#hes so silly he cant really control himself and what he says when it comes to yugi

[shinayashipper]

Atem "did you sleepwalk into my room? *wink*" will always be Peak Atem's Way of Flirting... he flirts like That and Yugi will still finds him Charming

[caxasy]

caleb and his prince treatment

caleb x male reader

spoiled (semi-yandere) ! caleb headcanons i have for him and male!reader :P more so modern!au, but can be read as if it were taking place in the canon universe

side note: i should really come up with a name for mc bc saying mc in the text and reading it over physically makes me cringe, hg needs a name T.T im just so uncreative i cant think of one UGH

side note x 2: per usual yandere-esque tendencies and thoughts coming from caleb, implied childhood best friends, i play my game in both chn and kor so thats why im kind of applying that in here hence the names and some vocabulary i used in here being more taken from my kor gaming experience

spoiled!caleb who hated being told no. he wasn’t used to that. and he will never settle with getting used to that. he thinks he’s selfless in a lot of ways (he really isn’t, hes deluding himself by telling himself he is — hes actually the exact opposite @ caleb hope that helps!!!), but he will be selfish with your time and attention (and everything else you have to offer...mans is greedy).

“you’re back!” caleb practically jumped off of his seat on the couch when the door of the house swung open. he immediately pocketed his phone, meeting you at the door and taking your backpack from your shoulders.

“classic butler caleb services,” you tease, watching as he threw your bag over his shoulder, “not too fast, though. you can just leave it by the door, i gotta change really quick,”

“hm?” caleb hummed, watching you take off your shoes and go upstairs, “uhm, are you going somewhere?”

“yeah!” you called out from your room and he heard the shuffling of drawers being opened and closed and your footsteps walking around the room. “caleb, have you seen my bracelet? i forgot to put it on this morning, could’ve sworn it was on my table!”

he looked down at his wrist, shaking his head to snap himself out of his confusion, and dropped your bag by the door as you instructed. he went upstairs, watching you from the door frame with his arms crossed over his chest.

“where are you going?” he almost began shifting anxiously where he stood, but had to physically stop himself. he also had to physically control his tone, not wanting to sound too bereft at you leaving again. you just came back from school! where were you going now?

“oh, just out with some friends,” you say, holding the bottom of your shirt up with your teeth as you zip up your jeans. caleb swallows harshly at the sight of your exposed abdomen. his head snaps up to meet your gaze when you drop the shirt from your mouth. “celebration from finishing off final season,”

“oh, but-”

“you have it on,” you smile, walking over and slipping your hand undernearth the elastic band of the beaded bracelet. your wrist resting on top of his, heavy and warm and enough to make his throat run dry. then, you pulled away with it now on you instead of him. “caleb, if you want your own, just ask mc, silly,” you tease, booping his nose and stepping past him.

“wait, uhm, you don’t want to stay in today? aren’t you tired from classes?” caleb asked, snapping out of his trance and going after you as you walked down the hallway.

“hmm, maybe tomorrow, caleb, i already made these plans last week. plus, i could use a couple drinks too,” you rub the back of your neck, looking bashful, “my upperclassmen wanted to treat me and they would be pretty upset if i backed out, soemthing stupid about how they have to treat me,”

caleb’s jaw clenched. you were relying on other people as a source of relaxation. he could just take you out to the bar himself, why did you need to go out with other people?

so what if they were your upperclassman? just because they’re older than him doesn’t mean he can’t provide that same treatment to you. you know that, right? caleb’s capable, so why did you rely on others for this stuff?

“anyway, tell mc that i can still drive her thing tomorrow, i don’t plan on drinking much so i won't be hungover or anything,” you reminded him, looking at the watch on your wrist, “annnnddd, don’t wait up for dinner. we’re going to an all you can eat, so i’ll be out till then!”

that meant you were gonna be gone for hours.

“are you sure you don’t wanna stay in? i heard it might start raining later today, bad weather might not be good to be out in late at night,” caleb reasons, following after your movement to the door, like a dejected puppy.

“it’ll be fine, i’ll bring the umbrella if anything,” you smile, stopping at the front door and tapping his cheek with your palm, “see you later, caleb! promise we’ll hang out tomorrow!”

before he could get a word in, one last shot in the dark of preventing you from leaving, the door was closed behind you.

he stood there, chest moving in controlled, slow movements. his fingers were twitched at his side before balling into a fist. he planned for you two to spend the night together, watching movies and tv until mc came home, then you’d eat dinner all together.

he sighed, pressing his closed fist to his mouth and trying to control himself.

“fucking pigs,” he cursed under his breath, going upstairs to your guys’ shared room and getting comfortable on your bed. he can't believe that not only he got told "no" to some shared time together, but you even chose to hang out with other people instead of him.

he laid there, breathing in your scent for a couple of seconds before begrudedly opening up the tracking app on his phone. he saw your icon and mc’s before clicking onto yours.

for the rest of the night, he stayed rotting in your bed hugging your pillow and watching your location from his screen. when you should’ve been by his side.

(the tracking app is like the find my app on iphones — so you and mc also have caleb’s location, a shared type of situation. not a stalker or anything LMAO [wouldn’t put it past caleb though…])

spoiled!caleb who doesn’t expect you to pamper anyone else the way you do to him. ever since you two were kids, you made sure to take care of him. it’s expected, even now that you guys are older. and of course, you don’t mind it. taking care of caleb and mc is a given to you, a responsibility that you don’t mind upholding.

but, since you’re so used to taking care of them, you unknowingly grew into the habit of taking care of everyone around you as well.

you, caleb, and mc were sitting at one of the outside tables on your guys’ campus. it was a nice day out so the three of you were lingering longer than you usually did after classes. mc was going on about an annoying group project that she had to do as her final. caleb was fully entertained by how animated she was talking about it while you were trying to comfort her, saying there were only a couple of more weeks of school left.

“hyung! is that you?” a cheerful voice was heard from behind you, making you instinctively turn your head. caleb and mc looked as well, curious to see if this person was actually talking to you or not.

a smiling man with platinum blonde hair walked up to the table, practically beaming at you.

“i haven’t seen you all semester, where have your classes been?” the smile on the unknown man’s face turned into an exaggerated pout, making you chuckle softly at the sight.

“it’s good to see you, jaemin,” the two of you are now smiling at each other and caleb feels his eye twitch. “oh, this is caleb and mc, caleb’s your age and mc is a bit younger,”

“nice to meet you two, i remember you guys from when hyung would talk about you,” the teasing comment was delivered along with a soft shoulder bump, making you roll your eyes, “it’s good to finally meet you, i’m jaemin,”

“nice to meet you, jaemin,” mc politely says, offering a kind smile. her eyes stray over to caleb, who practically looks in pain to smile at the boy his age.

“nice to meet you,” he says through his teeth, smile not meeting his eyes.

“we should hang out some time, hyung,” jaemin’s eyes sparkled as if he remembered something, “there’s a cute cafe that opened up near the library! i heard their pasteries are good!”

“sure, just text me and i’ll let you know when i’m free. it’ll be my treat,” you offer, open to hang out and reconnect with your underclassmen.

“how do you two know each other?” caleb asks, leaning in slightly closer to you as he spoke looking only at you.

“we had that research class together. remember when i kept having to stay late at the library in the fall?” jaemin turned sheepish at the reminder.

“yeah, that would definitely be me. i just kept needing help and hyung is such a good teacher,” you waved your hand as if dismissing the praise, but jaemin kept going, “he’s the only reason why i passed that class! if it weren’t for hyung, i definitely would have been done for!”

can this guy stop calling you that? it’s just like a searing reminder that there are other people in your life that are close enough to call you that. caleb hates that reminder. that you have a life that doesn’t revolve around him and mc, when you and mc are his entire world.

“no, you just needed some support, you did all the work,” you console, smiling so kindly at the man it makes caleb even more uncomfortable.

“whatever, you’re still too kind,” jaemin fanned his hand in front of his face, pinched eyebrows being seen under his bangs, “it’s so hot, how are you not sweating? how long have you three been out here?”

mc chuckled behind her hand at his behavior whilst caleb thought he was just being an annoying piece of shit he was being while overstaying his welcome.

“here, drink some,” without a second thought, you handed him your water bottle, which you had already drank out of. with that realization, caleb swore he felt his inside were boiling in annoyance and envy. why were you so selfless? he loves it about you…when it applies to him, but when he realizes that it’s not a completely special experience he receives from you, he feels bitter.

“you’re a lifesaver, thank you,” worst of all, the fucker actually took the water bottle from you and took a sip. uncaringly, he drank direct from the spout.

caleb’s fist clenched on the table as he realized what that meant. his self restraint was reaching its peak. for the rest of the time that jaemin was making small talk with you, which was a couple minutes longer, caleb was trying really hard to just calm himself down.

when jaemin finally left, caleb didn’t bother saying bye properly, internally hoping he would never see the man ever again. and most importantly, he'd leave you alone.

needless to say, the entire commute back home from university was you noticing the slight downtrodden mood of caleb and trying to make him feel better. you didn’t even know why his mood was more down and quiet, less charismatic than he usually was. but you didn’t ask, only offering extra attention to him to try and make him feel better.

it worked, obviously, since all caleb wanted was all your attention on him in the first place. but it did set as a good example for caleb to remember in the future...if he ever acts somewhat sad around you, you become more attentive to him. he had to fight the smile that almost made its way to his face.

spoiled!caleb who basically resource guards you. practically your walking guard dog. which is funny to think about since you are fully capable of protecting yourself in a face of “danger” and are more than capable in being able to take care of yourself and then some. but caleb is selfish and incredibly spoiled when it comes to you. which means, he’ll do anything to keep you as close as possible to him and only him.

spoiled!caleb who is trying hard to prove to you that he is capable of providing for you the way you do for him, but finds himself folding the moment you begin pampering him. his headstrong attitude in showing how grown he is, and he is grown, crumbles in confidence the moment you start using that familiar tone on him. the tone that shows how much you care for him, how casual it is for you to take care of him almost more than you care for yourself.

spoiled!caleb who, as mentioned before, dislikes anyone publicly showing how comfortable and familiar they are with you. whether it be in physical closeness, using terms such as oppa or hyung on you which show that close relationship you have with other - he hates it. to him, it’s almost ike it’s a competition. how can he prove to everyone around you that he’s the only man that you care about. how you hold him to a higher degree than others and that he loves that you do. he sounds cocky thinking that way, but if any ounce of a differnt impression is planted into his mind, he will go insane.

[maarslovesmonkees]

Since you did a NSFW Alphabet for Caesar do you think you could do one for Koba with a Human Female Reader please?

{Koba NSFW alphabet}

Koba my beloved💗 Hes my favourite character in the whole franchise, and I was hoping to do this!!👏 Its also like the middle of the night where I live so I hope you enjoy even though Im tired asf making this😭🙏

Notes and warnings: M4F, Koba x Human!Reader, NSFW

A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

He does care about you but he'll have trouble admitting it. He would throw a wet cloth on you, so you can clean yourself. If you ask him for anything (water etc.), he'll scoff, telling you to get it yourself before leaving and coming back with whatever you need. Don't call him out on it, you'll get your face ripped off😭

B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

Ass. In my previous post, I talked about how he thinks its an intimate area, so he likes to grab it to feel in control. All apes have their boobs out anyways, but he doesn't ever get the chance to really grope and play with ass.

Hair. Again, he likes to grab it to give him a sense on control. He'll do lots of hair pulling especially when he's not in a good mood.

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

Like Caesar, he loves coming inside. Unlike Caesar, hes not asking and will breed you as much as he likes. Get ready to feel full of his seed!

D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

Likes to watch you without you noticing. When your bathing, when you think you're alone in your nest to masturbate, or when you're just existing, he just cant help but spy on you. If he can, he'll masterbate to you as he hides too.

F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)

Not experienced but hes also a fast learning bonobo. Give him a couple minutes to really feel you for the first time and then get ready for the night of your life.

Doggy style. You can probably guess why. He likes being able to look down at you, and feel dominant. You look quite helpless in the moment, fully under his control. He gets a very good deep thrust as well.

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

Yourself on a shelf. The one where hes standing with your legs around him as he fucks you in the wall. He feel strong and powerful doing it in this position. His strength being so strong he can pull you up against the wall while hes thrusting into you, makes him feel euphoric.

H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

A serious ape that will get annoyed if you try and goof off. He'll huff and roll his eyes if you try and make a joke during the moment. Hes too focused feeling good, why ruin the moment with a joke?

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

Standard ape fur but a bit more rough. He thinks its stupid to try and maintain a soft fur. Hes an ape and a warrior, he doesn't need to do silly human things like that.

Honestly very very little romance during it. Its so erotic for him, hes so in the moment, and just focusing on feeling good. If you're not too focused on the pleasure of being rammed in, sometimes you'll see him looking into your eyes, in kind of an adoring matter. He'll quickly look away though, going back to manhandling you.

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)

Favourite thing to jack off to is you, without you noticing. As I said, you're probably bathing or something, and he's behind a rock, stroking himself to your body. Your curves, your tits, everything gets him so hard.

L = Location (favorite places to do the do)

Bondage. On you, not on him. God forbid you ever recommend him being tied up. He likes seeing you helpless and submissive. He has full control over you, and you can't do anything about it because you're all tied up. Hes done being tied up to things, its time for humans to be. The fact that he finally gets to live the fantasy of tying a human up, and as well you being accepting of it, he feels weird in a good way.

Marking/claiming. His big canines aren't there for nothing. Thinking about claiming you as his own, being his and only his, gets him so fucking hard.

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

He likes the outdoors. Fucking you into the ground, as you look up at the trees with stars in your eyes from all the pleasure. He feels like a true ape out in nature, and getting into his pure animal instincts and just fucking you out here, satisfies him like no other.

N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

Just feeling that power. Being dominant. Living thr fantasy of an ape taking over a human. You letting him do whatever he wants to you. You under him, being so obedient. Best motivation if you ask him.

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

Try and be dominant with him. Its going to take a lotttttttttttttttt of convincing and trust for him to do that. Getting him go bottom or doing anything that will restrict his movements. He's been tied up enough in his life, and he doesn't want to relive all of that again.

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

Loves receiving head. Your mouth around his cock, you licking the base of his dick, you suckling around his tip... he'll be a groaning mess trust me.

Isn't the biggest fan of receiving, especially at first. The motivation for him to do it is how you tremble and shake as his tongue circles your clit. How tears fall down your cheek when you orgasm from his mouth. You just look so good like that.

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

Fast and rough, through and through. An animal inside and out. Its regular you'll get a few bruises, especially on your thigh/waist afterwards. Doesn't like to edge, he loves his orgasm, especially when theyre inside you.

R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

Hes 50/50 with them. Just a quick fuck isnt enough for him. When he goes in, hes in for a while. He does love fucking you and being able to have it not take much time on his schedule is a plus, but again, he wants to fuck you loonggg and hard.

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

With you? Absolutely! He likes how tough you are for being able to experiment. However with him? hes very hesitant. He HATES admitting that hes scared or worried and shit, but he really is deep down. He thinks of the worst possible scenario when theres a chance for him to br at risk, so it probably has to have a bit of convincing and planning.

T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

He can go for rounds after rounds. He's not really satisfied with just 1 or even 3 climaxes, so buckle up. How long can he last really depends on what your doing. If its vanilla, quite a while. If its you being tied up and under his mercy, like 5 minutes.

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

As I said last post, Sey toys are basically non-existent in this time. With the fall of humanity and stuff. However, if you somehow got yourselves toys, he would love to tie you and hold a vibrator on your clit, making you cum over and over. You'll be trembling from the overstimulation afterwards.

He would definitely use a a fleshlight. He just imagines its your wet pussy as he bucks his hips up into it, slamming his dick until his high, hot seed filling the toy.

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

Honestly to busy chasing his high to tease you. He just wants to indulge in the moment and he's an easily annoyed guy, so not really that big into teasing anyways.

W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

Pretty loud. Moans, grunts and all. He makes all the sounds you can think of honestly. He doesn't really care if others hear him. Let them hear him enjoying himself to your body.

Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

Sometimes likes to think of you cuddling him and petting him after sex. He wishes you would hold him close and whisper nice things to him, but he doesn't want to seem vulnerable or weak so he won't let you do it. He won't ever tell you this and would just face the other way, as he lays beside you. Poor guy, he wants to be loved but is too scared to be lovable.

X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

Long-ish, normal girth. Around maybe 7inch. His balls are also huge.

Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

Im going to be honest, not that high, around maybe 4/10. However when hes horny, hes HORNY. Theres too much on his mind to relax and have sex, but when he does, be ready. All his pent up emotions aren't gonna be soft on you.

He'll lay down and wait for you to fall asleep before he does. Its mostly because, although you both are mates, you're still a human, and he still doesn't trust (or maybe never will trust) that part of you.

[kiruyeen]

omg hi me again hehe

i could rant forever about just, everything going on right now but i dont want to waste your time. this arc right now is like insane??? /vpos

back in mid december, i got recommended episode 11 of ava, and it completely reignited my passion for this show. i loved it back in 2018 (6 years ago *a grey hair appears*), 'the virus' is like top 5 episodes for me. i could go on about alans storytelling but i want to talk about yours >:3

dark is actually my favourite character in media right now, and is top 3 for me in my whole life (number 1 goes to rainbow dash). hes arguably the most complex character in the whole show, and you convey him perfectly!? the witty cold-but-has-a-soft-spot™ attitude, the flirting with enemies, the over protectiveness of chosen, the "he learns quantum theory for fun"; its just so perfect and is what id imagine dark to be like if he was an anti hero in a cartoon.

the art, dont even get me started. your art style is so scrumptious 5 star meal yummy in my tummy it makes me stim so hard when i see it. and OMG DARKYELLOW. ohhhhh darkyellow. i love love love love love love love love them SO MUCH. im thinking about making a shrine to them like HOLY SHIT. combining one of the most underappreciated members of the CG and my favourite character in the show!? youre killing me over here. im kinda grateful my dark rp blog didnt get big because i wouldnt have been able to see your amazing art.

what im trying to say is- im like your #1 hype man. you seem like such a cool person then you roleplay my favourite character!? what are the chances!

also our dark alter is like annoyingly obsessed, he wont shut up about you LMAO

YOU!!!

THIS IS SUCH AN AWESOME THING TO WAKE UP TO???? ARE YOU SERIOUS????? I CANT EVEN PICK IT APART TO REPL YTO INDIVIDUAL BITS BECAUSE WE GO EEEEEAAAAAAAA EVERY TIME WE READ UT OK HOLD ON

it was also the 11th ep that got me into this fandom. well. I had it in my recommended and went "huh. last time they were fighting a spider. how did we get here" and then I got caught up and uhh yeah. 2 months and 8 spontaneus headmates (most we ever acquired in a short period) later this thing is beloved to me.

it genuinely makes me so, SO happy that you not only enjoy my depiction of dark, but see my vision!!! because if the person I literally have the programming to destroy within my code was also the only friend I had and they consistently overshadowed me without even meaning to Id probably develop some sort of wretched mental health about it too.

and like!!! most people miss this but Dark didnt try to kill Chosen. because he clearly had the chance and was in the mindspace to after destroying CG, but he did not. despite it being literally in his code, he did not! that takes SO much self control you dont even know. he simply tired them out and subdued them so they couldnt get in his way about it. that was what the bracelet was for, so he didnt tire himself out as well. it was always more of a defense mechanism first and a weapon second and I think abt that a lot.

I could probably yap about this man for hours if given the chance and Im not joking! I hate that for a character with a lot of possible intricacies, Alan didnt do much with him. but Im also glad a little because uhm. whatever alan would come up with I can do better. by projecting my NPD symptoms onto him. /exag /silly

and darkyellow was NOT planned, surprisingly enough, and @hiiperfixate has as equal of a hand in it as I did. but Im genuinely so happy with him and Im glad others are too. ESPECIALLY CONSIDERING IF DARK DID HAVE SOME SORT OF HEIR TO HIS THECNOLOGY ITD DEF BE YELLOW!! FOR BETTER OR FOR WORSE!! yellow deserves a chance to go ape shit just because, I think. also I love how he reminds me of caution tape thats what I was calling him before darkyellow got caught on.

I really did not mean to overshadow any other Dark blogs. that was my main concern when I first made the blog (that or I would get overshadowed) jdjdjs. the most common rp format as it is right now isnt very accomodating of doubles unless u wanna go the spiderverse route and that sucks a little :']

I endlessly appreciate your words and I will be printing it and taping it on my wall and eating it (in that order). also, it is very in character that Dark's biggest fan is also Dark. just saying. /silly (for good reason too, we rock!)

- Spencer/TDL. Ive been stuck in front for weeks how the hell do I get ou-

[ughtyrell]

Abusive Felix Catton AU

Alright so continuing from the second ending of the Obsessive Felix post I made. (This post this gets a little intense and violent at some parts so watch out. Though I cant help myself from imagining a funny end to all my posts so you get that at least.)

Just poor Ollie alright, thinking he's such a lucky guy to be graced with Felix's friendship, one that he didn't even need to lie much for! Loving how attentive Felix is and how much he pushes others away just so he can hang out with Oliver. It's everything he's ever wished for and more. Way more actually.

He didn't mind when Felix was pushing people away at school because he didn't care about any of them. But now at Saltburn he wants to know Felix's family. He wants to make a spot for himself there so he can belong with Felix. But it seems Felix doesn't want that. Is he ashamed of Oliver? Does he not want Oliver to be welcomed by them? It makes him upset and sad so he brings it up with Felix.

Who then asks Oliver if he'd rather hang out with his family than with Felix himself? Is he here to get closer to The Cattons or Felix? Really bad form Ollie. 😕

When Oliver panics and rushes to explain that no of course not! Felix shushes him and forgives him, rubbing his hands in Olivers upper arms to calm his panicked breathing and tells Oliver that he doesn't think any of that really. But, isn't Oliver here to be with Felix? Why does he need to hang with the others? Isn't he enough Olls? 🥺 Of course, of course he's enough! Oliver just let his silly insecurities get ahead of him, sorry Felix.

Another time Oliver brings up the bruises Felix leaves on him. His wrists and random spots up his arms and shoulders marked by Felix. Felix is devastated. Saying how sorry he is, that sometimes he just can't control his strength and Oliver is just so much smaller and more fragile than Felix. Especially with how Oliver has such naturally pale skin, it must make Oliver so easy to bruise. And that...makes sense to Oliver. Okay, it's okay Felix.

Oliver starts to have quiet doubts. He feels strangely not happy and he can't figure out why? He has Felix. Felix absolutely adores Oliver and treats him so well, so why isn't he happy?

He wants someone to talk to but Felix is already insecure about Oliver getting close to his family so he can't do that. But then Oliver is left alone for a moment, Felix having gone to do something saying he'd be right back. A family member spots Oliver, Farleigh lets say, who decides to use this opportunity to talk to Oliver. Asks if Olivers noticed anything strange with Felix. When Oliver hesitates Farleigh goes on to say that while he doesnt care for Oliver, Felix's actions have been seeming really fucked lately. Just tell him if somethings wrong. (Please just tell him he's just seeing things, tell him something isn't wrong.) It doesn't go well because Felix does come back and sees them and is instantly incensed. Asking what they're doing but it comes out harsh and biting. Both of the two panic a bit and it makes them seem so guilty and it only makes Felix angrier. Dragging Oliver off in a rush, not paying attention to how Oliver says he's hurting him. Ignoring the look Farleigh is giving him.

They get into a bit of a argument. Felix angry because he thought they talked about how Felix is the one Oliver is here for. And Oliver getting upset because he didn't do anything wrong. He was just waiting for Felix when Farleigh came up to chat with him. Was he supposed to tell Farleigh to piss off? He was only asking if Oliver was alright.

And it's both the right and wrong thing to tell Felix. Because Oliver should've told Farleigh to piss off but, he's right, Oliver was just being good and waiting, it's not his fault Farleigh doesn't know how to not bother what's Felix's. And why is Farleigh suddenly interested in how Oliver is doing??? Farleigh who was the only family member that Felix didn't care to actively stop from interacting with Oliver simply because they already don't and if they do then they're bickering. Suddenly Felix is suspicious of him.

And that's really bad for Farleigh because now, Oliver wants to talk to him. Continue their conversation and will be trying to talk to him the next chance he gets. (Why does Oliver feel like he has to hide this from Felix? He's allowed to talk to others right? But, Felix gets so upset. It'd be better to just wait for another opportunity where Oliver is alone so Felix doesn't get upset.)

It blows up, Felix catches Oliver trying to sneak away and confronts him in a hallway. Oliver is defending himself. He wasn't sneaking anywhere, he's his own person and if he wants to wonder off he can! If he wants to go find someone to chat with, he can! Felix can't just-!

Felix raises his hand against Oliver. Sending him to the floor and then it's dead quiet.

Then it's loud with Felix apologizing and trying to see the damage and tearing up and explaing how he didn't mean to do that! Please forgive him Oliver! Oliver is just so important to him and he can't stand the thought of someone like Farleigh or anyone stealing him away. Oliver doesn't say anything but wonders why Felix would even think that. Is that a normal worry? But then tears are running down Felix's cheeks and Oliver pushes the thoughts away and reassures Felix he's okay. Just shocked. Which starts up Felix's apologies again, don't hate him please Ollie?? You can't hate me it was an accident! And Oliver agrees and reassures he doesn't hate Felix, just help him up.

If anyone saw this no one comes forward. At the breakfast table though everyone sees how Olivers cheek is red and swollen. How Felix looks incredibly guilty. Oliver tells them it was a accident when asked if he's alright and what happened.

Farleigh who has been dealing with seeing signs he doesn't want to see and maybe saw the whole thing earlier can't help but make a snide remark about the bruises. Asking if those were all accidents too. And Oliver who didn't think to hide the bruises because, yes, Felix said those were all accidental too so why would he hide them, suddenly feels exposed when asked about them in his context. Suddenly he's all too aware of the clear finger like bruises on different places across his arms. He freezes for a moment and instinctively covers one but quickly realizes how guilty that looks. Of course he says, they're accidents. When it's a bit too silent for a few seconds he goes on to say, we rough house and I'm much smaller and more fragile than Felix, these things happen. Immediately thinking back to what Felix said about the bruises.

It's the perfect excuse the table needed, any excuse would've done really even if it's spotty but Elspeth is eager for anything to hide the ugliness that was being implied at her table. She laughs, high and no where near genuine as she playfully scolds her son. Telling him to be more gentle with poor Ollie, he does seem a great deal more delicate. Sir James letting out his own laugh and agreeing with his wife. And soon, the subject is dropped and moved away from. Even if it's on the back of The Cattons minds.

Oliver spends the day laying in bed alone thinking, having told Felix he was going to rest today. Felix who is still feeling guilty, while not liking it one bit, agreed. Of course he comes in an hour later to check and when he sees Oliver awake he barges in. Though when Oliver isn't saying anything he gets more and more frantic until he makes his way into Olivers bed as well. Where he pulls Oliver close and asks if Oliver is actually mad at Felix? Please say no. And Oliver is just a man, a weak, weak man who has Felix's arms around him and soft voice telling him not to be mad. Which he wasn't really, just confused and lost. But that all takes a back seat again once Felix is here to sweet talk him and even hold him!!

It all escalates obviously. Felix accidentally hurting Oliver, Oliver feeling confused but forgiving him and the family sometimes accidentally witnessing some of these moments and then ignoring the marks when seated together to eat, rinse and repeat.

Until one day there's a louder than usual commotion happening. Felix and Olivers voices echoing across Saltburns hallways loudly. Summoning the inhabitants, from family to the workers. Who all stumble on the scene of Oliver attempting to run away from Felix who catches him in the main entry way. Holding him as Oliver struggles to get away and yelling to let him go! Let him go! And Felix screaming louder NO!

At first, no one knows what's happening. Why is this happening? Did Oliver do something?

Then tears are falling Olivers cheeks as he says he just wants to go home. Felix please I just want to go home now, let me leave!

Felix isn't moved by the tears and only tightens his grip, shaking Oliver, saying he doesn't understand why Oliver would want to leave. It doesn't make sense to leave Saltburn, Ollie just stay! How hard is it to listen?!

Oliver screams that Felix can't listen. Why does he need a reason to go home? Can't he just want to go home? Felix you can't keep him here against his will!

Then just want to stay here then!! It's not fucking hard! And Felix raises a fist and sends Oliver to the ground once again. Another dead silence before Oliver is glaring up at Felix from his place on the floor and starts yelling at Felix again. Why are you always doing that?! You say you want me to stay but then you do stupid shit like that!!!

Felix only huffs and glares right back. I wouldn't need to do that if you just stayed put and didn't try to run away!

It only makes Oliver let out a incredulous laugh. Yeah right Felix! How many times have you said you wouldn't do it again? How many times have you cried you're sorry and that it was a accident and promise it wouldn't happen again. Ollie please don't leave. It'll be better, then you go and do it again anyway??? You- you sounds like, like an abusive prick and I'm the idiot victim who forgives you everytime!! It's ridiculous Felix! Just let me go home! I don't want to be here! I don't want to be near you! I think I'm starting to hate you and I fucking hate that!! I don't want to hate you you're my best friend!

And Oliver runs out of steam. Left trying to catch his breath while on the floor. While Felix stays looming over him, hands at his sides constantly opening and closing his fists. Everyone else in the room a silent audience. Then Felix questions in a low voice that is heard by everyone. Abusive prick? Hate me? You want to see an abusive prick Ollie? Then Felix lunges for Olivers exposed throat and starts to strangle him.

For a moment no one reacts, no one believes what they're seeing, then they hear Oliver gasping and choking, see him clawing at Felix's hands on his throat and Sir James is yelling at the help the do something. Elspeth is covering her mouth in horror at something so, so, raw and grotesque, what is her baby son doing? Farleigh is stress gripping his hair while Venetia tears up and uselessly screams at Felix to stop it.

Staff run and grab Felix, attempting to pry him off Oliver but it's too late by the time they manage too because Felix lifts Oliver up and down quickly by the throat. His head hitting the ground with a sickening crack and he goes limp. Felix lets the staff drag him off.

In the distance you can hear Farleigh hysterically say oh fuck.

What is the meaning of this? Sir James shouts at his own son, red in the face angry. At Felix who shrugs off the staff and takes a calling breath, pushing his hair back once before facing his family only to say. Sorry you had to see that. Especially you mum, I know you hate ugly things and that got pretty ugly. I'll talk to Ollie about it so it won't happen again. Now, please get the doc here to take care of Oliver and once that's done would someone put him back in his room?

Everyone there stares at him in disbelief. All except the doctor who someone had already fetched earlier, they don't stop moving until they're beside Oliver and doing a check up to see what treatment he will need and if he's even alive. The rest are in a state of shock from what happened and Felix's unconcerned attitude.

In the end, when the family tries to confront him about what he just did Felix is unapologetic except for the fact he made a scene. When they try to send Oliver off, even just to the hospital, Felix says it doesn't matter if they do send Oliver anywhere, he knows where Oliver lives and they go to Uni together, Felix will just bring him back. So SIr James orders their personal Healthcare staff to take care of Oliver. Who is relatively alright. He passed out mostly do to the strangulation rather than the head wound at the end, it just shocked him and made him faint.

Felix is happy, the family and staff are disturbed. Oliver is just trying to recover and figure out how to keep Felix happy so this doesn't happen again. He gets it eventually and they live happily ever after because Oliver ends up really liking how much effort Felix went to, to get Oliver to stay. Really flattered and once Felix gets that Oliver actually wants to stay now and has a stark raving mad crush on Felix he feels more secure. Turns out he just didn't know how to deal with his homosexual feelings for his best friend.

Farleigh mentions stockholme syndrome at the table once and Oliver laughs and says maybe. Felix asks what that is and Farleigh is forced to explain it and looks like he regrets bringing it up. Felix laughs once he understands and makes the joke that his courting method seems to be a well tried and proved method. The rest except Oliver don't find it that funny but politely chuckle along.

So basically we're back to the original ending from the first post but took a longer route.

[kirbyystar]

fluff Inosuke - headcanon

character: Inosuke Hashibira

a/n: my kyojuro blog did so well (thank you for those who reblogged and liked <3) I decide to keep this going! I will be doing Inosuke in this blog, either Giyu or Tanjiro.

NOTE: my work will always purely be fluff. I will not write 18+ work as of now.

where do i start..

for one, he clearly has his own way of love. its clearly different and not what you might experienced with anyone else. but, his love is definitely one of a kind. Of course it took a while to grasp the idea you guys were together- his feelings were always there, he just didn't know how to cope with it. He likes to come back from missions with flowers for you <3 most of the time the flowers are crushed from being in his pocket. but its the thought that counts! he genuinely cares for you. in fact, your name is the only name he can verbally pronounce right! it took a while but he made it his goal to remember it! you understand he might be a bit.. naïve or silly most of the time but you're always there to help him understand, almost as if your guide. part of why hes so fond and attracted to you. you're so intelligent, he loves it.

his favorite thing about you is your personality

he loves how smart, bright, cheerful you are. especially when your his #1 cheerleader lol

inosuke loves your scent, you constantly remind him if he wants to cuddle or physical contact.. he gotta shower😭 hes always out of missions and now he comes back ready to shower to soon jump on you

many many things improved of him since being with you, in a good way ofc!

he loves to physically fight with you

most of the time, he wins. but when YOU win, he immediately demands a rematch

inosuke has his way of complimenting you

he doesn't usually use nicknames bc he somewhat manages to pronounce it wrong

"my paby" 😭 took you both at least 4 times to say "baby"

he loves LOVESS when you give him nicknames, especially if you praise him

praising him makes him feel like the king of the world

not really a kisser or a hugger, moments like these are rare

although he immediately folds and is basically at your feet when your in his presence. he just cant control himself

so, its clear to say, inosuke is in love with you. he won't ever admit being in love unless he truly felt. he's the type to be very honest and wouldn't want you to get hurt. he does his best with you because he wants you to be happy. he never wants you to leave him. separation is prolly the scariest thing for him. although its almost as if he has commitment issues, ONLY BECAUSE he worries a lot if he isn't good enough. (which ofc hes more than enough, hes everything) but inosuke is very open about the thought. just for reassurance from him. part of the reason why hes so scared to leave you is because how you guys met lol

both of you had a separate mission however, you just happen to cross path with inosuke. this made him headbutt you because silly inosuke thought you were trying to interfere with his mission </3 it was quite a moment though, he kept declaring he'll kill the demon before you can and you just stood there like... what LMAO its ok tho cuz after a lot of communication mainly from you, inosuke finally understand you, and it was almost as if it was fate, you guys kept crossing each others path, soon enough, you guys were doing missions together. it didnt bother either of you considering how many times you guys often seen each other.

hes not afraid to stand by you in public, holding hands only makes him more flustered ofc

but hes def the "man of the relationship"

wont let you hold any of your things when shopping

keeps notes you write for him so he can always read them <3

(you help him so much and hes truly thankful)

bluntly compliments you-

"y/n, you're so beautiful today."

he always got that smirk on his face when he knows he got you flustered lol

always backfires tho every time you say a comeback (as u should)

you guys be having the most random convos

Honestly, in the end, hes truly all you got and will do anything to protect you. Your happiness makes him happy, and thats all he needs.

divider: cafekitsune

[bigsoftmarshmallow]

This might be really silly but I cant get it out of my head- I need to know how well the Dorfs and Demise could flirt- like if their S/O flirted with them would some of them trip over theor words, or would they be able to dish it out just as quick

A very good question! TBH, the Demon King does not falter from flirting. But lets see how far they take it:

Setting: The Demon King and his SO find themselves in a rare moment of calm, away from battles and conquest. The atmosphere is light, peaceful, and the SO takes this opportunity to turn the heat up by showering him with flirtatious attention. Each version of Ganondorf, and Demise himself, reacts differently to the unexpected, playful affection.

Wind Waker Ganondorf

Wind Waker Ganondorf's Thoughts: What game is this? Are they trying to seduce me? Interesting...

Wind Waker Ganondorf, though typically stoic and reserved, cannot help but smirk when his SO flirts with him. At first, he pretends to be unfazed, narrowing his golden eyes in amusement. But as the flirtation continues, a subtle warmth creeps into his expression. He knows how to be charming when he wishes to be, though it is often buried beneath his stern exterior.

Scene: His SO leans in, playfully tracing a finger along his arm. "You know," they say in a sultry tone, "for a king, you make an awfully handsome pirate."

Ganondorf lets out a low chuckle, his voice a smooth rumble. "Is that so?" His smirk widens, and he leans closer, his breath hot against their skin. "I could show you what a pirate king is capable of... if you're bold enough." His tone, while still composed, drips with seduction. He revels in the game of words but keeps it measured, enjoying the flirtation without losing control.

Ocarina of Time Ganondorf

Ocarina of Time Ganondorf's Thoughts: They dare tease me? Bold... but amusing. Let's see how far they can go.

Ocarina of Time Ganondorf is initially caught off guard by his SO's brazen flirtation. His eyes narrow, but not out of anger—more out of curiosity. He is used to fear and reverence, not playful seduction. But once he realizes what his SO is up to, he allows a wicked grin to spread across his face. He's a master of manipulation and intimidation, but flirting? He'll give it a shot, though it comes out with more menace than charm.

Scene: "You know," his SO whispers, "there's something incredibly attractive about a man who can take control of any situation."

Ganondorf’s grin sharpens, his deep voice oozing authority. "Control is something I wield effortlessly." He steps closer, his presence overwhelming. "But perhaps you'd enjoy it more if I allowed you to think you had control... before I take it all back." He raises a brow, watching for their reaction, taking pleasure in the power dynamic of their flirtatious exchange.

Twilight Princess Ganondorf

Twilight Princess Ganondorf's Thoughts: Flirting? They’re playing with fire, but this is entertaining. I’ll indulge them for now.

Twilight Princess Ganondorf has a dark, brooding aura, but when his SO flirts with him, it awakens a side of him that is more predatory than playful. He doesn’t stumble; instead, he leans into it, finding it both amusing and tempting. He appreciates confidence, and the boldness of his SO's flirtation draws out his more primal instincts.

Scene: His SO runs a hand over his chest and purrs, "I bet a strong man like you could sweep me off my feet, no problem."

Ganondorf's fiery orange eyes flicker with a predatory gleam. "I could do more than just sweep you off your feet." His voice is a low, dangerous growl, filled with promise. Without warning, he lifts his SO effortlessly into his arms, holding them against him. His lips hover close to theirs, teasing, as he whispers, "But what would you give me in return?" His tone is husky, heavy with power, leaving no doubt that he could turn the flirtation into something much more intense if he chose to.

Hyrule Warriors Ganondorf

Hyrule Warriors Ganondorf's Thoughts: They dare challenge me with their words? Bold... but they will learn who dominates this game.

Hyrule Warriors Ganondorf is the most dominant and warlike of all his incarnations, and he meets flirtation with the same level of intensity he does combat. When his SO flirts with him, he sees it as a challenge—a contest of wills. And there’s nothing he enjoys more than crushing challenges, even playful ones.

Scene: "You must have the strength of a hundred men," his SO teases, "but I wonder if you have the charm to match."

Ganondorf's crimson eyes gleam as he leans down, his towering frame casting a shadow over his SO. "Strength is only the beginning." His voice is deep, commanding. "Charm... is something I could wield, but I'd rather overwhelm you with something far more powerful." He reaches out, brushing a lock of their hair behind their ear. "I am not a man of mere words. I’ll show you the power you’re flirting with." His voice is heavy with the weight of his intentions, leaving little room for doubt about how he would prove his dominance.

Tears of the Kingdom Ganondorf

Tears of the Kingdom Ganondorf's Thoughts: What trickery is this? They play at seduction? Bold... I will see how far they dare go.

Tears of the Kingdom Ganondorf, with his far more sinister and malevolent nature, initially views flirtation as something foolish. However, his SO’s confidence piques his interest. He doesn’t immediately flirt back—his mind is more calculating, watching their every move. But once he decides to engage, it’s with a dangerous edge, turning the playful banter into something much darker and more intoxicating.

Scene: His SO lightly traces their fingers along his jawline, saying, "For someone so feared, you have quite the... alluring presence."

Ganondorf's lips curl into a menacing grin. "You find me alluring, do you?" His voice is a deep, venomous purr. He moves closer, his eyes locking onto theirs with an intensity that is both captivating and terrifying. "You flirt with danger. Perhaps you enjoy the thought of being consumed by it?" His fingers lightly graze their skin, sending a chill down their spine. His words are not just flirtation—they’re a promise of something much darker and more powerful, luring his SO into his grasp.

Demise

Demise's Thoughts: They dare mock me with these games? But... interesting. Let’s see how far they push me.

Demise, the embodiment of hatred and destruction, isn’t one to be caught off guard easily. When his SO flirts with him, it catches him by surprise, but instead of being stunned, he sees it as another power play. His response is dark, not entirely understanding the playfulness behind the flirting, but feeling the primal energy of the interaction.

Scene: His SO smirks and says, "For someone who claims to hate everything, you look like you could love something... or someone."

Demise’s fiery eyes blaze with curiosity. "Love? I do not love," he growls. "But I could crush you in my hands, and you would still want more." His voice is a low, menacing rumble, filled with the dark promise of power. He steps closer, his towering form casting a shadow over them, and tilts his head slightly, his lips curling into a dangerous smirk. "Do you truly wish to test the depths of my power? I will not be gentle."

Conclusion:

Each incarnation of Ganondorf and Demise reacts differently to their SO’s heavy flirting. Wind Waker Ganondorf plays along with a smirk, finding amusement in the flirtation. Ocarina of Time Ganondorf is intrigued, seeing it as a challenge. Twilight Princess Ganondorf becomes predatory, relishing the intensity of the moment. Hyrule Warriors Ganondorf treats it as a test of dominance, eager to show his power. Tears of the Kingdom Ganondorf turns the flirtation into something dangerous and intoxicating, and Demise views it as another way to assert his overwhelming, destructive nature, pushing the boundaries of their interaction. In each case, their SO's boldness is met with varying degrees of interest, amusement, and a dangerous undercurrent of power.

[oceanwithouthermoon]

thinking about an au (or post-canon hc but really far-fetched) where saiki ends up joining a theatre troupe somehow

basically, he gets fed up with not having any sort of safe space and not having many people he can be himself around, especially since his own HOME was never the place for that no matter how much he wished it was and he gets too tired of his family not respecting his privacy and his friends ruining every moment he gets to himself

and he decides that no matter WHAT gets in his way, hes going to MAKE a safe(-ish, i mean he still cant just be psychic around people for fun but he can prob be a little more lenient and express himself) space for himself

so he considers a few things like joining a school sport or club, but he still sucks at controlling himself in sports and doesnt want to let himself get any sort of popular at school where people he KNOWS are, which he realizes is the biggest part of the issue and he really wants a place where he can almost have a new start i guess ? like a vigilante with a secret identity who only comes out at night except its just a teenage boy who wants to be himself for a few hours a day LMAO.. he wants somewhere where nobody has any preconceptions about him at all and he can't embarrass himself by being "out of character.." and can just wear his germanium without worrying, so he eventually picks up theatre outside of school

he finds a job probably somewhat of a commute away from hidariwakibara so he can be sure (bad move buddy, NEVER think youre "sure") that none of his pet nuisances will ever see any of the shows hes in.. maybe at a youth theatre or a theme park ?

he probably does mostly just singing and dancing because i would think hed be a little more anxious to actually ACT on stage.. singing is different than SPEAKING, especially for him..

he doesnt tell any of his friends he got a job and just says hes been busy whenever they ask where hes been, so they start getting suspicious/concerned when hes NEVER at home when they come to see him and is way more uncharacteristically stubborn about being too busy to hang out (i mean cmon, usually he cracks after like ONE "please")

somebody he works with probably happens to go to/transfer to PK and starts greeting him at school once he starts forming relationships with his coworkers, so some of his friends see and ask him who they are and he has to tell him he works with them.. (he cant lie cuz theyre literally at his school and someone could just ask them)

i imagine he would still refuse to tell them WHERE he works, so someone like aiura or teruhashi or both probably befriends his coworker and finds out stuff from them..

its basically pheonix wonderland/wonderlandsxshowtime im realizing LMFAO, thats what im picturing as the type of shows hes in and how he sings/dances.. okay nene kusanagi ! bro doing those silly ass songs with a straight ass face

[carpetbug]

what are ur fave songs for each character and WHY. ANALYSIS

omg thank u we’re in love now 😽

I have not updated these playlists in a while so a lot of them are songs i listened to in like 2020 lmao, heres a few from each :)

Marinette

Into the unknown (frozen 2) - original and cristina vees cover make me think so hard about marinette its crazy. her initially refusing to be ladybug, insistent that she couldnt do it but always coming back because she desperately wants to test those waters, see what shes meant to do and how it could change her.

Ladybug

Ribs (lorde) - how easily overwhelmed marinette gets and how her anxiety and stress almost force her to overthink every aspect of her life. I can see her getting this extreme tunnel vision where she cant see all the progress shes made, all the victories shes already had, and instead can only focus on how shes not doing enough, and its not fast enough, and its not good enough. it just really reminds me of how badly she wants to prove herself to be this strong and trustworthy hero, but she feels like shes losing herself as she grows and isolates herself more and more in the role of guardian and ladybug.

Adrien

Mamas boy (dominic fike) - he literally IS the mamas boy. what more can i say. also alludes to him being a sentimonster with the lines "when i was born, you were produced", "i wish i was a toy", "youre made from plastic im just blood".

Chat Noir

First love/late spring (mitski) - ok hear me out. how chat compensates for his family life with devoting himself to ladybug. "one word from you and i would jump off of this ledge im on" is exactly how he operates with her, being ready to throw himself in front of her, literally die for her if she ever said so. and she never does! she gets upset with him for doing it over and over! i just think this song depicts really well how chat noirs goal was always "do whatever I can to help ladybug, no matter what i may lose" while she had to watch him leave his life in her hands like it was nothing.

also including ships because obviously i have playlists for all lovesquare sides + other ships i’m silly about

Ladynoir

Show Yourself (frozen 2) - both the original and cristina vees cover (WHICH IS SO GOOD GO LISTEN TO IT RN) remind me so hardcore of ladynoir. the whole idea of ladybug finally coming to terms with showing chat who she truly is and being ready for the same from him, idk i can imagine an entire movie in my head of ladynoir reveal to this song. [fav lyrics: "I can sense you there, like a friend ive always known", "I have always been a fortress cold secrets deep inside. you have secrets too, but you dont have to hide", "you are the answer ive waited for all of my life"]

Blame (air traffic controller) - this is probably one of my all time favorite songs like fucking ever and tbh i can see it with all lovesquare sides but i feel like ladynoir is the best fit! Chat picking ladybug up when she falls down and constantly being there to remind her she was to get up and fight, theres no time to sit and pity and blame herself, and he wont let her. him being her voice of reason as she copes with losing almost everything to monarch, him grounding her and being one of her biggest motivations to go on! with how severely marinette overthinks and doubts herself, he just becomes a mantra of 'dont blame yourself' which she desperately needs [fav lyrics: "Dont blame yourself cause you tried as hard as hell with the hand that you were dealt", "get on your feet, enough 'poor me', if you got time to bitch and whine then theres still time to try again", "And the vultures they are circling overhead, theyre reminding me of choices from my past"]

Peach Scone (hobo johnson) - makes me think of early seasons ladynoir ;-; chat just being head over heels for ladybug, struggling with keeping his love platonic when he wants to be with her and know her. Also getting to kinda hear his side of ladybug saying shes already in love with someone, how he respects that but still is a bit of a flirt, and hides how much it hurts him. also i love hobo johnson. [fav lyrics: "She kinda loves him back, but not really, theyre just really good friends and thats fine, he understands, its rational", "Oh, you got a man? are you in love? so, what type?", "So i fall to the ground, collect myself and get ready to take over your heart or atleast your spare time"]

Talk to me (cavetown) - i am such a sucker for ladynoir comfort. the idea of them being there for each other at their lowest points, holding each other together. This whole song just makes me think so strongly of chat comforting ladybug when shes breaking down and needs someone. [fav lyric: "ill be here until youre okay, lets your words release your pain, you and i will share the weight"]

Could have been me (The struts) - GOD. THIS SONG. ITS SO LADYNOIR CODED TO ME. them hyping each other up!! keeping each other going!! being each others motivation to keep getting back up and fight!! i just love the idea of them constantly being there to pick each other up and remind them of what theyre fighting for. i could listen to this song forever i love it. I can also really hear "I cant hear you, I wont fear you" being a supportive call and response thing with them <3[fav lyrics: "I wanna taste love and pain, wanna feel pride and shame", "Don't wanna live as an unsung melody, i'd rather listen to the silence telling me i can't hear you, i won't fear you"]

Understood (leith ross) - i am a huuuuuge fan of leith ross so obv i love this song for ml. it just makes me think so much of a worn down, tired, sad chat just gushing and crying to ladybug about how he doesnt understand love, how his family dynamic impacts him, and just letting himself fall apart in her arms. and her relating! her feeling that same tiredness and guilt and ache about love and family and friends, how much invisible pressure is hanging over both their heads and only they understand it. [fav lyrics: "ill visit my family in living rooms that dont get cold cause blankets and body heat cant be compared when it only took you a week to grow old", "Im sick of attachments I recently learned I cant relax and im scared of myself, scared for my health, tell me youll take me back home", "im sick of the feeling that nothing will ever stand still"]

Struck by lightning (sara kays, cavetown) - this song just really makes me think about ladybugs devotion to chat. i just imagine chat being out in the middle of a storm at night and marinette seeing him from her window and joining him as lb to comfort him. her knowing hes not going to go inside, so she just sits and stays with him, insisting if hes going to get soaked and cold and possibly hit by lightning, shes going to do it with him. [fav lyrics: "If you don't respond, I'll put my shoes on and lay down on the pavement next to you if we get struck at least we'll make the news", "What a way to go out something this town will forever talk about the two kids who were laying down and struck by lightning in front of your house"]

She wants me (to be loved) (The happy fits) - literally early seasons ladynoir. she wants me! (to be loved). i think it just perfectly fits how in love with lb chat is and how its clear she cant give that to him. [fav lyrics: "so, you say you love me, but not the way I need, things are so close to what i want to be", "I cant stop feelin, i want her love but all my dreaming is not enough. so in the morning the sun will rise and ill wake up and she wont be mine", "why cant you love me here tonight?"]

Adrinette

I do adore (mindy gledhill) - marinette being head over heels for adrien and being her normal clumsy self. Falling over, rambling, making a huge fool of herself while adrien watches, completely oblivious to her crush. this song just really reminds me of how much marinette struggles with keeping herself calm around adrien, how shes always messing up words and doing the wrong thing, but he never freaks out at her and he never shames her for it. [fav lyrics: "when youre near i hide my blushing face and trip on my shoelaces", "Ive noticed youre remarkably relaxed and im overly uptight, we balance out each other nicely" "Tongue-tied, twisted, foot in mouth, i start to stutter ha-ha-heaven help me"]

Just a friend to you (meghan trainor) - early seasons adrinette <3 adrien being so painfully oblivious while marinette is struggling with balancing being his friend and her overwhelming feelings for him. [fav lyric: "so it breaks my heart when you say im just a friend to you cause friends dont do the things we do"]

Silly girl (chloe moriondo) - listen to this song rn! its so perfectly adrinette! its crazy! how marinette romanticizes adrien and kind of puts him on a pedestal at the beginning which leads to her ignoring how he doesnt fit into that idea shes molded of him. Her having to deal with the pain of being in silent love with him while he seems so far away, and turning that back around to use against herself. i just think it explain really well how marinette saw him in this perfect, unattainable bubble before they got closer and she realized he was nothing like his public image of perfection [fav lyrics: "im just a silly girl in a stupid dumb old world and he is perfect cause hes supposed to be", "he is perfect, unlike me, and how could i ever think that it was meant to be? and how could i ever think that anything was made for me?", "I made him perfect, cause i wanted him to be"]

Small (chloe moriondo) - this was originally intended to relate more towards marinette, but listening to it now with season 5 in my head it just screams adrien! how suddenly he falls for her and he cant get her out of his head! how in just a blink of an eye he is getting flushed when talking to her, hes wanting to be near her and talk to her, he wants to be with her! but shes pulling back from him and hes sort of unable to balance these new feelings AND respecting her boundaries because shes just the only thing he thinks about. i love simp boyfriend adrien. she fell first but he fell harder and no one can convince me otherwise [fav lyrics: "but im not used to dealing with feeling like im waisting your time", "ive never cared so much about avoiding overstepping, and when i think about you i forget about my hands" "endlessly try to make you smile cause whenever i see it my knees always get so weak"]

The one that got away (acoustic version - katy perry) - I am a mess over this song. i always imagine it as a post-reveal scenario in which something happened and ladybug lost chat in the fight against hawkmoth and found out he was adrien right as he died saving her. how badly she misses him and cant stop thinking about how he was the love of her life! having to go on living the rest of her life without him! shes unable to move past it and just spends her time thinking of all the things shed do if she still had him. in another life, they could still be happy together [fav lyrics: "we'd keep all our promises, be us against the world", "talk about our future like we had a clue, never planned that one day id be losing you"]

"Do you wanna be friends?" (leanna firestone) - Marinette breaking her own heart by having such a close friendship with adrien while being in love with him and knowing she cant do anything about it. Her desperately trying to convince herself she can be okay with a life with him as a friend and nothing more when obv she cant bc ouchie! her heart! [fav lyrics: "Do you wanna be friends? i mean, i wanna be more, but if friends is how i get to have you then sure", "The world wont end if you dont love me even if it feels that way"]

Marichat

If i could tell her (dear evan hansen) - i feel like this is a classic marichat song. like its been a marichat song for a hot minute but its still so them. chat comforting marinette about feeling like adrien doesnt notice her! and listing off things adrien 'told him about' and slowly realizing he does actually pay attention to all those small intimate things marinette does! he feels such a strong need to make sure marinette understands how important she is to adrien, and realizing how deep the disconnect between them two is [fav lyrics: "If i could tell her how shes everything to me but we're a million worlds apart and i dont know how i would even start", "And what do you do when the distance is too wide?"]

Drive (halsey) - i love this song for the idea of marinette and chat suppressing their feeling for each other because theyre 'supposed' to be in love with adrien and lb. for me it kind of paints a mental image of hangouts and games and memories between mari and chat that slowly become these intense, almost upsetting silences and tension. Just them desperately ignoring how deep their feelings for each other truly go and insisting everything remain surface level [ fav lyrics: "All we do is think about the feelings that we hide, all we do is sit in silence waiting for a sign", "Your laugh echoes down the hallway, carves into my empty chest, spreads over the emptiness. its bliss", "Overanalyze again, would it really kill you if we kissed?",]

Comfort crowd (conan gray) - this song just really makes me think of chat being at a really low point and trying to hide it from marinette so he doesnt burden her with his emotions and baggage, and her just seeing right through it. Like hes smiling and trying to wave it off and she just knows hes not okay, and he just breaks. Ultimately it makes me think of chat turning to marinette for such deep and intimate comfort that purely comes from him being with her. just knowing hes safe to hold onto her and cry and shell be that company for him. [fav lyrics: "this hurt that im holding's getting heavy, but imma keep a smile on my shoulders til im sweaty", "my breaths getting short and im unsteady, welling up in tears as i lay upon your belly", "Telling you im fine I dont really need nobody, but you say through a sigh that i said that lie already", "and even if i cry all over your body, you dont really mind say you like your shirt soggy"]

Lost in you (khai dreams) - i love the mental image of just such relaxed, fluffy, soft, marichat dynamic in this! chat slowly realizing hes in love with marinette and getting lost in every aspect of her. maybe not being able to entirely admit its love, but still being able to admit he has such a deep and sincere admiration for marinette that he feels is returned in a way he doesnt feel from ladybug [fav lyrics: "Im just looking for some mutual love but all i get is unrequited", "Cause i dont even know I dont know why, all your love im trynna find im so lost in you, in all that you do"]

Something there (beauty and the beast) - i enjoy a good disney song every now and then! its just so marinette and chat slowly falling for each other and being like "nuh uh... wait.. wait a minute.." and then falling headfirst in love with each other, and unable to communicate it. But both of them feeling this sudden new and strange spark between them, things slowly changing, becoming more and more personal and slowly beginning to accept that things have changed [fav lyrics: "And now hes dear, and so unsure, I wonder why I didnt see it there before", "and when we touched she didnt studder at my paw, no it cant be, ill just ignore, but then shes never looked at me that way before", "True that hes no prince charming but theres something in him that i simply didnt see"]

I'd have to think about it (leith ross) - another leith song bc THEYRE SO GOOD GO LISTEN TO ALL THEIR MUSIC RN anyways some angst a lil :) a future where marinette/lb and adrien/chat somehow got torn apart after the reveal and lost contact for. a hot minute. and when they've found each other again its chat finally finding marinette, in a new home, with a new family, and a new life. but they both know who each other are and marinette having to cope with knowing she would drop everything to be with him again. anyways. brain food. [fav lyrics: "but if you come to me, in my home with my three kids, if you asked me to leave, to be with you and split, well id atleast have to think about it", "and if you come to me when ive promised to commit, if you told me that you loved me and asked me for a kiss, well id atleast have to think about it", "you are my achilles heel, the weakness only I can feel"]

Come around (peter mcpoland) - THIS SONG MAKES ME SO GIDDY FOR SOME REASON!! makes me think of like chat picking marinette up from her balcony and taking her on rides, showing her (what he thinks shes never seen) a brand new side of paris and getting to bask in the warmth and light she radiates with him. 'shes looking at the pretty lights, i cant stop looking at her eyes' type shit. just him being so so down bad for her. [fav lyrics: "Ive noticed you pull the blinds back when you hear that im driving round", "i dont mean to cause any trouble, well maybe a little if thats allowed"]

Animal (neon trees) - this song also makes me so !! the vibes are so playful and fun and flirty while the lyrics are more intense. just really reminds me of how surface level marinette and chat keep things, flirting and teasing and just enjoying each other, and then as soon as things get more serious it comes down to a life/death type feeling. but still longing for each other! they know it just hurts and they cant but they want to! they both love and hate the way their relationship feels suspended in the air, in that it gives it a rush of uncertainty and playfulness but it also brings serious fears and pain. i love this song a lot for them [fav lyrics: "I do it everytime, your killing me now and i wont be denied by you, the animal inside of you", "hush hush the world is quiet, hush hush we both cant fight it, its us that made this mess, why cant you understand?"

Ladrien

Dixie boy (april smith and the great picture show) - i have to admit i dont think a whole lot about ladrien but! i am a sucker for jealous/posessive ladybug like claiming adrien for herself and adrien jsut being like. yep. okay. i agree. cause her ass is petty enough to like makeout with him in front of chloe just to really rub it in and adrien is like yippe!! my super hero bug gf loves me! while ladybug is so >:) do not ever touch my man [fav lyrics: "Cause like a soldier defends his land well i stand up, i get up, i defend my man", "Well i know the way that you girls operate so keep your hands to yourself and your eyes on your own plate. Its not nice to stare, dont make me come over there", "Im a lover, not a fighter, and i dont want to have to get rough. just warning you ahead of time I can be a bitch when it comes to my stuff"]

Bad ideas (tessa violet) - both adrien and ladybug just being such lovesick nerds for each other <3 ladybug trying to fight the urge to kiss him when theyre together, and adrien doing anything he can to keep her near him. they both know its a bad idea, to just stop trying to keep it all contained, but its so tempting to just say fuck it and indulge the bad ideas. atleast for a little [fav lyrics: "But i just wanna see the grooves between your hands, your teeth, oh, tell me do you think about me?", "So why'd i wanna kiss you even though i miss you, guess i just wanted to know what it would feel like"]

Her (eery) - how much adrien thinks about ladybug. just all the different ways he dissects her personality, their memories, every little bit of information he knows about her. i just feel like this song, while simple, just really encapsulates how constantly ladybug is on his mind. i miss that dynamic damn

YOUTH (troye sivan) - ladybug and adrien running away together. fuck it. literally think about it. them just being in love and together and adrien finally getting out of that HOUSE and getting to be with his LADY and be happy. How deeply devoted to each other they would be, and although naive, they would be so sincere and literally ride or die for each other.

Roman holiday (halsey) - i love the idea of ladrien having those small, important firsts together. putting aside not being able to be completely honest with each other, adriens entire family dynamic, everything, and just saying screw it and dating and doing couple things! theyre both too scared of what might happen if they slow down and face reality, so they ignore everything outside of themselves. they both have that ache of knowing its not real, its not how they can actually live, but for now they get to be happy. and in love. and with each other. and theyll deal with all the heartbreak later [fav lyrics: "didnt know where we were running to but dont look back", "and we know that were headstrong, and our hearts gone, and the timings never right"]

and my other playlists

Chat Blanc

ANTI-HERO (SEKAI NO OWARI) - i will do my best to put my emotions towards chat blanc into comprehensible words but i make no promises. i love him so much. anti-hero gives like him turning his back on being a hero just for marinette, being okay with being viewed as evil hated because hes doing it for her! his distaste for the rest of the world in comparison to mari/lb ! how he lost his moral compass and doesnt understand the ways hes hurting her and himself by turning his back on being chat noir! god its so good [fav lyrics: "im gonna be the anti-hero, feared and hated by everybody, im gonna be the anti-hero so i can save you when the time comes", "cause there are people that ive got to protect and if you get in my way youre dead"]

I am damaged (heathers) - you caught me im a theater nerd but literally this song is so good for chat blanc! him coming to the realization the only way to save mari/lb is to destroy himself. him saying goodbye and making sure she understand that she was his everything! and he trusts her to fix the mistakes he made because shes his lady! and her not being able to talk him out of it and just having to say goodbye [fav lyric: "wish youd kiss me then youd know i worship you, ill trade my life for yours and once i disappear clean up the mess down here"]

Blah blah blah (the oozes) - reminds me of the trauma marinette gets from chat blanc, how she suffers nightmares and just cant stop being reminded of the horrible fate her partner suffered through. how marinette just cant go back to 'normal' after fighting him but also cant confide in anyone about it [fav lyrics: "you couldn't care less for the people youre hurting, there no excuse", "youve ruined the color blue for me, im surrounded by a deep dark sea"]

Anytime you smile (JT music, Andrea storm kaden) - kind of how i imagine chat blanc kept himself going while being isolated for all those months. coping by pretending ladybug was still with him and nothing was wrong, but slowly feeling uneasy and letting reality creep in. it shows how desperately he fights against his loneliness and pain with day dreaming, but still loses his mind. [fav lyrics: "anytime you smile baby you know you drive me wild, crazy! thats why you got me screamin, i think i might be dreamin", "believe me if im sleeping, i wanna keep on dreaming", "Someday soon this honey moon might be gone though, i hate goodbyes. I might not love you still, youll find no tougher pill to swallow (open your eyes)", "I stepped into a nightmare when i woke up from utopia starting to remember my depression and my phobias, why is everybody looking at me like i lost it?", "How can i be happy here? guess ill just pretend to be!" "no more sadness in this beautiful world, in love with happiness shes a beautiful girl!")

Mr bright side (the killers) - IM SORRY?? "it started out with a kiss how it did end up like this?" AND YOU DIDNT THINK THIS WOULD BE ON MY CHAT BLANC PLAYLIST?? thats really it for some reason this song is just so chat blanc to me. i love it.

Bad bad things (ajj) - im also a big fan of just bonkers insane scary chat blanc, him losing his humanity and only being able to see it reflected in mari/lb and not being able to stand it. him not being able to control his more violent ideas and losing himself in hurting others [fav lyrics: "So i looked into your eyes and i saw the reflection of a coward that you and i both hate very much", "If i dont go to hell when I die i might go to heaven but probably not"]

Akumanette

Dumb dumb (mazie) - i love the idea of an akumanette that just LOSES it on her friends after lila does some real stupid shit. none of her friends standing with her or supporting her and marinette getting so so upset and frustrated that they would be dumb enough to fall for it! which, being akumatized, of course wont come out the wrong way and is warped into this monstrous idea that marinette sees them as these morons who have disappointed her time and time again [fav lyric: "disappointment takes us by surprise even though by now i think we should have realized everyone is dumb"]

Class fight (melanie martinez) - god I LOVE AKUMANETTES THAT LOSE THEIR SHIT. lila putting distance and uncomfort between her and adrien (pre relationship) before marinette catches them kissing and get akumatized, and then marinette wrecks her shit :) her inner voice of reason feeling so horrified with the brutality and trying to get herself to realize but being able to deny monarchs voice encouraging her to act on her worst instincts [fav lyrics: "she had a boy wrapped around her finger tight, i fell in love with him but he wasnt in my life", "Her face was fucked up and my hands were bloody, we were in the playground things were getting muddy", "my one true love called me a monster"]

Bust your kneecaps - johnny dont leave me (pomplamoose) - i think this one really works well with an akumatized ladybug! her being so soft and scary to chat, chat blanc style, while promising to do horrible things to him. akumabug trying to convince him to 'just stop fighting' and 'hand over his miraculous' and then 'everything will be just the way it should be' and finally giving up and working instead to defeat chat rather than convince him

Therefore i am (billie eilish) - cold, angry akumanette FOR THE WIN OGH her just being such a silent but deadly akuma, her voice devoid of all the love and kindness it used to have when she was with adrien/chat, and him having to fight her while she shows no mercy. I just love the idea of chat doing anything he can, crying and begging marinette to fight it and come back to him and she has no pity for him [fav lyrics: "Get my pretty name out of your mouth, we are not the same with or without", "Did you have fun? i really couldnt care less and you can give them my best but just know im not your friend"]

Pretty privilege (blegh) - marinette being shown time and time again that the worst people will get away with horrible things, while she has to suffer beneath them and getting fed up. her letting all her feelings rise to the surface about how ugly she thinks people can truly be [fav lyrics: "Its crawling from underneath the surface nobodys first choice kind of ugly", "just because somethings pretty the laws dont apply to them have you noticed this shit its so ugly"]

Other friends (cristina vee cover) - i live for crazy akumanette losing her mind on everyone! what can i say! i love the idea of her confronting her friends and lilas lies in such a angry but playful way before losing her shit! and the added bonus of it being MARINETTES voice?? im screaming [fav lyrics: "What did she say about me, what did she say?", "Im the loser of the game you didnt know you were playing", "life on the line, winner takes all, ready or not lets begin!"]

Marigami/Kagaminette

She (dodie) - kagami fighting against her feelings for marinette because of their friendship, because of adrien, because of her mother, and because shes scared to admit she loves marinette far beyond how friends should. I love her just gently pushing that line, asking herself that question of "what is so wrong about it?" and working to accept that the pain and heartache are real because her feelings are [fav lyrics: "Could it be wrong when shes just so nice to look at ?", "id never tell, no id never say a word and oh it aches, but it feels ugly good to hurt"]

Sophie (black polish) - marinettes feelings for kagami! wanting to freeze her time with her, relive every moment they've been through and just experience the world by kagamis side. just how desperately they both need each others time and space, how comforting it is to just be with her. [fav lyrics: "youre impossible to read and thats fine, i dont even understand my own mind", "I just wanna escape the world sophie with you, with you, with you, with you"]

and an added bonus: i LOVE the song Bruno is Orange for kagami. reminds me of her so much.

[mydahliarose]

God is a dove at the park? 🪽🃏

Pairings: niiri x Michael/ Miiri oc x canon

Fandoms: what in hell is bad?

Tags: wholesome, silly shenanigans, romance, fluff, little bit of angst, whb au.

Synopsis: Michael and niiri go to relax at the park a bit one dove in particular seems to have taken a liking towards them. God is everywhere as Michael says could this really be him?.

Its rare for the taboo couple to be out in public, it is far to risky for them and often times stay inside of there church.

But of course glamour magic does the trick if they ever wished to go out in the outdoors of earth.

Last time they did this, they went to the carnival but the results where insanity. They where lucky no demons where around that perimeter that day.

Today, they shopped for some food for there human exorcists comrades, while grabbing a cup of cappuccino in the cold sunny morning.

Niiri looked like her usual self. Except her lack of face paint was visibily noticed. Her black sclera where naturally white now in her glamour, iris colored in light brown. In a surprise, she didnt have her usual harlequin attire on. Just a regular plain white shirt, with black leggings and small boots to blend in more with human society.

Michael overall looked the same, minus his ear wing was gone. His healthy eye looked more sky blue without the lilac circles around. Meanwhile his golden eye was covered with a white eye patch.

The streets were very busy today, cars and taxis honking at eachother. Civilians in there booth attracting costumers to there street foods. The aroma of food awakening a growl in niiris stomach. Michael heard his lovers agony for a meal, perhaps they should stop by a hamburger stand and eat somewhere to relax a bit. " Hungry?". Of course shed say yes, but just incase he wanted her input. Niiri turns to him with a smile, nodding. " Cheeseburger please! Would you care for one to?". " And ruin my fasting? How dare you tempt me to sin in this gluttonous behavior...". Michael was very serious when it came to food, hes only ever quicnhed himself with holy water at most. Ah...but just a bite wouldn't hurt now would it?. "Alright alright...maybe just for today ok?". He smiled. Wanting to make her happy and enjoy one of there few rare occasions on bieng out in downtown.

In glee niiri grabbed his hands and ran towards the snack booth. Nearly spooking the line with her rumbuctiousness. Michael had to calm her down by putting his hands on her shoulder to get her hyperactivity under control. She apologized to the man infront of her before finally having her order of two cheeseburgers. Now the only thing left was to sit somewhere. Since it was a lovley day, the park would be a good option to snack out a bit. It was filled with the laughter of happy children screaming, and chasing eachother while making friends. Parents watching over them while they speak to one another, others where there to enjoy the scenary, while group of young teens skated around the path. Pigeons cooing while awaiting for the humans to drop any type of food to flock. The taboo couple where seated alone, usually in this scenario they wouldn't dare lap up on eachothers touches infront of everyone. In glamour, however Michael had a bit more confidence to lean his head against hers.

Leafless trees, soundless as the wind picks up. Branchess with signs of spring coming soon, rustle throughout the outdoors. The sky, was the perfect shade of clear blue. It wasnt cloudy today so the sun was noticably visible. Enamoured by natures breeze, the couple inhaled and exhaled out. Reeling in all the winds winter's energy. " Ah...If heaven is like this i cant wait to get there soon!." Niiri said gleefully as she takes a bite of her burger. Michael had a somber look on his face. He knew this would not happen any time soon, or so if it does the results wouldn't be as how she hoped it be. A conversation that fills him with sorrow. With her empty hand he held it. Not tightly, just the right amount of lightweight. " Its even more beautiful up there than here..." He watches the people. Observing there peacful day, who knows what they got going on there lives, family drama? Divorce? Friends not bieng there for one another? Petty fights? And yet...they can put that aside for just one day of happiness. A once in a lifetime feeling for some now a days. To think a place such as this playground can have such an effect on human emotion. " however as much as this pitiful planet disgusts me...it amazes me how places like this can bring a smile upon there faces...". Fun is a taboo subject in heaven, while Michael is iffy in partaking in that, it was quite obvious there was an itch in him that wanted to take part of those activities. But god could be watching anywhere no matter where he is now, his eyes could be judging. Or so thats what Michael paranoia tells him.

" sweet angelica flowers...does heaven lack having such activities there? ". For a harlequin doll, lack of fun was absurd! If that was the case then the skys needed to change up how they treat there angels. " My dear harley...heavens law is about loving and worshipping God only, to even think about ones own pleasure is strictly taboo." He turns to her looking at her serious, though not cold. He wanted niiri to understand how truly rigorous heaven was. He knew niiri had a tendency to believe shed get along with all the angels, just because she feels like one and felt opressed in hades. Fool...they wouldnt even dare treat her as such, he knows what they are capable of. If they dared lay a hand on his beloved doll, he feared hed commit the greatest sin of all, destroy heaven and potentially mass murder.

" really? All about him?" Niiri tilts her head like a dog trying to understand something from its owner. " Precisely, now take consideration of what you are and tell me,...would you be willing to give up everything that makes you unique? Your love of activities, to fool around, your dollhouse....". To even imagine her changing for the sake of his god...to say Michael felt a heartstring bieng torn. " Hmm...well, maybe all that dosent need to go away!." Michael quirked an eyebrow down. " what do you mean?". " I mean well, look at me! I have the power to heal peoples emotional wounds through my world of pure imagination! God is everywhere as you said he is correct? Im sure hes seen that so many times that he would carefully not take that away, my apperance however? I do hope he creates a better version of me...". She was sure of herself with her response. Michael closed his eyes and sighed, one would say he was annoyed with her naivity. However the sound he made was one of empathy, empathy for how innocent she was. No matter what hed say she was always naive with her responses. The old Michael from the earlier days would have told her off due to how absurd it is before ending her life. The angels softness grew long enough to not act so barbaric. He felt sorry for her, deep down he truly wished she could become an authentic angel of heaven by his side in the skies.

Opening his eyes back, sounds of cooing purred underneath his shoes. White doves and pigeons gathered around them, clearly begging for something to fall off and peck there way to feast. This gave Michael an idea that could potentially help with his lovers delima. Putting down his burger, he searched around the bag of food for his exorcists comrades back at the church, he had bought some seeds. " Niiri darling, looks like gods pets are hungry." He hands her some. " Oh?". She looks down and suddenly her eyes lighten in life once again, jumping from her seat because of how cute the birds are. " Little birdies! Aww they look super hungry." Michael nods. " Precisely, god is always watching but unfortunately he cannot do a thing about." He smiles in pride. " Thats why god would appreciate it if we did some good, he would most certainly be in awe that a demon is showing kindness to his creations...so how about it? Want to earn some real wings?."

Suddenly her eyes dilated from what she just heard. " Real wings? Real pure white feathers growing out of me? Yes yes!!!." Around her head, cartoonish reaction emotions began to pop out left and right. Michael immediately shooe'd them away, afraid somebody would see. " Careful you silly doll! I wouldn't want anyone to catch on that were not humans! Especially those demons that often cross path to earth." Its true, she had to be very careful out in public. For all she knew foras could be out there stalking her, or just some random demon that wants to cause trouble. Or even worse his brothers... " Sorry sorry love~ hehehe i got to giddy!." Her forhead was suddenly bieng poked playfully by Michael. " Try harder Harley! Hmph! What will happen if we get caught? Will be locked away and never hold eachothers touches ever again! Isnt that awful? It makss me want to faint just thinking about it...". He said in the most dramatic of manner. " NO! ILL BITE THOSE PRISON BARS UNTIL IM FREE AND COME SAVE Y-." she was shushed by Michaels finger blocking her lips. " Shhh dont make a comotion i was only messing with you, but lets not think about that anymore....". With that talk coming to an end, Michael turned his attention to the needy birds, throwing some seeds around. They all begin to flock around, each fighting to get to there food first, eating like they've never eaten in days. There lucky they werent at the beach, handling seagulls would have been an utter nightmare.

" throw a few, not the entire thing. Don't think i already know you...". He said as niiri chuckled from his intuition bieng right. Its true, she would have. " Oh c'mon Michael im not that wreckless!". She punches him in the shoulder, Michael trying not to laugh out in public. Throwing a couple to the ground some begin to flock to her side, other birds begin to land as they sense the plants bieng tossed out. Ravens, begin to plot out there mischievous scheme to steal from the pigeons and doves. Wings bieng flapped around to hit the others for another Peace. Niiri couldn't help but see this is as how angels usually bicker around eachother during extermination porcess when she sees them. Heck it looked more how Michael and his brothers usually fought

" ugh, look at them bieng so greedy with one another. No manners at all." He said as he tossed some more. " Well thats animals for ya angelica! Thats how i imagined you angels ate." The seraph covered his hands, leaning his head down. Muffled crying was heard, he couldn't believe what he heard. " Oh niiri...*sniffles* when we get home im going to educate you on angel etiquettsy...". He looked at her with his tears drenching down his shirt. " Pfft! So dramatic! Haha! You forget im a harlequin clown i could just be joking!." She laughs. "....are you?." ".......no, I actually thought you all just deep throat your foods without chewing like literal birds....*sigh*." She rubbed her neck looking away feeling embarrassed, surley he must think shes stupid now...

To her surprise, Michael chuckled softly before ruffling her hair a bit then pulling her close to him. " What strange imagination you have for a silly doll...". He smiled. " Dont ever stop telling me your whimsical thoughts ok?, they never fail to bring a smile upon my face." He looked at her with an adoring look, cupping her face. Admiring her innocence. Its rare to see a demon to radiate such feeling. even if they did, they where still vermins to be vanquished. Niiri hummed, blushing as the seraphs touched relieved her of her embarrassment. Resting her head upon his palm. " Will you scratch my head like a good birdie?." She twitches her ear, attempting to mimic Michaels ear wing. She looked so cute to match how it moves with his emotions.

It touched his heart in awe how she mimicked his wing movements. With how she begged how could he say no?. With his beautiful long nails, glossed with the finest of beauty product. he scratched her scalp gently, before trailing his fingers to the back of her ears. Twitching in his beloved touches, rolling her eyes back with a euphoric grin up her face. " Look at you now, losing control as i slightly touch you here....thats how you make me feel whenever you give love to my wing....". To fuel her bliss even more, he leans towards the back of nape to leave a kiss on her back ear, nibbling before releasing himself. The doll gasps in such a romantic action. " Ah! You Casanova in public? Maybe i should glamour more often so this occurance is more common~." She chuckles.

" maybe i do want you to do that more often, maybe just maybe...i want the couples around here to feel jealous from our little taboo~." He gave a mischievous look, he is a superior bieng after all. His love and his partner should feel like royals no matter where they are. " Oooh i love that menacing look on your face, your talking my style now hehe~." She smirked, everytime Michael showed this side it always riled niiri up so much. " Because you and i are one in the same dolly, we share our deviousness trait quite alot." he said in pride. " And how shall we make the park jealous of our love? Anything the arch angel of war tells me ill obey like your solder~." She winks at him, an imaginary heart floating around by the action then disappearing as it pops like a balloon.

Michael was satisfied with her actions and respond. Observing the couples that where in the park until he had an idea. " Niiri dolly...dont you think these human lovers lack the concept of unleashing there childlike wonders in the outdoors? This is a park after all they shouldn't feel afraid to embarrass themselves infront of other people...". He waited for her to put the peaces together, which she would. " Oh Michael! Humans are fragile creatures afraid to feel judged....but where not like them~ ". She held his hand, getting up to drag him towards an empty swing set. " Lets show these humans where not afraid to unleash our inner child! Haha!". She says, as she plops down the swing. Her seraph lover going behind her to push her. " Higher angelica i wanna feel like im flying!". Kicking her feet in the air, as she giggles near hysterically. Enthusiasm on the rise. " Be careful niiri, a seraphs strength is no joke!". There was a playfullness in his tone, pushing her forward with his durability. He tried his best to not use his full potential, sometimes with another push, his heart would would freeze. Near panick attack mode whenever shed swing higher.

The doll only kept on laughing, feeling the wind hit her skin. To feel there gaurd down for once, away from there realms rules was a once in life opportunity for the both of them. While niiri wanted to be in heaven, she had to admit bieng in earth felt freedom. Its hassle to sometimes blend in there society but shed take that then the war between angels and demons. As for Michael? As much as he hated to admitted, earth has been an eye opener for him with how much he can get away with committing his taboo. Sure he still has to be careful and so does her, but the freedom hes felt here is nothing like he will ever feel again in heaven. Would god be disappointed in him? If he knew one of his highest seraph enjoyed feeling freedom?. All he ever wanted was to make his creator proud, to be seen and praised of his hardwork. His potential of bieng the most loyal of all angels. But hes gone now...or so...maybe just maybe, he was out here at the park watching him? And if he is, is he smiling at him? Or disappointed. *CRASH!* Michael snapped out of his dissociation. not realizing he accidentally used full force of his muscles to swing her over the bars that held the swing, thus consequentially hitting him forward in full impact.

He landed face forward towards the grass, then another force plopped on his entire body. The doll had swung herself out of her swing, front flipping to land on the poor seraph. " OOF!". Michael muffled in the dirt of mother earth. " Oops! Sorry angelica i ment to land on the side!." Said niiri, moving herself off him. Wiping away all the filth on him, when he suddenly felt a shift in peoples reaction side eyeing them. Some looking in concern if they where ok specifically Michael after getting pushed accidentally. While some looked at them like they where making a fool of themselves. Tsk...how annoying, this wasnt the reaction he wanted. The look of judgement made his skin crawl... Stop looking at me as if im inferior like you all! His mind told him, what is this disgusting feeling thats knawing in his heart? Is this... jealousy?. Jealousy towards the human couples, because they themselves dont have to hide what they have. Look at them showering in there affection with not a care in the world, no reprocession that would cause a war... Holding there children close to them, a promised future of good things to come for that child in the future because of there parents love. Neather Michael nor niiri had this. They had eachother, but they couldnt truly experience the true beauty of it. And now, they where bieng seen as immature in there eyes. Or so thats what Michaels delusion told him.

For niiri, the feeling of bieng made fun of wasnt new or unusual. Its quite common honestly. What bothered her was how there looks was making Michael unbearably uncomfortable. Even if they are just glamored it would appear this guilty feeling would never wash away. So niiri thought immediately to wash away his shame. A rose was luckily right next to her and an idea of a game came up to her. " Angelica! Lets play she loves me not!." This was a game barbatos introduced her to long ago. They used to play this quite often when playing pretend alot. Michael was still in dissociation. Not reacting to her words, the harlequin became somber. " My love...". Not caring that they where in public she pulled him close, brushing away anymore grass and dirt left in him. Even using her shirt to clean any imperfection off his face of selenite beauty. For a moment Michael blinked his eyes, it seems this made him slowly snap out of it. This man needed lots of tending.

So then niiri began to move away messy strands of his hair. Brushing his hair with her hand, in an attempt to try and flatten it down a bit. Tracing her nails on his scalp back and forth to ease away his malady. A very vague smile began to creep up. a tiresome sadness it was, with a hint of joy slowly forming. With two fingers she nudges them upwards to form a proper smile. Sticking her tongue out while making odd movements around her eyes all in an attempt to make him laugh. Sure enough Michael couldn't contain himself and was freed from his dissociation. An unexpected sneak attack, as niiri suddenly began tickling him on both his sides. Squeezing them slightly, the seraph now laughing ever so jolly. " Hahaha!! Oh dolly stop it! Your going to make me soil myself!." The doll couldn't help but chuckle with his silly comment. " You drank 8 bottles of holy water all morning! Im surprised you havent already! ." Its true, how he mostly only drinks and eats that on a daily bases hurts niiris bladder just by thinking about it.

Michael began flailing around, trying to escape her mischievous grasp. In retaliation when he found the right moment to strike, he lunged himself towards her. Fingers pressing againts her funny bones, the doll now laughing like a manic harlequin. She tried squirming around, wrestling him to pin him down. While the tone of the humans in the park remained the same. Some however, began to view these couple love language as something more beautiful. It is rare to see this type of love displayed in public or anywhere really. Its wholesome, if only they knew the truth of the tragedy within celestial love. Many humans aren't aware of angels and demons true natures and there system.

" ack! I think people are starting to smile at us! ". She says still trapped within Michaels body, bieng tickled to death. He was to focused on tormenting niiri with his love, to even bother paying attention to the humans. Although his ego was boosted enough with just that sentence. Good, its them that should feel jealous and not him. Superior complex at its finest. " Let them niiri, let them crave the urge to break societal norms by observing us!." His press became deeper and soon her laughs where beginning to hurt from to much cackling. " Hahahaha!! Your a fallen angel i knew it! Shall i save these humans from your sinful temptation? ". She said playfully, making things fun between the two with there little roleplay. " Hahaha! How can you save humans when your utterly at my hands?." He said, playing the villain role in this scenario. " Once im free youll see! Ill make sure you never leave hell!." God she looked so cute in her little theatrical tantics Michael thought to himself. " *Yawn* you certainly are taking your sweet time with that angel." He teased. " Looks like i win this round sweet angel, or shall i call you by your real name ." He then leans down to her ear to whisper something that Michael would very much regret. " Niiri'athan~...".

.... ...... ........ "....niiri?-". Without even blinking, niiri had put something in his mouth. As he looked down, it was his favorite pacifier that Lucifer used to give him way back when he was just a baby. He was shocked, he had no idea she had it with him this whole time. He should have known since shes allowed to play with his old childhood toys. " BAD BOY! ". she scoffs crossing her arms. " IM SHATTERED BEYOND BELIEF! HOW DARE YOU NICKNAME ME THAT?! I DEMAND AN EXORCISM!." She made it sound as if saying such nickname caused her skin to burn with holy powers. Like her world crumbed beyond belief. In truth this is how Michael morbidly teases her, and he enjoyed every moment of her theatrical tantics. If she was truly angry at him she would have pushed him off, and left him there on his own. Niiri could never do such a thing, girl was to nice to him.

Spits out his pacifer to make his peace. " Now now, theres no need to be pouty. Its not like i imagined you with horns and a coffin...". "......" ".....ok fine i did-" this time she put on his pacifer with a little more force that it pushed Michael of off her. Now she was on top of him. " Only because your so darn cute whenever i look at you, you get to avoid my wrath...but if somone else had said it hehehe... id come back with there head and gift it to you as a gift~". With her two fingers she pinched his nose, moving it around while she smirks. Other hand resting her face. The seraph began squirming around with the lack of air running through his nose. He smacks her hands away and scoffs. A blush forming his face from her little tease. " Your mad! I could have died". He covered his nose to brace for saftey. " By the hands of lil ol me? You wouldn't have mined it would you?." She got him red handed. He looked away with his arms crossed, shyly avoiding eye contact. His silence said it all. " enough, just come here and let me hold you...". He said as he opend his arms for her to enter. Immediately she plopped down his body, making an oof sound as he is squeezed by her hug. Caressing hair messy long locks, placing a small kiss on her forhead. Closing his eyes to reel in her scent, he had showered her today so she was smelling extra rich and sweet.

Resting on the grass, his kind wandered out and about again. God... did you see? How love and caring she is? She loves to play little games with me...is it ok that I'm having much fun with her?. When Michael looked around, he noticed a huge change with the couples. Some began to take notes of what they just saw, and began playing with there own partners playfully. They where doing exactly how they played with eachother. They began to be influenced by them. " Humans are such fascinating creatures...". He mumbled to himself.

" they really are...". Niiri said muffled within her lovers body. " I think we made god proud today." Said niiri. Michael trailed his eyes down " you think so?". Niiri nodded. " mhmm!, look at them Michael. This park is radiating divine intervintion from us! Love nowadays lack alot of effort that makes real love, its a spiritual feeling! You gotta make the steps to create that special bond in order to feel it, once you do that's when youll finally know that your partner is the one for you...". The doll said ever so wisdomly.

" so i believe god is proud of us...". She smiled. Michael looked at her with intriguingness. " Wow...your right, love is dead these days especially with humans...so much sin and debauchery that the light has been vanishing for centuries now...". He sighed. " Thats why things dont feel the same as they used to...until now that is." Smiling, as he looked at her. Caressing her head yet again. When his nails scratched her scalp Michael could have sworn he heard a purr leave out her breath. " first your an angel and now a kitten? Good heavens make up your mind already women." He rolled his eyes playfully.

She lightly smacked his face. " Lets sit back on the swing sets, oh and bring our stuff ive forgotten about that!." Looking back towards the bench, the birds had already emptied there bag of seeds. Burgers still in good condition. " Ah right, ive forgotten to, i think are associates are dying of starvation at this point...they can wait longer." He signals her to get up, standing back up wiping away any filth of him before returning to his necessities then walking towards the empty swings with his doll. Instead of sitting in the other, niiri patted to her swing. Scooter over for him to sit next to. It seems the doves where attracted to them of sorts. flying over to there direction, cooing for there attention. " Sometimes i have to wonder if there trying to communicate is of sorts besides food". Said niiri. " And what do you think there trying to say?." He asked quizzingly. Looking down, some seem to be pretty close to there feet, but one caught her attention most. One would be making eye contact while bopping it's head.

One could say it perhaps wanted a piece of her burger. Thats what it seemed at first, until it flapped its wings away from it. Confused, what could this bird want from her?. Then ding! Putting her food in the bags, she made a distinct noise for it to come forth in the palm of her hand. Immediately it flew on it. " Michael...i am a bird whisperer! It wanted to be with me! Is this... our child!? Im a mother now!". She nearly jumped up and down, the swingseat rattling from her weight. " Easy now niiri, otherwise the poor kids here wont have a swing to play soon." He said, while clinging onto the handles to not fall off. " Sorry haha..". It was a white dove that had come to her attention. Cooing, it then turned to Michaels attention. Flapping with its force that the gust of wind blew to niiris face, landing towards the shoulder of Michael. It moved forward, cooing noises growing louder as ut walked closer to nuzzle onto him. The seraph watched in disbelief, with his intimidation level nothing would want to come close, let alone animals. He wasnt fond of them to much aswell, so for him to let the bird even touch him. Niiri was surprised. " Scratch that, it seems to see you as its mommy! Maybe it senses your little wing! He knows your one of them!." The bird seemed to have wanted some pets, niiri signaled Michael by petting the air for him to do so

He lifted his hand towards the dove, gently petting its head. Its coo's sounding as if it feels safe and comfortable around him. If Michael could summon his own wing it be twitching in joyus glee. It then flew at the palm of his hands, it circled around. Probably wanting more food. " Here ". Niiri said, taking out a small peace of bread, all seeds where gone so it will have to do. " No dear its not good for them, can you maybe create imaginary seeds?." Oh good idea, niiri thought to herself. With a cut in her hand for blood to form out, niiris pupils began to spin around, up and down, like a slot machine. Focusing on imagining sunflower seeds. Once it was seen clearly, like slot machines. Both pupils created the symbol of the plant and wala. Opening her palm, there it was,The sunflower seeds.

Nudging it close to its beak, the dove began to peck it. Cooing in satisfaction. As Michael gazed upon it, tears began streaming down his eye patch. Coming to a realization. " God?...is this you? Have youve returned from your disaperance to see me? ." His visible eye was Brightened with hope. " You see niiri? I told you he is everywhere! This is most certainly him! Look at him, admiring his highest ranked angel....". Wether this was a true miracle or not, theres no denying Michael believed it with his very heart to be real. The doll leaned in close, Observing the little white dove. When with her presence this close to it, it refused to fly away. Instead it kept eating its food. " Ahh! Has your long agonizing wait finally come to an end!? Michael! Hes not only come to see you but he most certainly saw everything between us! I think he's trying to tell us to stay together!." Does god perhaps want Michael experience his own journey? To find his own happiness besides his creator? And from the look it gave niiri, does he, if this is truly God...does he want her to contenue guiding his angel on the right path that could potentially improve himself and mental health wise?. Niiri may not be a mentaly stable demon, but she certainly knew how to help somone in need with her emotional support. God has finally seen her potential! So niiri thought to herself. At first, the mentioned of bieng caught bieng with a demon almost petrified him. Thinking god would most certainly punish him for it, awaiting for the chains of judgement to wrap around him and banish him forever in hell. Knowing himself, hed still believe hed have a chance returning in heaven thus living in purgatory. But then, hearing his lovers words. There was light. " My light...is this what you want from me? ." The bird only cooed and moved its head. Probably just acting out on instinct and nothing more, for the celestial beings this ment more to them.

" remember the many times you prayed to god for him to accept me as one of you and for our love to be safe?". She wraps both arms around him. " I think in this form he came to finally tell you that its ok...your moving foward in the best way possible.". She moves her hand to cup his face, turning him to look into her eyes. So loving and caring. " Doves symbolise renewal in life...your chapter begins now Michael...no more anger.". Closing her eyes leaning towards his lips to rest her own, Nose touching eachother. Its true, doves symbolise faith, hope, renewal and love. Come to think of it, is this why god created Michael with a unique wing placement? Was he always ment to symblize such an alluring animal besides his title of war and justice?. He was considering many things he hadnt thought about his own self. Never had he thought that his existence could possibly have a hidden meaning this whole time. What an insightful day this has become. The kiss from niiri jolted his body, blushing. The revelation filled him with so much faith and hope that his wing grew out in public. Flapping in its blissful joy, the rest of the doves and the one on his hand mimiced him. Like accepting him as one of there own. Niiri laughed because of how cute that was. " Hahaha! One of us! One of us! Thats what there saying!." She clapped her hands in celebrating with them. Michael took of his jacket. hiding his face so that no human saw what they weren't supposed to, most importantly demons.

The white dove that was on the palm of his hands landed on his head. Now if it pooped on his most luxurious fabric he would loose it, but since this dove was god to him, he wouldn't complain. " Are they staring at me!? Please tell me no one saw!." He said in a frantic state. The doll immediately held him tightly in her embrace to call him down of his accident. " Shhh my little dove~ I doubt anyone even saw because of how fast you put on your ja-." " Hey! Im sorry to interrupt but...could it be? Are you...the arch angel Michael?". It was a human girl who happend to have saw his wing. Immediately Michaels body froze, and so did niiri. Even though she was glamored to blend in with them, seeing somone get cozy with an angel could ruin there image that angels are never to be romanced.

Neather the two could find the words to say anything back. They could make a scene and use there abilities to wipe there memory of sort and run off. Yes good idea! But before eather could do something wreckless the human girl spoke again. " Wait no! Dont be scared. I just came by to give you my outmost respect!." She smiles, even acknowledging niiri's presence. " I just wanted to say thank you for answering my prayers whenever my life was at its darkest times...your presence, hearing your call. It helped me believe life would get better." Then suddenly more people began coming foward each giving there respects to him. " Arch angel! Thank you for helping me become more independent with myself! Ive ended up cutting people away that was necessary to achieve that thanks to your words!". " Michael! God bless you! Three weeks ago i called upon you for help in helping my sick aunt, i thought for sure it wouldn't work but three days ago the doctors finally gave her a proper treatment, shes still not at one hundred percent but just that little aide by your side was more than enough to help her be able to move around a bit." " Ive always looked up to you since i was a child, and now your right here! When I heard that you lived in that church around the exorcists district. I didn't believe it, but now i do... because your right before me! Ill come by this week to hear your prayers!." " I thought you two where just couples that where openly affectionate, now i see why! Its a blessing to see two angels love one another, i see it as a good omen for anyones love life!."

The entire parks energy was not just filled with positivity, it was filled with praise upon praise. years of admiraition for this arch angel, the thanks for all hes helped them with. Humans are inferior to him, and yet. In his cold little heart, he felt good in there bask of attention. He felt there faith in him. He had no idea what to say, not even his beloved knew aswell. She only nudged him with her elbow to bring him back to reality. It worked, but still he couldn't come up with the right words. As the bird cooed in his head, Michael assumed it was god telling him go with the flow. *Ahem* "....i am honored, that youve all come forth to me mortals. It is no coincidence that you've seen my apperance in your world." " Fate has brought us all here to gather tonight, you are all gods beautiful children and he has sent you all here to say your blessings to me." " Life is to short for you humans, no matter the hardships in your life ill always answer in the best i can. Some signs are vague, some take time for it to come to fruition. Do not grow impatient." " God bless you all that your lifes have become miracles after reaching out to me. Because that shows you where worthy all this time..." . He bows at them.

The whole park claps after his small speech, as short as it was. It was affective to them and a moment of impossible encounter. Then suddenly Michael shifts his attention to niiri, pulling him close. Her face is in disbelief, to do this infront of everyone? His confidence is on the rocket. " Mi-". " Just take a look at this beautiful angel, her background has had many hardships in her life, and with the help of me and God she's found her own light....". he then moves her at front, both hand resting on her shoulders. " Shes greatly misunderstood... so please send out your prayers to her...you have no idea the potential of happiness she can bring you...". Michael praised her infront of everyone, niiris eyes where left in awe. A blush forming, her heart was already raising from the sheer nervousness of the human crowds, now ever more so rapidly due to his lovers bask of admiraitional speech. " And this angels name is.. Niiriel....". The crowd clapped for niiri and paid her outmost respect. On the other hand niiri tried to contain her laughter for bieng givin the most cliche angel name that ends with iel. " And with that, we must take off, thank you all for joining but us angels must get back to work". " Run along now chop chop...unless you want me to bring the rapture this early...". He glared at them coldy. They all bowed in respect and left the place, blood running cold with sweat, not expecting there angel to be this terrifying but still holding respect.

" niiriel?." She turns to him, chuckling a bit. " What? Did you want me to say niiriathan instead? Ill have to admit it dies sound cuter~". He teased her, laughing out loud. *SMACK!* his Devine beauty was then destroyed by the throws of dozens of sunflower seeds. The doll kept creating more imagination to create them and lunge them towards her lover that kept bullying her. " Ow! Ow! Niiri not the face! WHAT THE-." *Coo!* *Caw!* Name every bird in the zoopedia where all attacking Michael showing him no mercy, they wanted there damn seeds. Pecking at his hair messing it up. His cloathe was bieng poked in holes. He tried to shoo them away but to no avail theyd all just react more aggressively. " NIIIRIIIIIIII!!!!". he was dramatically crying like a baby. Running around in circles until they stopped. The doll pretended she didnt hear anything by paying more attention to her nails instead. " NIIRI PLEASE!". he throws himself to the grass to crawl his way desperately to her leg and cling onto it like a koala. " DOLLY!!!". she looked down at the poor display, sighing as she rolled her eyes playfully. " Fiiiine". With a snap of her fingers they all went poof!. Michael was still sobbing while curled in a ball, clinging onto her. perhaps she felt a bit guilty. Kneeling down to caress him. " Its over love there gone." " There there now, im sorry ok?".

*sniffles* "....im sorry." He looked at her with his adorable blushing face of innocence. " Ahhh theres that favorite look of mine!". She lunged herself onto him, attacking his face with her shower of a dozen kisses. Pinching his cheeks because they looked to adorable with his expression. In the end both lovers giggled at there isolation together at the park. But it was finally time to go home. " Ahhh...i absolutely loved our little playtime but we must get back home for real this time." Michael said. " Your right, we need to get back already with there food!". She gets up then taking his hand to help him up like a princess. " It seems our little dove has flown away now...". Wait thats right god! Michael immediately checked adound his head and shoulders then the Area. He didnt even get to say goodbye... " No no Michael its ok... remember hes everywhere no matter where you look...the next time we see him again hell be in a different form! Who knows when that's gonna happen but patience is a virtue my little feathery beauty filled with love~". She patted him in the head, assuring him that he will see him again one day. Hopefully soon. He smiled sadly but with faith in his face. " Your right dolly, god does indeed takes his time to show up...thank you....". With one last hug, holding her hand he leaves out the open area. Wings where put away, as they walk out the streets of open public places with people.

To think god is watching him smiling as he's out in public with his taboo lover finally achieving his own happiness and hers filled Michaels heart with happiness. Aware that he was never being judged for his so called sin in finding love from somone in hell. He cried in both eyes, smiling in the most genuine way he hasnt done in a long time. " Happy Michael?". He stopped, turning over to squeeze her in a tight hug that he never wanted to let go. Thumbs rubbing all over her shoulders and back as he rubbed his hands up and down to feel all her existence. " Beyond happy...im ecstatic niiri...". Clinging onto her, leaning his head on the crook of her neck shaking deep breathes, laughing at his own joy. " I feel ecstatic...haha..". God bless you, may we meet again soon.

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[androcola]

when mike has meltdowns do the others just have watch him slam his head against things and hurt himself or do they actively try stop it or does this do more harm than good?

+ how do they patch him up after?

yes they do help! they could never sit and watch him hurt himself the way he does cuz sometimes it can be pretty brutal. it usually only takes one person to restrain him, and that person probably can't be davy as he's just a bit too tiny for the task, so usually it'll be someone like peter or micky. usually all it takes is for one of them to pin him to the ground sitting on his back while also pinning his hands to his back so that he cant swing at all. he'll still kick his legs but in this position he really can't hurt himself or anyone, and usually the pressure from being sat on will help him calm down a little bit quicker.

As time goes on, he gets a bit better at communicating his needs, especially when he feels a meltdown coming on. usually he'll actually tell one of them that he needs pressure because that's what helps soothe him the most, so they'll fetch his weighted blanket and the lie down on top of him 😭it's a bit silly but it's what helps the best

as for patching him up, I can say that there have been many times where he's had meltdowns alone with no one to restrain him, which have resulted in him getting very very hurt. even knocked unconscious at times. he'd usually be left with large bumps and bruises on his face/head, bloody nose, black eyes, either from slamming his head against the wall or from hitting himself in the face with his hands, usually tensed up in fists, and chunks of his hair on the floor from pulling and yanking

sometimes he'll be dazed from hitting his head so much, and when it's that bad, the guys will hurry him to the hospital to make sure he doesn't have a concussion. although if it's not that bad they'll tend to his injuries at home, cleaning up any blood and giving him an ice pack for his head/eyes. he always feels so ashamed after meltdowns despite the fact that he has no control over them.

thankfully as he grows older his meltdowns become less violent , although he still has a tendency to pull his hair which always has to be redirected

[cleromancy]

I absolutely enjoyed reading your analysis and take on why people tend to put most of the blame on Tim rather than taking into account that other characters are just as culpable. You really help me understand why Jason stans might resent Tim for victim-blaming Jason more than the other characters (although it is still them showing their double-standard thought process at the end of the day). In truth, no one is innocent in the situation. Everyone is culpable to some degree for blaming a child for his own demise, and its frankly disgusting.

its one of those things thats really interesting both in universe and from a meta perspective bc. blaming jason for his own death when sheila sold him out to the joker who then murdered them both, which dc wrote/illustrated/published, which they decided to do because of the results a fricking READER POLL... its so silly lmao. and by making it jasons fault the blame doesnt rest with batman, for having a robin in the first place, or dc, for writing and publishing the story. absolutely fascinating tapestry of blame and fault here on all levels

i was thinking some more about it though and i do think its got some to do with tims personality and demeanor as well. hes a perfectionist and a control freak and there are times when he expresses that if someone cant hack it to tims (arbitrary) standards they shouldn't be doing it at all, that kind of thing. and this is something bruce and dick both do as well, bruce is pretty famous for it even, but they're also both like... i mean we already talked about bruce in the last ask but on top of that hes like. scary competent and intimidating. like. hes batman! and with dick, dick is the first robin, hes *the* nightwing, dick was canonically this keystone figure for the new earth dcu hero community... hes a big fucking deal yknow. in-universe people listen to them, and for good reason, and out of universe a lot of the time reading it its like. Well they'd know! and by contrast tim does not have that kind of authority he just acts like be does... like hes made a solid name for himself by the time the reboot hits but absolutely not on dick or bruces level. so when Tim says something about like you shouldn't be doing this you're going to get yourself killed its like. who is this squeaky little toddler and why is he telling me what to do. like its like "who died and made you robin" except the answer to that is uh. Jason todd.

anyway yeah i like to rotate this as an aspect of characterization for everyone involved bc in like. the version that lives in my head the narrative doesnt present them as Right so it becomes *about* the tragedy, *about* grief and the way sometimes a story gets warped in retelling, about coping by putting sense in something senseless... but. it gets a lot less fun when youre reading something and the story itself is like "Yes this 14 or 15 year old only died bc he broke the rules he got what was coming to him & he deserved it :)" loud booing i dont care for that at all.

dick is also interesting bc hes one of the only characters i can think of other than leslie barbara who blames bruce at any point for jasons death, which i neglected to mention in my other ask. (its kind of a big topic and in my defense you were just askinf about bruce Alfred and tim... sorry dickie ily) like dick took more work to convince that a new robin was necessary than bruce did and dick like... dick was so angry and heartsick and guilty over jasons death and all those feelings just went *everywhere* including at himself. so its absolutely a lot more palatable coming from dick and-- i mean i mentioned demeanor earlier. tim tends to be either very blunt or very sharp and he is NOT known for phrasing things diplomatically, like, at all. dick might be thinking about the mistakes he imagines Jason making on the road to his death but what he'll say out loud is usually smth like "he wasn't ready," and its also a lot more palatable coming from dick bc you *know* hes also thinking he himself Should Have trained jason more himself or done this or that other thing.

dickies so so so good hes doing his best. i love him so much. what were we talking about

[sinkableruby]

owarimonogatari ge spoilers. rgu spoilers too i think

himemiya anthy and oshino ougi are both girls who exist for guys

and yeah i hear you thinking what, misogyny ?! toxic masculinity ?! thats not a big part of ougis arc and yeah it isnt and also other gender stuff BUT. the spirit is still there!! and i have to say it in that way first to do anthy's part justice

bc they Are both people who exist solely for others sake. their ability to define their own existences have been taken away from them. they have no agency! anthy obviously but also ougi has never had agency. ougi was created by araragi to do certain things he couldn't do himself, and this was literally the sole purpose of their existence. if ur in that situation what are you gonna do? not do it? and probably like, cease to exist bc the universe's internal coding is a total asshole? you don't have a choice, you just gotta accept the burden.

they're very silly and goofy and sinister and smiley about it of course but like. i'll say it now a lot of those smiles are not happy. i mean you look at the light novels oshino "ppl are so dumb i have to laugh at them but im crying when im laughing" ougi (edgelord ougi confirmed? LOL ok ok not really) oshino 'araragi theorizes her smile was poignant bc she knew how short her life would be' ougi like yeah ok. get a life, literally. lol (note this is also. for those who have read it. what ougi stay is about. and what my next big thing is going to be about. this is what the significance. anyway)

and anthy does the same thing! all this fucked up shit happens around her and To her and she just watches it all with the same smile like nothing's wrong. the parallels are insane you guys you cant make this shit up. anthy smiling like nothing is wrong during the duels before slowly realizing she doesn't want to be separated from utena is the same as ougi smiling while about to be erased forever even though she doesnt want to die. its parallels!!!!!! even where ougi's situation gets a little muddied with her being Literally araragi (even though she is still the part of him that he ejected and pushed all this work onto and still just exists for him at first so i wouldnt say this is a point against my analysis here), it still very much applies. and that part of 'being him' can loop back around and extend anthy if you want it to. she does whatever her fiancee wants her to, is molded to and reflects them. a reflection-- is that not, in a very big sense, what ougi is for araragi? you could even say that for anthy, the fiancee of the rose bride's attempted domination of her is a way to dominate the femininity within them, to quell and control it. (if this doesnt make sense my excuse is that i havent finished watching yet. but i think it does make sense, and a lot of it, actually)

theyve both got their Roles to play, and play them they do. anthy, the rose bride, and ougi, the culprit, the bad guy. i think about that 'bad guy' framing a lot too btw. when ougi is talking about her unfazed appearance when faced with Forever Death Via Black Hole, shes like 'don't you hate it when in mystery novels the bad guy is so calm in the face of their comeuppance? yeah that sucks so just letting you know im terrified 👍. gotta wonder what happens when your matter gets erased completely yk. like whats that gotta be like lol.' (not even exaggerating at all really) (also shes so funny she relates everything to mystery novels bc she loves them thats so sweet and real i love that :)) (and then she proceeded to say 'nah i think the culprit should kill themself instead' but i wont get into it)

theyve also both got those cute little interests come to think of it. anthy loves like animals and stuff and ougi loves their mysteries. are these two the Same Character (joking) (but really they should hang out)

theres a line in one of the short stories that summarizes it really well, describing ougi as 'a puppet who had come to life.' and yeah, basically. it's implied to be after the ougi dark resolution so there i have even more ✨textual evidence✨ but like fr. its an incredibly apt description for ougi. if yotsugi is a doll, then ougi is a puppet, who has gained agency (and thats the thing, rgu and monogatari are giving these agency-robbed characters agency, thats what ougi dark did, and im like p sure thats what rgu is going to do i havent finished it lol but i did get sorta spoiled on the ending so i think its gonna. in monogatari... its more rocky i feel. its not cut and dry, its not like whoops you have agency forever completely now. its like you Kinda have it. you Maybe Mostly have it. it's complicated i'm writing about it)... i wonder when yotsugi will get her agency, but part of me wonders if nisioisins plan is that she wont. because she's a doll, she's too stuck, she's fixed to what others need her for, she can't work by herself. she hasn't "come to life" yet like ougi has (being a corpse might do that to you)

anyway uhhhh i'm right good night

[o-sunny-day]

ok so my life has been changed (Im Sane - by Axie)

I HAVE FAR TOO MUCH TO SAY SO IM MAKING MY OWN POST

FIRST OF ALL THIS LINE IS REALLY COOL ALREADY 😭😭😭 cause this ✨Incredible royal scientist✨ is so… ELUSIVE?? I IMAGINE??? Its like “we NEVER see him but he always comes out with these INCREDIBLE LIFE CHANGING INVENTIONS!!! Hes a LITTTLEE wacky (the core is a puzzle) but the Underground would clearly be far worse off without him! Whats he cooking up next? dunno! itll be COOL though!

But then ohhh Sans has….notes. Or Alphys! either way (“This is messed up!”)

“Awaking from the floor” like he’s exhausted himself creating stuff and hardly sleeping. Then the “springing to life” bit like YEAH I sure do wonder if everything we’ve ever made was in control of some 16 year old kid with a Nintendo Lite and a dream (The Player) (me)

THEN THEN THEN THIS IS THE BEST PART

“How could you blame me?? Impending doom seek no freedom.”

HE KNOWS HES IN A GAME AND FEELS IMPENDING DOOM BUT LIKE LOWKEY IS SO INTERESTED IN HOW THIS ALL WORKS

also “once they tried to stop me” :( saaaaaaannnnsss

also “metal mesh and human flesh” likeeeee maybe he tries to trap the human/the playerrrr?? cause he knows they exist but cant contact or see em at alll?? dunno how much he will know

ok this is… this part is SCARING ME NOW BECAUSE I HAVE A CLEAR IDEA OF WHAT ID TOTALLY DO ID I WROTE THIS im just gonna go all in, this is my OWN POST. I CAN YAP. AS LONG AS I WANT!!!

I think…what if.. This “HR wants a word” is Sans/Alphys being like DUDE 😭 You need an intervention this shit isnt healthy idk what youre doing but you look AWFUL.

and Wingdings…gets BIG MAD. BIG DEFENSIVE.

oh god its so bad (i love it)

and so, they leave him alone.

and after THIS is when “the player” shows some sign of being there and…being ON HIS SIDE. “Someone rose to fuel that hunger”

THIS SONG IS MAKING ME INSANE AND I LOVE IT!!!! Ik it was said its more n vibes and really twisting the lyrics but… LET ME THEORIZE, CMON!!!

But the vibes actually so S O hard like im obsessed with this songs sound. My Spotify wrapped is gonna go crazy this year 😭😭😭😭 might share it here if its funny enough

ok also for Flowey ngl I have one in my head for the lil buddy. Its ANOTHER PROBLEM OF IT KIND BEING ROMANTIC THOUGH 😭😭😭 IGNORE THAT

okay…dont kill me… but its “Maps”… yknow…. the “Wait, They don’t love you like I love you” song on tiktok 😭 LISTEN I LOVED IT BEFORE I BECAME A TREND, LEAVE ME ALONE

I think it fits him just cause Flowey and Papyrus’ relationship is a tad silly like theyre best friends KINDA???? the “they dont love you like I love you” is more “they dont KNOW you like I know you” because hes TORN HIM APART physiologically (and sometimes physically maybe)

also “ill stay the same” like him going into his same old ways of picking apart every detail and needing to know every secret

What would each of the science gangs theme songs be? like ignoring the existence of the undertale OST

Oh...that is a hard question...

OKAY, I'VE BEEN THINKING ABOUT THIS A LOT AND IT'S VERY HARD TO DECIDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Uhm

I don't know if I can choose one definitive theme song for them tbh... because I ALWAY change what songs remind me of them

But I'll try to mention some songs that remind me of them rn (theme songs are such a big responsibility)

Okay so you all know "Slipping through my fingers" by ABBA reminds me of Sans

"I'M SANE" by AXIE reminds me of Wingdings ( IN VIBES and changing what certain lyrics mean to something else )

But... uh, not current wingdings, more like, later on Wingdings

For Alphys' song, it doesn't apply right now either, but "Taking what's not yours" reminds me slightly of her c:

(BUT PRETEND IT'S NOT A ROMANTIC SONG! It's so hard finding songs about relationships that aren't romantic guys... it's a struggle...friendships are underrated, says me being aromantic)

Okay, so, not the science gang! But!

Right now "Language of the lost" by Riproducer reminds me a lot of Papyrus c:

I don't have a song for Flowey in this AU,, (Sorry buddy...)

[pacifymebby]

Dancing with the peaky boys 💃?? Love your writing <33

Tommy

🌿 Dancing with Tommy is intense

🌿 You would be slow dancing, its an excuse for him to get close to you, to hold you, to talk to you quietly and, privately.

🌿 He wouldnt talk too much though, only saying the things he needed to in as few words as possible.

🌿 He'd take dancing with you very seriously, treating it like a privilege

🌿Lots of intense looking into your eyes, his cold blue ones trying to see deep into your soul, youd have the feeling of him trying to read your mind.

🌿 The moment would be so intimate and touching that youd have a hard time controlling your breathing. Almost like hes making you nervous.

🌿 Hes confident, when he asks you to dance he knows you wont deny him.

Alfie

🐻 Now, Alfies a cultured man with an appreciation for the arts. He loves music and he thinks it should be shared, a live language of his is definitely dancing to a song which means a lot, which touches him emotionally, its his way of sharing that song with you.

🐻 He does act grumpy sometimes, might tell other people hes not a dancer... But thats because he believes in only dancing with people you are close with, close enough to be vulnerable with. Which means hes only ever going to agree to dance with you...

🐻 That being said i can imagine him doing it to another man all "cmon treacle lets have a little dance eh, music right its good for the soul aint it, so lets dance..." forcing them to slow dance with him to intimidate them haha.

🐻 But with you he'd be soft and quiet, almost thoughtful as hes dancing slowly with you. It wouldnt be proper dancing, more you and him holding one another, swaying slowly.

🐻 He likes to hold your head against his chest or shoulder, to feel you truly close to him.

🐻 Hes probably a little clumsy when it comes to actually dancing, might accidentally trip on your foot. I think if you cant dance or youre much smaller than him and very shy, hed let you stand on his feet and lead you like that.

🐻 He doesnt ask you to dance with him, he just catches you by surprise with one hand on your waist and pulls you into him.

🐻 I think he would definitely talk to you sometimes, but if the song is particularly special to him hed be completely quiet, watching you listen to the music, wanting to see you appreciate it like he does.

🐻 He might whisper to you to tell you when his favourite part is coming up.

Arthur

🍂 Isn't a confident dancer, he doesnt like it very much, hes quite clumsy, never remembers the trendy dance moves and so doesnt ever know what to do with himself.

🍂 He'll tell his mates that he doesnt see the point in dancing...its just the way you show someone you wanna fuck, so why not just fuck.

🍂 Most likely its you asking him to dance and him watching you, having you teach him the correct steps

🍂 But if he did ask you to dance, if it was him trying to introduce himself to you or make a move, he'd need a lot of encouragement and light bullying from his friends before he'd pluck up the confidence to do so.

🍂 And he'd blush and go bright red and you would have to hide your pity on him, you'd think he was incredibly cute...

🍂 The one thing he does like about dancing is how close he feels to you, and how small your little hands feel in his. How careful he has to be with you, its one of the few times he believes hes really capable of being gentle.

John

🌼 Dancing isnt a serious thing for him, he laughs at how seriously tommy takes it and how scared to ask people to dance Arthur is. To John dancing is just a silly way to have fun. He's lighthearted about it.

🌼 Hes confident to ask you to dance with him and, like Alfie, he won't often bother asking you... He'll just snatch your hand, catch you by surprise and suddenly you're dancing with him

🌼 He'll dance the faster, trendier dances with you, he won't mind making a fool of himself. He'll get steps wrong sometimes just to make you laugh. He thinks laughter and dancing go hand in hand.

🌼 Definitely uses it as an excuse to touch you and be close to you.

🌼 Loves to spin you out from and then back into his body. Also loves to lift you up when hes dancing. He likes how strong he feels when he does that.

Bonnie

🍀 Bonnie doesnt really believe that hes a good dancer, but he's actually very good. As a boxer he has to be light on his feet and, he's been dancing at gatherings and to impromtu songs at the caravans for as long as he can remember

🍀 And he does love to dance with you, even if he doesnt think hes that good. You dont really need to be any good to dance around the fire with your girl.

🍀 Likes to spin you around, lift you up and all of that because a) it makes you laugh and he thinks you get even more beautiful when you laugh/smile and b) it makes him feel strong when he picks you up.

🍀 He enjoys how much smaller than him you feel when he has his hands on your waist or he's holding your hands in his.

🍀 He would be very shy to ask you to dance the first, second, third time... But after awhile he'd know you were going to say yes... And when you ask him to dance he'll definitely blush and perhaps try to apologise in advance or make up an excuse about not being a good dancer...

🍀 But you won't let those stand, and he can't say no to you.. Not when he knows hes the luckiest man on the planet to be asked to dance by you.

🍀 He will talk to you, make you laugh whilst youre dancing, he'll nervously tell you how pretty you look, how beautiful you are.

Isaiah

🐀Definitely isn't shy about asking you to dance, hes confident enough that he expects you to say yes and for all the other women in the room to be envious of you

🐀Hes surprisingly good at dancing too, and knows a lot of the trends... Hes quick on his feet.

🐀He would hold you firmly, slide his hands over your body suggestively. Will tell you how gorgeous you are, probably make a comment on tbe fabric of your dress, how silky or soft it is... Use the texture of the dress as an excuse to touch you.

🐀He would talk to you, teasing you, he wants to make you blush, he'd talk with his nose brushing yours, whisper in your ear, anything to feel you growing more and more flustered in his presence.

🐀Hes cheeky, definitely trying his luck with you.

🐀He is absolutely dancing with you as an excuse to get closer to you, to try and put more lewd thoughts in your mind. You know that hes going to slide his hands down over your bottom when slow dancing with you, push your hips into his hips to show you what he really wants...

Michael

☘️ Would be serious just like tommy, he thinks dancing is a serious thing, and knows its a privilege to dance with the woman you love

☘️ However he would be a little insecure about asking you... He knows he most likely will not be denied however, the knowledge that it could - in some wild and awful reality and - would make him nervous because it would be so shameful for him to be rejected.

☘️ Hes a good dancer as long as he knows the dance. He was taught many dances growing up, he knows the correct way to hold a woman, the correct way to lead a dance

☘️ And when it comes to the knew trends he learns quickly... Though the faster fad dances that come over from america, he thinks arent "real dances" he thinks they are silly. Might not want to dance them with you unless you really beg and plead.

☘️ As Henry, he would never have thought of dancing as a way to get close physically to a woman, he would only ever have held you the proper way... However as a peaky blinder, hes begun to learn the tricks...

☘️ And he will use them, he likes to notice your nervousness, how flustered you get when he leans in to whisper in your ear when hes talking to you. He will flirt with you, tell you how beautiful you are, how lovely your dress is...

☘️ And he'll press his hand into the lower of your back so that he can hold your body tightly to his.

☘️ He will whisper suggestive things in your ear sometimes and then pretend that youve misheard him if you question him on it.

☘️ He does the same intense gaze into your eyes, but his is easier to read, its a little more vulnerable. You feel less like hes reading your mind and more like youre reading his.

[yamatologistt]

im like, what, 10 years late to the whole walking dead game thing but i was way too young back then to understand the game. i hope people still enjoy it, its a really good game (and sad) but im only up to season 3 right now (i only really liked s1 and s2) but im not finished so i cant really make decisions rn

i just want to talk about ben rn and evaluate him cause im rewatching it and now that hes my favourite i notice more things about him now. (i literally look at him everytime hes in frame even if its just showing the back of his head oml)

but anyway i see a lot of ben hate and sure i get it but i dont at the same time ben is so silly how can u hate him

- to start, when we first met ben in the woods, he’d already been through some stuff, like he saw his classmate off herself and turn into a walker, his camp got raided and he was left with 1 friend and his teacher (who both still die btw) so most of what he had left before the apocalypse was gone

- when lee is rationing out the food, if he gives ben food first, kenny comes and tells lee that there’s kids that need food too, and ben literally is like ‘sorry i didnt want any trouble’ like cmon, and he’s literally a kid too he deserves the food as much as anyone else

- on the train he is interested in the controls and being up there, so we can see that he generally enjoyed it. but once lee gets the engine going, kenny comes and ben immediately has to go babysit katjaa clem and duck (he is also visibly upset) AND THEN later on lee asks how ben was doing and he says ‘im watching the girls and not working on a mega cool train’ (let him on the train immediately 😠😠)

- ok, so maybe he did sneak supplies to the bandits and i think this is just me being biased but i feel like him giving the supplies held off the bandits a little. i mean think about it, they moved on from the st john’s farm and started taking from the motel, right? im not sure how the bandits asked ben (if they made it clear then i forgot) but if he refused wouldnt the bandits come attack even earlier? i mean they needed the supplies right, and if ben didnt give them anything to begin with they would have raided the motel anyway. i mean they knew where they were even before the st john incident. idk its just a thought

- i think it was cool how ben managed to confess to lee that he was the one who slipped the bandits supplies. like you can tell ben is a good guy cause the guilt was almost literally eating him from the inside. and even though ben isnt one of the bravest people, he still confessed knowing that lee’s reaction wouldnt be pretty. (also his stance when leaning on the train railing was so silly to me)

- after they meet christa and omid, ben tells lee that his biggest fear was to be eaten by the walkers. i mean he literally said that if he got bitten he would off himself 😢😢

- also ben was always referred to as a child but he was never treated like one, everyone excpected him to be brave and strong but in reality he was just some scrawny highschool student who was scared and couldnt live up to his impossible standards. man, i really just wanna give ben a big hug

- if you tell ben to “kill anything that gets in” he responds with “you know you’re talking to me, right?” poor ben

- even though his biggest fear is getting eaten by walkers, you still have the option to leave him behind, and let him go at the bell tower. i mean how could u do this to him hes already gone through enough

- lastly, the part where ben tells off kenny is literally iconic, that scene singlehandedly made ben one of my favourite characters of all time, i was like everyone else, i didnt care about ben because i thought he was a bad guy since i never really payed attention to him. but i swear when he was telling kenny off it felt like i was being told off too. i mean his point was valid too, kenny had his family to say goodbye to, and ben (and literally everyone else) never got to see their family, (or they saw them as walkers, lee and clem,, :( )

- i know the last point was meant to be the last one but cmon its ben i could type this for ages longer but yeah. he had the literal best character development in the game. at first he was some stupid kid who was always messing up and before he died he was an amazing character who deserved literally everything. omg i cried so hard when he died cause when he fell i was like, oh i think its ok the fall wasnt too far and he said he only hurt his leg, but bro once we saw what really happened my heart sank bro it was so sad i really hoped nothing bad happened to him ☹️☹️ but i think kenny did the right thing cause like we said, his worst fear was the walkers getting to him. gosh i feel like i watched his death for the first time ages ago and i still cant stop thinking about him man

anyways, i would literally do anything to give ben a massive hug, he did his best and he was literally so funny too :((

(thanks if u read this far btw, i just wanted to rant about this man i love him so much and i will defend him with my life) 😠‼️