#hhhh let's just Look at him Very Hard

[r0-boat]

Whb Amy Headcannons(+Sitri)

Random sfw&NSFW headcannons

Nothing pisses Amy off more than being treated less than his rank, He knows he's strong so he wants to be treated as such. You have ever are the only exception as much as he hates being babied You're the only one with the privilege In fact he craves it. It's like a wild tiger or lion purring and meowing as you run your fingers through his hair. He craves your touch and acts like a golden retriever when you're around. It pisses Sitri OFF because to him Amy is some vulgar animal that needs to be put down and here he was getting attention from the human he tends to be very possessive over.

Good Lord Levi would be proud from the amount of jealousy and envy seeping through him right now. And in turn Sitri gets more violent against him which probably disgusts you and babies him more. a constant cycle. Amy has caught on and is not helping citri turned his favorite teacup into dust from the way Amy smirked at him when you held him into your arms.

Scary dog privileges. He doesn't care if it's a king from another country or their subordinates. He will glare them down and growl like a beast only for you to turn around to see him smile pleasantly at you.

Sitri has deleted Amy's contact from your phone so many times that you've memorized it and has it written down somewhere.

As much as he cannot stand the idea Amy touching you he'd rather be in the same room trying to wedge his way in the middle then think about of what he and you might have done to each other.

Humans like gifts right? What do humans like??? He's never thought anything about love or romance and now that he likes you He's trying so hard to court you. Amy is not really good with words So the most he'll do is just give you gifts standing there awkwardly his face red and his eyes to the ground as he clutches of bouquet of crushed flowers in his hand. (He squeezed them too hard)

Absolutely melts for compliments when you say a compliment to him he starts brushing it off and degrading himself as if he doesn't deserve that compliment or he yells at you for being embarrassing. But he secretly loves it.

Is the kind of boyfriend that will let you do anything to him. Whether it be braiding his hair painting his nails or doodling on his hand. Piemon would be so jealous because Amy would never let him do that He truly does have a soft spot for you.

Amy is also prone to jealousy but his jealousy is not violent or intense hatred like Sitri's He just gets really needy and clingy hoping you would give him attention. Looking at you with puppy eyes. (Gehenna is just full of needy lap dog demons lol)

Nsfw

unlike Sitri, Amy is very gentle with you in bed out of a fear of somehow breaking you hurting your killing you. He will get better at this in overtime start treating your body more roughly if you want him too. When he had sex with Solomon He was not gentle and he tries to explain that you are not your ancestor. You are smaller softer and much different and he's afraid to hurt you.

Amy loves when you ride him, You're small human body squeezing around him as your hands scratch and hit him feels so good.

Yes it's no secret that he has a humiliation kink And he doesn't have enough courage to ask you to be mean to him like Sitri does.

Amy is Actually a little shy when it comes to sex. He looks at you as if this was the first time he's ever seen a naked body His eyes wide and full of hunger lust and wonder His large hands and fingers gently tracing over your naked body trying to memorize every little inch.

After he's first had to taste of you He could never go back constantly hard all the time thinking about you reducing him to a desperate mess reading into his blanket and pillows pretending he's inside you.

(Amy switch supremacy) from Tiny human over him treating him like shit hhhh please dominate him he'll be such a good boy for you too desperate animal fucking you full of his hot cum.

[gummyfang]

Hey, I wanted to let you know that I love your writing, your mind is brilliant 🫶

I don’t normally send in asks, but I saw that you’re open to writing for Anakin, and I was wondering if you’d be willing to make some nsfw head cannons for him? I’d especially love to hear your sub Anakin thoughts because I lot of the content I see about him writes him in a more dominant way (which is awesome, but I’m personally obsessed with submissive anakin)

Once again, you are such a gifted author, thank you for sharing your work 💕

HHHH THANK U SO MUCH FOR UR KIND WORDS <33 honestly I have so many specific interps for Anakin in NSFW situations so I'm excited to share my thoughts. NSFW below read more, duh

♡♡♡ |   ˗ˏˋ Anakin Skywalker NSFW headcanons  ´ˎ˗

Ok first things first I have some strong opinions about what he doesn't do, firstly his experience levels.

Because let's be real, if you're his partner in the first place, you're his first. Anakin is a space monk . The code he lives by essentially forces him into celibacy. Now, we know Anakin tends to discard those rules if he believes the situation calls for a different approach, but he can't do so without caution.

Also, I dunno, he seems so romantically ride or die I don't really see him as someone who'd sneak out and sleep around. Point being, his experience before getting together with you is zero.

He can't find the clit at first.

Be patient with him.

I will say this though, Anakin is an experimental person and not afraid to try new things at the risk of them not working out. This is definitely something that extends to the bedroom. He doesn't exactly have sources to get new positions from so he's just gonna tangle your legs around him in every way he can think of, all to find that new angle that he can fuck you that much better at.

And if it doesn't work, he would much prefer honesty over being told it's fine. This extends to everything in the bedroom tbh, safewords are sacred to him and he takes your comfort very seriously.

Now the perhaps more controversial take. Anakin is a switch for sure, but he has some pretty hard limits when it comes to either.

Dom Anakin

I cannot see him being into degrading you, honestly. Anakin loves you to death. You are ethereal to him. He can't cum with such filthy lies in his mouth.

Nahh Ani is praise all the way for sure. He'd brabble on about how good you look as he cums inside of you. His capacity to respond coherently goes down as he's closer to releasing but how sweetly you moan for him and how perfect you look never leaves his mind.

By extension, I don't think he'd be super into hurting you. Though he is not gonna pass up on some consensual choking and spanking.

And boy, he is mouthy.

As in literally.

While he ruts into you, he either wants his mouth on your lips, on your neck or on your chest.

When he is not babbling his praising comments to you, his mouth needs to be busy in some other way.

If you do not want marks on you, you better tell him, because he is going to have to actively stop himself from teething and sucking purple marks into your neck.

Really likes mutual masturbation as well. He tells himself he won't do it over the comms but. He will. If you or him is on a long-term trip you know damn well he doesn't have the patient to wait for either of you to come back.

Sub Anakin

Now. Sub Anakin. That is a whole other ball park.

Anakin craves control, but getting to give up every ounce of control on his own terms really arouses him.

He has some harder limits, he doesn't enjoy being in too much pain or degradation that is too harsh and personal.

But the humiliation aspects of it make him rock hard.

Honestly. He's kinda into it when he's on his knees in front of you, staring up at you with those expectant eyes, and you just barely apply some pressure on his solid crotch. Not enough for it to hurt, just for him to rut against and then make a soiled mess of his pants.

If you let him, that is. Anakin wants to be a good boy. If you tell him no he will listen.

Oh yeah he is more into sexual denial than you'd probably expect.

Orgasm denial? Hell, nothing makes him harder and whinier than making him watch you get yourself off with him unable to touch you or himself.

Or when you edge him? Make him wait until he's close to sobbing. He wouldn't cry, but if you keep going he will get real desperate.

The longer you deny him, the more he goes from bratty to begging.

HUUUUGE validation kink.

Like HUGE.

He enjoys being denied to an extent but he does want to finish on a high note. Call him a good boy, tell himhow hot he looks when he eats you out... Boy he will go feral.

Haven't written just headcanons in a while so I hope you enjoyed these rambles

[anditvanisheslikemist]

I'm obsessed with Matty's stifles!! I hope we can get some more soon ❤️❤️

Absolutely! Here you go! 💙💚

Cut Grass, Matty/Nico, 818 words Read it below or on AO3 (series link: tumblr, AO3)

“We don’t have to say yes. They could hire someone. We could hire someone!”

“No, it’s okay, I’ll do it. It’s fine.”

“Babe, you do realize I see you when the neighbors cut their lawn, right?”

“It’s not like we have a shortage of allergy meds in the house. Nic, Clive is the nicest landlord I’ve ever had, I can mow the lawn while he’s in the hospital.”

Nico takes off his glasses and rubs at his eyes with a sigh. “You are very sweet, and it’s going to be the death of you.”

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hhhh… hng’DT! h'NGT'dhhh... hh! ngxxt'dh. h'DDT! hhh...!

Yeah. The allergy meds have done fuck-all. Nico's waiting at the door with a wet washcloth when Matty comes stumbling back in, eyes swollen so badly he can hardly see.

"Come on, here you go..." He guides Matty to one of the stools at the kitchen counter and presses the washcloth to his eyes, gently wiping the allergic tears away in between shudders of painfully suppressed sneezes. "Oh, shit, hang on—" They hadn't actually closed the door. The breeze coming through in the few seconds it takes to shut it makes it perfectly clear why Nico couldn't exactly have taken over the job: he'TCHIU! h'TCSCHiew! hh.... He gets the door shut. t'CHOO! "Jesus Christ," he murmurs, and swipes at his nose, and turns back to Matty, who has managed to stop sneezing long enough to blow his nose so hard that Nico's afraid he's going to rupture his eardrums.

"Okay. Clothes off, shower, here we go." Matty shakily starts to get up, but Nico stops him. "No, right here, if you track that through the house we're gonna have to do a deep clean."

Nico does most of the work to strip Matty right there in the kitchen, and shakes off the itch that flares in his own sinuses again when he throws the grass-covered clothes into the empty washing machine. He goes back in to find Matty, down to only his underwear, dizzily bracing himself against the counter.

NNNG'xx'tdhh. n'GHH!'dh. hhh...hh. d'DT!'dh.

Nico sighs and leads him upstairs with a hand at the small of his back, Matty's muscles convulsing over and over again. Nico is deeply familiar with the can't-stop-can't-breathe-can't-think loop of allergies gone out of control, but at least in his case he's trying to get the damn pollen out.

Someday he'll push the issue. Today is not that day.

He turns the shower on but stops Matty before he can get in. "Benadryl first."

Matty grumbles but takes the pills, and then stands under the water blowing his nose into a washcloth over and over again.

After a while the sneezing-coughing-blowing his nose loop slows, and Nico can see through the curtain that Matty's slowly working through the steps of washing his hair and his face and his body. He strips and leans against the shower wall, looking through the gap between the curtain and the tile.

"Hi. Want company?"

Matty makes a noise that somehow conveys yeah, okay without anything resembling words. Nico steps in and puts a hand to Matty's waist. Matty sags into the touch, folding into Nico's arms in spite of being six inches taller. Nico smooths his hand up and down Matty's back under steady fall of water.

"Listen. I know you can do it. You just proved that."

Matty shudders into Nico's shoulder with a n'GHT!'hhh....

Nico kisses his temple. "And I'm going to post on that neighborhood message board thing for someone to mow our lawn, because—" —Matty's shaking his head against him— "no, because we can afford it, no problem, and your pride is not worth you not being able to fucking breathe. Okay?"

Matty groans in frustration, but it's also a begrudging fiiiine, so yeah, that counts as a win.

"You are ridiculous and I love you very much." Kissing under each of his eyes where his cheeks are puffy from the swollen sinuses below. "Okay. Let's get you in bed before the Benadryl knocks you out."

"It's elevend a.mb."

"Yup." He reaches behind Matty and turns off the water, then nudges him back onto the bathmat and into his towel. "Hey. We should talk about this for real when you're not allergy-and-allergy-med-drunk, but you know how Clive has been talking about eventually wanting to sell, and us having first dibs?" He towels off his own hair and flips off the bathroom light, gently pressing Matty back into their room and into bed. "I wonder if, once he gets back on his feet, he's going to decide that now's the time. I know he loves putzing around here, but he should actually enjoy his retirement." He snuggles up against Matty under the covers. "We could get a cat. Or a dog!"

"Or both," Matty says, low and half-asleep.

"Or both. Something to think about." Nico kisses his forehead. "Sleep well."

[shadowcatzone]

xingyue child angst in which:

-the high elder can lay one [1] egg every reincarnation

-kinda a/b/o dynamics.

i'm sorry, there's a lot. Not sorted.

-imbibitor lunae never in previous reincarnations laid egg.

-dan feng being the first high elder who falls SO hard for yingxing that he doesn't know up or down, deciding they could get a kid

-xingyue child hatching prematurely, everyone panics (tm)

-dan feng not letting this vulnerable thing out of his sight.

-someone gets within 10 feet of him and his frail innocent baby, now he's actively defending it

-hissing, scratching, baring his teeth

-yingxing has to lead his husband away

-cue yingxing being berated for. Not defending them

-yingxing just nodding and agreeing, there's no simple way out of this

-they haven't even left the general area of their home. Most people here are vidyadhara. They all know. Doesn't matter.

-la, lact, uuh,

-dan feng taking their baby into their bed nest with him

-he insists on calling it "nest". He didn't do that before, will stop doing it after nesting period is over.

-insists it never happened. "I never called it a nest though?" Yes you did. Anyways

-dan feng, lac, la, um.

-nesting takes three times as long due to xingyue baby being premature baby.

-xingyue baby bad ears. Good ears for human standards, bad for vidyadhara standards.

-breathing issues

-baby coughs once. Dan feng acts like the world is endi g. Yingxing claims it's just a little, you know, the thing babies do

-dan feng does NOT believe him

-doctor/ healer has to come there at 4 in the morning bc baby did baby thing (cough)

-doctor says nothings wrong. Alright. The doctor gets paid well though.

-dan feng early morning breastfeeding the baby

-CUTE DOMESTIC SHIT yk

-yingxing falling asleep last bc dan feng would never forgive him (a threat but also a blatant lie)

-baby with learning difficulties

-dan feng being overprotective and claiming they can learn later

-yingxing, being the only semi-sane person in their group of friends (also a blatant lie) teaching xingyue baby whenever dan feng isn't looking

-"oh, you need to kick the preceptors? Alright, yeah, i'm looking after [baby]!" "Okay, [baby], what's two *holds up 2 fingers* plus two? *holds up two more fingers*" baby tapping on the floor with their tail 4 times "yes! Very good!"

-now dan feng thinks their baby might be a genius for learning things without being taught (don't burst his bubble)

-wondering why yingxing buys all these books on learning difficulties, clearly their baby is a genius?

-the preceptors don't know about the baby yet.

-that won't change for a long time.

-the artisanship commission knows. They love the baby. It's so cute. Work stops when the baby visits, though, cause there might be particles,,

-hcq know about the baby. Mixed feelings

-jingliu wonders if she can get a stronger drink somewhere.

-baiheng feels like she became a grandma. Yingxing pleads with her to consider herself an aunt instead. The family tree is confusing enough.

-Jing yuan is intrigued. thinks about teasing dan feng and yingxing. Holds the baby once and decides to be civil.

-("how can two people who look like you create somethi g so adorable" civil does not mean nice)

THIS IS THE SPOT WHERE I ACCIDENTALLY CHANGED TABS AND THOUGHT THIS WHOLE THING WAS LOST, FOREVER

-baby being a little silly but altogether growing up fine

-biting phase

-baby hiding in cabinets, under tables and chairs, biting peoples ankles. Attendants/servants hate them

-baby bites tasty tasty dan feng ankles. Man keeps walking, dragging them over the floor.

-(seems rough but he's very very carefully playing)

MY PHONE FELL ON MY FACE!!! HHHH

-picking the baby up "well, are my ankles tasty?" "Nuh" "then why-"

-(disclaimer any servants attendants and other people who kick xingyue baby WILL be sent to an early hatching rebirth)

-baby almost bites jingliu ankles. Almost. But yingxing/jing yuan/baiheng ankles were faster.

-cue scolding from dan feng bc "what if you stepped on the baby you degenerates"

-one day, xingyue baby getting their own room. And a few weeks after, yingxing being able to convince dan feng to let them sleep there too.

-works for a few days.

-yingxing and dan feng, for the girst time in at least 3 years, getting intimate

-XINGYUE BABY SUDDENLY STANDIN IN THE DOOR "daddy i can't sweep(sleep)" ABORT. ABORT EVERYTHING.

-yingxing: "aww poor baby. Come here." Dan feng wishing he had locked the door. gdi. Groans.

-JING YUAN LAUGHING IN THEIR FACE "YEAH YOU CAN'T LOCK THE DOOR. IT'S A TODDLER"

-dan feng about to go to jail for murder, if not for the baby in his arms.

-xingyue toddler learning what shapes are aerodynamic, by throwing them at jing yuan while laughing

-(jing yuan also laughing. Sometimes pretending to fall over dead)

-is it strange that i think the child would have the entire set of hcq action figures and other merchandise of them i like to think they see dad, father, uncle, or either auntie on the ad picture and is just like "!!! auntie!!!" And will not move from this spot until they get it.

-birthdays are fun.

-jingliu wonders EVERY YEAR wether a weapon would be appropriate yet.

-baiheng putting actual thought into it like. This. Present. Must. Be. P E R F E C T. Every year.

-Jing yuan just buying whatever is popular with kids of that specific age. After xingyue baby's 6th birthday yingxing tells him to tone it down, considering the baby is getting increasingly frustrated with the toys. So he buys the equivalent of crayons.

-everything is colored with crayons. But xingyue child is having fun so dan feng can't really be mad at them.

-(any and all attendants that scold xingyue baby will have the choice between quitting or early hatching rebirth)

-xingyue baby: "i made a marshmallow jingliu! She's always angry because everyone is so much more incompetent than her."

-jingliu: "it's okay"

-the baby burning themself on the forge. Yingxing is. Tired. Puts them on a baby chair and tells them to stay there.

-xingyue baby trying to shake the chair - to get closer to the forge. Chair falls over, baby cries.

-yingxing looking back at the baby. They're not hurt. Then saying loudly "what did i tell you!?"

-baby stops crying

-waits a few more seconds before walking over to pick them up. Baby's fine. Will not let go of yingxing though.

-time to go home then. Just holding the child. Sits down at home and cries a little. Hugging xingyue baby still.

-checks up on the baby at least 5 more times before dan feng comes home.

-dan feng: "...[baby], are you okay?" "Yes" "why is daddy crying?" "I fell with a chair" "alright"

-putting the child in bed. Going back to yingxing.

-yingxing laying his head on dan fengs lap "i'm a horrible father" "...no you're not." Cue A LOT of consoling.

-baby, 10 years old, (slow grow bc premature but also hybrid), looks like 6. Gets a dagger made by daddy.

-immediately tries to stab. The ground. Yingxing thinks the child's gonna need another in less than a year if this continues.

This is where the real angst begins. (I'm tweaking the events a little)

-some short time before xingyue childs 11th birthday. Like maybe 1-2 weeks.

-dan feng returning home. Xingyue child greeting their father.

-dan feng hands the child something. A bundle. Then talks to the attendants. (Tells them to look after xingyue child and, well, bailu) child opens the bundle to find, a baby. (<- that's bailu)

-dan feng telling the child. "Do not, under any circumstances, leave the house, until i'm back."

-"circum, stan,...?" "It means no matter what happens." "Okay" "and, look after bailu. She's your sister now."

-then he leaves. And after a few days, the attendants take bailu, and leave.

-"uhm, but, bailu-" the attendants glare at the child and slap them "do not speak the high elders name, you filthy disgrace" (im fucking crying, why tf what tf)

-then xingyue child just. Waits.

-yx and df never told anyone that *fingerguns* xingyue child is their bio child. The only people who know that, at this point, are a few from the artisanship commission, jing yuan and jingliu. The preceptors probably don't even know.

-(i like to think df used cloudhymn to hide xingyue childs tail and possibly horns)

-after a few months they get thrown out. The preceptors want the building, some bullshit reason.

Don't worry, it gets worse.

-xingyue child understanding that if they get acknowledged as df's child, bailu might be in trouble. So they decide, at 15, to cut off their own horns and tail.

-(au in which these will grow back occasionally. Which makes this worse bc they have to cut them regularly)

-xingyue child kinda starving on the streets. Getting chased off by local shop owners.

-xingyue child stealing and or begging so they don't starve. And hoping that bailu is somewhat better off.

-starting work in the artisanship commission bc the current master used to work with yingxing.

-also younger people (12-18) who don't really know/remember yingxing bullying them.

-(also. Kinda footnote-ish. Jing yuan couldn't take care of them bc grief. Jingliu had. Other reasons. Yk.)

-xingyue child was just kinda forgotten in the aftermath of all that (tm)

-the luofu is large so it makes sense that none of the main characters, nor dan heng or blade, crossed paths with the child.

-at some point their eyes turned the same color as dan fengs. They learned cloudhymn. The bare minimum somewhat. They turned their hair the same color as yingxings using cloudhymn.

-buys lunches for kids who are struggling. "Children shouldn't have to starve."

-(that's how they met yanqing, 3-5 years ago, depending on how old you hc yanqing)

-they check on bailu occasionally, from afar

-if, let's see, blade ever finds out how people treated his child (only, if he remembers, that the child. Is. HIS child.) Heads will roll. People will go through spontaneous hatching rebirth right left and center.

-df probably knew he wouldn't see them again but had full trust (in a 10 year old child. Mentally and physically 6. Great)

-in canon it's been i think 20 years so xingyue child would be. 30, 31. But physically somewhere at around 15 and mentally at a very mature 20. It's the trauma.

-attendant: "oh, i've seen the reincarnation of df the other day. Think he's gonna visit df's child?" Jing yuan: "df's... child..."

-LEGIT BABY WAS JUST FORGOTTEN NOW SUDDENLY YOU GET A REMINDER "hey didnt your best friends have a child" "oh i knew i forgot something"

-nbd, the child had attendants look after them all this time, right?

-...right?

-a lot of people are about to lose their jobs if not more

-spontaneous hatching rebirth is at an all time high (avoid THESE foods to reduce the risk---)

-do the "parents" remember their child? Probably not... but the uncle does (now)

-and jingliu still remembers that marshmallow probably (is... is that a good thing?)

-suddenly everyone wanting to know about xingyue child. Person of public interest nr.1 but they just. want to be left alone.

-barely noticed the sanctus medicus + stellaron issue. Just upset that they can't work until the cloud knights cleared out the place.

-cloud knights are also upset. No weapons will be fixed in the meantime. It's a loss for everyone involved.

-the good news are, since they'd rather wait at their 1-room-flat than the artisanship commission (they live outside of it), they can now be pestered by jing yuan, yanqing, or any attendants that jing yuan sends, 24/7.

___ ___ ___

Alternative ending (more angst- or something like that)

-The preceptors find out that xingyue child is dan fengs(!) Bio child.

-dan heng remembers bits and pieces of xingyue child. Including that they're dan fengs bio child.

-blade remembers. He's not in the right mind to take care of a child, he keeps telling himself.

-at some point, in scalegorge, (with dan heng IL) they find a small mirage echo.

-"!! Father, you're back!" "The attendants took bailu away... i'm sorry..." "The preceptors say that i have to go through hatching rebirth, like you did." "But, you came back, so i don't have to do that, right?" "Although... maybe you're a mirage..." "they say when hatching rebirth happens, a mirage could be created..." "father, i'm scared..." "will i get to see you again when i do the same thing? I hope so..." "i'm so scared... but i'll be brave... i promise..." "i'm sorry... i'm sorry..."

-dan heng is probably crying. Not bc he 100% remembers, but bc the voice of the child makes him sad for some reason. Kid sounds so familiar too, he thinks, as the last bits of the echo vanish in his grasp, he whispers "wait, don't go..."

-the preceptors decided to make xingyue child the next imbibitor lunae/ high elder, but they don't want them to remember dan feng. So made them go through hatching rebirth like that's gonna help somehow.

-well, dan heng is sad and angry, and decides now would be the perfect timing for that "conversation" the preceptors so desperately wanted to have with him.

-he brings blade ("out of 5-" "the preceptors unhatched your child. Do you want a piece of the action or-" "...lead the way") and they're essentially undoing the house.

-the audacity too, considering it's the house dan feng and yingxing used to live in together.

-then they hear kids laughter. They walk up to the door. Locked. So dan heng hits the door with his tail twice.

-laughter stops. Excited squeal, little steps towards the door, hits the door with their tail (and half their body) twice. "Papa!!"

-i mean, the door never stood a chance. And dan heng (IL) picks the child up, SIGNIFICANTLY SMALLER THAN THE MIRAGE ECHO

-this incarnation of xingyue child seems maybe 2 or 3 years old. And the child doesn't remember them. They do remember the horns. Dan fengs horns, technically.

-also. They have the same issues. Hearing difficulty, breathing problems, learning disability and slow growth. Additionally, now they twitch.

-the preceptors can count themselves lucky that dan feng isn't around anymore. Bc he would have killed for the child.

-now everyone finds out that 1.the child was treated badly and 2.absolutely no one looked after the child. And 3.they're gonna have to live with the knowledge that the child was terrified, absolutely miserable and possibly starving in the hours leading up to what was essentially their death.

_____

Here, have some tissues- AW DANGIT WE'RE OUT AGAIN!!

[faerieismm]

hello hello hi hello hi i know there’s still alot in the workings but there are just no words coming out of my typing fingies and i finally had this idea thanks to @squid-boo n mine’s autistic little brains (and them requesting it djdjkdjsj) and decided to write it while it’s still fresh on the brain👍👍 so for all my little autistic people…

mamm0n and lev1 with an aut1stic s/o includes;;

ps: autism can look different for everyone! i just took some of the traits/things i heard of from people with autism and my own struggles/traits, they might not be what others experience!!!

ps 2: okay so ive been having so much trouble writing lately,,, theres alot going on in my life and honestly my body is giving up on me i may come here sometimes to write some small things but im not sure if i'm gonna be able to write everyone's requests sorry!!!

tw? none a oui

genre? fluff, humor, comfort??

type of writing? headcanons!!! :D

mamm0n !!

i hc mammon somewhere on the neurodivergent spectrum

so in some ways he might be like 😃💡!!

but he may sometimes cross certain boundaries in his enthusiasm

however, explain to him what to do and not to do and he’s better than ur therapist

really tries to focus on ur special interests !!

finds it really annoying you can poke through his barricade so easily

especially if you confront him with his feels for you

>:)

mammon can be very spontaneous, which may be hard for you, especially if they are plans of going out ect (and whatever the heck he comes up with lets be honest) at some point

sorry y'all i really tried to milk my two braincells for more mammon hcs but there is nothing in there :,)

lev1athan!!!!

leviathan gets you

he's been there, done that

he's on the spectrum for sure and he knows what ur going through at times

obsessing over your interests is not a special occasion for the two of you

sometimes you might get a little too deep and lucifer has to pull you out of his room to get you guys back to functioning again

will help you plan stuff if thats what you need and want some help with!!! he understands that sometimes being spontanious is hard and wont blame you if you need to pull back for a little while!

especially when you start overexplaing yourself about how you really like to spend time with him but sometimes your mind is too full and you didnt expect this and ur not prepared and you love him but

comforting eachother~

you may always use his headphones if ur overstimulated :)

they are noicecanceling ones too~

at some point he buys you your own (if you didnt have them on you when you got randomly teleported to the devildom)

hhhh that was all i have for now,,, maybeeeee simeon and beel next time?👀

[brionysea]

https://www.tumblr.com/foodiewithdahoodie/716996704083361792 this post is more about familial mlvn parallels but it made me think of the max/Mike curse parallels, esp considering that what’s happening to Max after the fact is a vision and I’m like….kind of connecting that to what happened around Mike in season 4 being a manifestation but I Can’t Articulate it. Anywho yeah thought u would enjoy

UMMMM HELLO???? I AM LOOKING DIRECTLY AT IT (x)

i was thinking about what a pre-season 4 mike's vecna visions would look like recently, and that scene with el would literally fit right in. his girlfriend who he cares for but Not Like That trying to pry an answer out of him about why he can't say he loves her? getting defensive and making her cry? having to go against the friends don't lie rule to protect himself? like. i am... hhhh no thoughts just chaos. all you'd have to do is tweak it a bit so that el Inexplicably Knows Everything and hates him for it, being representative of his own negative thoughts towards himself, and it would fit right in with the canon visions from season 4 (mike mouthing off included, because let's be real, he'd do that to vecna's face too). leaving it to play out the way it did plays more into the advantage of a subtle slow burn so that he can't figure out anything's going on too soon, which, if you're going to mess with mike wheeler's head, you need because he's just too smart

california was kind of a nightmare scenario for mike before anything even went "wrong". he had to pretend to be someone he's not, somehow try to be normal with both el and will in the same place, and then el gets hurt and it's kind of his fault ("if you say so" before the music gets turned off and el gets knocked down, which still makes me lose my MIND), then the fight with will, and el schmacking a bully after the boys were unable to track her down fast enough to prevent that and all the drama afterwards... dude's not having a good time. he had no power there, which is the fastest way to get to him, as seen by his rambling about how useless he is and the clear impact that sense of powerlessness (very ironic) has on his mental state. and i'm staring so hard at how weird everything at rinkomania (rink of madness) was, and how disconnected our three characters' perspectives seem to be from each other, and how mike looked confused by will's version (aka our version) of events but was too busy trying to run away from that confrontation of having to vocalise his own feelings to even clarify what he was confused by or what his version of events looked like, which brings what they're both experiencing into question (mike not even looking in will's direction when he rolled his eyes but somehow seeing it anyway — what else aren't they showing us about mike's version by hiding behind will's?). there are those behind the scene photos floating around of noah schnapp at rinkomania in will's desert outfit. idk, i don't trust that place at all

when it comes to season 4 being a manifestation, it's like... this is just my interpretation, but it's pretty clear to me that the curse would be mike's excuse to literally face his demons. it was the Main Event. even when he was shipped away from hawkins and separated from that plot device, he was still trying to sort everything out in his head, which would've ironically been much easier for him to do if he was in a situation like max's — he gives me "only i'm allowed to hate myself, if anyone else does it i'm throwing hands" vibes. but mike still had some influence over things going on in lenora (like the aforementioned "if you say so" demonstrated by angela just ceasing to matter at all after mike called her a nobody) and in the general... area, idk american geography, like suzie's house and the pen with the coordinates and wherever the nina bunker was. i haven't thought about how argyle and the pizza chain plays into this but they might be manifested too (something about the restaurant expanding into nevada and how impressively wide mike's range is —there's no way that russian prison's real — and argyle as like the one person in season 4 just telling someone to "not lie"). el says "i'm real" at the very end of the season when she's with max, which makes me question if she went from "not real" to "real" during her season 4 side plot instead of in season 3. it would make sense since she really starts heading into her independence era once she leaves brenner behind and most likely after the end of season drama with mike, and max and dustin's similar journeys from an Idea of independence (while still circling mike/the party) to Acting on that independence (dustin getting his own side plot after breaking away from the party and max talking about free will while going against mike's wishes) seem to span 2 seasons as well

it's fascinating to me that even with mike as the lynchpin to all this, the main event doesn't follow him. it stays in hawkins. it's not even like the curse is a thing, and the curse also follows mike. it leaves him alone, even with the symptoms that did follow him. it (supposedly) never goes past a nosebleed at dinner and a headache at suzie's house. is that because he's made a mental connection between all his inner angst and his hometown (the smalltown boy agenda), or is it just a result of trying to sideline himself because he thinks he's unimportant? is it because there's no point in opening a gate with his death if he's all the way across the country? wouldn't that be better for vecna's plans of remaking the world? is he just not as willing to put the byers (including el) at risk as he is the hawkins NPCs? or was he actually losing his mind all season and we just didn't know because his perspective was cut off from us?

[ofpineapplesanddawns]

Want to see through Crowlien’s perspective for this au now?

Here we go! This is Crowley’s perspective from this one-shot. 

Warning: mentioned body horror, jumbled thoughts

On with the fic!

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Even with the fog in their mind, they still knew what they were looking at.

It was an emergency hatch to the vents, an extra escape route on the ship, apparently humans always needed backup plans. Clever things, humans.

They clawed at the hatch, and it took a few tries. These... hands, they were hard to work, they were too new, too similar, but all so very wrong. It angered them that they had to use these. The door opened and there was strong pressure, an airlock. They got in quickly and slammed the door shut, the air pressure returning just as quickly as it left.

The vents were a tight squeeze, it had been easier when...

When what?

Have they ever been in them?

To repair, yeah.

Probably.

Things were... hard. Hard to remember. They crawled through the metal vents before finding a grate and pushed it open with ease, then crawled out, landing hard on the floor. 

The familiarity of the room, a work space, was overwhelming. It hurt their head. They could smell themself in here, their long, forked tongue tasting the lingering scent of themself and their tools, but that of two other living creatures.

Their smells weren’t as strong, but they were there.

Blood.

Lots of blood.

Torn open.

Torn apart and scattered around.

They left the room.

It was quiet, minus the sounds of machines. Lots of smells, lots of metallic ones, not like the surface of the moon. Not like where they had been sleeping.

There was a smell of a cat, Bentley. That’s her name. Black fur, little jiggly collar she always seemed to try to lose. They had a cat, cats are friends, do not hunt her. 

Hunt other things.

Hunt other living things.

They could smell other living things’ smells here. They got into the vents again, deciding to hunt out of sight.

They picked up on a familiar smell, it was stronger than the other living things. But it didn’t smell alive, it smelled active. It was delicious and made their skin crawl. They wanted the source. They heard footsteps, the prey was close.

A grate went flying as they shoved their way through it, hitting the ground, before standing. They felt the need to chase, to kill, rising in them, until they spotted the prey.

No.

Not prey.

Never prey, cannot kill this one, this one was special, important, precious, loved.

Angel.

Fuck.

Right, yes, yes! Damnit, this was Aziraphale! Why would they ever hunt Aziraphale, let alone hurt him!? They would never do that, they made sure that he was safe before-

Before they became this.

They watched as Aziraphale held up a gun, looking scared and trying to be brave. It hurt, but they- Crowley, Crowley understood. They weren’t human anymore, they must look a mess. Crowley still had no idea what they looked like, but they were sure that it was horrifying, of course it was.

They stepped closer and closer, but Aziraphale never put his finger on the trigger, he must know. He has to know.

Crowley was now towering over him before lowering themself down to be at eye level with their angel. Aziraphale looked so scared, but so determined, angry and hurt. Then he stepped back a few steps, hitting the wall, and a door next to him opened a second later. Crowley watched him as he entered the room and then followed.

They glanced around, it looked to be... hhhh... fuck, they can’t remember. Just teeth, like plastic, always fake smiles. He was a total twat, the smell of his cologne was terribly strong in here, it tasted like too many lilacs. Aziraphale was behind the desk, glaring. “What do you want?”

Crowley stood up a little straighter, surprised that Aziraphale was talking to them. They moved to the desk and looked at it before tapping at it, they needed to write. Speaking was pointless, they had no ability to, at least, not that they know of. Probably. 

Their mind was so fuzzy and heavy, it was constantly like waking up from surgery.

Aziraphale seemed to pick up on what Crowley was indicating and gave him a paper and pen. It was hard to hold the pen, but they tried to write anyway.

Y OU

It was wonky, but it was something.

“Me?” He asked, frowning.

YES

“You… but why? How would you even know who I am?”

C

R

O

There was a gasp, and Crowley stopped, looking at the man before him. Aziraphale looked horrified. “No... no, that’s not true. You, you can’t be...”

Crowley made a sad, understanding noise. Of course he didn’t see them as Crowley. They must really not look like themself anymore. 

AN GE L

They wrote, carefully and slowly. 

I AM ME

“But... but you... I saw him go through the airlock, he had that horrible monster in his grasp! He went out on the surface and the door locked behind him! He never came back!” Aziraphale shouted.

What did he mean? What happened? Crowley couldn’t... they couldn’t remember much, so much was a blur, too many holes. 

BACK N O W

Because it was true, but they didn’t understand the hows or whys. 

Aziraphale stared at the paper, his hands twitching, his eyes looked wet. “I don’t... I don’t know, or beli-” 

He coughed, straightening his flight suit’s front, a nervous habit, Crowley remembered that. “I need to examine you.” He said, in a tone Crowley also remembered, his professional one he used to hide what he was really thinking.

Crowley silently followed him to the medical bay, tail dragging on the floor. 

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Crowley remembers nearly nothing of what happened during the attacks of the Mayfair, their memory is a jumbled mess. But they remember Bentley and Aziraphale! 

Also, what happened out on the surface of the moon is still a mystery, as in, I still have no idea how Crowley mutated.

And yes, Crowley has a snake tongue. And a second mouth! Wait until Aziraphale sees that! :D 

[feisaru]

Oooooo may I ask about 🫂 and 🎭 headcanons for Fei please?!

And if you're still up for more, than 👗 and 🧸 headcanons for Saru please and thank you! uwu///

Thank you so much for the ask! Sorry this took so long, I had to think about it

🫂: a hc about friendship

WHOA buckle up this one's a tad bit personal. Him and Saru have been in a "friendship" until they were around 20 years old. Maybe they updated the label to "BEST friends" once, but that was the peak of it (still was a huge step for Saru) (and this made me remember a really bad shitpost scenario ft. my OC). That's when Saru went "haha if it weren't for him, I would be dead by now, might as well just-" and pulled his head out of his ass (this means "stopped being a coward" for those who don't know) and really said "I love you" for the first time without beating about the bush (The reason Fei didn't feel the need to confess before Saru is a topic for another time but here's a hint: it was not because he was afraid of rejection). The thing is, by that point they had been kissing (and everything else basically) in high frequency for a few years already. Most things you'd think are a couple thing, they probably had done already. Their Something, as I like to call it bc that's how Saru started thinking about it one day as well, just had no real label beyond friends (which to Saru is already a special thing, anyway). And they didn't even really feel the need to label it. It was beyond categorization. Their special Something. I'm relatively new to this label in particular, but I guess this goes in the direction of the QPR domain (label that's v dear to me also). Yeah so turning their weird little beautiful Something into an official relationship was in and of itself just a matter of formalities. Quite literally almost nothing changed after they became official partners. But they sure do enjoy telling each other they love each other from that point on. (This makes me wanna reread the other times I've talked about this... damn)

Okay all jokes aside, the real hc was, Zanark and Fei actually get on pretty well. Fei gets on with a lot of people, sure, but Zanark is not so into being friends with everyone and he likes Fei a lot. He thinks Fei is amazing for still being the way he is, for not caving in and letting all that happened weigh him down forever although life has evidently dealt him a bad hand. But he also thinks Fei should most definitely not be shouldering all the burden by himself. I and a friend of mine agreed that it would have been nice if Fei had gotten to structure his thoughts in a more personal talk with someone before the final match. You know, unpacked a bit about Everything that was racing through his head, stated his motivations to someone, made up his mind on some stuff. More explicitly and in more depth and length than canon allowed him to. And even tho Zanark is no expert at comforting, we both thought that Zanark would have liked to check up on him. And Fei would have not had such a hard time explaining some things to him because they are from the same time etc etc. So we roleplayed something that you can imagine as a scene that happened off-screen. It was very very nice I loved that

🎭: a hc about what they lie about

Hard one. Fei doesn't lie a lot. He really sucks at that, as Saru mentioned once. He downplays things or avoids talking about certain topics altogether instead. So even if that's technically cheating, I'll tell you about that instead. He has a tendency to downplay his own feelings and needs. He wants to look after everything and everyone as much as he can and he forgets that he deserves breaks and somebody looking after him too.

👗: a hc about their clothing style

HHHH lotta thoughts on this one actually. But I'mma control myself. Saru is half This Guy Has No Fashion Sense, half Extra. He only knows how to dress when he really wants to. He's gender non-conforming about it. The harder you tell him he shouldn't wear this or that, the harder he wears it. Because he runs on spite. He will wear it because he can, fuck your whole life heteronormativity. He has overly specific kinds of clothes that he feels good in. He loves wearing heels because he is like the dog on the counter that likes feeling Tall.

Okay, so I don't get carried away any more, here's sth more specific: in his generally tad bit less bold first 3-5 years post-CS, he always found himself returning to oversized hoodies and pullovers. There was a rather simple black one that he wore often.

🧸: a hc about their childhood

Hah this one's hard... because these are the thoughts I really only speak about once in a blue moon, even privately with the people closer to me. Let me try and find something that won't feel so exposing (for lack of a better word) in my head.

Once again a beta hc that may change in the future: I like to think that similarly to Fei's rabbit, he once owned a monkey plush. Basically from birth on. I have not yet made up my mind about what exactly happened to it, but whichever was its fate, it wasn't good. Saru quickly grew to be not very fond of it because of who he got it from and what it stood for, to lightly put it. The plush has experienced his beginner attempts at externalizing his inner pain.

Ask game from which this is from

[boreal-sea]

Finally got around to watching Train To Busan on Thursday. So good!!

Spoiler-free summary: I loved this movie to bits. SO good! I loved the slowly building drama in the first bit, I loved the characters, I loved the ending.

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Hhhh I'm such a fan of slowly building dread

Oh shoot there's the zomb

Fuck this is so scary XD

Kudos to the steward being like "EVERYONE RUN"

Oh - that's why they didn't stop in the first city.

His daughter is so sweet!

I would not get off the train there. That's just me.

This COO is trying to be helpful, I hope everyone listens to him. He seems to know what's up.

I feel like this "quarantine" is just gonna be murder.

Old dude knows what's up.

Aw she cares so much.

Oop, old dude, that's a zom.

Ah, yeah. Not sure if they MEANT to just have the whole train get killed or if there was a real quarantine there at all.

Oh yeah, seems there might've been... But there sure isn't now lol.

Ah COO, the moral lesson of this movie is to be nice to people. Like, you're safe on the train, you can afford to wait.

I feel like one of those sisters got bit.

Oh no baseball kids, I was just gonna say how much I love you.

Nooo husband you must make it - ok good.

So terrifying to be in a state of limbo like that.

Rescue time!

I feel like you should probably still have your coats on for more bite protection, humans can't bite hard. That said, this is still very badass, 10/10.

Husband is like the hulk or something.

Oh no baseball friends! Come on, you can do it, they're depending on you!

Oh tunnel, the zoms can't see.

Ok, now hurry, gotta go, no time for reunions - ah stuck in the bathroom.

I'm loving the exploration of what it means to be a man/husband.

Hey COO, you jerk. You're justifiably concerned they might be infected but I think you have someone infected in there with you.

Mm, climbing in the luggage rack would be hard to do silently. Nice, nice, distract them. Is some gonna cough? We haven't had that trope yet. Ah, slip of the foot, close enough.

Who even is this old guy?

Oh, the can, lol. That counts.

Oooh evil.

Oh no! Husband!

Why are they still silencing the girl?

Sister! Save you sister!

Ah ha, you see small child COO, surely that will change your heart.

Husband, you are a true hero. Best husband, 10/10.

HAH he deserved to be punched (the COO).

Yeah girl I wouldn't want to stay with those assholes either.

Aw sisterly love. Wait. No. Nooo sister.

Well that's what you get for being assholes. True they weren't ALL assholes but still.

I still wanna know who the old guy is and if he's like, relevant.

Aww. His daughter is so sweet.

Ah, your company is implicit in this, that sucks. It's nice he lets his buddy of the hook.

Literal blood on your hands huh.

Uh, there's no getting into Busan, huh.

Ew, the COO is still alive.

I also love the conductor. He's like a superhero too.

Ew. COO. You suck, I hate you so much. Now there's zombs everywhere.

Holy shit literal zombie train.

COO you continue to be just The Worst.

Wow that's a hell of a shot, love it.

Oh good he broke his ankle - noooo conductor my love.

Noo old guy my love.

I kinda love how the zoms move like water.

There's no conductor, hope you can figure it out!

Oh no, what if a lot of them slow it down?

Lol did the imaginary cameraman get hit?

Oh hi COO. Hey wait, how'd you open that door? Oh, you're still a bit alive.

Nooooo dad - I guess it IS all about sacrifice, huh? So heroic in your last same moments.

Aww sweetie it's not your fault, but he really does have to go.

I'm not crying you're crying.

(I'm definitely crying)

This tunnel seems like a bad idea.

Oh no, the woman is gonna look infected...

Aw, she's singing. And it let them know they're ok!

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[kosi-annec]

[HAIKYUU!!] Season 2 episode 24

COME ON KARASUNO!! I am staying up late for this shit!

He absolutely adjusted it intentionally, he saw that shit and made the best out of it

Hhhh these back to back points give me hype and anxietyyy

Omg yahaba's on field, and mad dog's keepin an eye on him! Idk bout yall but my shipper goggles are on rn

Ok seijo got a point, BUT LOOK AT THOSE TWO! LOOK AT HOW HAPPY YAHABA IS AT MAD DOG! Gsap he adjusted himself to make yahaba's set work. I know these two are like side chars and bg chars respectively BUT HEAR ME OUT. Shipped romantically or not, they'd be good friends

Aight back to the game. 18-19 SHIT COME ONE KARASUNO

YES HINATA!! And damn that slide!

God it's like the show heard me or something, i asked to have these 2 interact more and they did, even if briefly. Will probably never see yahaba again next season, but hey it is wat it is

I kinda like these scenes of showing us the reactions of the ppl outside the game watching it. I kinda forgot that there were other ppl watching the game ngl

OH SHIT ANIMATION STYLE CHANGED- BUT IT WASN'T ENOUGH TO STOP THE CROWS!

OMFG HSKSHS TADASHI IS ON PLAY!! START UP ANOTHER STREAK MY BOI

Shit- it almost got him again! COME ON SAVE TADASHI'S SERVE!! SHIT- dammit no! Iwa why are you so good

HHHH oh boi oikawa's serving. SHIT IT'S THE COOL ANIMATION- FUCK SEIJO ONLY NEEDS ONE POINT, COME ON CROWS!!

Ok but how the camera lagged behind a bit when oikawa served? Idk but that was neat, like it just cemented how important this shit is

FUCK YES DAICHI!! KARASUNO'S GOT THE POINT, JUST 2 MORE!

Gsap sugamama is in play! Time for some double setters

LMAO omg "why u trying to pick a fight with hinata rn" i recognize this scene from yt compilations

AAAA HINATA SAW MAD DOG! LETS FUCKIN GOOO! But is kage ok that was a collision, I'm now very scared of any collisions that happen after deadchi

OH SHIT- GOOD SAVE SUGA!

AHA! A FUCKIN SETTER DUMP GET JUKED!! NO ONE WAS EXPECTING THAT!

Oh shit oikawa was so fuckin desperate that animation style changed holy crap. UHHH iwa might wanna check up on your bf

Huh? Wait oikawa's met old coach ukai?? But, he never went to karasuno right?? HUH??? I feel like i missed something

Oikawa spitting facts rn. You yourself are your 1st and no.1 supporter. If you don't even believe in yourself to be able to do something, then u won't ever be able to do it. Talent isn't handed to you on a silver platter after all

MAKE IT A GOOD ONE SUGA! ALL CHIPS ARE DOWN NOW! SETTER SWITCH, COME ON!!

HOLY SHIT OIKAWA?! A SET FROM THAT FAR?!? OH FUCK- DUDE IS HIS BACK OK???

DAICHI AAAAA- OMFG TANKA!!! HOLY SHIT ASAHI- OMG ITS ON SEIJO'S SIDE OF NET

HSKSGSJS MAD DOG- OK SOMEONE JUST TAKE THE POINT ALREADY I CAN'T HANDLE THIS

SUGA HOLY SHIT ARE YOU OK?!?

AAAA SPECIAL ATTACK, PLS DON'T BE LIKE LAST TIME! OH FUCK OIKAWA-

... they won.. Omg they won. KARASUNO FUCKING WON!! LETS GOOO!!! I NEED TO REWATCH THAT ROUND AGAIN

Holy shit, omg, ok someone pls get the boys checked by a nurse or something. Oikawa hit his back hard on a table, suga got hit square in the face by a volleyball, get these two setters a nurse please

[notsogreatpotoo]

Episode 2: Wendigo

oh there’s recaps

recaps are not necessary in my case as i was watching the first episode less than twelve hours ago and took nearly six pages of notes. i will watch the recaps regardless.

this reads like an edit my friend made in middle school, which has me wondering how easy it would be to make a recap for a fake episode

they included ‘i can’t do this alone’ but for brevity excluded ‘i don’t want to’ :[

I FORGOT THE ‘I PROMISE’ PART I TOLD YOU YOU WERE JINXING YOURSELF SAM

kay i get that constant wench / ghost lady wasn’t super important to the premise of ‘oh, sam and dean are going to start hunting together now’ but i did not expect the recap to completely gloss over her existence, damn

ominous growling

video games, cool (i say having not grown up with video games. i am probably worse at them than the average ten year old.) (realizing that i will be dumping emmet lore here as well.)

‘nope, you just suck’ yeah that me

‘we’re fine, keeping safe’ No You Are Not, there is Ominous Growling

that guy totally could’ve taken a piss afterwards, he just wanted to get out before his friend actually won against him

bruh idc that you’re pissing OMINOUS GROWLING + RUSTLING BUSHES IS BAD SIGN

he’s gonna get mauled while pissing

horrifying scream >> ‘Brad.’ said in least concerned abt someone screaming voice ever

okay he just got yoinked outta that tent and i laughed

do you not have a weapon?? like, not even a knife?? who goes camping without a knife???

imagine tryna make those monster noises with a straight face

okay i thought this was more of an animal / creature sitch but the thing that clawed the tent open looked more like a human hand / arm and i don’t know if that was just a special effects thing or if that is actually a plot thing so we shall see

man, it sure is convenient that all this shit seems to happen in California

actually i take that back, i used to live in California and this makes sense

ohhh… hhhh sam visiting jess’s grave hurts a lot…

i am a sucker for the ‘talking to a grave’ trope sard how did you find a show that makes me this insane about every moment onscreen

FUCK SARD THAT SCARED ME

dean pointedly Not Asking when sam jolts awake

wait nvm, apparently i’m impatient

dean asking sam if he wants to drive to cheer him up after his nightmare is actually cute

‘perfectly okay’ Sam. No. Neither of you are Perfectly Okay.

this is making me think abt all the road trips i’ve been onnn

what makes sam think they can find the thing that killed jess? like, this is most likely the same thing that killed their mother, and dean and john have been searching for it for Years

‘Dad will have answers, he’ll know what to do’ Dean Winchester I Am Going To Project On You So Hard. Also He Probably Won’t.

idk how the coordinates leading to the middle of the woods is weirder than the sudden plume of fire killing ladies on the ceiling, but sure, sam

just laughed at sam breaking down what’s happening and where they need to go and dean jumping in with ‘dude, check out the size of this friggin bear’ but also thinking about how dean is probably all focus when he’s doing this thing alone and he finally has someone to make silly comments to that isn’t his dad (who he simultaneously wants to impress but also is scared of)

love the park guy immediately calling them out

dean taking a little too long to jump onto the lie easily provided for him

doesn’t matter tho, they scored a copy of the permit

dean makes a very good point, sam is more impatient than normal,, he’s grieving tho

‘let me see some id’ is very smart, but she doesn’t know what a fake looks like anyway so it ain’t that helpful

i think dean falling for anyone who complements his car is actually really funny

idk how to articulate it but haley and them all keeping tabs on each other and dean watching out for sam as a kid. parallels man. i just wanna get inside their heads

‘i think i know how you feel’ dean making them connections for me :]

also sam what have you noticed now

oh the shadows moved!! sam has the braincell!!

i don’t think it’s a grizzlyyyy

also they keep digging up bad memories for these people they question. i mean, i get it but like,,

^not finishing this bullet point no coherent thoughts

no one believed himmm, poor old man, i want to write about him

i want to write about everyone here

oh his name is Mr. Shaw. unfortunately i have a gross bad guy named Mr. Shaw, so i am going to continue thinking about him as poor old man

‘it got inside our cabin’ danger level has been upgraded, noted

‘it unlocked it’ human looking hand / arm!!! 

is poor old man the only one who was attacked as a kid? bc that may be the reason it left him alive. or he just escaped, idk

ah shit, big ass scars

‘something corporeal’ idk man, ghost lady from the last episode waited for stupid car boy to open the car door and closed it behind her, she could interact with the physical realm and did so even when it wasn’t the most convenient thing ever

‘it’s corporeal, which means we can kill it’ i have a feeling that won’t be holding true for the whole show but good job being confident dean

ominous sounds

dean understanding that haley ain’t gonna give up looking for her brother is saying things about his relationship with sam. dean is def the type to avenge sam brutally if it needed to happen and then play it off if sam actually did turn out to be alive.

babysit? sam she’s a grown woman!! i get that you’re grieving but you are not acting as ‘perfectly okay’ as you insist you are!!!

what. what was that. why did sam just stop in the middle of the road like that. sard. sard i am now paranoid about everything that happens in this show.

i also do not do shorts. dean’s just like me fr fr

this guide is going to hate them

oh shit, something’s up. i hope this is not a sacrifice sitch

also i don’t check the titles beforehand so i don’t know what’s up

okay,, humanoid looking but also. moving much slower on purpose rn.

i do hope they save that guy but even if they do that therapy bill is gonna be expensive

this guide hates them

ok,, random bear trap for plot convenience,, i see how it is (the guide still totally hates them)

wait dean actually telling the truth??

at least he admits he’s a liar lol

M&M’S DO NOT COUNT AS PROVISIONS PAL

she’s liking him now. haley unfortunately i understand you.

sard i am so close to making an spn sona you have made me so ill

fuck it imma make one

right coordinates :] idk if they’ll find their dad tho

wonder if john is testing them. that’d be pretty fucked up but i wouldn’t put it past him

good point, forests are usually way louder than you’d expect them to be

roy is just. done.

roy is also acting slightly suspicious but is that my paranoia? we shall see

‘the tracks just vanish’ maybe it… picked them up?

i feel so bad for haleyyyy

‘he could still be alive’ ‘HELP!’ >> well, that was good timing

stuff’s gone,, does that include their weapons? roy has one gun. this is not good.

john’s notebook of doom getting pulled out again

oh, dean has another weapon. he also just said it was useless.

also i am pretending the wendigo is a different creature bc that’s uncomfy

is sam being slightly sadistic when talking to roy or is that just me?

ooh he almost gave it away, he’s losing control, becoming more impulsive :] i am excited

haley if you ain’t leaving here without tommy, you might not be leaving. just saying.

yeah, exactly. how you gonna protect yourselves in a trashed campsite?

shoulda known summat like that would work

thank you dean for acknowledging that sam is Not Fine

oh h. sam’s worried about their dad. and also angry.

dean kneeling down and putting his hand on the book like it’s holy,, imma have to write something about that later

dean being all questy and sam being like ‘wtf we have phones’ is honestly very funny to me and kinda reminds me of the movie onward. that may just be my association brain talking 

not ‘we gotta find dad’ it’s ‘I gotta find dad, I gotta find Jessica’s killer’

also ^ that makes more sense than him just wanting to find his dad bc he’s worried abt him

everyone’s gotta stop making promises in this show it makes me so anxious

dean is so concerned about sam and idk if he’s expressing it the right wayyy

deannnnn ugh stop making me feel the ache of my older sibling complex

HALEY WHAT DID I JUST SAY ABOUT PROMISES

roy you are idiotic idc if you think they’re just superstitious assholes, just because you hit it don’t mean it’s dead!

dean i get that you feel obligated to protect everybody but c’mon man

oh dear he got yoinked

sam! you followed him?!?

sam is fidgeting. noting that for later

‘runs in the family’ >> that’s sure A Way to Describe it

sam using dean’s wordingggg

‘speed, strength, immortality’ it’s just gonna give you kuru

oh yay fire,, totally won’t bring up bad winchester memories or anything

♪ ♪ blood on the tree, blood on the tree, everything is fine, it’s just blood on the tree ♪ ♪

big fucking claw marks now That must be a sign to continue moving and by that i mean turning the fuck around and moving back the way you came!!

it is TRAP

pasty ass bigfoot lookin ass motherfucker

not only did roy get merked he got strung up in a tree as bait

okay this thing has to be toying with them, right? poor old man just said it was too fast too see a while ago and you think running is gonna help??

they are running in a really weird spread out formation also ben just fell

sam helped him he okay

haley keeps screaming which is entirely understandable but also she is the only one. sam and dean probs ain’t screaming because they’re hunters or whatever but ben should be screaming too, i think.

ohn no

they told roy not to shoot it

is this another trap or did dean seriously hansel and gretel this shit with his m&m’s

‘better than breadcrumbs’ sam our brains are joined

^it is actually better than breadcrumbs tho, they’re brighter colored / easier to spot

warning toxic sign making me think that stuff’s about to get gross

sam just shrugging before they enter the weird forest building makes me think he does not currently have the braincell, but i’m not sure that dean has it either

oh dear, cave shit might get dicey. also, caves / mining tunnels are scary as fuck

more ominous growling is joined by footsteps!! yay…

TRAP

wait, trap or bad luck?

SKULLS

the branch or roots or whatever clinging to sam looked like a hand or something

they’re there!! seems like trap

that must hurt so fucking muchh, poor dean and haley

‘it’s gone for now’ YOU DON’T KNOW THAT THO??

is tommy dead

NOPE. that’s a good thing but he did Not have to wake up so Suddenly!!!

flare guns will work and that’s Real Fucking Lucky bc they don’y have ANY SUPPLIES

the winchester boys have stupid little smiles that i am unfortunately in love with

‘you thinking what i’m thinking?’ well sam might be but i am not, i don’t understanddd

dean is bait / distraction and apparently sam is fine with that?? no

remember when i said cursing out ghosts was gonna be a theme? yeah

‘sam, no!’ see. we understand each other haley

if it’s too fast to see it’s too fast to SHOOT YOU STUPID BOY

…sard i hate it why does it have to look like that

okay but that was funny lookin. just toppled.

if it’s pissed it’s should be not playing anymoreee, it should be faster like we established earlierrrr

again, haley should not be the only one screaming. tommy saw it eat his friend he should be shitting himself rn

sam, them getting behind you just means they might not die first

okay now it’s just posturing for the drama

yeah, you got shot with fire because you started posing you fucking show off

that’s a- that’s a weird effect

all it took was one flare? seriously? it’s in a wet cave and it immediately burned up?

they’re all lying together, yay bonding

was gonna say something about dean choosing the most inopportune moments to flirt but honestly i think that’s all that needs to be said

poor bennnn

dean chilling with haley, an older sibling, and sam chilling with ben, a younger brother. parallels

dean flirted first but he fr did not expect that cheek kiss

‘you know we’re gonna find dad, right?’ but the problem is that you don’t. there’s a problem, and it’s that you don’t know. hhh

sam’s driving!! he’s cheering up!!!

final thoughts:

do you mean to seriously tell me that haley is only in this episode? unacceptable. also, yay for sam having a little arc! i am still surprised that somehow dean was able to teach him to handle his emotions better, but that really is just how older siblings are: terrible at handling our own mental shit but will forever try to give our siblings advice if we think they need it. less notes than the first one, but i’m more used to everyone now so it makes sense. sard, i’m going to make a sona bc of you. it’s entirely your fault.

Supernatural Notes Masterpost

context. i'm watching this show and taking notes bc of my friend @sardonic-the-writer. i've quickly realized these notes will be extensive reactions to every moment onscreen, so like, obviously spoilers for the show, and this will probably be annoying. enjoy the glimpse into my brain. (will be rbing or editing this whenever i watch more, so all of it will be in one place. it takes me so long to watch episodes bc i must nerd out and overanalyze everything.)

Season 1

Episode 1: Pilot

um why are the vines on the house moving / lookin like creepy ass tentacles

oh no. cute kids. something bad’s gonna happen and traumatize them

wait these are sam and dean. double oh no.

cute domestic family? hhhragh that isn’t gonna last long

why. why is the mobile moving.

creepy music and other happenings

ah shit

she’s alone in the bed? she’s checking on sam alone after weird baby monitor happenings???

dark silhouette i bet that ain’t john

GIRL YO U CAN CHECK ON THE FLICKERING LIGHTS LATER STOPP

GIRL IS NOT GOING TO SURVIVE SHE’S GOING TO INVESTIGATE MORE SHIT ON HER OWN I GET THAT YOU DON’T THINK YOU’RE IN A HORROR MOVIE BUT PLEASE MA’AM IT’S BEEN TWO MINUTES

I KNEW IT WANINT JOHN YOU FUCK

OH shIT

‘hey sammy you okay?’ BOY YOUR WIFE WAS SCREAMING 2 SECONDS AGO WHERE TF IS SHE??? I KNOW U LOVE UR BABY BUT HE’S SMILING ND FINE FOR NOW

FUCK SHE���S ON THE CEILING

okay scary emotional moment aside that sudden plume of fire was actually kinda funny but still this is a yikes situation!! get your kids outta there pal!!!

um sir??? i know you didn’t just tell your kid to take his brother outside WITHOUT YOU

SIR WHAT DID YOU EXPECT TO BE ABLE TO DO

it’s been four minutes and they’ve probably lost their mother and their house. sard.

‘it’s okay sam’ HONEY. dean tryna reassure the literal baby who don’t know what’s going on bc that’s what he;s supposed to do. as an older sibling this hurtsss

okay at least he came out and joined them but Still

hoping that firefighters save the house

the spike in music and the zoom on john’s face is not making me hopeful.

okayyy they are going to a costume party? and he’s not in a costume? sam ur cute but. Tis a Costume Party.

Halloween is my favorite holiday Sam. This Is A Warning.

realizing this fits into the media rule of mothers not being allowed to survive is funny bc it made me picture this as a d*sney show

174? ONE SEVENTY FOUR. SAM WINCHESTER u are NOT ALLOWED TO BE HUMBLE.

‘is that good’ THE HIGHEST SCORE FOR THE LSAT IS 180

they don’t know? i am sensing Not Good Familial Ties

second blonde lady onscreen is probs also gonna die, calling it now.

ah shit is this gonna be a normal break in or another fuckin ceiling person fire thing

sam winchester. is horror movie logic hereditary?? why are u investigating shit by urself

sam why the hell are you fighting someone IN THE DARK

DEAN WHY THE HELL DID YOU JUST FIGHT YOUR BROTHER FOR FUN AND SCARE HIM HALF TO DEATH- oh wait, you’re brothers. STILL!!

‘or not’ no, shut up, just cause he flipped u when u weren’t expecting it don’t mean that could’ve worked on a real threat if they had a weapon. sam u are smart but also stupid.

okay pausing just to say i like their voices and we will be ignoring that right sard?

oh her name is Jess! second blonde lady Jess is going to die at some point

also just noticed dean not thinking sam would answer his calls and :’[

DEAN I NO LONGER FEEL BAD WTF

code words babeyyy

also Sam if you have something happening in your family that requires code words while the ‘you can say it in front of her’ thing is good for standing up for yourself and all, I assume it ain’t the best idea

Sam is actually being perfectly reasonable in this situation however I assume that Sam will not be listened to

‘He’s always missing, and he’s always fine’ again confirming that this show will hurt. John, u suck and I’ve known you for less than ten minutes.

JOHN WTF

did sam know this wasn’t normal?? did he have to get to college and realize oh, this was bad?

dean having a ‘it’s not really paranoia if they’re really out to get you’ mindset is Not Helping

‘dad’s obsession to find the thing that killed her’ i told you that zoom on his face did not make me feel hopeful

sam brought up mom, this is gonna get messyyyy

ran away? sard, sam is going to make me feel things this is not okay. i am going to project so hard onto these characters and it will be all your fault.

ohnno. Feelings.

SARD. SARD. ‘I can’t do this alone.’ ‘Yes you can.’ ‘I don’t want to.’ I DON’T WANT TO??? SARD HOW DARE YOU I’M GOING INSANE AND IT’S BEEN TEN MINUTES

sam gave in and i know i should feel bad abt that bc i was rooting for him like two seconds ago but you don’t understand ‘i don’t want to’ destroyed me

brother that is a lot of tools

voice appreciation bullet point. please ignore.

‘I’m 26, dude.’ shut uppp

eee they will be working cases in this show this is great. love a good mystery / case of the week show but don’t wanna watch cop shows :/

Three Weeks is Not a Few Days Buddy

sam strikes again with the braincell. he will lose it again soon enough.

okay so. did not sound like the men getting disappeared were whispering that ‘i can never go home’ thing so is this like a ghost lady off the side of the road typa shit? hitchhiker that died and never made it to her destination?

‘never bothered you, never asked you for a thing’ YOU MEAN YOU DIDN’T COMMUNICATE FOR SHIT

very much get why sam did not tell his family abt the lsat thing but damnit, dean, be proud of your little brother!!!

jess is nice but sam Will be brushing her off and Will feel justified for doing it

jess is concerned. i am Also concerned.

‘I promise’ sir you are jinxing yourself!!!

did he tell her??? we don’t get to know that apparently

stranger that i do not recognize from sard rbing spn gifs. therefore, likely unimportant character that something is going to happen to.

GHOST LADY I FCKIN CALLED IT

she don’t look quite like a hitchhiker tho. also, i get you’re concerned, brother, but ominous wind seems to only be blowing at her hair and dress and your radio just went haywire. you are ALONE. did you not get taught stranger danger bc while it don’t always apply to adults, it sure does to This Situation, boy

most ominous words ever. she did not mention car trouble, just said ‘take me home’ this is baddd

no one has common sense or self preservation in this show i stg

ghost lady Can interact with physical realm. i think this might be worse.

BOY STOP STARING AT HER TITS AND REALIZE THAT THIS SITCH IS GONNA GET YOU IN TROUBLE

‘a girl like you’ bruh. stop.

this feels like a weird interpretation of a siren

one, fast hand go zoom. two, the only woman we’ve been introduced to so far that hasn’t been immediately sexualized was their mother and she immediately died. so. not great

wasn’t stupid car boy talking to a girl on the phone earlier???

‘do you think im pretty’ soundin like the slit mouthed woman over here, bad sign

STUPID CAR BOY EMPHASIS ON STUPID

as soon as he pulled up to weird house and she vanished he should have been outta there

moving weird handprint with no proper smear

oh no it’s showing a shot of him from inside the house this is bad

that made me jump BUT I KNEW THERE WAS SOMETHING INSIDE HOUSE

boy is backing out like the pizza man from home alone

oh no that isn’t it is it

wait he didn’t check the backseat?? or did she vanish completely and then reappear in backseat

oh he is,, Not Okay

the switch from that scene to that music made me laugh

credit card scams??? and you’re just gonna ask that out in the open?? sam. sam.

sam. do not diss metallica.

soundtrack appreciation bullet point.

haha time to lie to cops :]

spotless?? it certainly was not spotless when BLOOD SPLATTERED ON THE WINDOWS

he was dating a cop’s daughter and considering cheating? stupid car boy is Even More Stupid

‘thanks, that’s awfully kind of you’ see. unfortunately dean fucks.

dean Not Being Able To Resist Insulting the cops is, i’m sad to say, hot

them fighting is totally not going to be suspicious at all (boys, get it together for my sake, i’m not good at sarcasm)

older sheriff lookin ass guy is going to remember their faces and mess this up for them somehow

this is making me so glad my roommate that i actually share a room with is not here bc my headphones just died and i will charge them Later

dean, your alibis are gonna get all mixed uppppp

random girl who asked if Amy was okay after two strangers started to corner her i love you

why is amy even interested in troy

sam gets to go on um actually. as a treat.

JINX

sam keeps meeting the eyes of whoever’s talking bc he’s still adjusting to this / he’s used to dean and dean keeps watching for sam’s reactions bc he’s used to this but sam is now the new element

okay i get that the local legend stuff was spot on and also important but girl maybe mentioning troy disappearing forever next to his gf is not the best idea? PLUS if dean and sam were really troy’s uncles then them taking weird ghost stuff at face value is sus, no?

ah, when it was possible to get zero results bc there weren’t ads everywhere. i do not remember this time.

dean, don’t hit your brother bc you don’t know the correct keywords

good job sam, but i have subtitles on so i read it before i heard it and i misread ‘Constance Welch’ as ‘Contance Wench’ so i just wanted to let you know that’s who she is in my head

poor Joseph. poor Constance. poor kids. why do kids have to be so fragile

‘that bridge look familiar to you?’ no, totally not the same bridge you were just at a couple minutes ago, that would be ridiculous

dean is so insensitive and desensitized and unfortunately i know i’m going to love him

deannnnnn, be nice to sam pleaseeeee

‘well, that’s healthy’ POT MEET KETTLE DEAN

they’re fighting and i am in pain

‘don’t talk about her like that’ like what? like she’s dead? people don’t generally go up in smoke and then randomly appear after years, y’know? dean, hun, you’re in pain but have you considered putting that credit card scam money into getting a therapist?

oh dear

oh look at that, i’m officially just over Halfway Through This Episode. yeah, how many notes do i have? only THREE AND A HALF PAGES

running the longside of the road instead of zigzagging out the way bc they’re Like That

also lovely confirmation that she does not need an invitation or a driver to get inside the car and use it

BOYS. now i KNOW you survive but WTF WAS THAT

sam’s little laugh of relief is quite lovely but unfortunately i think he’s going to become an adrenaline junkie who can’t stop doing this hunting thing. i say unfortunately, but that’s for his sake. i am very excited.

‘car alright?’ dean winchester you just jumped off a bridge

was gonna make a comment abt the futility and perhaps stupidity of cursing out ghost lady. however. i fear that cursing out ghosts may be a staple when it comes to this show.

their dad’s been there…

dean you need a shower. bad ly.

sorry abt two bullet points in a row abt this but dean how do not want to pull off your skin to get allat dirt off ya?? also why didn’t the hotel guy ask about that instead of the ‘reunion’ bull??

writing the way i talk works for me when i’m tryna write fast and not think much bout what i’m saying but i think watching something like this is gonna bring out my accent, if my roommates make fun of me later i’m blaming you sard

this hotel room is the spn version of the red string conspiracy guy meme

i think the thing these guys have in common is the fact that they were all stupid car boys willing to pick up ghost lady and try to take her home

ALSO just realized ghost lady had a husband in her life?? and she was still flirting with stupid car boy?? idk, maybe they had an after death split but this don’t hit right with me

Sard. Why was there whispering. Sard last time there was weird shit like this that Sam noticed a lady started burning on the ceiling. Sard.

‘she might have another weakness’ i think the fact that dean steamrolled right past that means they’ll be using that other weakness

dean wth. are you. allergic to affection? ‘no chick-flick moments’ fuck OFF, this is why he wouldn’t’ve answered your calls

okay, sam’s rolling with it. i still stand by what i said about therapy.

sam what have you noticed now?

is that them???????????? hhhhhhhhraghhh

dean, sam is on the phoneee

love how cool dean is with illegal shit tho

wait they’re in separate places law of media says something bad is going to happen

‘you got anything that’s real’ ‘my boobs’ sard unfortunately i love him.

how many fake names ya think dean just has ready to go? wait, imagine him in an improv class

okay, fr tho dean, that corkboard shit is sus as hell, idc if you were three when it first happened, it still looks like you’re stalkin ‘em (which. i guess you kinda are.)

is that his dad’s book? adult version of the notebook of doom

sam is still looking for their dad even tho he coulda totally taken the opportunity to split back to stanford :]

poor Joseph :[

there was no after death split and i feel very icky about ghost lady flirting with stupid car boy

…was that hesitance before ‘definitely’ or am i imagining things?

good job for being nice to people sam

oh no, retracting that statement. why are you telling him this

oh shit it was hesitance

OH SHIT

so a woman in white is like medea, gottit

okay i understand why ghost lady flirted with the stupid car boy

ooh narratively interesting point >> cheating Joseph has more faith in Constance to be a good person than himself

also this makes more sense than the fact that the kids were left alone for a literal minute and both died

he gon pick that lock!!

dean is free hehe

wait sam placed the call? aww, he cares about his brother

ex-Marine? keeping that tidbit locked away for later

also you woulda thunk that the cops coulda thought about coordinates when looking at a combo of random numbers

wait!!!! sam is going to be okay, he’s not what the woman in white is looking for, right? unless he like, pissed her off by running through her with the car. but still. first episode, he must be okay

trappedinthecartrappedinthecar

‘you will be’ fuck OFF GET AWAY FROM HIMM

THAT TOTALLY DOESN’T COUNT YOU FUCKING ASSAULTED HIM

wait driving the car through the house worked? huh

fucked up ghost family reunion aside i feel so fucking bad for sam

oh gross

‘you found her weak spot’ guess who called it? again? i love being good at pattern recognition

WHAT THE FUCK DEAN YOU JUST SLAPPED HIS INJURIES

‘if you screwed up my car, i’ll kill you’ or, y’know, you might do that on accident bc you SLAP HIS INJURIES

okay dean you get a little grace for finally taking sam seriously about his interview

‘you’ll call me if you find him?’ there, dean, you have an invitation to talk to your brother. do it.

AWW JESS MADE HIM COOKIES

.

sard.

sard.

SARD ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME

…

he is not making that interview is he

fuck

the winchester boys suffering the same fates as their father apparently

THE PROBLEM IS IT MAKES SENSE SAM WASN’T JUST GOING TO UP AND LEAVE HIS LIFE ALL WILLY NILLY AND I EVEN CALLED IT BUT THE PARALLELS AND THE PAIN SARD

final thoughts:

unfortunately I’m hooked. it made perfect sense for this to initiate everything. sure, it’s not the best show ever but there’s so much packed in and my overthinking brain is whirring faster than my laptop’s fan rn. loved that things were never immediately revealed bc it gave me a chance to guess and it felt so good when things fell into place later. sam is a sweetheart, but he’s also really smart and able to pass as innocent even when he’s lying his head off. i love that. dean’s an asshole that i am unfortunately attached to but he also obviously cares a lot about his family and doesn’t know how to handle that when it seems so broken. i am still so upset about that final bit. i will be binging this whenever i can but how dare you sard. this is nearly six pages of notes. why am i like this.

edit bc I just realized every ‘home’ in this episode was destroyed. ‘i can never go home.’ the winchesters’ house in the beginning and sam’s place both went up in flames, and sam drove a car through the haunted place. the only thing that saves things like motels is impermanence. sard I need to write forever I think

[costellos]

toyaaaa bb! 🤍 here’s the artwork that made me all hot and bothered eeeeewaaaaughhhhhhhhh — https://twitter.com/muta_agaki/status/1338502599528521730?s=20

he seemed like that quiet guy in the corner of the class that nobody really noticed, maybe one or two girls thought he looked kinda decent but never brought it up? then when he came back to tokyo-tech with his gucci a$$ outfit he made people shocked but in a good way like DAMN his glow up 😳😳😳😳😳 I’m looking very hard😳😳😳😳😳😳

😭 this man is beautiful

YELLS!!! 

Leslie on the good stuff..... jesus christ thank u I’m not spacing out about what you said at work rn nope. 

I feel like Nanami would’ve been that student that had a pretty face, but his standoffish attitude made him difficult to approach. like... can you imagine catching his glance for a second. and you think to yourself “wow, he’s actually really handsome.” such strinkingly blue eyes; cold sure, but pretty nonetheless.

part of you wants to strike up a conversation, maybe be his friend. you’re not as brave as Yu or Gojo, though, so you’ll opt to be a fellow classmate in the meantime.

and then he comes back to Tokyo Tech. everything has changed about him, but also nothing at all. he’s much more confident now. hair out of his face, stride so much more open. he takes pride in his appearance with his, quote, gucci a$$ suit. all this, combined with his matured features, makes him so much more handsome.

he’s just as standoffish, though. brief and straightforward, with that cutting tone that still makes you wince.

you catch his glance again, and you notice that his eyes are still blue, but something about them seems shallow. they’re not as bright as they used to be. he’s tired, and despite how put together he is, there’s a part of him that feels incomplete. he’s looking for something. you can tell. happiness, a purpose, money -- you don’t know. but you’re dying to find out. 

maybe you could help him. 

maybe, if he’ll let you, you could be the friend you wanted to be for him then.

[poppy-metal]

Oral fixation but its foreskin and light tip play with eddie. just like when he needs something to focus on and eats you out during a movie, it helps you relax. Starting with your head resting on the inside of his thigh, just lazily suckling the skin and swirling your spit gathered tongue around the inside. pulling it between your lips and gently letting it go with a little pop, playing around with no particular rhythm. hands in a diamond at the base so he stays where you want him as he gets harder. idly worshipping him, ignoring him as he comes undone and his cum weakly dribbles out

uncut eddie is my favorite eddie how did you know.

hhhh just. licking the furled skin that's hiding his precious tip from you, coaxing the skin back with your tongue lazily until inch by inch the skin peals back down his cock and his blushing pink head is bare to you. already wet and sticky with little pearls of pre-cum.

n you wrap your lips so softly around the ruddy tip of him, just laving your tongue back and forth over his weeping slit. pressing it in slightly just to feel the pulse of it under your tongue.

the sounds hes making, the soft little puffs of breath and the way his thighs twitch every so often remind you you're making him feel good and it just hightens the experience for you. if you'd look up at him you'd see him with his lips parted in ecstasy, his pale skin flushed and his eyes dazed as they look down at you. his hair is up so it doesn't fall around his shoulders because he wants his whole focus on you getting your pleasure from his cock like this.

you let his tip stay in your mouth. let your drool and spit make a pool around him in your mouth just to feel the way his cock twitches and jerks against your tongue at the sensation.

when you pull back and a river of your spit slowly seeps out and down his cock he moans louder this time, but you're too busy watching in fascination at how your spit puddles around his base and slips down to slide across his balls, which hang heavy between his legs, full and fat and throbbing.

you start kitten kissing and licking his head then, like spit coated cock is your favorite flavor of ice cream and that makes his head drop back, and his eyes roll, and hes saying "shittttttttt. of fuck-" as his balls draw up and right on the tip of your tongue his cum pulses out weakly from his slit, dribbling down your chin and over your lips.

when he looks back at you you're rolling his cum around on your tongue, like you're spreading the taste of him around and his chest heaves.

you make it worse, by letting your tongue loll out of your mouth so that the rest of his release drips out on his softening pudgy cock and fuck if his toes dont goddamn curl a little.

the fact that hes soft now doesn't much matter to you, taking him back in your mouth and lashes fluttering as you suck gently around him anyway, cheek pressing into his thigh like a cat seeking affection before it dozes off.

he gives it to you, of course he does, carding a hand through your hair and rubbing gently. the weight of him on your tongue with the feeling of him petting you has you in the clouds. you hum around him, content.

eventually, you think you might have nodded off, your mouth starts to ache and you come back to earth with the sensation of eddie thickening again in your mouth, feel your lips split like they do when they're around the very girth of him.

you moan now, the fact that hes lazily getting turned on again making you happy, and you relax your throat to let him take up as much space as he needs inside.

eddie cups your cheek now, with a ringed hand, thumbing at your absolutely ruined mouth, "can-" his voice is hoarse so he has to start again. "can i use your mouth a little, baby? just. a little."

you blink up at him, nodding and he bites his bottom lip, inhaling hard as his hand moves to cup the back of your head, cradling you and holding you still all at once.

his pelvis flexes and more of him fills your throat, before hes pulling out just a little and he coos at you when you start to whine at that. "no, no, im not taking it out. wouldn't do that to you. juuuust a little wiggle room, for daddy to fuck your throat. nice and slow, yeah, baby, see? feels so fucking good."

he pulls out about halfway, before slowly pushing back in, and you relax again, happy that hes not taking himself out of your throat, happy that hes using you now too. the drag and pull of him on your tongue is divine.

"how'd i-" its a testament to how turned on he really is, that words are hard to come by for him. "-get so fucking lucky with you. jesus christ. you're so pretty, oh hell,"

[rinnelovebot]

So sorry for all the rqs b b but

soft rei, mama, and mayoi hcs i beg,,, hhhh,,, ( 🪳 )

A/N: AHHHH FOCKENFOCOEKWISHDJWMD THE BELOVEDS!!!! Also, because I have a two character limit, please send Mayoi in another ask! I like to focus on quality over quantity! Thank you for letting me rant about madara and rei in the meantime roachnonnie argh holds head in hands

*ೃ༄ Soft Rei Sakuma and Madara Mikejima hc’s

Madara is so used to being the caretaker, that being taken care of is foreign and kind of weird. But, it’s pleasant. He’ll keep up his usual cheery disposition whenever you look at him lovingly and pull him in for a hug, but he’s melting on the inside. He loves that he can be like this with you, to be the vulnerable one. for once. Madara trusts you more than anyone.

I’ve definitely already covered this in past headcanons, but your boyfriend is so so so great to cuddle with. He’ll sleepily caress your face, gently pecking the edge of your mouth and looking into your eyes so lovingly that it was hard to maintain eye contact. All the while, keeping his arms firmly wrapped around you.

He tends to act very domestic despite the two of you only dating. He just can’t help it! Hell, you’re already Madara’s spouse in his eyes. He always loves to talk about your future marriage as well. He definitely already has the theme, honeymoon, etc figured out. The brunette loves you way too much, how could he not plan this stuff ahead of time!

Get ready to receive a million kisses a day. Madara will never pass up the opportunity to kiss you anywhere and everywhere. Passionate kisses, light kisses, cheek kisses, forehead kisses, any kind is good for him. Plus, it always seems to make you smile—and that’s always something he wants to see.

He’s just soft in general with you. His love for you is so large to the point where he can’t even begin to verbalize it. What he can do though, is always try his hardest to make you happy. Which, he’s found, isn’t hard. He always knows just how to make you laugh when you’re down, and smile when you’re upset. He’s happy if you’re happy. <3

Please take a nap with him. Oh my god. It doesn’t matter if it’s in a bed, a coffin, wherever—anywhere with you is just fine. His voice is comforting in its own right, but adding on his soft fingertips running up and down your back, and his soft smile, it’s impossible to not feel completely at ease and comforted. Even as the two of you sleep, there is a distinct look of sheer content on the both of your faces.

Oh so teasing, but on some days, he just wants to bask in your presence and make you feel appreciated. But, you still can’t help but feel caught off-guard whenever he takes your hand in his and tenderly kisses your cheek, whispering something sweet instead of something to make you blush. Though, it still tends to have the same effect!

He does a lot in order to protect you and keep you safe, it’s just in his nature. He values the sense of security and safety within your relationship, and it puts his mind at ease to know that you’re okay. You feel incredibly thankful for this, routinely cupping his cheeks and kissing his cold—yet soft lips, thanking him for all he does. Perhaps this is one of the rare occasions that you’ll make him blush, instead of vice versa.

Rei often comes up behind you and rests his forehead on your shoulder, wrapping his arms around your torso and just, being. It’s always unprovoked, he just likes to rest in this position. Sometimes he can’t believe he has you in his life, and these small moments give him an opportunity to just relish in it all. It’s almost laughable, but still sweet.

He’s very romantic. Sweet words and gentle touches are common occurrences, and they always seem to make your face heat up. Rei loves you completely unashamedly, so why wouldn’t he be romantic? He wants to spend the rest of his life with you, for crying out loud. He’ll never change, so be prepared to have a vampire who loves you completely and wholly for as long as you live. <3

[vampireimiko]

hi can you do a static x reader and just some general dating headcanons? thank you ☺️

𝐆𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐥 𝐃𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐇𝐜'𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐕𝐢𝐫𝐠𝐢𝐥

𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬, none at all, just straight fluff <33

𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞, the request didn't exactly specify if you wanted the yj version or the version I used, so hopefully this is what you meant💀, anyways enjoy !!

⬤ hhhh I'm so Inlove with him look at my bby- anyways 😁

⬤ now,, for this relationship to work out you would already have to know that virgil is a superhero, bc y'all seen how his friendship with daisy was barely working💀

⬤ so let's just say right after the big bang happened he went straight to going to see you and richie afterwards

⬤ so technically that would mean you and richie got powers since virgil was still doused in the big bang gas, BUT that's another story for another time <33

⬤ so with that being said, let's go ahead and jump into these hcs ✨

⬤ OKAY. so, with virg being a teenage superhero and all he doesn't really have much time for you sadly, trying to balance school, getting good grades, and being a superhero was pretty hard

⬤ but nonetheless virgil is glad that you understand his lifestyle and you don't tend to get mad at him whenever he's late for a date or two

⬤ but when he does have time for you best believe he makes it worthwhile

⬤ he'll take you out on small day dates when both of you have time, you'll both go too the mall, park, or the burger place virgil had to work at once

⬤ when he's not fighting anybody and off patrol he'll fly to your window with his board and ask if you wanna fly around the city with him

⬤ HATES when sharon teases him😭

⬤ "aw look at my baby bro, all grown up now!" she'd say while getting in his face and squishing his cheeks together

⬤ cue him pushing her off of him and coming up with a snarky remark back to her

⬤ and then there's you standing in a corner laughing your ass off💀

⬤ also when he's not busy, any chance he gets he's showing you off to anybody around y'all😭 ⬤ but as soon as a nigga tries something virgil is on they ass like grass ok ⬤ one time francis (hotstreak) was flirting with you and well let's just say when francis was causing trouble as usual, static rocked his shit a little more than usual

⬤ but all in all static is a very nice boyfriend and you wouldn't trade him for the world :))

𝐚𝐝𝐝𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐥 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞 ; I'm not too happy with these so maybe I'll go back and edit them later on, but here's what I came up with for the time being, enjoy !!

𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐬𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐲 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐦𝐲 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐭 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧

[demonsandco]

Out of all the demons (diavolo and barbatos included) who’s most likely to enjoy using their pact in the bedroom? I just love the idea of dom mc giving them orders through the pact but idk if any of them would vibe with that

Oh using their pacts would be so much fun hhhh. I ordered them from most to least likely to enjoy it, instead of the usual layout.

Lucifer : Lucifer hates how much the idea excites him. He’s ashamed to admit it, but even the mention of using their pact to order him around is enough to make his dick twitch. The thought of not having to think for once, just trusting his partner to take full control and letting his body follow their commands on its own accord - he just can’t get enough of it! It’s the perfect amount of humiliation to make him shamefully hard, without actually wounding his pride.

Mammon : Mammon pretends not to care for the idea all that much, but he agrees way too fast to not seem desperate. It’s no secret that he’s proud to have a pact with them, and as much as he complains when given a command, it's a thrill he can never get enough of. He especially enjoys if they use the pact to control his movement or his pleasure, making him feel like he's tied up or has a cock ring on, yet there’s nothing physically there.

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Diavolo : If Diavolo trusts his partner enough to make a pact with them, then he has more than enough faith in them to give them complete control. It’s a very new and exciting feeling, having someone so much weaker than him ordering him around. He’s more than eager to obey, and the whole experience makes everything feel so much more intense to him. He has no shame in asking to do it again in the future.

Asmodeus : Asmo is always looking for new, fun ways to spice things up, and using his pact is perfect for that! It’s not something he’d like to do constantly, and too many orders will make him feel frustrated and annoyed pretty fast, but he finds it exciting to sprinkle a few small commands in here and there, ordering him to open his mouth or spread his legs. Moderation is key when it comes to using his pact.

Barbatos : With how obedient and controlled Barbatos is normally, there isn’t even a need to use his pact. If anything, he’s almost insulted that they feel the need to command him, when he knows full well he can follow their orders perfectly on his own accord. Admittedly, a few commands every once in a while do add an element of excitement, but it’s easy to overdo it for him.

Leviathan : In theory, Levi finds the thought exciting, but he isn’t too fond of how it feels to use his pact. Being given a command feels overwhelming, and not in a good way, his body acting without him controlling it leaving him disorientated and tense. The idea itself is very enjoyable, though, and he finds that having his partner threaten to use their pact is more exciting than actually having them use it.

Beelzebub : Beel just isn’t a fan of using his pact during something so intimate. He finds it boring in a way, impersonal to the point where he doesn’t get much pleasure out of it. If he’s making his partner feel good, he wants it to be of his own accord, not because of their pact. With how eager to please he is, though, pact orders aren’t needed at all.

Satan : Satan is conflicted on the matter. At first, he genuinely thought he’d enjoy it, experiencing something new and getting some deeper insight on his pact and how it connects the two of them. In practice, though, he hates how it feels. He’s not entirely sure why, but it leaves him frustrated and jittery without being the least bit pleasurable. He’s glad to have tried it, but he’d rather keep anything pact related out of the bedroom next time.

Belphegor : It’s a hard no from Belphie from the start. The idea alone is enough to make him uncomfortable, and he’d prefer if his partner avoided giving him commands overall. The complete and total lack of control scares him, and makes him feel trapped. Plus, he’s a complete brat. He gets the most pleasure out of disobeying, breaking the rules his partner sets and pushing their buttons, wanting to make them react. A pact command takes all the fun out of it for him, forcing him to obey and denying him control over his own body.