#help me im unwell

[mo-ok]

Guilt: feelings of deserving blame especially for imagined offenses or from a sense of inadequacy

[clockworkrobotic]

I'm really sorry guys hazbin hotel got me

[touchlikethesun]

considering how many military AUs i’ve read and obsessed over over the years, is it really surprising that all of bangtan enlisting is what really drew me back into the fandom full time??? like yeah im sad that they’re gone but im having a ball on this bitch thinking about what’s gonna go on

[beebundt]

thinking a little too much abt durge/orin sibling relationship rn. 🩸ft. my durge (briar, they/them)

[p3terpaan]

Heaven will fall As you hold him in your arms Blood on our hands We stand alone

[general-cyno]

When you met me tied up on that cross, what did I say? [...] Oh, that you made a promise to someone a long time ago to be the world's greatest swordsman.

[astrobei]

the whiplash of spending the last two years seeing everyone talk about s4 mike being a mini eddie and following in eddie’s footsteps and being inspired by him (which are all true and real) just to be shot point blank by st5 pics of mike with short hair and a dorky little outfit and dustin with eddie’s haircut and outfit and rings instead. i’m fine i swear

[chonkymoth]

*through gritted teeth* i love having blorbos and ships for hyperfixations *clawing at my floorboards* i love focusing so wholeheartedly on a character that I cannot consume them enough *rattling the bars of my enclosure* i love having ships that i'm obsessive over that are ultimately just queerbait and/or shipbait *sliding down the wall, sobbing* i love needing to write fanfiction and create art for characters just to never let it see the light of day, if i even finish it *shaking like a chihuahua* i just love loving media. i love it soooo much

[thesmpisonfire]

Forever and Cellbit fought. Badly. Forever has 4 prohibited itens, and he wants to give all of them as soon as Cucurucho gives him the chestplate he asked for. Cellbit wants Forever to give only one instead, holding back the other 3 for more negotiations

This is what sparked the fight. Forever is terrified of what the Federation can do. He said it himself, the only punishment that would work to him would be hurting Richarlyson, but he would never risk that. Cellbit disagrees, he thinks the Federation would never hurt the eggs and Forever should push more

"You're able to give up Richa, I'm not"

Cellbit tried to convince him once again, this time backed up by BBH, by saying the eggs would die anyway. Forever agreed, and then said that it didn't matter since he'd rather lose Richa fighting that just let the Federation take him

"I already toed the limit. I'm standing on the yellow line by the railway track, barely missing when the train pass by me. You are leaning in and waiting for the hit"

Cellbit tried to argue that it would be for the better of everyone, it would mean freedom, and maybe Richa didn't even get hurt, they wouldn't be sure the Federation would actually hurt him. BBH agreed but Forever didn't even move, kept his position all the same.

"I'm the one with him everyday. I complete his tasks, I go out with him, I put him to sleep. I'm not letting you just give up on my son"

By the end, Cellbit made an offer and Forever agreed, saying he'd give 2 out of the 4 itens to both Cellbit and BBH and then the two would have to deal with Cucurucho as his part of the deal would be solved

Forever then went back home to see Richa had drawn him and Forever, which made Forever tear up as he tucked Richa to sleep. He sang Richa s lullaby and ended saying nothing would take Richa from him. He'd let the world burn before letting Ricga go

[ibeewashere]

I genuinely cannot describe how deeply DEVASTATED I am about riz being the only one who can take stress tokens for the others. Yes fig is a protector and will fight endlessly for her friends and I love that about her but there is something about the way riz loves his friends. It’s a more subtle kind of love, but just as relentless and passionate and he will take any burden for the people he cares about and bear the weight of it on his shoulders so they don’t have to deal with it without any hesitation. I am ILL.

[extravagav]

AND WE JUST DONT TALK ABOUT THIS?!?!?!!????

[fruitlemontea]

hey do you ever think about how croissant & timekeepers blinking is completely synced. timekeeper & director croissant are too except director croissant blinks first to break out of that expression she was in. and then rotef is just completely out of order with all of them. as if they. dont belong. like theyre on a. separate plane of existence. or smth. haha hey chat do you ever think about that. hey. hey do you. do you ever think about that haha……

edit i just realized that rotef and director croissant only sync up in ONE frame where they both close their eyes I FEEL SO ILL. IM GOING TO THINK ABOUT THIS FOR FOREVER

[starpil0tblue]

as much as i like clowning on Kabru for being Gaslight Gatekeep Girlboss but spectacularly fails when it comes to Laios, he makes me SO ILL because as pleasant as he acts, so many subtleties around his character paint him as someone who clearly still suffers from massive trauma in regards to his childhood and personal loss, causing him to be self-sacrificial to the point he clearly neglects his own needs. whenever i think of the quote "eating is a privilege of the living" in regards to Kabru, his nigh aversion to food might stem from the fact he still harbors immense survivor's guilt and constantly feels the need to justify his survival by giving and giving and giving until there is nothing left of him.

[fairyhaos]

N O HE'S SO GORGEOUS WHAT THE FUCK

[avalencias]

@kienava, a couple days ago: yasha had three swords over the course of the campaign. the three of swords. which when upright means grief loss tragedy emotional upheaval. and the three of swords reversed is healing forgiveness moving on.

i have not known peace since then

[m0thxy]

christmas…christMAS… christ mas…mass… MASS CONVULSIONS STRIKE THE CHOIR BY THE GRACE OF GOD???

OH MY GOD GUYS ITS A MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE REFERENCE THREE CHEERS FOR SWEET REVENGE REFERENCE HANG ‘EM HIGH REFERENCE GERARD WAY REFERENCE GERARD WAY MADE CHRISTMAS CONFIRMED