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firefly464 · 2 months ago

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Word Count: 2,049

Fandom: 3rd Life | Last Life SMP Series

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Relationships: Martyn Littlewood | InTheLittleWood & Rendog, Martyn Littlewood | InTheLittleWood & Scott Major | Smajor1995

Characters: Martyn Littlewood | InTheLittleWood, Rendog (Video Blogging RPF), Scott Major | Smajor1995

Additional Tags: Character Study, POV Second Person, Memory Alteration, this one leans into it way more than the other ones did, Only Winners Remember the 3rd Life | Last Life SMP Series, Martyn Littlewood | InTheLittleWood-centric, Martyn Littlewood | InTheLittleWood Needs A Hug, Canon-Typical Violence, 3rd Life | Last Life SMP Series-Typical Character Death, Martyn and his relationship with loyalty, Ambiguous Martyn Littlewood | InTheLittleWood and Rendog Relationship, you can really read it as /p or /r it works just fine either way

Series: Part 3 of Life after Life (again and again and again)

Summary:

Loyalty is such a strange concept. You don’t get it.

Well. That’s not true. You know how valuable another person can be. How having someone to watch your back can be the difference between life and death.

You also know that your life is far more important than theirs. If it ever came down to it, you would run away and leave them for dead in a heartbeat. You fully expect them to do the same for you.

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Or, an exploration of Martyn and how he feels about loyalty

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https://archiveofourown.org/works/62221153

Or read it under the cut :D

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Loyalty is such a strange concept. You don’t get it.

Well. That’s not true. You know how valuable another person can be. How having someone to watch your back can be the difference between life and death.

You also know that your life is far more important than theirs. If it ever came down to it, you would run away and leave them for dead in a heartbeat. You fully expect them to do the same for you.

So maybe it’s more accurate to say that you don’t understand undying loyalty. The kind that leads a person to throwing themselves in front of a sword for someone else. The kind that leads a person to getting themselves killed.

The idiotic kind.

The kind that Ren seems to think you have as he hands you a sharpened axe.

Well. No harm in playing along, right?

---

You never really intended to stick with Ren for this long. You were planning on ditching him as soon as things turned violent.

It’s fine. That option isn’t off the table. You can still get the hell out of here.

It doesn’t matter that your green life was just taken by a mob of all things, after you had stupidly refused to give up the chase. It doesn’t matter that you would have hunted Scar down to the ends of the earth if it meant you could get that flag back.

It doesn’t matter. It’s fine. It’s fine.

---

The coat that Ren gives you sits heavy on your shoulders. It weighs you down, filled with expectation.

You’ve already died twice for this man. You don’t know if you’ll make it a third. You know that he expects you to stay loyal, to stay by his side.

The insignia upon your back feels like a death sentence already.

You try not to think about how little the thought upsets you.

---

In the end, you don’t betray him. You’re never given the chance.

You don’t even get to die for him either. What a joke.

No, you get to experience the joys of watching Ren’s blood be spilled across the stones of the altar that he had built.

You watch as his body crumples to the floor. You can hear your own voice, screaming his name.

You’re almost at his side when the arrow pierces your heart. You don’t even hear it whistle through the air.

How fucking pathetic.

~~~~~

Loyalty is a weird concept. It’s confusing. It doesn’t make all that much sense to you.

You know that you’re supposed to be loyal to the Southlands, but that group was doomed from the start. You’d be an idiot to not prepare a lifeboat when you can see the iceberg in the distance.

So you create a backup plan. You meet up with those from the fairy fort. You’re not sure why them specifically, but it feels right.

You still don’t plan on doing anything stupid for them, but it’s good to have a backup.

Besides, Ren owes you! He owes you for saving his life from that stupid fire.

You still don’t know why you did that. It was a dumb decision, you could have easily gotten yourself killed in the process.

You ignore how natural it had felt to run to his aid. How throwing yourself through the flames had been easier than breathing.

You have to ignore it. Otherwise you might go insane.

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You’re the last one left. You’re left in the crumbling facade of the place you once called home.

They’re gone. They’re all gone.

You shouldn’t care this much. You shouldn’t be this distraught.

You had seen the iceberg from a mile away. You had prepared the lifeboat, you were ready to bail.

And yet… you had stayed. You didn’t abandon ship.

You’re such an idiot.

~~~~~

Loyalty is fucking stupid. That’s the conclusion that you’ve come to.

What’s the point of having a soulmate if they abandon you the second you mess up? Aren’t they supposed to stay by your side? To help and support you? Make sure that you don’t die?

They’re most certainly not supposed to tell you to fuck you off.

And ok fine, you probably didn’t help when you pushed Cleo off a cliff and got you both killed, but how were you supposed to know that there was a ledge there? Honestly, you fail to see how this is your fault.

Besides, you had died too! So it’s not exactly fair to completely blame you.

You try to make a backup plan. You meet up with Ren and Pearl, try to create a new alliance.

It’s the perfect group of people! The two that have been disgraced and abandoned by their soulmates and… Ren.

For some reason.

You’re still not entirely sure why Ren is included in the alliance, but it feels like the right decision. You barely know the guy, but you feel like you can trust him.

It’s probably a stupid decision. It’s probably going to get you killed. You think you might ok with that.

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In the end, you’re forced to return to Cleo’s side. You don’t want to, and you’re pretty sure she wants it even less, but you have to do what you have to do to survive.

With everyone on red, it’s not like you have much of a choice. You need someone to watch your back if you have any hope of winning.

You would go back to Ren and Pearl, but you have no idea where Pearl is, and Ren is—

Gone dead he’s dead and you couldn’t do anything to save him you didn’t even get to see him die you didn’t even get to give him a burial you failure how dare you abandon your king like this—

Well. He’s not here. That’s what’s important.

So. Cleo it is.

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When you die, it’s alone. You’re huddled in the secret passage underneath the snow.

It’s cold.

You wish you could say that you’re surprised Pearl turned on you. You’re not. Of course you’re not. You would have done the exact same. No point in pretending like you wouldn’t.

You’re not that stupid.

~~~~~

Something’s wrong. Something’s broken. Something isn’t right.

You can feel it the second that you open your eyes. Someone has tampered with the world's code with your code and no one else seems to notice or care.

Why don’t they care???

You can’t help but let out a sigh of relief when the curse burrows underneath your skin. Hard to focus on anything else when every inch of your being is screaming out for blood.

But then you kill BigB and the curse is lifted and you’re left with nothing but the knowledge that some part of your soul has been stolen and you can’t even remember what it was.

It makes you want to scream.

---

You return to Scott, hoping that maybe being by his side will help soothe the ache that plagues you.

It almost works. Almost, but not quite.

---

You try to bring it up to Scott. Subtly, of course, you’re not stupid enough to reveal a potential weakness to the people who will be trying to kill you.

But you have to know. You have to know.

“I think something got messed up in the world creation,” you say, forcing yourself to keep your voice light.

“What do you mean?”

“I dunno. It just… feels like somethings missing, I guess?” It’s the only way you can describe it. “It’s like there’s a bit of code missing.”

Scott freezes. He stares at the chest he was organizing. The only sounds you can hear are the waves lapping against the island.

You knew it, you knew it!! You knew that it wasn’t just you!! There really is something wrong! It’s the only reason he would react like this!

But then he turns to you. And you feel your heart freeze in your chest. There’s no relief in his gaze, nothing that would imply he feels the same break in the world that you feel.

Only pity.

It fills you with rage. You want to claw the expression from his face.

“Oh… oh Martyn….”

You don’t bring it up again.

---

Scott tells you to kill him. He tells you that you have to do it you have to kill him. If you don’t someone else will and he’d rather it be you than anyone else.

You’d be a failure of a right hand man teammate if you didn’t.

You watch as his blood spills out across the stones of the altar into the water around you.

The water is so cold.

You swallow the sob that threatens to bubble up.

---

Grian and Pearl keep looking at you with the same pity that Scott did. They look at you like you’re a glass sculpture that could shatter at any moment.

They know. They know something that you don’t. What do they know what could they possibly know that you don’t?

You hate it. You hate it so much.

---

When you turn red, Scott is by your side. He gives you a red sash, embroidered with white, saying that he put it together in their spare time.

The fabric feels warm in your hands. It feels right as you tie it around your waist.

It’s a dumb decision. An enemy could easily grab it as you’re running away. It could easily get you killed.

You don’t care. You need to keep it close.

You can’t let them take it you won’t let them take it it’s all you have left of him you have nothing else you have to keep it close.

You’re not sure why.

---

Grian goes pale when he sees the banner around your waist.

Good.

---

You’re one of the last three left. Scott and Impulse seem to think that the best way out of this is a fair fight, that it’s the best way to decide a winner. You watch them toss their armor and weapons into a pile in the sand.

Scott and Impulse are idiots.

You don’t care that Scott has been your teammate since day one. You’ve known from the start that your life is far more important than his.

You’re not here to make friends and play nice. You’re here to win.

---

Their bodies hit the sand. The banner around your waist is stained with blood.

You’re crowned the winner.

Your memories return, and everything makes sense.

~~~~~

He’s not here again. It still hurts, but not as much as it did. Because you remember him now. You know what it is that you’re missing.

You tell Jimmy that you’ll stick by his side, but it’s more of a formality than anything else. You’re not about to get yourself killed for him.

There’s only one person who you would consider throwing yourself in front of a sword for, and he’s not here.

Jimmy doesn’t need to know that.

---

You hear a snicker from behind you as you’re working on the base.

“‘Big dogs’, huh?” Scott asks.

You pointedly ignore the look that you know he’s giving you. You don’t even have to turn around to see it. You can feel it digging into your skull.

You laugh. “I have no idea what you could possibly be referring to.”

It’s almost enough to soothe the ache in your soul.

Almost, but not quite.

~~~~~

You think you might understand why people chose to die for others.

The realization clicks into place as you open your eyes and—

Oh. Ren is standing next to you.

He’s back. He’s here he’s back he’s standing right beside you and you can hear him laughing and the sound feels like returning home.

He doesn’t remember everything anymore. He doesn’t remember the exact way that your hands had trembled when you cut off his head, he doesn’t remember the way that he had comforted you after your first death, he doesn’t remember the time that you spent together.

You don’t care. You don’t care even the slightest bit. He doesn’t need to remember the history that you once shared to know that you’re with him until the end.

Because he’s here. He’s climbing into your boat and sailing away from everyone else with you and he’s here and you can’t remember the last time the world felt this right.

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yuriyuruandyuraart · 7 months ago

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Hi? Gosh how do I even start with this :'D

I know it's been ages since I've last popped up on here. I've been debating when to post this for a while, but I kept adding to my draft more and more and now it's the end of JULY omgg I felt so guilty disappearing with zero updates but then thought my birthday would be the best day to finally address this considering it'll feel less random? idk but Ive always celebrated my bday with you guys and I'd feel so bad answering your kind asks without me at least explaining why I was gone for months.

Truth be told, I was dealing with a lot of stuff irl. health issues and sudden declining grades that left me stumped and drained for months now- along with technical issues like having to replace some parts of my computer that took a while for me to find to even draw digitally, which I didn't have the time for anyway with how tired and weary I felt every day.

I'm frankly shaken up by a lot of shit rn and I don't know how to be active online with this burden on my chest- Especially as it's been a while since I've even looked at utmv related content and my motivation dwindled. I swear I'd hype myself up to post or reblog something- but I'd see just how much I've missed or the overwhelming amount of posts I'd need to go through and I'd feel so swamped with exhaustion and most importantly guilt, for not clearing the air up sooner to reassure you guys that I'm, y'know, alive, and not dead in a ditch somewhere. And I'd procrastinate cause typing it all out is hard and I'd give up halfway every time and it's just not fair to you all!

I thought I was handling it well when I started going out and socializing more, instead of staying cooped up at home on my computer all day. and in the first draft of this post I made months ago I was gonna detail some of the fun plans I had, for my life and for this blog :D but relaxing my strict study schedule and letting go a bit of my tight routine, thinking it was better than wringing myself dry to keep it up, backfired horribly, to say the least.

I know right?? so silly to be hung up on stupid shit like studies of all things! but this is a very important thing for me considering my career plans and the competitivity encouraged by everyone I'm surrounded by, the pressure of keeping up adding to my already stressful days. I had to fix myself up first and I couldn't handle the strain nor interact with people and thinking of jobs and exams sapped my energy so much it's frankly embarrassing. writing this feels so cheesy too and it frustrates me to know I could've come back a month earlier if it weren't for that, but I also know putting all of this into words then would just sound like incoherent venting (not that this is very different tbf) and I wasn't in the right headspace to address my absence, or anything really- I didn't want everyone to see me return when I couldn't muster up a genuinely positive message, let alone talk to anyone with a shadow of my usual cheer

I feel like a complete mess and It drives me up the wall how depressed I've gotten. I debated deleting this blog so many times 'cause the fear of disappointing my audience and my friends, for lack of a more fitting sentiment, made me feel even shittier. I'm constantly thinking if this wall of text is worth posting, or if it's better not to burden you all with all my sappy troubles as if it's the end of the world. Trust me, I'll be fine. I'm not trying to dramatize this situation, but I don't think I'm up to pretending I'm all sunshine and enthusiasm you're all accustomed to.

So sorry for worrying you all! I'll try to catch up, deliver some missed birthday gifts, and answer some asks while I'm at it! Again, I can't state how much I appreciate your support throughout the years. It's frankly a miracle I kept any of you around with how much I keep popping and leaving at random with no warning. I definitely can't promise for my stay to be without a hitch, and if you don't mind an inconsistent schedule you're free to stay of course, but I'm afraid I can't sustain the pace I had when I first started this blog. I'll keep posting art, but lower my activity in the fandom sphere to reduce the strain on my mental health. so fewer rants and walls of text, more art, and less stress overall. Love you all and thanks for waiting for this long <3

#I'm not leaving the fandom btw! Just realized it kinda sounds like I will but I won't!#Still got my fem versions and some animations to spice things up in case I feel less inclined to draw my resident skeles lol #To the people that reached out before this thank you SO much!!!#I know this is not gonna reach many people considering my leave but i deeply appreciate it<3 #I wouldn't be surprised if people forgot why they even followed me in the first place with how long I've left this time Hhhh #There's some plans about commissions as well cause no matter how many times I fix this poor pc it keeps failing me lmao #And I wanna try my hand at it to feel less pressured and dependent on my academics :')#It's a scary thought and an even scarier process and idk if you guys will be interested? but that's for another post ig >:)c #muah muah ily all thanks for EVERYTHING cause I'd restart this blog all anew if I didn't have so many people that I'd miss around here >:'D #blah blah Yuri is back on her bs so get ready for some banger art!!#To any mutual reading this pleaaaase bear with me if I don't reblog your art immediately #cause I've been tagged on a few and I wanna give them five tags each at minimum and I don't know where to start HHH #If there's something specific you want me to see you're welcome to tag me In it but don't be discouraged I haven't gotten to it yet!#This is So long I'm genuinely sorry aughghg 😭

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marshmellowpaint · 5 months ago

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A skz au 💖💖

#made lil refs for them!!!!!!!!!! im super proud of them eheheheheh #Seungmin and Felix ate dirt btw cliffs are dangerous!!!#my art hhhh #stray kids #skz #oh god i have to tag them all one second #bang chan #lee know #seo changbin #hwang hyunjin #han jisun #lee felix #kim seungmin #yang jeongin

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huldrabitch · 9 months ago

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Ok I'm drinking and it's late, but imagine in DA4 Dorian has been introduced to Rook as this scary powerful magister by whoever. Then later Varric "pulls some strings" for Rook (he just sends a fucking letter he wants to sound cool) to have the magister meet with Rook because we need him to figure out something either with magic and his research, resources, or politically pulling string for us to be able to do something.

And then we finally find him and it's been a mess to get to the meeting point because it's by the border of tevinter because we have our team and Taash can't just valts in and it's just-

(Tiny artistic rendition bc I can't explain rn) You know?

#I know it's stupid but PLEASE I WANT THEM TO BE HAPPY #The chargers have taken a contract to protect a very important political figure ok. Not at all an exuse for bull and Dorian to meet up #He coudont have gotten anyone else to keep an eye out for assassins hehe #Like I know there's worlds Yates where bull is dead and shit and they're both romancable by inqie so this would never happen but hhrh #Adoribull Summoning circle i know it's not everyone's cup of tea but hhhh #Just #Dragon age 4 #Dragon age the Veilguard #Please just block me if my ramblings and doodles are annoying on the tag people #Dorian pavus i miss you😭😭#Iron bull i hope you and the chargers are doing so good🗣️🗣️

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espighty · 9 months ago

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Just to elaborate on why I think purgatory was enough of a punishment; I believe it acted as an "eye for an eye" for all of the lambs the bishops killed. In whatever time it took for them to be released from purgatory, I would wager that the bishops (collectively) died once for every life they took. And if that number was not equal, the brutality of the bishop's death loops would certainly make up for it. With the combination of purgatory, the mental consequences afterwards, and the newfound permanence of the Bishops' injuries/disabilities, I consider them to have served their sentence. I don't feel the need to torment them once they are indoctrinated, unless they give me a reason to. And I project this belief onto my Lamb as well.

#like dude stop punching please they've had enough. genuinely after a certain point you're gonna end up making them even worse people yknow?#I don't think a lifetime's worth of actions should ever equate to an eternity of punishment. it shouldn't work like that. plain and simple.#txt #cotl #cult of the lamb #and if you were wondering. this does apply to my personal Christian beliefs too.#do not try to lecture me about it. please.#sorry for being religious on main hhhh. let me bury all this underneath the sorting tags

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clouds-of-wings · 3 months ago

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mole4967992's Nightwish tribute dragons

from Flight Rising // #s in alt text

TARJA

ANETTE

FLOOR

TROY

EMPPU

SAMI

MARKO

TUOMAS

JUKKA N.

NIGHTWISH

...and...

LittleTuomas

You can find dragons based on Kai Hahto and Jukka Koskinen here if you want a full set!

#flight rising #nightwish #symphonic metal #finnish metal #hhhh do i have to tag them all now #tarja turunen #anette olzon #floor jansen #tuomas holopainen #erno vuorinen #jukka nevalainen #marko hietala #emppu vuorinen #troy donockley #sami vänskä

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marshmellowpaint · 1 year ago

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Finally caved at all the BNHA posting Gummy and Zaina have been doing 🤧🤧 have some updated character designs from my crazed BNHA days

#fun fact I ws that insane with it that I created two aussie-esque classes plus teachers PLUS three japanese and their families worth of ocs #all while only ever watching 7 episodes and learning everything from my friend and insta spoilers #man. it was wild #ANYWAYS they #bnha #boku no hero academia #mha #my hero academia #my art hhhh #thats all im gonna tag I probably wont draw them for another few years unless my beloved mutuals wish for something <3

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twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat · 1 year ago

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heyy ari!!

i hope you're having a splendid and enjoyable day today. wanted to ask a very important question‼️

what are your five current favorite songs and/or artists?

very curious to see your favs!!

- 🍒

HI 🍒 ANON !! it’s nice to meet u!! this is a great question…. i’m gonna b honest though when it comes to music i. kinda live under a rock? 😭 i didn’t even start thinking abt my favorite artists until a couple years ago… so that’s. a thing.

i can never keep track of my favorite songs but i do have a couple artists i love that come to mind!! :33 so!! in no particular order……

1/ yorushika

actually i lied yorushika is in fact my number one always and forever if yorushika has a million fans i’m one of them if yorushika has one fan that’s me if yorushika has no fans that means i am no longer on this earth. yorushika is a jpop/jrock band consisting of n-buna (songwriter/musician) and suis (vocalist) and they mean the whole galaxy to me their lyrics are so insanely good i use them for writing inspo all the time and in general they’re just?? so good??? their songs always feel so bittersweet and nostalgic and the instrumentals are soo incredible…. this is my favorite band of all time they fr changed my life i highly recommend checking out any of their songs/albums bc they have literally never missed. I Fucking Love Yorushika.

my favorite songs of theirs are blooming in that summer / hachigatsu, bou, tsukiakari / replicant !! :3 i have a million other favs but i’ll leave it at that..

2/ the front bottoms

i love these guys so bad i do….. i actually know literally nothing abt the band itself but i adore their songs and just. how scratchy and cool the vocalist’s voice is!! idk i’m not good at explaining it i just love their songs sm!! :’3 they have a very specific vibe to them that i can’t pinpoint but it does make me feel like a rabid dog so there’s that <33 if u have any form of daddy issues i’m sure u’ll love them (they’re also EXTREMELY stsg coded hello…)

my favorite songs of theirs are be nice to me / father / funny you should ask !! :3

3/ mitski

we all saw it coming let’s be real i don’t know a single queer jjk fan who doesn’t love mitski we literally owe her everything? jokes aside it actually took me some time to warm up to her songs, at first i only loved her lyrics but eventually i saw The Light. her songs have this specific melancholic vibe that i’ve never found in anything else and i eat it up every single time ….. i adore her instrumentals and her voice and obv her lyrics !! i resonate a lot with them AND i associate them w lots of jjk characters (especially sugu wbk he’s a mitski girlie).. i just really love her !! she’s Mother always and forever :)

my favorite songs of hers are goodbye, my danish sweetheart / a pearl / i’m your man !! :33

4/ ricky montgomery

RICKYYY MY ANGEL ON THIS EARTH i love him so bad. :( he makes me happy. his songs are so comfy so cozy so lovely i just adore them……. they’re very winter-y but also very summer-y i just love them a lot!! and i think his interactions w the jjk/sk8 fandoms are so funny he’s my emotional support artist i think i would probably kill if he asked me to

my favorite songs of his are cabo / california / line without a hook !! :3

5/ beabadobee

what can i even say abt her…. she’s my goddess i think. beabadobee is like mitski in that her songs just have this specific Vibe that nothing else has and it makes me yearn so bad… sooo nostalgic and vibrant i just think she’s so ridiculously good !!! her songs never fail to make me lose it entirely i listen to them often while writing too !!! they’re soooo catchy and wonderful <333

my favorite songs of hers are don’t get the deal / apple cider / cologne !! :3

#TYSM FOR THE QUESTION 🍒 ANON #i hope my answers didn’t disappoint!! :’3 i rlly am sooooo . idk unknowledgeable? when it comes to music 😭😭#but these guys are very dear to me <33 #WHAT ABT UUUU what are your favorites??? i’d love to know !!!#wait also honorable mention to madds buckley and mili i love them so bad too #im remembering all my favorite artists as im writing this hhhh T—T will wood too …#ask tag ✩#🍒 anon !! ✩

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bellpeppersand-beef · 7 months ago

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it was Faye’s birthday yesterday, so she can have a little a old man smoochin. as a belated birthday treat

#did I trace jet from my jetspike sloppy makeout meme redraw? MAYBE #did I not know what to do with the space below Faye’s chin and just. indiscriminately filled in the entire area with Jet’s beard? ALSO MAYB #my fanart #jetfaye #fayejet #jetxfaye #jet x faye #Faye x jet #fayexjet #fayet #(is that a tag anyone uses at all for them)#jet black x faye valentine #there. now absolutely anyone interested in these two can find this #which is probably like. literally three people on this webbed site but you know!!!!! it’s fine. luv u three freaks 🖤#traditional media #watercolor #hhhh I feel like the coloring is off on this pic but idk how to fix it ;;

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coridallasmultipass · 1 year ago

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Aaaaaa am hi gushing about DaveRose across timelines

Alpha Dave and Alpha Rose are like soulmates (and normally, and as an aromantic person, 'soulmates' is such a squicky concept and kinda terrifies me, but when I think about Dave and Rose and both Betas and Alphas both dying heroically together, I just... ohhhmygoddddd... it looks so natural.)

They're like the last ones standing before judgment day, and while they know they're gonna die, but they can face whatever comes next as long as they have each other. They can't imagine being in a world without the other.

In other ways, Rose is so good for Dave, like he can open up to her in ways he can't with anyone else. Yes, Rose is, of course, going to pick him apart and examine his insides (how could she not when Dave is so deliciously... Dave), but Dave is totally fine with Rose doing exactly that, he feels safe around her, and she's the one constant in his life, and so he actually kind of really likes getting picked apart by Rose, and actively seeks that out, because he can fully trust her to put everything back where it was when they started. It's like going in for a deep clean - it's gonna feel rough, he might cry a bit, but when he comes out on the other side he feels a little more genuinely himself.

Like, Dave can't do that with anyone else, Karkat doesn't know what to do with him if he opens up like it doesn't come intuitively when they're together, Dirk is a tinkerer especially with feelings he doesn't understand and therefore Dave still has to be on guard about opening up with him, Jade doesn't want to get that feels-deep in Dave, John doesn't 'get' Dave and Dave doesn't feel comfortable enough opening up to John like that even tho they're best bros, and, well, Terezi is Terezi.

Rose is the only one he can really trust with his entire being.

Also, since I'm the gayest motherfucker I know... Can I also talk about the big gay energy they both have, too? Like. On the surface, someone might be like, 'Oh, that's a plain old hetero couple right there.' BUT NO. THESE ARE LIKE THE TWO GAYEST CHARACTERS IN HOMESTUCK. (Umbrella term 'gay' bc Dave is bi/whatever, and Rose is probably also bi, but we only see her in the context of RoseMary, which is why I started out with mentioning Alpha Dave/Alpha Rose. But like, they're poly imo anyway. I can't see them being exclusive in any timeline. The Alpha situation is just isolating by nature.) BACK TO MY POINT, THIS IS A WHOLE ASS GAY RELATIONSHIP AND IT GIVES ME SUCH GAY FEELINGS AND I LOVE THEM SO MUCH.

(On the subject, uh, all the Stri-Londes are trans in my book, too.)

Rewinding a bit, Rose doesn't need Dave like Dave needs Rose. That's part of what makes this so special, is that Rose is there for him because she wants to be. It's fulfilling in a way that she isn't 'needed' by anyone else. What she doesn't realize is how actively good having Dave around is for her. He gives her a reason to live and fight and die for. It was fated for them to be together like that in every timeline.

Even in one of the most absurd moments of Homestuck, we see them fated to be together with the whole Jasprosesprite and Davepetasprite incident. (Oh, don't even get me started on Davepeta, I have essays worth of thoughts about how they're the most OP character in all of Homestuck...)

Actually, let's end it there. Lol, I'm tired.

#big gay ramble #OBLIGATORY: 'DISCLAIMER: i'M HI (HIGH)' TAG #daverose #dersecest #ShitPost.exe #Cori.exe #Post.exe #hhhh im tired just gonna post this now hopefully i dont regret in the morning #dave #rose #striders #i dont mean ship hate at the ships i mentioned i enjoy them all some more than daverose i just wanted to write it like that for this post

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mii-oc-stuff · 2 years ago

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Howdy :')

Heard you wanted to draw miitopia ocs so uhm heres ronnie

Idk if I made them too feminine or not, but here is Ronnie!!

#hand is covered up bc i messed it up so badly hhhh #but there they are!#art tag #miitopia oc #OH and if they r too fem- i can try to redraw them! (after all- i am practicing)

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ehnrat · 2 years ago

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i was also lookin up the full versions on the KHR songs and i saw that ponycanon uploaded one of my fav endings 3 weeks ago and HRMMMMMM

#ehn txt #ehn rambles #long tags #i have this khr folder i made years ago to put all the khr stuff #from videos to openings/endings to full songs of those to random screenshots i took to the character songs #ive just been listenin and watching them and im HHHH #RE-LIVING EVERYTHINGGGGGGGGGGGGGG #the way how i cried with the last episode and the ending song (Canvas) playing and i was like #'IT'S OVER ???? IT'S REALLY OVER ?????' SOBSOBSSS #i literally refused to listen to/watch the ending for a good while bc i would always get sad and tear up (i was a CHILD SOBS SOBS)#i don't think i ever cried over something ending since when i found out Hamtaro ended also (i was even younger cuz i was BABY)#the cure was watching a SHIT TON of AMVs and reading too many fanfics #anyone remember Vongola Crack ?#i tried to read the manga but it was so hard to find BUT IM SMARTER NOW AND I CAN #it's been 14-15 years since i got into it huh (standing emoji)#im gonna FROW UP #i remember tuning in WEEKLY on this old website to watch it when it was airing and GOD

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sysig · 2 years ago

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I like that you’re repairing peepers and awesome’s friendship theres just so much potential between these two

There really is! Obviously I like Peepers' dynamic with everyone, but it really feels like Awesome's was left fairly untapped, which, fair enough, of all the things to focus on lol

I also feel like their relationship has the most room for growth in either direction; like for example, his relationship with Hater or Sylvia feel fairly one-track - with Sylvia they're already combative but their chemistry would allow them to have a very nice close relationship :) And he's in love with Hater, so that one's easy lol

With Awesome, I think they could be really good for each other! Peepers is very "real" where Awesome isn't, and he'd be a good influence, and for Awesome to properly get close to him, he'd have to start taking him seriously which I think would sober him a little bit - Peepers is genuinely a hard-working guy and I think if he was forced to, Awesome could come to appreciate that about him :D Which in turn would be good for Peepers!

But there's also the other direction, if they ended up rubbing each other the wrong way, or betrayed each other, or just got tired of trying to be friends and decided being enemies (again) was easier - their relationship feels very tenuous no matter what stage it's at because they're just such different people, and that dance is part of what makes it so interesting to me ♪ Will they get along? Is it worth it? What would the alternative do to them? I think there are good answers no matter what they end up being!

Also this

#Wander Over Yonder #Lol #They have a wonderful contrast no matter how you take their relationship!#They have the range #I talked a bunch in my tags previously about Awesome's hedonism and Peeper's work ethic but like hhhh #They would be so good for each other if they got past that hurdle! But they're also fantastic enemies!#With Sylvia it feels like a game between her and Peeps - they're playing constantly #They play rough but I mean what else is a Zbornak supposed to do right ♪#I think she'd take way more offense if she ever thought Peepers was going easy on her (which imo does happen Sometimes but not often)#(Especially if he had gotten his S3 arc ;; Miss you every day)#My point is basically that even if he was to go another direction with his other relationships - he's kinda already there #Or would've been - S3 again ;;#There's just not enough screentime shared between him and Awesome for their dynamic to wholly unfold! It leaves a lot to be played with #Lot left on the table #And of course lol I'm not about to deny that the size difference is also quite interesting to me ♪ They contrast there as well! It's fun!#More Eyesome dynamics all over the place - loving and hating and barely tolerating! All of them!

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