormative, NeuroBalanced
Words I have no relatability to, words I have never tasted.
I wonder who was the first person to define those who saw
Beyond the colours of the rainbow, as mad?
I wonder who coined the term insane, I wonder who made it seem
Like we were tumbling down, just because we could hear
Conversations that would happen between the stars.
Normality seems so mad to me, balance so maddening to me.
I could never understand what is so calming, about hearing
A single tone inside your skull.
My mind is made up of an orchestra, a crescendo, an inferno, an entire
Board of different people.
I see the world in hieroglyphics, everything, means something, beyond the meaning
Of the thing, it is meant to be, meaningful towards.
Definitions are so interesting to me.
I wonder who thought of formulating the dictionary, and what kind of dictator they were
To dictate, how we dissect, the way in which people think.
Mental illness, seems like a weak minded mans word.
A term used by an individual who felt inconvenienced by difference.
I could say that those who have never felt with blinding intensity
Have never truly seen.
I could say that those who have never had layered conversations
In the centre of their mind, are mute.
I could say that those who look at skin and cannot see colours
Seeping out of the very canvas that is their flesh
Have never truly touched.
I could say that those who have never lost track of time
Have never understood the depth of what it means
For the sun to rise and set.
Sanity is laced with vanity, the neurologically sane walk on their
High horses, but in my eyes they are all lying flat on gravel.
My neurons were made to float and tip, kind of like the sea
They crash together, rise and fall.
I have never felt more understood than when I am in a room
Full of people of COLOUR
Skin and bones
Mind and soul.
I adore the way schizophrenics take me to the past, present, future
And mould it into one, like pottery they rotate all worlds
Until they form in the centre of the earth
And everything Is dancing.
I adore the way people who are borderline, try to grab you
By pushing you away, the resistance is exhilarating
And I can always keep up, because I love the heat.
I love the way people with ADHD can grow so lost
In the cracks on the floor, I adore the labyrinth in their mind
I zoom in like they do, and trust me the first person to see a rose rise
From concrete, was someone with ADHD who paused for 2 hours
To peek, into the seeds growing in places no one thought to look for.
I love the way autistic people stim, the way they rock, clap, flap
And coo. The way every feeling is APPARENT, you never have to guess
Sarcasm goes out the door, their literal nature is so grounding to me.
I love the way people with bipolar, look like the middle of the forest
The heat of the desert, the middle of a typhoon, the calmness of a lagoon
The way they speak like the words are tumbling down, except in a contradictory way
They tumble UP, two souls In one body.
I love the way people with DID, are able to dedicate an entire identity to a single trait
Tell me, what kind of mind does one have to posses, to birth 30 people into one body.
I will converse with each one of you, and I will never mix up a single name twice.
You could never see what we see, you call us freaks, yet we are freaked out
By your placid, stable mind.
If we were a museum, we would be contemporary.
If we were music, we would be electric.
If we were art, we would be abstract.
If we were poetry, we would be spoken.
If we were a season, we would be a summer
In the middle of winter
Or an autumn, in the middle of spring.
If we were a colour, we would be magenta blue ( you wouldn’t understand).
I wouldn’t trade my splattered canvas that is a mix between blood and holy water
For a single thing.
I would rather spend the rest of my life, whispering to trees
Dancing with bumble bees
Talking to the faefolk
Having lunch with the crows
Speaking whale
Then live a single day, speaking typical.
Those who call us mad, are just infuriated by the fact that they could not crack us
Even though to them we are nuts.
Some things, are not made to be torn open by just any pair of palms.
Our delicious vulnerability, is only reserved
For hands that glow in the dark
And carry angel dust between their fingers.
As for you, with your hands made of plastic
And ashes, ancient and dead.
Keep them off me and my mind.
In my dictionary, and world of definitions.
I see you, as completely dysfunctional
Sick
Twisted
And absolutely
Insane
For seeing
The sky
As
Blue
Cant you see
That it’s a thousand shades
Of orange and pink
At 12AM?
Or are you still blinded by
Your straight line
And consistency.
How utterly…
Dull…
Grey was made for you
Normies.
We will happily take all the colours there is
Stick to your comfort zone
For we, never felt uncomfortable
In the first place
Except, when we look
At something, as discomforting as you.
Ill seek comfort, with those
Who are seen as deviant
And sit with them, in the temple
Of their holy world.
Where whispering to yourself
Is always
Seen
As a prayer
And never
A curse.
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bornadreamer · 5 years ago
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My watch dogs 2 headcanons
Sitara:
 Aro/Ace (not just because she wears the flag colors lol)
Dedsec is a big queerplatonic relationship for her. She loves all the guys so much and would kill for them, but as soon as someone mentions her fucking one she kinda just *vomit emoji*
Hyper protective of kids. After the mission with her niece she dedicates at least 10 hours a week to developing software to protect kids on the internet/root out pedos
Hardcore listens to nature noises while she paints/sketches
Fantastic at calling people out on their bullshit. She does NOT let the guys get away with anything demeaning/sexist, even by accident. To their credit, they always apologize and try to do better
Loves weird/facey tea flavors. One time she brought back a bbq boba tea and everyone else gagged. 
Knows everyone’s triggers and actively purges them from Dedsec feeds before the others can see
Crazy wine aunt vibes. Will care for you when sick, but will roast you for how you acted like a baby after.
When she gets panic attacks, she needs weighted blankets. Like, enough to break a few ribs. Wrench sat on her once. It actually helped. 
Loves She-ra. Hacked the studio to watch the eps being made and yelled at the screen like a banshee the whole time. The boys were very afraid.
Horatio:
Actual only straight person in the group. The butt of so, so many jokes.
He, like Marcus, LOVES fashion. While he can’t wear what he wants all the time due to his undercover persona, he buys fashion mags like nobody’s business. Can name his ten favorite designers off the top of his head. 
A little bit very OCD, though you can’t tell by looking at him. Ratio is very anal about what goes where. Everyone knows not to go near his station in the hackerspace. 
One time Wrench knocked over his desk (nearly destroying his rig) and Ratio’s stuff went flying. Wrench almost had a guilt meltdown. Luckily, Sitara had a picture and they managed to put everything back almost exactly. Almost.
Stress cleans. When his undercover stuff is really getting to him, he’ll kick everyone out of the hackerspace and just. Clean. For hours. When they’re allowed back in you could eat off the floor.
Since he can’t be around all the time, he gets little gifts for everyone and leaves them at their stations to show that he’s thinking about them.
Wrench:
We been knew that the boy is suicidal, but he’s manic-depressive bipolar as well (also not shocking)
ADHD
Self medicated with every kind of drug out there.
Marcus and Josh eventually beat him down enough to take Meds That Are Actually Helpful. Sitara mediates. It was A Process. 
All of his fingers are broken from one thing or another, it made him really self conscious when he Marcus and Josh started dating. He didn’t like holding hands because he felt his were ugly. 
Texts solely through emojis like fucking hieroglyphs. Half the time nobody knows what he’s saying. He has no intention to stop. It drives everyone nuts.
Likes to be the middle spoon, with Marcus as the big and Josh as the little
DO NOT let him consume more than three cups of coffee. He will not sleep for days. 
The first few weeks of sleeping with Josh and Marcus he doesn’t take his mask off. He’s terrified. Finally, they manage to get im comfortable enough to do so and his boyfriends have a great time kissing every inch of his face. He laugh-cried from relief. 
He and Marcus have terrible hacker movie night. They watch cheesy hacker moves and laugh at how bad everything is.
Squishy toys help relax him when he’s having a bad manic episode or an anxiety attack.
Josh:
Also hardcore ADHD
Somewhere on the autism spectrum as well. 
Marcus’s first gift to him as his boyfriend was a chewy necklace, since he needs his hands to hack. It actually helped more than he thought it would.
Most of the time he totally forgets he has it, though
Unironically enjoys black and white television. He’ll have I Love Lucy running for audio while he’s working. Sometimes he even turns on the blind narration.
Horatio and Marcus switch off on making him blind narration eps. They have a ball with it.
Lists. Lists. Lists. This boy has a timed checklist for almost every day. His phone will ping and won’t stop until he Does The Thing. When he’s really in the zone and doesn’t hear it everyone at Dedsec kind of wants to kill him.
Sometimes Marcus and Wrench need to tag team who coaxes him into the shower and who does his laundry while he’s distracted because this boy is a fucking disaster. They both fucking hate his green hoodie. 
Must Hack. There is nothing else But The Hack.
Will crack if you say enough bad puns. It’s really the only humor he can get behind
When he does his happy stim (flappy hands) everyone at Dedsec just does from cuteness overload
Loves slow, lazy kissing in the morning or right before bed. It’s the only time his brain slows down enough to really enjoy it before he goes into work mode
Marcus:
He and Ratio have the deepest discussions about fashion. They both lose their minds at John Boyega and Orville Peck
Marcus loves to shop! He drags Wrench and Josh with him for opinions, though neither of them really care they love how happy it makes him. Sitara is his real shopping companion, she Knows what looks good on him.
He’s the only neurotypical person in Dedsec. Boy was THAT and adjustment. Marus spent months after he joined reading up on everyone’s conditions and how to best help. He feels like a pro now, but is eager to learn. He stayed updated on all medical research. 
Marcus works with Sitara to prepare little emergency ‘fit-kits’ as they call them, for everyone. He can pull them out when someone’s having an episode and help them through it.
It can be a struggle to make sure both his boyfriends are on their meds and keeping themselves healthy, but he’s happy to do it. Marcus can take almost anything life throws at him
Organizes hack offs within the group just to show off, basically. The only one who has beaten him so far is Josh.
Josh isn’t into clubbing, so Marcus and Wrench party hard. When they come home they binge one of Josh’s old shows until all three fall asleep on the couch. 
Tasers pedos and rapists on sight, unless he’s on mission.
He goes back for them after
Terrified of motorcycles but loves weird cars.
He’s jewish and keeps a menorah at the hackerspace. Everyone loves to help him celebrate. 
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You should write some meta/headcanons about Five and Klaus during the time Klaus had his jaw wired shut after tripping in Grace's heels... (apocalypsejumped)
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WHY THANK YOU MY DEAR,  I THINK I SHALL. 
1) This goes out to, I believe, @redrosebug, and is not my original headcanon, but Klaus didn’t actually fall down the stairs. He was dancing around in Grace’s heels, and came upon Reginald reapplying his humanoid disguise, and discovered “shit, dad’s an alien.”  Reginald calmly lifted him off his feet and declared, “something worse than this will happen if you ever tell your siblings. This was just one of your hallucinations.” And promptly tossed him down the stairs, blaming Klaus for his own accident, because Klaus as a child was intentionally neither medicated nor given therapy for debilitating ADHD, and often did dangerous things to stim.  Klaus would have told Five anyway had he been able to speak, but. Alas. Jaw wired shut. And eventually he decided it would be too dangerous to share. 
2) Five learned ASL and taught Klaus his own subtly altered version, which Grace, Pogo, and their father would have difficulty decoding immediately should they eavesdrop.  They conversed this way for hours, so that Klaus didn’t feel powerless to express his thoughts and wishes. They also made their own separate sort of hieroglyphics.
3) Five would come out of his bedroom and walk down the hall and lay down on the floor, and tap on Klaus’s ceiling in Morse Code to ask if the coast was clear, and if Klaus rapped an affirmative on his wall, Five would blink down into Klaus’s bedroom and sleep at the foot of his bed.  
4) This was not a new thing, given Klaus’s nighttime dread of the dark and ghosts. Five often came to visit him in his room as well as in the mausoleums, when able, where Reginald took him.  Sometime around their thirteenth year, right before Five disappeared, Reginald caught him in the act and disciplined him.  This was one of the things that ultimately led to Five erupting at the breakfast table and wanting to time travel even without Reginald’s blessing. 
5) Five and recuperating Klaus played cards.  Klaus always wanted to play Go Fish, and Five insisted on Poker.  Klaus proved annoyingly good at the game. 
6) Klaus made Five watch every single Disney animated movie ever released. Five just complained about plot holes and inaccuracies. It made Klaus smile because it was so comfortingly familiar.
7) One day when Klaus was crying from both pain and frustration, Five cheered him up by convincing him to play Charades, and then Win Lose or Draw/Pictionary.
8) One time when Klaus was sleeping, Five snuck into his room, read, wrote down, and catalogued every single thing Klaus wrote on his wall. Some of it was new stuff during his convalescence.  Five made a point of asking Klaus about some of the more unsettling drawings and writing passages, and asking him to unload about the ghosts who were bothering him. 
9) Diego made fun of Klaus for being unable to speak, and Five reprimanded Diego severely, reminding him that even though Klaus’s ordinarily incessant talking was incredibly annoying, Klaus had never made fun of HIS speech impediment. Diego thought about it and admitted that Five was right, and apologized to Klaus. 
10) Klaus began to use drugs for the first time by abusing his pain meds, then within a couple of years, switched to alcohol and weed (no super hardcore stuff till later) because he started to notice a correlation between ghosts shutting up and lack of sobriety.  Five knew this and let it slide at the time and still feels guilty that he disappeared into the future not long afterward, leaving Klaus to become more heavily addicted without a support system. The only person Five ever told was Ben, who...yeah. 
Haha did you think this wouldn’t be painful. Haha. ;_; 
11) To this day Klaus actually misses that time because he got to monopolize his favorite brother and feel special and wanted without any interruptions from the others.  He drew “Happy time” and the dates of his convalescence on one o his walls, using their secret language. 
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