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I never stopped wondering why natori thought that gifting a happily-married woman a bouquet of roses in exchange of borrowing her adopted son for a weekend trip was the correct course of action 😭
#he's probably just rizz-maxxing in an attempt to swoon touko and get her to say yes without interrogating who he is and how he knew her son#but rewatching this episode still has me ?!?!? because YOU COULD'VE BEEN WHACKED BY HER HUSBAND IF HE WASN'T SUCH A KIND MAN PLEASEEEE 😭#i think natori understands societal norms very well (in both regular humans and exorcists' community). he can't survive this far without it#but this whole scene is likely because he doesn't have any friends. so he doesn't know how to interact with a friend's family haha 💔#like nooo natori... just bring your body + introduce yourself and your intentions politely... the fujiwaras would gladly let you borrow him#on surface-level he probably does it because of the rizz-maxxing attempt. but if you look a little deeper into it... (collapses) 🥲💔#natori shuuichi#natsume takashi#fujiwara touko#natsume yuujinchou#natsume's book of friends#natsuyuu#this is nawttt to be taken as a ship post btw 💀💀💀
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i like to think Kyrie is the type of person everybody assumes is really sweet and innocent so they want to keep her away from all the gorey and fucked up parts of devil-hunting - nero especially - when in reality all she wants is for them to stop coddling her and let her join in on the fun dammit!!
#shes probably seen worse than a bit of blood just saying#i mean she saw the people she loved and trusted turn into demons#notably Credo and Sanctus#and she's probably seen some shit during the rebuilding of fortuna too#bodies and tragedy and such things like that#and also she was treated as this pure saint in the Order#id like to think she doesnt want to be seen that way anymore since their collapse#let Kyrie get her hands dirty please im begging you#devil may cry#dmc#kyrie devil may cry
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Do you have any plan to make some kind of bonus chapter or oneshot about marcille's perspective in little creature? It's not like I'm asking you for it ofc!! it's just that i think it'll be interesting to read, and especially since you had those tags about marcille after her fight/outburst with falin and how you couldn't add it to the fic because the fic is from falin's perspective
Probably not about anything that happens during a little creature, but maybe something before or after? Sometimes I do like to do "the other character thinking back to events while doing stuff in a sequel" oneshot type thing, but we'll see how it shakes out!
#asks#a little creature#i will say#Marcille was firmly in denial and just Not Thinking About Her Feelings#the dinner scene was the first crack in her self delusion but it was still there#then the last chapter was it finally shattering as she saw Falin kissing someone else and experienced Elf Shrimp Emotions#just insane intensity furor and jealousy#she was about to fucking blow up#and then the confrontation happens and shes literally in shambles#cant think everything hurts#just barely scraping enough braincells to thank kiki inbetween enormous hiccups and sobs that shake her entire body#sees laios. slaps him. collapses into his arms sobbing and apologizing again#he cant actually understand what shes saying through the blubbering but hes doing his best to comfort her#to be perfectly honest im not 100% she even has the space to process 'i have feelings for falin' in full clarity#the 'why did seeing her kissing someone else make me feel like i wanted to die or kill someone' doesnt like... click#not until she gets over the mess of 'how could she say that to me didnt i do enough'#'didnt i love her enough does she care so little for me that she cant even bother to think about how i feel'#'does she care so little for me that she doesnt know that i would die for her i HAVE died for her and killed for her'#'how could she not know that she was nothing less than my whole reason for living for so long'#... i guess thats what shes blubbering at laios but it just comes out as like#'howcouldnbwhebwsbebwbendoesbdhemotbbwkowbblblbllvlbl'#snotting into laios's shirt#its ok. she'll be ok. like laios has to carry her back to her room because she latched on and didn't let go until she literally like#cried herself to exhaustion and passed out.#but she'll be okay. after maybe another day of moping she finally has her White Woman Moment of looking at herself in the mirror#and admitting that she's in love with falin and has been for a while
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Not me listening to this and always imagining how when Karlach ( @infernaliscor ) chooses death, the scenario in my head is that she shoved Minthara away from her so she wouldn't burn up with her. Then Minthara crying outright as she crawls back over to her and pushes her hands into her ashes and collapses onto her knees. Staring down at what's left of her love, her darling love, and just cries before she barely has enough lucidity to gather as much of her ashes as she can into a leather pouch. Where she then has two swords made from them, two swords that she carries on her back as she goes into Avernus herself, just as she promised Karlach, and enters the blood wars to make Zariel pay for ever laying eyes on her. With Karlach protecting her back just as she did in life ... swords she will plunge into the Arch devil herself, still killed by Karlach even in death.
#[ 🕷️ ] —— musings#[ worse if she kills zariel ]#[ no matter how many years it takes ]#[ her daughter grows up- the home as she knows fades away fully etc ]#[ worse if as she sits on or near zariel's dead body she collapses on her knees again and turns her head back and screams ]#[ roars and then eventually it fades and she just cries because it did not kill her ]#[ worse if she feels purposeless because grief can kill elves remember that and she stands at the edge of a void or doom and stares#right into the pits and wishes to badly to find her love in oblivion and then she sucks in a breath of air ]#[ with Clive tied to her belt- with the heat of the swords made from Kar.lach's ashes ]#[ existing like k.arlach's hand on her shoulders and she remembers how she wanted life ]#[ remembers that she wouldn't want her to do this to herself and would want her live- and live FULLY and instead of looking into death#she turns away and leaves.. leaves the area.. leaves avernus. ]#[ and then as soon as her feet touch grass- she finally sees the world as k.arlach saw it when she first landed onto the coast ]#[ the world- after spending so many years in the Hells seeking vengeance- was suddenly brighter. ]#[ she could smell things.. feel the softness of the grass and the cool of the air and just..#sits by the river stretching her feet out and taking her shoes off to let it sit in the river ]#[ just as karla.ch was found when you first meet her - can eat and enjoy real food and water and drink. ]#[ understanding it now as she did all those years ago.. ]#[ purposeless now.. not knowing what to do now.. she returns to Bald.urs Gate. ]#[ and gets a house on the edge of the city .. just like k.arlach would have wanted and dreamed about. ]#[ welcome to my head everyone ]
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this show where diving aircraft is yuri kiss powed and everybody is born a girl and has to choose their gender once turned seventeen at times postponing it to remain as neither a man or a woman; essentially rejecting adulthood and remaining as a religious pilot to defend your homeland. to become a man is to change your body and grow up and give up your life, to become a woman is to remain lesser in society yet divine. You only have one chance to choose what you wish to be physically and in society. its irreversible. you're doing it to save the society. you're doing it for the holy. shit.
#ive just started this series and like damn#whats going on lol#no but one person entered the spring that makes you choose your gender and turned into a man#after being unable to decide it was left to the divines#and them crying and collapsing after stating that their body was going to change and that they could never go back into the line of service#with their partner in flying#like damn...#i dont know why it can only be teenagers who can fly the plane but the series is taking an interesting stance as the main character#is recently an adult and technically should have chosen her gender already#this was made in i guess the 2000s?#idk#theres stuff to critic on this show but eh its been alright so far and i find it outlook on gender really interesting#not necesarily correct but interesting#but the way that people are encouraged to choose their gender to fit with the societies needs rather than#for themselves in the show i think reflects japanese stances on gender#though i couldnt say this is jsut what ive picked up#but yeah#i have no idea whats going on in this show
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Tonight on Margin Watches The Bad Batch:
Margin and her siblings spend the entirety of S2E2 in shock and awe and yelling at the television because Tech, apparently, has superhuman levels of pain tolerance
#TECH. MY GUY. YOU HAVE A F R A C T U R E D F E M U R#THAT IS THE MOST PAINFUL BONE IN YOUR BODY TO BREAK#NOT ONLY IS YOUR REACTION- TO BREAKING THE MOST. PAINFUL. BONE. IN. YOUR. BODY. TO. BREAK.- PRACTICALLY#N O N C H A L A N C E#YOU ALSO SOMEHOW MANAGE TO GO THE ENTIRE EPISODE. SITTING. STANDING! WALKING!! R U N N I N G!!!!!#ON YOUR FEMUR WHICH IS BROKEN (IN MULTIPLE PLACES!!!!)#AND THE MOST PAIN YOU APPEAR TO BE IN. IS LABORED BREATHING AND COLLAPSING ONE TIME#TECH YOU ARE ACTUALLY I N S A N E. WHO IS THIS MAN. WHO. WHOMST#MY DAD HAS WITNESSED SOMEONE BREAK HER FEMUR.#HE SAID THE SECOND WORST SOUND HE'S EVER HEARD IS THE SOUND OF THE BONE BREAKING.#AND THE WORST SOUND HE'S EVER HEARD WAS THE GIRL'S S C R E A M AFTER IT HAPPENED#AND TECH IS JUST LIKE “I appear to have a fractured femur” AND THEN HE QUITE LITERALLY WALKS IT OFF#WHO IS HE. WHERE DID HE COME FROM. FROM WHENCE DID HE GET THIS PAIN TOLERANCE#I NEED TO KNOW *bangs head on table repeatedly*#star wars#margin watches tbb#TECHnically
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"but you do so well, you're so put-together :) you don't need help!" and then i show them i need help, i let the mask slip, i act "crazy", i admit how tired i am and how hard everything is, etc and then suddenly they are angry and disgusted and not giving me help still. why am i not allowed to have bad days ever. why am i required to do everything for myself. i am not built for independence, why do they keep insisting on it for me!
#same energy as my mother telling me i dont have chronic fatigue bc i didn't complain that i was tired on vacation#i just stared at her. like. the reason i didn't complain is bc the one time i tried to ask for a sit-down then everyone flipped out at me!#so i shut the fuck up and just kept pushing through and was genuinely nearly bedridden for an entire week after we got home!#if u cut off signals from ur body u can go through A Lot :)))) i probably could've kept going til i literally collapsed lmfao#''the squeaky wheel gets the grease!'' except it doesn't. it just gets punished.#pippen needs 2nd breakfast
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Everyone out here giving Hollow cute moth partners, or pretty mantises or bees or whatnot.
Fuck that, where's the AU where Hollow falls in love with a massive feral Wyrm?
#*Long Sigh* I guess I'll have to Do It Myself then#Hollow Knight#Yall are sleeping on this and it's criminal#It's such a funny idea#Tiny quiet and kind Hollow seeing a massive Wyrm just fucking up another Higher Being and going like-#''Oh no she's hot.''#and then like ''whAT DID I JUST THINK?!''#And she's just like...''wtf is this tiny little toothpick doing staring at me? you ain't food gtfo''#Hollow's got the Wyrm Genes that make him think Wyrms are Sexy and he's CONFUSED#But he tries to court her anyway because he's caught the Stupid For Her sickness#And she's annoyed for soooo looong because he won't leave her alone and his attempts at courting her are pathetically laughable.#Until one day she realizes -- ''Oh fUCK I'M IN LOVE WITH THIS IDIOT''#Obligatory 'antagonist tries to hurt/kill Hollow and Wyrm Lady goes absolutely BERSERK on their ass.' idea#But destroying them kills her and Hollow has to watch her die bc Rule of Angst#(He can't heal her. He lost the ability to Focus from containing the Radiance.)#(But he remembers what the King did and tries to desperately get her to do that too. It doesn't seem like it works...)#(But he refuses to leave her body bc he can't bear to loose her so he's there when she violently claws her way out the side of it)#(She collapses-bloody and exhausted-into his arms and greets him with the derisive nickname for him that's turned into an affectionate one)#(And he laughs while weeping tears of void. he laughs in relief and gratitude and love)
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Sidenote I was never her biggest fan but whenever I see someone talk abt dahlia hawthorne as if she's some evil seductress who breaks hearts for fun I feel the intense urge to hit them with hammers. Fucker can you read????
#waves my hand at The Fawles Business!!!!! hello???????????#pretty much every mention of fawles i see is (rightfully) condemning him#but often ppl dont connect that to dahlia as like. a character. theyre just like ew a creep good thing hes not relevant#happy and well 14yo girls dont frame their adult tutor who theyre 'in a relationship with' and send them to death row#and they certainly dont jump into a river KNOWN for tearing bodies to pieces in hopes of running away from home!!!#all the murders she attempts are motivated by a fear of her past being revealed!#valerie was going to tell fawles about her betrayal which would have set him out looking for revenge against her#fawles died to a suicide pact he initiated with her (again when she was FOURTEEN) rest in shit fucknuts#she poisoned diego because he was asking too many questions#and she accidentally killed doug while aiming for phoenix because he kept showing people evidence that indicted her#is she spiteful? YES! but not in a maneater way!#she HATES mia (and the rest of the feys by extension) for FINALLY CATCHING HER!#and THAT is what drives her participation in the hazakura plot!#like im not an apologist or whatevs. shes treats iris horrifically and she is very cruel when shes cornered#but the idea that shes some sort of praying mantis type is wildly inaccurate#the presence of romance only starts when shes groomed by a grown fucking man who makes a suicide pact with her#(and like u could say she was manipulating him or covering her bases and wouldnt have done it herself but THAT IS STILL CONCERNING!!)#and she lives a normal fucking life UNTIL valerie intervenes and makes her scared that that life is going to collapse!#anyway all this to say dahlia hawthorne get behind me
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anyway. also im trapping even inside the tardis until the doctor gets back. which is very fun for them, as you can imagine, as someone with Being Trapped In A Space Ship trauma compounded by this spaceship being a living eldritch horror that is badly damaged and needs to fix itself and might accidentally eat them while they’re stuck inside her!
#they may or may not also be dying but that’s like a secondary concern at the moment.#theyre just dying a little bit its fine. i mean they used up all the regen that got poured into them killing cybermen + Not Aging The Past#Few Decades and now they have nothing preventing their body from collapsing in on itself#but like. it’s fine. so long as they fix the tardis right :) as long as one of them is okay for when the doctor gets back#akdgjkskfj 13’s gonna walk into her tardis with stars in her eyes like 🥺🥺 and then immediately get knocked out of that because even is#laying on the floor almost a corpse. very funny way for them to meet her companions too.#they have Not talked about what went diwn on the colony ship btw because the doctor was busy dying/teaching himself the meaning of christmas#or some shit and even was. mostly in shock that theyre alive i think. they did not go into that expecting to live. and yet.#dw oc
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i think most art that tries to critique christianity, and specifically american charismatic christianity, is shallow and honestly corny unless it comes from someone who has experience w that institution
#and by experience i mean either grew up in it or has done a lot of research#i'm listening to saved! by reverend kristin michael hayter (lingua ignota's new project) and parts made me very nauseous in a good way#like for the most part she's just playing it straight and that's more effective than any over the top parody could ever be#like being raised to believe that you are constantly at war w yourself and your mind and your body and you cannot trust yourself#bc you're inheritantly sinful and these authority figures (both the church leadership and god) are the only ones who can properly guide you#and all of the ppl you love but aren't christian are going to hell and it's your job to either convert them or leave them behind#bc they'll just tempt you to abandon your own road to salvation so you should only form relationships w other christians#is already terrifying on it's own w no more random bits hooked on to it and her voice is so haunting and the production is so off putting#like she sounds so desperate in parts of this album like she NEEDS what she's saying to be true and she's gonna force it to be real#anyway parts of this album brought me back to being a child and seeing ppl collapse screaming sobbing and speaking in tongues around me#and i forgot how much that scared me#my posts#.txt
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WHAT SHATTERS YOU?
exhaustion.
you have tried to be Atlas for far too long. your legs tremble and shoulders creak beneath the weight of the world you carry. every step forward is a battle, yet you soldier on... for what? when will you learn that you are allowed to lower your heavy burdens?
#❪ she's a lady and ladies shouldn't be messed with ❫ / headcanons.#dash games.#❪ rage and tenderness existing simultaneously in the same body ❫ / about.#YEAH!#kimiko is so tired she just acts like she's not and that she's TOTALLY FINE and not going to collapse from being a hero from being strong#from being HER
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Got so caught up on the joy of having my mom back that I forgot that means my dad is back too 😑😑
#literally im EXHAUSTED mind and body#and he comes back with his fucking learned helplessness#acting like he doesn't know where anything is or how to make shit#he genuinely has gotten so fucking bad about this now he acts like we have to do shit for him#when he's 100% capable#and he keeps trying to keep the responsibility of my sister on me#like i didnt just spend 2 whole weeks caring for her solo which wad like 90%#her being a giant asshole to me...#the only reason me and my mom havent collapsed all these years is cause we've cared for her TOGETHER#with very VERY little of his help outside the financial
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i saw a post abpout the trauma olympics of the charas in supermassive games, and how fans compare the charas traumas to dictate who had it worse but i feel like for until dawn we just all need to agree jess had it the worst
#txt#like right? that feels so obvious to me#idk i just think about how shes the only one walking away disfigured and had genuine real violent interactions with the wendigos all alone#and then was left in a mineshaft to die which COLLAPSED ON HER#and then was forced to run around NAKED IN THE COLD the entire rest of the game with open wounds and gashes all over her body#like jess got FUCKED up
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okay listen. mairuma fandom. come talk to me about a certain jazz m. andro.
i'm hyperfixating hard and i need someone to scream with me
#general.xx#zenith.xx#WHY IS HE SO?#AND WHY DO I KEEP GETTING ATTACHED TO MINOR CHARACTERS??#mairimashita! iruma kun#iruma kun#no because he laughed in season 3 episode 5 and my entire body did this flip flop collapse#AND THE THEME PARK ARC???#i spent the entire series simping for azz until that point#also can i please give clara a hug#i want her to sing me to sleep so bad#all of my anxiety would just ✨float away✨
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really fucks me up how much i've been told that visibly showing symptoms of depression is inherently abusive
#cw abuse#cw suicide#cw self harm#currently we don't struggle with depression as much as we did in the past#we're at a point now where it wouldn't be a danger to us really at all#but i remember how much in high school i would refuse to tell people how i felt and what i wanted to do#because i was legitimately told repeatedly that telling someone else that you wanted to commit suicide was abusive#or that harming yourself was inherently abusive to those around you#not just in terms of things like 'if you don't do X i will harm myself' which can definitely be abuse#but just. overall. in general. for any reason.#which didn't make me want to STOP hurting myself. it did the fucking opposite#it made me isolate myself just to do that which in turn only fucked me up more#and it made me feel like i *should* get rid of myself because then that'd guarantee i wouldn't hurt people more#and even now i still feel like. crippling guilt over the fact that i ever even did those things in the first place#not to mention other headmates that don't hold body memories but still having similar exomemories also being fucked up by guilt#when literally we were not in full control of our thoughts or actions we were fucking mentally ill#our circumstances were horrible and people were hurting us simply because we expressed the fact that we were hurt in the first place#we were literally treated like telling someone 'hey i think i might harm myself can you help me to not do that' was abuse#and of course the shitty ex that i was with at the time decided to make it worse in her own fun ways too#so like everyone i asked for help just made it worse so i never ended up getting help until my mental health fully and absolutely collapsed#simply because. i was told. that my own mental illness hurt other people more than me#because their annoyance at me being sad was a higher priority than. you know. such overwhelming despair that i didnt want to live.
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