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So it goes like this.
Warren and Gordon are foil characters.
I've been thinking about it a lot.
How Gordons primary goal is gathering knowledge. He wants to learn as much as he can about Cryonics, about Red Valley, about overhead. How Warrens primary goal is ignorance. He will do anything to avoid having to learn about his past. He doesn't care what other people know about him, but he doesn't want to confront the truth himself.
How Gordon is patient, watching and gathering information about Red Valley for years, all the while managing to fly under the radar of the very company he works for. Laying in wait. How Warren is impulsive and reactive. How literally the day after Warren learns about Red Valley he decides in a moment of avoidant spontaneity that he and Gordon are going to pay the base a visit.
How the only time either of them deviates from these behavior sets are in regard to each other.
Gordon could learn about Warrens past at any time, but he actively avoids that information. He chooses ignorance for Warrens sake. Meanwhile Warren, upon waking up in 2064, demands information. He doesn't want to escape into oblivion anymore, he wants to know if Gordon is okay. He wants to know where they are and what's going on. He is choosing to *know* because of Gordon.
Gordons riskiest, most impulsive decisions are all for Warrens sake. Gordon has spent *years* covering his tracks, doing everything in his power to remain inconspicuous. But within a couple weeks of meeting Warren, they are going to red valley together. Everything from following Warren into the building in the first place to sending Aubrey the files to choosing *not to run when he had the chance* because he just couldn't leave Warren. All of that was far riskier and more impulsive than anything he would have done before meeting Warren. Meanwhile Warren, who has only ever ran and hid, who avoids emotional discomfort like the plague, who doesn't seem to have managed to maintain a single adult relationship, chooses to wait for Gordon. Warren who has never waited for anyone, choosing not only to wait for Gordon, but to sit through a 40 minute recording of Gordon waiting in the rain because even across time he can't just let him go through that alone.
So yeah anyway I think about them a completely normal amount.
#Jonathan Williams you absolute madman#What if the tortoise and the hare were in love#This show is a masterclass in having your foil characters actually be in love with each other#gordon porlock#warren godby#red valley podcast#red valley#Help I am unwell#garden ship#garden red valley#The love that these two men have for each other#I don't care if its romantic or platonic they love each other so much#Aaaaaaa
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it's 4:30am and i'm over here thinking about nobamai and how mai would make nails for nobara with her technique so that a part of her could always be by nobara's side
#nobamai#help i am unwell#i'm very normal about them#i promise#thoughts from a thot#your local idiot has spoken
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DID YOU GUYS SEE IT!!!! NETFLIX RELEASED A WESPER DELETED SCENE
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tag #3 from @kirythestitchwitch! name of the game is most recently written line from your wip/s.
"Bennett witches!" Katherine laughed and laughed at the way Klaus seethed with impotent rage, securely trapped in his seat at the negotiating table. "Nasty little things when you cross them. Bonnie might not like me much, but she hates you."
pr sure that's the most recent line, but i had to dig thru most of a legal pad for it.
#but it's that little glimpse of light#aka the arranged marriage au#chapter 2: katherine has the best day of her life#which i need to finish just so i can post the mostly done sequel#aka elijah and caroline go on antiques roadshow#help i am unwell#klaroline
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LOOK AT ALS MICROPHONE
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#hazbin hotel#radioapple#appleradio#alastor#radio apple#apple radio#lucifer morningstar#lucifer#HELP I AM UNWELL
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ISAT drawings I did in recent aggie sessions! ^^ I love this goober a bit too much oops hehe :]c
#I am so unwell when I'm staring at him with ponytail#I drew him with ponytail too cute help me#his expressions are AMAZING I love this goober so much help#in stars and time fanart#isat fanart#in stars and time#isat#in stars and time siffrin#isat siffrin#siffrin isat#bashzzey arts
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personally victimized by this show's soundtrack choices
#mmine#the bear#the bear fx#sydcarmy#syd x carmy#sydney adamu#carmy berzatto#carmen berzatto#syd adamu#sydney x carmy#just..... syd asking for help for what's like the first ? time#and then that song kicks in ?? i am UNWELL#also realized a ship name could be bermu like the drink which just makes me laugh#i'm like 3ys late to the party ik i'm just a late bloomer#it's more like i got the invite and it sounded cool but i was busy with another stuff#and just now read it completely and realized it's something i love
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Maybe that should have shattered her. Broke her into a million pieces. And a few months ago? It would have. A few months ago, she would have crumbled to the ground in tears in response to those words. But today? Oh they still hurt... but he couldn't shatter her anymore. "Don't worry, Conrad. You've made that quite clear already. I really like this whole trying to hurt me thing that you've started doing though. It's some real character development."
The people that SUPPOSEDLY cared about him. Right. Cared enough to wait until he was gone in order to, what, make-out on his damn car? They couldn't have fucking waited until he was FAR, FAR away? The curl of his lip was a sign, Conrad was shutting himself off, as usual. A quick hand reached out in order to snatch the sweatshirt out of the air that was tossed at him. He could feel the heat rise up onto his cheeks and he looked away. Now, the words that left his mouth were the only words that he could think of that would tear Belly apart as much as seeing her kiss his brother had just torn him apart. "You aren't even a chapter in my story."
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#aesthetic#mentally tired#mentally fucked#depressing quotes#mentally exhausted#drugs aesthetic#iv drugs#edgy theme#mentally unwell#i am unstable#depressiv#tw depressing thoughts#please help#send help#girl interrupted#i need heeeeelp#chronic illness#mentally unstable
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can you do sub chris or abc’s (maybe vibrator involved ?)
Sub!Chris Headcanons
Warnings: Sex / Cursing / mentions of overstimulation / p in v / no protection / sub!chris / use of toys /
Disclaimer!!!: This is just my opinion on what chris would be like if he was submissive. None of this is factual.
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Although Chris loves being dominant in the bedroom, he adores being taken care of, especially on those long days after numerous back to back meetings and creating content.
He’s easy to get into that headspace too. A simple shoulder and back rub will relax him, at which point he won’t even want to be dominant anymore. He just loves being cared for and getting the princess treatment from you.
He doesn’t like handcuffs or restraints, he likes being able to touch you. On the rare occasion that he does let you use them on him, he’s tugging on them and whining the whole time, begging to be let out. He can’t stand having you so close to him and not being able to touch and feel you.
He spends an ungodly amount of time on your chest. Touching them, massaging them, kissing them, sucking on them, marking them…he loves to hear the sounds you make while he takes his time with you.
Chris is always open to trying new things, so he wasn’t opposed to the idea of using a vibrator. He knew it made you feel good, so he had no real reason to deny trying it.
He may have ended up liking it a little too much though. He won’t even ask, he’ll grab it from the bedside drawer himself. Whether he’s in control and using it on you, or letting you use it on him until he’s sweaty and writhing in the sheets, Chris loves the way it enhances both his and your pleasure.
He’s vocal in bed normally, but even more so when he’s not in control. Something about the power being out of his hands drives him crazy and he’s not afraid or ashamed to make that known to you.
“F-Fuck, it feels so good. O-Oh my god, yea please don’t stop. I-It feels s-so good, I-I’m gonna cum. Please let me cum, p-please. F-Fuck, I’m such a m-messy boy, I-I’m gonna make s-such a mess. P-Please, can I cum? Please i’ve been such a good boy for you, m-my balls are s-so full, p-please. W-Wanna empty them in you, f-fuck.”
He tends to ramble the closer to his orgasm that he gets. It starts pretty light, just soft moans and whimpers with a few pleas thrown in the mix. But once he feels the warmth growing in the pit of his stomach, he can’t help himself. Any and everything he’s thinking is free game.
“W-Wanna fill you up, baby. P-Please, I’ve been a good boy for you. Did everything you asked me to. Y-You feel so good, please don’t make me pull out. F-Fuck, i’m begging you. I-I-Im a good boy, I-Im your good messy boy. P-Please, wanna make a mess all up in your guts.”
And not to mention he looks so pretty laying back on the bed, his sweaty hair clinging to his forehead, his lips parted as he pants and moans each time you sink down onto his cock. His eyes can barely stay open, eyelids hooded, determined to still watch you and admire you as you take care of him. His cheeks and ears flushed with a bright rosy tint, some of the color even showing on his chest from just how hard he was blushing.
Chris LOVES the sex, but he almost loves the aftercare more. The way you hold him while he clings to you, his head buried in your chest, panting as his body jolts with aftershocks. Your soft tender kisses on his head as his hips buck, burying his cock as far into you as he can. Your sweet whispers of praise in his ear, fingernails gently running along his back to soothe his tense muscles.
When he snaps out of it, he tries to take care of you and clean you up, but you insist that he doesn’t have to worry about it. You were there to soothe him after his intense performance, just like he always was there to take care of you when he’s in control.
Some nights you stay like that for a while, bodies together and joined at your most intimate parts. But some nights that are more intense than others you’ll run a bath for the both of you. He loves feeling you behind him, massaging his tense shoulders and working the knots out of his back. Baths with you are one of his happy places. For a moment the world stops, there’s no bad. He can relax, he can breathe, he can just be.
You take a generous amount of time focusing on washing his hair, knowing how much he enjoys the feeling of your fingers in his hair. Your nails massaging his scalp is enough to make him nearly fall asleep in your arms.
Once you’re both ready for bed, Chris will lay next to you and wait (im)patiently for you to ask if he’d like to cuddle. Chris enjoys being the little spoon, so he’ll roll over and wait to feel your arms gently wrap around him. He just adores being babied by you. He’ll whisper soft words to you, wishing you a goodnight while he kisses your knuckles.
In conclusion, Chris is baby. Argue with the wall
#sturniolo triplets#christopher sturniolo#sturniolo smut#sturniolo fanfic#sturniolo x reader#chris sturniolo#nicolas sturniolo#matt sturniolo#i need him in a way that is concerning to feminism#sturniolo imagine#chris sturniolo smut#chris sturniolo x reader#chris sturniolo headcanon#hcs#headcanon#i am unwell#help#he’s so babygirl
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Look at my babygirl !!!! *Drops him on the floor*
[COMMISSIONS]
I did this in a frantic energy just after watching the new episodes khlhlglglgl
#I am unwell for this man gkglgklf and season 2 isn't helping#izzy hands#hello izzy girlies (gn)#our flag means death#ofmd#ofmd s2#ofmd fanart#ofmd spoilers#izzy hands fanart#our flag means fanart#sketch#art#my art#digital art#fanart#illustration
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there’s something so tragic and borderline horrifying about how much of Loki’s insistence upon self sacrifice is rooted in a deep sense of self hatred and the belief that he’s no good to anyone unless he’s actively putting his life on the line for them, which is basically just thinly veiled suicidal ideation
#i think about this daily. hourly…..#every time he gets even close to healing it’s like he can’t help but do a heel turn and fall back on this behavior specifically#anyway happy monday i am unwell#loki#tw suicide#jic
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oh my god??
#he’s so fine help#the blue suit…. makes me think of that one andy lincoln shoot#i am unwell over this man🫶🏻#walton goggins
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i am so normal about kenshi takahashi
#kenshi takahashi#johnshi#mortal kombat#art#digital art#i am mentally unwell#I can’t stop thinking about him#when does the hyperfixation stop#men with stubbles own my life#please send help#do I tell my therapist ?
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burrich
#rote#realm of the elderlings#my art#rote fanart#burrich#chivalry farseer#fitzchivalry farseer#nettle farseer#molly chandler#farseer trilogy#royal assassin#assassin's quest#i am seriously unwell about this man#i cant stop drawing him. someone please send help
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I did this in my notes app
#HELP I DID THIS IN MY NOTES APP???#I AM SHOOK#art#my art#bad at tags#gravity falls#dipper pines#gravity falls dipper#gf dipper#bill cipher#I FINSIHED THE BOOK OF BILL#THAT WAS WILLLLD#I LOVE IT#I HAVE SUCH AN OBSESSION WITH CHILDRENS TV SHOWS FOR NO REASON#actually the reason is cause they are AMAZING#I have been up since noon yesterday#i am unwell
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