#healing and all that ya know
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#never believed the rumours#never thought cadillac was real#the amount of times last year he emphasised midfield being tough#but hm. nice to dream. nice to just...................ya know. one day it all.#this is it. this is the final stages of grief. may be by the new year. this will all be over. this will be healed#like fucking obviously his answer to that question would never be yes#he's not gunna go yeah buddy signed the contract#but that was too quick and easy and content#happy he's happy happy he's at peace happy he's working it through#im................yeah
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So we know that Taishen’s healing magic makes the target feel warm, inside and out, like drinking a hot drink on a cold day. So what if Jornir’s healing magic was the inverse?
Like, Jornir’s healing magic is cold. Like enjoying a cold treat on a hot day. Or applying an ice pack on inflammation. It’s not freezing, by any means, but noticeably cold. It makes you feel cold, but not in a way that’ll damage you. Just…cold.
Also, this is kinda irrelevant but for some reason my brain is also supplying me what their respective healing magics would taste like, if you could taste them.
But like, I imagine Taishen’s healing magic would taste like chai tea, perhaps. Maybe not chai, exactly, but if you were to taste Taishen’s magic, you could taste hints of cinnamon, cardamom, nutmeg, etc. Basically the taste of fall. It would taste as warm as it feels, ya get me?
Likewise, Jornir’s healing magic would taste like peppermint. It tastes sweet, but comes with the unmistakable cold feeling in your mouth that the menthol within causes. It essentially just tastes like winter.
Idk, my brain latched onto Taishen and Jornir all of a sudden and like I just. Want to talk about them. And how they’re like. Polar opposites in so many ways. But so alike in others. I just. They make me unwell.
#legends of avantris#icebound#taishen fireblossom#jornir#idk why my brain wanted to associate tastes with their magics#like I don’t think you can even taste healing magic#so why the fuck would I assign a taste to them???#also I know that if I were to assign Taishen a season it would be summer#but like taste wise he would taste like fall. just all nice and warm and cozy ya know?#idk what I’m saying anymore
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ive decided im singlehandedly going to bring mr robot back from the dead because if any show deserves to have a revival in popularity it does
like.
can you fucking imagine the discourse??? the possibilities are endless
#mr. robot#mr robot#elliot alderson#darlene alderson#dissociative identity disorder#also i imagine id learn so much from other people#because like. theres a lot of moving parts and im hungry for others perspectives#i need people smarter than me to give me greater understanding#i strucktured this poorly#but im high give me a break#also getting to hear more systems talk about it would be hot#because i know its technically spoilers or whatever to talk about the dissociative identity disorder aspect but also#if you know anything about DID it becomes clear pretty fast in the narrative#also i already know most systems i see would not particularly enjoy the ending. i like it even though i do disagree with some elements of i#and found it to kinda speedrun the healing process#4.07 kinda facilitates that but honestly im p sure all that wouldve made healing take longer ya feel?
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Girlfriendsss
#my art#sketchy sketch#my oc#original character#wlw#girfriends#monster girl#or more like monster woman but tags ya know#rest your head on the soft bosom of your monster gf#all monster woman colors we're randomly decided by my friends#hand is not fully healed tho :/
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do you ever think about the fact that han mi was *at most* 13 when her mom was killed?
do you ever think about the fact that there's a non-zero chance han got her first period while hiding with her parents, given her general age range was the average time people first start menstruating?
do you ever think about the fact that, if she did get her first period, her parents likely wouldn't have enough resources to help her through it? They wouldn't have been expecting her to get it, not like how han's mother would have (probably) prepared enough supplies for herself.
do you ever think about the fact han mi's mother died buying tampons?
do you think she blames herself?
#teenage han mi after her uncle sold her off presumably completely on her own struggling with grief and guilt Every. Single. Period.#han mi#shaperaverse#also since I apparently can’t write angst with adding some fluff to it: postie han at the carnival*#learning how to trust raven while he learns to take care of her#lloyd desperately trying to remember what asha and michael had told him about periods. failing. so he just tries to act normal#(Well. normal for Lloyd Allen) which han appreciates when she wants to take her mind off of it. not that she’d tell him how much she enjoys#the chess matches they have while she’s curled up on the couch and his puppet body is propped up against the table#jill would absolutely do all sorts of magic-y… things. lots of things. distractions healing spells conjuring food literally anything#and you just KNOW marjolein would be the best older sister/aunt/cousin/??? however you describe them han could have#actually not aunt asha’s the best aunt#and not cousin that’s kate#ok so marjo’s the best older sister. boom there ya go!#I fear I can’t go into detail about marjolein and han mi because I LOVE THEM. SO MUCH. Need them to interact please paul please.#* asterisk there bc in my headcanon posties don’t experience regular menstrual cycles lol. bc they don’t get pregnant as much iirc#my hc is that they just have slower cycles but again. headcanon lol. which tbf almost this entire post is lmao
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To ME, The Iliad and The Odyssey are about the different reactions to trauma and "hate".
The Iliad is about how a man gets destroyed by hatred. Achilles is "destroyed" metaphorically because his hatred and grief caused him to lose his "humanity". Hector is killed by a man filled with so much hatred (Achilles). Both men are "gone".
The Odyssey, being what happens directly after, is about how a man can come BACK from such hatred. Menelaus and Nestor, while still in pain from the war (the time, friends, and family they lost), are still able to move forward and live normal lives. We watch this happen in real time through Odysseus.
Odysseus' name means to hate and be hated, something he's been probably doing since he left Ithaca to a degree. You could even see the slaughter of the suitors as being the "final fight" he has to go through before the "healing". He gains back his humanity, kingdom, and identity by loving and being loved. (Niko's post about Odysseus and his identity. It delves further into all that well!)
Some people are lost to war and some people CAN come back from it. While the ancients (of every culture as well!) didn't have the semi-universal term PTSD yet, they knew damn well people who have experienced trauma tend to be "different" afterward and had their own stories and even some "remedies"
Other ancient works, such as those by Hippocrates, describe soldiers who experienced frightening battle dreams. (Source, whole article gives more info on ancient PTSD too!)
Celsus, a Roman doctor described a condition named Insania sine fibre.
In Ancient Mesopotamia, “They described hearing and seeing ghosts talking to them, who would be the ghosts of people they’d killed in battle – and that’s exactly the experience of modern-day soldiers who’ve been involved in close hand-to-hand combat.” (Source)
This is my own interpretation, but in a way, I think the Epic Cycle is...showcasing that. The Iliad shows how trauma can "end" a person. And The Odyssey is kind of a way to give some hope to folks in a "Hey, you CAN get better. You CAN have your life back."
#I have not really edited this and looked it over as much as I should have but meh!#also if someone else has already thought and talked about this. I can give credit and/or delete it!#I have a lot of feelings on this. as I love history. Psychology. and literature and the Iliad/Odyssey to ME is all 3#I could just interpret it this way since...ya know👀so I could be talking absolute nonsense but I wanted to know what others think!#I think it's why I love the Odyssey and Odysseus so much. There's always hope to heal. There's always hope in getting better!#good analysis' use sources when they can😤 even though this is extremely casual and for the homies on tumblr lol#odyssey#odysseus#hector of troy#tagamemnon#greek mythology#iliad#achilles#psychology#Mad rambles#shot by odysseus#essay
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y’all look at my birthday cake! do you think if we sing the summoning instead of happy birthday the lords in black’ll appear

#ruth vc: i turn 26 today…..to me#we usually don’t do anything custom or fancy for my birthday#but had a very very not fun thing happen that’s been HARD to process and heal from#something that made me really not want my birthday in the first place cause i was like ‘what’s to celebrate’#so my mom knows how much my i love starkid and contacted a baker to have this cake made!!#thank ya ma <333#anything i could wish for on a birthday candle i’ve already found in those like bre and kels and ali and all of you wonderful people!!!!#so thank you <3#y’all have helped me more than you can ever know!#food image tw#🪓 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐧𝐨𝐭 🎶 𝒔𝒉𝒖𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒇𝒖𝒄𝒌𝒌 𝒖𝒑𝒑𝒑 🎶・❥✐ ᵒᵒᶜ.
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Man, sasuke is the saddest lil guy in the whole wide ninja world :'(
#hes so sad he desides he should be banished to the darkness forever#he needs a hug so bad#perhaps from the one and only person who knows his heart#just saying ya kno#when naruto saves him it might make me cry#kushina and naruto's interactions almost made me cry#its about love healing all wounds#naruto ramblings#naruto
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I think about that tiktok trend where you like paint your partners eye color on your nails or make a bracelet or something with the color a lot actually
#like its so cute honestly but sometimes i wonder how hard it would actually be to like find the right color match#maybe one day... but for now probably expect oc art with this trend in it maybe 💀#the thing about it too is i have like dark eyes and idk if ive ever seen like a dark brown nail polish. beads or thread yeah but ya#oh nvm i googled. it exists i just dont pay attention ig#OH you know what i can do... i can paint pepperonis eye color on my nails.... my baby... my kitty......#dude it feels like 5 am why is it only 2#amyways. 4 monsters was a big mistake i think... i feel quite icky...#it doesnt help i didnt eat for a majority of the day it was just monster. im really unhealthy. need water maybe#wait i was talking about nail polish how did i get here#i just want to actually do cute couple things. i must heal. im gonna be so healthy.#its fine. lmao. i just know im not ready#oh i did eat btw dont worry lmao i had. chicken nuggets#i actually have to eat more bc i need to gain back some weight or they wont let me donate plasma#my extra pokemon money..... nawr...#i dropped like 10 pounds. my current job is very physical. lots of scuttling around.#i thought about working out too? i had a short phase last year in like spring or something where i started doing workout type stuff#so like.. maybe. probably should. healtly mindset shit yk#i also maybe want some more clothes. like update my wardrobe a bit. really figure out my style.#like some cool shirts and maybe pants. cause i wear a lot of the same stuff#also again. dropped weight so. need better fitting pants.....#i want more mens pants. big pockets... gender....#anyways. nice chatting with you besties. love you guys my silly little tumblr besties.#some of you that follow this sideblog have supported me on here for a while. i see you. i appreciate you. thank you 💖#genuinely there are names that pop up and im like !! hello!!! its you!!!!!#you guys probably know who you are. go get yourself a little treat you deserve it. or like. idk what you enjoy.#play a good game. watch your favorite show. idk. be happy. love yourself.#this also goes out to those of you who are more passive on my blog. i appreciate you too!! thank you!#all my little tumblr followers.... my besties..... unles you are a bot i havent cleared out lmao#k i might have to go to bed idk im tired well see
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man i really don't want to archive lock my fics on ao3... i get so many random kudos etc, but this ai scraping shit is SO FUCKING INFURIATING. like i can't even be polite about it, it makes me so unhinged angry.
i wrote No Mercy in like 3 weeks in a fever dream and its one of my most beloved pieces of writing fic or original like... idk man... that's my heart and soul ya know
idk this shit makes me want to take my writing completely off ao3 etc
#juneiper chats#man idk idk idk#idk what to do#like part of me wants to take my fic down COMPLETELY bc i can't with this#but then i get sad about not sharing that story which is all about healing from trauma etc ya know#UGHHHGHGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh
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My dad is missing on war for like, two years now, almost three
And i basically don't remember him by now
And words cannot describe how much happiness and relief this brings me
I quickly forgot how he looked
For the longest time, the only thing i could remember about him, was him yelling at me
But now, even memory of this yelling sounds odd. I don't recognise his voice. Memory of his voice in my head sounds like a cheap copy
And this feels so freeing
I don't remember his face
I don't remember his gaze
I don't remember his voice
I don't remember the fear he brought in my life
I feel free
There's obviously lots of traumas left behind from all his actions throughout my life, but again. I feel free and good, realising im forgetting him
I hope his abusive ass is actually dead and rotting in hell for all the pain he brought upon me and my mom <33
#Vee random posting(i guess)#sharing this because this realisation basically just struck me and i feel so fucking amazing#like. this man wasn't in my life for two-something years and i never felt so free and good before ya know?#being away from your abuser is such a freeing experience#i healed so much since he left it's almost unbelievable#there's some things that still need lots of time and work to heal but at least i started healing!!!#“b-but he's your dad-” SHUSH. he abused me all my life#geniuenly hope he died on the frontline#again. he abused me all my life. and straight up told me to end my life when i was thirteen. he deserves to suffer for all he did#Vee out! :33
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now that we're bringing up me rambling in old tags, I give you ru and @chai-isms on blue-collar ghost that rattles around in my brain once a week (this is literally from a month ago)
#blue collar ghost#cod#ghost x reader#i adore noel#because your in her dms but im sending them french revolution rpf omegaverse - we are not the same#my brain worms at all times for those keeping tack (no one): bear price - blue collar ghost - dad ghost - price wife#also the kidnapped together on a mission gone wrong trauma healing fic that exists in my notes#just something about the inhuman controlled nature of ghost being reader's only safety after experiencing the worst of humanity's depravity#ya know?
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Low-key gonna need a blessing from my bishop when I go to church this Sunday because ain't no way am I gonna survive the week with pain like this
#“Boss I'm gonna need one of those extra special all healing prayers ya know like the ones in the Bible and stuff”#“Doodle I don't think that's how that works”#doodles rants#mormon stuff#lds church#Idk what tf I'm supposed to tag
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Okay cool so this is was me all of this and last week fretting years off my life about the episode and I guess it's gonna be me next week fretting years off my life about next episode coolcoolcoolcool
#critical role#critical role spoilers#cr spoilers#c3e90#cr3#cr3 spoilers#bell's hells#I mean we know it was gonna be tense and chaotic but we have multiple episodes of this tension and chaos? I only have so little sanity#but yeah now I got more days to fret about it in different ways so thanks Matt I guess?#god what is ep100 gonna be like? I kinda want Dorian to return for 100 but at this point who knows? Maybe sooner? Maybe later?#what are we even gonna talk about on this month's 4SD? Like what do we pick?#we need off the moon asap now only Chetney's been having a decent time here giving toys to people#Liliana is pissed and on the warpath and I feel we ain't healed enough or levelled enough for this!#also I'm gonna need a clip of Fearne and Ashton hugging for Callowmoore reasons and all the fanart we can get#Ira did at least save Fearne before bolting which was nice even if we didn't get to kill Athion and steal his dragon for her (yet)#but 'don't let me float away'? Clutch at my rapidly beating heart why don't ya?#we all agree though that this should be the permanent table format right? The Imodna and Callowmoore roleplay demands physical contact!#I need to lie down but I also need to work because office hours freaking time zones and all...
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I don't give a shit about the flared base I am fucking that T piece for the spin, you are absolutely right that we need to incorporate the gameplay into the experience
I'm still team | but you are so valid
btw, speaking of gameplay, I feel we are sleeping on the fact you need ALL the pieces to make a line eventually
So idk, I am thinking we should consider the poly aspect 👀
#ask#moss answers#moss text#Anonymous#tetris#I still do not like t because I always fuck up the number of times I need to spin it in the useful position#so T always fucks my game XD#am not a spinner player what can I say lol#but smh I feel like getting tetraminos around me on all sides and then disappearing section by section would heal me#ya know??#I mean after a line disappears the parts that remain become their own shapes and blocks#I can feel my neurons shifting XD#*galaxy brain dot gif
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I have done a deed.

Its the isat gang as Eeveelutions, or well, the eevees i assigned to em at least. For funsies.
I shall explain my reasoning under the cut (because spoilers)
Mirabelle gets to be an Umbreon. She gets all the Rings and Circles for free! Also, as a Horror girlie, it suits her.
Odile is a Glaceon, because crystals and gems. Those are important to her. Also she deserves the ice typing :> Very levelheaded.
Isabeau deserves the Sylveon. It's funny. He gets the most Trans colored of em all hehe. Also the guy Loves with a capital L, so he gets one of the vees that evolve with it.
Bonnie!!! Is. A. Child. Eevee. But theyd probably turn into a flareon. Warm, fluffy hugs and lots of delicious hot food. Also, they're loud and hot headed :D
Siffrin is a Leafeon, fight me. As a physical Eeveelution, they get to be the Garden Scissors (Leafeons can cut through trees?) and also, itd give him a connection to the Universe. With nature. Funnily enough, out of the whole team, Leaf is still the fastest Pokemon. It fits.
Loop still loses Mouth priviliges as an Espeon. They probably would also look very off by Pokemon standards. Anyway, why are they an Espeon? They literally do Psychic Magic. And also, they're very Mentali unwell ;³ (hehe.)
#isat#but as eeveelutions#otherwise i assigned the king jolteon#hes fast and hits hard#euphrasie is a vaporeon thereforeth#healing ya know#Anyway pls appreciate the french Espeon pun#that was all
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