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WELCOME BACK TONY AND ZIVA❤️
#no way no way no way#help this is so surreal#this is still a fever dream#oh my good#producing screeching sounds#they look so good#ncis#tiva#ziva david#tony dinozzo#cote de pablo#michael weatherly#tivali#ncis: tony and ziva#my heart
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based on a dream i had some nights ago
it was a pretty fun experience this was me after
#my art#digital art#comic art#it was fun i had a good time#also auRHGH this was a longun to make#i cant do the dream justice it was really surreal#maybe this advice can help someone out too#we dont gotta rush life dont gotta know who we are right away#i think the question of who am i is somethin thatll never have a single unchanging answer#cuz we're creatures that always change#so#yeah#ok goodnight kissie smoochie for your head thank u for lookin at my art
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By being unable to blend with my preferred mediums of textas and digital art, I have created a cool blocky colouring style:
I call it “I can’t blend for shit��
#So it all worked out in the end ig#And the slightly surreal effect helps deal with my perfectionism#Art#artists on tumblr#fanart#thomas’ art
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THEY'RE UP!
after the longest wait, my Captain Laserhawk: Rayman, Ramon, and Bullfrog charms finally arrived! I have plenty in stock for the holidays, so feel free to grab a few for yourself and for your friends! All art is made by me and printed by my buddies over at Jinlei! I truly do owe it all to them for making this possible!
You can find them HERE!
..and, for discovering this listing through tumblr, you can use the code TUMBLR10 for 10% off your order if you purchase! Thank you to anyone who decides to order, reblog, or even just a like, anything is a great support to me! 🥰
#captain laserhawk spoilers#i can't believe it#this is so surreal#captain laserhawk a blood dragon remix#support small business#i'm so excited#chibi charm#🥰#i have so many!!!#rayman fanart#rayman#my art#clip studio paint#if you can't purchase#then reblog!#it helps me a ton!#captain laserhawk#acrylic charms#etsy shop#etsy seller#ramon captain laserhawk#captain laserhawk ramon#captain laserhawk rayman#thank you for any support!
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why do you hate Joshua Graham or Honest Hearts so much?
This DLC and character represents a bigger issue with fandom spaces I have but particularly fallout fandom in general.
Fallout tends to tackle a lot of topics controversial and not. The first two games it’s heavy cause they are the most satirical and direct with how anti-war, nationalism and etc… they are. 3 loses this as it’s very clear once you play or learn about all the games that Todd and a bunch of guys at Bethesda just liked the 50s post apocalyptic aesthetic and refuse to actually critique the ideals of the time period like the earlier titles.
New Vegas is the game that really gets back into it a degree it almost seems like it’s taking too much on. There are things done exceedingly well while other things are done horribly wrong . I’ve made posts about it before and plan to make a big series of posts (it’s a lot of writing) but my biggest gripe is with Honest Hearts and all the gross and white savior esque depictions it has of indigenous peoples. The entirety if FNV does not do the injustices faced by indigenous people correctly on any count. My two biggest complaints are with the Khans and the tribes in Zion but I’ll talk about the former on a different post.
Both characters of Daniel and Joshua are the most accurate depiction of white saviors I’ve seen and I hate how the DLC tries to justify and defend them. The DLC treats Joshua like this man who has repented for his past actions when he is just retracing his steps after his cruelty bit him in the ass. He was one of the worst parts of the Legion and it is all but explicitly stated that if you don’t force him to be non-violent he will turn the tribes of Zion into the legion 2.0. The Dead Horses and the Sorrows are horribly infantilized by both Daniel and Joshua who both use them for self serving purposes guised by religious duty. The White Legs are the horrible stereotype of violent and savage indigenous and I personally think a lot of their interlinking with Ulysses, his hair and Ulysses character in general are distasteful and very telling of how BIPOC or POC where involved.
But outside of the game it’s the weird obsession people have with these characters ideologies and trying to make them seem more interesting/philosophical than they are. Tumblr is an echo chamber and many fans of Fallout are not the people on this site. Many people are not educated in the issues these characters convey and how poorly they do or used these characters as a poor introduction for their takes. Contrary to what a lot of people believe in, fallout has a prediomeny white cis male fanbase. More importantly a large portion of the fanbase is white.
You can joke how FNV made you trans or see the numbers on post/fics or diverse headcanons but these are kiddy numbers compared to the millions that consume the franchise and aren’t in those more aware spaces or don’t engage in the spaces the same way someone like me does/has to. Their views shape a lot more than people realize and it’s exhausting to be in a space where people don’t correct the more subtle yet toxic aspects of it but also adopt them into some weird quirky view point on the characters or issues. Some people don’t realize and some people don’t care.
My main issue is just the idolizing of these sort of thing in this fandom space and people try to acts like a game like fallout whose tagline is “War never changes” and has never had a game not revolve around political or militaristic factions issues isn’t that deep or doesn’t relate to real issues. I think it’s mainly caused by how over powered you can become and how you can strong arm your way past these learning moments as majority of people who play this game do play it as a power fantasy where they can do so as they please (which of course, go ahead it’s fun) but never take in parallels or lessons in the story as if it was just another first person shooter.
Also like another personal gripe is Cazadores spawn like hell whenever I’m there and I have not found a mod that works to mod them out so I have to play Indigenous Racism the DLC while getting jumped by giant wasps WHILE helping Mormons. Like I cannot catch a break.
#I’m mostly silly or character headcanon focused on this blog#but sometimes I forget some people literally have never interacted with someone slightly outside of their ideologies or don’t learn about#philosophies that don’t pertain to their view point and actively block them out#and so I have like a meltdown and occasionally post about it cause like I see more people hate Danse for regurgitating BoS teachings than#hate Joshua Graham who helped found the legion participated in their practices and still has this weird bloodlust#like make it make sense why do you like this white man genuinly like outside of his aesthetic#I can say silly shit about them hit it’s always I think it’s surreal they even exist while others genuinely wish they did so they could fix#them and some of all don’t realize how quickly jokes lead people down rabbit holes and pipe lines cause ur not gonna see posts even pitying#that man in here#like when I defend Danse it is through the signs and events in game that show he is not stuck in his ways and possibly only adopted those#beliefs because of his tramatic events with super mutants and the bos being very anti anything not human#their are affinity reaction that concern this while Joshua like moans yes when killing the white legs and is always polishing his gun goon#pile like I’ve learned too much about him the Mormon faith and that dlc to be told I’m playing favorites he is not fixable or repentent#this fandom has one of the worst issues of he’s my fave so he can’t do wrong when some of this characters are literal unapologetic rapist#racists or individuals who condone or perpetuate like ideas and concepts like obviously I’m gonna not like them????!#like I still think it’s interest to dissect them and I try so hard to not be a hypocrite but sometimes it’s like the whole this is just a#fun thing for you but like be aware of what you are taking in and reflect like is so important fiction can slowly seep into your morals#I’m rambling and losing track of shit so imma stop here before I reach the tag limit but again dm and ask cause this is the stuff I will#blab about#horrible at normal conversation tho#fallout#fallout new vegas#joshua graham#honest hearts#ask#anon#fallout 3
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turning off reblogs on that pope post too many people trying to hand it to Catholicism. You do not, under any circumstances, have to hand it to Catholicism
#I can't help but feel like the current pope is laundering the church's reputation too much#That post wasn't a 'wow look how woke the Pope is' post#But rather a 'isnt it surreal that an organization responsible for so many centuries of evil is publicly calling a spade a spade'
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Did I kind of lose over seeing @sykloni 's lineart for Lydia and Freakshow? Maybe a little, but loved the chance to color it for @green-with-envy-phandom-event
#greenwithenvy2024#danny phantom#danny phantom freakshow#Frederich Isak Showenhower#danny phantom lydia#i knew at some point i was gonna color this lineart.... i couldn't not since I cosplayed freakshow...#course... that also means my coloring was influenced by my cosplay makeup but! that's fine.....#actually the research i did on goth makeup for my sam cosplay helped me more too...#not to be weird but.... lydia's kinda hot. if the show wasn't a coward Sam absolutely would've crushed on her#i mean come on! a confident sexy goth circus performer? AND her parents would've hated it - literally what could be more perfect for sam#toned down the ghostliness on lydia because i think she passes very well for human? so no fun opacity tricks here and a dimmed glow#the sign IS cut off! I wanted to give a more surreal background considering the whole... evil circus thing. make things mysterious.#the back lights are supposed to be blacklights but idk that it translated well?#dp jbee
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I’m trapped. In the gatehouse. With the worst ice wizard.
They did not know you only have two hits to take this schmuck out. They used a really weak spell the first time that did 4k damage after I bladed and trapped the hell out of the boss. Then they wanted me to hit when I’d already explained before starting that there are too many death traps for me to hit.
We tried again and they have been waiting for an attack spell for OVER TEN TURNS
And to top it all off, they’re really polite and grateful for the help, so I can’t even properly be mad omg. I’d feel so guilty if I left but this should be a five minute fight at most and I wanna tear my eyelids off
#HELP LOL#I hate it here#w101#wizard101#they have terrible crowns gear#normally I don’t talk about stuff like this but this experience is actually surreal I’m not sure how it’s happening#I feel like I’m slipping into manager mode and I don’t want to be in manager mode outside work 8(#THEYRE THANKING ME FOR BEING SO KIND I CANT TAKE IT HELPPPP
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JUST FOUND OUT I GET TO HANG AROUND WITH THE KIDS IN THE HALL BACKSTAGE THE FULL DAY OF THEIR TORONTO SHOW WOO!!!!!!!
#i was just on a zoom with bruce talking about the doc and he was like ''would it be helpful for you to get behind the scenes video?''#(like we are already planning on doing interviews with everyone but also having me around while they're rehearsing and getting ready)#and i'm literally out here like ???? that would be a dream but also am i allowed to ask that???#and bruce is like ''yes of course you can follow us the whole day if you want to''#and there's even going to be a second camera person they're already having film backstage content (not for the doc but i can use it)#so like honestly i don't even have to focus on getting footage bc there will be another footage source of the same backstage moments#it's so surreal that it was this easy to get backstage with the KITH#like i was fully expecting bruce to be like ''sorry no there's just too many people we want to focus on the show'' (which would be valid)#and then i'd inevitably talk to scott about it and have him be like ''no i want jess backstage'' like an ask your mom vs ask your dad thing#but nope i'm just going to be following them around the whole time???#god it's going to be so wild seeing the full KITH together for the first time bc of course there's the three i haven't met yet#but also my mom just pointed out i've really only interacted with both bruce and scott in the same space a handful of times#and i haven't talked to them together since march. and haven't really had a long interaction with both since last year#so even tho i'm super close with both it'll be interesting seeing how the dynamic goes especially with the other 3 i don't know well
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Last month while I was writing an article for a local newspaper about how a Trump presidency would be a disaster for Ukraine and Europe as a whole I couldn't help but think that I was being too alarmist, and I feel embarrassed to even suggest that we should consider the possibility of Trump getting a second term. Sigh
#m#us politics#this is so surreal#ive seen a few people saying they don't want to be involved in politics anymore and yeah#there were so many things that went wrong with this and no one couldnt do or didn't do anything to stop it#and the consequences are going to be disastrous#so many posts about how you have to continue living despite this#but not enough posts about how you need to find solace and happiness outside of politics#because things are going to get bad and you will suffer so you need to find something stronger than all that#so when the worst comes you'll think about that friend or that video game or that dream job or whatever and it will help you push through#because the 'miracle of living' is not powerful enough when living is suffering#anyway. good luck to us all
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Genshin has gotten so much more generous that….dare I say they’re more generous than hsr now……
#riv rambles#u can pick the main stat and 2 substats on the optimizer#I thought picking the main stat alone on hsr was generous enough#this seems so surreal it’s been a whole patch since this has been a thing and I’m still so in shock#wdym in less than a day I’ll be able to craft a sands from any set I like with any main stat and both crit stats waiting for me#the primogems have been scarily generous#the quality of life improvements have been . unsettlingly helpful#this feels very very odd I am not supposed to feel like my feelings matter#JDJSJDJD
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Anyone out there got a solution for when you're feeling really stuck with your art and everyone and their mother tells you the solution is to do studies and figure drawings and other such things but even just thinking about doing those things makes you Spiral and want to Kill Yourself?
#monster noises#it's 1am no one will see this it's fine#it's a genuine problem though i Wish i could be aotherfucker who found it engaging and satisfying to do figure drawing#but i both A) had some bad experiences with this type of learning in highschool that i guess kinda make them triggering for me i guess?#and B) my brain doesn't seem to be able to like.. Learn Things.... That Way.... or at least not Obviously#i mean obviously i've improved as an artist over time in general#and i won't lie and say i've Never done figure drawing or studies or anything#but i never leave those situations feeling like i've Learned anything#mostly i've just sat for several hours growing increasinglyore frustrated#at my limitations and inability to achieve what i feel should come to me intuatively#and even if i Did feel like i've learned something i can seemingly never turn around and then apply it to something else#my brain does not make those lateral connections#it's why i can't do word problems in math.#and plus i also find stuff like figure drawing especially Rarely helps me make progress on the parts of my work i Actually want to improve#fluidity/mobility/stylization and surrealism#and only reinforces practices i want to pull away from#realism/'correctness'#all this combined leaves me just kinda stuck because i really can't power through my fear of these practicing methods#because i also don't find them useful#but i have no alternatives because it's like.. the only thing anyone suggests because theoretically is Does Work#but just not when you're Specifically Busted like I'm Busted#and so I just continue to stagnate until idk.. i find something else that can abruptly and suddenly launch me forward again?.#augh.. being an artist is The Most Enjoyable (_=<=)_
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I moved almost all my stuff and so far it went really well!
We still need to put the closet back together and some shelves but all the furniture and boxes are here now (except bed and desk which i will buy new ones soon)
My friends are so wonderful and carried all my heavy boxes upstairs (theyre very strong wtf)
I havent arranged most of it yet, its all just randomly in my room, but that only makes sense after we put the closet together and see where it fits...
#also i have basically no clothes here and my bedding too (ill sleep at my moms places until i get new bed and bedding)#its so surreal to be here#especially cause i was so so scared but it went really well#my roommates friend also spontaneously came to help (even tho they dont know me) and another friend of theirs is coming to help with#the closet (because she just really like putting furniture together apparently)#so thats super sweet and im so glad for it#im exhausted tho (even tho i didnt carry most of the stuff myself) and its so hot today oof#my back hurts :(#i could sleep for a million years right now#(especially since i couldnt sleep last night again til 5am)#mine
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i wanna be friends with u so bad i js don't know how to :(
ngl anon i saw this in my inbox and was like 👁️👁️ but it's a very pleasant surprise!! i'm not intimidating at all i swear 😭😭 i met most of my friends now because of some kind of tumblr interaction (esp DMs you know who you are sksksk) so hopefully i'll find you somehow. i'd reach out myself but y'know...anon
#the idea of someone wanting to be friends w me is so surreal/wild help also this ask is so mecoded#asks#wholesome memories 📸
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so if you've got to spend your time, oh, won't you spend it with me? 🧡
happy 1 year anniversary to the love of my life!
#i still can't believe it's been a whole year...#feels like it hasn't been that long but also feels so much longer?? it's so surreal#don't wanna gush too much but he STILL gives me butterflies like i've got a childish crush or sumn#helped me feel so much more happier nd confident in myself too...#words can't express what he means to me 💕💕#♥; love you a latte#☼; q's scribbles#self ship#self shipping#self insert
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my brain is full of words and my heart is full of love for the aro council @iztopher & @summerwoodsmoke thank u both so much
#we spend 3+ hours talking about my rizalust fic on a weekly basis which is the most surreal and cool thing that has ever happened to me#you guys are both so cool and such good writers and friends and i feel so wildly honored every single week like what the whole fuck <3#this is such a terrifying project but you’re making it feel manageable and i can’t say enough how happy it makes me to have your help#aro council <3#rizalust
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