#here it is i guess

[roguegrove]

uh sorry i forgot i made this

i made a patreon if you wanna see more art. no tiers or anything yet. just have it cause i follow a lot of great artists over there and thought i would join.

[atlantis-just-drowned]

It’s something as simple as that: one of my earrings broke yesterday.

I realised this when I took it off to go to bed and the pendant was gone. Simply disappeared. Like that, out of the blue.

I had this pair for more than a year, some crappy fake-metal little loop with a cross I had found at Claire’s. For a year, I had been wearing them from time to time. And now one of them was broken.

I didn’t really complain – I just gave a half-hearted ‘aw’ and a pout before turning the lights off and going to sleep. I was honestly surprised by how long it has remained in one piece, for something so cheap, after the countless times I had them on while moving, dancing, spinning, jumping – living.

Strange, how such a small, simple, silly thing as an earring could witness so much changes in its ridiculously short life. I had bought those before my ears got pierced again, the small holes healed after years of refusing to put on anything that would feel feminine. But at that time I wanted to pierce them again, and thus had started buying earrings for a close future where I would finally be myself. Now I have an orphan earring, sitting alone in the middle of my jewellery.

I wonder if a part of this period died with one of its witnesses. I didn’t even like this pair that much anymore, it already belonged to the past. But now that it truly isn’t here anymore, it feels like a part of this past disappeared with it. Maybe it truly did.

Well, time passes I guess. I bought new earrings, I wore new clothes, I met new friends. That’s how changes always happen: one second, you’re this person, and then without a warning, appearing like a sunrise, a new version of you emerges and laughs and smiles and lives. You don’t even remember the previous colour of your bedroom’s walls, or the fact that your furnitures used to be arranged in a different way. It just kind of happened.

Yesterday feels like an eternity ago. When I searched for the perfect necklace this morning, I saw the broken little loop of metal, and it clicked. Oh, that right. It broke yesterday. I forgot they were even here. Or used to be.

One day, I’ll forget they ever existed. Just like anything that fades away with time, it’ll feel like a big deal, like something is missing, for a while; and then the feeling will go away, and I’ll move on. There won’t be anything except these words to remind me of its existence, and I’ll keep on living.

It’s something as simple as that: I’ll be okay.

[amefuyuu]

dashboard simulator may

2023

Astarion: fuck this stupid job im killing myself

Wyll: Isn't it so crazy how we're all getting older and our bodies are breaking down and we all know we have to start living healthier and better but we're just stuck in a terrible cycle and the patterns are repeating and repeating and repeating

Halsin: I need boy hole NOW

Jaheira: I’m so close to just walking into the woods and never coming out

Minthara: Send roman roy to the reeducation camp

Shadowheart: [painstakingly detailed director's commentary on the fanfic they just posted]

Minsc: guys my Hamster just blew up :(

Lae’zel: I can't stand Shadowhearts ass

Karlach: who else 4loko drunk at work on a wednesday at 11am!!!!!

Gale: fuck this stupid grad program im killing myself

[kenapiece-main]

Can you believe I'm having to make this meme even after successfully finishing up taxes and applying to job

[isagaiia]

jayce is so greedy smh

[crayonsquadlilac]

Twitter seemed to really insanely (Unreasonably) like this one so I guess I will post it here also

I was just silly doodling a strange experience I have and apparently I am not the only person who has it because it's currently at 82 Thousand likes and Climbing and it has boosted my measly little six hundred and seventy follower number on there to like almost 800 and like. I Don't Understand gjfjfhdsg

[justsmth2]

I was rereading poa and got carried away

[autistickaitovocaloid]

Today in vc we discussed the concept of a gmod funeral so I drew my interpretation.

[goldensunset]

a real blorbo is someone you can both write a lengthy and serious/sad analysis on yet also constantly and i mean constantly make stupid jokes about

[cryoshad]

concerning pastimes

[crumb-crumblet-s-crumbington]

do you even remember the lives that you threw away like trash

continuation of this

[ford-owner]

more band au stuff … nine drumstick style roronoa zoro

[ayo-edebiri]

AYO EDEBIRI

Photographed by Emman Montalvan for Backstage (2023)

[secondbeatsongs]

for anyone too young to know this: watching The Truman Show is a vastly different experience now, compared to how it was before youtube and social media influencers became normal

before it was like, "what a horrifying thing to do to a human being! to take away their autonomy and privacy, all for the sake of profits! to create fake scenarios for them to react to, just to retain viewership! to ruin their happiness just so some corporate entity could harvest money from their very humanity! how could anyone do something so evil?"

and now it's like, "ah, yeah. this is still deeply fucked up, but it's pretty much what every influencer has been doing to their kids for a decade now. probably bad that we've normalized this experience"

[hollisartsblog]

Where is Bill?

Everywhere.

Especially in my mind

part 1 here