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I'm too forgiving. I know.
#iykyk#ptw#->#i was out with this guy#like a friend guy#and he said he was gay#but when we were like just walking around town he started making these weird comments yknow#and i was like#are you into me?#and he was like#no but if i was straight I would be#and i'm like#hmm#bcs we were just friends#he's a bit younger than i am#like 5 years or so#and then at one point he tried to kiss me#“for fun”#he said later#fuck you#read the room#i was already so fed up with him before that bcs he really was pushing my buttons and just being annoying#and i told him to chill the fuck down#and then aftER THAT#he tried to kiss me#and then we talked about boundaries and stuff#and he said he understood#and then a little later#HE DID IT AGAIN
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I call this post the “I am amused by Ronnie Wood” special
#I cannot explain my love of Ron other than I am an older sibling so his younger sib vibe got me#are most of these lazy. yes. do I care. no#also hiiii mick taylor I’ve drawn you before but this is the first time I’ve posted u#soup stuff#my art#the rolling stones#rolling stones#ronnie wood#ron wood#mick jagger#keith richards#keith richard#charlie watts#mick taylor#brian jones#do y’all like my bit of never drawing bill#untill the masses demand him he shall never appear
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i need to remake my cup bros ref… both cup and human designs… it’s been almost a year(?) and i’ve developed the headcanons and i would like to share with the class!!! (i wrote thirty tags. Please help me)
#my little hc i kinda showed in the refs but didn’t point out: cuphead’s handle appears broken/in human form his ear is halved#cause he has microtia (that also affects the eustachiantube/middle ear). basically i am a HoH cuphead truther#also to add onto that i think he has poor auditory processing issues cause i also see him as AuDHD#double also. while he would use ASL on a bad hearing day i think regularly he also uses home signs to express words/concepts#autism-related btw. it’s actually a bit visible in insert cuphead media (to me at least LOL) that cuphead expresses a lot of body language#so not liking conversation oral or signed as well as replacing oral words w home signs is in character. at least to my headcanon whatever#floats your boat!#OH! plus his split upper lip that i draw him with isn’t related to the microtia. he just roughhouses and chipped/tore his lip open when he#was younger#cuphead is also a trans boy. it feels right to me LOL#even back in 2017 when i barely knew the game or also much about trans people i saw cuphead and was like hm. hm!#tbh he just pawned his clothes onto mugman. who i’ve also changed my hc for i see him more as bigender than a cis boy now#LOL. i cast bi on mugman. sorry buddy#OH HIM TOO. im so sorry mugsy i have like two headcanons for you 😭😭😭#she uses he/she 2 me. i like casting personal parts of myself onto mugman even if i gravitate more towards cuphead/chalice#i see him as a bi ace as well. and a hopeless romantic. i don’t ship uhh i don’t remember what it’s called#i don’t ship cala maria X mugman (respect though) cause i see the cups as kids and i’m also a hilda X maria shipper LOL#but in the show. i will be real that she is a hopeless romantic. Look at that dork#FORGOT TO MENTION. i am a cuphead aroace truther to my grave. KEEP THAT MUSHY ROMANCE OUT OF MY HIGH SEAS ADVENTURE!!!!#like i said w cuphead before mugman is AuDHD (they share. many genes LMFAO)#however the difference is that they express it in different ways; while cuphead’s is more linked to his hearing/social behavior#mugman’s is more related to her emotions. i see it through my headcanon colored glasses that especially in the show mugman has more#meltdowns between the two cups#he has high emotional sensitivity both in positive and negative ways; former as in being strongly attached to cuphead and latter as in#more prone to meltdowns as well as being very literal#which isn’t a bad thing of course. mugman we are shaking hands so hard we are the same#OK that’s all the ones i want to share right now. i also haven’t shared her human or cup design i did but i’m workshopping chalice!!!!!!#i am leaving her out intentionally she deserves her own post because i luv her so much#ok post over. twenty minutes dedicated to autism about the twins out of the trio#cuphead
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anybody else have a food they're allergic to but still eat anyway
#not DEATH deathly but like. allergic#im allergic to shrimp and guac but i still eat it ..#my throat will get itchy and swell and breathing feels more closed#wherever the food touches also swells in bumps but usually only wherever the food makes contact#but yall. it's so good#the food not the swelling lol i have to sip on water while i eat to help gauge the significance of the throat swelling#i can usually eat up to 2 or 3 big shrimps until i hit my ok.. one more and this will hurt me lots#ill probably still be able to breathe but like it'll be an even bigger struggle than it is now#i think im also allergic to this common italian herb thingy anise? but thats fine bcs i dont like it anyways#but grilled SEASONED shrimp is my weakness. i LOVE SHRIMP!!! add some buffalo sauce and my my my..#idk tho my friends hate when i eat shrimp and will moderate my moderation#'ted ure a medical man. u should be against this' i hungry#idk maybe i dhould cold cut endulging in my allergies now b4 it becomes a lifestyle#i remember when i was younger my boss order me chinese food for doing a Lot of open2closes#and i ordered shrimp and lo mein(iLOVEEEE LO MEINN!!! when i was lil i would get PLATEFULS of JUST lo mein)#(id remove the veggies bcs they got in the way of my noodles)#(but now im older and the texture is too much sameness so i get even amount of lo mein and some sorta meat for Balance)#and i ate like a bit then put the rest in the cooler and he was like 'ure not hungry?' and i told him im allergic#and his eyes got real big and he was shouted my full name like a worried parent#i mean i explained my eat 2 then wait for the swelling to die down and eat 2 more till the inability to breathe gets annoying#but he was still anxious and watching me like a hawk#so#maybe.. i shouldnt do this anymore#does anyone else do this if they have the ability to?#perhaps i am dancing with the devil here#the devil wears privilege
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my father telling me how scared he was when i ran away from the house but i cant express how scared i was 2 b in the house
hey, whats up w/that?
#whenever we ‘hang out’ he likes 2 make the topic as depressing as possible by always talking abiut the past#& it is the most annoying shit ever i will not lie BC I DONT WANT 2 TALK ABOUT DEATH & THE ABUSE EVERY TIME I SPEAK 2 U#yk? thag makes sense in my head#anyways he started talking abiut how terrified he was when i had ran away multiple times a couple yrs ago & when i say a couple i mean#i have no idea how long ago bc memory is a bitch#but it had 2 b like middle school - sophmore?#multiple times & like i just wanna shake him bc LITERLLY WHAT & WHO DO U THINK I WAS RUNNING AWAY FROM#GODDAMNN I H8 BING THE ONLY PERSON IN THIS HOUSE WHO CAN EXPRESS EMOTIONS & NOT LET THEM EFFECT HOW I VIEW THE OTHER#‘oh u ran in the park u ran in the park’ i didnt run in the fuckinggppaaarrkrkkkk AAAAAAAAAA I MET A NICE LADY WHO HAD A GOAT IN THE#SPARTMENTS I FRIECIENTED OFTEN WHEN I WAS YOUNGER#i cant express how safe the goddamn goat lady & her kid made me feel vs my parents who started hunting 4 me#like ive been dragged home so many times im not going through that shit again#i miss the goat the mom & the kid we were just chilling @ like midnight 4 a bit#did this turn in2 a vent? idk#i do this a lot ill prolly delete this soonish when im kore calm#bc rn i want 2 chuck bricks in my laundry machine & watch them fly out & hit whatever#im going back 2 watching anime if i have 2 talk 2 1 other person i will actually explode#like irl person not online the silly gay ppl in my phone r super cool & amazing & i love them#im srry 4 bing a dick btw#i cant explain it i mean i could but i cant im just my brain is telling me eveyr1 h8s me & MAN i h8 it when it does#so im just frightened & by golly & am i havign a cheery time yipyipyip#typing in tags is sm easier than in a post bc i dont think most ppl read tags lol#the more i think about my past the more i wonder wtf am i doing here#bc how did i even get out of the house in the 1st place & then ontop of that was able 2 hide#like what……#bc they were fucking grabbing me n shit & they have CARS like i didnt go in the park i walked the sidewalks HOW DID I MOT GET CAUGHT??#MULTIPLE TIMES??? LIKE I ‘ran away’ MULTIPLE TIMES#i didnt exactly run away tho bc i didnt want them 2 file police shit i didnt eant 2 deal w/that & also hirt the pll i stayed over w/#so i always went back. obviously blehhh#ug hj hhhh my heads hurting again this is like the 4th day in a row :((
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friendly reminder that reinhard is approximately the same age as his parents when they had him
#suffaru post#IM SORRY MAYBE THIS IS A REINHARD BLOG NOW….#i have an essay due at 11:59 pm but instead i am doing this HAH…#OK BUT THIS IS IMPORTANT RIGHT of course rezero is medieval fantasy and full of death traps so of course u got people having kids younger#but theres another layer here in that like 1. heinkel didnt become sword saint and theresia was growing older so he was basically required#to have a kid earlier than usual im sure. and of course heinkel and louanna got lucky bc they truly loved each other#and then theres like. bc louanna has sleeping beauty syndrome shes eternally stuck at 20 yrs old rn. reinhard is the same age as his#comatose mom. shes been in a coma since he was like two.#and reinhard too is expected to have kids to pass down the sword saint blessing. that shit is a family curse at this rate i swear 😭😭#reinhard van astrea#heinkel astrea#louanna astrea#ok also i know having kids at like 20 is probs like pretty good for medieval standards and all. but its still like. young. and then as we#all know shit goes sideways in the astrea family very quickly after reinhard is born and heinkel has his descent into madness arc which#recontextualized a bit with the fact that he was a young parent that suddenly lost a whole lot of things.#and there are no therapists in rezero so 😭😭😭😭#also ok yes i am assuming louanna was either 19 or 20 when she had reinhard…#meanwhile heinkel we know for sure was like 20 yrs old yeah.#re:zero
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sometimes it's so fun to casually mention your age and see the eyes of the guys who have flirted with/hooked up widen, as they realize they accidentally chose the youngest person at the table
#rrr#in their defense most of my friends are at least a year older than me#especially the ones i go out with#like i'm 22 but my roommates are 24 and 26#the guy in question who looked terrified is 26. he knows one of my roommates is 26 and married to the 24 year old one#and we all went to high school together#so i imagine he figured i was 24 too#but i am a year below them and two years younger hehe#the age gap doesn't bother me so this is funny. you're allowed to laugh#one other group i go out with is 23/25/28#which i'm sure is also confusing for the 28 year old friend's#since most of the people i meet are also grad students the age gap doesn't really bother me#we're in the same spot in life#though 10+ years is a bit questionable 4-6? that's fine#that said. whenever an underclassmen (esp one who's under 21) tries to flirt with me#get that child away OR SO HELP ME#babes you don't even know. we are on different planets#the 20 year old who has a full time job and a mortgage? she gets it. she can get it. the 20 year old who's party hopping? no.
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i've been digging thru old backed up writing and found some scrapped lore i never finished but still kinda like so i'm gonna do the impossible
tidy it up and finish it
#the one i'm working on is the original form of 'on a wander'#which was originally going to be when amos was a bit younger than he ended up being in the final story and involve haj as well#but i ended up turning it into on a wander instead for. i don't remember why. magdaw reasons one assumes#not that anyone could ever tell bc this story is as yet unposted but on a wander refers to things from its earlier iteration#so now i am finishing that earlier iteration up i'm like i'll just. make this be the followup to on a wander instead#it's fun having to retrofit the ideas that started in this draft and ended up seeing the light of day in on a wander#ouroboros ass story#i also have to go reread on a wander to [checks notes] ensure consistency across body horror. solemn nod#i really love amos. i have to write more stuff about amos. he's a good boy#i have some vague ideas about him journeying all the way to the plateau and seeing the cloudsong. my original plan w/amos was that#he basically has very high luck and wanderlust as a survival adaptation. he goes places#meets everyone. has a good time bc very lucky. and learns leagues more stuff than he would in a normal lifetime#so originally i wanted to just do stories about him traveling the wasteland and ultimately various regions of the world just.#vibin and hangin out with fellow freaks. ah well. one thing at a time
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Led Zeppelin/Robert Plant Lyrics that Make Me Feel Some Type of Way:
"I want you to love me all night..." - outro to "Communication Breakdown"
"Little Robert Anthony wants to come and play" - "How Many More Times"
Pretty much all of "Whole Lotta Love"
"Squeeze me baby, 'til the juice runs down my leg. The way you squeeze my lemon, I'm gonna fall right out of bed" - "The Lemon Song"
"Sweetest little baby, Daddy ever saw" - "Bring it on Home"
"She looks so pretty, she's sweet enough to eat" - "How Many More Times", live, Royal Albert Hall, Jimmy Page's birthday, 1970
"Hey, hey, mama, said the way you move, gonna make you sweat, gonna make you groove. Ah, ah, child, the way you shake that thing, gonna make you burn, gonna make you sting" - "Black Dog"
"Drop down baby, let Daddy see" - "Custard Pie"
"Trampled Underfoot". The whole thing. The whole damn thing.
"Candy Store Rock". Again, the whole damn thing.
"We're gonna love, love, love, 'til the break of day" - "We're Gonna Groove"
"Let's play wild like wildcats do" - Tall Cool One
I'm sure there's plenty others. That's what I could think of off the top of my head right now though.
#robert plant#led zeppelin#i know his birthday is over now (at least where I live) but I still wanna celebrate a bit#sexy stuff#awesome music#classic rock#rock music#make happy pants time music#side note the “daddy” thing usually doesn't turn me on but when Zeppelin era Robert Plant says it my pants spontaneously combust#maybe it has to do with the fact that he was younger then than I am now so it makes me feel less old when I think of him as “Daddy”🤷♀️#(because of course I'm fantasizing about him directing these lyrics at me personally)
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alright, but... it seems like i am in a mood for angst this morning because just imagine this: misao meeting someone that reminds her so much of ryu and having all of her childhood memories just rush back to her in one foul swoop despite the fact that she's tried really hard to bury them. because if misao allowed herself to think about them for a second, i have a feeling she would just completely breakdown because misao doesn't even have a picture of him or anything, so she forgot what he looks like and what his voice sounds like. so even if she saw him on the streets of gotham... misao wouldn't even recognize him because it's been so long.
and the fact that she has become like a ' human ' in that aspect somewhat enrages her because misao secretly HATES having to pretend like she is anything but who she is + like i believe i have talked about once but didn't get super deep into talking about, is that she may or may not distrust humans automatically upon meeting them. though this sense has lessened over the years, it is still slightly there due to her mother's death haunting her. and being forced to face her past like this where misao is not prepared for it mentally would be kind of devastating for her, NGL. (but y'all should totally give misao someone who reminds her of ryu anyhow, and i'm not saying that to be evil or anything. i'm just saying it because there has to be some way that she works through her issues eventually and with the way she is now... i don't think that misao would be willing to open up to someone else about them. so something has to act on her externally. )
#ALL POWER DEMANDS PAIN AND SACRIFICE: musings.#NO SLEEP OF THE INNOCENT. NOT FOR YOU: character study.#ahh don't we just love being greeted eith angst at 10:51 on a monday / j AHH i'm just kidding y'all but... yeah.#i am out to metaphorically grab my poor oc's by the throat this morning for whatever reason JSJSJ#but just to expand on this idea a little bit: i feel like the kind of person that would remind her of ryu would be a selflessly kind-#and courageous person because that's exactly what misao saw him as as a child. like although he was younger than her misao saw him-#as the 'stronger one' of them both and she was always kind of jealous of him for this because whenever something bothered him he would just-#simply keep on trucking along and take the difficulty of whatever he might've been dealing with in stride. but misao in her own mind has-#never been like that. she has always been hung up over things for too long and wanted to run away from thing's whenever she's faced-#challenges rather than face them head on because she would rather DIE than be vulnerable and someone who has humanity when she is supposed-#to be 'above them' and thus sometimes misao just wishes that she could physically carve out her heart sometimes because she-#cannot take all of the pain that has been stored within it over the years. like the pain of denying yourself intimate connection with-#other's and always being rough on yourself because you HAVE to be perfect or people are going to think you're weak. though being vulnerable-#certainly doesn't make you weak. misao just has a rather unhealthy view of her own vulnerability although she can see that in other's it is-#something that is necessary because of everything she'd been taught in her time becoming a psychiatrist. misao is just sooo-#complicated under the surface and that's why i love her y'all
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i need to expel the silly guys in my brain . but i forgot how to draw and writing is hard... much to think about
#vwoop.noises#I am thinking about cool war again. there is no tangible reason for this#Tge only rita summers stan in the whole world.. I think somethint could be done interesting abt her#I'm not sure whether shes bad bc of misogyny or bc none of the side characters were good#I hesitate to be mean bc Just a guy wrote that. Got no compensation for this. Etc etc. It's like conceptually advanced fanfic is my way of -#understanding this space#This being said.#It is very edgy for the sake of kt#And I want to play with your stock characters#Anyways Rita. Why is a child hanging out with the magic terrorists#They give off college dropout vibes but i think shes a little younger than like normal Knew them in highschool vibe. Hmm. Maybe#But regardless. She has to do highschooler chores . She has homework..#its just silly to me. Esp. bc shes just a goth little teenager#I think she's edgy on her own. Not even because the whole thing is edgy. She doesn't get toned down in my mind she believes she's#playing + winning 4D chess#In my beautiful mind palace she wasb rlly good friends w/ jessie b4 Average Tragic Backstory and is kind of like. sus abt the whole thing#very Yesterday was a terrible tragedy. You have classes today#As well as like. She's a bit younger and can cope a bit worse with everything. I think. As is her right as a goth teenager#she's just like. Angry.#Which is yknow. Why magic terrorism#but also w/ like jessie a) Her sibling is coping worse* and then b) Nobody says anything ever so as to not upset joey#*I have rewritten this whole thing in my mind Heart . He mitosis'd and then unmitosis'd as timeline course corrections and this is#quite difficult on a person.#but in the downtime.. shes just a bit silly....#magic terrorists and their princess of darkness (Also a magic terrorist)#I've also decided shes close w og just because I say so . They look similar and people r like Oh how sweet You are looking after yr little#sister. And she wants to do murder.#they both have dark hair; she dyes hers to look gother. and similar faces I Guess < The faceblinder but I'll decide when I draw them
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its just what if there were a fallen angel who wandered the desert for over a century in search of absolution and he carried a world of guilt on his shoulders and then one day he met a hitman priest who carried a large weapon in the shape of a cross on his back who was sent to protect him and guide him towards his goal and while they had diametrically oppossed philosophies on life they still grew to love one another in a way neither of them had ever loved anyone else before
#the trigun manga scrambled my brain a little bit sorry#i am looking at vash being far older than he looks and wolfwood being much younger than he seems#and i am tearing into it with my teeth like a rabid dog
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KEITO ON THE COVER OF VIVI LETS GOOOOOO
he will be on the cover of Vivi 2024 June special edition, which releases April 23rd, along with another actor in his drama kashiwagi haru of bullet train!
and this will be keito's first real cover that isnt a group shot too bc when he was on mini before he was on the back!!!!
#aaaaaaa im so happyyy#(lovingly staring at that magazine displayed in my room rn parco ad keito ilysm)#i hadnt ordered any new magazines in a bit bc fanta hadnt done any spreads i wanted and now keito did this for meeee🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰#and vivi too one of my favorites😭😭😭#another keito cover i can display ahhhh pls let it be a good photo;;;;;;;;;#thank u vivi you always treat fanta right;;;;#tho i am still waiting for a full group vivi cover!! one day🙏🏻🙏🏻#i dont really know haru well i just know a few bullet train members that have acted but know he recently did that drama with maeda kentaro#(which i still havent watched oops...)#but also oh my gOD i just looked it up and he is wayyyy younger than keito he wAS BORN IN 2005#thats insane people cant be born in that year wtf#well.... i will look forward to senpai and maybe older brother keito;;;;
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this is the most genuine emorion ive ever seen from dazai
what I'm saying
#it's crazy it's CRAZY#and so I need to set the scene for you. he acts the way he acts in these episodes#I am fuckinf stupid and I have no idea this was four years earlier. it's obviously a few years before main canon#but idk HOW MUCH. and I underestimate. and i know vaguely that dazai is 22 in main canon.#and oda looks to be in his 20s and dark era dazai looks literally no younger to me cause this is anime#so iiiiii say to hella “hmm this is a little gay” and take a look at the ao3 stats for funsies#the response I get “EWWWW THAT'S LIKE HIS DAD”#need I remind you that on top of the everything else ^^^ that misled me. they also don't feel like a mentor and student#much less father and son#dazai is like. his superior anyway lol they're literally just friends#I will die on this hill hella freaked on me for no reason#it's like. a bit 🤨🤨 if you have full knowledge BUT OTHER THAN THAT- EMBARRASSED IN THOSE DMS FOR NOOOO REASON#ask#tallytals#hi tals!
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#saw a random comment in some discussion about leverage redemption where someone said that eliot really looks his age now#and they clearly meant it in a bad way#and I'm just. huh? I do not understand the way some people think lol#yes he does. he does. and it's fucking nice man#like yeah he was always hot but. 😳 now he's not JUST hot#idk maybe I'm the weirdo here but. except for the dumb haircut he looks better to me now#(I am a bit mad that the original show wasn't as good video quality because damn I just. it would have been very nice to get better#screenshots of his face when he was younger. but that's irrelevant lol)#okay I mean. there's an aspect of it that makes me sad but it's just. aging reminds me of mortality and that's not nice but. other than#that? I don't care#and yeah I do definitely like that he looks softer. ugh I wanna hug him so bad. etc.#personal
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It's funny stepping back into fandom spaces where most people are within my general age range or older after making so many younger friends in MiAbyss fandom* so when i go back to my old stomping grounds of LOGH or T&B or Star Trek or Vorkosiverse or the BJD hobby or just the whole entire SFF/genre fiction reader+writer sphere and it's like oh ok yeah. i'm not really thaaaaaaattttt humongously old i guess. because to be honest with you sometimes in other contexts i feel like the club penguin 18+ elderly penguin
*not to erase those of you in there who are older! it's just that something with MiA that was a brand new experience for me over the last year is that I sure did accumulate some treasured fandom friends a decade-ish younger than me and i feel somewhat protective of them slash occasionally ashamed of not being a more impressive role model or something but okay look you guys don't want a mentor you want a draw-er of shitposts and a writer-er of decentish fanfics and That I Can Do
#it was similarly funny when my sister and i went to Balticon this summer#aside from a pack of anime teens that we didn't interact with much nearly everyone was older..#we met a guy who outright said oh yeah you guys might be a bit young for this scene...#(in a very nice way! he could tell i was feeling a bit fish out of water)#we went to a room party and the hostess also noted we were younger and she was like the next youngest person we had met and she was 40#and those moments left me so surprised pikachu because.. i feel extremely old on the internet these days in a lot of nerd spaces#nice to know i'm still Larva Age (well pupa age maybe) for like star trek fandom ;;#if any morbidly curious soul read all these tags just wondering if i'd finally mention how old i am i'm thirty. gasp#it is unclear to me if i come across older or younger than this. you people made me start saying 'real' and 'bruh'#i used to mention my age more often on the internet and just stopped out of shame in like 2020 because i'd accomplished so little for my ag#i should try to unlearn that shit maybe .__. 'oh i can mention my age when i have a better job--' Hey. Thats An Insane Thought Process
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