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I saw your response to the other anon, was there really no indication that she wanted to break up before she did? In my experience, people can be really good at pretending... Which sucks to say, but I just find your situation really baffling, so I'm curious
yeah there was genuinely no indication at all!!!! which is why im so shocked and hurt about it. and youre right people definitely can be good at pretending but i guess its just so sad to me because the entirety of summer she was so genuine about wanting to spend time together during fall sem & she seemed so excited to do so many things together this sem which is why me & all my friends (and even her friends) are so surprised by it because literally everyone knew how much we liked each other. i know she has a tendency to overthink and the day she broke up with me she said "ideally i would have brought it up earlier in teh summer but it was something id really been thinking about for the past week" which is also why i guess im a little irrittaed? because if it was something shed seriously been considering for only a week (and mind you, this was like the one week we werent able to consistently talk over video call) then how did she know it wouldnt get resolved over the fall semester when we ACTUALLY get to spend tiem together you know?? like i really wish shed maybe given us a chance to work it out??? instead of just ending it before we could even get a chance??? she said she didnt feel an emotional connection and we could work it out over fall but she didnt think it was fair for me to put in effort cuz that would feel unfair but its like. she doesnt even know half the things id do for her. if she told me she was felling this way i would have tried my best to do whatever it was to make her feel more comfortable. all of this to say im not trying to send any hate her way & for anyone on here who actually cares about this (im surprised im getting anons about this lol - not in a bad way im just surprised people are actually reading these posts) i dont want anyone to think that im pissed at her about all this. im just generally irritated at the situation but i dont mean any harm her way and i really care about her and i know she cared about me too. i can overthink as much as i want but at the end of the day i know she meant it when she said she cared about me and shes never been bad to me at all so im not trying to spread rumors or speculate about her thinking process in any way, its just my own feelings about the whole break up. the entire situation is just so like... shocking. like NO ONE saw this coming - i dont even think she saw this coming until the end of the summer.
#this is so tmi but its like i have really bad emetophobia but one time she was sick and all i could think about was wanting to take care of#her. like ive NEVER done that before#she is the only person id take care of if she like yk puked or wahtever. it surprised me so much#so i cared about her a LOT and i know she cared about me too i just dont understand why she didnt even want to give us a chance to figure i#out#like why give up on us so easily???#i really think part of it is just her not wanting things to get worse & wanting to end BEFORE things got worse#but nothing was worse!!!! everything was going so well!!!!#if she was feeling bad or uncomforatble i just wish shed said something because as a couple you have to talk thorugh things!! not just take#shit!!!#but also this was her first relationship so i know sometimes it can be hard to realize that. so again im not sending hate her way and i don#blame her for her thinking process. i just wish shed given us more time to work it out and told me this isntea dof just making the decision#for both of us to just break up.#anon tag#asks#like in the words of my friends the break up 'was a very one-sided decision' which is true#and anon youre not the only person totally surpried about it. literally all my friends are too#and her friend was too!!! like i dont even understand
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herbology class 🌹🌿 (from chap 2 of my fic!)
#his alliteration/pun combo is even more lame in the actual chap bc seb holds up a dittany seed as he says this#bro had the dad jokes before he even became a dad😔👌#alliterations are just how they flirt.....losers...and i notice them EVERYWHERE now too. ive cursed myself#also MY ONESHOT IS LIKE 70-80% DONE I THINK?? im 30k words in but i might end up making it 2 chaps instead#idk im still deciding..itll depend on if i find a cutoff point that im happy with. cuz right now i dont like splitting it anywhere LOL#but maybe ill do it and release the first part just so that i can get it out and then finish the latter half later...decisions decisions#also now that im done my fic i also wanna draw a bunch of the earlier scenes i never did like this one#so weird drawing seb and clora not together yet tho LOL esp for seb. like damn there was a time u COULDNT just smooch clora?? nightmare....#i also almost drew clora wearing her hairclip SO many times by mistake LOL. thats the plus side of pre-seblora tho. dont gotta draw it🤪#hogwarts legacy#hphl#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow x oc#sebastian sallow x mc#clora clemons#sebastian x mc#choccyart#mirabel garlick#hogwarts legacy fanfiction
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Katya / Goncharov
#yeah ik ive posted them before sorry but i REALLY like how these look together#martin scorsese#goncharov#artists on tumblr#illustration#unreality#<— posters for a ‘movie’ that doesn’t actually exist but is a tumblr meme in which everyone pretends it does&makes content for it#fascinating how we’re immediately personable w katya by knowing her first name while only knowing goncharov’s surname keeps us at a distanc#combined with him being the only major character to go by a moniker it emphasizes just how much he's been consumed by the role he plays#who is goncharov? does he know and keep it secret? or has he too lost his sense of identity?#it's reflected in these posters as we SEE katya but goncharov remains elusive - yet clearly time is running out for them both#lakjdklf ok im done now i never post meta on here so im having fun with the fictional movie#btw I updated both of the illustrations compared to the original posts but will leave those as they were#woudl be cool if my post showed up. u can do it tumblr
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john and jane! i don't draw them very often so i figured it was their turn :)
#john egbert#jane crocker#homestuck#my art#i have only very rarely drawn john before#and never a properly colored version like this haha#so here he is!#jane ive drawn more recently but i hadnt done full color for her either#so here she is too!#still figuring out exactly how i wanna draw them but i think these turned out nice :)
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experimental higugin
#higugin#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bsd higuchi#gin akutagawa#bsd gin#higuchi ichiyo#oriondrewthis#do i like this? no not particularly#but i’ve never done like. extreme color contrast before so eh#it’s fine ig#anyway let’s go lesbians#i am also actively ignoring that higuchi kinda looks like falin dunmeshi#i do not see#also do not look at the fact i did not color in higuchi’s eyebrows i cannot be bothered to work on this any more ive worked it to death#8 hrs is way too long to be working on a piece#doesn’t matter that this was my third color pass idc im not touching it anymore#oh my gof i didn’t color in her mouth either im jumping off the empire state building brb#currently gaslighting myself into saying i don’t care bc i literally don’t care idc guys i don’t
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with the obvious addendum that act 3 isn’t out yet and we can’t form true opinions until the show’s officially done, i’m still really feeling like it could have maybe benefited from a third season. they’re hitting all the right plot points and those moments are full of really intense emotion, but everything in the middle feels so underwhelming in comparison and so much of it still feels rushed to me. idk
#arcane#arcane spoilers#i could kinda deal with it act 1 bc there was a lot to cover through the fallout after s1. but act 2 i'm reallyyyyyy feeling it#like dont get me wrong it's still so so so good#and i guess that's what makes it so much more frustrating#like you can see all the ways it can be just that littlest bit even better#but i guess if the biggest complaint viewers have about your show is that they want more then that already says a lot you know#anyway#it's the warwick / isha plot that bugs me specifically bc isha (love her to death) feels lowkey like a cop out#introduce a kid just to heavy push the 'cycle of violence' 'find your humanity again' character arcs only to kill her six episodes later#like EVERYONE was saying 'ive never seen a character so obviously created to die'#the subversive thing would be to have her live and show the cycle of violence is ending or something#but here's another broken kid killed by the system here's more proof that jinx is. well. a jinx.#idk idk idk#and warwick. i wanted so much MORE#heavily build up warwick all through act 1 just to have him die end of act 2#we barely got to see him at full power.#we barely got to see him with vi and jinx.#we barely got to see him reckon with the man he was and the monster he is now.#we got next to nothing before he's just dead. again#and again those scenes hit SO GODDAMN HARD. THEY ARE GOOD. but they couldve hit even harder if they just had more time to flesh it out !!!!#but again again no act 3 yet so who goddamn knows at this point#they aint dead til we see the bodies and even then they might not be dead bc thats just how arcane works#but fuck i just wish we sometimes had time to sit and FEEL things before the next new thing starts#ok im done rambling i just had to say something somehwere because its driving me insane#my posts
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okay lads i colored it :D hope u enjoy
reblogs are appreciated <3
#my art#carmen sandiego#carmen sandiego 2019#papertiger#tigress carmen sandiego#paper star carmen sandiego#paper star#okay so i did a version with both ears and no ears because they were both cute#also ive never done colored lineart before! so that was fun to do manually#the motion gets a tiny bit lost in the lighting but that is her tail flicking in annoyance there#also. i changed every single one of tigress's colors around positionwise on her suit. why are her stripes usually orange and green??#i made her look more tiger#all around more furry action this time around#hope u like it
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Goth Vaggie because how could you let her be so tasteless in the gothness bro. Please... atleast one hint at goth vaggie 😔
My other non related Vaggie redesign sort of expression sheet + goth vaggie x Charlie under cut vvvv
Didn't turn out as well as I wanted it to. I think I rushed out the sketch and tried to fix it in line art as best as I could. Soo... I love Vaggie guys. Like a normal amount yknow? So normal. (It's crazy. I kin Charlie ofc but Vaggie is literally so mmmff)
Still trying to find a consistent head shape for Vaggie sooo I'll jst practice I guess
Very VERY messy and quick doodle I shit out. Might finish one day, these new nails make digital art hard (i draw on phone and am too pussy for computer and I'm too poor for traditional art lmao so expect shit art for a bit maybe unless i thug it out fr)
PLEASE CHAGGIE JST ONE CHANCE ONE CHANCEE ONE CHA-
I love these goobers so much 💜💜
Charlie tryinna not look at booba, respect women even tho they is in bed wit you 🗣🔥
#im normal about her#hazbin hotel vaggie#hazbin hotel#hazbin vaggie#vaggie#art#fanart#artists on tumblr#digital art#i have never done aesthetics be4 so this is new to me... hopefully i got the goth acccurate and godo 😔#CHONKY MOTH HELPP. NOT. NOT HER OFC... I MEAN THE ACTUALY MOTH. 😭#when i was first designing Vaggie i searched up moths for inspo and NO ONE TOLD ME THEY WERE SO FUCKIN CUUUTEEE#THEY ARE SO FLUFFY AND CHONKY AND UGGGHH THEY ARE SO CUTEEE 😭😭#which led me to chubby Vaggie and the fluff. i want to make the fluff subtle like i did before with it being on the jacket but#i guess youll see that in my next big redesigning of my redesigns of the characers who have been redesigned....#shes so goth coded it kind of hurts#what if i made this into an au. lmao no... but what if..? nooo haha. but...#hazbin has me in a choke hold and i dont even like the show ugh get me out 😭#its crazy cuz every hyperfixation ive had was stuff i enjoyed and this one i am fighting to get awau from and its the one that im addicted 2#goth vaggie#becauze it should be a tag#chaggie#rainbowmoth#varlie#charlie x vaggie#vaggie x charlie#charlie morningstar#hazbin hotel charlie#hazbin redesign#tw suggestive
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Last day! Thank you for running this @podcastgirlsweek !! It was very fun :)
Free space!
Just a doodle page of some of my faves that I spent far too much time on for a doodle page, but I like it
#camlann podcast#camlannpod#camlann#morgan jones#rhiannon camlann#i am in eskew#riyo duale#the silt verses#sister carpenter#paige duplass#the secret of st kilda#tsosk#niyathi tsosk#andromeda mccarthy#old gods of appalachia#ogoa#dl walker#douglass walker#welcome to night vale#wtnv#jackie fierro#ok done#I love them all so much <3#I have other faves but there came a point where I was tired#I’m so sorry to everyone I didn’t draw I love you too I swear#some of these designs i def want to fiddle with but thats a problem for future me#overall theyre alright though#but like ive never drawn dl or riyo before and i changed up my niyathi design a bit and i still dont know if im sold on it#andromeda ive drawn before but i didnt quite get her right#i do like morgan here though! and for a first draft of riyo im quite happy with her!
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gotta get on with broken circle
#i love her but ive done this quest so many times#sooooo many times#bc its convenient to do early to get them stats#and theres no like big choices bc i am not doing the other thing#fun bit where i got to recruit that one blood mage bc am a reaver though#minerva isnt a blood mage before this so she never gets to
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Concepts im working on for my SVTFOE au:3
#svtfoe#art stuff#heeeehe#shes before eclipsa#her name means to blow and change#her mark is an aurora borealis flower#she has her own chapter in the spell book but it was forbidden brcause of her whole thing w monsterss#she froze herself in the beauracracy kf magic and her history is olden so its not taught much but she was never technically crowned queen so#when she appears#its like a whole destiny thing n she takes the throne from star because#star ksnt a true butterfly as we know#and#pricncess miranila is the next in line because the rest of the lrincesses are gone or served#she brings back magic and shes not EVIL but not GOOD shes a middle ground snd the old mondters#who remember things she did to their villages when her mother was queen#it starts a whole thing#n star has to try to bring jt back#she fails#after years#but it resolves yknyk they trap her in crystals#but shes not done#thars all ive got so far
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My toxic trait is that I like how my incomplete drawings look better than the finished things
#im sorry i cant be her (my searching lines)#i cant stop thinking about this drawing i have a sinking feeling that im gonna be very unhappy when its done#or. not unhappy. but not as excited as i feel about it now!#i only worked in two short chunks on it but both were pretty productive#i have a feeling that when i take the time to really dedicate myself to it im gonna fuck something up#like i can see areas i need to/can improve already but the glaring flaws are ok! bc it's not finished!#it OVERALL looks cool and LOOKS like it has the potential to turn out well#but will it... WILL IT??? WILL IT EVER?#i have never been so totally completely satisfied w any finished drawing ive dedicated myself to fully.#tales from diana#this is also only the second time ive done a really deliberate self-portrait that wasnt in some for or another. practice#like of course ive drawn my face before. not that often actually. but since yes i do draw. i have drawn myself#i probably should've drawn myself more times for how often i think id like a nice picture of myself#but then again its not gonna be so 'nice' if i make it and am not totally happy w it?#see one of the ppl who inspired me to learn to draw is ned @sneez my dearest. he's spoiled me before#and drawn me very beautifully on several occasions and it's very much a thing to move one's heart#to see someone dedicate their talent to depicting YOU.#and i might say HE has made me look more beautiful in art than i think i'll ever look in the flesh#which is not to say he drew me inaccurately. but he's so talented that his art is more beautiful than life.#and i dont compare myself in skill to him bc he's been doing it for YEARS and way more trained than me in the visual arts.#like it simply wouldn't be fair so i only compare myself to myself. naturally#but i used to think. very VAINLY i might say. that if i could draw like him id draw beautiful pictures of myself all the time#well ce n'est pas ca mon ami. since learning to draw i've found im much more interested in drawing ppl i find beautiful#rather than myself. im not art. not through my own eyes at least.#i should really draw ned sometime. i really should.#actually somewhat embarrasingly i tried to draw him like 5 or 6 years ago. and i NEVER tried to draw then#i did show him tho and he thought it was very impressive but that's probably just bc he loves me. xoxox#maybe ill post that someday as a throwback just for the hell of it. lol. thatd be cute
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when the terrible idea of a “community council” that gave too much information to regular fans without media training or PR experience or the support of a company behind them in the event of online harassment created a strange imbalance of information, resentment between fans, and inevitably toxic dynamic in an already famously toxic fandom and blows up in everyone’s faces
#to be clear i don’t think any of it is the council members fault#BioWare should not have put normal people in this position even if they have proven themselves great content creators#it’s so weird and ive never seen it done before and it was inevitably going to hurt those creators#like how did no one at BioWare see this coming#Kala’s tweet was weird but i don’t think she intended it in the way it was received#she’s not going to just randomly spoil the entire game one day on twitter without tags 😭#it’s just a review embargo being lifted#it’ll probably have more early game spoilers. but not the whole game??#but her tweet didn’t convey that well#and this is what I mean that people without media training should not have been put in this position
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Just when I think the day's going well, I crash a golf cart
#summer camp tag#ace is a mess#i do not have a drivers license and i havent even been behind the wheel in like 4 years since i stopped lessons cus of the pandemic#the day was going fine i got loads done didnt feel like i was irritating my director too bad#doing some paperwork for her and she says when im done well take the golf cart out while its not currently raining#im like ooh fun never been in a golf cart before i see the higher up staff in them im not gonna say no to chilling in a golf cart#i did not realise that meant i would be driving esp when she asked if id been in one before and i said no#she then asked if i could drive and i said not really thought that would be it#cus i was supposed to be studying for my theory before working towards my practical#but no she insists im driving and first off i gotta reverse outta this bay now at least i didnt have to think about gears#but i hate tryna figure out how to turn whilst in reverse in mess with my brain im not great with shape visualisation#we do all our stops its fine for the most part a lil too fast going down some of the hills#and some tight turns but my turns were always like that cus im too busy focusing on the most immediate thing#we get back i park fine and then shes like oh actually there are some more stops we can make so i reverse and turn back out#do our two stops with only minimal confusion about direction then as i go to park into the bay we came from#shes like oh actually park in the bay closest to the health centre and what i should have done was reversed and adjusted my angle#instead i drove directly into the supporting beam separating the two bays 🙃😭#i immediately turn the cart off and expect her to switch with me instead shes like laughing it off oh it was just a little bump it was fine#im like it was not that was a loud ass bang i feel so bad and then she lifts up the light cover i broke off saying its just a scratch#and i feel worse so pf course thats when the camp director comes out to check on the noise and i dont think ive ever worn a guiltier look#but theyre both laughing it off oh just having a little driving lesson :) and i am mortified#she gets back in the cart and shes still insisting that its fine and i should still park after that which i do with great trepidation#but there are no more problems and the lights still work but the cover does need fixing and i just oh my god#ive never crashed before never clipped or scratched a car so of course id crash the golf cart trying to park of all things 😭
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new legacy founder for @acuar-io‘s zodiac challenge? it’s more likely than you think
#simblr#ts4 edit#last cas post i swear#still working on her but i am excited to share once im done#she is not named yet#but she likes Attention#sorry to jump from nora blame this amazing challenge#ive never had one appeal to me before like this#hehehe so excited#peep the red tattoo and the red outfit#On Brand for aries#i tried#eden
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hai!! 11, 12, and 28 for the character ask game if youre still doin it!!! i love to hear about bluebelle any day :3
hi hello!!! I am still doing the ask game :)) thank you for sending something in and showing interest in Bluebelle 🥺 it means a lot lol
11. Bluebelle LOVES to dance. It would probably border on obsessive if not for Victoria, but it’s just genuinely her favorite thing to do in the world. Another habit or hobby she has is wandering around. This happened a lot before the music box fiasco, but she used to love exploring the city and poking around inside empty buildings.
12. Bluebelle doesn’t usually have a temper? She’s patient with her friends and other people, but not so much with herself, especially when it comes to dancing. She hates conflict a lot, so even if she has reached the end of her fuse, it would take a lot to get her to snap and say something.
28. When Bluebelle gets nervous she fidgets with her braids. Pulling at them, running them between her fingers, etc. if she’s really stressed about something she might chew on the ends of them, but only when she’s nervous to the point of tears.
A coping mechanism of hers is dancing, but this isn’t always the healthiest, because, as mentioned before, it can really quickly become obsessive for her. But if she has Victoria there to regular and help her calm down, (Vicci has that effect in general), she’ll be alright :)
#YOURE SO SWEET THANK YOU FOR SENDING THIS IN#why was it so cold this morning I’m freezing it’s summerrrr#bluebelle is just spinning around in my brain a lot and I don’t know what to do about it#curse me for connecting her with Bluebeard that’s never going away now#ANYhow uhh i have work in like an hour and a half and ive never done a morning shift before lol#I’m so tired 😭#this was nice to wake up to though :)#asks!!!!!!!#cats oc#jellicle oc#cats the musical
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