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When ppl talk about alters being stuck in trauma time, they usually talk about those alters not knowing the body's friends, or recognizing where they live, or any number of physical reality changes. And we've definitely had that experience! But more often what "alters being stuck in trauma time" means for us is those alters know basic physical reality facts, but their emotional reality has not changed at all. So they might know our best friend, but they aren't connected to how that friend and I interact. They respond to everything like the trauma is still happening, so they expect any mistake to be met with punishment, they expect the ppl around them to suddenly hurt them without warning, they have no ability to use our modern coping methods, and they have no concept of anything being other than the abusive environment of our youth.
So yeah, our trauma-stuck alters typically know we live in a different house and our dad isn't coming home, and they know things like we graduated college and the names of our friends. What we struggle with a lot more is getting them to understand that this current time isn't just our childhood with new set dressings.
#actuallydid#dissociative identity disorder#i will say tho the fact that phones with the ability to stream unlimited music#has been a constant source of amazement and joy for our parts stuck in childhood#we can listen to WHATEVER we want WHEN we want its gr8#stardate log
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It's sad that Agents of Shield gets no love on What If (typical mcu behavior), but the show literally has like 2.5 versions of its own What If scenarios so there's that
The Framework arc, which literally starts with an episode titled "What If..."
The whole future arc, where Graviton cracks the earth apart
And the show itself is lowkey a What If since it's technically canon but never acknowledged LMAO
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a wild spot has appeared on your dashboard!
(click for better quality, you know how tumblr is)
#across the spiderverse#the spot#johnathan ohnn#spot#spiderverse#atsv#spiderman#marvel#fanart#oh no!! poor guy ended up in the tumble dimension#digital art#my art#artists on tumblr#captain's log. stardate: armageddon
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your art is PERFECT! thank you for giving us old man fiddauthor we’re in a drought
Oh my god thank you 😭😭 truly our situation is dire….
#asks#captains log. stardate 20251.07. the situation is dire. there is no old man fiddauthor to be found…#the crew and myself will have to make do with what few scraps we may find….#fiddauthor#gravity falls#vaish yells into the void#my moots <3
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up until starting s3 i thought that arthur was talking to john in his head but now im realizing arthur has been running around talking to himself this whole time. wettest most sanest man for sure
#fandom related#malevolent#arthur lester#personal log stardate#don't get me wrong there have been many scenes where it became obvious that arthur was talking out loud but i thought#he was just overcome w emotion and talked out loud bc of this. not that he's been talking out loud the whole time
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For me, Natasha having an emotional moment after barely escaping the Hulk is one of the only things I liked about her portrayal in Avengers 1, but only if I pretend the rest of the movie was better written. If Nastasha had been written as more emotionally controlled or even-tempered the rest of the movie, it would have given that scene the impact it needed. Bc being chased by the Hulk is the one situation she can't control, and Natasha needs to be in control whether by her physical prowess or charisma. With the Hulk neither worked. She could not fight or talk her way to safety. It's bc of her experience in the Red Room that the Hulk experience should be deeply upsetting to her- it's a reminder that when she's not in control, she's not safe. However, like you said there's a lot of sexism applied to her character so they portrayed her as emotional (she is visibly shaken when Bruce pretends to get angry; in general she shows what shes feeling except the Loki interrogation) which makes her breakdown after the Hulk feel cheap and meaningless.
it is so weird to rewatch phase 1 and have these canonically extremely skilled and competent women in every movie, but also still see the same old sexism applied to them.
like, natasha romanoff, who at this point went through the fucking red room and everything that's associated with leaving the red room, having a breakdown after running away from the hulk for a little bit. thats pretty much a morning workout for her. generally the way they still sexualized her in this movie and had her act in some scenes.
i know it was 2012 and joss whedon but come on
#i also strongly believe that her 'romance' with bruce in age of ultron#should have been portrayed as an extension of that breakdown scene#she wasn't in control there; now she has created a situation where she never has to feel like that again#she can literally calm the hulk down#but bc of sexism! these are not comfortable ways for a female character to act!#by removing the more calculating and manipulative parts of nat they do a disservice to any emotional scene she has#sorry to rant on ur post op#i just have a lot of feelings about her lol#natasha romanoff#stardate log
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i'm completely enamoured with his swagless aura and pathetic demeanor
#oberon vortigern#oberon#summer oberon#fgo#summer 8#fate grand order#blanca#fanart#artists on tumblr#my art#captain's log. stardate: armageddon#oberon tag
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Captain’s log, stardate 082324.8
I started therapy 8 weeks ago and it’s awesome. The immediate fallout has been uncovering and confronting a bunch of repressed garbage that was making me miserable, reconnecting with my book, publishing a chapter of fic, applying for a 9 month horticultural program at the university extension office, and beating Outer Wilds/Echoes of the Eye. That last one isn’t so much a result of therapy as it was unintentional additional therapy. But seriously everyone should play it. 👍
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Medical log, stardate 18935.15. Once more have I seen the tailor go out in his lizard fashion—
#least funny way to make this joke BUT. look how much thought I put into that stardate!#Star Trek: Deep Space 9#it would be so much easier to listen to the new audiodrama podcast of drac daily instead of reading but unfortunately#our dear solicitor will forever sound exactly like our dear doctor to me now because somehow it has become Hot Reptile Summer in my brain#and everything is melting together like changeling soup. and this is BEFORE the gomens s2 premiere. christ.#Dracula: How dare you touch him!! This man belongs to me!! I too can love!!!#me reading All That: omg just like in all my favorite ''Garak saves Julian from other Cardassians'' fanfics :3#god I love how as far as I know there's literally nothing in canon to support any of our weird kinky#''claiming a mate by leaving a bite mark scar on their neck'' or any of that other fanon stuff for Cardassians#it's not like with the Klingon dicks or Vulcan pon farr. anybody could make up absolutely anything about Cardassians#and every single writer I've ever read has chosen shit like mating bites scent marking egg laying#and of course. glowing blue WAP with a built in strap. I fucking love you Deep Space 9 fandom there will never be another like you!!!!!!#Starky's Original Posts#Dracula Daily#COMPUTER. ERASE LOG.
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alter moodboard #21: Alice (none or she/her)
the ragdoll, the listener, the nonverbal trauma holder
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The Nosferatu (2024) and season 5 sam supernatural parallels....the nosferatu (2024) and season 5 sam supernatural parallels!!! can anyone hear me hello!!! season 5 sam supernatural nosferatu parallels!!
#me in the theater watching the scene where count orlock and ellen#first meet face to face and hes like ur bound to me consent to our covenant#like 🫵 okay sam/lucifer 5x03 moment!!!#she has to let him take her to defeat him!!#she's cursed and manipulated and PSYCHIC#nosferatu s5 sam supernatural!!!#sam winchester#nosferatu#spn#stardate log
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More silliness, per request 😋
Here are the other "captain's logs" plus Rin's from last week, so they're all in one place. Roasting my own characters and the MC feels a lot like roasting myself 😂 I love it.
Wren romancers: Captain's log, stardate 45944.1. I'm starting to think the archivist'd make a good agent. They know so much about the Fey without ever having stepped foot into the wilds. Until we threw Den protocol out the window and brought them here, that is. Would it be unprofessional to ask them on a date if we survive this? Asking for a friend.
Keo romancers: Captain's log, stardate 45944.1. We made it to the wilds, and I even got a private a moment to decompress with Keo last night. They touched my arm - I think that counts as getting to like, third base with them? Maybe? Hey Viara, if you read this in your intelligence briefings, let me know what you think.
Rin romancers: Captain's log, stardate 45944.1. In a surprising turn of events, the person we met at the warehouse and then careened headfirst into the wilds with hasn't slit our throats in our sleep, like they threatened to the day we met. Also, they're... kind of hot? Gods, I hope I remember to take this out of my official report before I give it to Adaan.
#leas: city of the sun#misc#fun fact the stardate i used is from the best episode of star trek#yes i will die on that hill#captain's logs#wren#keo#rin
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#captains log; stardate -299600.8. its been how many hours since ive seen my wife. rations are low.#our supplies are dwidling every second that ticks by. but i still have hope that i may return to her. my first love. my life partner.#i have pictures of her tucked tightly to my body in the inner pockey of my jacket... pictures of an admittedly...rather precious memory...#her joyous face is frozen in time which should alarm me as the days drag on but her delight reaches me all of the same of that very day#it give me strength. she gives me strength. i wish to return to her.#by god may i return to her not in a cold box but with warm blood running through my veins
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new spider people! (p1 / p2)
#pavitr prabhakar#hobie brown#hobart brown#miguel o'hara#spiderman india#spiderpunk#spiderman 2099#across the spiderverse#atsv#spiderman#marvel#fanart#artists on tumblr#digital art#my art#captain's log. stardate: armageddon
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i am smooching all of u on the head
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trying to figure out if im cursed or if the third time's the charm
#my friend got me a star trek captain's log forever ago#and i cherished it very much and then it got fucking eaten by the dryer#and then i got myself a new one and used it for p much a whole year??? and now it's GONE and im so mad#if i buy another one maybe it'll stay#it was my gratitude journal!! and i put in cute little star trek planet names and stardates and >: (#what the fuck
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