#here i am leaving you clues
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
I'm kind of swamped BUT I can't get the idea of a WN commentfic party out of my head.
You know, people leave anon (or not) prompts and then people write in anon (or not) fills respecting the comment section character limitation, from day so-and-so to day so-and-so? If you follow the link you'll see LJ had a limit of 4300 characters but I'd be hosting on DW and their comment total character limit is 16000. Wordier people rejoice.
You wouldn't need an account -- although I heartily encourage you to have one even if just to track the thing and get notified of new comments (also because DW is just cool).
Thoughts? Or is everyone swamped as well and not in the mood for leaving prompts and writing short little fics?
#not putting this in the main tag because part of me is like “why am i going through this trouble?”#i wouldn't limit pairings. of course the tyrant in me would like to do it LOL but if i do that there's likely no chance of this working#and besides this WOULD need buy-in from people. it's not fun if people leave ten prompts but no fills#which is why i'm here asking before going crazy thinking about it#(which is also why i have no clue of what you think if you just leave a like here. does this seem like fun to you? if so TELL ME!)#fine i'll put it in the fucking tag#warrior nun
38 notes
·
View notes
Text
exhausted of existing ✌️
#after college I moved back home#mistake but like. no clue what I’m doing with my life.#I got two part time jobs so I was working basically full time#however I was basically let go of the one job a couple of weeks ago#I am starting an internship in January where I will be moving far far away#I thought it was reasonable to expect to just work part-time for a couple of months until I leave for the internship#Wrong. apparently my mother has been furious at me for months because I haven’t had an in-person full-time job#last night we had an hours-long argument that basically boiled down to “you will pay rent to live in my house and be my maid…#or you are kicked out.#thanks mom!! and she has the gall to say that I’m selfish and don’t love her enough.#she’s a narcissistic and conspiracy-theory-believing terf so#anyway. so now I’m stuck doing like quite literally all of the chores around the house AND paying her like at least $500 of rent to her#monthly AND she wants me to get another job for a couple months somehow too.#Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!! I’m so tired of existing in this way.#I never talk about my personal life on here but. I’m just so pissed off at her.
9 notes
·
View notes
Text
A nervous ‘Twan from a comic script I had abandoned 👉👈
#sth#antoine d'coolette#Archie sonic#me and my friend are going away today#and I’m leaving my iPad behind so I’ll be AFK for a while#I’d tell you where I am but these canine here is the clue lmao#and the comic idea thingy does link to flights and but I just don’t have the energy to do the 6 Buntoin comics I had started#I didn’t even finish the lyric comic for them from last spring lmao#I did miss drawing this pooch though it was a nice wake up thingy before I get ready to go now#my friends a nervous flier so we really do be feeling fidgety in this chillies tonight#but it’s all good it’s fine#au revoir
39 notes
·
View notes
Text
.
#i was just going to leave this but i won't be able to calm down until i post this#hence me saying this in the tags#going into someone's anons and telling them to rethink their priorities regarding something that has nothing to do with you is not okay#going into someone's anons and telling them that they're 'chronically online' and not focusing on the right things is not okay#you have no clue what someone else is going through and what messages like that could trigger#thankfully for me it was just a mental breakdown and tears#the reason i am online so much is that tumblr is currently my safe space. i've got my friends on here and can just be me. and i've tried to#as for my studies#i do them. i try my hardest on them and my hardest to do them. but i struggle with focusing on them and motivating myself to do them which#and for my exams today#i couldn't physically leave my flat i was that anxious.#personal#to delete#i'm not going to turn anon off as i do have some really nice anons that i appreciate#but please think before you send someone something
9 notes
·
View notes
Text
I know tumblr has this whole outlook/culture surrounding mutual status where it’s framed like people are locked behind a wall unless you gain Mutual Access™, but I really am here to just hang out and make friends and talk to people about robots while trying (and failing) to prevent it from consuming me.
It is so nice talking to people about silly things or seeing people elaborate on a little food for thought post I set down. Anyone who interacts with me a lot is a mutual in my heart, even if I don’t follow them, y’know? I find some blogs overwhelming to follow if they have a high post rate or if there’s a lot of fandom content I’m not in, but that doesn’t mean I don’t like the person behind a blog I don’t follow! It seems so obvious when I put it like that but there really is this fear of overstepping/bothering someone who doesn’t follow you, which might be the case for a lot of people but not me :] Just like those posts that say a mutual blog isn’t automatically a friend, I want to say that not being a mutual doesn’t make you a stranger (to me)
I am just sitting here. Feel free to chat
#Haven’t made or reblogged a post like this in a hot minute so I thought I’d say it again#I am here to vibe#we are all hanging out#I’m not here to talk to a void. I’m here to talk to You 👉🏻#I am not here to make number go up#I am here to try really really hard at being funny cause joy is like. the best way to interact#mac mumbles#haven’t been doing well with that lately but life was kicking my ass for a solid like 6 months. hard to stay positive when that happens lmao#though I will say I don’t respond to asks right away#and of course I don’t respond to everything. cause I do get some odd unrelated asks that leave me going ?? with no clue how to respond LOL#still love those asks I just don’t know what to Do with them#not tf#tempted to put down a delete later#but that’s just the mortifying ordeal of being open talking
72 notes
·
View notes
Text
haha it's nothing bro i just had this really weird dream about you don't worry. yeah haha it was crazy... we were in the gold room where everyone finally gets what they want so i said what do you want sweetheart and you said kiss me
10 notes
·
View notes
Text
this fucking course is such bullshit the damn online test thing just tested me for an entirely different topic (that i was unable to access), nitpicked my wording for no reason (i entered "safety/cut resistant gloves". the 'correct' answer? "gloves". ffs.), and marked me as wrong on one question bc whoever built the shitty 3d section of the test made the mistake THAT THE TEST IS SUPPOSED TO BE TEACHING US NOT TO MAKE. IN A 3D MODEL NOT EVEN A REAL BUILDING CHRIST ON A STICK. the human instructor is fucking amazing but this new online-based curriculum is shitty and half-assed as fuck.
#i am minorly disappointed i didn't do this before this year but SUPER glad i didn't leave it any later#the impression i get is that they're trying to semi-automate the course to be Hip and With It and also cut back on staffing costs maybe#but the people doing it don't have any fucking clue what they're doing when it comes to computer systems#so half of it's broken and they're like outsourcing a bunch of it to fucking youtube instructables i wish i was joking here#and you have to enroll in each topic individually but some topics reference others so if you have one but not the other you're fucked#and you can't just enroll in all of them the instructor has to open enrolment individually & give you the password for that window#this is a trade we're studying for btw it's hands on stuff that should be taught by humans who you can ask questions#and i'm super lucky that my instructor is actually good at his job but oh my god#the secondhand shame in this man's eyes every time something stupid breaks on the website. heartbreaking.
4 notes
·
View notes
Note
https://www.tumblr.com/georgieeehd/720685581286457345?source=share
WHAT WIP
bodyswap :]
#I HAD A DREAM ABOUT YOU...WE WERE IN THE GOLD ROOM WHERE EVERYONE FINALLY GETS WHAT THEY WANT... I SAID WHAT DO YOU WANT SWEETHEART#AND YOU SAID KISS ME HERE I AM LEAVING YOU CLUES I AM SINGING NOW WHILE ROME BURNS WE ARE ALL JUST TRYING TO BE HOLY MY APPLEJACK#MY SILENT NIGHT JUST MASH YOUR LIPS AGAINST ME WE ARE ALL GOING FORWARD NONE OF US ARE GOING BACK#aya asks#fic talk
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
The desire to drop out of college and never go back is so fucking strong… but I can’t quit something without feeling bad about it for a decade later so I really don’t know what to do
#shh shut the fuck up ollie#sorry my brain is just fuzzy and fucked up rn#I have a break coming up soon but like I have three research papers due by the end of the semester and I really just don’t wanna do this#it’s like the impending feeling of dread and doom yk#and like I know I should go back to therapy bc I’ve been feeling like this since idk August I think?? maybe April of last year??#I genuinely think I’ve felt like this since high school consistently and that fucking sucks#because I love that I’m going to college where I am and I got friends but like I’m only here for the fucking film program not all the extra#so I just have to suck it up and get it over with but like I just wanna edit silly little movies not discuss Alexander the Great or#the concept of garbage in society or fucking Scottish imperialism#like I went to college for film not everything else and I just can’t get myself to give a shit anymore#and I’m just sitting in this spiral of shit where I can’t claw myself out of no matter how much I try I’m just in this bottomless pit#and I can’t escape it and my mom just keeps giving me an attitude for not being this cheerful bitch but I just don’t have the energy anymore#and I keep leaving school early because I have such a long break on Tuesday and Thursday so what’s the point but I can’t do that#because I have to pass and to pass I have to go#but I just always feel like shit it’s like an underlying feeling and every time I try and talk to my parents about it#it’s like stfu what do you have to be sad about you’re going to college getting to experience going into the city everyday but I just can’t#I can’t pull myself out of it and talking about it with my parents just feels weird but I can’t talk to anyone else either so I’m just#sitting here waiting for SOMETHING but I have no clue what that something is ykk
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
i refuse to let insecure fucks from my home town who are so controlled by their fear of being different make me feel bad or weird existing as i am online. yeah, i did find a place i could express myself freely and people didnt reject me, im sorry you weren’t able to shame me into having 0 friends anywhere, hoping that’d make me become the basic blonde bitch you want me to be
#yeah i did embrace being a guy and there wasnt actually anything you couldve done to stop me. its my fate my good bitch#even if i did become that yall would find reasons to reject me#like honestly wtf is so weird. be real. dig deep into that. why are you so uncomfortable with me existing as i am?#what exactly is your damage?#bc right now you're trying to enforce the status quo that also hurts you on to me- which seems to be something a lot of progressive ppl do#actually to ppl they dont like#ok maybe not a lot. but a lot of ppl in my generation and online#like theres people on here who will have a rape kink and then shame you for being otherkin like.......................#okay..........#maybe we're all just weird and its fruitless to divide our weirdness into a hierarchy#your weirdness is not somehow more pure bc idk. you are more conventional somehow#probably not autistic orsomething bc lord knows yall are ruthless towards neurodivergent ppl#like imma be uncomfortable about you and your rape kink but i dont have to engage with you about it or talk about it#i take my uncomfortable feelings and leave personally#i dont like to dwell in other ppls energy that makes me uncomfortable#maybe if you like to dwell in my energy its bc you think im cool in spite of one thing i do that makes you cringe#🤷 no clue
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
the way going out to do a very normal thing that normal grown folks do on the regular feels like clocking in for a shift at the weirdest most out of place person in the room factory. should not feel like pulling teeth convincing myself to not flake out the entire day up to and including getting to the function
#so flakey you could sit me on an ice cream and charge double#i am a get out of here girl#a leaving lady#a gonna bail babe#a let’s make like a banana and split sweetheart#an ain’t coming angel#a stay at home honey#an irish goodbye gal#anyways. am currently on my way to celebrate my friend’s thirtieth but am fully prepped with an exit stage left plan#because the plans are to hang in her hotel room for a bit then do dinner which is. one thing#and then bar hop which is. where i will feel the least regular#just very deeply uncomfortable as a whole human being#which is very tired and overplayed and boring but have felt this way for the best part of three decades + have no clue how any of that’s#actually supposed to ever shake out y’know?#i know i know therapy etc etc#but also. like. what i’m going to pay someone to help me convince myself that the opposites of all my long held beliefs#are true? v v skeptical on the viability of that situation#love psychology therapy etc etc in theory and fully support it but have yet to find a way to make it work for me#have more than once been told i’d do well in the field from the opposite side#but that i’m therapy resistant as a patient and have too much insight. which is like the entire problem#anyways#will see how the night goes#personal
1 note
·
View note
Text
there should probably at minimum be a moratorium, in the form of at least the sort of mockery earned by Dudes Being Wrong About Female Anatomy, on thin people who have always been thin saying a peep about weight loss, especially ease thereof
#like seriously I'm pretty sure that unless you have actually done the literal body thing you're yapping about you should be mocked#just body stuff or that's the only hill I'd die on I think#obviously this bleeds over into behavioral etc sometimes but I don't think it's as ironclad once you leave literally physicality#just like. how do you as a permathin think you have THE REMOTEST CLUE about what effects X or Y has or has not#like you're here on Al Gore's internet you definitely have seen the (reams of!) evidence of all kinds that there is no 'just X' here#how... like what are the mental gymnastics to totally ignore that#when neither you nor I am going to bet almost literally anyone you know has personal experience to the contrary?#sorry the tweeps are just being real stupid again#and I really do think the 'look at this clueless idiot' response is the right one#(also I do admit to being fascinated by the I have no clue how legit more environmental theories of change#and this persistent clearly wrong moral virtue individual idiocy gets so much in the way of that#no matter how you interpret 'environmental' there)
0 notes
Text
Em Farrow (tentative last name for dhsab si…..) makes a point of attending a book club at a college they don’t attend, for at least the first part of the storyline. It’s how they established and maintain a small civ friendgroup while living in the city and working under the ELE.
It’s just generally assumed by the other members that Em is a student, but when asked directly (hey, what year are you, anyway? you’re not graduating, are you?) they’ll admit to being a dropout. (nah, I failed out, haha. But Samantha said it would be alright if I kept showing up to our meetings, everybody say thank you Sam) (pan, over a chorus of thaaank you Saaaams, to the quiet club treasurer everybody loves who is a little embarrassed by being singled out and certainly isn’t going to make a fuss and REVOKE an invitation even if she’s pretty sure she never offered one because that would be RUDE and make everything worse)
#they Are a villain after all. laughs#I still haven’t entirely nailed down the whole stupid timeline and figured out if Em ever actually went to college HERE#and relocated FOR college#or if they went to college in hometown and THEN relocated#leaning towards the former. simplicity#but I am still over here like. how OLD are we ANYWAY#They’re both older than me for sure and I am pleased and delighted by this. it just means that backstory stuff happens#when I’m a teeny bopper. so that I can have enough years in between backstory->movie and movie->selfship storyline#jfc it just makes penny Em’s gay awakening doesn’t it. the cute senior girl leaving for college in the fall#fuck that’s so funny. depending on how big I end up making the age gap that puts the future rivalry with bill into a kind of different ligh#em kinda plays the crush up as though they were older and actually had any semblance of a chance with Penny#and does not inform Bill that they were like. Just entering high school in the fall. still couldn’t drive.#literally waiting on those last baby molars to fall out so they could get braces. the works.#there would Need to be a group photo reveal scene where after being weird and sad about baby penny he’s like okay which one are you.#and Em has to go. um. the one with the really bad side swept bangs. towards the front#and Billy just goes :I ?#That’s a fetus.#and em NEVER hears the end of it#(penny remembers Em fondly from those days but has no clue there were crush feelings involved)#(and it’s a bit of a hurdle to get her to stop seeing em as That Junior Helper From The Daycare Back In The Day. Who Is A Villain Now)#lucky penny#whats up doc?
1 note
·
View note
Text
Because I'm feeling whimsical,
What the fuck do you mean that's a quilt??? Round 2
All quilts are contest winners from the quilt show Road to California, 2022. You can see these quilts and the other winners from that year here.
Best of Show Quilt
Title: Harlequinade Maker: Rebecca Prior Quilter: Jackie Brown Design Basis: Maker's Original Design "Harlequinade" is a theatrical quilt filled with visual clues guiding viewers to discover a hidden story. Inspired by Venetian Carnival masks and commedia del'arte characters, the quilt features the antics of Harlequin, the trickster, who has his own ideas about freedom and fun!
Director's Choice
Title: Welcome Home Maker: David Taylor Quilter: David Taylor Design Basis: Original image by Margo Clabo, used with permission I first saw this image from friend Margo Clabo more than a decade ago. It took years to convince her to let me adapt her photo into a quilt. The image it depicts is especially sentimental for her. The challenge for myself was to create a pieced pictorial background and recreate a traditionally pieced quilt by using my hand appliqué technique. The project size was overwhelming, but I'm thrilled with the finished quilt. So is Margo. Time to exhale.
Note: To be clear, that is not a photo with a quilt in it, that WHOLE THING is a quilt.
Best Machine Stationary Quilting
Title: Emerald labyrinth Maker: Kumiko Frydl Quilter: Kumiko Frydl Design Basis: Maker's Original Design As a starting point I used an image from the entrance to the EL Barkookeyeh Mosque in Cairo. Thinking of an elegant and intricate garden I added bursts of natural color and filled the area between the large elements of the design with finer ornament inspired by butterflies and plants. I set the circular image in a rectangular frame with a subdued complimentary design of rippled reflective pools.
1st Place: Animal
Title: Woodland Wilds Maker: Ann Horton Quilter: Ann Horton Design Basis: Maker's Original Design My morning hikes in the woodland hills of our northern California home inspired this quilt. The rabbits are always alert for danger. This machine appliqued, thread painted and embroidered view through a window is surrounded by wild flowers on hand dyed silk and again surrounded by other wild birds and animals. I love my wilds things in the woods!
1st Place: Human Image
Title: The Memories That Remain Maker: Lynn Czaban Quilter: Lynn Czaban Design Basis: Library of Congress Photos - LC-USF33-006183MI and LC-USF33-0061 I am fascinated by the human face and our ability to communicate without uttering a single word. The Portuguese word 'saudade' meaning a deep emotional state of nostalgic or profound melancholic longing for something or someone that one cares for and loves. Moreover, it often carries a repressed knowledge that the object of longing might never be had again.
1st Place: Naturescape
Title: Desert In Spring Maker: Andrea Brokenshire Quilter: Andrea Brokenshire Design Basis: Maker's Original Design My Mom and I embarked on an epic travel trip we named our "Thelma and Louise Adventure" In Palm Springs, CA we visited the Living Desert Botanical Garden. This quilt is inspired by one of the photographs I took that spring day of a Prickly Pear Cactus in full bloom. I loved the leathery texture of the cactus leaves (paddles) and the almost translucent citron yellow blossoms.
2nd Place: Animal
itle: Not Today Maker: Kestrel Michaud Quilter: Kestrel Michaud Design Basis: Maker's Original Design The chase is on! The Roadrunner is after his next meal, chasing a Common Collared Lizard through a steampunk junkyard. The desert is a favored dumping ground for the detritus of progress, even in a fantasy world. A steam-powered industrial revolution creates iron refuse and pieces of broken machinery have been left to decay in dry desert air. That doesn’t bother these critters. To them, this is home. Will that lizard wind up as dinner? Not today!
2nd Place: Human Image
Title: Declaration of Independence - Voices of Freedom Maker: Nancy Prince Quilter: Terri Taylor Design Basis: Reproduction of John Trumbull's Painting The quilt is a reproduction of John Trumbull's painting which depicts the moment in history when the first draft of the Declaration of Independence was presented to the Second Continental Congress on June 28, 1776. The quilt front and back were created in Photoshop and custom printed on fabric. Four thousand hours over 4 years was necessary to create the quilt. The back captures the story of the Declaration and its signers.
Note: I'm not at all patriotic. But credit where credit is due. That's a fucking quilt.
3rd Place: Animal
Title: Midnight Flight Maker: Joanne Baeth Quilter: Joanne Baeth Design Basis: Maker's Original Design Several years ago we had an injured Great Horned Owl roosting in our willow tree during the day. I took several pictures and was inspired to create him in fabric. The background features a painted sky, old buildings, melting snow and a rabbit on the run The foreground is the swooping owl which was constructed by painting and inking each feather and thread painting over fabrics and needle punched wool rovings
3rd Place: Naturescape
Title: Day Into Night Maker: Deb Deaton Quilter: Deb Deaton Design Basis: Maker's Original Design Inspired from photo by Robert Murray with his permission. When the Arizona sun begins to set, the sky comes alive. I saw this photo and knew the splendor of this landscape needed to be captured with fiber! Sky is hand painted. Raw edge applique. Mixed media used: oil pastels, color pencils, inks to enhance the fabrics and create more dimension. Cheesecloth: painted to create spikes of cactus. Tulle used to capture the sunrays. Machine quilted.
#quilting#quiltblr#fiber crafts#fabric art#fiber art#fibercraft#textiles#quilt art#quilt making#quilts#textile art#fibre arts#nature#nature art
10K notes
·
View notes
Note
YOU WROTE THE GOLD ROOM?
my magnum opus….
#WE WERE IN THE GOLD ROOM WHERE EVERYONE FINALLY GETS WHAT THEY WANT SO I SAID WHAT DO YOU WANT SWEETHEART#AND YOU SAID KISS ME. HERE I AM LEAVING YOU CLUES. I AM SINGING NOW WHILE ROME BURNS#aya asks
1 note
·
View note
Text
Duolingo is NOT what it used to be.
“Duolingo is ‘sunsetting the development of the Welsh course’ (and many others)”.
I’ve used Duolingo since 2013. It used to be about genuinely learning languages and preserving endangered ones. It used to have a vibrant community and forum where users were listened to. It used to have volunteers that dedicated countless hours and even years to making the best courses they could while also trying to explain extremely nuanced and complex grammar in simple terms.
In the past two years it feels like Von Ahn let the money talk instead of focusing on the original goal.
No one truly had a humongous problem with the subscription tier for SuperDuolingo. We understood it: if you can afford to pay, help keep Duolingo free for those who couldn’t.
It started when the company went public. Volunteers were leaving courses they created because they warned of differing longterm goals compared to Duolingo’s as a company; not long after it was announced that the incubator (how volunteers were able to make courses in the first place) would be shut down. A year goes by and the forums—the voice of the users and the way people were able to share tips and explanations—is discontinued. A year or two later, Duolingo gets a completely new makeover—the Tree is gone and you don’t control what lesson you start with. With the disappearance of the Tree, all grammar notes and explanations for courses not in the Big 8 (consisting of the courses made before the incubator like Spanish/French/German/etc. and of the most popular courses like Japanese/Korean/Chinese/etc.) are removed with it. Were you learning Vietnamese and have no idea how honorifics work without the grammar notes? Shit outta luck bud. Were you learning Polish and have absolutely no clue how one of the declensions newly thrown at you functions? Suck it up. In a Reddit AMA, Von Ahn claims that the new design resulted in more users utilizing the app/site. How he claims that statistic? By counting how many people log into their Duolingo account, as if an entire app renovation wouldn’t cause an uptick in numbers to even see what the fuck just happened to the courses.
Von Ahn announces next in a Reddit AMA that no more language courses will be added from what there already is available. His reasoning? No one uses the unpopular language courses — along with how Duolingo will now be doing upkeep with the courses already in place. And here I am, currently looking on the Duolingo website how there are 1.8 million active learners for Irish, 284 thousand active learners for Navajo, and even 934 thousand active learners for fucking High Valyrian. But yea, no one uses them. Not like the entire Navajo Nation population is 399k members or anything, or like 1.8 million people isn’t 36% of the entire population of Ireland or anything.
And now this. What happened to the upkeep of current courses? Oh, Von Ahn only meant the popular ones that already have infinite resources. Got it. Duolingo used to be a serious foundational resource for languages with little resources while also adding the relief of gamification.
It pisses me off. It really does. This was not what Duolingo started out as. And yea, maybe I shouldn’t get invested in a dingy little app. But as someone who spent most of her adolescence immersed in language learning to the point where it was literally keeping me alive at one point, to the point where languages felt like my only friend as a tween, and to the point where friendships on the Duolingo forums with likeminded individuals my age and other enthusiasts who even sent me books in other languages for free because they wanted people to learn it, the evolution of Duolingo hits a bitter nerve within me.
~End rant.
#duolingo#langblr#huge language rant feel free to skip#evolution of duolingo#luis von ahn#duolingo welsh course#language learning
17K notes
·
View notes