#here's hoping ig

[scripted-downfall]

I made the mistake of thinking about The Implications and... If we take as fact that Pokey is having fun with his toys throughout all of TGWDLM by using their Infected!selves to reenact a story that already happened (since Emma is shown singing in the intro song but got infected after Paul/the conclusion of the musical), that implies that Ted is once again trapped in a loop of watching the woman he clearly cares about dying, which just kinda hurts a little so I'm cursing y'all with it

[godtier]

today we had a severe weather incident in my area. a tornadic storm ripped through our city. I knew that the weather forecast was calling for severe thunderstorms, but I hadn't realized it had been upgraded to a tornado warning.

my mom called me in a panic, telling me to get into the basement ASAP. she tends to overreact so I was like uh??? why??? and she said smth like "didn't you hear? didn't your cell send you a weather advisory warning? there's a tornadic storm west of here headed east and the winds are upwards of 40 mph!"

I checked the local news website and saw the meteorologist talking about how if we were in [area east of me], that now was the time to take lawn furniture inside or in a closed garage. but if you were in [my area], you had little time to get to coverage.

I hurried off the phone with my mom and had my roommate (she was working from home) come upstairs. I was focused, as I usually am in emergencies, and I was barking orders like a drill sergeant. help me move this. we have minutes to put this in the garage. hurry up, let's go.

our yard is broken up into a small area next to the side door and then a back lot, so we didn't have to move things very far to ensure they weren't launched into the house. we moved the lawn chairs away from the windows and into the garage, then it started to pour violently. I felt myself tense up badly. it felt wrong.

it felt familiar.

"get inside, now," I ordered. I could feel my throat tensing as the water whipped sideways. it was raining hard but the wind was so powerful that we were barely wet. it was whipping the rain away before most of it could hit the ground.

we got inside. she grabbed one cat (the sable tabby I posted pics of recently) and I grabbed my cat (my white calico). the dog was already in the basement, so we closed the gate leading downstairs and shuttled the cats into one of the rooms.

our tabby was crying. she never goes in the basement and was confused and scared since she also doesn't like being held. not to mention that she hates storms. my calico was equally confused, probably because she knows she's not supposed to be in the basement at all. the dog started whining.

I sat there with my calico, rigid, watching the lights flicker and listening to the wind shear through trees. we heard a loud BANG and CRACK, but we didn't dare go upstairs.

we sat down there for 40 excruciating minutes.

when the tornadic storm passed, we cautiously went upstairs to survey the damage. our walnut trees were stripped of a bunch of leaves and smaller branches, but no worse for wear otherwise. the buckeye tree was frazzled and tousled, its branches drooping. the large, old, probably dying elm tree in the front yard was unfazed somehow. the flag in the flag post was ripped straight out of it, strewn across the yard.

down the street, maybe four houses from us, an entire tree had been uprooted and lay strewn across the yard there. the magnolia trees were stripped entirely. some other smaller trees were sheared in half.

I didn't expect to be frazzled myself, not in the slightest. I figured I'd be something closer to that old elm, just shrugging it off like it was nothing. after all, I have endured far worse weather than a mere tornadic storm (not even a touched down tornado, just a storm that could produce one!) but for some reason, experiencing that level of intensity and urgency at such a rapid pace unlocked some sort of anxiety I didn't even know I had. or maybe forgot about? I don't really know.

I was very young when hurricane Andrew destroyed my hometown. somehow, our apartment complex was barely damaged, but most everything around us was either flattened or ripped through. I still remember the coconuts and other tropical fruit from the neighborhood fruit market strewn across the pavement, the tall and slender palm trees snapped like twigs or uprooted. the damaged cars, the boarded windows, the screaming birds. I remember my dad flipping our couch over and creating a barrier for me and my brother to hide under. my mom tried to calm us by saying it was like camping or something. I remember the radio blaring and slowly getting drowned out by the sound of rain and ungodly winds.

I still don't understand how our building survived. being huddled under that couch is probably why I feel such comfort in enclosed spaces. as a kid, I think I must have believed that being burrowed under that piece of furniture protected me. I know I had fallen asleep.

it feels dramatic to have had such a visceral reaction to such a (comparatively) minor event. but I do wonder if my parents felt the way I did then, whereas my cat was simply confused as to why we were huddled downstairs, falling asleep in my arms.

but when the storm passed, I was shaking with leftover adrenaline, nauseated and unstable. my legs felt like gelatin for an hour after the fact.

and as I lay here, trying to figure out why I can't wind down for bed, I feel pathetic. I can't say that this reaction stemmed from a childhood fear. I don't remember being afraid. I remember feeling safe, if confused and perplexed, under that couch.

but maybe it's because I now know that a mere couch wouldn't actually do much to save me in a catastrophic storm. that it was an effective placebo and my family was simply very lucky.

and I still feel sick.

[gerrykeay]

im not putting this post into words. beams into your mind The Parallels

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[crimsonbluesoul]

Union ❤️‍🔥

[mwagneto]

hungarian/nomadic magyar tumblr circa 998AD dashboard simulator

🏞️ vándor-ló-979 Follow

not yall still spreading emese's foundation myth??? she literally claims she fucked a bird????? like either she's lying or she cheated and she's trying to cover it up or well. i dont even want to consider the third option

🪺 magánügyek Follow

tengri forbid women do anything???

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🦅 szél-könnyű-szárnyán-szállj Follow

okay im sick of the discourse let's do this.

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🐎 istván-rovására Follow

that took so long lmao -> !!!!!!!∧◇ᛏ⋈∧

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🐴 csillagösvény Follow

i'm so serious rn if you support """istván""" in any way just unfollow and block me. we do NOT need him or his dumbass god and what he's been doing to our people to spread his religion is shameful.

🐴 csillagösvény Follow

btw we all know your real name is vajk stop larping as a christian it's EMBARRASSINGGGG

✝️ esztergom-örökké Follow

love seeing my mutuals reblogging this /s anyway op has multiple posts on their blog supporting quartering and human sacrifice. in case you were wondering. anyway stand with István

🐴 csillagösvény Follow

1) we dont even do human sacrifices, are you fucking stupid??? show me ONE post where i talk about that. 2) are you seriously forgetting that your bestie istván LITERALLY QUARTERED HIS UNCLE?????

#sorry to put this dumbass on the dash😭 dont even engage just block them #ur not making it up the tree of life lmao #discourse

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🌅 bolygó-kárpáti Follow

friendly reminder that just because you're white passing doesn't mean you're not a real magyar!! people with mixed parents are just as valid <3

🏇 attila-népe Follow

cranky coz ur ancestors decided to mix with the europeans arent you

🧺 lemezelő Follow

isnt your girlfriend literally frankish????

🏇 attila-népe Follow

you had to have done some serious stalking to find that💀 and first of all i didn't have a choice, my parents picked the tribe, and second of all she's not my "girlfriend" i got her via ritual kidnapping (WITH consent. before anyone gets weird)

🌐 a-kiber-kovács Follow

Couldn't you have kidnapped another magyar woman? Or someone from another mongoloid tribe?

🔅 hadúrsimp Follow

ohh sure so now human pet guy is gonna chime in to advocate for the kidnapping of our women while being lowkey racist. what are you even doing on nomadblr????

🌅 bolygó-kárpáti Follow

what the fuck happened to my post

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🪔 rakabonciás Follow

for the nth time, you're only a true shaman if you were born with teeth OR with extra fingers OR in the sac. the rest of you are faking & we can tell.

🦅szél-könnyű-szárnyán-szállj Follow

okay people keep spreading this but this is literally just wrong?? like congrats on the 6 fingers op im glad u and Little Golden Father have a special connection (genuinely) but like. táltos and sámán and mágus and garabonciás and javas etc are all different things with completely different requirements and life paths which you should definitely know if you're claiming to be one?? especially since your post says shaman but you're listing the criteria for a táltos, and your username looks like a play on garabonciás so. which is it🤔 maybe get your facts in order before trying to gatekeep

anyway don't listen to op!! your connection to the Upper World is yours alone and you're the best judge of what the Fathers and Mothers want your path in life to be!!

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🛐 mea-culpa Follow

It breaks my heart that the majority of my people still refuse to see the One True God and insist on sticking to their pagan spirits. I fear that when judgement day comes, we will all be wiped out thanks to their foul godless ways.

🐴 csillagösvény Follow

how tf am i godless when i literally have dozens of gods? little mothers and little fathers are in everything all around us & it must suck ass to live in a world where you're not surrounded by the small gods that inhabit everything. manifesting that the fene and the guta tag team beat your ass tonight

🔅 hadúrsimp Follow

hadúr will literally strike op down personally. he told me himself. whispered it to me sweetly even

🐴 csillagösvény Follow

while i agree with you, i feel like you might also have ulterior motives, nomadblr user hadúrsimp

#but live your truth! doubly so on the posts of these freak repressed bible lovers. meanwhile on the #COOL side of magyarhood we walk around butt ass naked!!! op have fun never experiencing joy ever again tho #discourse

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👑 sanctus-stephanus Follow

posting from an alt so i don't get cancelled but lowkey i'm starting to think koppány was right.... maybe this christianity thing isn't gonna work out after all

👑 sanctus-stephanus Follow

WRONG BLOG

👑 sanctus-stephanus Follow

THIS WAS A JOKE. IGNORE THIS

🪺 magánügyek Follow

ISTVÁN????????????? 💀

[xxplastic-cubexx]

you open my Super Important Documents and its just pictures of charles xavier

[punnifullife]

Request from @wafflesandd1ck for an evil starfire request. I wouldn't say "evil"-evil, but this was if she was either mind-controlled/under a hallucinogen (like robin was in that episode "Haunted") but she sees everyone as enemies or something. idk. And I couldn't decide on what he was saying at the end, BUT i know my girl could body all them if she didn't hold herself back 👍

[kit-screams-into-the-future]

was having trans marty thoughts again and i came to a realization about this scene

[ramvur]

"& how many times have you loved me without my asking? how often have i loved a thing because you loved it? including me."

Day 1 + 2 of #PricegazWeek : smoke + shotgun

[magicshop]

and no one recovered [for @cordiallyfuturedwight]

[anriflosdraws]

me when im in a being a xander defender competition and my opponent is david

[secrescaryat]

// pentiment spoilers (implied ig but still there)

more of these because i was inspired

[linterteatime]

Hiii I love your art style soo much its so pretty!! This has probably been asked before but I'd love to know how you go about choosing colours/ making colour palettes because thats something I personally struggle with doing <3

Hiiiii thank you! Okay so usually when i choose my own colours i just pick whatever i feel like looks nice so i don't really have a good explanation for that (yet) lmao, but! i also do this that i think works pretty well too:

which is basically just messing around with the layer filters/Blending Modes of the art programs until i get something that looks nice, not necessarily using the same ones i used here, but any that might work, also sometimes i choose whatever colours (not colour picking) and then do this same process to make them look better :P

[mellohiizz]

finally was able to sit down and draw them!! odyssey duo my loves <3 they are so precious to me... also, there's some bonus ken and wifies sketch below because i also love them <3

[mossdogs]

last prom

[sappho-rose]

"The world doesn't know me yet."