#hes mentally ill

[residentrioters]

Found our old mashup of THA, TME, and TSE. Its just the three of them overlapping, COMPLETELY cacophonous

Soul, starting off the clearest, ends up COMPLETELY drowned out as you approach the halfway mark

And then hes just. Gone. Beneath the cacophony of the Electric and the Acoustic.

And then he comes back, louder! But just as easily begins to get drowned out again. But all three get louder. And then, beneath it, you hear "SOMEONE HELP ME"

And, once again, you can't clearly hear him anymore, but if you listen closely. Hes breaking.

And then the other songs end. And gradually, it ends up just Soul. Alone. Singing.

Tri~dential Re~gicide.. I won't hesitate to kill my Heart and Mind. I will abdicate these deviants sat inside. I'll take you down~ in tandem when this rope is tied.

...It's haunting.

And I think, for the mess that it is. It's the rawest way to truly feel what Soul does during the Cacophony.

....anyway should I post the audio file

Update: file has been posted in reblogs

[ajdefender]

Watching Hook makes me so sad because WHY DOES NO ONE EVER SPEAK ABOUT HOW CAPTAIN HOOK IS LITERALLY SUICIDAL?????

[spacebitz]

BBH’s current mental/physical health (FEEL FREE TO ADD ON!! )

- hasn’t slept properly in 2 months except for after a psychotic breakdown where cucurucho was chasing him underground (and also started talking to scaffolding????) he ended up finding some cake laced with melatonin that dapper used to make for him each night and ate it, waking up afterwards with no memory and a gaping head wound ( the head wound might be from smth else tho ).

- soul vulture wounds that are so bad that they are slowly infecting him and bleeding constantly, staining his clothes blue.

- has started talking to things randomly that aren’t actually able to talk back, especially with skeppy and hatsune miku, a brown cow in his base. he also talks to pictures of the eggs often.

- has canonically gone colourblind due to the grief of losing his children as well as losing colour in his clothes and body

- the whole 4halo proposal shit where the man he cares for deeply tried to kill him and himself

- having his literal soulbound partner in cube form around the island that cannot escape his block prison canonically

- thought about ending his own life in order to save the eggs

He is on the brink of death and still strikes fear into the hearts of the server, a true demonic force of nature!

[buddie2024]

Kind of sick how eddie has spent every season since Shannon died trying to give Chris a mom and he ends up meeting a duplicate of Chris' mom and he literally can't bring her home bc it would probably destroy Chris mentally. And that's before we even get into the cheating aspect of it all. He won so hard and lost even harder.

[enanansbbg]

TW: S/H !!

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Kidd in my AU :3 (it’s called Don’t Think I’ll Let You Forget i worked very hard on it)

[todo-morira]

God, I will never forgive rooster teeth for how they treat Qrow's alcoholism.

[bloodjuize]

I'm also back in my ace attorney phase..

so um. kristoph <3

[alternativeulster]

dont let anyone ever tell you the doctor who tv movie (1996) sucks. this is literally the best scene in all 60 years of doctor who

[honeypleasejustkillme]

“what’s wrong, talk to me”

“let’s fix this, i can’t lose you”

“we’ll work it out together”

[philsmeatylegss]

If I were Dan and Phil I would never hard launch because it’s so embarrassing that we were right. Like what do you mean you were so in love a bunch of thirteen year old’s clocked it? I would never give that satisfaction.

[thecmaly]

can't even cat nap in peace 😾

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more windbreaker comics

[starry-bi-sky]

on a completely separate note; shizun luo binghe with a disciple shen yuan who fell into the abyss??? *thinks about LBH canonically stealing SQQ's corpse for 5 years* he'd hallucinate i think. like, like visual and audial hallucinations.

Keeps thinking he's seeing SQQ in the corner of his eyes, or wandering between the trees, amongst a group of disciples. Thinks he hears him calling for him, but its just the wind or another disciple.

Gets Xiu Ya reforged but patently fucking refuses to make a sword mound. Because his disciple Is Not Dead :))) There was No Body. He's Not Dead. And If You keep Insisting That He Is, He's Gonna Skewer You :). He's holding onto Xiu Ya so he can return his most favored disciple's sword when he returns. It's on his hip right next to Zheng Yang where it's supposed to be.

Also this motherfucker?? does not sleep btw. He has the image of SQQ, wide eyed and hysterical and standing at the mouth of the abyss burned into his fucking eyelids. Can't use the dreamscape to escape it either because he keeps trying to save him and either he does and it's an incredibly cruel trick to wake up to, or he doesn't and he gets his heart broken in several different pieces again.

There is no convincing this man that Shen Qingqiu is dead. Absolutely nothing at all. He is buried so deep in denial that moles would be jealous of how deep he is. He keeps making tea for two in the bamboo house only to remember that it's just him. SQQ's fans are hiding everywhere, little reminders of his presence. He goes to wake up SQQ on the mornings he sleeps in-- only to find the room empty.

[sticcmann]

MASSIVE TRIGGER WARNING FOR SH and depictions of PSYCHOSIS

I spent days researching schizophrenia for this guy

[will-of-dumpsterfire]

[kindnessoverperfection]

Please, if you can, take a moment to read and share this because I feel like I'm screaming underwater.

NPD (Narcissistic Personality Disorder) stigma is rampant right now, and seems to be getting progressively worse. Everyone is using it as a buzzword in the worst ways possible, spreading misinformation and hatred against a real disorder.

I could go on a long time about how this happened, why it's factually incorrect (and what the disorder actually IS), why it's harmful, and the changes I'd like to see. But to keep this concise, I'll simply link to a few posts under the cut for further reading.

The point of this post is a plea. Please help stop the spread of stigma. Even in mental health communities, even around others with personality disorders, in neurodivergent "safe" spaces, other communities I thought people would be supportive in (e.g. trans support groups, progressive spaces in general), it keeps coming up. So I'm willing to bet that a lot of people on this site need to see this.

Because it's so hard to exist in this world.

My disorder already makes me feel as if I'm worthless and unlovable, like there's something inherently wrong and damaged about me. And it's so much harder to fight that and heal when my daily life consists of:

Laughing and spending time with my friends, doing my utmost best to connect and stay present and focused on them, trying to let my guards down and be real and believe I'm lovable- when suddenly they throw out the word "narcissist" to describe horrible people or someone they hate, or the conversation turns to how evil "people with narcissistic personality disorder" are. (Seriously, you don't know which of your friends might have NPD and feels like shit when you say those things & now knows that you'd hate them if you knew.)

Trying to look up "mental health positivity for people with npd", "mental health positivity cluster bs", only to find a) none of that, and b) more of the same old vile shit that makes me feel terrible about myself.

Having a hard time (which is constant at this point) and trying to look up resources for myself, only to again, find the same stigma. And no resources.

Not having any clue how to help myself, because even the mental health field is spitting so much vitriol at people with DISORDERS (who they're supposed to be helping!) that there's no solid research or therapy programs for people like me.

Losing close friends when they find out, despite us having had a good relationship before, and them KNOWING me and knowing that I'm not like the trending image of pwNPD. Because now they only see me through the lens of stigma and misinformation.

Hearing the same stigma come up literally wherever I go. Clubs. Meetings. Any online space. At the bus stop. At the mall. At a restaurant. At work. Buzzword of the year that everyone loooves loudly throwing around with their friends or over the phone. Feels awesome for me, makes my day so much better/s

I could go on for a long time, but I'm scared no one will read/rb this if it gets too much longer.

So please. Stop using the word "narcissist" as a synonym for "abusive".

Stop bringing up people you hate who you believe to have NPD because of a stigmatizing article full of misinformation whenever someone with actual NPD opens their mouth. (Imagine if people did that with any other disorder! "Hey, I'm autistic." "Oh... my old roommate screamed at me whenever I made noise around him, and didn't understand my needs, which seems like sensory overload and difficulty with social cues. He was definitely autistic. But as long as you're self-aware and always restraining your innate desire to be an abusive asshole, you're okay I guess, maybe." ...See how offensive and ignorant that is?)

Stop preventing healthcare for people with a disorder just because it's trendy to use us as a scapegoat.

If you got this far, thank you for reading, and please share this if you can. Further reading is under the cut.

NPD Criteria, re-written by someone who actually has NPD

Stigma in the DSM

Common perception of the DSM criteria vs how someone may actually experience them (Keep in mind that this is the way I personally experience these symptoms, and that presentation can vary a lot between individuals)

"Idk, the stigma is right though, because I've known a lot of people with NPD who are jerks, so I'm going to continue to support the blockage of treatment for this condition."

(All of these were written by me, because I didn't want to link to other folks' posts without permission, but if you want to add your own links in reblogs or replies please feel free <3)

[loosethreadsofyoursoul]

one thing about shawn spencer is he’s going to square up for the underdog. the lawyer in cloudy with a chance of murder. the bank robber in gus walks into a bank. lying ryan in truer lies. even lassiter in lassie did a bad bad thing. he will take one look at a pathetic little man and say “is anyone going to stand in front of him and protect him from evil and prove he is telling the truth despite the odds being against him?” and then not wait for an answer. you go girl, you project those self esteem issues like the king that you are 😔✊