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Who gave him the right to slouch provocatively like that while his boss is laying half dead 5 feet away
#also jenny being sad and scared for him is adorable#and the hint at something she said in paris..... was it i love you?#to which he responded 'that'll be the day'#ncis#hiatus part 1#jenny shepard#tony dinozzo#leroy jethro gibbs
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Thank you all for an incredible 500 days of love and support. I offer you: answers to questions that no one has asked.
(As always, more can be found in the tags <3)
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#a-qing#jin ling#wen ning#jiang cheng#âHey wait this feels like there should have been way more content for questionsâ Yes. There was.#I was not strong enough to redraw *all* of what was lost. Rest in piece the original (lost to tea related accident)#But I'll tell you all the fun other things that would have been drawn out right here in the tags!#Did you know my longest posting streak was 61 days? And my longest hiatus was 6 days?#Did you know I missed posting on 92 days of those 500 days - meaning I posted 82% of the time on a daily basis?#I'm normal about collecting data. I have so much data on this blog for normal reasons. I'm also so normal about art. The normalest.#Honorable mention for the character rankings: Lan Wangji! for âMost improved in rankâ.#Sorry Lan Wangji fans but until the audio drama I honestly was...pretty indifferent towards him.#I think a huge part of that was due to the fact he's constantly paired up with WWX; who has *so* much charisma and steals the scene#But I've really come to like him a lot more since starting this project. He rose from mid-tier to being in the top ten!#Dishonorable mention: Nie Huaisang. Who fell out of number 1 spot and out of the top 5.#He just hasn't shown up a lot! And my rankings are fickle! They will probably change once I finish the third season!#My favourite comics are: A lot of them! And the ones I have yet to make!#I'm very sleepy at the moment while writing this but I do want to give a huge shout out to YOU.#Yeah! you reading this! Thank you! If you've been here since the first week or just started reading: THANK YOU!#If you've only ever lurked and never even liked a single post but still read my comics: THANK YOU!!#In creating this blog - I have found 500 days of more happiness that I could have ever imagined.#Thank you for joining me on this journey. Thank you for giving me your time and your support.#It means more than any 'thank you' could say B'*)
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fairest of the fair
#hi! im alive and back and etc.#six the musical#six the musical fanart#katherine howard#thinking of that post going 'i think eventually you become the person you needed most' and like maybe that's the thing with my art#this started out as a redraw and <improvement meme> i think i've finally reached the stage where i'm making the things that my younger self#aspired to create. like i can do this now! i've reached That level of technical skill! tiny me would be so proud. it's very gratifying#redraw from august this year actually. i've made a surprising amount of improvement HAHA maybe it was the adamandi stuff getting me#back into digital rendering. i think that obsession has quietly slipped away but yknow. one never truly leaves a fandom. just less intensit#also speaking of old fandoms! we're back with the six stuff haha. as of writing i'm in the midst of blog revamp- figuring out how to chill#multifandom status doesn't mean ditch all the old stuff ! but i do feel much freer and less stressed. i think hiatus has been good for me#notes on this piece particularly: redraw about cutting hair and thinking of the lyric above. also lowkey &j ref + pinterest poem excerpts#of female suffering. and maybe a dash of amanda heng let's walk inspo. this work is really just full of contradictions..#1. the mirror and cutting hair as an act of self liberation 2. the & is part of the lyric but also a nod to &j (in another iteration it was#pink but the white looked better) and like. &j is really all !!! girl power!!! etc. and i was like hmmmm. also matching pink shiny aes#3. the frame as a cage; the mirror as a self reflection idea (ie. saville's propped insp) but also as a sign of vanity. 4. sparkly costume#and pretty pose- read one too many poems about women feeling like they have to be pretty even in their suffering. something i wanted to#explore. and also in 5. the show itself... all you wanna do is. despite all the dancing and pink and sparkly the content of the song is#darker. and even though it's a story of her suffering it's still presented as a shiny fun pop song and ajshdhfhfh ok... 6. the lyrics fall#outside the frame. sort of a caught inbetween. sort of a trapped in the narrative and yet#within the frame it's all. vaguely handwavy breaking free vibes. like i said contradictions?#7. cutting off the long ponytail vs the pull my hair lyric at the end. yeah#8. the blocked off & looks a bit like scissors. positioned to cut right at the neck#anyways yeah irl remains hectic! but if i get around to more doodles they'll appear here :)
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hellooo, I hope you're feeling well! I was wondering however if ouroboros was still being worked on or if it's on hiatus. Hope I wasn't rude in asking
I don't feel it's rude, after all, I have been keeping the development close to my chest. It is still being worked on, edited and transferred into renpy with graphics and soundbytes galore! However, right now, since about three weeks back, I left my partner of 8 years in the middle of the night with just a change of clothes, my dog, and a laptop. I'm struggling hard but putting on a brave face-- right now I'm coming up with a concept of something else to work on until I get a proper apartment and can get my stationary PC back so I can get back to work on ouro. I'll make a proper post about it tomorrow, so keep an eye on this space!
#ouroboros-if#interactive fiction#in all honesty i forgor the password to the louroth tumblr so ill just stick to my personal for now đ#everything is up in the air. i cry all the time. and when im not crying im writing. LMAO#it'll all work out though it will just take some time to get back on my feet#the ouro book 1 is like 65% done and a demo is even closer. i just haven't found a reasonable stopping point+ some of the most intense edits#and rewrites are in the first chapters and I've been wanting to finish the latter parts first so i don't have to run myself in circles tryin#to line everything up properly. yk?#im so grateful for my patreons for being willing to support me because money is such an issue rn. if I can't make it monetarily on writing i#will have to put it all on complete hiatus and go back to work full time#which I dread bc doggy daycare is so damn expensive. alas! only time will tell what happens next. tomorrow is a big day when i find out#what exactly i will have to do.#thanks for the ask nony<3 i have several other asks i will try to get to during the week!!#please block the 'ouroboros-if' tag if you don't wish to see them dear mutuals<3
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#9-1-1 on hiatus#just in time for game changer two part season finale starting next week#gotta focus#game changer#dropout#dropout tv
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wolfwren week day I | sparring + "are you following me?"
sabine hasn't been going out of her apartment much, as of late. she knows she really should, but she doesn't want to. the past couple of weeks have been rough; college and family wise. ahsoka and hera stops by every now and then, checking up on her.
well, more on ahsoka barging in with her spare keys, while hera actually knocks on her front door.
ahsoka and hera lives just across of her apartment, right on the same floor, just on the other wing. sabine, despite having dealt with ahsoka's multiple tresspassing offense the past weeks, is grateful for their close proximity to each other.
sabine doesn't think she can be truly alone now.
sabine rolls in her bed, huffing an exhausted sigh. she'd been awake since her alarm rung at nine, counting only about four or five hours of sleep. the little analog clock on her bedside drawer displays it's a little over twelve now, and she really should get up to eat something. preferably something solid.
her doorknob clacks, and sabine sighs a weak chuckle as ahsoka's voice echoes in, "oye, mija!!"
"aquĂ, 'soka," sabine drawls, half shouting as she stays slumped face down. she hears ahsoka locking the door and tossing the keys to her key bowls, and the unmistakeable sound of plastic brushing against fabric as ahsoka walks over to her room.
"dios, sabine," ahsoka sighed, sabine guessed from watching the current state she is in right now. or, her room, could be either or both. sabine felt the edge of her bed dipped, then ahsoka's hand on her back.
sabine hums against her pillow. "don't look at me with that look on your face, ahsoka."
"what look, 'bine?"
sabine shifts to lift her face slightly, side eyeing the older woman. "that look. like i need to be coddled."
ahsoka laughs, shaking her head. "i never thought you should. i know you don't." she pats sabine's back, gentle but firm enough as she says, "but, i am worried about you, mija. so is hera."
"don't worry, 'm fine." sabine drops her face back into her pillow. she knows that ahsoka knows she's lying straight through her teeth. ahsoka can't really be lied to, anyways. sabine is stalling.
ahsoka doesn't say anything, sighing. sabine guesses she has the usual sad-ish smile on her face. the bed creaks, and suddenly she felt ahsoka plopping on her back, making her groan at the sudden additional weight. sabine tries to get up, but ahsoka doesn't budge, only laughing at her attempt.
"ahsoka! what the hell are you doing?" sabine yells, falling back with a heavy 'oof'. "get off me!"
"i'm giving you a hug."
sabine grunts. "no, the fuck you're not! you're squashing me!"
ahsoka shifts, and for a second of false hope, sabine thought she was getting up from her. instead, ahsoka puts her entire bodyweight sabine, making the purple haired girl sink lower to the bed under her. "this is how i hug if you won't stop moping."
"gah! how the hell does hera deal with this?"
ahsoka hums, crossing her arm comfortably. "well, she doesn't mope, so she wouldn't know."
sabine grunts, struggling to rolling over so she wouldn't be on her stomach. she manages to partially shift her position to her side, glaring down at ahsoka. the older woman smirks back at sabine, whose face is flushed and hair wild from the struggle.
sabine shoves ahsoka away frustratedly. "you're pressing on my organs, you shit! ow!" she yelled, feeling mild pain when ahsoka's head is pressing below her ribs. "i think that's my fucking pancreas!"
ahsoka glares unimpressedly at sabine's dramatics. "like you know where your pancreas is, mija."
"it'sâ" sabine heaves through pushing ahsoka away, only to fall off from the bed ungracefully upside down, "wherever the fuck you just decided to squash." when ahsoka snickers from above the bed, sabine glares at her. "i'm gonna tell hera you bullied me today."
"snitch." ahsoka huffs, as she smacks sabine's legs on her bed as she gets up, walking out. "c'mon, let's eat. i brought your favourite."
sabine's head perks up. "spicy wonton soup?"
ahsoka shot her a look. "no. shrimp jibaritos."
sabine groans, and ahsoka merely shakes her head with a laugh as she exits sabine's room. sabine gets up from her awkward position, head spinning slightly. she sighs, stretching her aching limbs and back as she taps on a button. her curtains drew open, allowing sunlight to enter through her giant windows into her room.
she walks to her bathroom to freshen herself up, trying to ignore the tired eyes reflected on the mirror. when she gets out of her room, ahsoka is already sat on her couch, the tv set on a random channel, while murley sits on the armrest as the orange tabby cat gets lazy pats and scratches from her. the food is already sprawled on her coffee table, and sabine smiles a little.
sabine sat next to ahsoka, reaching over to grab the takeout drink, sipping it slowly. she mutters a small 'thanks', which ahsoka returns with a small hum. she eats in a comfortable silence, munching as she absentmindedly watches the tv. she can feel ahsoka eyeing her from the side, probably wondering the right time to ask her what's going on.
"tristan called me a few days ago," sabine starts, still half munching on the crispy jibarito. ahsoka tilts her head slightly towards her, silently indicating she's all ears. sabine sighs, before continuing, "the kid is trying his best, but my parentsâwell, my mom, reallyâdoesn't even see it. mom said he doesn't want it enough, and still insists i should be the one to take over the company. i don't even fucking want it; i never did."
ahsoka's face remains neutral, but her eyes exhibits something akin to a mix of pity and sadness. she doesn't say much other than, "i'm still here," to encourage sabine to continue on with whatever she needs to tell ahsoka.
"tristan is literally doing exactly what i did, going to business school while taking so much responsibility in the company. he does it willingly." sabine exhales with her eyes shut, calming down her brewing emotional turmoils. "he's doing so much, but my parents stays blind to what he wants and ignoring what i don't want."
sabine threw her head back against the backrest of her couch, her half-eaten jibarito still sat in her hands. talking about her family always makes her lose her apetite and will to do anything. on worse days, sabine teeters on the edge of returning home and does whatever her mother tells her to do, just to stop all the problems and be done with it. but, sabine knows that's exactly what her mother wants.
for sabine to give up running and living her life.
"sorry about the sudden rant," sabine sniffs humourlessly, attempting to lighten up the mood.
ahsoka shook, merely placing a gentle hand on sabine's shoulder in a way sabine known as comforting. "you're alright, mija. you know what you're doing. i'm here to listen to you, and be there for you when you need me."
sabine's lips tugs to a small smile, nodding. ahsoka is right, as always. it gets overwhelming for her to deal with this on her own, having ahsoka and hera as her closest supports makes her more confident in tackling her problems. to have them to listen to her, is something sabine will always be grateful of.
"thanks, 'soka." sabine leans her head against ahsoka's broad shoulder, resuming her eating.
ahsoka only hums in return.
even when sabine doesn't have much of anyone, she still has ahsoka. the puerto rican woman has always been on sabine's side since she was a teenager; maybe even younger. sabine always looked up to ahsoka, someone like the older sister she never had.
ahsoka left sabine's apartment a few hours after they finished eating and did a bit of cleaning duty. she promised to pick hera up from her workplace, and sabine made a teasing remark that they are going on date night, which ahsoka merely responded with a shake of her head.
sabine had taken a well deserved shower and picked up on some of her college works, keeping her busy past dinnertime. she initially decided against cooking, feeling far too unmotivated for the task. but, she'd taken a look inside her fridge, and, well, some of her groceries are starting to get closer to their perishable dates. sabine ended up whipping a decent stir-fry, fridge cleanout style, and had it while finishing one of her essays.
still feeling remnants of stress lingering in her systems, sabine decided to head to the gym down the block to flush it out of her body for good. considering the last time she worked out was two weeks ago, her body has started to get achey and stiff with lack of active use.
the gym was empty by the time sabine got there, safe for a number of people who are either still working out, or are about to finish. it made sense, given it's already closer towards midnight. sabine drops her items off back at the lockers, and head straight to start her workout regimes.
sabine drowned in the routine, missing the gym slowly emptying, safe for her and another woman. she didn't pay much attention to her, too lost in the rhythm of her exercise and music, assuming it's just the night shift staff. she couldn't help feeling her fleeting gazes reflected on the mirrors, though.
sabine was just finishing up her routine, passing the boxing corner as she walks towards the lockers, when she saw her again. unmistakable bone-white blonde hair that's cropped just above her sturdy shoulders, now tied to a tight little ponytail. her eyes meet with stellar greenish-blue, forming faint crescents as a small smile crept up her lips.
"shin, hey!" sabine calls, widely smiling as she approaches the familiar blonde.
shin gestures a smile wave back at sabine from beside the punching sack, levelling her breaths. "hey, sabine," she returned when sabine is in front of her, "haven't seen you lately."
"yeah," sabine chuckles, "been insanely busy. swamped the whole week in my apartment."
"ah," shin nods understandingly, a wolfish smile on her lips, "that's a shame. the other day, somebody had knocked down the punching bag. i thought it was you again, but unfortunately, it was not."
sabine laughs, head thrown back. "oh, come on. still wouldn't let me live that one down?"
"well, it was an interesting event, no?"
"for you!"
shin's smile broke to a grin, echoed by a deep laugh. "okay, okay. i'll let it slide. for a price."
"oh?" sabine quirked a playful brow, shifting her weight to one hip. "what may that be?"
the blonde trainer presents a pair of boxing gloves at sabine, "spar with me?" with another of her wolfish, lopsided smile.
sabine crowed as she grabs the blue pair of gloves. "alright, you wanna add a little bet?"
"a bet?"
"yeah, y'know," sabine shrugs her shoulders, "just to make it a lil' more fun."
shin places a hand on her hip, interested. "okay, what do you have?"
sabine hummed. she wasn't thinking thoroughly and didn't plan this far out. she should settle for something small and simple. shin was patiently waiting for her, so she replies, "if i win, get the best shawarma down the third block with me."
"shawarma?" shin repeated with a humoured laugh, "this late? really?"
sabine raises her arms, chortling. "hey, it's just the idea on the top of my head!"
"okay, okay. agreed." shin nodded, then quirking a brow at sabine, accent slipping as she ask, "and if i win? what do i get?"
"you tell me! what do you want, gata?"
shin's eyes shift up as she appeared to be thinking, and sabine couldn't really help but find this blonde trainer slash gym staff... strangely endearing.
as shin tilted her head up slightly, sabine can note the myriads of moles scattered on her face like stars. sabine also noticed the sharp slope of shin's jawline, and her high cheekbones that highlights her stellar blue eyes. she likens shin to a pretty porcelain matryoshka in her mind.
shin then decides, "i think if i win, i get to have your number?"
well. that was certainly unexpected for sabine.
"m-my number? you want my number?" sabine flushes, repeating it with barely any eloquency.
"oh, um," shin flusters, appearing awkward, "uh, i'm sorry, i think i was a bit too forward. i thought you... aren't straight. i assumed you liked girls."
sabine's bursted out, "oh! fuck, i do! i love women!" she cringed when she registered what she had just blurted out loud, her brain clicking much too fast. "wait, that's not what i meant. i mean yes, i do like girls because i'm not straight. i was just... not expecting you to ask about my number...?"
shin's ears are dusted in pink, and it really doesn't help sabine to calm herself down. with a shy smile, the blonde replies, "i just figured it'll be easier to find me if you ever need to hit the gym during my shift?"
"i agree," sabine laughs, entertained. "alright then. best of three wins?"
shin had already hopped onto the ring, smiling confidently down at sabine. "sounds good to me."
when they sparred, it's a lot more playful and less intense as their first time. sabine had picked up more of shin's stances and fighting cues, reading her better than the first time. shin is still as acrobatic as always, but sabine managed to keep up with her this time. at some point, just before sabine's muscles gave out, she cornered shin and pinned the blonde by locking her arms and legs with her own.
"wanna yield?"
sabine's lips were right next to shin's exposed ears, her arms locking the blonde's shoulders. they were both breathing heavily, skin to skin close on the boxing ring's mat. sabine noticed shin's face and ears flushed red, but didn't think much of it, assuming it was caused by the heavy breathing from getting locked on top of sabine.
shin, surprisingly, managed to handle herself out of sabine's lock. with a swift motion faster than sabine could've anticipated, shin had reversed their positions, this time pinning sabine down on her stomach with an arm on her back and another above sabine's head. with bated breaths and a triumphant smirk, shin replies, "do you wanna yield?"
sabine's brain is all scrambled; the way shin had pinned her down and the distance from the blonde trainer's lips from her ear aren't helping her form any thoughts or whatsoever. she could only tap her pinned hand on the ring's floor, signalling defeat. only when shin lets her grip go, sabine admits, "i didn't think you'd flip the switch on me. how'd you do it?"
"you had your tricks, i have my own," shin cheekily replies, skipping backwards to grab a water bottle. "you put a good fight, but that's one to one already."
"damn," sabine jumped back to her footings, head tilted in disbelief, "really? that fifth kickflip didn't count as my second point?"
shin laughs, carefully tossing the water at sabine. "unfortunately, no. i didn't yield, did i?"
sabine drinks the water, briefly remembering shin had drank from the same bottle as well, causing her brain to short-circuit momentarily. through her brain-fart she manages, "are you always this stingy?"
"only when i'm sparring with pretty woman." shin shrugs nonchalantly, lifting the bottom edge of her tank to wipe sweat off her face. the motion revealed her toned stomach, which sabine had to fight tooth and nail to not stare for too long.
"umâŚ" sabine began lamely, her mouth definitely haven't caught up with whatever thoughts formed in her lagging brain. she tries again, "so⌠i guess another stalemate, then?"
"looks like it." shin sighs, a small smile on her lips. "sparring you got me beat, actually. i would love for another round to see which of us could win, but i've got to clock out."
sabine, finally catching her charisma again, cheekily returns, "aw, shame. i'd love to pull your own little trick on you."
"you'll get your chance."
sabine stayed until shin finishes cleaning up and clocking out, walking out the gym with the blonde trainer towards her go-to shawarma place down the block. they exchanged stories, learning more about each other and their day to day's over two chicken shawarmas.
at the end of the night, after parting with shin at a crosswalk, sabine has a new contact in her phone.
and after that, sabine began finding shin in a lot of other places she goes to in the city. all by chance.
tuesday morning, at an indie coffeeshop downtown. sabine was there to grab a cup of coffee and the best (in her opinion) lox bagel within three mile radius. shin was at the counter picking up her order; a cup of honey cinammon tea latte.
(sabine told her the brown-butter croissant would go heavenly well with shin's drink.)
the thrift store two blocks down from sabine's. it was a friday afternoon and sabine was out looking for another heavy flannels because ahsoka doesn't seem like she'd return her (favourite) grey heavy flannels. just as she was heading to the jackets' aisle, she bumps into shin, who was trying out a patchwork denim jacket.
(shin laughs when sabine said that the patchwork denim jacket isn't gay enough for either of them.)
on a wednesday evening, sabine was just riding her bike towards a park, mildly stressed out and in need of a cigarette break. at the smoking area, shin was there, sitting with a lit stick twiddled in her fingers. when the blonde trainer met sabine's gaze, she laughs with a shook of her head.
"didn't think i'd find you in this janky park, too," sabine quipped teasingly, lighting up a stick.
"be honest with me now," shin replies with an equally teasing note, earning a humoured eyebrow raise from sabine, "have you been following me, sabine?"
sabine laughs out loud, head thrown back. "does it really look like i do?"
shin nods her head, taking a drag of her cigarette. "it does. so, are you?"
"i don't even know you smoked too!" sabine refuted, pointing at their lit sticks, smoke rising slowly. she tries her hardest to not stare at the way the damn cigarette sits so prettily in shin's slender finger. she then adds, "i swear, it's like i'm just gonna run into you anywhere."
"okay, fair enough," shin agrees, raising her hands, before cheekily saying, "but to be fair, i am eastern european. we and the balkans chainsmoke like steam trains, you know."
sabine chokes midway dragging her smoke, combusting a choppy laugh-cough. "shin!" when shin only mirrors her laugh, she nudges the blonde's shoulder. "you're ridiculous."
"sorry?" shin offered jokingly. she took the last drag before tossing the stubbed filter to the tray next to her, leaning down to meet sabine's face. "seriously, though. i don't think of you as someone who smoke as well. you okay?"
"yeah..." sabine exhales a huff of smoke, offering a tight-lipped smile back at her, before shrugging unsurely. "i dunno, 'm just been hella stressed. i usually hit this park after riding around at night."
shin shifts closer to sabine. "you ride?"
sabine nods. "custom made triumph."
"wow, you're even more ukrainian than i am."
sabine laughs. "seriously?"
"oh, yeah. definitely." shin flashes a wolfish smirk (and by god, it made sabine's chest race because it's so unreasonably attractive).
"i think it's 'cause i'm gay, shin," sabine joked, which the blonde returned with a humoured chuckle.
"that much, i can see."
"so," sabine began, stubbing her dead stick, lighting another one she fished from the pack beside her, "why am i finding you in this janky ass park? you got something goin' on, hermosa?"
shin shrugs, contemplating. she then sighed, curt and tired. when she spoke, her accent was heavy, "college assignment deadlines catching up on my ass. i've got this... what do you call it? survey-based research paper thing... it's kind of hard to gather the right pool of people to ask. it's just that, really."
"ah," sabine understood, knowing exactly where shin was coming from, "yeah, i feel ya. i had that too for my statistics lecture back in my fourth sem. kicked my ass so bad for a week, 'soka had to search and rescue me from my own apartment."
the frown on shin's face dissipates into a laugh; carefree and sweet kind of chuckle, which doesn't really help much in easing up sabine's stomach butterflies. sabine's cigarette long forgotten, ashes falling softly from where it was lodged between her fingers, opting to study shin's face instead.
shin's greenish-blue eyes meets sabine's.
"quĂŠ lindasâŚ" sabine murmured under her breath, not really conscious or mindful about her volume.
shin smiles. "mmm⌠gracias."
sabine blinks. "you speak spanish?"
"not really, but i have a pair of eyes and a brain."
"iâ okay, fair enough."
shin tucks a stray hair behind sabine's ear, sending static down her spine. the blonde's accented voice was barely above a whisper as she says, "ŃĐş ПиНО."
sabine doesn't understand, but damn.
that did things.
well, shit, sabine thinks.
#sabine wren#shin hati#ahsoka tano#hera syndulla#tristan wren#wolfwren#herasoka#ahsoka#star wars#wolfwrenweek#wolfwrenweek2024 day 1#wolfwrenweek2024#oftenlywrites#wolfwren modern/college au#part 3#i has risen from the depths of hiatus#kickin' it off w something mild#watch me try to keep up and fail#on GAWD i cannot#my drafts are YELLING at me#shin may come off a bit OOC here#but thats bc i'm basing ivanna sakhno's as half of her characters#stay tuned fellas#...i think i accidentally used more than two prompts in this one#OOF#...anyways
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gave myself a haircut the other day and it made me so happy i had to spread the joy to my girl
and then i went ahead and made it canon!
feels good to finally figure out her hair and outfit timeline. only took me five years
#pillars of eternity#watcher axa#no outfit will ever quite match my love for ryona's breastplate...#o gods what if part of her soul was able to be rescued by berath because it was bound to ryona's breastplate?????#and taking the soul out of it destroyed it somehow which is why she doesn't have it anymore in deadfire#someone motivate me to finish anthem infinitum so i can start writing this#anyway you can read more about her first haircut in my poe1 novelization fic Anthem Infinitum on the ao3~#it's been in hiatus for over a year because 1. i had a baby 2. ran out of steam 3. i don't like the last chapter and want to rewrite it
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Good Cop Parent vs. Bad Cop Parent
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Where CANON and FANON collide!
New Buddie Fanfic Available in the "Good Cop Parent vs. Bad Cop Parent"
Part 10 is now available on AO3: "Good Cop Parent vs. Bad Cop Parent" - Chris asks his dads to sign his permission slip for a school trip but Buck, the good cop parent, signs it while Eddie, the bad cop parent, debates whether he should be allowed to go. Is Eddieâs hesitancy about the trip warranted or is it baseless?
"Good Cop Parent vs. Bad Cop Parent"
11.7K Words; Rated: Teen and Up Audiences
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Here's a snippet from a conversation Buck overhears between Eddie and Chris.
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As soon as Buck opens the door, at the sound of his husbandâs and sonâs voices, he tilts his head to the side because he can hear them and it sounds like theyâre having a heated discussion about something. Even though theyâre not yelling, itâs the tone in the words being spoken that causes him to pause and listen.
âIâm not going to sign the permission slip yet because Iâm still debating if we should let you go to San Francisco.â
He sighs, then replies, âBut dad⌠Buck already signed it and we talked about it during the summer, so I donât understandâ.
âYouâre right we did but⌠that was months ago and Iâm not sure if you going that far away from home is a good idea.â
Buckâs sure they havenât realized heâs at home yet, so he quietly sits his bag in their laundry/mudroom, then he closes the door, walks through the hallway that leads to the kitchen and thatâs where he sees his husband in his uniform standing on one side of their round wooden kitchen table and Chris sitting on the other side with a frustrated look on his face.
He wasnât expecting to walk in and find them in a heated discussion and since Eddie mentioned the permission slip, heâs positive theyâre talking about the trip to San Francisco thatâs scheduled for early next month.
âDad?!â Chris shakes his head in disbelief then continues. âDid something happen to make you change your mind?â
âNo. Iâve just been thinking about whether itâs a good idea for you to go on an overnight school trip that lasts for two nights.â
âHuh? Dad? I mean weâve talked about this and I need to go. Iâm one of the captains on the team and if I donât go thenâŚâ He trails off because heâs getting upset and he doesnât want to be disrespectful.
Buckâs standing there moving his head from side to side like a ping pong ball as he watches his husband and son go back and forth in their discussion. After hearing the exasperation and frustration in Chrisâ voice, he figures nowâs the time to intervene before one of his boys says something theyâll regret.
He walks over and stands on the side of the table and says, âGood evening family. What did I miss?â
What did Buck miss? đ
Also, why is Eddie reconsidering their joint decision to let Chris go on a school field trip to San Francisco? đ
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Bad Cop vs. Good Cop Parents
Parts 1-10 are available on AO3 and Part 11 will be available soon.
This series follows Dad!Eddie and Dad!Buck as they parent their two children, Christopher Michael Buckley-Diaz and Daniella Elizabeth Buckley-Diaz.
102K Words; Currently 10 completed works.Â
A multi-part fanfic series about Eddie and Buck parenting their teenage son Chris and their daughter Daniella. Â Usually, Eddie's the bad cop parent and Buck's the good cop parent but occasionally, their roles reverse. Also, as different situations occur, they are both bad and/or good cops.
"Becoming the Bad Cop Parent" - 7.3K words; Rated General Audiences: Â Or Buck gets a call from Christopher's school and for the first time he has to be the bad cop parent.
âGrowing as Good Cop Parentsâ - 8.8K Words; Rated: Teen and Up Audiences:Â When Chris makes it home after hanging out with his friends, Buck smells and unmistakable scent and everything that happens afterwards, helps him and Eddie realize theyâre growing as good cop parents.
âBad Words and Bad Cop Parents" - 6.0K Words; Rated: Mature:Â After Chris accidentally drops the âFâ bomb in earshot of Eddie and Buck, they have a family meeting and hijinks ensue as they work on eliminating âbad wordsâ from their vocabularies before they have an addition to their family.
"Grateful Good Cop Parents" - 9.2K Words; Rated: Teen and Up Audiences:Â Buck and Eddie are anxiously awaiting the birth of their daughter, Daniella Elizabeth Buckley-Diaz.
"Brokenhearted Bad Cop Parent" - 10.2K Words; Rated: Mature: As Eddie prepares to return to work, Daniellaâs reaction to his adherence of the LAFD dress code makes him feel like heâs a bad cop parent but Buckâs there to comfort both of them.
"Guys, Girls, Curls and Good Cop Parents" - 5.7K Words; Rated: Teen and Up Audiences: Buck, Eddie, Chris and Daniella all have thick hair but Buckâs, Chrisâ and Daniellaâs is curly and it tangles easily. Since Daniellaâs getting older, her hair is growing and Buck and Eddie have to find ways to not only comb and style it but they also need to find the best products to use.
"Both Being Bad Cop Parents" - 10.7K Words; Rated: Teen and Up Audiences: Buck and Eddie have to tell both Chris and Daniella âNoâ but neither child likes it.
"Guardianships and Good Cop Parents" - 15.0K Words; Rated: Teen and Up Audiences: Another work-related accident reveals Buckâs and Eddieâs parentsâ true motives regarding their relationships with their grandchildren, Chris and Liz. But how will they react when they learn legal guardianships have already been established and they donât include them?
"Bad Parents vs. Bad Cop Parents " - 17.3K Words; Rated Teen and Up Audiences: Buck and Eddie have confrontations with their parents again but after theyâre over, they will define the differences between bad parents and bad cop parents.
Parts 1-10 are available on AO3.
#buddie#eddie diaz#evan buckley#christopher diaz#the buckley diaz family#buckley diaz family#buddie fanfic#ao3 fanfic#911 fanfic#Fanonwriter2023 on AO3#Hiatus Reading#911 on abc#911 abc#Bad Cop vs. Good Cop Parents - A Buddie Fanfic Series#Parts 1-10 are available on AO3#Dad!Eddie#Dad!Buck#Chris has two dads!
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my five surviving braincells when something remotely good happens:
#in other news⌠wORK IS OVER PARTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#man. iâm s o tired. i canât believe i survived almost 2 whole years at this jobâŚ#huh. come to think of it⌠i started tling idol sengen before i even got this job lol. and iâm only 3/5 of the way through itâŚ#canât believe the idol sengen grind->hiatus->grind(?) outlives my time at [withheld] companyâŚ#i did end up spending a cool 20 mins cleaning out my work locker though. i found so many treasures i didnât even know i had in there#like. there was an unopened 3-pack of wet tissues a n d an unopened box of pens that i donât recall buying#and ofc the 3 random sponges i âliberatedâ from the lab. donât tell my boss lmao#w a i t now that i think about it i shouldâve taken at least 1 vial of (allegedly) carcinogenic sand for the memories. dammit.#oh well. whatâs done is done i suppose. i did receive way more chocolate than i could ever eat thoughâŚ#y. yeah. i guess iâll miss my coworkers (a little). they were fun to annoy every day. except for the new guy bc i donât like him at all lol#i have never met someone who lacked as much common sense as he. i think heâs gonna get canned before heâs able to resign on his own terms#dude could be spoonfed through every single step of the testing process and *still* mess up somewhere smh#but no. this isnât about him. even though he is the final straw that led to my decision to resign#hm. looking back on it now. i think i was pretty good at my job for the most part when it came to the things i could do#or maybe i was too good at it. like. to the point where even more experienced analysts were coming to me in search of help#prolly gonna miss being one of the very best (out of like a grand total of 10 people at the lab) at doing ftir-related tests#ehehehehehehe i wonder if that workstation will continue to stay as organised as it is now that iâm gone#a n d i wonder what my coworkers will do now that they canât ask me for ms excel help for the smallest of things lol#sometimes i just wanna tell them to g o g o o g l e i t ! ! ! when they call me over for it. but alas.#canât believe these guys know how to use c h a t g p t and not ms excel (despite having it on their resume) smh#omg wow this got long and incoherent sorry guys i think i need some sleep lol. idol sengen next week..#âŚmaybeâŚ? no promises though!!!!!
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jing yuan and yanqing are giving zhongli and xiao if the latterâs canon relationship was Actually fanonâs made up father figure/adopted child dynamic
#idkkkkkkkkkkkkk who looks at zx and is like 'you know what. this is a healthy parent child relationship'#like girl by fitting them into father son boxes you are actively making their relationship imbalance Worse#if you do that and dont shy away from it i respect that but if you say dad/son makes their relationship more wholesome or whatever like WHY#now i wont deny shippers might do that too but i see the dad son version so much i think im just averse to it by default#also because i think father son makes people actively Try to make their relationship something that its not and it erases a bunch of subtlet#subtleties in it. it's the nuanced r/ship -> entirely unproblematic and flavorless r/ship that i hate#also the number of people who'll block if you ship zx. like damn thats crazy you guys really think theyre father son (fake)???#at their peak they're like. 4000 year old guys who have too much history and repression and some weird entanglement of 'nah im bothering him#too much' and 'gotta protect him w my life' complexes. and then this devolves into theyre never gonna kiss until 3000 more years have passed#listen they just Contain Multitudes idc if you dont ship it just dont make it into dad and son and we will be so gucci#jing.yuan and yanqing are like different i think mostly bc yanqing is actually like a minor and jing yuan is also a normal ish person#plus the light cone and the abouts?? yeah this is an actual like adopted parent/child thing#also good or bad news i caved and am now playing hsr. the plan is to pull yanqing and then go on infinite hiatus in the game đ#JWKFLJWEK i dont think theres really any draws for me besides him. personally neutral on turn based combat and the open world isn't giving#the only saving grace i have rn is 1) ive gotten to the part where bron.seele is real and man theyre gay 2) trailblazer trio 3) tall female#mc 4) everyone has way better emoting abilities than genshin 5) su.shang's really cute <3#the story doesnt really interest me though its like cool but not mindgrippingly interesting#tbf i think genshin is the same way storyline wise (at the beginning) but the difference is that turn based combat isnt really my thing LMAO#ramblings!#zhongxiao#if you want to filter it out ??
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Hearing rumors that the second half of Dragons Rising will drop, in full, sometime in the fall. This is NO good for the Autism Economy.
#c'mon I thought we'd learned from Crystalized that dropping seasons in parts like that is a bad idea#do what TOH did! air all of season 1a at a proper pace then go on hiatus for like. 2-3 months and resume with season 1b#Idc if its 2 episodes per weekend or 1#I just want a steady release for once :/#ninjago#ninjago dragons rising#sigh
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Tiva in Every Episode!
Episode 3x23 "Hiatus: Part I"
Summary: "An explosion shakes the team, their trust in each other, and in themselves."
Word Count: 1,242
Tag list: @benedettabeby @earanemith @happygirl-0408 @hopeless-nostalgiac @indestinatus @loudlooks @mrsmungus @nicolem194 @putthekettleon @slippery-soapbox @tivafanfic @tivajunkie @tonysziva
#ncis#tiva#ziva david#tony dinozzo#my fanfiction#tiva in every episode#season 3#tiva fanfiction#ncis fanfiction#hiatus part 1
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Everyone's talking about Wish right now.... The only thing I can say about WISH.......let's hope it's like a Frozen 1 type thing. Where the trailers were ABSOLUTE ASS but then the film turned out really good. TT0TT
I mean.....there is a difference between the two. While the west got weird trailers that didn't matter for Frozen (Olaf vs Sven carrot thing), JPN and other countries got trailers that actually showcased the plot and drama in an interesting way.... And Wish.....well...... Wish at least gives us a villain and a part of an argument.....and I can't see that argument leading anywhere.....great tbh. So maybe not the best comparisons but let's hope for the Frozen 1 vibe!
Anyway I'm not liking what I'm seeing so far, but I'm hoping its better than the ass disaster Frozen 2 and Ralph 2 were. ;w;
#silly talks#disney#WISH#frozen#as frozen's first fan and the one that didn't care the trailers were ass......my heart goes out to Wish fans rn kldjsafkljsaf#'silly that's pretty bold of you to consider yourself THE FIRST frozen fan-" i drove that damn bandwagon y'all just jumped on later#no really around 2009-2010 i remember looking at the Snow Queen disney page wikipedia page to see if it finally got taken off of hiatus she#*off the hiatus shelf#i remember the damn day the announced Dinsey would take a crack a the Snow Queen adaptation again#then when they announced Kristen Bell for a character (super estatic cause i wanted to hear her singing even more after watching Veronica m#*after watching veronica mars)#The Snow Queen has been a fav fairy tale of mine since i was a baby so yeah I was excited to say the least TT0TT#and yeah 5 seconds into the movie (the day it released mind you! yes I was there I remember how dead the theater was) i was like 'I love it#I ended the movie and wanted to go back in too i loved it that much#safe to say I was BLOWN AWAY by how much OTHERS loved it esp after everyone was bitching abt it leading up to that film TT0TT#anyway love frozen 1 it's my fav#hate frozen 2 it's hot garbage I never felt more lied to by trailers than this movie holy shit#i'm like 8 rants away from writing a complete dissertation on how Frozen 2 completely misunderstood Frozen 1 in it's entirety#(note: I dont think F1 is perfect nor do I think it's a masterpiece I just happen to love it a lot uwu)#anyway I hope wish has a similar thing (sleeper hit release part....not a shitty sequel part)
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[Second Checkpoint]
Heidi, Hera, and their Arceus equal all sat together at the table. They had been catching up for some time, talking about the differences between Heidi's and Hera's world, while also learning a little more about their Arceus equivalent.
"You know," Hera chuckled. "Doesn't surprise me that Rayquaza still loved Zygarde to some extent. He's always been a bit of a flirt, especially before we were married."
"Yeah." Heidi nodded. "I'm happy for them, and for the relationship that they have going on with Rachel." She smiled. "Even if I was worried for Rachel's part when she was leaving."
"I'm happy for them, too," The Arceus agreed, "but I'm also happy for you and Nergal, Heidi."
"Huh? What do you mean by that, Lacey?"
"WellâŚ" Arceus got up and grabbed a bagel from the bagel container. "I know that you've been struggling with dealing with the divorce and Izanami's passing, but you've learned to move on in a healthy way, and with someone that you really seem to like. The relationship's kinda cute, too~"
Hera rolled her eyes. "...Despite the fact that she's kind of a jerk."
Heidi leaned back. "She's an asshole, but she's my asshole~"
"...."
"...."
Heidi glared. "...not like that, you heathens. Get your minds out of the damn gutter!" She rolled her eyes. "I know that everyone's worried about me considering that she's so egotistical, but Nergal genuinely cares about me and I care about her. Beneath that power trip of hers, Nergal is a great woman and an even better mother. Watch, when everything with Friede is behind us and when Nergal decides that she wants to settle down, everyone's going to be shocked when she turns out to be an amazing wife and coruler here."
Hera and Arceus looked at each other, looked past Heidi, and then looked at Heidi. They didn't know what to say.
"....I spoke too confidently about her, didn't I?"
They nodded.
"...And she's right behind me, isn't she?"
The duo nodded again.
Nergal giggled and leaned down. She kissed her girlfriend on the cheek before walking over to grab a bagel of her own. "Thinking about marriage already, hm? How flattering~"
Heidi rolled her eyes. "Even if we were married, I'd still kick your ass if you tried me, Nergal."
"I wouldn't expect any less from you~" Nergal walked back over to Heidi and whispered in her ear. "...But let's wait until after you defeat Friede to discuss that, hm?"
Heidi turned to Nergal and gave her a small kiss on the lips. "Whatever."
Nergal left.
Hera looked at Heidi. "Some keeper."
Heidi laughed. "I'll say."
Arceus smiled at both of them. "Anyway, the reason why I wanted to visit you both in-person today is because I wanted to give you both a checkpoint at the same time."
Heidi tilted her head. "Wait. Didn't you say that you were waiting until after we settle things with Friede for the next checkpoint?"
"I did⌠but something came up, and I feel like it's better for the three of us to talk together in-person about this," Arceus shrugged. "So, I guess I get to do everything earlier than I expected. Heidi seems to be producing a habit of that."
Hera chuckled and looked at Heidi. "Guess Izanami rubbed off on you."
Heidi snickered. "If only accidentally, I guess."
Arceus looked between the other two versions of herself. "Anyway--" She snapped her fingers, refilling each of their teacups instantly and serving some PokÊ Puffs. "I hope you don't mind if I don't do anything fancy today. I promised you both that I would tell you all the real reason for my appearance to the two of you the next time I gave you a checkpoint. Not only that, but Hera, since you said that Yukin was off the table for you, you wanted me to be the one to answer about Hel and Melony's true form. As for you, Heidi, you⌠wanted me to help you with Leah's final lesson that she gave to you about Resurrection via Reconstruction for your mom. Did I get all of that right?"
Hera nodded. "Yeah. You're the only one of your uh⌠caliber⌠that any of us back home trusts, so it would be nice to get some answers."
Heidi nodded. "And⌠it would be nice to see mama have a chance to see the world a bit more⌠even to interact with more of the family."
Arceus nodded, too. "Sounds good! So, tell me, which do you wanna start with?"
#pokecheckpoint#skypxllar#plot: second checkpoint#// HIATUS IS OVER#// time for part 1 of my 5 part return#// and the start to the end of the storyline hopefully#TAH#muse heidi#hera#verse: skypxllar
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thinking ab the scene where Dadan beats up Garp <3
#{ ooc }  â ă WENP reporter ă#tbd.#[ hi hello slowly coming back online   still on impromtu hiatus for a bit but lurking now#[ and still feeling Incredibly normal ab 1 (one) bastard peepaw#[ i have Many thoughts n feelings ab that scene though which will probably go into more detail on its own post at some point but just#[ shakes fist#[ garp feeling incredibly vindicated from it all bc he's so sick of being praised for helping murder his grandson#[ someone who Understands giving it to him     telling him how he fucked up!     biting shaking biting shaking#[ he needed that fr and he'll never forgive himself for it either even if he has no idea how to express it#[ he is soo#[ normal#[ thinking ab the   'there will be many things in life you won't want to do' part of garps speech when luffy was on the bridge to ace#[ during marineford     as well#[ and the way sengoku could tell and knew and--#[ head in hands#[ too busy to write replies these days but will Try bc muse#[ has been strong for so long....#[ shakes him
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Tfw your debating on rebooting two of your fics, meaning your debating on more shit to your non-existent update schedule and list of fics to actually work on publishing.
#its shattered sight and ninjas unite book 1 if anyones curious#shattered sight because honestly its taking me too long to do that fic#its been in hiatus for ages#and i think as a result i should just do the eps in parts#long process? yeah#but it works for me so far with my adventures of bannerman road fic#and also got some ideas for some changes to the fic so#and ninjas unite....yeah aint gonna lie#that one is for purely uncomfortable with some of the writing reasons#i like my angst but damn past me did go overboard alot#and also got some newer ideas for that as well
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