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Found our old mashup of THA, TME, and TSE. Its just the three of them overlapping, COMPLETELY cacophonous
Soul, starting off the clearest, ends up COMPLETELY drowned out as you approach the halfway mark
And then hes just. Gone. Beneath the cacophony of the Electric and the Acoustic.
And then he comes back, louder! But just as easily begins to get drowned out again. But all three get louder. And then, beneath it, you hear "SOMEONE HELP ME"
And, once again, you can't clearly hear him anymore, but if you listen closely. Hes breaking.
And then the other songs end. And gradually, it ends up just Soul. Alone. Singing.
Tri~dential Re~gicide.. I won't hesitate to kill my Heart and Mind. I will abdicate these deviants sat inside. I'll take you down~ in tandem when this rope is tied.
...It's haunting.
And I think, for the mess that it is. It's the rawest way to truly feel what Soul does during the Cacophony.
....anyway should I post the audio file
Update: file has been posted in reblogs
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sanjis so funny to me because hes extremely persistent in proving his masculinity to the point where its pretty toxic but as soon as a woman even looks his way hes either arched on the floor, rolling, drooling, panting and moaning (or all of them together) like a freak in heat, what is wrong with him
#jk ik whats wrong with him#hes mentally ill#one piece#op sanji#one piece sanji#black leg sanji#vinsmoke sanji#sanji#onepiece#just admit youre a bottom dude#bros always in heat or something its no wonder fanfic writers always default him to an omega in fics cus damn calm ur shit dude
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Watching Hook makes me so sad because WHY DOES NO ONE EVER SPEAK ABOUT HOW CAPTAIN HOOK IS LITERALLY SUICIDAL?????
#hook#captain hook#disney villains#disney#hes mentally ill#i want to hug him#someone save him#poor baby
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BBH’s current mental/physical health (FEEL FREE TO ADD ON!! )
- hasn’t slept properly in 2 months except for after a psychotic breakdown where cucurucho was chasing him underground (and also started talking to scaffolding????) he ended up finding some cake laced with melatonin that dapper used to make for him each night and ate it, waking up afterwards with no memory and a gaping head wound ( the head wound might be from smth else tho ).
- soul vulture wounds that are so bad that they are slowly infecting him and bleeding constantly, staining his clothes blue.
- has started talking to things randomly that aren’t actually able to talk back, especially with skeppy and hatsune miku, a brown cow in his base. he also talks to pictures of the eggs often.
- has canonically gone colourblind due to the grief of losing his children as well as losing colour in his clothes and body
- the whole 4halo proposal shit where the man he cares for deeply tried to kill him and himself
- having his literal soulbound partner in cube form around the island that cannot escape his block prison canonically
- thought about ending his own life in order to save the eggs
He is on the brink of death and still strikes fear into the hearts of the server, a true demonic force of nature!
#help he literally has a wiki page of issues#i pray he seeks therapy#mcyt#bbh#badboyhalo#qsmp lore#badboyhalo lore#qsmp bbh#hes mentally ill#and it’s very concerning
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Kind of sick how eddie has spent every season since Shannon died trying to give Chris a mom and he ends up meeting a duplicate of Chris' mom and he literally can't bring her home bc it would probably destroy Chris mentally. And that's before we even get into the cheating aspect of it all. He won so hard and lost even harder.
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New character drop cause silly
He's an albino Nightwing with traumatic family issues >_<
His name is Atropos :3
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TW: S/H !!
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Kidd in my AU :3 (it’s called Don’t Think I’ll Let You Forget i worked very hard on it)
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I'm also back in my ace attorney phase..
so um. kristoph <3
#kristoph gavin#ace attorney#aa#gavin#kristoph ace attorney#ace attorney fanart#ace attorney art#i love gay lawyers#hes mentally ill#same#art#fanart
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dont let anyone ever tell you the doctor who tv movie (1996) sucks. this is literally the best scene in all 60 years of doctor who
#eight is a creature who just does literally the first thing that crosses his mind in any scenario and you HAVE to like him#he dresses like oscar wilde he's a lesbian he has 97 mental illnesses he's banned from most public spaces#doctor who#dw#doctor who 1996#paul mcgann#eighth doctor#8th doctor#all timer
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rook: *obvious flirting* emmrich: 😲😲😲🤯🤯🤯😳😳😳??????????
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#veilguard spoilers#da4 spoilers#dragon age veilguard spoilers#da veilguard spoilers#dragon age veilguard#dragon age 4#emmrich volkarin#emmrich x rook#emmrook#rookrich#dragon age#da4edit#da4gifs#dragon age edit#dragon age gifs#video games#my gifs#UH OH UH OH GUESS WHO HAS BRAIN WORMS#me??? falling in love with a fictional old man??? who couldve seen this coming#my rook is dumb small gay and stupid. he wants that old man BAD#which makes it so funny when emmrich is constantly reacting like THIS whenever rook flirts with him#im already on my third veilguard playthrough....theres something wrong with me#love getting absolutely obsessed with a piece of media in a mentally ill way to escape from my problems <3
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“what’s wrong, talk to me”
“let’s fix this, i can’t lose you”
“we’ll work it out together”
#he’s the only person in my life that has said stuff like this instead of just walking away#actually bpd#actually mentally ill#bpd#bpd shitposting#bpd fp#actually borderline#bpd vent#bpd mood#bpd problems#bpd favorite person#green flags
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If I were Dan and Phil I would never hard launch because it’s so embarrassing that we were right. Like what do you mean you were so in love a bunch of thirteen year old’s clocked it? I would never give that satisfaction.
#no but really I’m always shocked when people are like I can’t believe the fan girls were right#hello?????#dailybooth? early tweets? he smells like warm??? uma thurman watched me have sex with a uma thurman poster next to Phil’s bed? vday video?#he smells like warm#that’s the plan#interrupted by fireworks - phil#the week I spent with Phil >>>>>>>#the lube in their suitcase in Australia (?) (please tell me y’all remember that)#they spent fucking Christmas together like every year#I don’t bring my bestie to Christmas and family vacations😭#that’s just off the top of my head#like yeah us 13 year olds were batshit insane with tons of undiagnosed mental illness but it wasn’t rocket science to figure it out#will this get me cancelled?#rae’s rambles#dan and phil#phan
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Every single member of the Batfamily lies about their taste in music
Damian will claim that he only listens to classical music and that everything else is beneath him.
Damian will unironically listen to trashy Arab pop and the absolute worst Bollywood songs known to man (Dick introduced him to them and he hates the fact that sometimes he gets Sheila Ki Jawani stuck in his head during missions)
Tim will put on the most ear grating hyper pop you've ever heard and claim with full chest that these is the peak of humanities capabilities with music (Damian, Jason and Steph have all tried to kill him for this take) He will also play stuff like the living tombstones and sing it obnoxiously loud when he's working on the computer.
Tim however loves his 90s grunge and it's all that's playing in his headphones. (think nirvana, pearl Jam, Melvins, Alice in Chains etc) He has tracked down so many shirts and concert posters and watched every bit of content from the older shows.
Jason will claim he only listens to east coast rap, biggie, Nas, Jay etc and maybe some older metal. He will fight you on east vs west coast music, there will be weaponry involved.
Jason likes rap music... he unfortunately prefers west coast rap and has listened to no vaseline like 500 times. He will deny this till the day he dies...again. (Dick knows and threatens to tell Steph)
Steph will steal the aux and play Taylor Swifts greatest hits until one of the Boys threatens mutiny. Every single one of the bats has had style stuck in their heads during a stakeout at least twice. She will claim that the only rap song she can tolerate in Eminem and the 7/11 is Beyoncés best song.
Steph is an underground fan, think the dude selling mixtapes on the subway type shit. She also unlike Jason genuinely loves East Coast Rap music more than anything and knows every single wu-tang clan song by heart, same with Biggie. Not only does she love the music she also spends any free time binging those "history of rap and its consequences" videos and has been a firm believer that P.Diddy had a hand in a lot of the Death row records well...deaths.
Cass, well everyone thinks Cass has really good taste bc its Cass and she has zero flaws (don't @ me) she never takes the aux and will usually listen to her music while she's chilling or doing stretches. None of them have heard or seen a single one of her playlists except Duke.
its all 2010s top 40s pop music and like the trashy kind too, Beauty and the Beat, Kesha, Katy Perry. It's her turning of her brain time and she will be straight vibing to Rude! by magic or Boom Clap or Shower. she has shown this to Duke, smirked and told him that even if he tried to tell anyone they wouldn't believe him.
Duke is the only one who doesn't... lie. He just hides a few things. Lies of omission don't count as lies when the bats will lie to you about what they had for breakfast, while they are visibly eating breakfast. Duke says he listens to everything and he does. Literally everything. His patrol Jam is offensive bc it with start with Norwegian death metal and immediately switches to "like a G6" followed by kendrick Lamar and then descendants Disney channel movie music.
Bruce... Bruce is just weird, everyone asks him and gets a different answer. Bc he doesn't... like music. Like at all. It's all noise, his mother played instruments so he learned like 14 and he hates how they all sound. He just like vague batwings fluttering in dead silence.
Dick Grayson will obnoxiously play top 40 and radio music religiously around the bats. He claims it's the best music for rhythmic acrobatics and trapeze work and that true! Jason hates this kind of music the most, it's formulaic and holds no substance and drives him insane.
But Dick only listens to that music when he's moving, flipping doing high energy stuff. When he just wants to chill? This man has the most depressing music taste you've ever seen. You know that sad song from ur favorite artist that you can't listen to without crying. Yeah that's his bread and butter. Every single song is just flat out tear inducing, some of these bands have like 100 listeners and he is one of them and it's just their saddest song that reads like suicide note. The titans have conducted an intervention bc its just... concerning. He just thinks it's neat!
#batman#jason todd#tim drake#cassandra cain#damian wayne#dick grayson#duke thomas#batfam#batfamily#comics#ur honor theyre all mentally ill#Alfred says listens to rain sounds over violin#he actually listens to horror movie pre jumpscare music#im not elaborating#Jason todd is a fake fan smh#Tim is a 90s kid even if he is now born in 06#no I will not take criticism
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can't even cat nap in peace 😾
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more windbreaker comics
#poor sakura couldnt even KO for 10 minutes before everyone started prodding and jabbing him like damn#EVERYONE LOVES HARUKA SAKURA SUPREMECY!!!!!#wind breaker spoilers#wind breaker 149#haruka sakura#and...gang... my energy lvls are too low im not tagging everyone closes eyes#wind breaker#wind breaker comics#comics#thecmart#cant believe its been two weeks since i made a post ashdfkj my dissociation is getting the best of me smh#dw i still have wb brainrot endou in those last two chapters was just FUELLING it hes a riot man what a guy#cant believe he really woke up and did the draw me like one of ur french girls poses this guy is so unserious#ILL BE BACK WITH MORE NONSENSE SOON... eventually.... i just gotta get my mental health in check like PHEW this noggin be foggin
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will is so fucking intelligent its actually insane. i never realized that he suspected seizure after his first case of sleep walking. immediately after that he's in hannibal kitchen theorizing about physical disease. its so heart breaking to see the way he feels so sure of the problem from the start but lacks the confidence to take action when his support system doesn't see eye to eye with him. how many times in his life has he known something with aching clarity, only to be denied by those around him that doubt, dislike, or infantilize him? 
#the confidence he gains in season 2+3 is such a fucking game changer#i once saw this beautiful hannibal edit that called clarice genius and will ''very smart'' and it pissed me off soooo bad😭😭😭😭#yes he is gifted and his disorder helps his understanding of other people but that man is amazingly book smart. dont play w me.............#ash is mentally ill#hannibal#hannibal nbc#hannibal s1#will graham#hannibal series#hannibal season 1#coquiles
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on a completely separate note; shizun luo binghe with a disciple shen yuan who fell into the abyss??? *thinks about LBH canonically stealing SQQ's corpse for 5 years* he'd hallucinate i think. like, like visual and audial hallucinations.
Keeps thinking he's seeing SQQ in the corner of his eyes, or wandering between the trees, amongst a group of disciples. Thinks he hears him calling for him, but its just the wind or another disciple.
Gets Xiu Ya reforged but patently fucking refuses to make a sword mound. Because his disciple Is Not Dead :))) There was No Body. He's Not Dead. And If You keep Insisting That He Is, He's Gonna Skewer You :). He's holding onto Xiu Ya so he can return his most favored disciple's sword when he returns. It's on his hip right next to Zheng Yang where it's supposed to be.
Also this motherfucker?? does not sleep btw. He has the image of SQQ, wide eyed and hysterical and standing at the mouth of the abyss burned into his fucking eyelids. Can't use the dreamscape to escape it either because he keeps trying to save him and either he does and it's an incredibly cruel trick to wake up to, or he doesn't and he gets his heart broken in several different pieces again.
There is no convincing this man that Shen Qingqiu is dead. Absolutely nothing at all. He is buried so deep in denial that moles would be jealous of how deep he is. He keeps making tea for two in the bamboo house only to remember that it's just him. SQQ's fans are hiding everywhere, little reminders of his presence. He goes to wake up SQQ on the mornings he sleeps in-- only to find the room empty.
#svsss#luo binghe#svsss au#scum villain#scum villian self saving system#shen yuan#shen qingqiu#disciple shen yuan#lbh. visibly exhausted and with twitchy eyes: im fine :) | everyone else: ho no the fuck you ARENT.#SQQ was hysterical not because he found out LBH was half-demon but bc he was having a long-awaited mental breakdown over his autonomy :)#or (limited) lack thereof. he was having a sudden onset crisis of mortality and was handling at quite literally the WORST time. oops#im thinking very hard that LBH would never push his disciple into the abyss especially with no system to force him to. so SQQ either#had to goad him into it (failing always) or throw himself in. he ended up doing it himself but not before some very impressive hysterics.#BUT ALSO. IF THIS HAD BEEN WHERE SQQ WAS THE HALF-HEAVENLY DEMON INSTEAD IT WOULD'VE BEEN SO GREAT.#and by great i mean horribly angsty bc SQQ is NOT doing too hot and has. in very SY-like fashion. convinced himself that LBH will kill him#when he finds out he's a demon. so when it comes out i have this mental image of him lunging at LBH and LBH flinches back. but SQQ wraps hi#hands around the blade of Zheng Yang and yanks it up so the tip of the blade is digging into his chest where is heart is. LBH can't yank th#sword away without risking slicing into SQQ's hands. SQQ's hair has fallen out of its tail/bun and is now messily spilling down his#back and its NO helping the kinda deranged look he has going on. he's visibly shaking and his eyes keep flittering away and back at LBH's#face. SQQ is looking at the messages from the system warning him that he has to go into the abyss or punishment will occur. he's like.#rambling though. talking about how shizun doesn't *like* unclean things and there is nothing more unclean than a demon. like he is#INSISTING. LBH can't?? get a fucking word in. actually. SY isn't listening that much either anyways. too overwhelmed with the system and#the amount of stress he's under and his crumbling mental state and the innate and primal desire to live even when he's standing in front of#his own executioner. it all ends with him sitting on the ground at the lip of the abyss with his hair falling in his face. he looks so#unkempt and fallen apart and so distinctly *non-Shen Qingqiu* that LBH feels physically ill over it. tears are streaming down SQQ's face#and despite everything he is smiling. its not a nice smile. its a very frayed falling apart at the seams about to crack smile.#he tells shizun not to worry about staining his blade with this disciple's filthy blood because this disciple will take care of it himself.#and then he falls into the abyss before luo binghe can so much as grab him. the only reason LBh doesn't literally jump in after him is bc#he was numb with shock and the abyss was already closed before he could feel his legs again :]
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