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shewasverynice · 5 days ago

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Fandom: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga) WILL CONTAIN SPOILERS

Major Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death, Referenced Child Abuse, Implied/Referenced Self-Harm, Implied Childhood Sexual Abuse, Non-Consensual Drug Use

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Major Characters: Original Characters, Takami Keigo | Hawks, Hero Public Safety Commission, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead

꒰ Amethyst ꒱

"Did you know you get a hell of an accent when you fuck?" Halcyon asked casually, her fork flicking at a green pepper on her plate.

Hawks looked up at her from the eggs on his own plate, swallowing his mouthful before he grinned at her. "Nah, I had no idea," he said, "The HPSC trained my accent mostly outta me."

She pointed her fork at him and smiled, "See? There it is again. Is it just when you're being Keigo?"

He tilted his head, chewing through another bite before he said, "I guess that's a good way to put it."

Halcyon nodded a little, biting that same slice of pepper between her teeth. She mumbled, "It's cute."

Hawks laughed, resting his cheek on one hand that he propped up on his elbow, "Yeah? You into it?"

She smirked at him, "Yeah. I guess so."

He chuckled a little, picking up a piece of toast to sop up the remainder of his breakfast. His eyes flicked up to her again, watching as she pushed a tomato around on her plate. She'd only eaten the eggs mostly. Why did she bother putting the veggies in the breakfast she made for them anyway? Just for him?

"Eat it all," he mumbled through his bite, jutting his chin towards her plate, "You gotta eat better, babe."

She pouted, but didn't argue. Instead, she pricked the tomato with her fork and ate it.

That was becoming a pattern he couldn't miss. Every morning after they could sneak in some fun at night she wouldn't be nearly as argumentative with him for the rest of the day. Was it bad that he could only compare it to when you take a really amped up dog to the park and they're really well behaved after? Maybe she just needed it to calm down sometimes? Well, he certainly wouldn't suggest any other alternatives.

She finished off her food and stood up, picking up her plate and his before walking to the kitchen. He tilted his head after a sip of coffee, admiring the sway of her hips beneath his t-shirt. Her hair was tied up in a little ponytail, her neck sporting a little purple mark where he'd gotten a little too excited.

They had to be so careful. No visible marks. Nothing intimate outside of his penthouse. No evidence they were together like this. Exhilarating, but aggravating. He'd love nothing more than to slap her ass and send her on her way every morning with a few signs that she belonged to him and only him.

Silently she padded back through from the kitchen, running her fingers through his feathers as she passed by to pick up her leotard off the floor by the couch. She laid it against the backrest before she pulled off his t-shirt and he couldn't help but let out a low whistle of admiration. He winked at her when she glanced over her shoulder at him and laughed as she tried to pretend she didn't like him looking at her like that.

"Don't you want to shower first?" He asked as she clicked the little clasp of the high collar around her neck.

She shook her head, picking up the yellow jacket and shaking it out once before she pushed her arm through the sleeve. "I like smelling like you," she said nonchalantly and Hawks dropped his head to hide how much it embarrassed him.

"You're so cute sometimes," he chuckled, shaking his head, "Why d'ya gotta be so mean? Just stay like this all the time."

"Pff," she smirked as she stepped back up to the table and lifted his head with her hands, "That's boring. You'd be so bored. Gotta keep you on your toes."

She kissed his forehead, then down his nose before kissing his lips. His arms wrapped around her hips and he smiled up at her as his chin pressed softly into her chest when she drew back. Her hands slipped through his blond hair and he closed his eyes, that smile growing more goofy and relaxed.

"Be safe out there, okay?" He murmured, "Wear your flip-flops. Don't get tetanus or something when you run around on patrol."

She huffed, kissing the top of his head again, but still agreed with a short, "Okay."

And with that she was gone. Out the window and off to do her job. The fire of Pheonix's wings reflected off the glass windows while he watched her and he couldn't help but sigh.

A month already. They'd been at this secret game for a month and he loved it and hated it at the same time.

With another sigh, he rose from his chair to shower. He had a long day ahead.

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Heron nervously straightened his feathers once again and Hawks nudged him with his elbow. Heron straightened up quickly, standing silently beside his teammate. The ceremony would end soon enough, but Heron was brimming with nervous energy.

The mayor blabbed on and on, talking about how much the new community center was good for the city and blah blah blah. The heroes here today were instrumental and yadda yadda. Hawks was barely there, his mind already wandering to the patrol he had to do later, what he wanted to get for dinner, how itchy his shoulder was, how cute Halcyon's voice was when she--

"Thank you for your continued support, gentleman!" The mayor said to them both and they smiled as the crowd applauded.

Afterwards Hawks approached Heron, clapping his hand on the white haired man's shoulder and grinning. "What's got you so worked up, man?" He asked.

"Oh, well..." Heron nervously dug into his pocket, pulling out a little white box. Hawks' eyes widened a little as the light glinted off the set of round gold earrings. They were set with a few large purple gemstones, amethysts it looked like.

"Pretty," Hawks said as Heron closed the box again, "For Kiwi?"

Heron nodded, "Yeah. I just hope she likes them. I know she likes gold and purple but she doesn't usually do hoop earrings."

"Why'd you get them then?" Hawks asked.

"Well so, there's this lady who custom makes them," Heron explained, "Kiwi saw her the other day selling them at the flea market and I just thought I'd surprise her. She mostly seems to work with silver, but I know Kiwi prefers gold so I just picked these up."

"I think she'll love them," Hawks said, grinning as he bumped his fist on Heron's shoulder, "She'll love anything you give her."

Heron smiled sheepishly, "Yeah, she would but... I just want her to actually wear them you know? I just like seeing her in stuff I bought."

"Ah, that makes sense," Hawks said, his hand landing on his chin thoughtfully. That was an idea, huh? What if he got something pretty for Halcyon to wear? She already strutted around in his merch jacket, sure, but he hadn't bought that for her himself. If she had a necklace or a bracelet or something that only he knew he'd given to her that would be pretty fun. Maybe the fans would get all riled up and make more articles about how they should date again. It was actually getting kind of fun for him to follow his own gossip when he had a secret to keep from them.

Heron laughed then pointed at Hawks, "I know that look. Go on, I'm sure you could get there and back before I'm done with these stupid interviews."

Hawks laughed, "Yeah? Am I that obvious?"

"A bit," Heron shrugged and smirked at his friend, brushing some lint off his costume, "But really it's just because I know you. Hurry back, alright? You're up right after me."

Hawks nodded, spreading his wings and taking to the skies. With a heavy flap, he darted off towards where the flea market was set up, the colored canopies and tent tops coming quickly into view.

He landed lightly, folding his wings back before he scanned the area quickly. Luckily it was a pretty organized place, most of the shops were nearby similar stalls so the handmade jewelry was all located in relatively the same area. The food in one spot, all the weird wood working stuff that was always in a flea market, the tables of some kind of terracotta pots that an old lady had painted like frogs. That kind of flea market stuff that you think is cute but you'd probably never buy or know what to even do with.

Soon he spotted exactly where Heron had found those earrings. There was a short bald man with the shining purple stones sprouting from his skin in various places, almost like a golem made of sparkling amethyst. Beside him behind the table of jewelry was a beautiful woman, her purple hair almost a matching color to the man's quirk. She was wearing all kinds of purple jewelry, multiple rings and necklaces and earrings. Even a bright purple top and shoes.

"Guess you really like purple, huh?" Hawks chuckled, giving her a little nod before his eyes roamed over the jewelry she'd carefully placed on soft black foam.

"I do," she laughed, her hand patting the rock formations growing on the man beside her, "It's the best color, isn't it?"

Hawks shrugged when he glanced up at her, "It's nice, yeah." He looked down again, but didn't really find anything that caught his eye. It was all pretty and sparkly of course, certainly appealing to his bird-like instincts to "pick up shinies for pretty girl." None of it really called to his more rational side though. Nothing that Halcyon would even wear. There was a nice little set of purple stud earrings. He'd like those himself honestly, but Hal usually went with more dangling things.

"Say, my buddy mentioned you make custom pieces," Hawks said, looking up at the woman again, "Got the time for me?"

"Oh, of course!" The woman said with a bright smile, "I've always got time for Heroes." She leaned in with a conspiratorial smirk and whispered, "Got something you want for a special little lady, Hawks?"

Hawks winked and said, "I have my share of secrets."

"What are you looking for then?" She asked with a chuckle, "What does this little secret like?"

Hawks pondered for a moment before he caught a glimpse of one of his feathers catching the breeze. He pounded his fist into his palm and said, "Feathers."

"Well, naturally," the woman said with another low chuckle, "I'd imagine that's a given."

Hawks laughed a little sheepishly, "Yeah, I'd imagine so." He nodded, then asked, "So do I pay you now...or?"

"Oh, no. I trust you wouldn't stand me up," she said with a wave of her hand, "A hero like you wouldn't leave me hanging. No, I'll get started on something and you just come back tomorrow."

"Tomorrow?" Hawks asked, watching her as she walked over to the gem covered man and gently turned him, "That's not too soon?"

She shook her head, but then Hawks couldn't help but wince as she took a chisel right to the man's rock formations. The man himself held back a yelp and Hawks brows furrowed. She wasn't being very careful while she chipped at what was undoubtedly a part of his body, but the winged man chose to keep his comments to himself. The gem-man seemed, at least emotionally, okay with it? Hawks didn't really want to butt in.

"Just come on back tomorrow afternoon," the woman said again, "I'll have it ready for you, alright?"

Hawks nodded, though he couldn't keep his eyes off the man as he covered his mouth to hide a cry of pain. It really wasn't his place to say, but he couldn't help but ask, "You alright man? That looks like it hurts."

The man opened his watery eyes and gave Hawks a little thumbs up. "No worries. I'm good," he rasped, "Wh-whatever she needs is fine."

Hawks opened his mouth to say something else, but closed it again. Better not, he thought. He really didn't have a right to say much, especially when his own relationship had its own share of unfair selfishness. Relationships were just like that sometimes, right? If the guy was happy, who was he to say anything?

But later that evening once he'd finally dropped down onto the couch with his wings drooping over the back rest, he still hadn't gotten it off his mind. It just wasn't sitting right. Why didn't she care that she was hurting him like that? There had to be a better way to utilize his quirk, right?

Suddenly Halcyon's face appeared above him. Upside down and over the backrest, her hair curtained down from above over his face. She was grinning at first, but when she saw his expression her own twisted into confusion.

"What's on your mind, Pretty Bird?" Halcyon asked, reaching down to tap her index finger on the end of his nose.

"Ah," he sighed, shrugging a little, "I just saw something that bugged me today. Nothing serious."

"Wanna tell me about it?" She asked, hopping over to sit in his lap as he pushed himself back upright.

He placed a hand on her lower back as she scooted a little closer. He tilted his head thoughtfully and asked, "Do you think it's okay for someone to just go with whatever their significant other wants? Like, even if it hurts you physically?"

Halcyon narrowed her eyes. "Mm? What do you mean?"

"Oh, no, it's nothing you're doing," he said quickly, "I just saw a couple today that seemed kinda... Bad? Unhealthy? Weird? I'm not sure how to say it."

"Was she all bruised up or something?" Halcyon asked, "Maybe she's afraid to leave?"

"Actually it was the other way," Hawks said, "He had a quirk that grew purple gemstones on him and she was chiseling them off for her business."

"Oh," Halcyon cocked her head, "So it was hurting him?" Hawks nodded and she shrugged and said, "Well maybe he's into pain or something?"

Hawks snorted, tipping his head back to laugh and Halcyon huffed, crossing her arms, "Well, I'm not exactly the one you should ask about healthy relationships. I'm pretty shit at this already."

"You're not--" Hawks cut himself off, then awkwardly scratched the back at his head, "Well, we're learning together."

She grunted, "Don't actually admit that, asshole. You're supposed to just reassure me or some shit."

"Nah, we both know you're a brat," he teased, "But I've got my own shit so we can just call it even."

Halcyon didn't say anything for a moment then said quietly, "I think you like it when I'm mean."

Hawks was a little taken aback. Was she right? Maybe she was in a way. He certainly hadn't seen a healthy relationship as a kid or even much of any relationships ever in his lifetime. His Dad probably would have been hitting his Mom too if she wasn't the only thing keeping him hidden. Sometimes he'd be so sweet to her and other times he'd yell and throw shit just for her looking at him. But would witnessing that make Keigo okay with this kind of treatment from a girlfriend? Is that how that worked? He knew it wasn't normal even then, but was still accepting a lesser version of abuse now.

Halcyon tapped on his forehead with her knuckles lightly, "Hey, don't zone out. What are you thinking?"

Hawks blinked then smiled as he wrapped his arms around her waist. He pulled her fully into his lap, her legs automatically spreading to place her hips against his. "You're beautiful," he said, sitting up to kiss her.

She put her hand over his mouth and scowled, "You're hiding something again."

"Yeah," he admitted, his voice muffled by her hand, "But so are you, so I guess we can call it even for now?"

"Okay well," she grumbled, pulling her hand back and looking away from him surprisingly shyly. She opened her mouth again after a moment, then chewed her lower lip. Finally, she held his gaze again and said softly, "My therapist said I should... Open up more. Maybe that would help you too?"

"Do you think I need help?" Hawks asked, tilting his head.

"I mean, I'm surprised you don't see it," Halcyon said, resting her chest against his and reaching up to brush his windswept hair back.

He shrugged and said, "I think I'm pretty well adjusted, but I'm not exactly a professional." He looked down at her, his eyes glancing at her lips. They were a little dry. She needed to drink more water again. He wondered if she'd been drinking more or less alcohol since they'd gotten together. Part of him hoped she'd just ween herself off of her functional alcoholism so he wouldn't have to ever bring it up.

"We can," she started, her voice even quieter as she muttered, "We can try this exercise he wanted me to do. Like... I share something and then you would too."

Hawks unintentionally stiffened a bit. Oh, she might have had a point he realized. When it came to his past, not only had he been trained not to talk about it, but he also really didn't want to go back to that place. It made him angry. Incredibly angry. Angry and lonely.

But then that look in her eyes; the weakness and fear in those pretty green eyes that he was just barely being allowed to witness. It would be okay. She of all people would understand, right? She'd understood to keep his name a secret without him ever telling her to. She had all kinds of baggage too. She'd get it.

"You first," he said quietly, one of his feathers floating over to turn the lights down lower in the apartment.

She watched it as it floated back, clearly stalling for time. He could feel her heartbeat pounding, her eyes looking at her hands as they rested on his chest just below his collar. He kinda wished he'd changed out of his costume already, but she was too unpredictable and he had to take his chances when he could.

"I'm really afraid of getting close to people and watching them leave me like I'm nothing," she mumbled, "So... Promise me you won't leave?"

Hawks eyes softened, his arms sliding up from around her hips to her upper back where he squeezed her tight, "Sera, I would never leave over something you shared with me."

"Promise me," she whispered, hiding her face beside his neck.

"I promise," he answered, one hand carding through her silky brown hair.

She swallowed thickly then said, "When he first approached me, I had just been in a big fight with Kingfisher. I was only thirteen and I flew as far away as I could." She hesitated, then continued, "That man found me at the docks. I had been crying. I was so mad and I wanted to make King mad too."

Hawks' brows raised, his arms holding her tighter as he felt her begin to tremble.

"He got me to tell him what happened. He just seemed so nice and safe," she mumbled, "And I just... I told him what happened. Everything. He was so fucking nice about it too... He said I was mature. He said he was proud of me for sharing with him and I just... I believed him immediately. I just trusted him right away. I can't believe how I just fell for him like a stupid little child."

Hawks felt the drops of her tears land on his bodysuit, seeping through to his skin. He was feeling a mix of profound rage, but also that intense protectiveness for her.

"I just wanted someone to be proud of me," she choked out, "I just wanted someone who didn't think I was worthless or look at me like I was pitiful." Her voice caught on a sob, and he nuzzled his cheek to her hair.

"Sera," he said softly as she struggled to continue, brushing his fingers through his hair and tucking the strands behind her ear, "Shh, that's enough for now. You're getting really upset. We can take it a little at a time."

She nodded, her body relaxing into his. He let her pull herself together, just tracing circles softly on her back with his fingers. She was so warm, but her tears chilled him down to his bones and cooled his rage for that man temporarily. Even if he had to keep it a secret from her, he'd make sure that the bastard was exposed eventually. No matter what, he wouldn't let him get away with what he'd done.

But, before that, he had something he needed to do now. And it was harder than he realized. As he considered what he'd share with her in kind, he was slowly realizing that he really did have a lot of baggage himself. A lot of deep shit he really wasn't ready to say. Still, he was going to start somewhere and even if it wasn't as deep as what she shared he knew he had to do it for her.

"When the HPSC took me in, they told me that Keigo Takami was gone now and I was just going to be Hawks," he admitted softly. "I didn't really realize or even care about what that really meant until I started getting to know you. You've just been doing whatever you want without having to think about it first or make sure it's "what a hero would do". It's something about you that I envy. I want to be able to just do what I feel is right and not have to think about if it's what they want me to do too."

She sniffled, her fingers balling up on his chest. He paused for a moment then continued, "I... Someday I'll tell you why they took me in and what happened, just like you'll tell me more about what that monster did. But just telling you that was..." He hesitated then sighed, "It felt actually really good."

She sat up slowly, wiping at her puffy eyes with the back of her hand. "T-thank you..." She mumbled, but before she could push off he held her down again.

"Mm, nope," he said, holding her tight, "I know you're gonna try to run away. You can't escape me now."

She huffed and he laughed softly as she tried to wriggle out from his grasp. "Nuh-uh. Nope," he grunted, not letting her go, "You're staying here with me tonight. Okay? You have to."

"Keigo," she whined and he clicked his tongue.

"Don't you whine at me," he teased, "C'mon, dove. Let me treat you so nice. If I'm gonna show you that I'm serious you gotta let me be here when you're afraid." He let her sit up, cupping a hand under her chin to make her look him in the eye, "I don't think you're pitiful and I definitely don't think you're worthless. But I do think that you have to let me take care of you. It's not pitiful to ask for help, baby bird."

She looked down at him, her long lashes still wet and sticking together. She sniffled again, pulling her chin from her hand before she brushed his hair back and held his gaze.

"I don't want you to have to be Hawks anymore," she rasped, "So even if it takes a long time, I want you to be Keigo again. Keigo can be Hawks too, but you have to be Keigo as Hawks if that makes sense."

He laughed softly, then smiled up at her. "I think that's the sweetest thing you've ever said to me."

"Well it sounded stupid so I have to try harder than that," Halcyon grumbled and Hawks only laughed again.

In one swift motion he scooped his arms under her butt and stood up. His wings flared out behind him, their impressive span filling the room as he looked up at her while she steadied herself on his shoulders.

"Keigo was only six years old when he was buried," he said with a gentle voice, "So he's got a lot to learn about how to treat a girl when she's sad and scared. You think you can help him out?"

"Don't talk like that," she mumbled, but he caught that blush on her face as her hands covered his eyes, "... It's cringy."

"You're cringy," he teased then whispered, "Now c'mere darlin'. Let's get something to eat and then go to bed. I wanna hold you."

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The next morning Hawks strode through the flea market. It was a rare day off for him but even with a ball cap on, a casual outfit and sunglasses, he was easily recognizable. The wings were undoubtedly cool, but they definitely had their drawbacks.

He waved politely to fans as they called to him, but kept the interactions short. It was funny, when he was in his costume people were much more likely to let him make quick escapes. In casual attire though? It was like they thought he had all day or something!

And just as he walked up to the jewelry stand again he grimaced as the gem covered man groaned in pain. But this time, he caught something. The look on the woman's face was twisted in pure malice. She looked disgusted and when the man groaned again when she missed and hit his skin, she actually slapped the back of his bald head!

"Don't whine," she snapped, "C'mon. You're better than that you--"

"Hey, now," Hawks interjected, "Be nice. He doesn't have to let you do that, you know. You're hurting him."

Both of their heads snapped up to him, but the man quickly looked away and the woman only flashed that fake smile at Hawks. She waved her hand and said, "He's fine. My boyfriend just gets a little--"

"Is she making you do this?" Hawks asked the man, interrupting her again, "Seriously. Are you alright?"

The man stammered for a moment, his eyes flicking over to her. Hawks waved his hand, making the gem-man look at him again. "Don't worry about her right now. Are you alright?" Hawks repeated.

The man, almost imperceptibly shook his head but said, "I'm alright."

"Mmhmm, no." Hawks leaned forward, resting his arm on the soft foam on top of the table in front of both of them, "You shook your head. You don't have to lie. She's hurting you, isn't she? Are you stuck? Do you need help?"

"Mr. Hawks mind your business!" The woman huffed, her voice pitched high, "This is an outrageous claim!"

Hawks ignored her, keeping his eyes on the man. The man was practically shaking, his fingers intertwined together in front of him. He finally looked up at Hawks and something had broken free in his eyes.

"Yes," He said to Hawks, choking on his words as his eyes filled with tears, "Yes, I... I need help."

Hawks smiled, sitting up straight and spreading his wings. He looked at the woman, pushing his sunglasses up to his forehead. "Right, you're coming with me then," he said, that smile twisting up into a smirk.

Luckily Heron and Morpho were on duty that day. Hawks felt better putting the case in their hands, especially since he knew them better than some of the others. More than anything else he also trusted them before he'd trust the police with this matter. With instructions to help the man get his things from that woman's home, he knew at least he'd helped that much. What happened from here was up to the gem-man.

As he was walking down the street away from the market, Hawks suddenly swore.

"The fuckin' feather thing," he groaned, dragging his hand down his face.

Now what was he going to do? He really wanted to get her something cute to wear! He'd even dared to hope it was something she'd like so much she'd wear it every day! How'd he get so sappy so fast?

Her birthday was coming up too. Well, at least the date she guessed was her birthday. She'd only remembered that it was in the fall before Halloween. He guessed it was in September but she'd just shrugged and said that was probably close enough. Miss Toni hadn't been helpful either. She was so old she barely remembered either. He tried to call Kingfisher, but the old man was being a coward still and wouldn't take his calls.

So Hawks dropped the hammer and declared her birthday in early September. He told Kiwi immediately when he made that decision and he knew she'd already told the entire city so he couldn't back out now. He had to get her something in time!

Instead of spending his day off just relaxing, as he planned, he flew all over creation checking every jewelry store he could find. It was much harder to pick something than he'd thought, especially when what he wanted was so specific.

Something with a feather, but not a charm bracelet. That was his thought. She'd definitely make a comment about it and compare it to her tracking bracelet. Plus he'd hate to see something he bought for her rattling around next to that shitty metal that kept her tied down. That was some shitty kind of symbolism that made him scowl.

A necklace was what he wanted. A necklace with a feather. Cliché? Probably, but what else can you do when you're a bird man? It was the perfect opportunity to be "that guy" about something romantic.

After hours of searching finally, he found something. It was small but cute and relatively similar to his own feathers. Close enough anyway. And apparently stupidly expensive, but it's not like he cared all that much about the price anyway. It was close enough to what he imagined and that would do.

Now all he had to figure out was where he wanted to give it to her.

((Apologies, but this story is going on Hiatus for a short time. I've temporarily lost interest in it and I will come back to finish it, but I don't want to lower the quality for now. Thank you for understanding!))

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cooltrainererika · 2 years ago

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I drew Alt-talia Japan, China, and Father Korea

I decided I should start redesigning how I draw the characters, taking into account facial features from the countries in question; while I’ve done this before with my previous redesigns, I’ve looked more into it, took note of more stuff, and I wanted to see what the Asians would look like with this in mind too. It would help give the characters more distinct faces and all that, helping alleviate Hima’s Same Face Syndrome a bit. So almost all art I’ve done so far is now out of date lol. Also I wanted to see how short-haired modern Alt-talia China might actually look like, and I wanted to give Father Korea a design already. I maybe I should have drawn this in time for @hwsasiaweek , but whoops… Maybe I’ll submit it next year.

Despite me giving them these unique traits though, I wanted most of all to keep the resemblance to the original. Hence why I keep the anime pseudo-Hima style; if I deviated from the style too much they might be unrecognizable, I’d have to remove iconic parts of their design. Maybe it might clash with some of the subject matter I tackle, but whatever.

I’m most proud of Japan here! I was worried if changing his eyes, an iconic part of his design, would change him a bit too much, but I was able to keep them big and weird-looking. He looks almost cat-like for some reason. I wanna pinch his cheeks, he’s so cute. Pretty fitting for modern Japan’s image I must say.

I read somewhere that tareme eyes may be more common in Japanese people than other East Asians, and while idk if that’s true, it definitely fit Japan for him to be the only Eastern Asian with tareme eyes, counteracting the sharper effect more upward slanted eyes give, though them being more big and round definitely help too.

China… I fixed and adjusted him possibly the most, and I had many versions of him. I changed so much about him, the eye shape, the hair, even the eye color. Though I did heavily reference that one pic Hima drew of short-haired China. So I was worried if he still resembled China, but according to a lot of my friends he still does, so woo! The other thing I paid attention to was his androgyny; it’s a bit important to his character, so I wanted to keep it even with his shorter hair. I was also worried if he looked too “white” but my mother suggested that was just the suit. I tried a lot to keep these aspects in mind, and finally came up with a result I was somewhat satisfied with.

I drew him in a suit because I write Modern!China as a pragmatic businessman type; though I might draw him in something more traditional sometimes, I’d probably be drawing Modern!China like this often. The tsurime eyes definitely compliment the personality I give him. I debated letting him keep his amber eyes, and I darkened them, but they still look amber. Amber eyes apparently exist in East Asia and golden eyes could represent how special he was back in the day, so it fits I guess, so he still has sort of amber eyes.

Still, something feels missing without the ponytail…

Father Korea/Goryeo/Joseon/Korean Empire (though this is him during the Joseon era in particular) finally has a design! Yay! So people who read Student of China can finally have a face to put on him. Though he’d usually have his hair up, so he’d actually rarely be seen like this unless he’s going to bed or is about to take a bath or something. I’ll draw him with his hair up and hat on later.

I was split between giving him facial hair or nah, I just wasn’t quite sure on his age; but because a friend told me to keep the version with facial hair, I chose this one and to make him older. Pretty much all the Joseon reenactors aged, like, 30-50 I saw seemed to have this same exact mustache and beard, so I only assumed it was a thing. I was going for a DILF with this design and from the feedback I got it looks like I succeeded lol. I also tried copying South Korea’s face shape exactly, and had to use quite a bit of Photoshop to get it just right because my initial line work wasn’t quite right.

The stray hair may curl up or down depending on his mood; if he’s very excited for example it may curl up like South Korea’s hair curl, and if he’s depressed it may curl down like North Korea’s. I’m not exactly sure on this detail though because it might come across as Narm-y in serious scenes.

#hetalia redesign #hws japan #hws China #hws Korea #hws Joseon #alt-talia #alttalia

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yama-uba · 2 years ago

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If you don't know what to give to a person who has a good imagination but poor drawing skills...

A person close to me has been concerned about my condition related to the problems and troubles in my life for a long time. I don’t even have a couple of dollars myself, so I was given a subscription to a chat with Midjourney Bot. And I forgot not only about my job, about the fact that I have not been paid for 3 months for it, about the fact that I cannot find a new job, but I even forgot to eat and sleep on these weekends. I want to show you what this neural network can draw.

For some reason, I wanted to draw already existing characters using a text description. The choice fell on the third-characters of the animated series. These are my first attempts, when I did not yet know the specifics of the commands for the AI bot. Then everything will be better.

So:

Linda "Chameleon" Evangelista as Aurra Sing.

When your two exes (a space pirate and a space cowboy) ruined your hunt. And while they both try to pretend that they don't need to justify themselves to you and push the blame onto each other... you already know that you will have new leather boots and a leather handbag. But you can't decide what will be made from "blue python" and what will be made from "saddle leather".

Jornie flatly refused to draw "plumed ponytail", "arachnodactyly", "orange wetsuit", "pale skin" and so on. And if I gave too many hint words on the SW, the image became like shots from European cinema of the 70s.

When the Force tells you to put all your money on one of the participants in the sand races in the form of a blond-haired slave boy who feels like a whirlpool in the Force.

The role of Dengar, Adriano Celentano and keffiyeh were made for each other to play in an old sci-fi movie.

This character needs no introduction. It's a bunch of words "anthropomorphic lizard in fighter pilot overalls".

These are the words: "space dragon in a spacesuit."

I failed to explain how many of the characters should look like. For example Latts.

Jorny didn't understand why "purple skin" wasn't a clothing comment. As a result, images of a cute Korean idol-girl with a monstera in her hands were constantly obtained.

Sugi looks more like a stereotypical working-class girl in Ireland than herself.

The "horns" were drawn by the neural network both as part of the interior, and as part of her clothes, as an element on her tattoos, and even drew animals with rocks nearby. "And who are these Zabraks of yours?!"

This Buddhist monk is clearly engaged not only in contemplation and meditation in his life... but also in cultivation in causing death and mutilation. I think this portrait perfectly captures the essence of Embo.

It doesn't look like this character at all, but you still recognize him. You would recognize him even if I just wrote those words for Jorny: "the protagonist of the Red Dead Redemption 2 + the protagonist Destroy All Humans! 2".

There are still too few eyes and too many ears and noses in my opinion. Reminds me of Ghost Rider.

It was just a warm up. Because all night I was helping Midjourney paint interiors that would fit these characters as a home. It was the best present for me.

And, just in case anyone else is interested, "YES, HELL!". You can take whatever you want from here and do whatever you want with it. All this was painted by Midjourney and now it belongs only to art and Midjourney!

#star wars #midjourney #ai generated #ai art #bounty hunters #aura sing #dengar #bossk #latts razzi #sugi #embo #cad bane

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belsonfromclarence · 2 months ago

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Post that is nonsense to everyone who isn't me

The cruel harsh reality is that if I made a Clarence-sona I couldn't give her Belson hair like I could with my dragon ball pichi-pichi-girl sona becasue that hair was inspired by how Belson's hair is drawn and I couldn't literally do that again with a Clarence sona becasue literally the show is Clarence and it's the show that Belson is from and I wouldn't want her to look like she's a Noles.

But literally literally literally that's the damn show that the hair is from like literally ... she SHOULD have that hair.

Ok Ok back up a moment. When I was 16 I was so deeply morbidly grossly obsessed with Belson becasue I saw myself in him (and projected a lot, and I could not handle the times when I was wrong) and a (admittedly small) part of that was that I felt like his family had my family's hair and I thought that that was cool. When I was 18 I got a haircut and literally had Belson hair

I've been growing it out ever since so now it's much longer and TBH not that fucking curly . I have a photo of me when I was 14 and I had such luscious curly locks . Nowadays I try to have beatitioful hair and it doesn't work. I mean it was shorter than but also I don't think I took care of it as well. WELL WHATEVER.

I've never made sonas and I don't do well with them but I've been growing & changing & hating myself less and a year or so ago I was able to humour the creation of a dragon ball pichi-pichi girl sona AKA a cute girl sona character to in theory help remedy how I've spent my life hiding in male characters and resenting any femininity I have. And for complex reasons regarding my sense of beauty , I needed something to vent this beauty into.

Well of course I drew her hair trying to be inspired by dragon ball artstyle but also when I could I'd doodle it exactly like how Belson's hair is drawn (or really Cynthia's, with the up-do). Becasue that's what I wanted .. that's what I thought would look good, be cute, and feel right.

So that's cool that I got to do that.

And I COULD, perhaps SHOULD, give a theoretical Clarence-sona that same hair artstyle, becasue this is actually the show that I got it from. There are a lot of characters with that loop-de-loop hair. She wouldn't stand out at all nor would she blend in too much with pre-existing characters.

But IDKKKKK. I'm not sold. I would like to give her the cute hairstyle that I gave to the pichi-pichi girl sona, which is a fluffy high-ponytail puff and curly bangs. But in real life I cannot get the ponytail to stay that high. I don't know how ppl do it. Furthemore my hair is too long to be that fluffy now. It kind of suuuucks. I'm conceiving of a manner in which I could draw her hair that would convey that while still being of the style of the show.

OR I could just .. do the fluffy fun pretty hair ......

The thing is I woke up at like 5 am this morning and did not fall back asleep until after I had thought up of a Clarence sona. I didnt know I wanted that but after I worked throuhg some ideas I felt peace and fell asleep. And Like. I have an awesome opporutiny

She can work in sales and be the worst at it (my real life) and wear all my cute pretty outfits that I get to wear to work for real in real life. WELL priobably just the most formal ones. And I'd probbaly make up one too. For her default

So I could really do something that's more realistic than fantastical. I have all the grounds for it.

Do you see what I'm laying down ... She could meet Noah From Sales

Well anyway. Good morning tumblr

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arecaceae175 · 7 months ago

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WHALE SHAEK ERAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHALE SHARK ERAS. WHALE SHARK ERAS!!??!??!?? ITS SO GOOD. ITS SO GOOD IS THE THING. THEYRE GENTLE GIANTS!!!!!!! THEY ARE SO GOOD AND KIND AND HUGE AND GOOD AND SO IS HE!!!!!! THEY ARE THE MOST OERFECT CHOICE OF FISH

AND HE IS SO BEAUTIFUL??!!!?!!?!!? LIKE HOLY SHIT THIS PIECE KF ART IS BEAUTIFUL. I like. Belly. Belly. Belly. Belly. Bellyyyyyyyyyy. Belly good. Yeah. His entire belly chest area looks very good and huggable and can I please have a whale shark eras hug please

I LOOOOOOOOOooOoOooOoOOVE THE ARMS!! HE HAS HIS COMPRESSION GLOVES BUT SHARK FORM!!!!! RAAAAAAA!!!! HEHHEHEHEHEH I AM DOING SO MANY HAPPY FLAPPY HANDS ABOUT THAT I LOVE HIM SO MUCH AND I LOVE YOU FOR THIS. And I also just love the way you have the shark skin but wrapping around his arm with the little dots. I bet that would feel really cool. I people probably rub this little area specifically as a stim if he is ok with that

AND THE FIN!!!! The arm fin is really good. OFJFJHEOGJTHEHRJWHFB THE WHALE SHARK ANATOMY HAS ME GOING FUCKING FERAL LOOK AT IT LOOK AT IT LOOK AT IT

I AM SO HAPPY

Also just. The. The way you drew the whale shark bits is just so so so good and beautiful and amazing and good. I don’t have any profound words for this part but it’s just really good 😭💞😭💞😭💞😭💞😭💞😭💞😭💞😭💞😭💞😭💞

The way you did his burns and other scars looks really cool. I wonder how burn scar tissue differs between the Hylian skin and the shark skin 👁️👁️ that would be interesting to look into. I’m autistic about this. Anyway.

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HE’S SO INCREDIBLY BEAUTIFUL LEE HOLY SHIT. LIKE. HOW DO YOU MAKE HIM SO PRETTY. I LOVE THE SHAPE KF THE EAR AND IM GOING FERAL ABOUT THE DOTS AND HELLO THE FUCKING SILVER HAIR (/pos) THHRHRNRKEJRHEIWHDHFJFKWHWNDNKDLWJFKDPWJFNFKSKFFHASNNXKCOSIWHRBTBTNRKFJFJDNJDJD I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I LOVE HOM I LOVE HIM I LIVE HIM I LOVE HIN I LOVR HIN I LOVE HIM

AND CORIIIIIIIII WAAAAAAAAAAA HE IS SO CUTE AND SMALL AND SMALL AND CUTE AND TINY AND SMALL AND CUTE ANS LITTOL AND CUTE AND SMALL HSHRHEMWBDKFKSHSBOCJ HE LOOKS SO HAPPY???!!??!!??!!??!??!??!?!? SCREAMING SOBBING YELLING SCREAMING SOBBING YELLING (/POS) LOOK AT HIS FACE AND HIS SMILE AND HIS PONYTAIL AND HIS BUG!!!!!!!!!!! HE GET HE BUG!!!!!!!!!

I love his scales and his tail SO FUCKING MUCH!!! Like. Jfjejwjejfbrnrjtnr they’re just so breadstick. That was supposed to say beautiful but autocorrect is out to get me (/silly). His fins look SO flowy and delicate I love them

HE GIVE HIS FRIEND A WATER BUG 😭😭😭😭😭😭💞💞💞💞💞😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💞😭💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞😭💞😭💞😭💞😭💞😭💞😭💞😭💞😭💞😭💞😭💞😭🫡😭💞😭💞😭💞😭💞😭😭💞😭💞😭💞 THEYRE BUG BEST FRIENDS !!!!!!!! And Eras looks SO happy to be receiving Cori’s bug I will sob forever and never recover help /pos

Also the fucking background hello???????? You got the get bluer as it gets farther away, you got the light streaming in, you got the freaking adorable bubbles. The vibrant colors of the reef are so fun AND THE LITTLE FISHIES RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Also good job with the different types of coral those are all very good coral yes yes hehehehheheheheh AND KELP TOO I LOVE KELP!!!!

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THIS IS GENUINELY MY FAVORITE THING TO EVER HAPPEN I LOVE THEM YOUR HONOR

It’s mermay!

#hs eras #hs picori #heroes spirit #SHARKS FUCK YEAAAAAHHHHG #mermay #mermay 2024 #going feral #whale sharks #my favs #1 #✨#good art #fucking good art #Lee art

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ikaroux · 3 years ago

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Happy Valentine's Day!

Synopsis: How does Valentine's Day go with the boys?

Style: F!reader, romance, dating, cute, a little old school (but I'm old school too, don't judge me!).

Alert: (Very) mild NSFW (18+) I remind minors to avoid reading this kind of content.

Characters: Diluc, Zhongli, Kaeya, Xiao, Albedo, Kazuha.

Note: I'm taking a little bit of time to write this! Sorry if you can't find your favorite characters!

Sorry for the delay, I didn't have time to do the English translation yesterday!

Diluc is undoubtedly a great romantic at heart, I would even say that he is quite old-fashioned. It's not obvious at first glance, as he always shows a cold and serious side in public, but with you, his heart warms with love.

Diluc will secretly arrange a Valentine's Day date, quickly freeing himself from the tasks he had to accomplish during the day to focus on you. He'll secretly prepare a romantic dinner at home, pulling out his best bottle of wine from his wine cellar. He'll buy you flowers and place them all over the dining room and in your shared bedroom. Knowing perfectly well the size of the clothes you wear, he will have ordered an evening gown, custom made with the finest fabrics from Fontaine. He doesn't usually spend his money on this kind of event, but with you it's different. He wants to spoil you, to pamper you. He'll make sure to give you both some face time so that he can freely express his affection for you. He will also dress up. He wants to please you, dressing in a tight white shirt, adorned with a black jacket highlighting his waist and chest. His hair will be tied back with a black ribbon in a high ponytail. He knows you will love to see him with this hairstyle.

Diluc will welcome you to his home with a bouquet of flowers in hand. You can't help but blush when you see him in this outfit. He is terribly attractive. And just like you, his cheeks will warm up when he sees you wearing the dress he bought you for the occasion. After dinner, Diluc will ask you to dance, as Elzer will be there to play a waltz on the piano. The smile on his face was so sweet, giving off an incredible charm. You could feel the warmth emanating from his hand on your lower back and in the one he was holding yours. The words he whispered in your ear were filled with love. Until today, you had never danced together, too ashamed to show him your level in this category. But Diluc guided you to perfection, masking your mistakes with his skill. You had never seen Diluc like this, so expressive, dancing with incredible confidence. He was so handsome, so attractive, his shining eyes never leaving yours. Completely under his spell, you pressed your cheek against his chest, hiding the redness that was settling in. Diluc held you closer to him, burying his face in your hair, soaking up your scent. He hoped you couldn't feel his heart racing from your sudden proximity. The warmth of your body against his was so attractive and reassuring...

Finally, as the piano played its last notes, Diluc lifted you off the ground, twirling you in his arms before wrapping them around your waist, keeping you at the same height as his face. Slowly, you both leaned in toward each other, joining your lips together as your hands tangled in his hair.

(NSFW) As the evening drew to a close, Diluc invited you to sit on his legs on the couch set up in front of the fire he had lit earlier in the evening. His hands caressed your thighs, unconsciously pulling your dress up over your knees. His lips were pressed against yours, his tongue greedily claiming the entrance to your mouth. Between two kisses, he was whispering his love and desire for you. Diluc gave off an addictive warmth, your fingers wanting more, reaching under the fabric of his blouse to caress his skin. Without moving away from your lips, he gently laid you down on the couch he was sitting on, placing himself comfortably between your thighs. He couldn't stop his hips from rubbing against you in a small circle while one of his hands caressed your face. You could hear his breathing quicken as the hardness in his pants rubbed against you, eliciting moans from you. His lips wouldn't let go of you, sometimes blocking your breath before he gave you a moment to breathe by changing the position of his face. His desire for you was so strong that the feeling alone made his heart ache.

The night would be long and restless. Diluc would hold you against him until daybreak, caressing your naked body and whispering his love for you.

Valentine's Day was both a modern and foreign holiday to Liyue, coming straight from a distant land. But Zhongli found it charming and decided to spend this special day with you. He is a man who likes to follow traditions, so it is not surprising that he inquires about the course of this day.

Hu Tao will give him a day off work so that he can spend the day with you. Zhongli is a gallant and romantic man, he wants this day to be to your taste. He will suggest you a walk in the city, letting you stop at every stall and store you like, keeping your hand in his. The look on his face is tender and warm as you admire the most beautiful hairpins in town. He can't help but find you adorable as you browse the stalls with shining eyes.

He will eventually entwine his fingers around yours, guiding you gallantly through the streets of Liyue.

Zhongli will have reserved a table at the Liuli pavilion. He will take advantage of your meal to offer you a bouquet of your favorite flowers and a small rectangular box containing one of the hairpins you were admiring earlier in the day. He will gladly put it in your hair, sliding your strands through his fingers before styling them into a bun, finishing his work with the gift he had given you.

Sitting at the end of the table with you by his side, his hand resting on yours, his thumb lovingly caressing the back of your hand, Zhongli never took his eyes off of you as he listened to you tell him a few Valentine's Day stories of your own. Your voice was always something he loved to hear. As for your laughter, whenever he heard it, his smile became more dazzling while his heart beat faster in his chest. He thought you were so beautiful, so charming, he thought he was so lucky to have you by his side. As soon as there was a short silence between the two of you, he leaned in, his hand brushing away the few strands of your face before his lips met yours. It was a chaste kiss, but filled with love. And when he pulled away from you, his amber eyes meeting yours, he whispered his feelings of love to you.

The day was pleasantly full. Zhongli took you to see an opera, sung by the famous Yun Jin, and then offered you a cup of the best tea in town. The night fell slowly on Teyvat, letting the moon light up the sky little by little. You walked slowly through the streets of Liyue, hand in hand. There was a pleasant silence between you two.

Zhongli walked you home, hoping to spend as much time as possible with you. When he arrived at the door of your apartment, he stood still, silent. His gaze was on your door. Uncertain, he slowly turned to you, asking your permission to enter. Laughing at his hesitation, you opened the door, pulling him in by the hand. He let you lead him in, smiling fondly.

(NSFW) As soon as the door was closed, the former archon wrapped his arms around your shoulders in surprise as you stowed your jacket on the coat rack. His lips met the skin of your neck, moving slowly up to your jaw and then the back of your ear. Lifting you off the floor, Zhongli took you to your room, laying you gently on the bed. Standing over you, he removed the hairpin he had given you earlier, kissing it affectionately before placing it on your bedside table. Resting on his forearms, he brought his face close to yours, whispering his love to you before kissing you. It was a slow, languid kiss, his tongue curling with yours. One of his hands went down your body to grab your knee, hooking it to his hip. His hand slowly moved up, pushing your clothes higher on your hips. He wanted you with such strength, such passion. How could an ancient god like him lose control so easily to you? He wanted to be consumed by his desires, his lust for you.

He would constantly moan your name. He would repeat to you that he loves you.

If he was once the god of Liyue, you were now the goddess that made his heart beat.

Kaeya will use his legendary charm, decorating your workplace with the most beautiful roses in Mondstadt. Taking your hand in his, his lips kissed each of your fingers before his eye scanned yours. Making sure you liked his gift first, he would then offer you the traditional Valentine's Day chocolate he had baked himself for you. Now that things were put into context, Kaeya took your hand in his and led you with a quick step through the streets of Mondstadt.

His fingers were intertwined between yours, a joyful smile lighting up his features. He took you to the city square, decorated with flowers for Valentine's Day by the inhabitants. Musicians were playing their instruments to brighten up the celebration. Several couples were already there, dancing and enjoying themselves around the fountain. Kaeya glanced at you briefly, widening his sweet smile before pulling you by the hand to join the group.

The music was more festive than romantic at the moment, and the joy and laughter was flowing between you two. Kaeya led you in a frenzied dance, twirling you around or lifting you in his arms before resting you on the ground to start again on more traditional steps. Hugging your waist and pulling your face closer to his chest, he nodded to the musicians, who slowly began to play a slower, more languid rhythm. Pulling you just far enough away from him so that he could look into yours, Kaeya was the first to initiate the movements of a waltz, quickly followed by the other couples.

Sighing at ease, you let yourself go against his chest. You felt something pressing against your head. Kaeya kissed you tenderly as he guided you. He was incredibly soft and romantic today, his head now resting comfortably in the place he had previously kissed.

When the music stopped, Kaeya held you against him for a moment longer, breathing in the scent of your hair as he closed his eye to better savor it. With your eyes closed, you savored the closeness between the two of you, kissing the part of his torso that he left exposed.

After a while of enjoying each other's closeness, you finally separated. Kaeya tucked one of your locks behind your ear before leaning in for a kiss.

The cavalry captain suggested that you spend the rest of the day with him. He'll take you out to dinner, take you for walks hand in hand. He will let you rest between his legs, his back leaning against the trunk of a tree for support. You will share together the chocolate he offered you earlier in the day. He will enjoy the traces of chocolate you leave on the corner of your lips, licking them slyly to tease you. Red with embarrassment, you pinched his cheek, and in return he laid you down on the grass, positioning himself over you to kiss you.

(NSFW) As night finally fell, Kaeya walked you home, accepting your invitation to enter without batting an eyelid.

He watched you go to the bathroom, hearing the water running in the tub. Slowly, he joined you, leaning on the door frame to admire your naked body plunging into the hot water. He stood speechless, admiring the curves of your body disappear into the steaming water. Noticing after a few moments his presence, you invited him with the most seductive of smiles to join you. He was easily convinced, quickly taking off his clothes to plunge his body into the water. Once he was settled behind you, Kaeya drew you against his chest, his lips kissing your shoulder. His hands eager for you wrapped around your chest, kneading your water-heated skin. You had such an effect on him, driving him crazy with love and desire. Kaeya didn't need Valentine's Day to show his affection for you, but the symbolism of the day amplified his feelings for you. You could feel his teeth nibbling the skin of your neck, leaving behind several purple marks. His hands spread your legs to better penetrate between them...

When you woke up the next day, your sleeping lover's arm was resting heavily on your stomach, you noticed the letter he had left on your bedside table just after sleep had taken you. Simple words were written on it. Sincere and loving words...

"I love you."

Xiao would not be concerned with all these human parties. Nevertheless, he would be touched by your gaze as you watched the couples strolling around the Wangshu Inn. Taking your hand in his, he would lead you away from the crowd to a more private place.

Xiao would remain silent as you walked, simply interlacing his fingers with yours without putting too much force into it. You could notice the redness that mocked the tips of his ears, but knowing him, it was best not to point it out. Looking around for the perfect place to spend some time alone with you, Xiao eventually led you under the shade of a tree, ideally placed facing the river. Sitting down beside you, he let you rest your head on his shoulder. Watching his hands rest on his thighs, you finally grabbed one of them in yours, silently playing with his fingers. Xiao watched you do this, a blush gradually settling on his cheeks. His hand finally stopped your movements, gently grasping yours in his. A sigh escaped him, followed by an apology. He knew deep down that he wasn't good at human relationships, he also knew that you would like to be like all those couples who were strolling lovingly through the streets. Part of him was afraid. Afraid that one day you would leave him for someone more... human. His heart tightened in his chest. Xiao drew your hand to his lips before turning his gaze to you. Your eyes were so full of love for him, he couldn't understand why you were so fond of him. He then asked you the question. Why him? There were so many better people around you. Men and women capable of giving you the happiness you deserved. Your answer silenced all his doubts. "You're the only man in the world who deserves all my love.

Xiao leaned toward you, gently kissing your lips. His hand made its way behind your back to attach itself to your hip. He pulled you closer to him, deepening his kiss. You could feel him reaching into his pocket with his free hand. He pulled out a small, finely decorated azure box, a ribbon sealing it. Surprised, you hesitated to take it at first, shifting your gaze between him and the gift he was handing you. Then you grabbed it, pulling gently on the ribbon before opening the lid. Inside was a gold necklace, a heart hanging from the chain. You looked at it for a long time, remaining silent. Xiao wondered if you didn't like his gift, he was ready to take it back and throw it into the river! But when he saw your smile brighten your features, all his fears vanished instantly. Taking the jewel out of its case, you asked Xiao to help you put it around your neck, lifting your hair to help him. You felt the coldness of the chain slide against your skin and then the warmth of Xiao's lips on your neck...

Xiao took you back to the inn after dark. Anyone could see the thin smile that graced his features. His hand could not move away from yours... Once in your room, you in turn offered him a box of chocolate that you had prepared yourself. You knew Xiao didn't like human food, but you hoped he'd make an exception. He tasted one, to please you, he told you! And amazing as it may seem, the box emptied quickly. His eyes went to you, standing in front of your mirror, admiring the necklace around your neck. Xiao parted his lips a little, pink painting his cheeks for the umpteenth time today. The moonlight illuminated your features, making the gold chain shine in the mirror. He joined you, embracing your waist from behind as he admired your reflection over your shoulder. The intensity of his gaze made you blush. Xiao was very observant, so he quickly noticed. His hands gradually disappeared under your blouse as his lips worshipped your neck, your jaw. When he reached your ear, he whispered his love and desire for you and as soon as he felt your legs give way to his words, Xiao lifted you off the ground, taking you to your bed.

He wanted to worship you like a goddess. His heart had given way to you.

There was a time when Albedo was not interested in this kind of party. He didn't feel concerned and preferred to concentrate on his work. Of course, that was before he met you. You seemed so eager to make him happy on Valentine's Day that he went with the flow.

Albedo is an excellent cook, especially with desserts. He knows you've prepared something for him. The traditional chocolates perhaps? So, to play on the same ground as you, he set about preparing a recipe of his own. White chocolate, sprinkled with rose flowers that he ground himself. For the occasion, he had bought a medium-sized heart-shaped mold. He then focused on lunch, cooking your favorite dishes for you.

As Albedo finished his preparations, you were just starting to wake up. As you left your eyes closed for a few more moments, you could hear your lover's footsteps approaching you. The bed sank under his weight and one of his hands wandered into your sleepy hair. A tender smile settled on his lips when he noticed you were pretending to sleep. To help you out of your slumber, Albedo placed a kiss on your forehead, down your nose and finally to your lips. You loved it so much when he woke you up like that, so sweet and so rare coming from him. Just to enjoy it more, you kept your eyes closed for a few more moments, enjoying his cuddles. You could hear the echo of his laughter in your ears as one of his hands came to pinch your cheek. Ouch. The pleasure couldn't last forever.

"I know you're awake." - You opened your eyes, exposing a pouty look to him.

"Let me enjoy this! It's so rare that you come and wake me up with hugs." - You wrapped your arms around his hips, burying your face in his abdomen. You could feel the vibrations in his body as he laughed.

Albedo untied you from him, pinning your hands against the mattress of the bed. His weight held you in place as he towered over you, his small smile still on his lips.

"Too bad, lunch is getting cold..."

"Lunch? What time is it?" - Albedo lowered himself against you, nibbling on the skin of your neck.

"Past noon..." - He said as his mouth devoured your earlobe. Your muscles relaxed as you heard the time. You had so much planned to do with him today... But you were quickly diverted from your thoughts as Albedo's hands reached under your top to caress your skin. Well, maybe the day was a bust, but Albedo had found a great way to wake you up...

Albedo had finally heated up the food he had prepared a few hours before. As soon as you had finished eating, you hurried to offer him the chocolates you had proudly prepared yourself. He immediately tasted one of them. His hand went in front of his mouth, his eyes crinkling as if he didn't like the taste...

"What?! Isn't it good? Let me taste it!" - Just as you tried to snatch the box of chocolate from his hands, Albedo pulled it away from you, a teasing look on his face.

"It's very good, thanks y/n."

"You're being uncharacteristically naughty today..." - He tenderly took your hand, leading it to his lips to kiss it. In turn, he offered you a heart-shaped box with chocolates he had made himself this morning. Honestly, you didn't expect this from him, this kind of party had no interest for him until now. It was an incredible surprise that he thought of making you a gift for Valentine's Day. The chocolates, like the lunch, were of incredible quality.

"Let's go for a walk. I'd love to spend the rest of this day with you by my side." - Albedo had grabbed your hand, stroking your skin with his thumb. Of course, you agreed. His smile lit up his already beautiful features, he was so expressive today...

Pulling you by the hand, he helped you out of your seat, pulling you against him. His lips pressed against yours, his hand cupping your cheek. His voice whispered his feelings to you, wishing you a happy Valentine's Day with all his heart.

dKazuha knows nothing about Valentine's Day. But by observing you, he quickly understood that this holiday was important to you, because it was the first time that both of you would celebrate it. To avoid disappointing you, he will ask you all the questions he can think of.

"Is there anything special I should do that day?" - You gently smiled at him.

"I just want you to spend that day with me."

And he will. Of course he will. But it couldn't be that simple... He didn't need a party as an excuse to spend a whole day with you. So, in doubt, he asked the crew of the Crux, and it was Captain Beidou who enlightened him. She had traveled enough to know the customs of every country she visited. Traditionally, he would give you chocolates or flowers, but he could also give you a simple romantic day.

Kazuha hesitated, he wanted to give you chocolates, but he didn't know how to make them. He could give you a bouquet of your favorite flowers, but was it really what you wanted? You wanted him to be close to you during this day, maybe he should focus on that?

As promised, Kazuha had freed himself to spend Valentine's Day with you. He had come to pick you up from your house, joining his hand with yours to keep you close to him during your walk. In his free hand he carried a bento he had prepared for you both, wrapped in a silky cloth from Inazuma.

While you found a nice place to sit, Kazuha recited some haiku that he had thought of for you, freely expressing his love for you.

As soon as he found the shade of a tree far enough away from everything to assure you a moment of peace, Kazuha settled down, drawing your hips against him. Your head on his shoulder had a soothing effect on him, his hand, still resting on your hip, tenderly caressed you. His cheek came to rest on the top of your head. He could smell you on the wind. You both had your eyes closed, enjoying the simple presence of the other. Your hand came to rest on his chest, gripping his kimono as if to keep you in reality.

He knew that you sometimes had nightmares, seeing images of him disappearing into the wilderness without ever returning to your side. In those moments, you held on to him, even as you slept, for fear that he would disappear.

A sigh escaped his lips as his hand grasped yours and brought it to his lips. He wanted to reassure you, to love you as you deserved. He wanted to chase away the fears that haunted you. When you felt his lips on your fingers, your gaze went up to him. The softness in his eyes made you wobble in his arms.

(NSFW) Kazuha lifted your chin so that his lips could reach you. Your kiss was slow and tender. You suddenly felt his hands lift you up by the waist to put you astride him. As soon as you were settled on his thighs, he linked his lips with yours again. His hands were all over you, caressing your thighs, your hips, your back. His touches were so sensual, you could feel your skin warming up behind each pass of his hands. Kazuha was panting against your lips as he grabbed your hips to help you rock against him, rubbing you against his hardening member.

Your name escaped his lips in time with the swaying of your hips. He hid his face in the hollow of your neck, blushing violently at the rising excitement. He wanted you, desired you with a frightening force.

This wasn't how he imagined your Valentine's Day date. Fortunately, you had the whole day ahead of you. He was going to make sure that this first Valentine's Day together was unforgettable.

Luckily, the bento he had prepared for the two of you could wait to be eaten. For now, what he wanted to devour was you.

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sweetyyhippyy · 2 years ago

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Morning After. Steve Harrington x Fem! Reader. *FLUFF*

(Not my gif)

Summary: Steve wakes up and remembers the night he had with his girlfriend.

TW: Mentions of (rough) sex throughout - Doesn’t go into super descriptive detail but... ya know.

Word count: 795

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Steve started to stir in bed, slowly blinking his eyes open.

The morning sunlight was starting to poor in through the curtains of the room, birds chirping from outside.

Steve rolls to his other side, a dull ache radiating through his lower body. He grunts low as he settles on his side, looking at his girlfriend laying next to him.

She was still fast asleep, completely unbothered by his movements next to her. Some of her hair had fallen out of her ponytail from last night, the strands falling down her face. A small dark patch of drool was in the pillow under her mouth, making him laugh to himself.

Steve saw the small purple-ish bruise he had sucked into her shoulder At some point, the memory of the night before flooding back into his mind. He could almost feel the blood rushing back down between his legs.

Her nose scrunches before she inhales deeply, burying her face into the pillow. She slightly moans as she stretches.

The moan makes Steve think back to last night, all the moans he drew out of her when he was inside of her, how sweet she sounded when his name was tangled in curse words and different praises.

Steve shuffles over closer to her, rubbing her shoulder lightly.

“I could feel you staring a hole into my brain.” She finally speaks, her voice muffled from the pillow she was still face down in.

A smile spreads across his face as he leans over to press kisses to her bare shoulder blade. “Couldn’t help myself. You looked so cute.”

Her body shakes with laughter, picking her head up to look at him. “Yeah, so cute with drool coming out of my mouth.” She turns her body to face Steve, rubbing her cold legs against his own. “Morning.” A shy smile on her face that she tried to hide behind the blanket.

“Morning. You sleep good?” Steve brings his hand out to touch her cheek lightly.

“Yeah, you sort of wore me out last night there, Harrington. You were on a whole new level.” She raises her eyebrows. “I almost didn’t recognize you.”

“Yeah I uh…” Steve starts to chuckle, clearing his throat. “Was it too much?”

She reaches her hand up to rake through his wild bed head, pushing his hair back. “Not at all, I loved it. I love our normal sex, don’t get me wrong, but you being so… rough and, I don’t know kinda mean just turned me on more than usual.” Her fingers tangle in the back of his hair, lightly scratching his scalp.

Steve goes in to kiss her again, but she moves her head with a laugh. “Hey, what gives?”

“I have morning breath, babe.” She smirks.

“You think I care right now? Please?” He fake pouts, giving her soft eyes. He gets even closer to her, their chests pressing against each other, his arm draped around her back.

She giggles at his face. “You’re so lucky you’re cute.” She stretches her neck up to softly peck his lips, pushing his head forward slightly to deepen their kiss.

Steve’s hand grips the squishy part of her skin, right above her hip.

She laughs against his mouth, burying her face in his chest. “That tickles.”

Steve laughs with her, kissing her forehead repeatedly. “What’s on the agenda today, babe?”

“How about this? Laying in bed together… naked. Maybe having a repeat of last night? I think I’m sort of having a hard time remembering since you made me hit my head.”

Steve squints his eyes shut in laughter as he thinks back to when he thought he was smooth enough to wrap his arm around her, trying to manhandle her and change their position, he went to throw her back down on the mattress and she hit her head right on the wall next to their bed. The loud thud made both of them pause, Steve apologizing a mile a minute, snapping back to his sweet self right away.

“Thought I would forget from the possible concussion you gave me, huh?” She laughs into his hairy chest, her favorite place to be.

“I’m sorry!” Steve laughs, rubbing the spot on her head she had hit. “You know that I’m more than willing to make it up to you, however many times you want.”

She raises her eyebrows, a smile spreading across her face. “And how are you planning on doing that? I’m intrigued.” Her voice was low and sultry as she questioned him.

Steve rolls her onto her back, shifting his weight on top of her. “You want me to tell you? Or show you?” He whispers in her ear, kissing the shell of her ear.

“I think you know exactly what I want.”

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touyaspeach · 3 years ago

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camboy! Kuroiro Shihai x fem! Reader

A/N ; this took forever to write, but I think it turned out well! It's the longest fic I've written so far, and I'm really glad it's for Shihai. He deserves more love. Also I drew the banner image, do you like it?

Summary ; You learn that your co-worker and fellow pro-hero, Kuroiro Shihai aka Vantablack, has been moonlighting as a camboy. A deep dive into his hours of content later, and somehow you end up as his biggest fan and number one supporter. The only caveat is... you're pretty sure he hates you. Words ; 14.5k Warnings ; cam work, masturbation (m, f), sex toys, assplay (m), unprotected sex, cunnilingus, fingering (f), praise (f), Thanks ; @a-shy-blueberry for beta reading, brainstorming, and supporting me through the whole process!!

It started with whispers, a quiet sussurussing behind closed doors, in empty rooms, among breaks and alleyways and friends and acquaintances. Your friend and pro-hero co-worker, Kuroiro Shihai, also known as the hero Vantablack, is supplementing his income by camming. No one’s shown you a video, or given you any proof yet, but you’re dying to know the validity of the claims.

It doesn’t help one bit that you’ve been insanely attracted to him since your time together in school, though nothing ever came of it. You were both too focused on studying, training, becoming a hero. And, well, now that you’re both heroes and living the dream, as it were. Maybe it’s as good a time as any to do a google search for his content. He won’t be hard to notice, his quirk gave him a unique appearance.

These are your thoughts as you round out your patrol for the evening. You’ve been on your feet for hours, walking the streets to keep bad guys from doing bad things and stopping potential villains from causing general mayhem. All in a day’s work.

This shift was a boring one. Your sector is a well-travelled one that’s got a relatively low crime rate, it’s one of the ones that newbies and side-kicks get assigned. You’d be fine with it normally, but that means there’s nothing keeping your mind from running wild with fantasies about your supposed camboy friend.

You wonder, as you walk, what kind of content he puts out. Is he a degrading dom or a praise-hungry sub? Did he fuck himself on toys or stroke himself to completion? You’d caught sight of his bare torso a handful of times here and there, and the curiosity of what lies beyond his waistband has you getting a little too wet in your hero. Thick and vascular, or long and pretty? Somewhere in between? Did he dress up in cute costumes or cosplays? Fetish wear? Harnesses seem like his thing, and you assumed he’d be the leather over plastic kind of guy, but you’d very much like to know for yourself.

You’re so lost in your thoughts, that you don’t even notice the dark figure in front of you until you’ve crashed into a broad chest and steadied with slender hands on your shoulders. Of course, you’d smashed your face right into the man currently occupying your thoughts. Of course.

“I-I,” he stammers, seemingly caught off guard just as much as you were. He steels himself for a moment and then clears his throat. Kuroiro is just as strikingly handsome today as he always is. His hero suit is all dark onyx like his skin, and his silvery hair is tied back into a ponytail. White accents adorn his wrists and shoes but otherwise, he cuts an intimidating figure.

“You won’t catch any villains if you can’t even pay attention to what’s in front of you, weirdo.” He chastises, hissing out that cute little laugh of his. You flush, and then the illusion you’d so carefully spent the last few minutes crafting comes to a screeching halt.

“Just as the prophecy foretold, our fated meeting at dusk means only one thing-”

Oh fuck, here we go. And this is why you and Kuroiro never became anything more than acquaintances. He babbled about something dramatic, and you were too focused on the way his suit hugged his trim and muscular frame to really hear what he was saying. He always said the strangest things when you were around like he was intentionally being off-putting. He was sexy as hell and getting to see him this close for the first time since you’d heard those rumors only gave them more stock. You could easily see how and why he’d be popular enough to make camming a successful side hustle.

Did he spout all that darkness stuff during his shows, you wondered. That thought did nothing more than pour gasoline on the flames. Were there people into such a thing? Surely, there were people into everything, so why would that be any different?

“You’re not even listening, of course,” Kuroiro said suddenly, drawing your attention back to him. He scoffed, and then moved aside to walk away from you without another word. Even when you turned to apologize, he’d vanished. Sucked into the shadows as his quirk allowed.

You crossed paths often enough with him, he tended to be assigned the patrol shift right after yours since nighttime lent itself to his abilities so much better than the day did. He was excellent at what he did, too, great at gathering information and catching ner do wells by surprise.

You just couldn’t put your finger on him, though. He was enigmatic, for sure, and the media seemed to agree with you.

When you returned home, you showered and ordered dinner. Once you changed into comfortable clothes, you grabbed your laptop and began your sleuthing. There were a ton of camsites to shift through, and you didn’t follow him on any social media (not that he’d use his professional handles to post porn with, let’s be real). A myriad of different search terms and combinations later and you finally found him, the rumours were true.

And with a quirk like his and a screen name like “vantabussy”, that secret wouldn’t stay secret for long. If you managed to find him before your takeout even came then surely the others at the agency and then eventually the press would, too. Maybe your co-workers had already found this and that’s why the rumours spread so quickly?

Curiosity piqued, especially after patrolling all day and thinking about him, you clicked through. He was offline, obviously, and there were a few VODs locked behind a paywall which you weren’t convinced about shelling out money for just yet. You scrolled down to the bio section and read through.

It was mostly standard stuff, his username, the date he joined, his birthday and age, what he was into, his streaming schedule, and his body mods. But what caught your interest the most was just how many followers he had.

Sixty thousand.

Sixty thousand people liked his content enough to make an account on this website and follow him, and probably pay a lot of money to see… what exactly? You were just about to click the “register” button when your doorbell rang, nearly making you jump out of your skin and toss your laptop across the room in your shock.

Oh right, the food.

You were quick to greet the delivery person, give them a fat enough tip, and return to your apartment to finally sate this budding curiosity. You set the bag of food on the table, retrieved your laptop and your wallet, and signed up.

You didn’t want it to be obvious that it was you, so picking a username that was interesting enough to get noticed-why did you want to get noticed?- and not too obvious, was going to be a little tricky. You considered it for a moment, your mind running through the options.

You could play off of his username, vantabussy, and use something silly like sparklepussy. But you didn’t like the connotations it gave you. Vantafan666 it is, you supposed. It’s not like you were actually going to interact with him anyway. Not outside of paying the price for the VODs and getting it out of your system.

You input your password, verified your account, and gave away your credit card information for this, so it better be worthwhile. Scrolling through the options, looking at the thumbnails and descriptions to choose which one you’d be shelling out your hard-earned cash for.

“Imagine me breeding you like this,” is the video you decided on. The thumbnail is a full body shot of the one and only vantabussy, on his knees in what appeared to be a room set up specifically for this, with a few toys around. He was completely naked, and it was the first glimpse you’d gotten of what he was packing.

It wasn’t going to be your last.

His cock was pretty, long, and vascular, flushed so red at the tip that it shone through the inky blackness of his skin. His hair was down, and his dick was standing at attention and the dirty talk potential was too good to pass up.

The video was around ten minutes long, and the price was actually pretty cheap. Or what you assumed was cheap, considering how rarely you went on sites like these. You ordered the video and clicked through and immediately your ears were blessed with the sweet timbre of his voice.

Had it always been so butter-smooth and calm?

“Thank you for buying this, baby,” he cooed, shifting his hips forward and displaying his gorgeous length fully as he spread his legs further. His thighs were delicious, all lean muscle and thick power from years of training up and working out. He reached out of frame to produce a small bottle of lube, which he squeezed out onto his bare cock. It jumped at the coldness and he chuckled softly, “so cold, I’m gonna need you to warm me up.”

You had to pause the video there, feeling all tingly and warm from seeing your co-worker and fellow hero in such a compromising way. But of course, this was intentional, right? So it wasn’t wrong of you to indulge, right? If anything you were helping him out by paying for it, so why did you feel so guilty? Guilty, and extremely, stupidly turned on.

You shifted on your couch uncomfortably, the slick pooling in your panties making things sticky. You could do this, you could get through this video without touching yourself!

You leaned back, grabbed your food, and pressed play.

Those long, slender fingers wrapped around his length and he stroked himself a few times to spread the lube around. A low, pretty groan ripped itself from his throat at the sensation and he purred, “can’t wait to fill you up, breed your pretty pussy and show everyone who you belong to. You want that, baby? I know you do.”

As he spoke he produced a clear fleshlight. You could see all the carefully crafted textures on the inside through the soft silicone and you knew he’d chosen it specifically because of his quirk. Getting to see just how good that lovely dick could make you feel was all part of the plan.

He pulled out a pillow from off-camera and placed the masturbator on top of it so that he could prop himself up higher on his knees and line up with the entrance. He smirked wolfishly at the camera, quirking a silver brow as if to tease you.

“You ready for me, princess?” he hissed as he slowly sunk into the toy, “God you’re so tight, feels amazing. You’re gonna milk my cock, aren’t you?” Kuroiro’s thrusts started off slow, his moans so deep and sweet as he enjoyed the feeling of fucking his toy. You could see it stretch and contract with every piston of his hips, and could only imagine what it’d feel like inside of you. “Fuck,” he groaned, picking up the pace. The only sound for a moment was the squelching wetness of the lube as he swirled his hips and hissed out a sharp breath.

“Feels so good, you want me to cum inside? Want me to - fuck - breed this pretty pussy of yours? I wonder if I could get you pregnant with just one, or if we should go for multiple rounds. What do you think, baby? Would you like that?” Words dripped from his lips as his pace picked up even more. He pressed a palm to the top of the toy to add more pressure and keep it still.

“Oh fuck, I’m gonna cum, princess. Cum with me, I want to feel you cum on my cock. That’s it, good girl. Oh shiiiiiit-” he moaned loudly as he shot pumps of milky cum into the fleshlight. You could see just how much he gave, too, your eyes focused on where the head of his dick pressed out of the other end and pushed his load out. It all but gushed, staining the pillowcase.

“Nnnnmmm, so good for me, oh my god,” he pulled out carefully, sensitive, and leaned back on his heels. His expression was glossy and dazed and he had such a cute little grin on his face that you felt yourself smiling right alongside him. He let out an exhausted huff.

“Thank you, baby, I needed that.” And then the video cut.

You hadn’t realized you stopped eating, entranced by the show Kuroiro put on. Out of all the things you’d expected from him, that was certainly not it. Where was all that waxing poetic about weird stuff? He seemed so perfectly normal and insanely sexy in the video.

That only further proved he’d done those things just to drive you away, and your heart sank a little. It wasn’t like you were ever close but knowing that he hated you for no seemingly good reason was rather upsetting. You returned to your food, but your mind was swimming.

With the video still paused on your laptop screen and a mouthful of fried rice, you thought about what you’d just witnessed. Sure enough, pro-hero Vantablack - or should it be vantabussy now? - was making a decent amount from his side hustle of being a camboy. And it was so fucking sexy, no wonder he had sixty thousand fans. If that video was so good, what about the others?

Was it really okay, though? Knowing how much he disliked you? Watching him fuck a fleshlight felt like an invasion of privacy, but if he was going to hate you for no good reason then who cares? You could watch all of his content and he’d have no way to stop you.

That sounded like as good an excuse as any to have you clicking through to the next video. And the next. And the next. All 38 of them.

Before you knew it, you’d spent all of this month’s budget and half of next’s on Kuroiro’s VODs, and it was worth it. In your defense you didn’t really spend money on yourself, so this was like a good little splurge for you. On porn. Of your co-worker. Who hated you.

And true to form, he was totally normal in every video you watched. No spouting about the night and voids and fate and whatever else. You just had to catch him the next time he started streaming to really confirm it for yourself. It’d be easy to fake it for a short ten minute clip, but on live it’s so much different.

Scrolling down you checked his stream times and luckily for you it looked like he’d be on around 8:00pm tomorrow evening. That’s lucky, neither of you had patrol tomorrow, so maybe he was right earlier when he was talking about fate or whatever. You made a mental note to catch his show, and transferred some cash over from savings just in case. It’s not like you were going to tip him, but it’s just to cover what you’d spent already.

Including the extra hundred you’d transferred. That’s just… just in case.

You stepped away from your couch and laptop after what was definitely hours of binge-watching vantabussy’s VODs to stretch and clean up a bit. It was getting late, and images of his pretty cock busting load after load danced behind every blink of your eyelids.

You were asleep before your head hit the pillow.

The next day came early, as it always does. You made a point to be an early riser even on your off days so that you could keep a solid schedule. There was just one problem. Okay, two problems.

The first one was all the dreams you’d had last night about Kuroiro. Him hovering over you, pinning you down with strong, lithe arms and stuffing you full of cock and cum. His honey-sweet voice pouring filth into your ear as he makes you feel better than you ever have.

And the second one was how horny you were between the dreams and the memories and thoughts of him. Knowing that his show wasn’t until later the anticipation was almost agony. You needed more and you needed more now.

Grabbing your phone you opened social media, and it didn’t take but a moment before you found his twitter profile, under the same screen name. Unfortunately his account was locked, for good reason. You almost hit the request button, but it dawned on you that between the frantic watching of videos and cream-filled dreams, you realized he hated you.

And PR would throw a fit if you followed such an account from your verified one.

That left you one choice: start a new account under an alias to get your vantabussy fix. So you did, using the same name you signed up with last night to request the follow.

Now all that was left to do is get ready for the day and wait. You threw back your blankets and stepped into your slippers, wrapping your robe around you as you walked into the bathroom to wash your face and ready yourself for the day ahead.

Sure, you could go back and rewatch those VODs, the one where he wore this really lovely red leather harness and used a riding crop on himself stood out to you, but the thought of there being fresh, new content lurking just behind a follow request was too juicy. The notification came just as you were pouring your first cup of coffee for the day. He’d accepted your request. Odd, you hadn’t expected it to happen so quickly, considering his schedule, but you figured he must have just gotten off of patrol since it was still early.

You sat down at your modest dining table with coffee in tow and phone in hand to scroll through his hundreds of post like you were reading the morning paper. Only this was much sexier, and more sinful.

Making the new account, you found out, was worth it. Not only did Kuroiro make extra cash by doing his camshows, selling VODs, but also he posted the occasional tasty photoset for a pay what you want price. His way of giving back to his fans, so his twitter said. Pay what you want did mean free, if that’s what you could afford, but he was so pretty in the red shibari… how could you not give him a few bucks just for that?

There were twelve photos in the set altogether. Vantabussy in different poses, tied up in different styles with his dick rock-hard and begging to be sucked. The next set was worth paying the extra for, too, because he’d worn a maid dress from a fan request. It looked so good on him, too, the way his cock tented the skirt and how juicy his thighs looked in white fishnet.

Just like before you’d gotten so lost in consuming his content, that you’d spent far more than you’d intended and ran out of coffee, too.

This was bad, you felt like you were starting to get addicted to him; to the cock you’d have no chance of ever seeing or feeling in real life. The fantasy, though, was what kept you coming back for more. And he was gorgeous. The more you saw of him the more that fact solidified in your mind.

In the photos, too, certain aspects of his body became more apparent. The fine spattering of silver hair running down his belly, for one. Just how toned his abs and arms were, for two. The plump shape of his lips, also. Lips you now couldn’t stop thinking about kissing.

Lips you wanted to feel explore your body. His tongue, too, was pink and flushed just like his dick, and you wanted to feel if it was just as soft and warm as you imagined. You shivered, not from cold, but from how electric that thought made you feel.

You considered rubbing one out, just to get rid of this tension that’d been building all through the evening and overnight, but he was supposed to be putting on a show later, and thinking about edging yourself through the entire thing was so, so tempting. Making yourself wait to cum until he does, or overstimulating yourself to cum as many times as he did were both options.

But you didn’t know which one it’d be, and the thought of waiting was agonizing. So many possibilities flitted through your brain as you set about cooking breakfast, eating breakfast, and then cleaning it up. You looked through the photos you’d bought again, and then indulged yourself by watching the video from before as if it’d soothe the ache between your legs.

Realizing you were just working yourself up over and over, you tried to distract yourself by cleaning, doing laundry, cleaning some more, reorganizing your closet. And by the end of all that it was barely 3:00 pm. Five hours to go, and you were on fire. While all of that kept your body moving to work out the tension, you couldn’t get him out of your head.

Overnight Kuroiro had gone from eccentric co-worker and fellow hero to your wildest fantasy dream boy and you just couldn’t get enough. Surely there had to be more, right? Something you hadn’t seen yet?

Craving him, you browsed his public socials, scoured through pinterest boards and twitter accounts dedicated to him and his abs. Though, in your professional opinion, it was his arms that were the star of the show. Long, leanly muscled with broad shoulders. You imagined what they’d feel like wrapping around you, holding you close in an embrace as he gently thrust into you.

The frantic desire from before slowly started giving way to something else, something more intimate, the longer you looked through Kuroiro’s online presence. The press had captured several photos of him interacting with children and the elderly, including one kid dressed up as him for Halloween. Headlines talked about how intel he’d gathered via the use of his quirk changed the outcome of situations for the better.

You got stuck on one article, there was a photo of him smiling candidly while talking to some other heroes at your agency. It was from the day you’d all first started there together, and the article talked about you and your peers as breakout heroes with a highlight on Vantablack.

But that photo, somehow, seemed to paint him in a different light. He really tended to play up that grim dark persona for the media and had a real flair for the dramatics, but this was just so genuine.

Why did he have to hate you so much?

Eight rolled around more quickly after that.

You probably shouldn’t have gone out of your way to charge up your favorite two vibrators, and make sure your tried and true dildo was squeaky clean for this, but you did just to pass the time. You also shouldn’t have run out to the local sex store to get some of the same brand of lube he used, but you did it anyway (and almost bought a new toy while you were there, but you’d just spent hundreds on vantabussy content so perhaps another week).

You got comfortable on your bed, toys laid out neatly, and opened your laptop. The chat was already going wild when you logged in even though the stream hadn’t started yet. Theories on what today’s show would bring were being thrown back and forth, tips coming in already in anticipation, a side discussion on a previous show was also being had. It was overwhelming and chaotic but it looked fun. You had just started to write out a greeting when the camera flicked on.

And there he was in all his glory, wearing a white muscle top and boxers as he leaned back on those gorgeous arms and grinned at the camera. His silver hair fell forward into his face, concealing one eye while the other stared right at you. Well, at the audience, but it felt like he was looking at you specifically. You could see the bulge and dickprint in his boxer briefs, obviously already worked up and horny for the show, and your eyes trailed up along the expanse of his torso.

“Thank you guys for hanging out with me tonight, and for all your tips already. I got a special show in store today thanks to my new, biggest fan.”

The chat went wild with speculation as he trailed those long fingers down the length of his body to rub himself through the grey fabric covering his cock.

“Thank you for all of your support vantafan666,” he hummed, “Whoever you are, you paid this month’s rent for me so I bought you a little something to show my appreciation. Is this your first time here?” He smirked, pulled the camera closer so that the focus was more on his toned belly and growing erection.

He was talking to you, about you, and your face went hot. You supposed you had spent a decent amount on him, buying out his vods and photosets in your hungry fever of wanting more. The chat was mixed, some were disappointed that they had someone new to contend with, and some were congratulating him for it. Telling him how much he deserved it. You wrote your reply hastily, hoping he’d see your name among the hundreds already pouring in.

‘Yes it is, and might I say you look stunning tonight.’

You watched eagerly as his eyes scanned the chat, his thumb idly playing with the waistband of his boxers as he did. You could see the moment he noticed your comment because something shifted in his eyes and his smirk morphed into a grin.

“Mmm damn baby, you really like me, huh? Well, thanks to you, everyone gets to see the cumshot tonight, so everyone say thank you to vantafan666.” The chat filled up with so many thank yous and tips in your stead. Comments like, ‘it’s going to be so worth it, he’s so pretty when he cums’ and ‘thank you @vantafan666 for the food’. Tips broke up the comments, too. Some people tipping a single coin, others a hundred or more. You wondered what the protocol was about this tipping, what was appropriate, and why people were sending the amounts they did. How much did those coins cost, anyway?

You typed a reply in the chat before clicking away to see their pricing packages.

'Can’t wait to see what you have in store tonight <3’

As you looked through, Kuroiro continued to talk, engaging with his fans and replying to some other comments.

“You guys have been begging me to try the Lovense, and I wasn’t going to indulge just yet, but tonight’s a special occasion. This is for you, vantafan.”

The prices were…pricey. But you felt obliged to at least spend some since he’d apparently gone through all the effort of getting this…Lovense? Was it? Just because of you. The payment went through and you clicked back to the stream where Kuroiro was opening the new box and explaining the system. You could tip a certain amount to make this toy vibrate in certain ways for certain amounts of time.

The list popped up in the chat, and you browsed the options.

“So, vantafan666, you got a name, cutie? I wanna know what I should be moaning when I cum for you.” he said, producing the pink toy and showing it off for the camera.

‘Call me y/n’ you said before you could really determine if it was a good idea or not. What if he got your name and instantly knew who you were? Would he block you? His eyes flicked to the audience and he grinned again.

“That’s funny, that’s my co-worker’s name,” he said with a humorous lilt. He made a point to slowly tease the waistband of his boxers again, before turning around and sliding them just off his ass. His ass, which, you realized for the first time, was just as gorgeous as the rest of him. He bent over, presenting his hole which you noticed had the same flush of red that his cock had. You could hear him open the bottle of lube, and slick up the toy before rubbing it slowly against his ass. You were entranced, ignoring chat completely.

“I hope you’re watching y/n, this is for you, baby.”

And you knew he was talking about the y/n that was vantafan666, not the y/n that was his coworker, but you couldn’t help the aching between your legs growing at him calling your name in that buttery voice of his. Especially knowing what he was about to do.

You typed up a response, ‘You look so pretty like this, I can’t wait to see more’.

The chat lit up with the toy’s controls, as well as the tip goal for the day. When he reached a certain amount, he’d get to cum, but only then? And there were interesting options for the controls, too. Formulating a plan, you renavigated to the shop page and bought what was probably way too many coins. You didn’t care, though, the thought alone of getting to control the toy that was going to make him cum and work him up for however long this took was just too tempting.

When you returned to the stream, he’d changed positions, sitting propped up against a large fluffy-looking pillow. He must’ve put the toy in and replaced his boxers, but it’s not like you minded. He looked divine like this, with one arm behind his head showing off his toned bicep, and the other idly rubbing up and down his belly.

“Alright, my darlings, it’s on, someone want to send a tip or two in to make sure it’s working properly?” He grinned again, then sucked the corner of his bottom lip in between pearly white teeth. It was such a lewd face, and you were intrigued.

You hit the tip button, and donated enough to make the toy vibrate for 15 seconds on a medium pulse. It sounded like a good enough place to start. The cartoony sound of coins clattering together came from your laptop speakers as the notifications began popping up in chat.

You weren’t the only one with the idea to start him off strong, and you worried for a moment about the length of the show with just how long and how intense the vibrations were going to be.

“Ah, thank y-” he started, and then the most pornographic moan you’d ever heard ripped from his throat as the toy started up. “Oh fuck, fuck, fuck… holy shit.”

Kuroiro threw his head back, his muscles tensing and his hips rising off of the floor from the sensation. His legs were shaking and his breaths came out in uneven pants. “Oh god, th-this is… oh fuck right against my prostate. Ohhhhh~” he groaned, barely coherent. From the angle that he was at you could see his dick harden significantly, and he roamed his hands up and down his thighs as if he could barely hold back from touching himself.

More donations and tips flooded in, keeping the toy going for longer and longer.

“Mmm, oh god you guys wanna make me cum don’t you? Such eager little whores. It’s so cute but we c-can’t have that just yet, yeah?”

This went on for a while. Just about every time the toy calmed down and Kuroiro let his body relax, more tips would cause it to continue pulsing deep in his ass, and the longer it dragged on the more intense and sloppy his moans and movements got. He hadn’t even touched his cock once and you could see the dark spot forming on the strained fabric of his boxers.

‘How much to take them off, pretty boy?’ you commented, and just like before he grinned from seeing your name. I just happened with yours, and you weren’t sure why, but it sent a rush of heat down your body when he did.

“Mm for you, y/n baby, you just gotta keep calling me pretty.”

Fuck.

A few arguments broke out in the chat at that, some calling unfair treatment, some commenting on how he seemed excited to get a message from you, and others that were far more threatening. ‘Just wait until vantabussywhore gets online, bet they’ll have a tipping war.’

“Oh no,” he groaned, slowly working his shirt over his abs, “Now that’d be something to see, wouldn’t it? My two biggest fans going at it?”

‘Vantafan wouldn’t stand a chance,’ someone said, ‘they’re new, and probably have good money but vantawhore gets all the private shows and special shoutouts.’

For some reason knowing that there was someone else willing to shell out just as much or even more as you had you flooding with jealousy. It’s not your fault you were only just learning about his shows and content, why should they get special privileges and priority just because they’d been here longer?

You were so lost in your thoughts that you didn’t even notice he’d completely stripped, and was now sitting on his knees for the camera, which focused on his muscled abs, strong thighs, and very erect cock. Just like in his VODs, he was so gorgeous.

‘Such a pretty prince for me’ you commented, and attached a generous tip to the message.

The toy went off again, and he moaned at your words and the stimulation, “Oh, thank you y/n. Fuck I can’t wait to cum for you baby.”

The show went on this way for quite a while without much really changing. He’d stroke himself, his body would react when the toy switched on, and plenty of chat interactions, but ultimately you thought you enjoyed his VODs more.

That opinion changed, however, when he hit the predetermined goal and chat lit up with hundreds of donations. All of them aimed with one goal in mind: make vantabussy blow his load for the world to see.

You could see his body break out in goosebumps as the toy started up again, Kuroiro frantically fucking up into his fist. “Oh shit, you really want -ohhh hhhhhahhhh- to see me cum, huh? Why the h-hurry? Ngh- fuck okay, okay I’ll give you what you want, y/n,” he moaned, and you’d forgotten that he was going to be getting off to you, for you.

You grabbed your vibrator, finally, and attacked your clit with it, letting yourself melt at the sensations. More and more donations flooded in, keeping the vibrator on and it wasn’t long before a loud cry of your name had you hyperfocusing. Pump after pump of creamy white cum coated his belly, and his whole body tensed and flexed with effort and pleasure. “Oh fuck, y/n, I’m cumming. I’m cumming for you, princess, oh my god. Feels so good, you feel so good! Gonna fill you up, baby, ohhhhhh y/n….”

That last broken moan of your name was enough to send you over the edge, hurtling towards your own orgasm. Once you came to enough to refocus on his stream, the tips continued flooding in, alongside comments of how sexy he is and how lucky you are. You loaded up the rest of your coins into one big donation and hazily typed out your message.

‘So pretty. Thanks for cumming with me.’

He smiled lazily at you, “damn you’re gonna take top spot with all these tips, baby. You really like me that much?”

Top spot? Like? Most donations? Now that was a title you wouldn’t mind. You looked around for the information, bought some more coins, and sent it through without any attached message. You’d bested the previous top donator, vantawhore, and upped the ante by double. Reckless spending? Perhaps. Did that mean picking up more patrols to make up for taking so much from your savings? Yes. Was it worth it? Absolutely.

“Holy shit, y/n. Thank you so much. Next time you’re here I’ll give you a special treat just for that, okay?” he chuckled, his grin just growing wider.

“Thank you all for cumming with me, I’ll see you later.” And then the stream cut.

That happened. You were so wrapped up in everything, in this new world of Kuroiro “vantabussy” Shihai, that time not only got away from you, but also so did your common sense. You cringed looking at your transaction history, realizing just how much you’d spent on him over the last 24 hours. Guess you really were his new biggest fan, huh?

And tomorrow you’d have to face him, even just in passing, because you were scheduled for patrols back to back. Not like it’d be an issue, really, you supposed. Considering how he actually hated you. It’s good he didn’t realize it was you behind vantafan666, because that would have definitely put a strain on your professional relationship.

You felt… strange. Like you were in a sort of limbo caught between your feelings that were just starting to develop for him and the fact that he really wanted nothing to do with you. If the fact that he’d just been acting out of sorts to put you off and drive you away was as true as you figured, then you had no idea what you’d done to cause such a reaction.

You’d been nothing but nice to him, so you thought. Always attempting small talk and asking about his day up until he started acting so weird. What had changed to make him hate you? As far you could remember…nothing. It was troubling but maybe you could at least show your support to him in this way? If he wanted nothing to do with you then you could do that, keep your distance in person and avoid him like he wanted. And at night, you could tip during his shows, buy his photopacks and VODs. It wasn’t conventional by any means, but it was the only thing you can think of.

And maybe it was better this way. You’d save him the horror of interacting in person, and become his number one fan online. And maybe when the time was right you could reveal yourself and change his opinion of you. Or ruin your relationship with him altogether.

As you readied yourself for your shift, you desperately wanted to reach out to him, ask him about why he’d hated you and what you’d done, but that would defeat the point. Avoiding him would be difficult, but you were sure you could pull it off.

The commute to work was wrought with nerves, knowing that he’d be changing shifts with you at the end of the day. But at least you had all day to figure out a more in-depth game plan.

Your shift was long and uneventful, scheduled just for your patrol before the weekend. No villains to stop or thieves to deter. Just a little old lady to help cross the street and a cat to rescue from a tree. The people were nice, though, and it was the perfect opportunity to overthink yourself into knots about Kuroiro.

Every plan or idea or thought you had throughout the day vacated your mind as you passed him on your way back to your agency. It would be more accurate to say you nearly barrelled straight into him. Again.

“Woah, watch it,” he said abruptly, making sure to avoid you by side-stepping. When he noticed the look on your face, though, he paused. “Hey, you good?”

You were looking up at him with wide, owlish eyes, as if he was the most insanely incredible thing you’d seen in ages. Your mouth went dry and your palms got sweaty as images flitted through your mind. His photosets, VODs, and the show you’d watched just the night before, the way he’d reached the height of pleasure with your name on his lips. Your name that didn’t belong to you.

“O-oh, yeah. Sorry.” You said hurriedly, scurrying away as quickly as you could and leaving a very curious and confused Vantablack in your wake. All of that stressing and worrying for nothing because you’d run into him anyway and proceeded to make an awkward situation even worse.

Fuck was he always that hot? After seeing the man beneath the mask, so to speak, it was easier to notice those little things about him. Like just how muscular he was, or how tall, or how… big. Your face got hotter and hotter as you went about your evening routine, thoughts lingering on the man that hated you.

This began a new normal. On his off days you’d watch his streams, tip absorbent amounts just to get the top spot and hear him call out your name when he finished. Sometimes he’d let the top few donors in on a private show, you included, where he’d ask you about personal things. Things that weren’t relevant to anything going on, like your hobbies and your job and if you liked anyone. To which, your answer was, of course, “I like you.”

And it kept going, streams where you would pour filth into his chat, and he’d spill it from his lips. Nights where you promised to cum together, despite the barrier of a screen and anonymity. Even the regulars in the chat started to enjoy the banter and chemistry between you, going so far as to tip just for Kuroiro to do whatever you asked, or write your name on his cock, or whatever they could think of.

You’d spend his streams riling each other up, teasing and dirty talking and blowing your entire spending budget. It was worth it, because during those times you felt like Kuroiro actually liked you, even though he had no idea who you were.

And, oh, how your affections grew fonder by the day. Despite his usual avoidance of you at work, you really fell hard for the man. How could you not? Having spent so much, chatted so much, cum so much with him. Feeling like you were the only two people in the stream, as if it were a private call where he was getting you off, and you were getting him off. And somewhere along the way you fell for him. Hard.

Even beyond a sexual attraction, you found yourself doing little things around the agency to make his day go easier. Making sure there was a fresh pot of coffee on in the employee lounge, anonymously leaving a box of fresh donuts for the night shift and including his favorite, and even occasionally leaving little handwritten notes of encouragement on his lunchbox. Part of that, also, was avoiding him like the plague.

If he didn’t like you, then you wouldn’t force him to be in your presence. That’s the least you could do, right? One less stressor on him, despite how much you really, really wanted to see him in person. To look at his handsome face and hear his pretty voice, to see him with fresh eyes, no longer as the awkward weird guy he pretended to be in front of you, but as someone strong, sweet, and fun. And sexy.

You considered for a moment making a fanpage for him, but would that be too much? Instead, you elected to fill your phone with the few pictures of him you found online, from articles and newscasts, candids and press, you just couldn’t help yourself. He’d never be yours, not really, so sighing longingly while scrolling through the folder you’d made just for him on your phone had to be good enough.

Watching his streams and buying his content had to be good enough.

Why couldn’t you be good enough?

As the year drew to a close, Vantabussy announced a special, end of year prize for his loyal and most faithful viewers. It’s not uncommon, a lot of people do it to show their appreciation to their audience.

You joined the stream, as usual, sitting comfortably on your bed with your laptop to watch and listen and participate as you normally did. Your heart skipped a beat when the camera flicked on, and Kuroiro made his appearance. He looked exceptionally good, with his hair pulled back and wearing what looked to be a complicated harness made of red velvet. He also wore a red blanket wrapped around his waist to hide himself until the time was right.

“Thanks for tuning in today,” he said with a light chuckle, “I’m announcing the end of year prizes and their winners before we start, so please have some patience while we get through it, and then the fun stuff will happen.”

He winked, darted his tongue out to wet his lips and then smirked playfully. Fuck, he really was so effortlessly attractive, wasn’t he? No wonder he made good money doing this.

“First, I want to say a big thank you to all of you for supporting me. Whether you tip, or just enjoy the show, knowing I can make others feel good makes me happy! I’d give each of you a kiss on the cheek if I could!”

“Anyway, I’d like to thank my top ten supporters this year, who interacted, donated, and supported me the most. I’m going to do a private show just for you, with some special caveats, I hope you look forward to it.” From there he listed off the usernames of the winners, and it was no surprise that you were among them. Had you really spent so much on him over the last few months?

“I’ve also recorded a special VOD that’s going to be free for everyone, a little thanks from me. And finally for the big prize, for my top supporter this year, you get a choice. Either a private session with me, where we record a VOD together, or a one on one session. That choice is yours, vantafan, I will private message you after the show. Thank you for being my #1 this year!”

He smiled widely, genuinely, and it was meant just for you. The chat went wild, congratulating the winners, lamenting on how they wished they could afford more, asking when he’d take that blanket off.

But you were caught up on one thing: the potential to get to be with him, face to face, for real, in person. However, if you chose that, he’d for sure know it was you, right? And that would just be awkward, considering how he actually hated you.

Or did he? You’d been nothing but yourself over the months in the chat, and you’d barely spoken to him in person. Maybe he just hated the idea of you? Or had a problem with you as a hero in an attempt to drum up publicity from the drama, and you just hadn’t taken the bait yet?

Maybe there was a chance, and you could explain to him…

Just as you were running through your thoughts and getting distracted, Kuroiro flicked the lights off, plunging the screen, and your room, into inky blackness.

“Today’s special treat is something I’ve been thinking about for a while.”

Just as suddenly everything was illuminated in a dark purple: black lights. And Kuroiro was on his knees in front of the camera, barely visible in the darkness, with bright, neon patches of white painted on his skin, glowing beneath the special lighting.

The head of his cock, subsequent rings going down his shaft, and a variety of different designs painted along his body, focusing on the most sensitive parts of him. Rings around his nipples, and when he leaned back you could see arrows pointing to his asshole. There were bands around his arms to accentuate his muscles, and lines tracing down his abs, his hips, all but pointing directly to his dick.

And then he produced a brightly lit, neon pink dildo. At first Kuroiro didn’t strike you as a switch, but after watching him for so long, learning his kinks, bantering with him, that became very obvious. Though, even while bouncing on a long, thick silicone cock, he’d still lightly degrade the audience, cooing about how dirty they are for liking to watch him.

Fuck, you wanted him so bad.

You watched intently as he sunk down on the dildo, the bright pink disappearing into his hole, making for an interesting and fascinating show as you could map just how deep it was going. He moaned when fully seated, swirling his hips to rock against his prostate, drawing another sweet sound from his lips.

“Mmmm, fuck, it’s been a while since I’ve used one of these, hasn’t it?” he cooed, “Feels so good, shit.” Slowly, he rose until the head nearly popped out, and then slammed back down, setting a slow but hard pace. It was mesmerizing, the way he swallowed up the cock, the way the lines on his body moved and flexed with his muscles, and how his pretty, perfect dick bounced with each motion.

You snaked your hand down between your legs, typing with one hand. You look so good, baby.

“Hhhahhh, thank you, sweetheart, but you look better.” It was a sweet sentiment, and it made you burn. Of course, he couldn’t see you, but the thought of him thinking you looked good in any capacity made your heart race.

The tips started pouring in, as they always did, and Kuroiro thanked each and every one. Some requested for him to do certain things, like play with his nipples, smack his ass, or choke himself, all of which he did without hesitation, and all of which drew you closer to your orgasm. You ruthlessly played with your clit, wishing - pretending - it was him. How would his hands feel on your body? Would he touch you gently? Would he kiss you softly? Or would it be more aggressive, more filled with fire and desire?

Would he hold you down and fuck you hard, or would it be slow and sensual? There were so many questions, so many scenarios to fantasize about.

As he continued to ride the dildo and stroke himself at the same time, he spoke directly to you. “Mm you know, vantafan, I’ll be happy with whichever prize you chose, but… I really… *fuck*, I really hope you choose to do the VOD with me. I want to taste your sweet pussy in person. I want - oh god, mmmm - I want to feel you cum on my cock.”

That hit you like a freight train, the realization that you could have him all you wanted. That he wanted you just as badly. That you had the opportunity right in front of you to fulfill your fantasies and more.

The only caveat was that you were sure he’d call the whole thing off once he learned your real identity. How could you go about making this work and maintaining your anonymity? You could wear a mask, perhaps. One of those halloween masquerade ones that’d look real pretty on camera. But what if it fell off during whatever activities you got up to?

The blacklights. Of course! If you combined those two things, surely he wouldn’t find out the truth! Wearing a mask and dimming the lights so much that even if it somehow got removed, he couldn’t figure it out before you managed to recover. It was perfect.

“Gods, it’s going to be a quick one tonight,” Kuroiro’s deep, keening voice cut through your thoughts. “I just.. Fuck I just can’t take how good it feels like this, and thinking about you, vantafan. It’s just too much. You want me to cum, baby? Want me to paint my stomach white for you?”

Yes, you typed and then tipped what was probably way, way too much for such a short show, cum for me with my name on your lips.

And that was all the permission he needed, spurts of glowing white cum coated his abs as he moaned a broken cry of your name. Your real name, not your username. It was rare he used it, usually just when he was dirty talking with you or cumming, but it was enough to send you over the edge yourself.

Kuroiro wrapped up the stream as usual, and you were left in darkness when he cut the feed. Would he really be messaging you to set this whole thing up?

It wasn’t a few minutes later when the notification dinged on your laptop that someone had sent you a PM. Your heart shot to your throat as you opened it, seeing that it was indeed from Vantabussy.

Y/N,

I hope you enjoyed the show tonight, sorry it was short! Let me know which prize you decide on. If you want to do the VOD it doesn’t matter where you’re located, I’ll buy a plane ticket and pay for a hotel room, okay?

God, he really was a gentleman. You really had fallen for him, not just for his sex appeal but for his personality. His real personality.

I did! The blacklights were very sexy, and I was wondering when I come in for the VOD if we could use them? I’d like to keep my identity a secret if that’s okay.

You waited, probably for too long, for him to respond. But, oh, how you weren’t prepared for the message you received.

You’re so fucking hot, oh my god. Here’s my number, we can discuss things further through texts if that’s okay with you?

xxx-xxx-xxxx

It was more than okay. And he thought you were hot? He hadn’t even seen you, yet! What was he on about? You eagerly plugged his number into your phone and were about to message him when you realized that he might already have your number saved under your hero name. You worked at the same agency, and crossed paths a few times, after all.

Or maybe he didn’t, because he hated you. You had to remind yourself of this, and every time you did it hurt a little more. Right, he could never know the truth because of that. What would he think if he found out? You swallowed hard, and took a chance.

Texting with him, it turned out, was even more fun than bantering with him through his stream. He was easy to talk to, funny, and sweet, and such a far cry from the Kuroiro you knew from work. The Kuroiro who’d spout such strange things about the darkness, and the void or whatever. Who’d sometimes say out-of-pocket stuff for no reason other than to make you feel uncomfortable. It was obvious that it was an act, because he was so different like this. This had to be the real him.

Of course, you lived in the same city, so there was no need for him to purchase plane tickets or pay for hotel rooms, and setting up a day and time was easy enough. Too easy, almost, and too soon. This weekend, specifically.

And, oh, how time flies when you’re anxiously awaiting meeting the man you loved for an anonymous hook-up that he’d record and broadcast to thousands. Reality started setting in the closer you got, knowing you’d be kissing him, touching him, fucking him. Knowing he’d be running his hands on your body and making you feel good.

But he was such a gentleman, texting you all week to quiet your nerves, telling you that he wouldn’t do anything you weren’t comfortable with. And even going so far as to send you a few voice memos just to tell you how excited he was, and how much he really, genuinely appreciated you and your support. That it was all he could do to try and make you feel good and cum for real and not just from behind a screen.

Surprisingly, picking out a mask wasn’t difficult. You just went to the nearest party supply store and found a half-face rabbit mask, with lace details and long, plastic ears. It’d do well to mask all but your eyes and your mouth.

The harder part was picking out matching lingerie to wear, because you couldn’t exactly go on camera and knowingly go into your first time with him without at least looking a little nice. After a trip across the city, hitting up every lingerie and adult store you could find, eventually you found the perfect set.

A black lace and leather bralette, with straps that accentuated your tits, and a small, strappy thong. You chose a matching garter belt and thigh-high stockings to complete the ensemble. Not bad, you thought upon trying on the whole get-up in front of your mirror. It fit well, hugged all the right places and you genuinely thought you wouldn’t be able to tell who you were. With your hair down, especially, as you usually wore it up for patrols. Surely there’d be no way he could connect you to the hero you were, and with the added protection of the darkness and black lights you were feeling secure and ready.

Well, despite your nerves. It’s not exactly a common arrangement, but you couldn’t pass it up. To know, finally, what kind of lover Kuroiro would be. To feel him touch you, to think for even just a little while, that maybe he could love you, too.

Even though he wouldn’t.

You steadied your nerves as best as you could as you made your way up to Kuroiro’s apartment. You felt jittery, giddy as your stomach filled with butterflies and your heart fluttered wildly. This was it. Finally. You were going to meet him, not as Vantablack, not as vantabussy, but as Kuroiro. As Shihai.

You swallowed hard, standing just outside of his door. A deep inhale, a slow exhale, as you placed the mask over your face and rang the doorbell. He was quick to answer, slinging the door open and leaning on the doorframe with one arm propped above his head.

Immediately you were taken with just how good he looked like this. Wearing a grey sleeveless turtleneck and black jeans with his hair tied half-up and a few strands falling in his face. He looked you up and down, towering over you, and grinned.

“Damn, you are just as fine as I thought you were. Holy shit.” he said with a chuckle, and then stepped aside to let you into his apartment. It was well decorated, not too large and not too small. Clean, and comfortable. He led you deeper inside, and you watched him walk. The muscles of his back showing through, his arms built so well shown off in all their glory, and those jeans made his ass look delicious.

You were in over your head.

He led you into the kitchen, instructed you to sit down at the bar and brought out a glass of water for you.

“So,” he said, leaning against the bar across from you and looking you over again. Like he couldn’t get enough of you. “I’ll just cut right to it, okay? We can go at your pace, establish a safe word. Tell me what you like, what you want, and I’ll do my best to make sure you have a good time. This is my first time doing anything with someone else, but I’m going to try to make it easy for you, alright?”

You nodded, smiled, “Okay, that sounds good. I hope I’m okay… I mean… I hope your audience likes me.”

“Babe, I like you, that’s all that matters.”

Oh, that made your heart do funny things, combined with the look he gave you, you weren’t sure you’d survive this. You sat and talked with him about what was going to happen, and he made it so easy. He didn’t judge you for your kinks or your desires, and made it very apparent that you were in control here. If you said stop, he’d stop.

But the longer you talked, the more you got the feeling that there was something you weren’t getting. Like there was something he was hiding. It was in the way he’d glance at you with this unreadable expression when he thought you weren’t looking, or the smile he’d sometimes give you that made you think he knew more than you realized.

There’s no way he’d know your secret. You were careful.

Once you were ready, your nerves calmed as much as possible, he led you back to his recording room, his hand falling to your waist to guide you through his home. It was so warm through the fabric of your shirt, and you had to fight not to let the shivers run up and down your spine.

The recording room was just as you’d expected it to be, having seen it so many times already over the countless streams and recordings you’d watched. Decorated in mostly greys, whites, and blacks, with the occasional red accents. It suited him, and you smiled softly as you watched him walk ahead of you to maneuver the camera and recording gear.

In the center of the room was a queen size bed, plush blankets and pillows just for the sake of looking nice as Kuroiro got off. A plush, red rug where he usually recorded, was laid out just at the foot of the bed. All around were things he’d use in his streams, or videos. A collection of toys were displayed on a low dresser, an array of dildos, cock rings, vibrators, wands, bullets, restraints, whips, floggers, ropes. Just about anything you could possibly want to use or experiment with.

“Wow,” you said, grasping the full scope of the room at last, “You’re really prepared, huh?”

He laughed, a deep, pleasant sound, and glanced at you over his shoulder, “Yeah, well, you kind of accumulate these things over time.”

Walking deeper into the room as Kuroiro continued to fuss with the equipment, you sunk slowly into the bed. It was far softer and more comfortable than you thought at first, and already your mind was going to naughty places.

“Alright,” he said, walking over to sit next to you, “I think maybe we should break the ice a little before I turn the camera on. We already have chemistry, but I want the audience to really feel that, and I don’t think they will if we’re all awkward at first.” He chuckled again, and you felt your face heat up.

“Okay… but first can you turn the lights off? I’d be more comfortable.”

“Of course,” he said, hopping up to flick off the switch, and use a remote control to turn on the blacklights. There were several around the room, lining the walls. It illuminated everything in a dark purple light, just enough to make out shapes, and activate anything that was white or otherwise bright in a fluorescent glow.

Kuroiro sat back on the bed beside you, and leaned back on both of his arms, tilting his head towards you and grinning. His teeth were so white that they shone in the light and for some reason it made your heart pound even harder. What would he taste like?

“What… did you have in mind?” You ventured, shifting uncomfortably under his intense gaze.

“Hmm,” he said, “I’m going to kiss you.”

You didn’t have time to think about that before his lips were on yours. Finally. Finally after all this time, you got to feel him, taste him. One hand came up to the side of your neck, his thumb tracing your jaw as the other fingers raked through your hair. His lips were soft, and practiced as he kneaded them against yours.

He didn’t miss the way you sighed and melted into him, and you were being pushed back until you were laying flat and Kuroiro was on top of you. One hand still at your throat and the other on your waist, his hips slotted between your thighs. He opened his mouth, and you could hear him hum as he licked over your lips, could hear him chuckle as you allowed him access to you.

He tasted of mint and cloves, an odd combination but not unpleasant in the slightest. He laved over your tongue, explored the expanse behind your teeth as his grip on your hip tightened. You could feel the hard press of his cock against your thigh, dangerously close to your core. You couldn’t blame him, as you tangled your fingers in his hair, undoing the hair tie that held it back and letting it fall around his face, because you were just as soaked.

He drew back, just enough to snag your lower lip between his teeth and pull gently before kissing you again. You trailed your hands down to his shoulders, and hooked your arms around his ribcage to pull him closer to you. To press his chest to yours and your bodies flush. This earned a low, desperate groan from deep in his throat, a sound that made you clench around nothing.

Kuroiro started to pull back, but you stopped him by closing your lips around his tongue and sucking, bobbing your head slightly for a moment before letting him free. He propped himself up on his elbows beside your head, looking down at you as best he could through the dim lighting.

“Fuck,” he sighed, then chuckled again, “you’re perfect.”

Heat flooded your cheeks, and you were glad for the mask, and the dark. He shifted slightly, just so that he could run a thumb along your cheek just beneath where the plastic and lace of the mask ended.

“Is it wrong of me to want you to remove this thing?”

You paused, wide-eyed. Of course it wasn’t wrong, you wanted to remove it, too. But that… that would ruin everything. Would you be satisfied with just this? Just the small make out that happened? You hated lying to him, hated feeling like he genuinely cared about you but knowing it was a ruse.

“I can’t,” you said, “I… I don’t want to risk my job.”

Of all things, he smiled, “I understand. My co-workers found out about me and they’ve been weird ever since. Most of them just avoid me, some of them act really strangely, and y/n… well,” he laughed again, but this time it was hollow, bitter, “nevermind about her, this is about you and me.”

He kissed you again, hotter, deeper, as if trying to distract from what he was thinking, what he was about to say. But that burned inside of you, what was it about you that bothered him so much? This was a good chance to ask him, without him knowing the truth, and figure out what you’d done.

You kissed him back, first, though. Because you’d be a fool not to. He was an amazing kisser, and as he tasted you again he rolled his hips against yours. His hard length pressing against your core and dragging out a soft moan.

You broke the kiss, head fuzzy from just how good it made you feel.

“Y/n… the one you work with?”

“Yeah.” he said, dropping his gaze to the side.

“What about her?”

“I don’t know, she just… She’s completely avoiding me,” he looked at you again, that same unreadable expression from before twisting his handsome features. “I guess it’s my fault though.”

“What do you mean?”

At this, he rolled off of you, laying on his back beside you, “You didn’t come here to be my therapist, y/n,” he said with another chuckle, a grin to mask the truth. Ironic.

“I want to listen,” you said, turning towards him and propping yourself up on one elbow to look at him properly. “If it’s weighing on you, it’s important to me.”

He sighed heavily, a rush of air that all but collapsed his chest. He must have been holding it in for a long time, finally able to let it out. Just why he hated you.

He lulled his head to the side, to look up at you, “Are you sure? I don’t want it to ruin this thing between us…”

“I’m sure.”

He considered for a moment, gathering his thoughts, and then sat up fully. Kuroiro crossed his legs, and leaned forward with his elbows on his knees as he spilled his confession.

“She… well okay, I guess I should say I’m not the smoothest guy. I do a good job on cam, I know how to, like, be the kind of guy who sweet talks, you know? But around her I just can’t seem to channel that same energy. I always clam up and say weird shit, or get so nervous I just can’t speak at all.”

“The truth is I’ve liked her for a long time. We went to high school together, and it’s been since then,” His shoulders scrunched up as he curled in on himself more, and you could practically feel the shame and embarrassment pouring from him. “But I just can’t seem to have a real conversation with her. And lately she’s been outright avoiding me completely. It sucks. I’m sure she hates me.”

Oh. Oh.

So that’s how it is? He doesn’t hate you, he’s just… nervous? Because he likes you? Because he likes you?

You shifted on the bed, crawling on your knees to wrap your arms around him from behind and pull him close to you. You could fix this. He melted into you again, let you pull him against you as you cradled him gently and ran your fingers through his hair.

The cat’s out of the bag.

“The worst part is,” he said, looking up at you, “is I know the truth. And it’s so much easier behind a screen.”

You froze, ice ran through your veins. He knows? How long had he known? Why didn’t he say anything? A million thoughts ran through your mind as you processed his words, and even through the dim light, he could see your eyes go wide.

You both just looked at each other, gazes locked. A stalemate.

“I know,” he said after a long, long moment, “But we can keep up this ruse, if it makes you feel better.”

You swallowed hard, searching his face for any sign of hesitation. For any sign of the hatred you’d been so sure he harbored for you. But there was nothing like that. His expression was soft, pleading, almost.

“How long?” you whispered.

“From the start.”

Your pulse drummed in your ears, anxiety gnawed at your gut as that sank in. He’d known from the very beginning who you are, and he still went along with everything.

“How?”

He smirked then, “You know the site shows me the real name of everyone who donates for legal purposes?”

“Shit.”

At that he laughed, openly, brightly. Such a sweet sound that seemed to halt all of that fear and anxiety that was welling up inside of you, and replaced it with light-hearted fluttering.

“It was just so much easier to talk to you through a screen. It felt natural, it felt real.”

He moved then, removing himself from your lap and folded one leg beneath him as he leaned closer to you. He never looked away from your eyes, even as he brought both hands up to gently remove the mask that failed to keep your identity a secret. You let him, all but unable to speak.

He smiled warmly, placing the mask on the dresser, “There you are, y/n.”

“Here I am.”

“Can I kiss you again?”

“Please…” you whispered, and his lips were on yours in an instant. Both hands cupping your face, pressing in on you just like before. But this time was different now that everything was out in the open. It was slow, and sweet, but still charged with as much heat as both of you could muster.

He hadn’t asked if you felt the same, though he didn’t need to. That much was obvious, at least.

Your back hit the bed once more, your head resting gently on plush pillows as Kuroiro kissed you. He ran his hands down your sides, over your hips, to squeeze your thighs. He was hard, harder than before, you could feel it pressing into your core and flooding your body with heat.

Kuroiro rolled his hips into yours, dragging his hands along to your waistband, toying with the fabric as if he were going to remove it.

You broke the kiss, though he rested his forehead against yours, “What about the..the VOD?” You asked, getting the hint that he was ready to go.

“Fuck the VOD,” he said, voice laced with conviction and then his lips were on yours again. You moved together to help the other remove their clothes, and once he really saw what you were wearing beneath, he had to pause.

“You’re so fucking beautiful,” he whispered,”holy shit. You wore this for me?” His eyes raked over your body, over the straps and the lace, the lingerie you’d picked out just for this. You felt heated under his gaze, blush rising to your cheeks, burning your ears as you nodded.

“I don’t know if I want to leave it on, or rip it off. You’re so pretty, but I bet you’re even prettier when there’s nothing covering you.”

It was slow, the way he ran his fingers under the straps, carefully sliding them over your skin. The ghost of his fingertips sent shivers racing down your spine, your skin to pebble in gooseflesh. He took his time undressing you from that final layer, and while he did, you took the chance to really admire him.

Real life was nothing compared to what you’d seen in the months past. The subtle twitches and flexes of his muscles and subtle glances, even in this dim light, were far more noticeable. And there were other things, too, the way he smelled, citrus, clove, musky and citrusy. The way he felt under your touch, smooth, hard, electric.

As Kuroiro began peeling off pieces of your lingerie, he left small, soft kisses in his wake. They were gentle, reverent, and his breath on your skin tickled.You were so close like this, and you found yourself touching him, too. Running your hands along his chest, down his arms, over his hips. You traced the lines of his torso, his thighs, getting to know him and his body.

Other than the obvious, figuring out where was sensitive, what made his cock jump, and what made him shiver. His shoulders, you found out, were sensitive, as were his hips. You paid special attention there, more a tease – a promise – than anything else. Raking your nails along the v that led to his dick, watching him tense and huff a heavy breath as he continued slowly freeing you from the last of your clothing.

And then you were both bare, and there was a moment where you just drank each other in. This was real. This was happening. You were finally with him, and he was with you. No pretenses, no fake names, no hiding behind a computer. Just you and Kuroiro, the man you’d fallen for.

And who’d fallen for you, apparently.

Tentatively you reach out again, dragging your index down the length of his torso, coming to rest just above his cock. He never broke eye contact with you while you did, and you were more than happy to watch as his face twisted with pleasure as you wrapped your hand around him at the base. His tongue darted out to wet his lips, and you could see his shoulders rising and falling as his breathing increased.

Slowly, with just as much care as he’d shown you a moment ago, you stroked him once, twice. Starting a pace that was ginger, and had Kuroiro groaning low in his chest.

“Fuck,” he hummed as you picked up the pace, “Easy, y/n, I’m really worked up right now, you turn me on so much… This isn’t like my shows. I don’t want to cum yet.”

You smiled at him, and fought the urge to jerk him to completion right there, just to know that you could. Just to see the pretty look on his face and watch the way his body twitched and convulsed as he came.

But that’s not why you were here. Technically, this whole thing wasn’t why you were here, either. You both wanted this, though, and you could figure out the VOD later. Right now you just wanted to be with him, be close and intimate with him, touch him and hear him moan out your name when he finishes. Just like on the streams, except better. Because this time it’s in person, and this time you both know the truth.

He kissed you again, it was deliberate as he lowered you back onto the sheets. He parted too soon, kissing again down your jaw, your neck, over your clavicle. Kuroiro placed a hand on either breast and kneaded gently, sucking a love mark onto the tender skin of your throat. You keened, arching your back into his touch.

More kisses down, over the crest of your tit until he took your nipple into his mouth, the other between two fingers, and paid special attention there. You could feel his tongue flick out and over your hardening bud as he rolled the other between his fingers. If he was already able to make you feel so good, make you so wet, from just this… You wondered just how long you could last when he was really trying to make you cum.

He continued kissing down your body, occasionally sucking a little hickey here and there, until he was seated between your thighs. With his strong arms he lifted both of your thighs over his shoulders, and pulled you closer to him. You could feel his breath ghost along your soaked core and shivered.

He looked up at you for a moment, gauging your reaction, looking for any sign of hesitancy. You combed your fingers through his hair, and he gave you that signature toothy grin in return.

His mouth was hot against your cunt as he buried his face into you, licking a long stripe up your folds from your soaking hole to your clit. Kuroiro pointed his tongue and flicked over your sensitive pearl, drawing sweet moans from you which went straight to his cock. He slid his thumb through your pooling slick to coat it, and then pushed it slowly into your core. All the while nursing at your clit.

You pressed back further into the bed, fingers curling in his pretty silver hair, as he familiarized himself with your most intimate places. “Oh shit, Kuroiro I’m - “ you tried to say, already feeling yourself tilt towards the edge. A combination of nerves and excitement, anticipation and the buildup over months of craving him and needing his touch.

“Shihai,” he said, drawing back and looking up at you, he continued to massage your sweet spot with his thumb, though, keeping you just at the precipice.

“Sh-Shihai,” you cooed, feeling yourself blush at calling him by his given name. “Please, I'm so close.” You untangled your fingers from his hair, trailing them down his face to gently rub over his cheeks.

There was a whisper of a smirk before he dove back in, attacking your clit with increased vigor and bringing you closer and closer. He reached up with his other hand and clasped it over where yours had fallen to the side, grounding you, keeping you steady as your body shook in anticipation.

Your orgasm crashed over you, intense and powerful. Your thighs shook, your cunt twitching and pulsing on his tongue and around his fingers and just the feeling of you cumming made him groan. Made his cock jump with need. He worked you through it slowly, relishing in your aftershocks with every flick of his tongue or drag of his finger until you were whining and babbling a string of ‘please’s over and over.

When he finally pulled away, his chin covered in your slick and a proud smirk on his face, his deep voice rumbled through you, “You taste so fucking good, holy shit. I don’t know if I can wait any longer, babe.”

You smiled at him hazily, still reeling from just how hard he’d made you cum, and reached out for him with both arms. Shihai gladly came to your embrace, kissing over your neck softly as he slotted his hips between your thighs once more. Only this time there was nothing to keep his painfully hard cock from rubbing right against your overly sensitive core.

He swallowed every quiet mewl with a deep kiss as he rubbed his dick along your folds, covering himself in your arousal in preparation. You could taste yourself on his tongue, feel the wetness of yourself on his lips as he licked into your mouth.

With one hand, he reached down between you, grabbing himself at the base and lining up with your entrance. Slowly, so, so slowly, he pushed in. Just the head, just barely, but it was enough to have you gasping breathy moans of his name.

“You’re so tight, god- is this okay? Does it hurt?”

You shook your head, trailing your fingers up your body to play with your tits and pinch your nipples as he sank further and further into you. Oh, how he was mesmerized by that sight, unable to draw his gaze away from the way you played with yourself. Only when he was fully hilted inside of you did he manage a glance away, down to where you were connected.

“Shihai,” you hummed softly, drawing his attention back to you, “You feel so good! I’ve wanted this for so long, Shihai-”

“Me too,” he groaned, coming to lean forward with his arms on either side of your head and his face just above yours, “God, so fucking long, y/n. I can’t believe you’re finally mine.”

Shihai swallowed hard, then, and just as gingerly rocked his hips back, only to snap them into yours again. Both of you moaned at the feeling as he tilted his head down to rest against your forehead.

The pace he set was deep and slow, each thrust rocking your body beneath him. You wrapped your legs around his waist, slender but muscular, and your arms around his shoulders. His gaze locked onto yours as he carefully, and intently fucked into you. Every drag of his cockhead along your sweet spot making you moan, every push back into your depths making him groan.

“Fuck,” he said breathily, not letting up and keeping the agonizingly slow pace, “You’re so perfect. You’re so fucking perfect. I love you. I love you so much.”

You felt him throb inside of you, felt his hips stutter slightly and you knew he must be getting close. “I love you too, Shihai. P-please, I wanna cum, please make me cum!”

It was as if he’d been waiting for permission, or perhaps just the right time. As soon as those words left your lips he propped himself up further, and started moving like he meant it. The difference was night and day, what were once sensually slow thrusts morphed into desperate snaps of his hips as he pistoned his throbbing cock in and out of you. Kissing against your sweet spot with every motion to make you moan loudly.

“Ngh-fuck, Soon. I’m… soon…” he huffed, and all it took was seeing the desperation and need lacing his features to send you over the edge again. You threw your head back as you came, your mouth falling open in a silent cry. The sight of you made him cum, too, busting deep against your cervix with pump after pump of hot, thick seed.

Once you both came down, panting, chests heaving, and basking in the heady afterglow, you finally said it.

“I love you too, Shihai.”

He smiled, a genuinely joyful expression, and kissed you. It mirrored your very first kiss, perfect, passionate, and sweet. Full of love, full of emotions that you’d both spent too long pining for. He held you close for a while, kissing you like that, lavishing in your closeness, until he figured it was time to clean up.

Carefully he pulled out, letting his cum all but gush onto his sheets, and helped you up. You walked together into his bathroom, where he started the shower and grabbed a couple of towels. Every time he passed you, he paused just long enough to plant a kiss somewhere on your body. Your forehead, your cheek, your shoulder, your hand. It didn’t matter.

The water was the perfect temperature when you stepped in, supported by Shihai’s strong arms. It was a relief to wash yourself off, to clean yourself after such a passionate display, and he was quick to help you.

His hands were so gentle as they rubbed his body wash over your skin. Careful, and almost reverent, and once again, more kisses. You giggled, realizing that he really was spoiling you with them.

Shihai grinned down at you as he squeezed a dollop of shampoo out onto his palm, “What’s that for?”

Long fingers massaged the citrus-scented foam into your scalp and ran it through your hair. It smelled like him, and you delighted in knowing you’d be carrying that with you.

“You just really like giving me kisses.”

“Oh… well, yeah. I mean, I’ve waited so long for this – for you – and now that you’re here I’m going to treat you the way you deserve. Including plenty of kisses.”

As if to accentuate his point, he pressed his lips to yours. It was soft, and over quickly, but it left you feeling fuzzy and warm.

Once you were clean, you returned the favor of washing him off. It was nice: getting to run your fingers and hands along his onyx skin. Getting to feel his muscles move with each breath and each subtle motion. The expression he made when you washed his hair, too, was one of pure bliss and happiness.

When you stepped out of the shower, Shihai was quick to wrap you up in a large, plush towel, and then pull you flush against him. He was still naked, but you didn’t care, just happy to be enveloped in his warmth.

“I really do love you,” he mumbled, “And I have, for a long time. Even though I always choked up and couldn’t talk to you like a normal person. You’re so strong, and so brave, and so kind. I can’t believe you feel the same way.”

You nuzzled your face deeper into his chest, “I really thought you hated me, you know? I’m glad… I’m glad things worked out.”

“Yeah, me too.”

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