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Beast Princess my beloved
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NO MORE ASSOCIATING THINGS WITH FEMMES ONLY BECAUSE THEY ARE PINK!HYPERFEM FEMMES ARE GREAT AND I LOVE YOU CAMPY FEMMES WHO EMBODY PINK BUT ALSO JESUS CHRIST CAN YOU GUYS NOT GO MORE THAN ONE DAY W/O TRYING TO SHOEHORN FEMMES INTO BEING ONLY PINK UWU BABIES. I AM FEMME AS IN GRASS AS IN DIRT AS IN TREE BARK AS IN WEEDS SPROUTING THROUGH THE SIDEWALK CEMENT. FEMME AS IN GENDER NONCONFORMITY AS IN FUCK YOU MY FEMININITY IS WHAT *I* SAY IT IS. FEMME AS IN DEPTH AND DARKNESS AND WARMTH AND TERROR. FEMME AS IN CAVES. FEMME AS IN LIGHTNING. FEMME AS IN AN AMALGAMATION OF TRAITS THAT I HAVE DECIDED ARE FEMININE REGARDLESS OF WHAT SOCIETY SAYS. FUCK IS IT THAT HARD TO UNDERSTAND?!???
#personal#i am emotional yes#over the years ive had this blog I've made a few posts abt being femme#nd whether they're serious or jokey..... inevitably someone in the tags goes “ohhh yeah bc pink”#or in the case of what inspired this post: someone going “what about the pink ones” on my praying mantis post#and im just.#sick of it. im sick of femme being equated to pink and frilly girlie behaviors.#im sick of femme being equated to skirts and heels. to makeup. to skincare. to pristine nails exactly almond shaped.#im sick of ppl acting like All femmes aspire to this shit. im sick of femms being reduced to this shit.#and i love pink! i love pink! my phone theme is quite literally just black and pink all over.#im just. so tired of any expression of Femme identity being shoehorned into being a Specific type of femininity#especially as someone who DOES get dysphoric wearing skirts. wearing dresses. embodying the femme aesthetic yall are so set on making#if u guys wanna rb this i truly dont care#i just needed to scream#and this is one small thing#but the 2nd largest category of anon hate i have gotten since making this blog is str8 up homophobia from other “queer” folks#saying i cant be femme bc of how i present. calling me slurs (and using them as such) bc they cant understand femme as anything but that#my wife and i have our users in our personal discord server set as 2 different things of anon hate ive gotten#i have had OTHER FEMMES tell me i am not femme. femmes who Know im femme who still call me butch. femmes who ive corrected and been blocked#-by bc of it. the number 1 largest demographic of queerfolk who have me blocked rn is TME femmes who embody pink also#and i dont think its a coincidence at all. (and i know this bc i go to try and follow these ppl bc they get rbed on my dash & i cant)#and ik their blogs arent deleted bc some of them don't block my wife (tall. white. butch) and it cant be politics cause her and i rb#a lot of the same political shit (fuck. i think she rbs More than i do even. this is genuinely mainly a nsft blog)#and usually i don't say anything but im having a bad day so i get to be angry about this and if anyone fucking tries me i will block u#idc if we've been mutuals 4ever. im judt so tired of feeling like i am not Enough as a femme bc i dont embody this shit#im sick of this lameass lip service to he/him gnc femmes etc when the thin white 50s housewife femme is still what is preferred and loved#im sick of this lamesss lip service when y'all feel entitled to theorizing on other femmes genders bc u cant conceptualize a femme who does#wanna be hypetfeminine. im sick of it. im sick of it. im sick of it.#celebrity bun
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some sketches! cows n guys from my comic
layout/colors of these are v inspired by @/skunkes beautiful sketch pages :]
#my art#furry#anthro#fursona#oc#sfw#cows#pls follow skunkes if you dont already#i adore their style#and the way he draws al is so so so so so gender. love the way they do animal shapes and shapes in general SO much#sketch#doodle#the cows r mostly ''what if i gave my truesona the haircut i want'' and a first pass at redesigning munch#n the guys are tu and monty#tu's floating between genders if anyone remembers her old design. i think im gonna keep em an any pronouns kinda boygirl#and MONTY.... the cat.............. bastard. weird little shithead who i adore.#hes probably dissing your outfit in tht sketch#or hes made up some other reason to dislike you from the getgo
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trans headcanons of the winchesters are always extremely fun to play around with and i can see most of them. but one that always rings slightly false to me, despite a love for it due to self-identification and the fact it’s definitely interesting, is transmasculine dean. simply because if you’re going according to canon this would require him to have transitioned at some point prior to johns death, probably much prior, probably as a youngish kid. and i genuinely do not think that ever could’ve happened. he values johns approval too much and is too scared of demanding too much of him.
like even aside from whether john is Actually transphobic (i doubt he’s like Cartoonishly transphobic he probably would be annoyed by it slash not care much, interpret ‘not caring’ however you want) just the whole Thing of coming out where you’re like. “Hey dad im actually a human person who has an internal sense of self and such that doesn’t happen to be You 2.0 and am not the gender you thought i was and i feel emotions to such an extent that i actually like need to transition”…….
no fucking way dean would ever be able to do that to john while he’s still alive. please. teenage transmasculine dean would be like Well yeah sure i want to be a guy but that’s not an option for me whatsofuckingever. and crucially he’d be like that even if he knew entirely about trans people. now this is why transfemme dean works so well. because you just know it would take her at least thirty years to even consider it for a singular second.
on the other hand transmasc sam works so well because you can picture teenage transmasculine sam realising he’s a boy and promptly making it part of the whole entirely justified and very cool and fun teen angst rebellion FUCK YOU DAD thing. he could let spite carry him to the point of coming out. dean? he is burying that shit deep.
#Idk there’s still stuff to play with i find really interesting#at the end of the day it’s like. canonly dean buries everything about himself and just takes on the shape of his dad dads music dads car#dads jacket dads anger etc-#dean is expected to be a certain way. and he becomes very good at that certain way#he’s playing the role his father decided for him long after his fathers dead#i think a theoretically transmasc dean while still just as determined to prove himself and like. into hunting and probably vaguely the#machismo of it all too like canon dean. i think he would still very much as a teenager play into the whole eldest daughter mary 2.0 (more#than in canon he’s already mary 2.0 but he’s also meant to be john 2.0)#like transmasc dean would bury it and keep performing badass Tough Chick femininity#obviously after transitioning he’d be just like canon dean but he’d have to get to the point of transitioning first Which would take foreve#dean conforms to the role john expects he does what he thinks is needed of him#hence why it’s so hard to imagine a younger him transitioning. transition is a deviation from that tightly plotted role#Hence why in canon maybe transitioning would save her because it would inherently mean she’s gotten over some shit!#ANYWAY. gender in spn is so interesting#dean winchester#trans dean winchester#I still love transmasc headcanons though ofc#spn#oliver talks
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Finally made a Parapluesch OC, introducing Mama Oz ♥ (Patreon)
#Doodles#Parapluesch#Do I need to tag all of them? I don't want to so I won't lol#I can tag my original I guess :P#Mama Oz#She's based on this absolutely ridiculous and darling object I found at the same place I got my new-to-me video games haha#So apparently in the 60s this specific type of - magazine rack? in the shape of a kangaroo?? was made??#Ridiculous. So ostentatious. I fell in love immediately and had to make her into a Parapluesch#Like as soon as I laid eyes on her standing there I was like ''Oh you're from Die Anstalt'' - Instantly started filling in her backstory#Mama Oz's deal is your classic Stages of Grief - in her case from losing a child#Since she's a plush she never had an actual baby but she lost Her Child if you get me - she stopped being played with#And so she projects that grief onto others and adopts them in an attempt to get Her Child back#Except if this new relationship isn't within that framework then she rejects it and goes to the next one#She doesn't really realize that she's inconveniencing them by trying to adopt them and limiting herself from forming lasting connections#Not allowing change or growth - stagnating and trying to reclaim something lost#One of my favourite parts of Die Anstalt is that each of them is shown to have flaws#They still need and are deserving of help! But their uglier symptoms aren't shied away from#Dolly and Lilo use self-harm as a coping mechanism#Sly is shown to seek out the high at times and be short and destructive#Dub takes pride in his overwork#Kroko is surly and prickly#Don't even get me started on Dr. Wood lol#So it's fun to imagine what Mama Oz would be doing to - even by accident! - harm herself or others#The whole point of helping them is for them to become their best most comfortable selves :D#I also think what's especially funny is that I've been Meaning to make a Parapluesch OC for /years/ now#I always planned for it to be a Gender Dysphoria diagnosis since that's in the DSM and I had a design and route planned and everything#No. Kangaroo magazine rack. Okay#Lol
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I NEED YOUR OPINION ON SOMETHING REAL QUICK. Should fem Rory have long or short hair
thinks about this for a minute. she has long hair for all of s5 until she dies, and when she’s brought back, she’s also brought back as a man, picturebook perfect to be a roman soldier, and accordingly, her hair is shorter than it’s maybe ever been in her life. (amy also still recognizes her. of course she does.) anyway, she still chooses to stay in this body, alien as it is to her but no more than the plastic, really, and does so for 2000 years. her hair doesn’t grow. when people tell stories about the lone centurion, they’ll call her a man, they’ll say him, but it’s just Rory, protecting Amy, like she always has.
it’s after the big bang and the wedding and running away with the doctor (again) that rory starts to feel. uncomfortable. can’t put her finger on it, but then again, there’s always that looming dissonance of having lived two lives, one a plastic toy soldier and one a regular woman growing up. and. oh, you know what? her hair’s long again. and she’s looking at that, thinking about that, obsessing about that, because the whole of it—all two thousand years adjusting and bargaining and living in a body that wasn’t hers, suddenly being shoved back into the one she died in, like moving back into an old apartment full of cobwebs and dust and knowing where all the furniture used to go but wondering if you really want to drag it back into place—is too big to look at.
so a little bit into s6, she gets Amy to cut her hair. shorter than it’s ever been in one life, quite close to how it always was in another. amy’s very careful with the scissors. there’s a weight to losing her hair. maybe freeing later, but halfway through, she doesn’t freeze up because she’s a million miles and years from home and god, what if she goes back and her own family doesn’t recognize her- Like they couldn’t, like she doesn’t still have her own face and voice, but maybe she tried to approach them once, knowing it was a bad idea, and they looked at the lone centurion like a stranger.
amy calms her down again. all the long locks are cut, so it’s just about evening it out now. the gentle buzz of amy shaving up the back of her neck. the tiny rumble against her skin and the instinct to relax under amy’s hands as she trusts her to do this. and it is gonna end up a little messy and uneven. but i think rory likes it. or at least, that it’s familiar and it’s hers. and i think she keeps it like that the rest of her life. especially when they get sent back in time and there’s no way a pair of lesbians are gonna have it easy back a hundred years. but a husband and wife and their kid? well, that’s a different story, and rory is good at playing a role to keep amy safe.
does that answer your question?
#note: fascinating side tangent here deleted about how rory’s not Actually a roman soldier but. you know. plastic. a toy’s image.#so her having short hair is anachronistic to actual romans at the start of her 2000 year stint (though shorter hairstyles will come into#fashion in another hundred years) but its Not an innaccuracy on my part. she is an idea of a roman soldier shaped by a child’s book.#you understand?#anyway. error. instructions unclear. i dropped gender into your rory soup.#ask#rory williams
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fellas! I'm a little over halfway through the spooky Mukami short story (˵ •̀ ᴗ •́ ˵ ) ✧ I'll continue tomorrow but I think I'll post it this weekend! it's such a fun one aaaaaaaaaa
#the halloween-y vibes are impeccable#ugh and i've only just gotten to the ruki part and it's great. he's kind of playing with yui to scare her#ruki can fucking scare me shitless for all i care. just fuck me up#and i would still throw myself at him like an em-shaped moth would fling itself at the nearest sexy bloodthirsty light bulb#also idk why i've been using fellas so much haha it feels so cute and i mean it in the most gender neutral way
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in line to the bathroom just to cry!!
#random thoughts#gender dysphoria.#felt it especially this morning when some lady from this organization that worked with our school called me christine.#CHRISTINE.#do i honestly look like a christine??#(not her fault but still.)#but she kept fucking misgendering me. i bet it was the shirt i was wearing.#normally i wear more layers so as to make my body less. shaped.#BUT I RAN OUT OF NICE ONES AND SO I HAD TO WEAR ANOTHER.#it used to be my favorite shirt but now it is not. i hate it.#either it is too small for me or i am too large for it. and either way i want to fucking stab myself because of it#augh. wanted to cry earlier. but didn't.#still sort of do when i think about it. i get misgendered often but. augh.#and the comment my mother made a while ago. about. how can i be a boy if all my friends are girls?#WELL SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU HAVE NOT MET HALF THE BOYS IN MY SCHOOL. FUCKING IDIOT DUMBASS. HAVE YOU NO COMMON SENSE#TO KNOW THAT TIMES ARE CHANGING AND WE ARE NOT STUCK IN YOUR WARPED PERCEPTION OF GENDER NORMS?? HELLO??#i hate my body so much unironically. if i could fix it somehow.#i have been trying to fix it so hard for so long but it hasn't fucking worked and it's gone in the OPPOSITE WAY. and i am RUINING MY BODY.#AND I FUCKING HATE IT.#sometimes it feels as if nothing is good. i want to shave my head again and be perpertually ugly.#i need new hair.#i need to fix everything.#please.#i have no motivation to do it but i need to do it.#i know i'm a boy. i just want to be a boy for everyone else.
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also like i partially found out i might be intersex because i was looking at trans stuff and there was like "(however many) months on t and finally seeing some bottom growth" and like pictures of t-dicks and i was like.... um.... that's kind of just what my clit looks like anyways. so i was like "hey google give me a quick rundown on this" and learned what clitoromegaly was and then i was like. hm. intersex resources. and it's like a sign? symptom? side-effect? of certain intersex conditions
#i mean like pcos runs in the mums side of my family but i dont have all the symptoms of that#i do also have like. more hair?? than the average afab person#like dark hair on my stomach and chest and back#and my face. whats disappointing about the face hair is that it isnt enough to be able to grow a beard#so i cant even fuck with gender that way#tagging as nsft just because of like genital mention#genital mention#nsft#shoutout to transmascs on t who show their t-dicks on the internet it was really helpful#also i dont know how to describe it but like. my natural face shape is kind of masculine??#like it would be plausible for a cis amab perisex man to have my face without looking feminine#if you get what im saying??#if it sounds like im reinforcing sex or gender essentialism please say i am struggling to find words#unshoutout to the boys in primary school who made fun of me for having hair under my arms and starting a whole decade of insecurity-#-about having hair on my body lmao#for the record i dont think certain face shapes are indicative of gender and all im just going by like. patterns?? in afab vs. amab faces#also not that i think afab vs. amab is the entire categorisation of human sex characteristics but um. working with what vocab i have here#i think what also really kicked it off. was relating to a fair few experiences intersex people have socially#particularly intersex ppl who were afab and faced a lot of pressure to make their bodies conform to feminine beauty standards#and it was like.... oh lol.... my mum did that to me!!#it comes from her own internalised shit bc she has pcos (idk if she identifies as intersex even tho she could if she wanted) but still.#dont project that onto a 10 yr old lmao. she keeps buying me hair removal products#ALSO floored by an experience i have. in which apparently half my friends dont feel pressure to shave their legs#because the hair on their legs is like. light and thin and barely visible and i was like?? huh??#what do you MEAN your legs don't look like your brothers/fathers if you dont shave??#im starting to think they dont shave their arms. their arms might just naturally not have a load of hair#i dont shave my arms though. cannot be bothered with that and also like. why would i do that#also you know that like. happy trail i think its called?? on “men's” stomachs??#yeah i have that naturally yeah thats right im naturally sexy#if you cant tell i am putting “girls” “mens” “boys” “womens” etc. in quotes to indicate that is just the normal society way of saying it
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Can we please tag x female reader smut appropriately. Please.
#mori speaks#im begging#for all my transmen out there who struggle with gendered body terms#who see all the 'shapely fem reader gets her hips blown out' when looking for their fave character#and get triggered immensely despite trying so hard to accept it but cant fucking do it#i block every tag i can think of and still see everything im trying to run from#no one needs to change anything#just add a little tag#one (1) tag#its like tiktokers avoiding tags.#like the 'self care' thing going on there.#instead of using the real word for it. masturbating.#also to fellow humans who cant stand a gendered body! who just want to be#but also people who have gone through something really traumatic and cant read anything remotely close to sex between#two people.#its hard! its hard shit to go through.#and to be reminded of it because someone didnt use the tag you blocked- fucks your entire week.
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Thank you so much for the ask and for playing along with this ask meme! (I am a million kinds of sorry for how long my response has taken). This one is from a Mermaid!Jon, Marine Biologist!Sansa AU that I haven't published yet!
“Is she going to be alright?” the fire was large- larger than any Jon had ever seen- he could feel the heat on his scales even from this distance. “I think so.” Rhaenys murmured, pressing her wrist to the girl’s forehead. “She’s a tough one- I can tell.” he eyes softened as they fell on Jon. “Who is she?” He stared at her sleeping face, ignoring the way his tail had begun to dry and feel uncomfortably tight as he put off going back into the grotto's pool. “A scientist, I think.” he told his sister. “She arrived a few moons ago with a group of others- they wear the equipment that lets them breathe in the water.” “SCUBA gear.” Rhae nodded. Her lips curled up into a secretive smile. “What’s her name?” “I-“ Jon blinked. “I don’t know.” he admitted, embarrassed. “We’ll have to ask her when she wakes up.” Rhae murmured, stroking back the girl’s hair. Jon took her hand where it had fallen from the blanket, holding it in his own. “You can still go back, you know.” He didn’t respond. her skin was getting warmer as he held onto her hand. It was soft- smooth in a different way than his own scales. “Can I?” he finally asked, looking up at his sister. “You can.” She promised him, gently, walking over to press a kiss to his forehead. “I’ll tell father that I was the one who rescued her, and if she saw one of us, I’ll tell him it was me. You won’t be blamed.” “But-“ Jon shook his head. “But what?” his sister asked, perching next to the girl. “But then I won’t get to learn her name.” he said, rather pathetically.
for every “🌹” received in my inbox i’ll post one random sentence of a random WIP i’m currently writing
#ask answers#ask memes#my writing#jonsa#i'm actually very fond of what I have for this AU so far#it's very sweet and silly and fun#Rhae's been cast out of the pod she lived in as a mermaid for being too interested in the human world and lives as a human now#mermaids can change shape to walk on land and breathe air with practice in this AU#Jon's the only one who still visits his sister but secretly#he rescues a scuba diving sansa from a sudden storm bc he's been watching her for weeks#sort of gender-reversed little mermaid in which jon is ariel#like i said- VERY silly#rhae teaches him how to take a human form so she can introduce them and our boy doesn't know how anything in the human world works
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I drew fem-presenting Crowley. This is all. Thank you for your time.
#SHE IS SO FUCKING PRETTY AND MY ART CANNOT DO HIM JUSTICE#fully of the belief that Crowley messes with his gender presentation in order to confuse humans because it's funny#also i gave her little star shaped earrings and necklace#<3
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thinking about padme and gender (and costumes) again
#highly structured feminine appearance of her time as queen / senator v the way she (the narrative ?) constructs her as a feminine figure in#her romance with anakin#but this time it’s softer and contrast with her costumes as senator / queen#her whole life she’s shaped into molds so in her romance with anakin is she echoing this ?? (or is it just poor writing?)#idk this does not make much sense but i have so many thoughts about her#something something the way everything (including gender) is constructed for and around padme#also i love costumes
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The other day i had a dream that i am remembering just now as i am trying to fall asleep and i am already turning it into something that could be a novella of sorts and it even has a plot.
The dream was set somewhere in the Old West and Main Guy was a gunslinger/bounty hunter who was also no perfectly law abiding man and he caught and beat up two targets to haul them to the next sherriff's office but there was also a Main Gal who was on his tracks for unknown reasons and - the dream's details are foggy here - she semi-partnered up with him to safely drag the other two guys to where they would be paid and in the time it took them to get to the destination he saved her life so ultimately when she had cashed *him* in, she did a Blondie-and-Tuco-style "rescue" by sniping the rope he was about to be hanged with and then they rode off into the sunset (after splitting the money 50/50, which is Not very Blondie-And-Tuco style)
So now as my falling-asleep entertainment, I have borrowed from all my beloved tropes and spaghetti Western movies (and the Jeff Bridges version of True Grit because Fuck John Wayne)
Main Girl is now the daughter of some shady asshole who abandoned her family and thus to a life of poverty but himself got rich by murder and theft somewhere in the gold mines of either California or Alaska (i still need to decide). And Main Girl, now that her brothers have moved on and her ma has died of grief and poverty-induced-illness (tuberculosis maybe. Or any other infection, gonna be vague on the details), MGirl has found out about a hefty bounty on daddy dear's head. She gets on her way to find him and cash him in (and get her sweet sweet revenge) but knows she can't do it alone so she teams up True-Grit style with The Guy, who is still a bounty hunter in this scenario, bringing the useful fact that she knows how daddy must look. It's been 10 - 15 years, but she also knows his voice, so useful to have aye?
They set out to track across the continent up north/to the west, start to bond, and become one helluva team with their complementing skills.
Needless to say, I already have a few drawings in mind because I *exactly* know what they look like :D
#mutantenfisch dreams#the setting in my dream and thus the novella is purely for the aesthetic#but then again sergio leone's movies are an integral part of my teenage years and what shaped#my taste in character archetypes and tropes#also this is gonna be so self-indulgent 😤#main girl's gonna explore her gender and carve a path out for her own#main guy is gonna overcome his alcohol addiction and learn to express his emotions#these two are gonna be the family for each other that was denied to them/they denied themselves#also they're very gay for each other in ways that can't be put into boxes with labels kn them😇
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good GOD im gay
#cecelia.post.#hung out w my crush for EIGHT HOURS today#and shes so pretty oh my god and like 3 separate times she lifted her hair up like into a ponytail shape? and i loveee when girls do that#AND she dyed her hair so she was showing me where her skin got stained so she literally lifted her hair and told me to look at her neck???#n sorry im a neck fiend so my heart stawped#and like i brought up my gender issues and she asked questions and gave me advice in such a respectful and comforting way??#and shes so funny like she'll commit to a bit and she'll laugh at me but not in a mean way in a fun way#i do not at all have the guts to ask her to like. kiss me or whatever lmao but honestly i just like hanging out w her and talking
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hate when a character has a cool hairstyle that would be either impossible to have or require a lot of maintenance. i want to steal emma tpn's hair
#skye's ramblings#her hair is just so shape i want it. this does include the gravity defying antenna btw. of course#tbh if you were to like. combine ray and emma's post-canon designs thatd be my ideal gender presentation#i want to be a masculine girl and a feminine guy at once. you understand <3
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