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The thing about Wyll is that he Gets It. He knows the story. He knows the kind of man his father is and the kind of man he was supposed to be. He knew what Mizora was when he made the pact. He knew what it meant. And he was just a kid, and his city needed saving, so he did it, and he paid that price, and even knowing all of that he still tried to appeal to his father for understanding and forgiveness.
He sold his soul to do the right thing. And he was cast out. And he knew what character that should have made him.
He knows the story he's in, and every day he chooses who he wants to be instead.
#he gets it!! he fucking gets it!!!!#genre aware yet furiously optimistic king!!!!!#hes literally the peoples princess#“baldurs gate isnt a monarchy” then explain the peoples princess wyll ravengard#bg3#the Wyll to live tag#anyway sorry for waxing poetic i just remembered i love him#wyll ravengard#im also watching acofaf. he deserves to be in a regency world#hed fucking crush#maybe i should... nay ill pocket that sentiment. for now#he said oh the scarred and scorned hero turned villain? nay i shall fucking not
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goodbye hug
#kida tanaka#marcoh#fear and hunger#fear & hunger#fear and hunger termina#fear & hunger termina#marcoh fear and hunger#so like im thinkin right#tanaka and marcoh survive A ending but then they realize that this will probably be the last time they see eachother#they dont think its possible for them to keep in touch#and marcoh is biting his tongue trying not to tell tanaka to come with him despite really wanting to#he knows that tanaka doesnt want to persue his businessman lifestyle back in edo so it feels right#but he doesnt say anything#tanaka reassures marcoh that if he were to ever come to rondon hed try finding him and that just makes marcoh hurt a little more#they dont even realize they have crushes on eachother . the fucking idiots.#anyways hi if u read this im literaly plagued by thoughts#tanacoh
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i've seen people talk about sirius seeing noel for the first time and having a gay panic and while they are absolutely correct, have you considered the inverse
#witch's heart spoilers#sirius gibson#noel levine#sirinoel#admittedly it is less funny for noel#bc for sirius it's like “HE TRANSED HIS GENDER AND IS HOT NOW???”#which i fucking love as a trope#and also bc i headcanon sirius is gay him seeing noel as a guy made him Realize “oh hes pretty??”#versus noel who probably always thought he was pretty since hed have been crushing since a child by my headcanons#but it's still a funny concept#also this would probably be some AU since we know noel could probably view the mansion since he seemed to know when intruders were there#so he probably knew what sirius looked like and wouldn't be surprised by it in canon#but i had a fic where this happened and noel was like “wtf hes so pretty??”#drawings
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btw the reason Mike "repression" Wheeler is so mean to Steve specifically is because he's actually got a big fat embarrassing crush on him.
#steve: i just cant get over nancy#mike (heartbroken): ew gross kys#mike and eddie can be miserable together about crushing on a fucking jock#stranger things#steve harrington#mike wheeler#as far as my aro ass understands it is possible to have romance feelings for more than one person at once#and there is a difference between being in love and having a crush#its good mike wasnt in hawkins in s4 bc if hed been there during the steve hairy chest conversation he wouldve died of blood loss#(anime nosebleed)#steve stranger things#mike stranger things
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No seroquel means no sleep for me I guess. I've been trying for hours
#decided if im gonna be awake i may as well do something other than wallow in thoughts that cause me anxiety#just super fucked up that i went from believing i could no longer feel romantic attraction#to suddenly being flooded with feelings#and like he didn't even confess romantic feelings for me he just said hed be down to fuck sometime#usually id just be like yeah that's fine i don't usually catch feelings#so it's fucking me up that im having romantic feelings towards someone who probably doesnt feel that way#and it's fucking me up that i caught feelings from being TOLD he'd like to fuck we haven't even done that#sigh i can't pretend like those feelings weren't already there and just extremely repressed....#kept having so many dreams about being in love w him... I'd do everything i could to shake the feeling off#it comes down to insecurities#feeling like i make too many mistakes to be with someone as good as him#the fear that I'll stress him out#one of the most amazing people I've ever met. he has respected my boundaries for years#and i guess those boundaries were only firmly in place bc i knew deep down it would spark something#honestly i felt a huge spark hours before he even told me#whenever he came up behind me and hugged me on the neck#his lips accidentally brushed against my neck and i swooned#we haven't talked since that night but he said he wants to have a conversation about it when he's not busy#he has two jobs#his 2nd one lasting til 1am#but yeah thinking about what he might say is making me nervous#like what if he suddenly decides that it IS too risky#i don't think ill be able to kick these feelings#at least i let him know head on that i might fall in love w him if we pursue anything else#but we haven't even pursued shit!! and i feel this way already!!#i guess not ''in love'' but the crush is hard-fucking-core#the kind of crush i havent had since meeting my ex 7 years ago...#i forgot what the feeling was like. and it's.... so strong#.bdo
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Yesterday at the high school I was in for this art teacher and they all had like projects they were gonna present to work on in Google classroom, so like many days as a substitute teacher it was quiet and I mostly just sat at the desk and read. But then this one kid in my peripheral vision was looking at me and when I glanced over her laughed a little. And I looked away cuz I was like whatever maybe he was whispering smth w his friends.
But then he says "I have a question"
"Yeah?"
"What two colors make purple?"
"Oh. Red and blue"
"Thank you... I appreciate the no judgment answer"
I didn't even think about it lol
#when youve been asked enough silly questions you just accept all of them#tales from diana#and this class in particular was not an intro class which. makes it a little extra funny#i told him ive heard sillier questions and he said 'like what?' and i was just like... oh idk but i used to work prek#i guess i am such a no judgment person that it didn't even register to me hed worry abt me laughing at him#u just forgot kid! its ok it happens to the best of us#there was also another interaction i had at the end of the day which was kinda weird#the last like 10 minutes. there was this kid in the front of the room like#apparently he was dancing and i guess i turned my head like toward the whiteboard for one sec#bc i was thinking abt erasing it. which was right next to him#and he was like 'she totally saw me bust that move' to his friends#i didn't know if they meant me or they were talking abt some other student. but fwiw i totally was not looking at him lol#but five minutes later i go up to erase the board#and the kid is still standing there and he's like 'what was your name again?' (it was literally on the board still. kids dont read)#'miss -----' 'oh. it was nice to meet you' and i was kinda like uh the fuck lol#i can't stress enough i dont 'meet' most of these high school students i just take attendance#i didn't say a word to any kids this class unless they asked to go to the bathroom#but i was like. uhm. 'nice meeting you too' like wtf?#'nice being here at my job where i oversee dozens of interchangeable students everyday'#ive always said i can usually tell when students have a crush on me. but that really applies to like. k-8#bc of how little i really get to work w high schoolers it's not like i can just read their minds#even if im a 'pretty substitute' to them i dont know that and they dont talk to me and i dont care#it's definitely weirder to have a teenager talk to u like ur a cute girl or smth. bc they don't do it in the earnest way of younger kids#not that that was like an offensive interaction it was just completely unexpected and awkward lol
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imsoo normal about guys byw
#sprry this is the start of my downfall im actually going to theow up and vomit and die#fronting daily actually sucks!and i have no restraint on my curiiusity and i have to figure shit out and i literally want to die#cause like i found out shit i didnt want to and its entirely my fault too bro i cant even be upset cause i went looking for it ughhh#i should be allowed to die afterschool so i dont have to feel anything else tbh thatd be a pleasure great thing whwatever#this is genuinelky the repeat of my downfall again literally september all over again and its just march jesus fucking fhrist bro need todi#the nervous system is so dumb what is ooottfvgvsh or whagevr i hate that dumbass acronym i hate healrhcare#serenity save me 🙏 save me serenity 🙏 come home#everyone keeps sayng that but qith donald trump#anyway back to me i need to scream and not just to serenity cause i feel bad🤭 no emojis are tood enougu anymore bro im going to kms#killing myself so fucking hard like a vampire driving a stake through his heart sort of shit ykwim like a siren drowning ro sokething poeti#save me sid 🙏 sid save me actually hed laugh at me for hthis lowkey which is soo deserved cause real bro why am i breaking down at midnight#on a dchool day too bro again and again i dont want to go to mf schooll and be obsessed w k. hes fine but i genuinely cant do my work#lowkey would iet be weird to talk to my ex ab my relationship with him cause like yea i miss him ykwim and i need closure but i got a crush#cause like on one hand its like i was the one who brokenup ykwim like even if the circumstances werewei4d whatever its like why would i hav#the right to even bring it up and i alr crushed on a new guy and like ignoring the uguult i do like him ughh broni want to kms#i love love i just dont love lvoe for myself cause ugh bro i hare one guy idc ab his crushes but he made me hear ab them lke idc idek him#sorry u had a bad experience w bi girls like idk what u want me to say ??? surprise me too ??? tff ugh i hate love girls#i need a gf but the thoigjt of liking a girl genuinely deeply scares me to my core cause i like girls but ppl dont like that i do ykwim#all mu friends are fucking gay bro idek why im so worried ab liking girls like who is there to disappoint but myself and my entire family#noo pressure qt all being oldest and queerest like ok yeah its midnight happy new years. i need this blanket tobsuffocste me#sleep wrappedup alr like a borito burito i dek and its not enoughh i need a soul crushing embrafe to sleep#ok im done i got post vent clarity i need to sleep#post#erics tag#delete later#serenity needs this as a ref in the morning#i beed my mom to cry to but j cant tell her any of this id rather be eaten alive by bugsbro and if i just cry to her without a reason#shell fs go througj my phone and fimd out why anyway so wjats the pointtt my god i tqlk too much and vent too much#gota flair forbthe dramatics ivguess mb
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BTW during my nightly nap i had a dream abt horrortale sans...... it was sorta all over the place cause i fell asleep watching youtube so it affected the course of my dream a lot but i think it was something along the lines of him working someplace on the surface and saw me from afar semi-regularly and was like. really weirdly fixated on me. but he was totally nuts about it too like hed follow me around with the sole intention of trying to figure out WHY he was fixated on me and what id done to make it that way. like. obviously there was something mega suspicious about me since he couldnt get me out of his head and also he thought i was the one stalking HIM because i kept showing up in places he went to. like i remember he had some special quiet place near his work where hed go to watch a nearby lake and calm down (super cute) and it was way behind some bushes and shit so it was like a secret for him. but then he went there one day and i was there napping in the grass and he was like ok what the fuck. anyway all in all it was a good dream and i think thats sort of what hed be like, even just regular sans is like that too. also my appearance in this dream was that of my self insert which was neat and also there was a part where he was watching me in secret and i was stressed out and he saw me take my eyepatch off and stab myself in the fucking eye over and over again and he was like. woah Thats just like when i pick my broken eyesocket....... and it was like a whole thing. lmfao
#cherry chats#bf (bone friend)#long and jumbled ass post but whatever it was a dream so it was pretty messy already#another fun thing was that at times hed see me pass by his workplace and he would be dead set on following me#so hed just up and leave. not even on break or anything like he just Left#and if any of his human coworkers tried to stop him he would literally grab them and break their arms#like. they reach out a hand he grabs it and just fucking crushes it#like that scene in from dawn til dusk. if anyone remembers that.#and that was like a regular thing. dunno how he didnt get fired but it was funny as hell#in fact i think he even regularly crushed peoples fucking skulls with his huge hands too#he would leave to follow me around like a huge weird creep and if anyone tried to get him to stay he grabbed their head and crushed it#like. completely silent and nonchalant and still on his way out.enriuhgeruihgwg9prodgboirdhfg#anyway. it was cool i fucknig love that freak#and i also love my self insert a whole bunch. theyre also fucking weird#i wonder if i should make that eye stabbing when stressed thing an actual habit of theirs.....?#itd be cool and a fun parallel between sans' eye picking habit#but also the eyepatch is based off of my eyesight being garbage on my right eye#and at one point the eye doctor said i might have to get an eyepatch on my LEFT eye (the good one) so the bad one could get better#so if im realistic then my s/i would have one functioning eye thats covered by their eyepatch and then one shitty eye#but the eyepatch is also bloody. maybe i should just let myself be edgy and say the doctors removed their eye or something LOL#aaarghhh. i love horrortale so much. fuck
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Someone do me a favour and....punch me in the fucking face...yea??
#all my besties are getting on the coke big time#im actually not cos ive done it enough times to know what im like and thwt its not worth it but#im worried bout my girl#obvs not avtually my girl but her fella is only making it worse and i dont want her becoming like him cos shes top tier#fuck crushing on straight friends#especially straight friends in relationships#i literally pick up all of her mans slack tho#who got her birthday cards n gifts from her kids?#not him#he didnt even get anything cos hed spent sll his money on coke#wasteman
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lmao my mom hasnt texted once today or called me. but i've done really well not texting her once either. if i dont text her first she never texts me. good 2 know not even my mom likes me
#im scared abt taking the train by myself tmrw#but i dont wanna open up abt that w my mom anymore#i domt wanna show her how weak i am#cant stop thinking abt how nice it'd be to be my crush's property#i wouldnt have to think by myself. id just go where he wants us to go. hed take care of buying tickets and finding the right tracks nd stuff#anywa... ig ill just go whenever tmrw i wont even ask them abt time#bc if i dont go my mom will be so fucking mad at me#its better that i just go for christmas#and pretend everythings ok#and then when i get back home i dont have to text her often or visit them for nyes
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Blocking him and adding him to my favouites.... what the fuck am I on?
#im deranged#bipolar disorder?#borderline disorder#idk which one this is#i hunted down my crush's number somehow and this is how i end up#ive liked him ever since 2016#its been fucking 8 years what the fuck#and he doesn't even like me back#or know my existence per se#dude probably forgot me in 2017 itself smh#naurrrr he was so 🥰🥰🥰 yk#is it love or infatuation#idk man i wanna kms#id rather kms than be in unrequited whatever this is#i cant even move on ffs#moving on is hard as fuck for me bro#i should just fucking kms atp#and my strict south indian parents of fucking course doesn't know about this#nor i told about this to my classmates from school when i was in school#bcs i was scared hed get to know that i like him through word of mouth#what do i do
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what in the christ was that hello
#yapping#split a joko alter. he got a crush on someone hed never talked to. tried to flirt and it went bad so he. went dormant????#what the fuck 😭😭 i feel crazy
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rare case of i love show donnie the most but i like fan content of mikey best. this is because no one fucking knows how to write donnie
#tc talks#20//12 donnie tag its so dark in here#they always make him too mean or erase the rlly interesting parts bc they had him not crush on april which is fine but like.his#self worth would still be so tied up in her opinion/thats like the point of her calling him a worthless freak#in his fear spores hallucination#such a tendency to make him like. just hate mikey? its so wild mikey is absolutely his favorite brother what are you on. hed do fucking any#hing for mikey and lets him be all cuddly and affectionate with him constantly#mikey fan stuff varies but by gourd. at least ppl are trying to write him
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god i need to vent & i don't have anywhere else to go to & i only have therapy by the end of the week. so bare w me!
#saw my biggest college crush again after an entire year without seeing him#this motherfucker moved all the way across the planet to do an extension program#AND SOMEHOW GOT EVEN HOTTER#anyway i'm in love w him and i'm literally olivia rodrigo's ballad of a homeschooled girl#i felt so fucking hot yesterday#but he comes around to talk to me and i just melt#all awkward and shit#please send help#or tips on how to forget ur shy#also i'm in my fertile period so i just NEED him to pin me on a wall and kiss the living hell out of me#said me: a demisexual#i'm desperate#if he knew how much i want to kiss him hed do it out of pity
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#i love characters who fuck up momentarily#i know ppl portray dr.ift as this malevolent being incapable of doing wrong bc hes trying so hard to do it right#but i think he deserves to be a little annoying and to accidentally push ppl away bc of that#sometimes youre trying to convince ppl youre the better good SO BAD that you end up being a little too convincing and also annoying#and perhaps even hurtful#maybe youre fucking crushing it. maybe youre screwing it up. not everyone is going to simply Deal With It.#anyway i dont think hed ever question ro.d on the name change thing.#i think hed understand#he did get his name changed then changed it back to detach the person deadlock is from himself#its like. a coping mechanism#but also its not like roddy ever says anything#dont get me wrong i think they share all sorts of stuff#i think theyre good friends#but i dont think rodimus is the type to bare his heart to anyone even if he trusts them#its not out of fear of vulnerability. well not entirely anyway#its this deep fear of being seen differently#being seen as something disgusting and rotten#drift is one of the few ppl who get it. sure they share sins. they share a life#but its not quite the same#nyon was not at war. he was not consumed by anger. he simply was someone with the power to destroy it all#and he took that power without so much as blinking until it was done.#and not even after that. canonically its like#nobody remembers nyon. rod has completely detached himself from it#who gives a shit abt a city nobody remembers? why should he#anyway#hmmmmmm.#ahem.#sorry#ooc / misty forest
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#hoesntly id be such a differnt guy if i was cis like id probably be soo fucking intolerable or like#i wjst wouldnt relate to the people that i gravitated towards who are trans/nb#those bonds mean so much to me#more than anything#but when i crush on a cisgay#i automatically feel incompetence in soemthing that i lack of (bodyof a man type shit)#ohghh the agony of being born afab transmasc and being gay for men#I GUESS I 'LL JUS. STRENGHTEN THIS BOND I ALRDY HAVE W THIS CISGAY FRIND#IN A FRIEND WAY..WHICH IS OKAY!!!! I LIEK BEING FRINEDS I DOOO#nd#he seems ok w being physical <3 like hugging n hand holding which means oh so much to me#i want to ksis him so bad thoughhfhdhghldkmflkagmlk#but i dont htink hed b at all confortable with that..#fFUCK#ME WHN I ADMIT MY FEELINGS N NOW ITS ALL I THNK ABOUT#its ok guys im normal
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