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I'm an Arkham Knight defender until the day I get ripped screaming from this earth I'm afraid
Yes I know it has problems but I think people overplay and focus on them without considering the positives (or in some cases the justifications that might make certain aspects make more sense/less 'bad')
Specifically I could write a whole damn paper over how Bruce is characterized in game, attempting to refute or at least defend from people who claim his actions make no sense or that he 'doesn't act like Batman' idk idk
#batman#batman arkham#arkhamverse#arkham knight#like yeah of course hes acting funky!!!#hes consumed by grief!#jason died very shortly before Asylum!#barbara became oracle shortly after Jason's death!#both things he blames himself for no matter how potentially unjustified#city happens shortly after asylum#where talia dies!#which he ALSO blames himself for!#hes consumed by grief in Knight#and thats not even mentioning the joker blood transformation thing#which is a bit dumb i grant you but it's certainly a factor#and then hes dosed with fear toxin#a LOT
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May your hardened heart be woken By the soft and distant song Of all you left here unspoken All the shards we keep stepping on - Take this body home Take this body home Call the wind, and let her know Take this life outgrown Take this broken soul Call the stars, call them all And take it high, take it far, take it home
#svsss#luo binghe#shen qingqiu#bingqiu#sqq#lbh#scum villain#heard the song Take This Body Home by Rose Betts and it nearly took me out at the knees#it really really suits sqq's self-detonation in hua yue city right? i'm not the only one feeling this?#considered adding some literal shards for them to be stepping on - since sqq's sword explodes - but i couldn't quite make it work#anyway this has been playing like a music video in my head for the past couple days highly recommend listening to the song#if you haven't heard it before#can't get over the absolute dissonance between how sqq views this scene and how everyone else must feel about it#like to him he's just completing his plan - hopefully keeping lbh from destroying a city with energy imbalance and escaping The Plot#nbd! he and sqh have planned it all out it's FINE :) off he goes!#meanwhile everyone who loves him - including lbh who worked years to get back to him and is trying to work through a lot of grief#and resentment and doubt and longing and... - watches him DIE in FRONT OF THEM#just collapse while coughing up blood sword disintegrating energy completely consumed#like holy hell sqq could you traumatize the people around you any more???#no wonder lbh went a little bit crazy after that like my man was already not in a great place but what the fuck#lbh watches his shizun presumably sacrifice himself for him ONCE AGAIN like after he's finally Gotten Strong his shizun is STILL#coming to harm in an effort to make up for his shortcomings#my art#most of the time out here drawing what amounts to muppets and then sometimes i get the urge for this and just need to cover everyone in blo
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dig, gravedigger, dig
Yes there are six different watermarks on this piece. I am tired of my art being reuploaded without credit lmao.
#I am so normal about Charles smith and his all-consuming grief.#he is the character of all time#rdr2#rdr2 fanart#red dead redemption two#red dead redemption 2#red dead#red dead fandom#red dead redemption#red dead redemption fanart#charles smith#charles smith rdr2
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i am a child of divorce.
#okay but jacemond situationship where aemond still kills luke (whether accidentally or intentionally—dealer’s choice!)#jace being consumed by grief and betrayal throws himself into this war#gaining alliances and advising the war council with vicious and strategic tactics#he doesn’t realize something is amiss until they’re several months into the war#and he’s being hosted in winterfell for negotiations with a baby bump#rumors quickly begin to spread of the targaryen prince and the wolf in the north despite all of jace’s efforts to hide what he can no longer#purge himself of#he leaves the relam to their assumptions—too focused on war efforts to care what is said of him: the people of kingslanding already whisper#whisper speculations of illegitimacy but all that matters is he wins his mother her throne#that is until aemond comes to him one night—before the battle of the gullet with warnings of his grandfather’s plans…#oooo i’m cooking#mpreg#jacemond#jaemond#aemond x jacaerys#aemond targaryen#jacaerys velaryon#hotd#yuri rambles#something something dragon blood something something targ men can get pregnant something something
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in the span of maybe an hour, clara oswald goes from, "I already know - don't say it." to, "people like you and me should say things to each other" and I'll never get over it
she literally gets pulled out of time the moment before her death and learns he's been clawing his way back to her for 4.5 BILLION years?? Just to save her??? I would also suddenly and urgently have words
#doctor who#clara oswald#12th doctor#twelveclara#you say goodbye to the person who's most important in the whole universe to you#things between you are left unsaid but not unknown#and then just before your heart stops beating - he's there??#but he's frantic and desperate and angry and not entirely himself and when you look in his eyes#you know it's been more than a few minutes for him#but BILLIONS of years???#(Clara's stronger than me I'd pass out or go catatonic from the sheer enormity of that realization)#of course you have to say something in the face of something so terrible and beautiful#and frankly he's too consumed by grief and anger to hear her#but I imagine whatever she said was both a confession and a plea to never do that on her behalf again#dw#i think even at the end clara doesn't quite grasp the sheer depth of his love for her until then#and she never wanted to die - but she didn't want him to do THAT; that level of devotion was unfathomable#god im obsessed with them#when is it my turn
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AU where Atreus gets stuck as a bear and him and Sindri have to go on a brother bear style adventure to make him human again.
also open to the idea that this happens after Ragnarok and this is the story of how Atreus and Sindri reconnect
#god of war sindri#sindri#god of war atreus#god of war#god of war ragnarok#i like the idea that this happens after Ragnarok alot#sindri is so consumed by grief and wants everyone to leave him the hell alone but this godamn bear keeps following him#and of course the godamn bear is actually Atreus#Hasn't he done enough already??#but he so clearly needs help and Sindri can't fight off a bear that just refuses to let up#they make a deal that if he helps atreus become human again then he will leave him alone forever#obvs they end up making a fantastic tag team#freya tells them they have to travel to a high mountain and preform a spell in order to change him back#one adventure and some begrudging bonding/healing later and they get to the mountain#wacky bear shenanigans included#the spell docent work though#because Atreus is stuck this way because of his guilt#the spell only breaks when Sindri tells him that he's got to let go of his guilt#he finally listens to his brother's last words#godamnit i wish i could write coz this could be such a cool fanfic
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This show is so good at small little details to reveal what's going on in the characters headspace eventually. The way that he was so obviously in that blank stare and space feeling god knows what fighting a silent battle of what is probably profound suffering if you love deeply, which obviously Rick does, and then instantly bumbled up and made a little quirky joke and then smiled and went back to having that mellow but distant tired look on face, which we've seen him do plenty of times before-it just goes to show that it's all just a performance, and that he probably has been feeling this way the majority of the time.
I know that we already know that Rick is miserable, obviously, for a multitude of reasons, but this just really said in stone the extremely and deeply deeply depressed in pain that he's carrying around with him all the time.
#I feel like I'm an outcast consumer for feeling this way#but if you suffer from severe depression or from grief in some way#or alcoholism etc#these shows can be so cathartic to watch or at least as much as watching a show can be#rick and morty#rick sanchez#my baby ❤️#I'm so content to grieve with him for the rest of my life#I don't know how to explain it but with the way that he's written I can feel the stimulation of his pain as if it's a real person or as if#it's my own.#it's probably because we both feel and love and not get over things incredibly similar ways
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ngl throwing danny phantom, a facsimile of the hero genre and practically a mockery of a coming of age story, at dc, one of the paragons of superhero stories that, while admittedly could be better written at times and is constantly retconning due to it’s dated past, is still a highly complex and admirable story, is goddamn hilarious. I’ll be the first to admit that i haven’t seen canon for either of them, but may the Fool help me, it is fucking hilarious that these two sides of the same coin are actually just a coin mint error where both sides are actually just the same person different portrait.
#randomartmaker rambles#look batman and superman are objectively coming of age stories#superman especially since his beginning comes with the fact that he’s trying to figure iut how to handle his identity in a world that would#isolate him for it#and batman is a coming of age in it’s ideas of responsibility grief and childhood; whether or not batman himself is ‘coming of age’#alternatively; danny ohantom reflects dc’s past in athrowing deus ex machinas everywhere#also in throwing the themes of child death; abuse both familial and institutional; loss of childhood; dp transcends it’s ‘cartoon’ base#they’re both things that people treat like ‘oh that’s childish; why are you consuming something with a shallow message’ but clearly they#never saw it the same way y’all did#anyway i hope i got this shit mildly accurate considering i’d like to reiterate i never saw canon#i’ve acquired free time so i might binge dp eventually and attempt to begin the comics but i’m also a chronic liar to myself#dpxdc#dcxdp
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Do you ever. Do you ever think Hyuna is jealous of Hyunwoo. Because he got to die young and unburdened by the weight of so much death
For the first few years after Hyunwoo’s death, Hyuna would think, “If it had to be one of us, it should have been me.” But after a while she thinks, “I’m so glad it was you.” Because now she understands.
#LIKE LOOK AT ALL THE SHIT SHES BEEN THROUGH#AND HYUNWOO WILL NEVER HAVE TO SUFFER THAT WAY#he didn’t have to grieve his best friend. he didn’t have to be consumed by grief and fury#he never had to perform for alien stage#i think hyuna would be thankful for those things just to have something positive to hold onto#alien stage#alnst#alnst hyuna#alnst hyunwoo#my post
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I love Jiang Cheng and I hope you agree. The most tragic thing about yunmeng siblings is that JC and WWX really love each other the whole time… I like to think they can fix it someday
Someday perhaps....in the meantime, I bet he's loving having dogs run around lotus pier. As a WWX deterrent of course. No therapeutic reasons at all.
#Poorly Drawn MDZS#MDZS#Jiang Cheng#As much as I put him on blast#I do like JC quite a bit.#Man....I'm sad you're on anon cause I'd love to talk more about the yunmeng sibiling tragedy#Part of me so badly wishes that they do reconcile after some time#though a good tragedy comes from the pain of what could have been#JC is definitely in my top 5 mdzs characters and its absolutely due to how messy he is#ngl I can kinda relate to where his hurt comes from and it makes it very interesting to analyze.#Favourism and antagonism of parents messes up sibling dynamics so much#The grief and trauma ended up causing a rift not a shared moment of solidarity#JC is a counter-representation and a foil to how LWJ deals with his grief#as heartbroken as LWJ is he...keeps his life going. The grief settles and he doesn't forget but he *moves forwards*#JC doesn't! He can't! He has so much guilt and regret and the grief stagnates him! Love and grief can become so terribly consuming!#He's so human for it! This is a story where no-one is morally black or white! *People* aren't black and white!
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i was scrolling through my bg3 album and came across this so i have to cry all over again
#bg3 spoilers#bg3#gale dekarios#this is what i will picture when my time comes??? only you?????#like sorry but imma be consumed by grief if he dies there’s no happiness left in this world where he doesn’t live sorry
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Heyyyyyyy
Can you write something family related?
Like they just had their first sparkling and are adjusting to having them around
I'm a sucker for some good ol' MegOp family fluff
Thanks in advance!
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Optimus is running towards Megatron, looking around while he does so. "Megatron!! Have you seen our little one? I can't find them anywhere!" Optimus paces around. Fretting and looking worried.
Megatron, in turn. Has the fakest supriced expression. "Oh? Well, I haven't seen any little one running around here. Have you checked the kitchen?"
"Yes!! I-" Then Optimus hears a giggle. One that suspiciously sounds like it's coming from behind Megatron. Optimus huffs in amusement. Relieved that their little one is safe, and now more than happy to play along with this little game of hide and seek. "Meeegaaatrooon..?"
"Yes, my dearest conjux?~" Megatron stares innocently at Optimus as another giggle is heard from behind the ex-warlord.
"Are you sure you don't know where our little one is?" Optimus asks again. A playful smile on his lips as he raises an optic ridge.
"Oh! Is my spark-bonded accusing me of being a liar? Optimus, I thought you knew me better than this! The nerve!" Megatron pretends to act offended. Huffing as he then turns around with his arms crossed to reveal that their sparkling was holding on to Megatron's back. Still giggling and now squealing at the fact that Optimus can now see them!
"Siiireeee!! You said you wouldn't let my carrier see me!!" The sparkling whined. Kicking their little feet on the back of Megatron's frame.
Megatron chuckled. "I don't remember making such a promise. I only remember a certain someone climbing up my back and wispering at me to hide them?"
Optimus sighed with a grin, shaking his helm, and went over to pick up their sparkling. "Megatron, you seemed to have had a little scraplet stuck to your back."
"Oh really? Thank you, Optimus. For removing it and avoiding a bigger problem. Now, shouldn't you go back to searching for our little one?"
"Huh?" The sparkling looked between their two creators, a bit confused.
"Yes, I think you're right. I wonder where our little one could have gone?" Optimus hummed. Pressing a kiss on Megatron's lips.
"Carrier!! It's me!! I'm here!!" The little one giggled, wiggling and trying to get Optimus's attention.
"Have you tried looking in the bath?" Megatron teasingly commented, knowing that it was a bath that their little sparkling was running away from. He hummed into the kiss and pressed one of his own to Optimus's forehead.
"Sire!! No!!!" The sparkling gasped, trying to wiggle free from Optimus's grip.
"You know what, I just came from there. But it would be a good idea to check again. I'll see you soon." The ex-Prime chuckled. Turning around with their sparkling, who was laughing and shouting a dramatic "noooooooooo!!" As Optimus now pretends to notice that the scraplet he was holding suddenly turned into their sparkling! A lecture ensues as they turn the corner.
Megatron watches his two most cherished walk off. He himself chuckles, walking to their kitchen to get some energon. Knowing he'd need it for when it became his turn to take care of their little one. How did Megatron get so lucky to have Optimus in his life? He will never know. All he knows is that, as he hears the laughs of both his conjux and sparkling, that he is glad things turned out this way.
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#megop#megatron#optimus prime#megatron x optimus prime#transformers#sparkling#sire megatron#carrier optimus prime#non cannon#maybe?#Megatron then wakes up#grief consumes him#before he's scowling at himself#of course it was a dream#a stupid dream at that#him and Optimus having a sparkling?#hilarious#Megatron thinks all that. When in actuality his spark is still heavy#he gets the feeling like he's lost something#how could he lose something that was never there?#he wants to see Optimus now#just to fight#that's what he tells himself#no other reason
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Catullus, 65, 68A, 100 (trans. David Mulroy)
Sophocles' Antigone (trans. Ruth Fainlight & Robert J. Littman)
Introduction to Lucullus / Plutarch's Lucullus (trans. Scott-Kilvert)
BROTHERS & GRIEF
I’m feeling some kind of way about Lucullus and his brother Marcus today. griefs that transcend, endure, demand, consume.
#comparatives tag#Lucius Licinius Lucullus#he loved his brother :(#you might also say ‘hey there’s a subtext here—‘ I Am Aware#I’ve been re reading the theban tragedies. the dots connect.#it’s abt how grief transgresses the confines of the body and consumes and undoes you
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I wanna know ur Fontaine msq criticisms 👁️👁️👂I’m all ears
I'm not sure if you wanted me to talk about this secretly or publicly but! Here I go!
The TLDR: Fontaine MSQ aestheticised prison, poverty, child abuse, the justice system/court and didn't properly address any of it.
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Focalors/Furina has way too much of a sympathetic angle for a dictator who's lets people drown with her inaction.
Neuvillette feels Bad for sentencing some people to death/prison, but that's it. He's one of the most powerful people in Fontaine. If he felt like there are systemic injustices, I.E sending an abused Child to prison, he should be the first person to DO something about it, not just cry and be sad so the audience can be like aw, that's complex character writing isn't it? No it's not! And guilt doesn't absolve you!!!!!!! (These are stuff we deal with in OTCOJ read my fic now /j)
Meropide has children in it, both Sentenced there (Wriothesley) and BORN THERE (Lanoire), and this is just a quirk of the place. Not only that, Meropide accepts prisoners of all genders and crimes. There are abusers and abuse victims in one place. Do you know how bad that is? How much potential for crimes to happen in a place like that— oh wait, Meropide isn't under Fontaine's jurisdiction. If you are assaulted as an inmate it literally means nothing to the court.
Wriothesley had no qualifications when he took over. Depending on how long he lived on the streets, how old he was when he killed his parents, how old he was when he was first taken in by the orphanage, etc, the man might never have more than 4–5 years of formal education. Sigewinne probably had to teach him how to write reports. And do Meropide's spreadsheets. Edit because I forgot to elaborate on this one: This isn't a point brought up anywhere, which is bad, because when poverty and incarceration robs you of a proper education (and the rights to vote in many places too, too, by the way), it reduces your prospects for jobs, reduces many people's ability to get a home etc etc. Wriothesley was just, narratively, Given his position.
Meropide is an industrialized prison, and they portray this as a good thing. Prisoners are paid in coupons for their labour, and this is also portrayed as a good thing.
The One-Meal-A-Day reform was something Paimon gushed about being so great of a perk, that people might want to go to jail for food (could be interesting and reflective of systemic poverty if MHY had brains, but they don't, so I was just Pissed because essentially all Paimon wanted to say was "Prison isn't so bad, but still don't go to prison guys! Prison labour is really hard!"). By the way, in most real-world prisons they are obligated to feed you three meals a day. Because that's how much food a human needs. MHY went with one meal just so they can say "if you want to eat more, you have to work." And then the welfare meal is a goddamn gacha. So imagine you're a starving child who's too weak to work in the fucking robot assembly line, and you wander up for your first meal in 24 hours, only to luck in with a shit one. I'd kill myself.
They wrote Wriothesley, who's a victim of the system, into a guy who's say shit like "I'm the Duke I can do whatever I want" for a cool moment where he choke-slams an inmate (I know he was a bad guy. But also, in copaganda when cops are violent/disregarding protocols, they are always only portrayed to do that against bad guys, so what does our critical thinking tells us about this one?) They wrote Wriothesley, who was an inmate of a prison so bad, so notorious that it is the literal boogeyman of Fontaine, that has a legal (???) fighting pit, with an administrator who abuses his position to be unreasonable, to willingly stay in the place and become an Administrator who would choke-slam an inmate while saying a cool line about how he has the power to do whatever he wants. They wrote him, the guy who had to be fed on the streets by melusines, to think one-meal-a-day was a good enough reform (while he spends god-knows how much on his boat). This wasn't a victim-turns-into-abuser narrative either, they want all this to be seen as positive character growth.
And then, the final kicker is, they gloss over his entire abuse. You can only read about these shit in his profile, which most people don't because they don't Have Him or doesn't care to unlock it/read it online, and they jammed his entire backstory into a flaccid info-dump at the end of his character story quest. This man isn't Allowed to feel abused and neglected and show any reaction to it within the narrative of Fontaine itself, because if they actually Gave Weight to what happened to him, they'd have to confront THE FUCKING JUSTICE SYSTEM they had NO PLANS on criticising. I don't think they ever explicitly said the fucking Crime-Theatre nonsense was Bad either.
I could go on, but this is already so long. But yeah, I hope this gave you an idea.
#and then. and im putting my most controversial opinion in the tags bc im scared lmao. but like... then... you have the fans..... doing......#the same fucking thing.#the amount of times I have seen Wriothesley used as just a side prop for Neuvillette to feel bad about shit. While Wriothesley is just.....#portrayed as having the inner peace and acceptance of a fucking monk. I was shocked when I read some fics I swear#they really said this man has no trauma at all! the stuff in his past? he's over it!#i hate that passivity when writing victims. like ok if One is written like that#sure. but MHY write all their victims like this#I mean look at fucking Lanoire#and Neuvillette sentenced him to prison after he killed his parents who were never confronted by the law. That's canon.#that's more canon than WRLT itself.#why weren't they confronted? did wriothesley try to talk to someone about it? why did he feel like killing them is his only option ?????#at least have there be some sort of conflict and friction there. How does Wriothesley feel about the court and Neuvillette when#this is the literal system that allowed all that shit to happen to him in the first place???#are you Sure he won't be at least a little wary? the fact that some people think he's Grateful to Neuvillette or even idolises him is crazy#because the man literally subjected him to prison. and if you want to portray his prison life as easy breezy and trauma free#you undermine his entire shitty little 'prison reform' narrative#and if you think he'd be completely 100% accepting of the justice system. Then why the fuck would he kill his parents himself#don't you see that the whole 'I'll accept whatever sentence in order to kill my parents' thing in itself is an act of defying the system#and I Hate#this idea. about being some of the most powerful men in the nation. and yet they can't fucking TRY to set up a better system or smth#i can't believe I read a fic where leaving starving street kids croissants is the most they (the characters and the writer) want to do#like. what the fuck. the whole point of that scene is just to make neuvillette feel bad and be like aw......... poor people exist.... OK???#this is literally how MHY would portray him though.... tbf..... This is what ppl would argue as 'in character'#I just think the character they're in is bad.#I will say I'm giving the fic a lot of grief. there's more to the scene than that. and. ultimately.....#fanfic is (saying this through gritted teeth) ........ recreational....................and free........... in the end.................#i dont think this is reflective of the writer. I do think it is reflective of the way the canon material (genshin impact)#presents in the audience who consumes it. most fans only want these guys to fuck anyway. not think about systemic injustices#canon doesn't make it about the systemic injustices either so why should we. the aesthetic of slums and prisons are just there for fun guys#IM JUST CRAZY OK. I SHOULDNT EVEN BE HERE THIS IS NOT FOR ME . I DONT CARE THAT MUCH FOR PEOPLE FUCKING AND I CARE TOO MUCH
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Merlin carries Arthur's lifeless body, one foot near the shore. Arthur stopped breathing long before they got on Kilgharrah, or possibly during the ride. Arthur has no pulse, he's cold and weighs a little more now than he did before.
"I failed?" Merlin says distressed.
It isn't until Kilgharrah tells him there's nothing he can do that he stops.
That means Merlin would've gone to the end of the world searching for a cure. It's likely he's still searching for it, not so much as waiting for Arthur to rise again
#someone write a fic where merlin is so consumed w grief he doesn't listen to Kilgharrah and carries Arthur's decomposing body as he searchs#for someone who might be able to provide hope#Merlin#merlin bbc#merthur#i rewatched the finale for the millionth time and got to thinking#bakutext
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that moment of quackity just ominously standing outside of roier's window, watching him, with roier being none the wiser is SO terrifying but also. i like to imagine roier was cooking breakfast for his family and humming little songs under his breath as he waits for the other two to wake up :]
#icarus speaks#icarus liveblogs#which makes it more ominous imo#a man who's lost everything glaring at a man who has everything#as one is consumed with grief and the other nothing but love#HOWEVER. that's neither here nor there. i just think he's cute
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