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mezzmerizd · 6 months ago

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Sighs i'm thought-policing myself about my designs again. :[[

I really like making my hermit designs suit what i like, and molding them into silly little guys who are just a little more unique to me. Bc why not, but if i like a concept i won't shy away from sticking to a working recipe-

But now i'm at the point of struggling again because i rlly like drawing big fluffy hair. And all of ZITS (minus maybe Zed) would probably most definitely have shorter hair styles.

At the end of the day though?? Mfer i made Tango some random thing I made up as a species. He can be fluffy if i want him to be OTL

#i feel like i always come across as like #rude?? intimidating??#at least when it comes to design stuff #mainly because i am pretty vocal about the like. difference in how Tango designs are treated vs Imp&Skizz #and i AM invested in it #sure #but i feel like what i mean gets lost in translation a lot (<- me not being able to express myself correctly)#and also bc yk the internet and personal opinions are taken as a fact to be attacked #be self indulgent and make whatever you want to make PLEASEE #it's hard enough to be in this hell scape called social media #don't let some dumb stranger make you feel bad #pointing at myself with that too #but i'm the dumb stranger in the situation too #make myself feel bad for things i shouldn't feel bad for #shaking my head #rambles #heavy heavy rambles my god #so many tags

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creatively-cosmic · 8 months ago

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PLAY DELTARUNE RIBBIT PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE

#deltarune ribbit #deltarune mod #YOU #Prince Noyno #Susie #Lancer #the fanbase id NONEXISTENT but this mod is fucking phenomenal.#id REALLY recommend playing/ watching it blind but heed any content warnings!! there is horror and. Heavy Metaphors #ugghh i wnt ramble too much just oh my god please

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cangrellesteponme · 3 months ago

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i don't think wonderland is ready for those alices

#i have so so many things i could say about this cielois madness returns au (yeah that's what i call it. it's not even meant to be cielois)#(but like. ship names are convenient aren't they)#anyway so many things. but that would be a lot so i'll talk about it if someone asks or if i feel like it later #this post's rambles will be about the outfits!!#so. i gave ciel the dollhouse dress and alois the queensland dress #i know they could have been swapped. and it might have made more sense #HOWEVER #i do not care #i can and will put alois in red just because i want to. and of course i would give him a red fit in an amr fusion au #the vibes are rancid. it's perfect. that's what him being in this au is about!!#terrible things happen to children in kuro and in alice ok #anyway. i know queensland would be good for ciel because r!ciel BUT please envision queen luka i BEG #it's heartwrenching to see lizzie look so small in the game already so luka???? soul crushing. i want it.#now. the dollhouse dress for ciel #because of funtom mostly... and the vibes... and he's more of a doll than alois is ngl...#like. i know that it fits alois more because it's heavy on the trafficking and poverty parts but. see if i care #plus the minor theme of exorcising the evil of the city through the pain of children is more ciel-coded. so yeah #and he looks so bad in red oh my god i could not give him another dress... unless it was the mad hatter one and it would have been boring #also very much not fitting #you might notice that i changed the symbols on both of their aprons #in both cases i replaced female with male obviously but #in ciel's case the dollhouse dress has so many disgusting implications and i made them worse you're welcome <3 #(replaced female with male and male with one of the symbols you can see on the contract seal. yeah yeah that's fucked i know)#(it's alice madness returns. and fucking black butler. bad things be happening to children!!)#anyway #that's it for my rambles #i got too lazy to do the vorpal blade and hobby horse light trails #so we'll live with the fact that my sketch has better vibes than the final piece #kuroshitsuji #kuroshitsuji fanart

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cheebuss · 10 months ago

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Another one down, Demo will be lucky last! <3

#cheez rambles #my art #fanart #fandom character #my design #crack #crossover #warrior cats #catified #team fourtrees 2 #heavy tf2 #tf2 heavy #// i love u so much heavy tf2 #// SO CLOSE GUYS SOOO CLOSEEEE #// have had names planned for demo cates for ages tho thank god

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rexcaliburechoes · 1 year ago

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does gale know that he's appreciated? does he know that he's loved? does he know that he's funny and witty and charming and worthwhile as a companion because of his simple existence? does he know that there is fulfillment in following the ambition to live? does he know? can he see the paths laid before him, the paths he is destined to walk, some that end in his death, others that continue on with his life, does he understand the ramifications of his choices, does he understand how his choices have affected the other companions' courses just by asking for a hand?

does he understand how the act of taking his hand grounds him in reality, towards a brighter future?

of course he doesn't; he's a fictional character and he only knows thst he sees in front of him and that is his death several feet ahead of him. he is entangled in the fabric of the universe like a moth in a spider's web, the strands of his ambitions and regrets clinging, gossamer thin yet sticky and strong, holding him fast to the paths that rip him in too many directions.

all he needs is a little push into the spider's maw or free to fly and live another day.

#rex rambles #bg3 #gale dekarios #gale of waterdeep #bg3 gale #gale bg3 #having a lot of feelings about the nature of character studies the metatextual presence of dnd #how gale is caught up in the weave and how the weave is the world and how. mystra plays into this #how the player (tav durge or origin) can push and pull gale based upon their actions with the player freedom afforded by the game #but how ultimately there are so many endings that get coded into the game due to its size limitations and how he's fated #destined even #to call victim to his ambition or grow wise to it #also BTW he's funny and a breach of fresh air from the rest of the relatively murdery cast #in a technical sense you need that buffer character or setting to make the hard hitting moment hit harder #can't make a sweet pastry without salt. can't make a rich dish without acidity. can't have a heavy story without levity #(well. you can but it may very well veer inti the melodramatics which may or. may not be desirable)#having a lot of meta thoughts. they players are gods. the players control the characters' actions #wouldn't that be a revelation a crisis of faith even #for him (or any origin character really) to realise he's never truly free.#don't look at my waxing poetic at 4am this barely makes sense LMAO. dom't percieve my barely coherent thoughts #baldur's gate 3

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swinging-stars-from-satellites · 1 year ago

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actually I think the thing about being a youth leader is that 25% of it is teaching about God, 25% is playing fun games, and more than that though 50% of it is making a safe space for kids to be. not to try and make them believe, not so they'll be open or anything. just. a 100% no stakes, safe place for them to just BE. whatever else comes after that. and I don't just mean physically safe, two-adults-in-the-room-at-all-times, et cetera. I mean emotionally safe. I mean not hitting them over the head with scripture, not trying to help them feel better or any particular way. just... a no-judgment, emotionally safe place to exist as kids.

#I'm convinced that my time on Tumblr helps me with this tbh. idk how to explain it but it does #I had one kid this weekend really overtired and stressed out just uncontrollably crying and like. the goal there #is not to make them feel better or stop crying. the goal is to be a safe person for them to feel those things with #does that make sense???#another one doesn't believe in God at all but told me about some really heavy stuff and like. the goal isn't to start #talking their ear off about Jesus it's just to be a safe place for them to come to. this kid didn't want prayer during ministry time #but I did casually tell them at the end of our conversation that I would be praying for them anyway. you have to keep it chill #and not put pressure on them yknow??? they're kids #idk.#adventures in youth group #anyway pray for a few kids in particular I won't share any more detail than I did here but some stuff got shaken loose for sure #Lu rambles

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mysticfemme · 2 months ago

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guys I'm so hot and yet nobody has a crush on me

#today got to wear my new cropped dark red crochet jumper w my black maxi skirt and docs and my leather jacket #i looked so hot you don't even understand #black and dark red clothing ily ily ily #i wish i could wear my heeled boots to uni but my bloody laptop is too damn heavy #MAYBE I SHOULD WEAR THEM TO MY EXAM ON THURSDAY #no laptop that day teehee #is that weird if i wear them #maybe not #I'm just so hot and mysterious oh my god #how did i date my ex like how #if you compare me now side by side to them it's like WHAT #they just get women cause they're masc and have a big ego #rants n rambles

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opikiquu · 9 months ago

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hhahhehehehahgeehshdgshheehehh HAHAHAHAHAH so i did the story

#★ arin rambles #hsr story spoilers #oh god here they go again #I GENUONELY STARTED CRYING #THERE WAS TEARS IN MY EYES I WAS BREATHING HEAVY. I SAW GOD.#HES SO BEAUTIFUL I MISSED YOUR VOICE KING COME BACK TO ME #Literally what was he doing in there and how did he get out PLEADE #me and my best friend kept joking he was in a beach episode #we all fighting for our live and he gets a vacation… TAKE ME WITH YOU???#jokey joke i know he nearly died 🤪#hehehwhhahahahaah HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH AAAAAHHAHAHA #Stupid dream i was so happy SHUT UP #fake ending was insane WHY DID THEY ROLL CREDITS?#it s okay hes alive I ALWAYS WIN.#HAHAHAH. I ALWYAS WINNNNNNNNNNN #AVENTURINE AVENTURINE AVENTURINE AVENTURINE #anyways we’ll be back to ur regularly scheduled trash soon. Sorry i just need everyone to know No i was not fine when he popped up #neither times. Not the first time he popped up or the second.

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pencilgutz · 5 months ago

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Photos taken moments before disaster

#young adult oj my beloved #hes talking to paper #inanimate insanity #inanimate insanity sea au #iiseaau #ii sea au #ii oj #ii meeple #technically (its kinda implied ig)#ii cobs #kinda obvious who Mr.C is ngl #for context: Alaskan crab fishing is one of the most dangerous fishing jobs for a variety of reasons #including but not limited to: drowning/hypothermia #crippling injuries due to heavy machinery #getting caught in crab lines/pots or falling overboard #overall its just not very fun. and according to Wikipedia it is 80 times the fatality rate of average workers #mb went on a little ramble there #god this au is going to bring back my ocean phase

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pied-piper-pluto · 3 months ago

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i can say this at least: i am not in the abusive friendship/roommate living situation I was in in 2016, and that is a massive improvement!

#rambles #us election #tagging as that for filtering please god do not be weird on my posts #have i ever mentioned that that roommate:#converted to judaism (a perfectly fine and lovely thing to do) and immediately got deep into zionism (very very bad and wrong)#was heavy into transmedicalism (she was cis)/firmly believed the gender binary was real #openly mocked nonbinary high schoolers her little cousin knew #i wish id pushed back more but yknow. was not really in a position to do so on account of the emotional abuse happening also #if shes improved as a person since then i salute her but i do not have high hopes #have not checked her blog on here or anything since i finally blocked her for whining about yuri on ice fandom drama that she started #the ol silly straw that breaks the camel's back situation. you know how it is #ah tagramblevent got long #this is the way it is sometimes

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devotedlystrangewizard · 10 months ago

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the school arc to me is so good because it drags ciel out of his position as a powerful figure and literally places him in the shoes of the person he could have been. the circus arc ALSO drags him out of his position as big bad queens watch dog/head of the phantomhive estate but the school arc feels like a mockery of a future that never was. this is what he could have been had his parents not died. and even then its NOT because he will never be that kid.

he never was.

#ramblings #incoherent beyond belief its 4 am #and im trying to avoid manga spoilers #might add a reblog with more coherent thoughts when i wake up but im off my meds so i cant promise anything #actually correction im being vague w the manga spoilers #manga readers know whats up #idk if there are any anime only ppl who havent been spoiled on The Plottwist Ever yet #but i figured there will be new fans and though im not tagging this it might still get seen so #cant WAIT to see our boy absolutely miserable in animation form should they recreate that arc LMAOOO #which ofc is after the germany arc so thats still a long time away #but STILL. itd be fun i need to see this young teenager lose his mind in color with sound #him relying on sebastian to do all his fag duties (sorry. dredge) so he can work his way up the social ladder #trying to gain power while simultaneously proving that he cant do anything but rely on others #hes always needed help in basically every way and he hasnt CHANGED he just got a demon to do it for him #he learns to lie and charm and cheat and all the while hes a fucking CHILD WHO STILL STRUGGLES WITH NORMAL THINGS #ciel is my little baby and i love him deeply no matter how much of a little bitch he can be #his helplessness isnt just 'oh he was raised in british high society' its also that he never got the chance to learn anything #which to elaborate on that id also have to go into manga territory. iykyk #like absolutely at this point he just refuses to learn how to do things he has a pet demon to do it for him #but.#hi the phantomhives backstory is killing me again its so late #both atlantic and the school arc are just setup for the Big Arc but theyre very good in their own right i SWEAR #also when i rewatched the circus arc a while back and i realised how some scenes were shot #the heavy foreshadowing that i didnt realise. yk. 7 years ago or however long its been since i first watched it #CRAZY #if you are new. to kuroshitsuji. and you havent read the manga. dear god. read the manga #ALSO GRELLE IN THAT ARC IS SO BEAUTIFUL & OTHELLO IS TRANSMASCULINE. OKAY GOODBYE

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illdothehotvoice · 8 months ago

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Thinking about when I told my roommate I hyperfixate on Mario a lot and he was like "I didn't even know you COULD hyperfixate on Mario until I met you" fkdnfnfndndndnfjfekef

#A FAIR ASSUMPTION #he also didn't know there were rpgs until he met me which is just so interesting to me because yes again a fair assumption but like #you ever just get hit with the fact that someone else grew up with a very different perception of a series than you djdhdbdbdbsnsf #i grew up with Super Paper Mario and Bowser's Inside Story djdjdjsbsnsfjsg #i was always disappointed by mario games that weren't RPGs as a kid cause i wanted a story like Super Paper Mario #i remember playing BiS for the first time and feeling SO much joy because i had finally found another story heavy mario game #after likr accepting spm was the only one (not true but i was 4 when SPM came out and 6 when BiS came out cjdjdndbbdg)#It's so fucking funny but to this DAY i still get so excited over Paper Mario trailers i would become PLASTERED to the TV #whenever a new Paper Mario commercial would come out cause that's how i found out about that shit chdbxbxbsf #same with M&L i remember wantinf a 3DS SPECIFICALLY for Sticker Star and Dream Team fncbcdhshxjsfv #anyways ramble over. shout out to my other roommate when i mentioned the M&L games to him he went #“That reminds me of that one i played on my DS as a kid where Mario & Luigi were babies and fighting aliens” based PiT enjoyer #OH MY GOD WAIT WHEN PAPER JAM WAS ANNOUNCED I WAS FLOORED BTW

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wispurring-moss · 6 months ago

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@top-shelf-tender i—umm—uhh... 👉👈 it's still a secret for now;;; x,3c

but you Know it's another Husk ship for sure LMFAO

#mister ''i lost the ability to love years ago'' being my shipping bicycle is just soooooooo funny to me x'D #the irony of it all. he'd hate it probably ghsdgvgkh #Husk you WILL be loved and adored or at the very least gotten off so help me god— 😂😂😂#*heavy sighhhh* aughhh. one of these days i'll finally crack & reveal the ship but i'm not emotionally ready yet TwT lololol #hi i can't reply like a normal person bc i need my tagspace to ramble thanks <3

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tedzyrotten · 2 months ago

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i wonder if there’s any overlap between sleep token fans and fans of the da vinci code

#guyphantom ramblings #sleep token posting #sleep token #both portray a sort of religious fantasy #both with very tense and dangerous stakes and consequences #with different vessels of ‘gods’ or what are perceived to be ones #heavy focus on belief systems and clashing between what their respective gods may want from them #this is to say i watched the da vinci code and now silas has embedded himself in my brain like a worm

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byanyan · 3 months ago

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so anyway, thanks for reading my little dissertations on byan's gender. sorry for not writing again today, i'm just. i'm fuckin goin through it rn man

#'it' being... *gestures vaguely*#i stumbled across this series of yt shorts yesterday (all by the same creator) that really fuckin resonated with me #and i mean that in the most serious way like. it spoke to me. never have i related to someone talking about their experiences more.#talking about their life growing up undiagnosed autistic & adhd... being in treatment for anxiety & depression for decades...#i can't really explain it but good god it's most exactly my same experience and i just. i have never felt that before.#it was so... idk. it sounds so dramatic bc it's literally a comedy short but holy shit #they verbalized things that I haven't been able to and #fuck. I felt seen and I felt like I wasn't alone in this miserable weird non-functioning barely even a human place I'm in rn #and just. idk. I'm still kinda processing some of it.#once again I am thinking back over my life and realizing things and it's. heavy. and tiring.#but like. in an ultimately positive way bc it's gonna help me change things & get to a better place.#I'm rambling IGNORE ME writing it out helps me process ig and for whatever reason posting on my dumb writing blog is easier than journaling #just. once again thank u all sfm for ur patience with me. it means SO much to me. genuinely.#you have no idea how much and I can't put it into words but. slow as I am... writing here with all of you is one of the few reasons #that I'm still kicking. and I'm just. so very grateful to every last one of you.#ok I'm gonna shut up before I get even more sappy and emotional lmfajdkgksg #love you guys. hope you're taking care of yourselves. 💜💜💜#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don’t @ me.#personal cw

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chipistrate · 11 months ago

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I'm spinning Sonic Movie 3 around in my brain I understand these guys I get them (the movie isn't out yet)

#Chip Chatter #I could ramble foreverrrr about the way they could explore different types of found family and how different people have different needs an #andnadndand how Shadow joining the Wachowskis would be ooc but him finding family and belonging with Rouge even if it's just the start of a #long journey to find that belonging would be so perfect and awesome and everything ever I'm grabbing you by the shoulders I'm not insane #I don't even know if she'll be in the movie but it's such a golden opportunity to further explore the heavy theming of found family in the #Sonic Movies without just cramming everyone into the same family like!! different people have different needs and wants and comfort zones!!#not everyone will fit into the same box Not everyone can fit into the nuclear family and not everyone WANTS too!!!!!#Some people are little freaks that have a big sister and maybe a big robo brother if they aren't cowards and that's all they need!!!!!#Sorry. Sorry I'm normal. I'm normal. I'm okay. I'm sane. I'm normal.#Team Dark found family 5ever I'll defend you with my life #god. god don't even get me started on Shadow and Sonics movie dynamic. Fuck. God. Whatever.

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