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star-mum · 6 months ago

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had to physically hide my phone so I could focus on this assignment (yes like a child) and I wanna screeeeaaaaaammmmm

#hiding distractions is not enough #my brain is a prison that i cannot escape from #either I need music blasting on my pc speakers to be able to do things #OR !!! I cannot have ANY sounds anywhere ever (not even study with me asmr's)#guess which day im having today 🥴🥴🥴#And my parents like playing music on the tv while they make lunch #WHICH IS HUMAN AND NORMAL BUT RN I HOPE EVERY SINGLE PERSON IN THIS HOUSE STUBS THEIR TOES #looooooveeee feeling like an awful person for something outside my control : D #how do people just focus on shit #like no. now I need to do Work so no more distractions #AND THEN THEY JUST DO IT !!!!!!#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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screwpinecaprice · 2 months ago

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Conni doodl (We never get to see adult Conns getting some sword action. 😞)

Might clean up someday(?)

#And that someday might be a year or two later I've done that much procrastinating before. 🥲#If SU do ever get renewed we better see at least enough sword action from this one 😤#Connie Maheswaran #my shiz #su #steven universe #skedoobles #Achuallly they better make up for all the times they pushed back her screentime. Lol #Why do they keep hiding her from us tho???? (⁠･ั⁠ω⁠･ั⁠)#It was p funny watching people tweak more and more as consecutive episodes without her kept coming up. But it do be painfully relatable. 😞#Anyway I better go back to work before I get too distracted thinking about it.#teal

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thegreatyin · 3 months ago

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ive officially entered the stage of OC brainrot where i start putting him in outfits for fun and (zero) profit

#giving urself a crisis over ripping your own heart out? simply dont feel sad!#go to a fancy ball with all the friends you definitely dont have!#bury all of your feelings forever!#distract yourself from the urge to curl up and cry into a pillow via putting on your best worst bat in a fancy outfit cosplay #specifically to impress another way older actual bat (that may or may not be an ex god)#that doesn't care about you and doesn't reciprocate your attraction in the slightest #simply stop thinking about it. stop thinking about everything. be a bat. be the bestest bat in the whole wide world.#this has been great and totally healthy life advice with the scoundrel <3 #yin art #legally FL but if i put this in the main tag i might actually die <- is shy #anyway ponytail scoundrel is unfairly cute. must the gradient on their hair 'make sense' and 'follow logic'?#is it not enough to simply be a little bat with zero thoughts in its head and a winning little :3 smile?#he puts a little gold drapery in his hair bc he thinks it helps hide the fact that the horns arent a head adornment and are in fact #Very Much Real. and Growing.#it hides literally nothing. he thinks he's so subtle. everyone knows you're a furry buddy it's okay you can stop being smug about it #fallen london

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hachiibun · 1 year ago

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Gen reliably has a sneezing fit after a shower... unless someone interrupts him of course. His nose's suggestibility goes both ways—

Once again ft. @sailormoon-snz's boy Zion being completely unhinged

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chiropterx · 1 year ago

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Honestly, Man-Bat would be such a horrifying creature to stumble across in Gotham? At 8'6, he is HUGE, strong enough to carry off a man in his claws while barely slowing down. He might lack the same intelligence he had as Kirk Langstrom but Man-Bat still has keen problem-solving intellect such as picking up an entire wooden desk and throwing it at Batman to hold him in place long enough for an easy bite to the throat. It's that uncanny area between what was once human vs. a hyperpredator making Man-Bat one of the most dangerous creatures to cross whether he's simply hungry enough or has developed a grudge against you for some reason. You can't outrun him and there aren't many places you can hide because not only can he fly, he's able to squeeze into places you yourself would be able to fit into.

#🦇 || musings #🦇 || headcanons #Sometimes he's a silly bat and sometimes he's nightmare fuel #Man-Bat definitely has those JP velociraptor vibes #Canny enough to figure out simple tasks like opening doors or consider alternative routes if something's blocking his path #You really can't hide either because his sense of hearing is so good #Easily strong enough to pick up the tiniest breath or beating of your heart #He doesn't need to see to be able to catch you!#Cuz there's that echolocation...#Yeah Man-Bat coming after you would NOT be fun #Your only hope of escape would be that he's distracted by easier prey stumbling along or Batman himself appears to save you #Man-Bat can and will hold grudges against people even if they upset him as Kirk #He REMEMBERS #Like Kirk's AWOL when Man-Bat is in control but Man-Bat can fall back on some latent memories to aid his actions #Hence why he didn't attack Francine when she stopped him from mauling Man-Bat he still remembered his wife and love for her #And vice versa when Francine became She-Bat #Ahhh I really must add Francine as a muse sometimes she would be great #Smart and sassy and even MORE dangerous when she's Man-Bat #Because female vampire bats are even bigger and more aggressive than the males :D

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iknowwhereyousleepatnight · 2 months ago

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yell at me if u see me on here now goodbye FOREVER (for the rest of the day)

#i am finishing this fic TODAY #tumblr is a distraction so im undownloading it from my phone and using ublock to hide it away from me so i can focus for real and #Hopefully tonight i will get to post my fic. or maybe i'll wait for tomorrow so i can do an extra editing round. unless someone wants to #beta read it in which case hmu. it is B x L and there's blood and some (teeth-related) gore. and strangulation. thumbs up emoji #actually not 100% sure i can finish it tonight but if not i need to make enough progress that it can be done before sunday at least #oh but i might need to push it bc i wanted to finish some art to pair w it. wait no i can just post that later whatever whatever GOODBYE

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dutybcrne · 2 months ago

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You've heard of the hc I brought up of Khaenri'ahn eyes glowing in the dark. Alternatively get ready for:

Khaenri'ahns eyes glowing by they are happy/excited

#☆ ┆ ( .ooc. );#//Thought abt it bc I saw a Churin fanart with his pretty eyes aglow #//And thought; man Kae would look SO pretty with his eyes all glowy after putting sb through a Situation #//bc he got all overeager to catch a stray Fatuus or Treasure hoarder group and set off MASSIVE dangerous traps/obstacles left and right #//You can almost see the light trialing from them as he moves to confront the threats and target(s) alike; teeth bared in a big ol grin #//On the softer side; Kae's eyes being all glowy when he gets pleasantly surprised by sb he likes #//Accenting the little red tinge on his face as he tries to play it cool; but try as he might; there;s NO hiding it #//Deffo is easier to notice said glow by lamplight than broad daylight; even if subtle #//But I do like there beinga subtle enough difference to tell it even still #//Almost like their eye color gets a little clearer; or shiny like a polished gem or smth #//The distinction can even work with the first idea #//One a softer subtle glow; then brightening with joy/excitement #//The latter of which can DEFFO be quite jarring; esp paired with say Kae's lil habit of testing/putting ppl under duress during missions #//Deffo is SO easy to read his mood like this in a tavern; IF you know what to look for #//can't be helped; so he's gotta distract others from his eyes with more incentive by other means as he sees fit #//Be the rest of himself or frequent animated gestures

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jensownzoo · 6 months ago

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First cucumber seedling up.

Now begins the vigilance.

#my war on cucumber beetles begins again #here's hoping that i waited long enough that any have fucked off to other pastures #they'll be completely surrounded by french marigolds and nasturtium which i've been told will help hide them #got luffa started in the back to help distract them from the front #hopefully won't have to use the fungal-promoting net bags this year #if so i'm going to have to hose them down with some sort of fungicide first to get rid of last year's spores #i planted 'green dragon' and 'beit alpha' and 'suyo long' this year #the seedling is a 'green dragon' which i used as a trap plant last year #and it held up remarkably well for an unexpected amount of time against a massive onslaught #cucumbers #gardening

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beeapocalypse · 4 months ago

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grinding my teeth

#i cannot look at ppl fulfilled and happy experiencing all that i want i need to hide from my desires to blunt the pain of never being--#--able to achieve them. CHRIST i dont want to be a bitter ass i really dont #not just the pure expressions of self stupid shit like homes with plants at every window and beautiful press on nails and color--#--coordinated outfits have me gnawing at my own fingers to distract myself from the bite of desire #its okay its whatever i just dont have that lot in life im not enough of a human being to be able to assert myself or live alone so i will-#--just stay this idiot girl until i die

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achingly-shy · 7 months ago

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“i am a gentleman” (thinking most un-gentlemanly thoughts)

#geo rewatches bridgerton #she has done nothing it is you you have made this match impossible #but i am leaving for india!#AND IT IS NOT FAR ENOUGH #do you think that there is a corner of this earth that you could travel to far enough away to free me from this torment?#i am a gentleman!!! my father raised me with honor but that honor is hanging by a thread 🧵 that grows more precarious with every moment #i spend in your presence #you are the bane of my existence……………………….and the object of all my desires #night 🌙 and day ☀️ i dream of you #and what i- do you even know all the ways a lady can be seduced? the things i could teach you…….#i *did not* ask for this #to be plagued by these feelings #hiding from my sister…#being driven to distraction every time *you* enter the room #then you agree….it is insupportable #impossible #if i wed your sister it will bind me and you for eternity and i will spend every day of my marriage wanting you…dreaming of youuuu dreading #the day when my last thread 🧵 of honor finally snaps #is that the future you want for us? for your sister?#i must go (as he inches closer to her)#*runs down the stairs*

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quietwingsinthesky · 6 months ago

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funniest thing about even is that if ten had taken them to a pride parade, because of their whole. Everything. they would have no idea what is being celebrated or why. but they would be so happy to be included

#sorry. sorry. thinks about even getting very overwhelmed by the Everything and running off to hide.#and some people notice and follow and sit with them and distract them by drawing little flags on their cheeks #the doctor eventually finds them and theyve been chatting for a while sayinf stuff like :D yeah i wasnt allowed to pick my own clothes #before i left home but now i have so many to pick from! vague enough experiences that the other queer people around them empathize and share #their own anecdotes. they’re making friends 🥺🥺#someone is going to feed even a brownie or something with weed in it and get them high for the first time and they wont even know because #all they know is that theyre very happy and evryones being very nice to them and there’s a lot of overwhelming color and noise but the #doctor is holding their hand so they dont get lost again #even later (still high) (leaning on the doctor’s shoulder): i like it here :) we belong here. it’s nice. :)#ten: well give or take a hundred years you’re still human. of course you belong. fit right in. you’re getting facepaint on my coat.#even: no im not (<- they are) but. we belong. both of us. they like you too.#doctor: No. No. Where I belong… that’s very far away now.#Even: oh. ….can you only belong one place at a time?#Doctor: …… (<- doesn’t want to answer. assumes even is thinking of the ship they left behind.)#Even: i guess i dont belong here either. (<- is thinking about the tardis.) but it’s still nice. visiting.#doctor: it is. yeah.#(seconds pass)#even: also doctor. what does gay mean?#doctor: what do you mean what dOES GAY MEAN-#[hard cut to credits]#dw oc #(even couldnt tell anyone what labels they use btw because they dont know so the person doing the finger painting gave them the enby flag #on assumption and the lesbian flag on the other cheek because it matched their hair a little)

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fragmentedblade · 9 months ago

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Not to be a jingfu on main, but it's so cute that Jing Yuan thought of Fu Xuan with those jelly beans

#me: the Xianzhou characters are all just coworkers #also me whenever anyone is shown to be fond and have intimate knowledge of some other character: awwww #Like Fu Xuan and Jing Yuan playing starchess and teasing each other or making a reference to things they like #or Jing Yuan talking about young Yukong #Quingque apparently disliking Fu Xuan but obviously that not being the case‚ knowing what she likes and how she thinks #Fu Xuan hiding that she has a sweet tooth but Jing Yuan and Quingque knowing it and teasing her for it #I don't know. There are a lot of instances of these small intimate details in the middle of what looks like a coworker relationship #Good coworkers‚ but coworkers nonetheless #And ironically it moves me so much? Even more so than Belobog. I've been told several times that Belobog seemed more tight. And I agree #In Belobog people were friends or family or companions but linked by something closer than mere coworkers with Wildfire #Even Sampo in the Underworld was strangely 'theirs'. He had the magenta colour of Wildfire and he was trusted to some extent #The Luofu characters don't have that. And yet the fragments of intimacy scattered through their interactions move me a lot #These are people who have known each other for centuries. Jing Yuan knows of Yukong's youth‚ its joy and grief #He knows Fu Xuan has a sweet tooth and teases her about her height. Quingque does too #Fu Xuan chastises both of them for being lazy but she knows they're smart and good at their job. She plays starchess with Jing Yuan #Quingque mocks Fu Xuan for being a workaholic but is very aware of the weight she carries both in her position and ideas about destiny #I won't mention Yanqing and Bailu because there is obviously more than a coworker bound when it comes to them #But yes I love the moments of intimate knowledge scattered through the Xianzhou‚ so telling of the fact that these people have known #each other for longer than several human lifetimes‚ and that perhaps they don't necessarily regard each other as more than their coworker #But perhaps that's enough in order for them to care. Perhaps in a lifetime over one thousand years the intimacy gained with a coworker #through several centuries is something beyond what we could understand in our decades lifespan #But also‚ perhaps‚ I don't know. Also‚ perhaps‚ the do care beyond coworkers in that strange line between work and friendship #Perhaps it's strange for Xianzhou natives to tell apart that kind of relationship after so much intimacy and knowledge through the years #And perhaps‚ once again‚ as it often happens for them‚ they think they'll always have enough time to tell; until they run out of it #They play chess together. Quingque can lose time because Fu Xuan can't stay mad if she brings her sweets. Are they just coworkers?#We play chess. I know what tea and sweets you like best. I brought them today since you would indulge me and play starchess with me #Thanks for playing with me‚ I'm running out of book puzzles. You keep divining my moves but I'll invent a fake story to distract you #Are we coworkers or something more like friends? Where is the line after so many years?#I talk too much but I love this charged nothingness haha I find it ironically so true to how many relationships in real life develop #And I find it so moving‚ that representation of this endearing smallness of everyday life. Of these small things is life made

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willowfey · 2 years ago

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what do u do on days u wake up feeling empty and the only things that stir smth up in ur brain and body are memories of times/places that are long gone…. like what am i supposed to do with that….. i don’t feel like a person today i just wanna wake up in my childhood bedroom and smell the way it smelled in winter but i can’t do that so i just go through my day feeling vaguely nauseously unsettled and untethered…. and that doesn’t feel fair but i don’t know what can be done about it

#i know i sound like a broken record but i miss my trees. i miss feeling like i’m home. i miss feeling safe in my body.#i miss the owls and doves that fill the morning by my grandma’s old house and the smell of the co-op and the river #and the way the mountains look surrounding the valley. protecting me.#i miss the feeling of my hands on the window in winter and reading my favourite books for the first time i miss chris i miss my old bed #i miss myself. i feel like i’ve been lost for years #sometimes i wake up distracted and i fill my brain with anything i can find and i cheat the system and i feel things #for a little while. if i keep moving fast enough i forget that i’m lonely. i forget that i’m lost #but sometimes i stop and it catches up to me and i have to sit on the floor #sometimes i realise how far from home i am in every sense of the word and i feel like a child lost in a supermarket #except this time no one is coming to find me if i just stand still #i wake up and everything i can think of that would make me happy is a mirage #i wake up and the music isn’t enough and i want to start pedalling backwards and i feel like i’m floating very fast downstream #and there’s a waterfall looming somewhere in the distance and i can’t grab a log #im not gonna fall off. nothing is ever bad enough for anyone to worry about me drowning. but i am still very wet and very far from home #so what. do. i. do. ?#when i was a kid we lived in a house that had a very large oak tree out front (this was before the house with the willow tree)#at the base of the oak tree was a small fairy pond. we moved in during winter and it was frozen solid and u couldn’t see anything in it #but come spring it melted and we discovered the fairy pool was chock full of marbles of all colours and sizes. hundreds of them.#it was so thrilling to know they’d been waiting for me all winter to find them in the warmth. where are the marbles now #is anything waiting for me? is anything hiding in the frozen pond?#@the universe: i need a little help now pls. pls send me something small and colourful i wasn’t expecting. hundreds of them. or just one.#i am open to it all #because i can’t go back in time and smell my childhood bedroom in winter. and i will not go over the waterfall. so bring me marbles #~ signed yours truly. ps tell the trees i’m still the same

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theysangastheyslew · 2 years ago

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Every few days a clip of DYH winds up on my dash or tl and I'll try to rewatch it with fresh eyes and an open mind but each time it falls flat and winds up leaving a bad taste in my mouth. It's so frustrating because I want to feel it deeply, I want to like it as much as possible for what it is but.. it evokes so little emotion and lacks so much heart and knowing that THAT is how the scene will forever be remembered is just salt in the wound.

#le me #rantings #snk #levihan #s04p03 #sorry im just crabby right now i guess #you cant hide that kind of botching with a big damn hero moment from me #flashy animation isnt enough to distract me from all the glaring issues nice try #delete later

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swamp-cats-den · 1 year ago

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#oh great woke up at 5 am cause of back pain #made a mistake of trying to distract myself scrolling through the hellsite #and stumbled at yet another post using Ukraine as 'not genocided enough genocide' compared to Palestine #cause the number of death is 'lower'#reblogged by a person who at least used to be supportive #if you reblog such stuff don't fucking pretend you ever gave a fuck about Ukraine #cause if you did you would know that we gave those figures based on different calculations #I'm sure that Palestinian numbers unfortunately reflect the reality #our do NOT cause they are ONLY the number officially counted and verified by the UN #that does NOT cover the occupied territories cause it's impossible to monitor those and russia is trying to hide their war crimes #according to the local authorities (that's what we take with Palestine) around 25 000 were killed in Mariupol alone #that's ONE city #that's 5% of its population #but I also have a question #why the fuck you're daring to compare the numbers of killed in the war #when the number of your murdered civilians is literally zero #cause your country is not being invaded #shut the fuck up #so here I am crying out of anger in the middle of the night #oh and Kahovka we have no idea how many drowned #russians weren't letting people evacuate

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whatudottu · 2 years ago

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It’s been a while since I’ve drawn traditionally, and I’ve drawn fucked up radiative deer (prypiatosian-B) locked in combat with another significantly less opportune fucked up radiation deer being eaten by radiotrophic spider fungus: full bloom form (the colloquially named prypiatosian-C)

Yada yada that one deer found with a decapitated enemy locked antler to antler, something something my pre-established prypiatosian-B headcanon where they - in dire need - dissolve their solid radioactive bones for more energy, the skull would be the very last thing to be eaten because it is the one collection of bones that actually protects something. You know a B is desperate when you see them smash their head against another or like the zombie virus deer, against a rock, in an effort to eat up the radioactive material spilling from the seams.

#prypiatosian-b #prypiatosian-c #ben 10 #fanart #horror #body horror #graphic descriptions of violence #ask to tag #i was using my sketchbook to try and design up an appropriately spidery fungusy decomposer alien- but then i got distracted #distracted by an idea i’ve had for eons now but distracted nonetheless #if you get p’andor to play last of us and he gets far enough to see a fungus you might see him straight up tap out #because that fictional world is in part reality to prypiatos where the unsheltered (both in home and in shell) nomadic Bs are just kinda…#vulnerable- susceptible- anything really to the Cs #As probably are like humans in the sense that they’d eat funguses at the very least #but like humans- if an A finds themselves eating a spore of C well #imagine being eaten from the inside out #you can visually see a bloomed B- nothing to hide #but a bloomed A? C’s intelligence and A’s exoskeleton may convince another that they’re just as alive as before #and not another case of spidersman (spiderman made out of the millions of spiders that ate him)

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