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Thinking about how society treats pregnant women. It’s a freshly new concept that pregnant women have autonomy and independence. More often than not when women are identified as pregnant there’s a trend of infantalizing. In a backward sense of thought a woman dealing with carrying life is reduced to a tired, stressed, and moody woman that must be appeased. Cravings demand she want pickles and ice cream. She’s got it! Don’t have this meal have this one, it’s better for your baby's health! Oh listen to Fur Elise it’ll calm you and make your baby smart! Tantrum at 3 in the morning? Don’t pay her any mind.
Not all of the people caring for pregnant women do this negatively. Many times the concern of friends and family can ease the entire process. What’s more not all of the typically overreaching behaviors are unfounded, during a pregnancy there’s so much happening with the body the brain can be especially fragile.
All that being said when the Demon Queen announced to her generals that she was expecting, immediately her subordinates silently moved to support their Queen on a much….deeper level.
“My Queen I have some unfortunate news.”
“Speak General Mordecai.”
“The….raspberry jam reserves are no more.”
“I see…then break out the grape. It’s not my favorite but it’ll be due until we can get a new shipment.”
“That’s the thing….there are no grape jams left either.”
“…AAAAAAAGGHGHGH”
It’s a small dangerous line her generals tread on. Between receiving demands for jams to attacking the human kingdoms it’s left many exhausted. But there’s hope as the 10th month of her pregnancy concludes. Her army and its leaders will be assured further tantrums that result in heads being cut off will only be because she is dissatisfied with their work rather than her paranoia about her changing shape.
But alas nothing is ever easy in the demon army, when the emergency messenger wyverns fly to the top-ranked generals with grave news.
“The Queen’s child is….dead?!”
Children are a gift….miracles that can last as long as the tallest tree or end in a second faster than you can blink. Unfortunately, the Queen’s miracle was exactly an hour which meant a month of devastation for everyone. Of course, a mother’s grief is immeasurable and tragic but a the Demon Queen was a mother is even worse. Every day her generals stomached the thick and violent aura that oozed from their leader for meters long. Even the humans felt it; their crops drooping as if sharing her sorrow. Other forms of magic degraded at the glum influence her power held.
In a moment of respite, the highest Demon General and the Exalted Hero came together.
“This can’t go on….the magic this world has is sure to dissipate with this much despair.”
“I…agree…but grief isn’t something to be done away with, so simply.”
“I do have…one idea.”
“I don’t trust your judgment, Hero.”
“Sometimes neither do I, but I wouldn’t be the hero if I didn’t try!”
“.....Your optimism is nauseating. After this, I’m going to intensify my efforts to smite you.”
“Wow, thanks.”
The Exalted Hero’s glorious plan could only be enacted by the Demon Queen’s highest-ranking general. Strong enough to withstand the toxic magic-draining aura she exuded with little trouble. Her pride long out of reach as she rotted in the opulent and soft expanse of what would have been her nest.
“My Queen, would you like to overthrow the village on the outskirts of town? It’s been long since we’ve terrified the humans you and I.”
“...YoU DArE IntErRuPT mY BrOodING!?”
After sustaining some minor injuries a broken horn he stood by her side as she annihilated the entirety of the outer village of humans, sending a pillar of purple fire. Of course, only a few foolish humans attempt to intervene before she quickly snaps her fingers and their heads go flying. The humans are so full of non-magic that they are unburdened by her presence and she finds little enjoyment in making them writhe before dying. Her first officer knows this has done nothing but stave her boredom as the few who remain scream in agony or attempt to run. Without calling attention he steps away, picking a random home currently on fire. He steps inside hardly caring for the gaggle of gasping humans crawling helplessly around. It isn’t until he sees the singed doll on the ground does he fully inspect the home. Going deeper within as he hoped he finds precisely what he’s looking for.
When he returns to the Queen’s side, the boredom on her face hasn’t changed and he’s sure in a moment he’ll be ordered to level the town but first–
“Mordecai you can begin the—”
“WAHHH!”
The cry of an infant has the Queen sprinting, breaking the sound barrier to the burning house. On the doorstep is a naked babe, face contorted as they cry something fierce. Dismissing the nearly charcoal human reaching out the Demon Queen picks the baby up, cradling them into her chest.
“You poor poor dear, what Mother would leave you unattended during such a tragedy?”
The crying calms as she rocks the baby, waiting for its grabby hands pulling at her enchanted armor just like her own child did for the hour she knew her. Barely feeling the clasp of burnt fingers wrapping around her ankle she shakes her boots and steps on the weed pulling at her.
“Mordecai I leave this mud heap to you. Leave no trace.”
“Yes, my Queen.”
“Oh and announce to the armies that my child has been found.”
The Queen’s teleportation and the dissipating fog of her magic-draining cloud made the general smile. Far away the Hero has to refuse the help of the orphanages, they so gallantly encouraged. While the general hated the hero with all his being, the plan was diabolically perfect. What grieving mother would resist an orphaned crying babe? This mother just so happened to be the Queen of Demons with despair deep enough to cripple the entire living world—and now she was happy again.
“All of my demons, behold! The heir to the New World!”
“RAAAAAAHHH!”
Lucky you. The human baby of the feared Demon Queen set to inherit the world their mother was set to conquer. Surely their only real obstacles will be navigating the demon hierarchy and even that will be limited. For now, the Demon Queen has a child and absolutely no one will threaten the happiness of her darling baby.
More? Who am I kidding I'm definitely writing more of this 🖤🖤🖤🖤
#yandere x reader#yandere x you#lovelyyandereaddictionpoint#yanderexrea#yandere#yanderes#platonic yandere monster#platonic yandere#yandere platonic#yandere platonic demon queen#yandere mother#yandere demon queen mother#yandere demon queen#yandere demon king#platonic yandere x reader
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which of your familial yandere’s do you think would best handle a moody teenager? I’m definitely a fan of the fics where the reader is cute and obedient but I never see much for the older agere’s 😭
This ask is so cute- apologies if I made teen regressor! reader too stereotypical, I just found it funny
Valerian: wants to be a cool parent so bad but they're old-
They do not care for most modern technology but they're sitting there with their reading glasses trying to google all the current lingo and what's hot with the kids these days, will definitely come up to you asking why your generation is into certain things (boomer but times 10,000, they've been alive centuries)
It's a good thing for you if you're into certain alternative fashions because Valerian's wardrobe is stocked full of choices for more goth or lolita looks! They never mind sharing, they're more than happy to have you giving their pieces another life (maybe will be a little miffed if you decide to use something for a DIY without asking first, but they get over it fairly quickly and immediately turn to fawning over your work)
Tentatively let's you go out to concerts and different things, with a chaperone of course! They will not hear any moaning over you being old enough to go by yourself, you're still their baby and need someone to make sure you're safe! (Don't think you'll make any friends though, for some reason everyone avoids you like the plague..)
Rowen: does not stop talking about when he was in a band in high school, you could like a totally different genre of music and he still chats about it because he's (admittedly poorly) trying to connect with you
He's dealt with two other kids before, so attitude problems are no stranger to him! He never takes anything personally, but will threaten to take your door if you keep slamming it (never actually does, he just finds it to be the most annoying part) I think he'd get you lots of journals and self help books just because he knows how difficult and large emotions can be at that age
Unfortunately, you're still not allowed to go anywhere unless you're willing to make it a family trip! None of his kids are allowed in town without him, and sneaking out isn't really an option when he (not to mention your siblings) can out pace you easily. You'll get locked up in the den for the effort though :p
Sylvia: She... does not do well with teen regressors (._.) She tries her best of course, but is very used to babies/toddlers
Her first thought when you're in a mood is that you're throwing a tantrum and she'll start to treat it as such, which does the opposite of helping because it just feels like she's making fun of you-
She messages her coven apologizing for her own teen years..
Eventually, figures out that things go smoother if she takes on more of a big sister role instead of a motherly one. Is very much into gossiping and watching TV together (still doesn't let you watch anything too 'inappropriate', she frowns anytime there's even a mild curse)
Thoren and Rune: *sniffles* they grow up so fast.. they're both sad about their fledgling deciding they're oh so mature and broody
Rune has a habit of mimicking you, annoyingly enough. The deep sighs, eye rolls, he finds it funny how much it bothers you (and despite your efforts, he can tell you also find it humorous sometimes, no feeling escapes the bond)
They mandate cuddling, not that they didn't before, it's just worse now that you act like you're too good for some snuggles from your sires! It doesn't matter how much you fuss about it, you're being dragged into the nest one way or another
My personal ranking for this group best to worst is: Rowen, Thoren and Rune, Valerian, and lastly Sylvia
#platonic yandere#famial yandere#platonic yandere x reader#yandere x reader#yandere age regression#yandere agere#forced age regression#forced agere#you've got mail! 📨#oc: valerian 🥀#oc: sylvia 🔮#oc: rune 🍇#oc: thoren 🌿
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“Pony was being dramatic!” “Darry only hit him once!” “You’re telling me Darry never hit him before?” “Johnny gets hit everyday at home and doesn’t complain!”
Shush. Just, stop for a minute. I personally think that Pony’s reaction to getting slapped was justified, and it angers me a little sometimes when people chalk it down to just him being a brat. Ponyboy already thinks Darry doesn’t want him around, Darry’s constantly on Pony for every little thing, being hard on him to keep him from getting taken away. Hitting him is one thing that would get Pony taken away faster than anything else, in doing this, Darry’s accidentally sending Ponyboy a message: He doesn’t just not want him around, he wants to get rid of him as quickly as possible.
“Oh but Darry probably hit him a lot when they were kids!” EXACTLY. When. They. Were. KIDS. Darry 100% slugged Pony a couple times bc he was being a little shit, but Darry’s stuck halfway between being a father and a brother. He’s not just Pony’s brother anymore, he’s his guardian. Pony explicitly says that no one in his family hit each other, including their parents. Pony says Darry looks exactly like their dad, in that moment, Pony can’t imagine his father hitting him. If his parents had still been alive and his father had hit him instead of Darry, Pony would’ve had the same reaction. Pony’s in shock, when someone is hurt they go into fight or flight, Pony is a track star, and also kinda scrawny. (no offense Pony) He’s gonna choose to run instead of try to fight back. Because in his mind, if Darry hit him once, who’s to say he isn’t gonna do it again?
Now onto Johnny, yes Johnny has it way, way worse at home than Pony does. But he’s also used to it, it’s sad, but true. Johnny’s used to being hit by his parents, Pony isn’t. The first hits are always the worst. We see that in Tex and The Outsiders. There’s no doubt in my mind that Johnny acted like Pony did when he was younger, when he wasn’t so used to his parents hitting him. If Darry continued to hit Pony, Pony would eventually start to act like Johnny. Learn to take it. I also don’t think that Johnny was mad/annoyed with Pony for acting like he did. Maybe Johnny was a little jealous when Pony used to complain that Darry hated him. But that was before Darry hit him, Johnny’s probably a little mad at Darry too, being honest. Darry’s supposed to be the one holding them together. The one refuge most greasers on the East side have. Johnny probably knew deep down that Darry was scared and most likely felt bad and won’t do it again. But you still don’t hit people when you’re scared. Johnny has never been hit out of fear, every time his parents beat on him it’s out of anger. You hit out of anger, you fight back out of fear.
So no, Pony didn’t deserve to be slapped. He wasn’t asking for it. They lost their parents less than a year ago. Darry is 20 years old for fuck’s sake! I bet some of you reading this right now are either older than that or only a year or two younger. 20 is arguably still a kid, and 20 should not be the age to take on two jobs, maintaining a house, and taking care of two teenagers, plus 4 other teens and oh, I don’t know, almost everyone in eastern Tulsa? That’s too much to ask of anyone. Even if Pony was being a little shit (which he usually is, but in the argument that night I would say Darry kind of instigated it more, at least in the book/movie) that still doesn’t mean he deserved the hit, or shove, in the movie’s case.
Thank you for coming to my ted talk, I really needed to just put that out there. I’m seeing so many people ratting on Pony for the way he acted, especially comparing him to the way Johnny is treated at home. Which isn’t fair in my opinion. Thank u for listening! 💜
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#the outsiders#ponyboy curtis#dallas winston#darry curtis#johnny cade#sodapop curtis#steve randle#The outsiders hot takes#ted talks
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dnook n his dog are sooo cute and i just think they look alike 😭
could u write somente cute and kinda funny about his dog beeing so in love with his gf and dbook getting all jealous cause they have a special bond without him
( love your writing and sorry english is not my first language)
i LOVEEE haven she's the cutest pup everrrrr<3 also i hope u enjoy this, lovey!
Devin swore he was this close to putting his own dog in timeout.
Haven was supposed to be his girl. His best friend. The one creature in this world who was supposed to love him the most, no questions asked.
But apparently, all it took was you waltzing into his life for all of that to go straight out the window.
It started small. At first, Devin thought it was cute—the way Haven would get excited when she saw you, how she’d wag her tail a little harder when you walked through the door, how she’d trot over to you first before acknowledging him.
But then? Then it got worse.
Suddenly, Haven wasn’t just excited to see you—she was obsessed with you. If Devin and Haven were sitting on the couch and you so much as breathed in their direction, Haven would immediately get up, abandoning him without hesitation to curl up at your feet like a lovesick puppy.
If Devin called her name, she might look at him—might—but the second you called for her, she was sprinting like her life depended on it.
And don’t even get him started on bedtime.
Because Devin had spent years with that dog loyally sleeping at the foot of his bed, never once complaining about her designated spot. But now? Now she had options. And instead of curling up where she belonged, Haven had somehow finessed her way into sleeping on your side of the bed—pressed against you, her head resting dramatically across your legs like she was claiming you as her own.
It was treason, honestly.
And tonight? Tonight was the final straw.
Devin walked into the living room, fresh out of the shower, expecting to find Haven in her usual spot on the couch. But nope. Instead, there she was—lying belly up in your lap, eyes half-lidded in pure bliss as you scratched behind her ears like she was at a damn spa day.
And the worst part?
She sighed.
A deep, satisfied, content sigh that Devin was pretty sure she had never once let out for him.
He deadpanned.
“Oh, hell no.”
You barely held it together before bursting into laughter.
Devin stood there in the doorway, towel slung over his shoulder, staring at his traitor of a dog like she had just committed the ultimate act of betrayal. Haven, meanwhile, had the audacity to blink up at him lazily before closing her eyes again, settling deeper into your lap like she hadn’t just heard him.
“Oh my God,” you wheezed, covering your mouth as you tried (and failed) to stifle your laughter. “Are you actually jealous of your own dog right now?”
Devin’s brows pulled together, his jaw tightening. “No.”
But the way he said it? Defensive. Way too quick. Absolutely a lie.
That only made you laugh harder.
“She literally lives with you,” you said between giggles. “You’re with her all the time.”
“Yeah, and for years, she’s been my number one fan,” Devin shot back, pointing at Haven like she wasn’t even in the room. “Now? I’m chopped liver.”
You snorted. “Oh, baby, I hate to break it to you, but you’re not even top three in her rankings.”
His mouth dropped open, like you had personally wounded him. “Not even top three?!”
You shrugged dramatically. “Nope. It’s me, the guy at the pet store who gives her treats, then you.”
Haven let out another content sigh at that exact moment, nuzzling further into your lap, like she was agreeing.
Devin glared. “Oh, you’ve gotta be kidding me.”
You were fully cackling now, tears forming in the corners of your eyes. “I swear, she loves you, Devin—she’s just got a special bond with me.”
He scoffed, crossing his arms over his chest, looking so betrayed. “I raised her. I feed her. I take her to the vet. And now she’s acting like I’m the outsider in my own damn house.”
You reached out, trying to grab his hand, but he yanked it away, still sulking.
“Oh, come on,” you giggled, tilting your head at him. “You’re adorable when you’re jealous.”
“I’m not jealous,” he grumbled, dropping onto the couch with a huff.
The second he sat down, Haven instantly lifted her head, staring at him for a moment before slowly… slowly… shifting in your lap until her front paws stretched onto him.
Like she felt bad.
Like she knew he was mad.
You bit your lip to keep from laughing again. “Ohhh, she’s trying to make it up to you.”
Devin narrowed his eyes at Haven, unimpressed. “Oh, now you remember I exist?”
She blinked at him. Then, in true drama queen fashion, she licked his arm once before resting her head back on your lap.
You lost it.
Devin groaned, rubbing a hand down his face. “I cannot believe this.”
“She apologized,” you teased, scratching Haven’s ears again. “You gonna forgive her?”
He sighed heavily, glancing down at his fake-apologetic dog, then up at you, his lips twitching like he was trying so hard to stay annoyed.
Finally, he muttered, “I want joint custody of you.”
You smirked. “Oh, babe. She owns me now.”
Devin groaned again, falling back against the couch, mumbling under his breath. But when you curled into his side—Haven still sprawled half across you—he let out another dramatic sigh, pulling you closer anyway.
And yeah, maybe he’d lost his number-one ranking in Haven’s heart.
But in your heart?
He’d always be first.
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omg i live for your omar ficssss 🤭
also Ik you might be busy with requests and that’s obviously okay!! But I wanted to request more dad!omar because your fic “soon to be three” made me die of cuteness 🫶
And take your time, no rush for this request !
𝐃𝐚𝐝! 𝐎𝐦𝐚𝐫 𝐝𝐮𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐏𝐫𝐞𝐠𝐧𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐲 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐬
𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐛𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐚𝐬 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝟐 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐬𝐨 𝐬𝐞𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐲

From the moment you told Omar you were pregnant, he became a whole new level of overprotective, caring, and insanely in love with both you and the baby. You thought he was clingy before? Now, he barely lets you lift a finger. His world revolves around you, and every day, he proves it more and more.
The Overprotective Yet Softest Husband Era
✰ Omar has always been protective of you, but pregnancy makes it ten times worse. If he was your bodyguard before, now he’s your shadow.
✰ He won’t even let you carry your own phone sometimes. “Give it to me, habibti, I’ll hold it.”
“Omar, it’s not even heavy.”
“Doesn’t matter. Your hands need rest.”
✰ If he even suspects you’re tired, you’re getting immediately escorted to the couch or bed. “Feet up. Rest. That’s an order.”
✰ If you have to get up for any reason, his eyes are on you. He’s watching. The second you show even the slightest struggle, he’s right there, hands already on your waist. “Where do you need to go? I’ll carry you.”
“Omar, no.”
“Omar, yes.”
✰ If you so much as wince, he’s in panic mode.
“What? What happened? Are you okay? Is it the baby? Do we need to go to the hospital? Say something, habibti!”
“Omar, it was just a leg cramp.”
“A cramp could mean—”
“I’m. Fine.”
Food Obsession & Cravings Management
✰ The second cravings start, Omar treats them like urgent missions. If you say you want something, he is getting it for you.
✰ Even if it’s 2 AM and storming outside? He’s putting on a hoodie and heading out.
“Mangos. You need mangos.”
“Omar, I don’t need them right now.”
“But you said you wanted them.”
“I can wait until morning.”
“No. My baby wants mangos, my baby gets mangos.”
“Which baby are you talking about?”
“Both.”
✰ If what you’re craving isn’t available, he will find an alternative. Or he’ll figure out how to make it himself.
✰ He becomes the best at cooking your favorite meals. Even if he already knew how to cook, he perfects everything.
✰ He starts researching nutrition and making sure you’re getting all the vitamins, protein, and nutrients you need.
✰ If you’re not eating enough, he’s feeding you. Straight up bringing a spoon to your mouth.
“Habibti, open. One more bite.”
“Omar, I’m not a baby—”
“No, but you’re carrying mine, so you need to eat.”
Talking to the Baby Bump
✰ The moment your belly starts to show, Omar gets obsessed. He loves touching it, rubbing gentle circles with his thumb, and just staring in awe.
✰ At night, when he thinks you’re asleep, you catch him whispering to the baby.
“Hey, little one. It’s your baba. I can’t wait to meet you.”
“Your mama is so strong. She’s carrying you so beautifully.”
“I hope you have her smile.”
✰ The first time the baby kicks, he freezes. His hand is on your stomach, and suddenly, there it is.
“Ya Allah.”
✰ His eyes widen, and he looks at you in complete awe. “Did you feel that?”
“Yeah, babe, I feel it all the time.”
✰ He stares at your belly like he’s witnessing a miracle. “They’re strong. Just like you.”
✰ Whenever you’re feeling emotional or uncomfortable, he just rests his forehead against your belly and murmurs soft reassurances.
Extreme Nesting Mode
✰ Omar becomes obsessed with preparing the house for the baby.
✰ He insists on assembling everything himself. Crib? Built. Changing table? Done. Baby-proofing? He’s starting early.
✰ He keeps checking the nursery like the baby could arrive any second.
✰ One time, you caught him in there at 4 AM, just staring at the crib.
“Babe… what are you doing?”
“Just… making sure it’s sturdy.”
✰ Any time you try to clean or do chores, he physically stops you.
“No, no, no. Sit down. I’ll do it.”
“Omar, I can still do things.”
“Not when I’m here. Just tell me what you need.”
Doctor Appointments & Worrying Over Everything
✰ He goes to every single doctor’s appointment. He refuses to miss even one.
✰ He asks so many questions that the doctor has to reassure him.
“Is she drinking enough water?”
“Is this normal?”
“What if she doesn’t sleep enough?”
✰ He Googles everything and sometimes panics himself unnecessarily.
“It says here that if she has back pain—”
“Omar, every pregnant woman has back pain.”
The Moment It Really Hits Him
✰ One night, you’re both lying in bed, his hand resting on your belly, and it suddenly hits him.
✰ His breath hitches, and he just… stares at you. “We’re going to have a baby.”
✰ His eyes get a little glassy, and he presses his forehead to yours. “I just… I can’t believe this. We’re going to be parents.”
✰ He kisses you so softly, like he’s trying to memorize the moment. “I love you so much.”
✰ From that moment on, his protectiveness goes into overdrive.
Dad Mode Activated
✰ Every night, he talks to the baby, promises to be the best dad, and reassures you that you’ll be the best mama.
✰ If you ever feel insecure about your changing body, he shuts that down immediately.
“Habibti, you’re growing our child. You are more beautiful than ever.”
✰ He kisses every inch of you, making sure you know how much he adores you.
✰ Whenever you have trouble sleeping, he physically does not rest until you do.
✰ He massages your legs, rubs your back, whispers soft reassurances, and holds you until you finally relax.
Omar is going to be the best dad, and he makes sure you know every single day how much he loves you and your little family.
#✰⍣ 𝐡𝐲𝟔𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐨𝐧#omar marmoush x reader#x reader#football x reader#football scenarios#football fic#football fanfic#omar x reader#omar marmoush#man city marmoush#marmoush x reader#x you
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what are your thoughts on how dean would treat girl!sam during demon blood addiction era? (i know it’d be so so much worse)
omg i’m OBSESSED with this
- he is fucking HORRIBLE to her like borderline sadistic, degrading her constantly, calling her a junkie whore, telling her to go get off with ruby because that’s CLEARRLLLY what she wants to do even though a part of him thinks his baby sister and another girl is super hot
- if you think canon sam is an atticwife girl!sam takes the term and blows it out of the water completely. she is chained up, no human interaction apart from dean, bruised and battered.
- don’t even get me started on the forms of purification he’d use on her GOD
- because that’s his baby sister. his pure, innocent, fragile, baby sister who has been tainted and desecrated by demon blood
- i like to think he constantly makes her shower and wash herself hoping she’ll eventually be clean again
- i fully believe he’d go as far as try to baptise her or if u wanna go darker!dean attempt to drown her
- in my personal hcs dean doesn’t hit girl!sam the way he does in canon because again, that’s his baby sister he doesn’t feel the need to show off his masculinity towards her (but some people disagree and think he would hit her which i totally get) BUT in her demon blood era he’d punch her, slap her and throw her to the floor because he can’t believe she’d do this to herself
- this is a bit dark and very dubcon so take it with a pinch of salt BUT during the victorian times and treatment for hysteria (which girl!sams demon blood addiction would totally be considered as) was forced orgasms to attempt to get rid of the hysteria, dean would totally go as far to do this to her
- if they’re pre established dean would not be fucking her during this time, he’d avoid it at all costs because she’s dirty. dean 100% has a madonna-whore complex and girl!sam was a total madonna before all of this and that’s why he loved her, but now she’s dirty? he can’t stand to look at her. if he were to be sexual with her it would consist of lazy bjs where he finishes on her face and lets her collapse from exhaustion at the end
i struggled with this a bit because i have so many conflicting thoughts on super dark dean or caring but in the wrong way dean so it’s messy LMAO. i’m also still recovering from the flu and my heads fuzzy
#no like the flu had me hallucinating#wincest#supernatural#sam winchester#always girl sam winchester#samdean
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A bit of a very rambly, MK-analysis supplement to this original, absolutely delightful post;
This entire episode is has an entirely new layer of messed up added to it when you realize that Macaque emphasizes that MK is a "good kid".
I believe the line is, "[...] You're a good kid, and super nice. [...]" And in a situation where someone is getting groomed or manipulated, making them feel good or in this situation, validating them is one of the biggest indicators of grooming. Your original point of MK getting isolated feels so, so much worse when Macaque is literally giving him the validation that Wukong (at this point) didn't give him.
Before this moment, MK wasn't properly validated. My memory is a bit off so excuse me if this is wrong, however, I don't recall any moment within MK's relationships where somebody directly complimented his skills or how "nice" he is. But Macaque does.
And it makes MK feel good. It makes him want to try harder and push himself to the max.
Wukong was quite dismissive of teaching MK before this episode. Despite how much MK idolized him. Macaque stood in as that idol that MK could look up to and not have to question himself. And so, when MK is in that position where he can both worship an idol and not have to constantly struggle with his own self worth- he becomes a different type of nice.
Not nice in the way he treats Mei or his other friends. MK is not necessary simpatico with Macaque, he's just very, very obsequious. Well, early on, that is.
The further and further Macaque isolated him, the more questioning of himself he is. It turns an earlier point of mine on its ass, but that's the thing. The way Macaque treats MK entirely changes; he starts off isolating him and telling him that he can do better if he lets Macaque train him. And then, unexpectedly, he's good enough! He can fight the demon, all thanks to Macaque!
But then, all that validation goes away. And there's no more of it to chase. There's just... a deep and primal need to be better.
Side note, Macaque is incredibly handsy with MK- which is a common tactic by groomers to build repor with a victim. But also, Wukong doesn't do that to him, I mean, not before this episode. Interperate that how you wish.
Macaque's physical contact with MK grows from these very gentle but obviously sinister moments where he puts his hand on his shoulder or holds him close. To becoming very rough and violent pushes or the like.
MK also doesn't even mention it either, I suspect he's been groomed into becoming numb to it. But regardless;
Our beloved manipulative, conniving dictator of a monkey falls into manipulative and grooming behaviors SO MANY TIMES it has begun to stress me out.
There are many scenes wherein Macaque continues to call MK a "good kid", knowing exactly what it reminds him of or isolates him.
The best example of this is that one scene in season 3 where some of the gang gets trapped into the shadow van and Macaque gets MK alone. This scene gets me to my core because he's doing it again.
MK offers up another chance for redemption. When Macaque is literally to kill him. Once more, this is another example of Macaque's effects on him. MK becomes nice when Macaque is aggressive, because he has grown used to the way Macaque treats him.
MK is unreasonably kind = Being groomed by Macaque.
Macaque nose dives directly into his emotionally abusive behaviors when he's alone with MK, because MK still has that idolization of him, because MK still wants validation, because of him.
You've made some of the most beautiful points I've scene in regards to their relationship. Barring the later writers way of writing their relationship, I would have loved to see a more nuanced bond for these too.
An abuser with terrible coping mechanisms, and his recovering victim.
But unfortunately, LMK is a show for young children. I don't expect such heavy themes to ever be accurately represented no matter how much we holler.
There is so much potential here for a long, complicated, and compelling healing arc between these too. Macaque is deeply traumatized and wants to be in power, so, so fiercely. But trauma doesn't excuse his behaviors. MK's hurt is deeply intertwined with Macaque and their brief mentorship. There could've been some recognition of MK's pain and a potential reflection from Macaque.
But it never happened.
There is an LMK rewrite project (potentially written by yours truly, but who knows) that hopefully is going to tackle the issues with the relationships in this show.
For now, I verily hope that this state of grooming isn't justified or romanticized by members of the fandom.
Anyways, I'll state again that you are a beautifully compelling analyzer and have given me much to work with in regards to this more iffy relationship in this show. I haven't seen many people who view their bond in a similar fashion, so I sincerely thank you for shedding light on the matter and appreciate how little you held back on explaining Macaque's exact dangerous behaviors (that even I looked over)!
Macaque Episode Analysis ramble
So I was talking with a friend about the possible psychological and therapeutic take aways from each episode of Lego Monkie Kid, since I love Psychology as a whole, and came to a conclusion. Macaque's episode has a fuck ton of things to analyze. Such as - Not every role model you meet will be a good person Trust your teachers Don't push yourself too hard otherwise you'll get hurt, manipulated and possibly die (let's be real, Macaque would've killed MK if Wukong didn't step in) And, grooming They will all be covered as I explain the episode in depth. When MK first meets Macaque he thought he was Wukong but even after Macaque declines, MK still had stars in his eyes of pure admiration. He clearly looks up to Macaque since he was just as cool if not cooler than Monkey King. Within the very next second Macaque started the process of grooming, after a tiny test to see how strong MK's admiration was. "[...] I thought uh Monkey King was training you. [...] but you can never have too many teachers, I'm sure Monkey King would agree. [...]"
Then Macaque starts to train MK. This shows the duality of Wukong's more MK's current strength and capabilities training versus Macaque's more destructive and dehumanizing training. With Wukong's "Patience and focus, step into the strike", clashing with Macaque's far more brash "You don't use a weapon, you ARE the weapon." This is effective at isolating MK from Wukong and his teachings because MK feels like he is actually powerful now.
As Wukong says, MK's body isn't strong enough to handle the power. This applies to real life too. If someone tries to weight lift something too heavy for their skills, they could get seriously hurt. This is the just magical equivalent of weight lifting. But because of Macaque's influence, MK fights back and isolates himself from Wukong, his trust worthy mentor. This leads Macaque to his final part of his plan, lure MK into a trap with his full hearted trust in him.
Then Macaque finishes his plan by stealing MK's powers. Let's be honest, with how things were going and by our impression of Macaque in this episode, Macaque would have likely killed MK if it weren't for Wukong. OR left MK to die with the staff pressing him against the moutain. What can we gather from this? Well, first and foremost, MK's admiration made him an easy target for manipulation, and what resulted was MK nearly dying from the ordeal. Check for "not ever role model will be a good person", since Wukong is ALSO a role model, but a good one because he doesn't literally groom MK. (More on that in a minute.) Wukong was right and MK does what he taught him then admits his wrongs by the end and opens up on why, which Wukong responds with "Hey, your heart is in the right place, kid. We can work on the rest." MK learned to trust Wukong when he was teaching him something because ultimately that's what saved his life. I'm not saying trust EVERY authority figure, but one that is teaching you something that you trust and know will not hurt you. Get yourself a Wukong for your MK. Macaque's training has lasting impact on MK, making him feel like he needs to give himself up for others. Before this episode, MK never had the need to sacrifice himself or really seemingly blamed himself for anything. Macaque's dehumanizing training left MK with lasting damage to his mental health and also led to MK not being able to pick up the staff, granted that was after Macaque gut-punched the power out of him.
Ouch...
So, I hear you ask, "Ok, you made your point about various things, here but what about grooming? That's a bold word." Yes, it IS a bold word, especially considering the fandom space being primarily for children. However, I will clarify that grooming does not only apply to sexual circumstances.
This is from the official Canada public safety about child grooming. Notice the none sexual tactics.
"Make promises of a better life" - Promises to make MK stronger/a better fighter/hero
"Cause divsion saying "your parents are too strict" or "your parents don't understand you"." - Macaque says "Other people are going to tell you to be patient. They are slowing you down." to directly conflict with Wukong's training, further dividing MK and Wukong.
"May threaten or pressure your child to do what they ask, which could lead to sextortion." - Might not be explicit but it is implied MK had some minor doubts by the end of the training and was literally pushed into battle. Also he threw MK into the weapons rack on their first session, showing that MK was "weak" and prompted him to take up his implicit challenge, his trick. It's unclear if Macaque ever threatened MK while training, but I doubt it and he just pressured him and manipulated his drive and determination.
One that people might argue is "Approach your child online by pretending to be someone they're not - may falsely identify themselves as a person from school, or someone their age, to build a connection." but I believe it applies. - Macaque comes in creating a show with his own kaiju form, either to make himself popular or to attract MK or Wukong. Regardless, he seemed uncomfortable at first but once he prompts up "But you can never have too many teachers", that's when he starts creating a false identity, a trustworthy teacher who knows better than Wukong. That's also neglecting the fact Macaque pretended to not be that smoke demon.
If that's not "pretending to be someone they're not", then I'm not sure what is. Also for specifically adult grooming,
More signs I feel apply are;
"The person becomes withdrawn, or they may seem troubled by something but unwilling to talk about it. Alternatively their emotions might become volatile." - When Wukong points out MK has been running around other mentors, MK sounds calm and cold, like he was withdrawn. Then when Wukong presses on, MK yells at him and doesn't talk about exactly what was bothering him other than "You just don't like that there's someone who actually teaching me what I need to know."
"You notice them using or wearing something new, that you didn't buy [or teach] for them." - I added teach because Wukong points out he never taught MK how to break a wall like that, and was concerned and upset that MK learned that too quickly. Within that same scene, after MK yells at him, that's when Wukong notices the new symbol on MK's jacket and frowns. That's when he knows MK is being groomed, and by who.
"Groomers often aim to isolate their targets from their family or friends." - Well, we never see Mei, Pigsy, Tang, or Sandy in this episode, after the first meeting and they act like MK was gone for a month or more (could easily be a week lol). On top of that, Macaque was causing a divide between MK and Wukong. MK was very clearly pretty isolated already, and so Macaque just had to remove MK for MK's full reliance.
"The person might be spending more time on the phone, or online, than usual. But they won’t say what sites they’re visiting, or who they’re talking to." - This speaks for itself, but it's likely MK was training more and more with Macaque than being around his own friends, especially considering by previous point.
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This video goes into great detail on how it happens, why the victim is manipulated easily, and what it does to someone. Granted this video is about a long-time grooming, but I believe the point and the awareness stands. If Macaque had been grooming MK for about a year or more, I feel MK would be closer to these signs than he is in the cannon LMK. Anyways! I hope you had fun with my analysis, and let me know if you'd like more! I love to just ramble about the psychology of certain characters or the takeaways of LMK episodes! I'd love to do Wukong, Macaque as a whole (not just the episode), MK, Xiangliu/Nine mayhaps?? Or even the Focus episode or something else- I have a minor analysis on the focus episode already in my head lol
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People don't like Snape because he's the most realistic person in the book. There, I said it.
Specifically, people who don't like Snape and think he deserved his bullying and claim that he's a completely evil man.
They don't like the fact that their worst behaviour is mirrored at them. That this is actually how they would be if they went through this sort of bullshit.
Humans aren't as good as we think we are. We all think we'd be the sassy, funny, ultimately good Harry Potter. We think 'Oh, I'd never be like Snape, I'm better than that'.
But truly? Humans can be serious assholes.
Hurt people hurt people. Even without trying.
Snape's not evil. He's a broken human, and if you don't understand that, then you probably don't understand humans
#obviously people who just dislike Snape's character are just one thing#but people who go out of their way to prove Snape's actually super evil?#completely lack of reading comprehension#you guys missed the entire point#he's like that because he's been treated much worse#his entire life is a tragedy. it's been suffering from start till end#and then he was killed when he was least expecting jt#and everyone thought he was the traitor Dumbledore's killer#even in death he wasn't in peace#he suffered the most out of anyone#severus snape#pro snape#anti snaters
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I know people love saying 'Bruce is a girldad' and I totally get it, we want to show how much he loves Cass and that she's his daughter. But Bruce's initial love for Cass was largely predicated on how not girly she was. He openly dislikes her girlhood throughout Batgirl 2000 (including but not limited to: dismissing her civilian identity, berating her for any romantic attempts, weakening her friendship with Stephanie, undermining her relationship to Babs, etc. etc.). Cass' femininity interferes with his ability to project onto her, so a lot of the time he just dismisses it. Is it really a coincidence that Bruce's only adopted daughter is one who wasn't raised as a girl?
#cassandra cain#bruce wayne#batman#batgirl#this may not apply to other semi-canon daughters (helena) but bruce's love for cass has always been steeped in sexism#he could love her because she was not that feminine#it's why he treated steph so much worse#and why he tried to prevent them from growing close (he explicitly says 'she's not like you'... the sexist subtext is just text)#meta#i do think bruce learns to adjust his thinking though. especially in horrocks' run and bg (2008)#so i guess it's more accurate to say he's learning to become a girldad#so bruce is a girldad truthers you're not actually wrong!!#i just don't want people to think he was always a good dad to cass. he was very much not
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Why do we still have in 2024 stupid takes like Rhea created and enforces the crest system?
Bcs Rhea BaD anon.
More seriously,
FE Fodlan is one of one of the most divorced FE verses from its fantasy elements (see : Nabateans being as important as Ignatz's leather shoes) : Tellius has the Laguz existing, Archanea/Ylisse has manaketes hanging around and being a core point in FE Archanea, Elibe has its entire history involving dragons and the best ending finally be about acceptance between the two races, Magvel has zombies, Valentia has terrors and in SoV we have dragons and magic dragon blood, Fates has dragons (and laguz-like!) and even Jugdral have people with magic dragon blood.
(i ranted and ranted and ranted under the cut, so it's a bit long)
Unlike Fodlan, Jugdral's "people with magic dragon blood" are a key element to the story told at large, and it bleeds through the mechanics used to tell that story. FE4 wise, toddler!Seliph has a S rank in swords when Beowulf, even if he trains his entire life, will never achieve A rank in swords. Base!Julia with her holy weapon can smack Loptyr, when max!invested (at least lore wise) Forseti!Ced will never be able to kill him.
It's unfair for Beo and Ced, but that is how the verse works because, in that verse, some people are mc guffins or "the only ones" who are able to do something, or even, straight out, stronger/have more talent than others.
In traditional fantasy settings we have the "same" sort of rules, you have elves who do X and Y, humans won't can't, dwarves who can't either but they can do W, orc who can do J, etc etc.
Even for all of the "deconstruction of the genre!" gimmick ASOIAF has, according to some people, Dany is fire-proof and Jon most likely survives after being assassinated because he is a Stark and can use his doggo as a back up save, both things Edmure Tully will never be able to achieve.
Tolkien has Numenoreans being straight up blessed by the Valar/stronger/longer lived/etc etc than middle-earth humans, on top of also having elves, dwarves and ents.
Ergo : power inbalance is baked in the fantasy genre.
And yet, the writers often manage to tell some version of "the ones who have less power are no less important", like with Tolkien, it's a bunch of hobbits who manage to take down the greatest "evil" of their era, or some message like "having more power/being more important means you are bound to help the ones who have none" thingie.
In Fodlan, the "beings who have more power" than humans are the Nabateans (+ Sothis herself!). Sothis can create life, her daughter - through unknown means - can create artifical beings, one her children can control weather (the one who was turned in a milkshake for Charon!), one of them has monstruous strength (the one turned in a milkshake for Blaiddyd), one of them could communicate with animals (Timotheos iirc - if we assume he was a Nabatean or got his powers from his crest), her granddaughter can set up an AOE to heal what would otherwise be fatal wounds (it's heavily implied this is what Flayn did when she overused her power and went comatose) etc etc.
This is the original power inbalance in Fodlan.
Then some humans "stole" this power from Nabateans, and got a share of it themselves, which is what is later called "crest" : aka, some humans got a part of the super/magic powers that Nabateans originally had and thus, because, for all intents and purposes, "super-humans".
Now, Fodlan discourse started with FE16 being released in 2019, not that long after GoT's ending - which was trash - and in an era where fandom turned from "harmless fun" to "something that looks like activism and earns you point if you manage to use it to express your real life opinions".
In 2019, after Dumb and Dumber tanked GoT and removed most of ASOIAF fantasy parts to deliver "sex that sells" with a moldy plot, some part of the fandom started to conflate and harass people over what they like, and how it, apparently, reflected on their real life opinions ("if you hate this female character it means you hate women!"/"if you think X becoming king is a good ending, you don't value democracy!").
So, we have this fantasy setting with its inherent power inbalance... that quickly became something that is/was unacceptable, because IRL, power inbalance is based on bullshit and something everyone decries - so if your beloved media reflects on what you like IRL, you can't like a setting with an objective power inbalance, even if is justified by magic which doesn't exist irl like shooting eyebeams or some people being more "special than others" who can live up to 1500 years old.
Fodlan's power inbalance, for some parts of the fandom 2019, cannot be justified by traditional fantasy settings so, those settings/fantasy elements are straight out ignored.
Thus the "crests"' magic effects/powers are ignored, and dumbed down to, roughly, what a middle school student would think "nobility" is/was in the Middle Ages/Renaissance.
Jean-François Marie Pierre de Bourbon isn't inherently better at smashing things with a sword than Bob, or at healing than Roger, any "advantage" Jean-François Marie Pierre de Bourbon has over them is, maybe, that he started training earlier.
In Fodlan?
If Jean-François Marie Pierre de Charon has a major Charon crest, he can dance and clap in his hands to summon rain. Bob and Roger, no matter how hard they train, will never be able to do that. Jean-François Marie Pierre de Charon will thus be seen as having higher "value" or being straight up "better" than Bob or Roger, because as long as he is here, your crops will never suffer from drought.
But... we can't have that, because if you confuse fandom and real life opinions and aspirations, you cannot admit that some people in Fodlan are inherently "better" at something, only because of their blood, otherwise, what would it translate to IRL?
This is why, imo, part of the fandom (and the game sure doesn't help! Fodlan is no Jugdral and its gameplay lacks coherence regarding the in-game lore! Remember how Raphael can use a relic and only loses 10HP, when Miklan, plot wise, was turned in a demonic beast?) that loves this take, arguably, reduces crests to a title and family name.
Why should the Bourbon family rule over us, when they're no better than Roger or Bob? Isn't it unfair the Bourbons are still valued nowadays when the only thing to their fame is their name, and not what they are actually doing?
The game plays coy about crests - we know each of them has a specific power - but it never reveals what are those powers (lore wise!) save for 2 of them. So are crests superpowers, or just a family name with a particle, or both? Is the "system" (a friend made a post debunking any idea of "systemic" application of this notion in the three countries) based on bullshit, or on, objective superpowers?
Dimitri tries to tackle the issue, but only around relic usage : the Gautiers are valued if they have a crest because they can use their superweapon to protect the border. But what about valuing House Charon's ability to bring rain and guarantee good harvests? What is the other superpower tied to the crest of Gautier that isn't "use a femur and wreck havoc with it"?
If Marianne's ability to talk to animals is tied to her crest, why isn't it more developed? Instead of having useless shit like talking and befriending horses like a Disney princess, we could have Maurice-blooded people be masters of counter-intelligence, imagine if they can talk to birds/rodents and ask them to scout various areas or spy/ask them what they saw ! Hell, we could have had a situation where in a fog of war map, where Marianne, if, idk, through Billy fed enough animals in the monastery, would have a better field of vision than anyone else, with some blurb/one-line about her relying on the animals around to know and see what is going on! Alas, it wasn't meant to be.
FE16 eludes the question, because the character who "questions" a world centered around "crests" is the marketable asset of the game, and cannot be challenged in any meaningful capacity v- she feels it's unfair that her crest seemingly dictate her life, and only in the gacha game with ery serious writing like the Heavy Plate Corps or Sniddies, does she get a modicum of self-reflection - or at least someone challenging her - where she is told that she could use the superpowers she has to help people instead of blaming the world for getting one.
In a traditional FE setting, where some Lords question why they were born with power/or are in powerful positions, the answer is always that no matter what they were born with (or without in Leif's case!) what is more important is what they decide to do with that power. Elincia never wanted to become Queen? She will still fight and protect Crimea and its people. Marth is the last hope of Altea, even if it means leaving Elice behind. Seliph doesn't want to fight in Thracia anymore or feels like he's a fraud? He can turn tail and return home, while the world around him falls apart. Leif also feels like a fraud because he doesn't have superpowers like his cousin? Does that mean he should turn his thumbs and watch as his people are being caught/enslaved/sacrificed?
In Fodlan you have no reflection like this : Linhardt is, imo, the best example.
Dude hates blood and has a crest (aka magic powers) geared towards healing, you could make a case that for someone who has hematophobia, being a healer is difficult and this would be the reason why he refuses to heal/use his powers to help people around him... but no. Lin's laziness is played for laughs, and his refusal to do anything not related to his topic of interest is never questioned/analysed under the angle of, say, a head nurse who has no crest and laments that she couldn't save everyone who was hurt during an assault, who snaps at him for having the "gift" he has and not using it for the sake of people around him.
"What Lin decides to do with his power?" : Well, nothing.
Instead we have a reflection on his bright mind going to waste if he lazes all day long, culminating in his Supreme support where an Imperial facility is created specifically to cater to his tastes, that will enable him to research crests as much as he wants...
But still, nothing about his innate "healing" power!
In the end, it's no surprise that part of the fandom latched on that "crest = nobility title" because the Fodlan verse refuses to develop anything about its fantasy elements (hell, iirc Nopes swaps "crests" for "blood" and "titles" in its Supreme route ?).
"Sure, but where does Rhea fit in this nonsense?"
Rhea is, in this vision, the ultimate target !
For all of the "I ignore fantasy elements", Rhea is always (in FE16 at least!) turning into a dragon : no matter how hard you want to ignore fantasy, she's here to remind you tht, in this verse, dragons exist.
But most importantly, as Fodlan must be analysed through an IRL lens otherwise modern fandom cannot engage with it, Rhea, by virtue of being the lady in charge of a religious organisation called "Church", is also seen through a lens : Rhea BaD bcs Religion BaD and Catholic Church BaD.
FWIW, thanks to the five years of discourse we had, I learnt more about cultural values and differences existings between, here and the rest of the world - especially a place that is overepresented on fandom spaces - on organised religions especially the catholic church. Of course this bled on fandom takes and analysis, which projected some users' irl bias against the Catholic Church on the fandom organisation and entity that is the Church of Seiros. Combine this with secularism being now weaponised and used to ridicule people in spaces like r/atheism and you have a perfect recipe for "Religion BaD = Catholic Church BaD = fictional organised religion with a catholic flair BaD".
Granted, given how a certain loLcalisation team also originates from this place, it's no surprise that some "creative liberties" they took tried to hammer even more, let it be in the script or the fucking "what is this game about?" page on their website, how this fictional organisation is basically a squenix trope of "evil cult manipulating everything in the shadows and sekritly controlling the world".
Besides, the main heroine of the game (even if that comes with a twist!) opposes this faction (CoS and especially its leader!) and, by the way those games are built, as seen earlier, they cannot disavow her too much, else the entire gut-punch the devs were gunning for (you are betrayed by your beloved character! But unlike what happens in Baten Kaitos, you only are attached to her because she is your avatar's simp) will fall apart. So she must be, somehow, right and not motivated by more personal and heinous reasons, like not accepting "non-humans" to have powers over humans, or thinking the world is not a place for them (this was carefully scrubbed out in Nopes, btw!).
If Supreme Leader, who we are supposed to root for and whom the game ultimately rewards because "reforms" happen in the endings, says that the CoS is the reason why humans value superpowers, she must be right, or at least, not completely wrong???
Which raises the final point on this topic : FE16 came in 2019, which was election year in the US, and we all know that election time in the US means the rest of the world is also affected, even if the rest of the world, well, isn't the US. As I mentionned, the US is over-represented in fandom spaces, and fandom is far from being a safehaven from all the mayhem and passion that always boil during election time and its immediate following.
Coupled with the "my fandom faves define my real life opinions" thingie I already wrote about, and we had an explosive cocktail for bad takes, needless aggressivity, ridiculing people with dissident opinions because they are seen as "wrong", etc etc. And let it be something trendy or not, especially when (young?) people are arguing about "politics" in online spaces, but it always boils down to gross simplification of various complex issues and/or using catchphrases or "shock-value" words to win over whoever is reading/listening.
(et je ne dis pas ça parce que certains de nos politiques font des "immigrés clandestins ou pas" la source de tous les maux, ou le fait que nos députés font la même chose en ce moment, Jonluk et Marine main dans la main, pour paralyser l'Etat afin de pousser Manu à la démission et éviter la case prison pour Marine)
I always thought the "CEO of racism" was a meme, but through Fodlan discourse, I started to wonder if it was something started seriously by someone who really thought that "racism" is caused by one person.
And we finally get to the point : somehow, somewhat, Rhea is supposed to be responsible for people/humans valuing superpowers.
Forget that the same "quest to obtain those superpowers" led to the extermination of her kin, or how the devs themselves explained that people - at least in their setting - always want more power :
As a result, what would happen to humans who gained power... they would want even more power, and find a dragon much stronger to beat in order to collect materials forcefully, in order to make even more powerful weapons... and so that was the cycle that was born. And that was the birth of Fodlan's Ten Elites
Wait, kill that, those superpowers don't exist since the game and the characters (bar Catherine, but I agree with @9thwither here, Cat is one of the most overlooked characters in this fandom!) never talk about them, so they don't exist...
Rhea is thus the reason why people value bloodlines - especially since those bloodlines don't come out with superpowers.
It sounds better and closer to what you could "hear" irl, from someone who's discoursing on the internet to explain "why" some people are more valued than other, it's because of religion and the Pope! It cannot be because of, well, human greed or just the need to have more power (for good or wrong reasons), no.
"But random, the Church most likely promotes a "divine right to rule" doctrine and let the 10 Elites' families rule over their clans in Faerghus thus gain nobility!"
Sure, but everything is moot if you consider this : to make this take viable, we ignore the game and consider that crests are just bloodlines, and not, objective sources of superpowers.
So why are we, discussing about this hypothesis/theory, even arguing about what the game says and/or does?
Bob Blaiddyd can kill a giant lion/wolf with his fists at base level, is it because of a supposed doctrine that people rally and want to be in Bob's graces, or because Bob has the power to protect them all? Karen Charon can summon rain, are people siding with her because Rhea told them to, or because Karen can make crops grow?
In conclusion : why people are still, in 2024, sprouting those takes?
1- Because they refuse to engage with the game and realise that it is a fantasy game belonging to a very specific genre
2- Because fandom opinions reflect on your real life opinions and likes : so they must find a reason to oppose what their perceive as an unacceptable power inbalance otherwise it means that they support the various inequalities that exist IRL
3- Because Religion BaD and bar the "projected takes from transposing feelings about an IRL church on a fantasy one" more and more people tend to prefer an "easy to proceed" solution than think about multi-causal issues and find solutions that might not.
Of course, I can already guess that some people might argue that they don't "refuse to engage with the game" since this take is more a less a condensed version of the Supreme spiel, and as developed above, the game does - willingly - a shit job at demonstrating that her spiel is nonsense (they had to add the "greed" part in an interview released after the game and its only and final DLC!), just like her sockpuppet who supposedly learns how misguided he was in certain routes... only to end with the same ice cream, albeit with a different topping.
However, Dimitri and Sylvain mention how crestless children are disowned in Faerghus... when Dimitri's own uncle is ruling over a domain himself, Ingrid's brothers exist in the background and Gustave is still Baron Dominic's brother, on top of having been the royal master at arms for at least, depending on the route, 3 generations of Faerghan kings.
In a game where Dorothea can blame the Goddess for fighting in a war her bestie started - without anyone pointing this out - it's obvious this verse has unreliable narrators, but after 5 years and having played all routes in both games + a DLC + a dev interview explaining how and why some humans acquired crests...
Tl;Dr :
Reason 1- is most likely the most prevalent why this take exists anon, "because some people refuse to engage with the game" with the added topping of "save for what Supreme Leader and her sockpuppet say that I can use to demonise the characters I don't like".
#anon#replies#fandom woes#trying to sum up the reasons of why the 5 years of discourse happened is... complex lol#this takes encompasses everything#Fodlan and some parts of the fandom's refusal to engage with Nabateans aka the fantasy part of the game#treating crests like a glorified family name or worse a hereditry proof#takes only being meant as gotchas against fellow fans and deriding them for being 'wrong' to the point of harassment#sure the game is as consistent as a marshmallow#but the refusal over 5 long years to engage with what you can chew out from this marshmallow is just#what is even the point of any discussion?#sure lolcalisers lolcalised a lot making some muddled messages even more muddled but#explaining that people value super-powers because someone told them to? Instead of just#people loving Superman because he can protect them and do nifty things?#never underestimate the influence of Church BaD in this fandom anon or in online spaces#not saying we don't have our own edgy r/atheist people here but this is basically taking it to another level#and let's not forget the “my fave is better than yours because he can solve poverty in 2 easy steps” nonsense#and it's fightening how sometimes this can apply to both fandom or real life#'you can cure greed racism and xenophobia by killing this one person'#remember the “CoS is BaD because it instaured a CASTE system????”#top ten of the takes in those fives years lol it wins the “i'm using words i don't know” trophy#Imagine a situation where we could have had Lin refusing to go to the warfront because of his hematophobia#and his superior either Supreme Leader or maybe Billy themselves telling them it's okay to stay behind if they don't want to participate#as long as he doesn't have any regrets if some of his allies who don't return might have been saved by his powers#sure it's assholish but it looks like what F!Lewyn told Seliph#Much like Elincia who breaks down saying she never wanted to be queen#sure she never wanted but now she's there what is she going to do?#blame her father for having been the king ?#FE16
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You guys ate this up huh. I thought this at midnight while listenining to Like Him by Tyler, The Creator. In light of that, I pose you this:
The spoken dialogue at the end of the song? Simon's mum.
CONTENT WARNING FOR SOME ABUSE DISCUSSION
Simon had only been back from leave for less than a week when he decided he didb't have to take his dad's shit anymore. He wasn't a child anymore, he didn't have to be forced to tiptoe around and feel small in his own home, especially not with his line of work.
His breaking point is when he catches his father – no, he was hardly a father. Hardly even a man, the living scum that he was – hurting his mother. And Simon just loses it, wipes the floor with his old man and kicks him out. The military hardened the scared kid that got pushed around and made a man that wouldn't stop until one of them could barely move. And that one wasn't Simon.
Simon kicks his dad out, threatening to finish the job if he ever dares show up at their door.
And when he looks at the destruction, he looks at Tommy Riley standing in the doorway to the wrecked living room, the way his mother and brother are looking at him, he knows. He knows he really is the spitting image of his old man, down to the way he fights. Down to the way he beat a man that never stood a chance against him.
He quietly apologises about the mess as he brings his mother to the bathroom to treat her injuries. She's not hurt too bad – a black eye, a bleeding lip, a small cut on her cheek – and Simon is hurt worse than her from the fight, but that doesn't matter. He can shrug it off, he's felt worse.
As he's cleaning her up, she talks. Her voice is shaky and hoarse from tears and begging the boys to stop fighting.
It was my fault, not yours, not his, it was my fault, I'm sorry
You know
It was my fault– shhh
Not him, 'cause he always wanted to be there for you
And I'm sorry I was young
But he's always wanted to be a father to you
So I, I fucked up and I take ownership of that
Of my choices and decisions
And I'm sorry for that
He's a good guy
So don't hold that against him, because it was my fault
Just, you know, forgive me
He tries to cut her off, to tell her it's not her fault, but he knows when she shushes him to let her speak. And he lets her talk and talk as he cleans the both of them up, about how it's her fault, about how different her husband was when they first met, about how Simon is so much like him. And he just listens.
When Tommy's son is brought home for the first time, when Simon is allowed to hold the boy for the first time, he looks down at him quietly. Three years ago, he'd have never seen his brother becoming such an amazing man. But here he was, starting a family of his own. And Simon knows exactly what he has to say about the lad.
"He looks just like you, Tommy."
Thinking about Simon Riley who grew up to be the spitting image of his dad and never reconciled with it.
Simon Riley who always felt a little bit guilty that he left his brother and mum alone with his dad
Simon Riley who can't escape it even when he beats the bastard and finally kicks him out of their lives, because he lives on within his son.
Simon Riley who's mother fondly tells him through tears he reminds her so much of her husband when they first fell in love
Simon Riley who listens to Tommy Riley talk about how "dad used to do that too, you really look like him these days"
Simon Riley who has little else to think about other than his family, including his likeness to his old man, when imprisoned by Manuel Roba
Simon Riley, the son that shouldn't have survived. It should have been Tommy, who had a big future with a family of his own
Lieutenant Ghost who never takes the mask off
Lieutenant Ghost who sees his own face about as much as anyone else these days
Lieutenant Ghost who sees his face so rarely that it's hard to recognise as himself
Lieutenant Ghost who sees his dad in the mirror
Lieutenant Ghost who, even covered by scars and irrevocably changed, still looks like his dad
#cw abuse#tw abuse#simon riley#simon ghost riley#ghost cod#ghost mw2#cod mw2#call of duty#modern warfare 2
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Girls🥰
#yurifies your evil birdman and his pretty assistant#evil boss lady getting lipstick on her plague mask💋#on the other hand a whole other conversation could be made on how differently the fandom would treat him if he was a lady#seeing how the famdom treats it already OG female cast; she wouldn't be different. Seeing at the time of his arrival in the story#there was only 2 female villains(Toga&Magne+ plus he killed magne immediately that leaves toga alone) the fandom wouldve loved another one#i can imagine they would've focused on her body. there would've been shots of her “assets” and probably a point in the fight where her shirt#gets unbuttoning. they maybe would've focussed more on her relationship with eri and given it a more mother/daughter dynamic. THE FANDOM#HOWEVER; I CAN SEE IT NOW!!! there would've been fanfiction in which they would treat her like a sex slave I AM SURE BECAUSE THERE ARE#ALREADY FICS LIKE THAT BUT IT WOULD HAVE BEEN SO MUCH MORE AND SO MUCH WORSE! there would probably be a fic where they set her up with#Shigaraki as an arranged marriage or they take her after her arrest i just know it and it makes me sick thinking about it becasue they#already do that to the femme characters. the fandom woulve rememberd him alot more because of the lack of female villains and there would be#plenty more aus#anhways i realise i ramble.#chronohaul#hari kurono#kai chisaki#overhaul#chronostasis#kurono hari#chisaki kai#shie hassaikai
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I think the most baffling thing about the Tulpar as a vessel to me is the fact that the ship really did only have a one way communication system.
I know it was cheap but even the most basic of vessels regarding major transport would have some way, shape or form for outside communication. Not only that but there was absolutely no form of innate emergency signal to show they may have been offline or in trouble despite clearly having a system to dock credits if they went off course. It's another factor that really shows that bad situations are made to get worse by design. One person who is required to relay all information to the crew and make all the choices without feedback. No way to update or call for help in case of a dire situation. No way to inform of inner personal conflicts and acquire procedures accordingly.
It really is like they are all in some sort of fucked up solitary confinement. They have their own world with strict roles that are meaningless in the end, as long as the cargo makes it, it doesn't matter what happens on that ship to the company. They don't want to hear anything and will come to conclusions on what happened based on how much pay they can withhold from the workers. Even what they do send is short, sterile and corporate to the extent it was likely written and sent out with a command by some random unmanned computer in an office.
There's something to be said about how unfair it is to force absolute power and control onto one person when you as an entity could do so much more to offload it but I've said it many times before so I won't again.
#its just like idk i dont think Curly was a bad captain because we only have this scenerio and I certainly dont think a man like Swansea#would like him or have very little issues with him specifically if he was incompentent or too lienent in the past but I do think the stress#was making him worse and worse as being a present leader as it dawned on him how much he actually had to handle like I really think he#just wanted to do yknow normal captain pilot stuff and fly the ship and yknow the little stuff like make sure things run right and over tim#the constant stress and strain of having to make every major choice started to grate on him and freak him out cause they cant even fucking#eat unless he pulls out the scanner and starts cooking like he has to choose the meal likely or have a vote and i make that part of the#reason he seems so indecisive and inactive is the fact he has to make the choice all the time and he's hoping he can at least make the crew#feel a little more in control of themselves as people by staying out of affairs like the game or disputes because god he literally has to#choose for them all the time like thats a lot of responsibility monitering their sleep their breaks food consumption thats all on him like#it really should be another persons job entirely as thats almost like absoulte contrl over the lives of everyone else that PE forces onto#that title and its also crazy how everyone accepts it even if they dont like it like they broke the food machine open rather than get the#scanner they all waited two months before Jimmy appointed himself leader its so scary how conditioned they all are to the environemnt#cause that sort of mindset is sadly real where people just wait everyone just waited until it was getting real dire and then they still#followed Jimmy without too many complaints like i saw a fic or post where Anya acknowledges they all kinda just let Jimmy do what they want#because he became the captain and it was stupid on all their parts cause they could clearly see how bad he was and yet he was captain so#they just fell in line to their roles and thats a bigger point towards how PE treated them and the complacency capitalism brings to you#just like something that irks me because idk I know Curly is slow to act but he's not as like unopinionated as people make him out to be#like he does try to find solutions but they are still restricted at the end of the day by what PE provides them and I think his biggest c#crime is being in his own head too much and not giving Anya that emotional stability cause like idk man was he supposed to go to Home Depot#himself and install like padlocks? even if the let Anya sleep in medical after she pointed it out she was already pregnant at that point#like we arent seeing the inherent issue that no one not even Anya herself was thinking of the preventative measures because a)there was a#point nothing was happening that necessitated them b) it would've been the responsibility of PE to address them pre and post incident and c#there is only one person on the entire ship given the authority to do anything. You can not make multiple important choices in one instance#in such little time and Curly should not have had that total power like i think the most interesting thing in takes that really blame Curly#is that level of control they give him over the company. Like again i think about the three days we miss between the eval/party and the#convo/crash like i think people switch them around as if those scenes happen in succession when they are broken up and its heavily implied#Curly and Jimmy just havent been talking vs the depiction that she told him and for like three days Curly was just chummy despite the fact#Jimmy and him just had a blow out fight like the next time we assume they talk is during the crash sequence cause he honestly hangs#around Anya more which i think is really important because she trust Curly to defend her himself but not his judgement to give her somethin#to defend herself as she knows he believes her but also knows she's not seeing the danger the same and its heartbreaking and more
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Two Steps Forward
Oh this chapter. This one right here had me evil laughing at my computer. What a time.
I dunno why I love writing the interrogation scenes out. Maybe because I like reminding the reader Joker is retelling the story of us and that everything is the past tense? This is him confessing, coming clean about his Light and that does something to me.
You spoiled him rotten on life and he couldn't, in fact he didn't want to go back to the way things were before he met you.Unfortunately that wasn't meant to be. He was Gotham City's most wanted and you were a mere (semi-famous) citizen.
OOOOH! I can’t wait to reveal why Joker turned himself in!!!
"I told you, Bats. I would never hurt her. I... heh, well I made a promise noT to."
Could this be a clue? 👀😏
“Depending on the time... she could be in one place or another, so I can't answer unless ya tell meee."
“Are you implying she's in multiple places? I won't fall for that again." A brief memory of having to choose between two people came and went.
RACHEL!!! I’m sorry I had to use the movie reference!
Joker just wanted you safe. You meant more to him than you'd ever know. He never felt this way for someone before so pure possessive instincts forced him to put your safety above his own in any situation.
Joker, the man you are. I won’t let anyone talk trash about you!
The way you acknowledged his character flaws, (you knew in the end Joker wouldn't change) but you treated him like a normal human being, and it meant everything to him. Joker felt like he changed as a person while remaining true to himself and he would cherish that feeling forever. It was hard to describe the way you loved Joker and he felt like a fool for throwing that bond away, but he had to. It was all to keep you safe.
👀 hehe…
“Not at first. I was many things to her but never the bad guy. I tried so hard to make her hate me but she's.. something else. She would cry and get mad— but she always forgave me afterwards. Nothing I did scared her away. Say Bats! Would you believe me if I told you My Light and I started out as..."
THAT FLIPPING TRANSITION WAS SMOOTH CHAOS!
Joker merely smiled wide. God, you so desperately wanted to brush his teeth. But that was another fight to get into later. He would probably threaten you again but you didn't care. You hoped they weren't permanently stained.
Confirmed: they are not.
Your bathroom was straight out of a magazine. Joker whistled lowly. "How much are your uh, royalty checks? I should change professions."
I’m so glad I created this apartment in the sims 👏🏾👏🏾
“Don't you wanna stay? I might.. slip and hit my head on your opulence." He grumbled, looking around the fancy room. You never knew when Joker was living up to his name or just being honest. His sardonic humor was difficult to pinpoint. "I hope the towel rack takes you out on the way down. I'll be outside."
Writing their banter is so fluid. They just click. ALTHOUGH I would love and stay J.. 👀 if you want me to hold it for you just lemme know 😭
“So.. this is where your ideas are stored. My, my Y/n.. you have quite the uh, imaginative brain." Oh god what did he read? You forgot to hide your notebook earlier! You felt like a teenager catching your mother reading your first WIP for the first time.
We’ve all been there.
Utter embarrassment flushed the tip of your ears scarlet red. The situation became worse when you jumped up and down trying to snatch your journal away from Joker. If you weren't so hellbent on retrieving your notebook, you would've noticed the height difference between you and him.
Size kink activated. No I’m not sorry.
Were you just imagining it? Perhaps, but when you walked towards Joker with arms open wide, he didn't take your pre-offered shoulder to lean on. Instead he didn't move at all, causing you to awkwardly hug him. Only then did he wrap his arms around you and bend down to whisper in your ear. "I happen to like the err story idea on page nineteen. Mind sharing your thought process on how that came to be, hmm?" He pulled you closer, urging you to rest your head on his chest.
Joker, Gotham City's most wanted criminal, was holding you in your bathroom and subtly sniffing your hair. It smelled divine to him and he subconsciously squeezed you tighter because of it. You smelled like rosemary, lavender, peppermint, and some kind of fruit he couldn't quite name. The combination was intoxicating and before he knew it, his hand was snaking up your back and into your hair.
I think you dropped this J

“Stupid jerk reading my stuff, being so freakishly tall, and ugh!" You yanked the last article of clothing out the dryer and into a basket before slamming the door.
Fun fact: this is actual dialogue I said as I was writing this rough draft. The more you know how Chaos brain works, the better. 🤣🤣🤣😣
The quicker he was healed, the faster he could be out of your life, so why did he find himself getting used to staying here? More importantly, why did he want to see you happy again?
Yeah? Why are you getting attacked Joker?
“Do I looK like someone who watches tv?" Joker grimaced. Your left eye twitched but you didn't argue with him.
Do I look like a guy with a cable plan? 🤣🤣🤣🤣 yes.
You yawned. "Real Housewives of Gotham City." Joker resisted the urge to smother you with a pillow. He did however smack your hand away from his plate. He tried to ignore your puppy dog eyes but caved in. The plate had two servings of food, he just wanted to mess with you.
HOW CAN YOU NOT LOVE THEM?! Look at my babies! Two steps forward!
The plate of food was long gone and he didn't realize he had sat up halfway into the season in suspense. Joker underestimated just how fascinating a group of housewives could be until today.
Every guy talks bad about reality tv but slick be invested in it!!
You heard him sigh on his end. You still failed to use his first name. "I must confess Y/n, I grew tired of waiting for you to call and asked Barbara for your number. I hope that wasn't too intrusive of me."
Oh Bruce. The lowkey creep you are. Stop acting like Batman. Still love you tho 👀
You whirled around in shock only to find Joker, arms crossed on the couch, looking every bit the murderer he was. His narrowed eyes sent a clear message. He was no joke to be taken lightly.
Hands down, I adore a jealous Joker. He does it so well ugh.
“Oh my dear Y/n... it's you who doesn't know a thing about Gotham's wannabe savior. What has he done for Gotham other than sign a check?"
Ooooooh get em Joker! Bruce is just a pocketbook!!!
“Do you like living, Y/n?" Joker asked. You scoffed. "What kind of dumb question is that?"
Now, I had an anon ask me what I was thinking about with this. We had a dm discussion about it and Joker is trying to pick apart Y/n here. He wants to find her flaws so he can break her. He wasn’t asking if she’s suicidal.
Just what was it about you that made him act so unlike himself? You had a way of confusing Joker.
Our man is going through it you hear me?
But first these ridiculous emotions you stirred up within him had to be eradicated. He would not be distracted by romance and lose sight of his goal. That was his plan– yet you made him toss logic out the window.
“Quit acting like somebody's daddy. The city is on a curfew so no one will be out anyways. The most dangerous criminal is currently sleeping on my couch, scolding me like a strict parent."
Girl you wish J was yo daddy 🤭🤭🤭 IN TIME HE WILL BE! 😏
“Where else am I supposed to sleep bunny? With you?" You saw his grin backlit by the bright tv light, making you roll your eyes. You really hoped that nickname didn't stick.
It does.
Your back hit the bed followed by the heavy weight of Joker landing on top of you. For someone so tall and lanky, his full body weight knocked the air out your lungs.
I created this scene simply because I’m petty. Pinned to the bed under Joker? Yes please.
‘Be a good girl..' It was official, you were a goner.

He forgot what he had asked you. He forgot his own name really. The only thought on his mind was what your lips would feel like. He wanted to find out. He would find out.
Haha remember when I teased yall for the longest? I said slow burn.
His Lighthouse Re-Read Thread
Hey hi my loves!!! I've read my own story 14 million times but I never did an official reread thread so thank @jaysmentalspace for what's about to happen! 🖤✨
This will be an interactive thread. Yes, you can join in with your own comments, reblogs, whatever! I will start from chapter one and I guess, review/commentate my own story! I hope you enjoy the ride. There's gonna be fun facts, behind the scenes commentary, who knows. 🤷🏾♀️
His Lighthouse masterlist let's get started.
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I can't imagine being anywhere near as insane as Trump supporters because my dad told me that he, earlier, drove past a guy putting a "Harris Walz 2024" sign outside his house and decided to yell out at him "TRUMP 2024 YOU COCKSUCKER" and flip him off. And he laughed when he told me because he thinks that yelling at a man (emphasized man because he thinks men should be "better" than women, and "better" would be voting for Trump in this case) who is voting for a "whore who slept her way to the top" (his exact words) is funny. And expected me to laugh with him. And got angry when I didn't and just stared at him in disbelief. Even though he already knows that I don't like Donald Trump. These people fully expect others to find their weird ass derogatory words and behavior FUNNY. Donald Trump is leading a cult of old people who he brainwashed into being delusional with him.
#vote blue#harris walz 2024#kamala harris#tim walz#i know some fucker is gonna be here saying like “it's true i was the tree”#i didn't see this with my own two eyes but i've lived 21 years with my dad and i HAVE seen him do shit like this#but it was mostly just honking at random people on the sidewalk or yelling “WHERE Y'GOING” in their direction out the window#like it's still embarrassing and weird but not derogatory#and since being retired and having nothing to do all day except watch trump and more trump and more trump he has gotten worse#not a day has gone by in the last four months where he hasn't insulted joe biden or kamala harris#and every single time he has expected my brother and i to laugh at his insult even though he knows that we don't like trump#it's so depressing watching your own parent become a worse person#he was already one of the insufferable republicans before trump and now he's a trump republican which is even worse#and yk what's even worse it's that my mom has no spine against men so if her boyfriend asks for her to vote trump she'll be like “okay”#she's not a republican she just doesn't care because she thinks voting doesn't matter#my aunt who i have always loved so much now calls up my dad to talk about trump with him and i never heard her swear until this year#my other aunt makes talking about trump her entire personality when she has a gambling addiction she should be treating instead#my dad's side is a bunch of trump supporters and my mom's side just doesn't give a fuck#and i can't vote because i'll get kicked out of here faster than the speed of light the second my dad sees#the paper in the mail saying that my voter history has been updated#even if it's not public who i voted for because he knows that whoever i vote for will never be trump#sorry#tag vent#this sucks#please vote
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if you have a good vibe/kind thought to spare and could send it my way. i'd really appreciate it.
#saying goodbye to my friend murphy tomorrow#i'll be okay. it's the right decision and i'll get through.#life is just going to be really hard and sad for a while#i don't want to talk about it in any detail but i feel like i have to say it out loud#and i have this paranoid anxiety thought that's like if I don't tell people he's gone they will ask about him#snd I won't be able to handle that for a little while#I don't need acknowledgment or sympathy. I don't need to talk to anyone. I don't need cheer-up fodder#so no need to send me anything or talk to me about it really i promise#just if you can take a second to love and appreciate the animals in your life. that would be really nice.#you don't have to tell me about it it would just be nice to feel there's love out there#writing this all out is making me feel so stupid. i've deleted and rewritten several times#but i gotta because it would be a lot worse if i was worrying about not talking about it#so yeah. no need for likes or comments or dms or asks or anything. just give someone some love for me ok?#murphy is the senior yellow lab you may have seen me post pics of sometimes. he's my parents' dog but he's my buddy.#and he's gotten me through a lot. like a lot a lot#and i'm going to miss the hell out of him#and i'm so worried about my parents. they're going to have a much worse time than me.#and they don't need anything else on their plates right now#it's just everything you know?#and all at the same time too. 2024 has been just one gut punch after the other#so yeah. if you could give your pet a hug or a treat or a scratch or take them on their favorite walk. that would be awesome#this was good actually typing all this nonsense out helped a little. still don't want to talk about it but at least i have ideas for#the 'leave me the fuck alone' email i'm going to send everyone tomorrow at work
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