#help this is so surreal

[tonysziva]

WELCOME BACK TONY AND ZIVA❤️

[im-ashl]

based on a dream i had some nights ago

it was a pretty fun experience this was me after

[chellusional]

THEY'RE UP!

after the longest wait, my Captain Laserhawk: Rayman, Ramon, and Bullfrog charms finally arrived! I have plenty in stock for the holidays, so feel free to grab a few for yourself and for your friends! All art is made by me and printed by my buddies over at Jinlei! I truly do owe it all to them for making this possible!

You can find them HERE!

..and, for discovering this listing through tumblr, you can use the code TUMBLR10 for 10% off your order if you purchase! Thank you to anyone who decides to order, reblog, or even just a like, anything is a great support to me! 🥰

[dykedvonte]

why do you hate Joshua Graham or Honest Hearts so much?

This DLC and character represents a bigger issue with fandom spaces I have but particularly fallout fandom in general.

Fallout tends to tackle a lot of topics controversial and not. The first two games it’s heavy cause they are the most satirical and direct with how anti-war, nationalism and etc… they are. 3 loses this as it’s very clear once you play or learn about all the games that Todd and a bunch of guys at Bethesda just liked the 50s post apocalyptic aesthetic and refuse to actually critique the ideals of the time period like the earlier titles.

New Vegas is the game that really gets back into it a degree it almost seems like it’s taking too much on. There are things done exceedingly well while other things are done horribly wrong . I’ve made posts about it before and plan to make a big series of posts (it’s a lot of writing) but my biggest gripe is with Honest Hearts and all the gross and white savior esque depictions it has of indigenous peoples. The entirety if FNV does not do the injustices faced by indigenous people correctly on any count. My two biggest complaints are with the Khans and the tribes in Zion but I’ll talk about the former on a different post.

Both characters of Daniel and Joshua are the most accurate depiction of white saviors I’ve seen and I hate how the DLC tries to justify and defend them. The DLC treats Joshua like this man who has repented for his past actions when he is just retracing his steps after his cruelty bit him in the ass. He was one of the worst parts of the Legion and it is all but explicitly stated that if you don’t force him to be non-violent he will turn the tribes of Zion into the legion 2.0. The Dead Horses and the Sorrows are horribly infantilized by both Daniel and Joshua who both use them for self serving purposes guised by religious duty. The White Legs are the horrible stereotype of violent and savage indigenous and I personally think a lot of their interlinking with Ulysses, his hair and Ulysses character in general are distasteful and very telling of how BIPOC or POC where involved.

But outside of the game it’s the weird obsession people have with these characters ideologies and trying to make them seem more interesting/philosophical than they are. Tumblr is an echo chamber and many fans of Fallout are not the people on this site. Many people are not educated in the issues these characters convey and how poorly they do or used these characters as a poor introduction for their takes. Contrary to what a lot of people believe in, fallout has a prediomeny white cis male fanbase. More importantly a large portion of the fanbase is white.

You can joke how FNV made you trans or see the numbers on post/fics or diverse headcanons but these are kiddy numbers compared to the millions that consume the franchise and aren’t in those more aware spaces or don’t engage in the spaces the same way someone like me does/has to. Their views shape a lot more than people realize and it’s exhausting to be in a space where people don’t correct the more subtle yet toxic aspects of it but also adopt them into some weird quirky view point on the characters or issues. Some people don’t realize and some people don’t care.

My main issue is just the idolizing of these sort of thing in this fandom space and people try to acts like a game like fallout whose tagline is “War never changes” and has never had a game not revolve around political or militaristic factions issues isn’t that deep or doesn’t relate to real issues. I think it’s mainly caused by how over powered you can become and how you can strong arm your way past these learning moments as majority of people who play this game do play it as a power fantasy where they can do so as they please (which of course, go ahead it’s fun) but never take in parallels or lessons in the story as if it was just another first person shooter.

Also like another personal gripe is Cazadores spawn like hell whenever I’m there and I have not found a mod that works to mod them out so I have to play Indigenous Racism the DLC while getting jumped by giant wasps WHILE helping Mormons. Like I cannot catch a break.

[ot3]

turning off reblogs on that pope post too many people trying to hand it to Catholicism. You do not, under any circumstances, have to hand it to Catholicism

[jamiethebeeart]

Did I kind of lose over seeing @sykloni 's lineart for Lydia and Freakshow? Maybe a little, but loved the chance to color it for @green-with-envy-phandom-event

[steve-brules-rules]

I’m trapped. In the gatehouse. With the worst ice wizard.

They did not know you only have two hits to take this schmuck out. They used a really weak spell the first time that did 4k damage after I bladed and trapped the hell out of the boss. Then they wanted me to hit when I’d already explained before starting that there are too many death traps for me to hit.

We tried again and they have been waiting for an attack spell for OVER TEN TURNS

And to top it all off, they’re really polite and grateful for the help, so I can’t even properly be mad omg. I’d feel so guilty if I left but this should be a five minute fight at most and I wanna tear my eyelids off

[monster-noises]

Anyone out there got a solution for when you're feeling really stuck with your art and everyone and their mother tells you the solution is to do studies and figure drawings and other such things but even just thinking about doing those things makes you Spiral and want to Kill Yourself?

[michameinmicha]

I moved almost all my stuff and so far it went really well!

We still need to put the closet back together and some shelves but all the furniture and boxes are here now (except bed and desk which i will buy new ones soon)

My friends are so wonderful and carried all my heavy boxes upstairs (theyre very strong wtf)

I havent arranged most of it yet, its all just randomly in my room, but that only makes sense after we put the closet together and see where it fits...

[a-cloud-for-dreams]

i wanna be friends with u so bad i js don't know how to :(

ngl anon i saw this in my inbox and was like 👁️👁️ but it's a very pleasant surprise!! i'm not intimidating at all i swear 😭😭 i met most of my friends now because of some kind of tumblr interaction (esp DMs you know who you are sksksk) so hopefully i'll find you somehow. i'd reach out myself but y'know...anon

[singsofsilver]

so if you've got to spend your time, oh, won't you spend it with me? 🧡

happy 1 year anniversary to the love of my life!

[patron-saints]

my brain is full of words and my heart is full of love for the aro council @iztopher & @summerwoodsmoke thank u both so much

[minervavasa]

August 28th, 2017

Denver, Colorado

📸: Me, one of the two event organizers

[theshiftingworkshop]

Hello and hi to all y'all! I hope everyone had a wonderful holiday season!

I know I haven't been very active at all here, or anywhere really when it comes to posting art or even doodles, but hey, maybe that'll change this year, who knows!

But! I figured I'd share some doodles i did while I was with @territorial-utopia because, yes! It finally happened! We finally came together in the same place! It was a FANTASTIC trip for me and I'll definitely be sharing some pictures soon when some familiar faces~ (even if my hair is WAY different now-)

Of course though first two doodles are inspired by real events, with a fun G/t twist and the addition of my oc, SD! Have this older doodle as a bonus for how little I've been active ;;u;;

[queijac]

i totally adore your art!! i would love to know what program and brushes you use if you don't mind sharing!!

i'm almost exactly a year late to answer this BUT!! i do all of my work in SAI, and i have used this single brush setting for almost a decade:

i also break out the basic softbrush sometimes if i'm feeling spicy. ^_^

[doomedpuppetyuri]

oh yeah chat did i ever tell y'all that mimi's been noticed by james asmus before