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#madness combat#2bdamned#madness combat 2bdammed#mpn2#2bdamned plushie#i’m so happy#he’s fully conscious#i can’t#i love him
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i don't know the exact timeline for when ghilan'nain physically changed into what we see her as in datv, but im really attached to the idea that she didn't look like that before the veil was made. like she looked just like we saw her in solas' memory, untainted and with no extra limbs. her new form is the direct consequence of her fusing her body with anduril's blighted corpse after anduril's archdemon was slain and she died in the fade. she does not need to mourn anduril. anduril has become part of her greater whole. she would not be parted from her, even in death.
#datv#dragon age the veilguard#dragon age#ghilan'nain#anduril#maybe it wasnt even a conscious thing that she did. maybe she and andruil were trapped close together and when andruil died ghilan'nain#just subconsciously merged with her. or maybe it was fully intentional- a coping mechanism for someone who has never truly known death#before. idk!#wonder what elgar'nan thought when he saw her for the first time afterwards. we know that he is worried about her through codex entries and#but ghilan'nain refuses that worry and says she doesn't need it. idk. big thoughts#and not related but might be my last post for a while. tumblr is getting overwhelming and its been a bit rough lately#but until then have a ghilly post
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a what if
paralleling this
#alan becker#animator vs animation#ava#ava the chosen one#ava tco#ava the second coming#ava tsc#ive had this thought for a good while now and finally had time to actually make it#i like to call the “holding hands and then start to glow and. um. do something with your powers” as “connecting”#“connecting” with another animatormade-sticks with the same animator code can give you a bit of a powerboost#ive mentioned this in an au-post but for those that havent seen it (its another hc i have.btw)#animator codes are basically codes that are linked to a specific animator#like...for example. victim tco dark and tsc all have the same animator code since they were all drawn by alan#OKAY BACK TO THE THEORIZING#when tsc and tco “connect” then its a special case#since theyre linked in the sense that tsc is “the chosen one's return”#when they “connect” not only do they get a powerboost but they also awaken in the sense that theyre able to access every bit of their power#tco already does that (kinda? i dunno) so tsc is affected by this awakening powerboost the most#sure. tsc already awakened before in showdown but he couldnt remember it then#but noow with this “connection” tsc is fully conscious. soooooooooo#i think ive ran out of theorizing wordings juices ohlird the effects are starting#lilacsart
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Skulk! Moon progression. I like to call him Milk (Skulk + Moon -> Mulk -> Milk)
#I have not caught up with Minecraft Lore but I believe skulk is sentient? Moon just has a little skulk buddy that keeps him compant.#I find the idea of Moon getting seperated from Sun and Eclipse and going 'oh boy freedom!!!!' only to share a body yet again#Everytime he dies the skulk just spreads until it takes over completely#Red life Moon is so damaged that he cannot do move his body and has to rely on the skulk to puppeteer his body. He is fully conscious thoug#He's moldy <3#3laf#3 lives at freddy's#minecraft au#minecraft fnaf#moondrop#fnaf moon#fnaf moondrop#daycare attendant moon#dca moon#dca au#vecart#Milk (Skulk!Moon)
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do you guys see my vision
#puffpal7's artworks#httyd#how to train your dragon#race to the edge#rtte#i know viggo died before johann shut up#trader johann#traitor johann#viggo grimborn#httyd viggo#viggo httyd#httyd johann#johann httyd#viggo x johann#johann x viggo#vighann#joggo#<- this ship name is so funny#actually kind of fucked up how johann died#in my mind hes still fully conscious like how the skrill was#and thats horrifying
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wanted to say I appreciate your nuanced takes on MW and especially Curly. i don't get the claim that the fandom is full of Curly apologists when majority (esp yt and tiktok) say he's worse than Jimmy. Yes there's commentary about bro culture defending people, he def messed up in trying to placate Jimmy (tbh "we'll fix this" sounded more like trying to keep someone prone to outbursts like Jim calm and not hurt Anya/himself) but I don't think he did nothing to help Anya, since she continued to confide in him and he had less than a week to resolve it before the crash (I also don't get everyone saying he knew for ages when it seems like Anya told him that same week). I get Jimmy's a pos but saying stuff like Curly should've known he'd crash the ship or that Jim had a criminal record he ignored, reducing them to obviously horrible villain and willfully ignorant sidekick feels like a disservice to the game. If your best friend turned out to be horrible, what would you do in a confined space in the span of a few days to respond? I'd say some of the horror comes from trying to do good but ultimately failing, Curly's state after the crash is meant to be tragic horror not revenge/punishment
Thank you and this is what I want to get across.
A lot of information we have to supplement when it comes to how long things have been happening on this current ship. I think people try to add on to the horror and negligence by making things more obvious so it can feel like it was easier to avoid when, true to life, its not. Jimmy clearly didn't deserve or appreciate what Curly did for him in getting him the job, but do you think if Jimmy was that big of a menace on Earth he would've given him a position where he could have that level of power over people's lives? There's something in the fact he specifically chose to pick a position so close to himself where he could watch Jimmy.
I hate the bro code argument because that is a whole can of worms people really don't get. That sort of mentality is born from the general respect and preference of male matter over female ones. Curly is clearly not that guy, he is absent minded about the issue and inadvertently dismissive but he clearly believes Anya, he just can't understand what she's going through. It's an onslaught of information that no one really reacts right to. Additonally, the entire discussion of her assualt plays to heavy into the idea that there is fault outside of the perpertratior when it comes to SA. It's too close if she only did this or if Curly had protected her better but the fact of the matter is Jimmy did what he did. He did it before any of the conversations with Anya about it and it's why her behavior seemed to change so drastically in those last two days.
He has other conflicting thought and while his role as a Captain should've taken over, people act like it's not a very human thing to have such a toxic presence cloud your judgement. It is never easy to separate friend from coworker once that connection is formed, you want to help them, especially if they were friend first and for a long while like in this case. It's not right, but people act like it would be easy when the game clearly points out that no choice is easy to make, especially when you have to make it for more than one person. You have the weigh the consequences, look at all the options and make a plan. People can headcanon and decide how long things where happening, but if we look at what we were presented through the characters eyes, the only person given time to do that was Jimmy.
He waited two months after the crash to appoint himself Captain. Every time a problem was brought up he immediately took action and refused to sit on it and find a better solution. I think it's important to look at the warped way Jimmy takes initiative where Curly didn't as it works as a good contrast of why you don't just run in to "fix" things. The quickest and easiest option may not be the safest or most beneficial. I think some thoughts on the game suffer from the black and white thinking the game doesn't operate on along with us being voyeurs. We see what exactly led to what but the characters don't. They don't have the hindsight and foresight we do and even ours is scrambled by the non-linear story telling.
Like it's hard to talk abuou those grey zones without sounding like an apologist because you're explaining why taking responsibility isn't easy. It's not and it's weird to act like it would be in a scenerio that led up to the events of the game knowing what we know. We see all these characters in such isolated moments with various things before, in between, after and even during we aren't privy too. The idea that Jimmy is worse than Curly heavily banks on the words Jimmy was saying to Jimmy before he crashed the ship. That whatever happened on the ship was his responsibility to bare, which is true due to his position. But, are they not still not responsible for taking the actions Curly then must bare?
Like i feel like people think that these are situation that become easier with age or when you are in a postion of authority and they aren't. You don't lose your biases or gain some sudden knowledge that makes it easier. It just becomes more tiring as you keep dealing with it. I would be first in line to say Curly fucked up and should've done more but the idea he knew how bad it could get or he really saw the worst in the people around him and ignored it pretty much ignores a huge aspect of his character and the game.
#i do believe Anya was a victum to Jimmy more than once before the crash but the game plays wit the sort of fear of waiting and stagnation#i believe the reason she decided to tell him was becasuse she finally broke down and tested to see if she was pregnant after one too many#signs and its why she went to hide the gun because she knew now that there was proof of what Jimmy did and was he would do anything to#cover it up and while she also didn't want the baby there was no sure fire way to safely induce a miscarriage or abortion cause shes smart#enough to know that hence her reading the illusion of choice and taking measures to protect herself#but in the hypothetical it was a one time occurence I think Jimmy would act like one single mistake shouldn't define him and Anya thinks#that if she did something sooner or said something sooner than she or Curly could've stopped all of it but that the hard thing taking actio#its so hard to be preventative to a person like they also have the autonomy to do things and no one on the ship is okay with actively takin#that away outside of Jimmy that its just a delicate issue and people act like it was a conscious choice not to help when he just helped#wrong he did wrong by not immediately punishing Jimmy but at the same time did he even fully get it yet? Jimmy immediately got into his hea#after like the sound design right before he confront him is telling like every track sort of gives you the feeling of the characters where#we cant see their thoughts because again the only two characters pov we get are Jimmy's and Curly's and even then we only get Curly's thru#the responsibilites he has to take like he is always tasked with something because thats his role but we rarely see him do something off hi#own volition cause hes a metaphorical cog in many of the machines the games comments on but he's not actively pulling a switch#also i think people latch on to the we can both be heros things too much when analyzing Curly because Curly very much is not happy being th#leader and current “hero” of the Tulpar he just wants out in a way that doesn't hurt and while he is still responsible for not doing more#the idea he could've easily nipped this in the butt acts like Jimmy was not a beast of his own and that he made Jimmy into the person he wa#vs the fact that Jimmy is a person on his own right that makes these choices others are forced to take responsibility for when he simply c#couldve not done evil shit like at the end of the day Curly is not perfect but not nearly or remotely as bad as Jimmy because for that hed#have to not care hed have to not have tried hed have to not try to take responsibility and he did just not in the right way but thats#subjective to the person and you can only realize you did fuck up after the results are before you and its tragic like this game is a#a tragedy no matter how you try and spin it. There's lessosn to be learnt but at the end of the day it telling the worst moments of peoples#lives and the certain inevitabilities that come with it#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#curly mouthwashing#captain curly#nurse anya#anya mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing
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Continuing to clean up my files, I've come across some sketches I did for @pickledcarrotsandradish 's Reverse Order fic, which is.
Uh.
The future timeline, but what if the death orders of the turtles was reversed. And I, like a fool! Like an absolute dumbass! Was like, " oh I've read plenty of fics where I've seen each and every of the characters die. I'll be fine!"
I was not fine!
So like! Spoilers!
But, uh. I am in shambles.
I highly recommend op's other Rise fics; they're all very good!
And this next sketch isn't really based on any fic, but loosely inspired by the above mentioned fic, and a few others, making brain go:
"huh, I wonder what kinda krang designs the other boys would have?"
Fucked up!
#illustration#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#rottmnt fanart#body horror#digital art#injury#tmnt#kraang#rottmnt krang#rise krang#i guess- it legit did not occur to me that krang shit counts until recently bc i. like stated above! am very very stupid#i do love pickledcarrotsandradishes other rise fics but i appear to be under a weird and specific curse where everytime i try to draw for#them-specifically Times Five- everything turns out just. horrifically off model and ugly as shit. i have several half done sketch pages.#the gods are laughing at me#i tried to be like. deliberate with the krang transformations to reflect like. character and narrative shit. dunno if i succeeded.#uh for some extra horror i figure mikeys extra strong mystics would be constantly fighting the krang goop and thus! hed be kinda fully awar#donnied maybe be stuck in a loop where hes getting the information but hes completely disconnected from his brain. and the krang are keepin#leo conscious on purpose. bc theyre assholes
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i see a lot of posts about how dean would want to crawl inside sam and live there forever but i’ve always felt the opposite would be true. that dean would want to keep sam inside him to protect him from the outside world, to know that nothing can ever touch him. dean would keep sam behind his ribcage, or inside his shirt pocket or a locket. sam would still be with dean at all times and he’d always know where sam is and that’s he’s safe (let’s ignore that sam actually wouldn’t be much safer inside dean because their lives are constantly in danger, but maybe dean wouldn’t be so reckless). and dean wouldn’t have to worry about sam making any decisions that could potentially harm himself, meaning no more arguments.
although it depends on the context. the above applies to the time when they can’t escape the hunting life, which is pretty much the entire show. once the burden of saving the world is no longer theirs i think dean would want to live inside sam. then sam could live a normal life (which both sam & dean want more than anything) and not feel guilty for leaving dean (dean’s worst nightmare). because after being together their entire lives dean is the one who couldn’t bear separation the most.
dean would be happy and never have to miss a moment of sam’s life again, and sam wouldn’t have to experience dean’s death. i don’t believe that dean would ever be fully content quitting hunting for good, but now he wouldn’t have to die a warrior’s death which is the alternative. dean can enjoy his rest, then sam and dean’s souls ascend to heaven at the same time and dean doesn’t have to wait for him.
#this concept is perfect for sam and dean because they’re deranged#dean especially because he might not have created their codependency but he certainly enforced it for the both of them#and sorry but sam was never going to get away from it unless dean died + gave sam permission to let him go for good#spn#supernatural#sam and dean#sam winchester#dean winchester#i made myself laugh writing this#also this concept in my head is like#either people don’t miss the other#they may not be able to interact or speak to each other directly like before#but they merge souls almost#like a baby in utero#but the baby is both brain empty and fully conscious#they’re at peace in a state of deep relaxation#but theyre still able to communicate with the other person in a soul bond way#and the inside person can still appreciate life#but the way it is most appealing to them is to merge with the person they love
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What's your earliest memory?
Earliest… He stopes and thinks for a moment. I think my earliest memory is me spending time with my dad in his work shop. My older brother and sister were playing a little too rough, and I got hurt while trying to play with them. My mom was to busy dealing with my younger brother, since he was still a newborn, so my dad watched me while he was working. He ended up giving me an old lock and key to play with, and it ended up being my favorite toy ever since. I think I still have it somewhere, actually… I’ll have to see if I can find it…
#asks#anon#chilchuck#chilchuck tims#chilchuck dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#ooc: fun fact! my earliest memory is of my second birthday#my moms friends kids were about 5-8 ish right#so they had these bubble guns they were playing with#and i had gotten a hold of one#and mimicked the boys right#and fired it at one of them#but aimed for the face and got it in his eyes#and the blood curdling scream he let out shook me so hard it forced me into sentience#i went from dumbass baby to fully conscious human being in that moment#and the memory is seared into my brian forever#which is impressive since i have horrible memory otherwise#that’s the moment it clicked i had an affect on the world around me#and it could be a bad one if i wasn’t carful lmao
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Imagine pathetic and desperate Azul dry humping you, fully clothed, in an empty hallway and he won't shut the hell up lol. Like do something before someone investigates the noise.
Straight up, dry humping is very hot to me and I legit want to think up a scenario for each and every single guy (that's appropriate to) that involves it.
He absolutely cums from dry humping alone AAAAAA he’s such a loser, babbling in your ear about how perfect you are and how much he loves you and has wanted this the whole day, all while grinding against your ass from behind. His arms are looped around your waist to hold you against him, pinning your body to his while he rocks back and forth. The hallway is empty (for now), but he’s so loud and he just won’t shut up! You keep turning your head to kiss him so he’ll be more quiet, but that has him whining even more. orz if you’re really so worried about getting caught, he’s willing to drag you elsewhere so that the two of you are properly secluded, but the minute he’s alone with you it’s back to feeling you up and grinding against you while fully clothed hehe.
#twisted chit chat#n/sfw#thinking about stuck in the wall trope with dry humping……#floyd finds you and you beg him not to stick it inside because it’s not a safe day#and you somehow convince him to dry hump you instead#but of course he can feign obedience for however long he’s interested before he gets bored and impatient and wants to stick it in :)#oooo or dry humping when you’re really pregnant#maybe you’re scared you’ll hurt the baby or it’ll be too awkward with your bump in the way and limiting you to certain positions#or maybe you’re self-conscious and prefer to remain fully clothed and dry hump instead……..#but then your yan gives you so much love and attention and praise and it’s something like soft non-con/dub-con#there are too many scattered thoughts in my egg brain but !!!!! dry humping is very <3
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#black sails#this is a lie actually.#silver is not a true person 😭😭😭 he is Not fully aware conscious nor thoughtful 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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Bby goblin’s scars study from later 2024
#Amri de Riva#le OC tag#le art tag#so I did vaguely muse about it but based on some dialogue in-game with Neri de Acutis#I fully believe Rook de Riva would probably have been killed for the Antaam thing or tortured/beaten severely#honestly strongly suspect Viago sticks as much of his neck out as he can#to get Rook out of Antiva and Varric’s timing being impeccable#also the fact that training fledglings probably takes longer than killig a full Crow anyways so it’s just a waste#to break a carefully crafted blade#and for my goblin daughter the other Talons 100% made Viago deal out the lashings#and filling out her own backstory her masters/the ones who trained her were so#incensed by what she did and how poorly that reflects on their teachings and the Crows they produce that they dragged her by her hair#off to get beaten for some odd 24 hours and was barely conscious and walking when she left with Varric#I'd say her scars are heavily visible bc they are all super recent - Antaam thing and Crows#but an overwhelming majority of them came from the inside#the Talons minus Teia**** and Viago who is a yeller but probably not that severe#and in my head it's like a lashing in front of the other Talons. It's to humiliate. To knock down. To make an example of.#maybe Viago would have fully just stabbed her through her hand and then stitch her back up again. maybe he would find a lashing + banishment#as suitable. who knows#just a Tuesday with the Crows 🤷♀️ y'know
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being a writer is fun because sometimes you notice a trend in the stories/themes/characters that you work with, and then make a connection between them and your life and or self.
And then you magically know what you're talking about in therapy next week.
#anyways i realized that maybe the reason all of my trans characters have extremely gorey transgenderifications#is perhaps because. of my own. less than ideal experience with the process.#and its not a contextless edgy thing#anyways list of how characters transed be upon you:#Peregrine: blood magic. Literally did cosmetic surgery on himself while fully conscious and left his uterus and associated parts#just sorta on the floor. Bc hes rich and does not respect the helps time.#Conall: unicorn magic. Animorphs from the saddest wettest woman youve ever seen into a giant dog and then into an extremely unstable man.#Fawn: Plant magic. Use plants and her ability to make living tissue grow to reshape her body along plant scaffolding.#Chase: cant transition bc of vampirism#Vincent: he just used regular hrt but im including him bc look at him. He is body horror
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cybersix liveblogging continues w ep 2
congrats on her transition
is this cat her brother
so she pushed her brother off a cliff (or was trying to save him, but he remembers it wrong) and their dad brought him back to life by turning him into a panther?? classic
aw they were so cute :( but i don’t understand, if she disguised herself to live as a dead boy, then who is this brother? did he run away with her? who did he disguise himself as then? or was he the brother of the real adrian bc if so, that’s way more fucked up
poor cybersix. but also thank god her brother is still alive or else julian might’ve ended up living as the ghost of some dead kid
so are those press-ons or does adrian have rly long nails too (also. dear god they put that boy’s brain in a cat)
oh she’s rly abt to cry, this is the most emotional we’ve seen her so far. yayy happy ending! just a superhero lady and her panther brother and this random kid they found off the street ☺️
#danbles#cybersix#it only occurred to me near the end that cybersix still thought her brother was dead#idk why but i assumed she thought that his transformation into a panther basically erased him#so she was holding on to the past and forced to confront him as a twisted memory in her present#but nope he’s fully conscious! wonder where they’ll go from here or if he’ll run off and live his own life#wait also i just realized her hand holding the photo the first time vs the second time have completely dif nail lengths#dang her nails grow fast lmao /j
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someone on twt said chuuya deserved an oscar for his performance like girl… that screeching was NOT oscar worthy and u know it
#idc if he still fooled fyo y’all can’t say that shit wasn’t a little embarrassing like he was fully conscious during that too#bsd#bungou stray dogs#chuuya nakahara#bsd season 5
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2024 reads / storygraph
How You Get The Girl
Contemporary romance
follows a basketball star who left the sport 8 years ago after an injury, who unexpectedly becomes the foster parents for her niece who she encourages to join the high school basketball team
and the team’s coach, who happens to have been a massive fan, and also needs a co-coach
they start to become friends, and when the latter reveals her insecurities about dating and relationships, the other offers to practice dating her so she can figure things out. but of course they start to fall for each other..
lesbian MC, questioning demisexual MC
#How You Get The Girl#anita kelly#aroaessidhe 2024 reads#I thought this was okay! kinda cheesy set up but also a lot genuine?#some really great well rounded characters and exploration of identity; careers/futures; fostering; depression/migranes;#the practice dating thing is silly as a set up but it wasn’t drawn out in a similarly ridiculous way -#they dealt with the complex feelings in a realistic way#in general I enjoyed her figuring out her demisexuality but it falls into that common and frustrating trope of acespec characters conflatin#aro and ace experiences and putting them all under ace. half of the stuff she talks about is romance and relationships and dating and it’s#discussed as being potentially separate things.#(other than her best friend saying maybe you like romance but not sex etc but he never says aro & it doesn't feel like she internalises it)#Obviously personal experience is complicated and not everyone can figure out the differences in their own feelings#but if you’re making the point to talk about asexuality; why not bring up aromanticism?#i get the impression that a lot of these authors don’t even consider it at all; their version of demisexuality encompasses both aro and ace#but they’re not fully conscious of that fact.#also I know I made that pissed off post about this thing the other day which yes was after reading this#BUT i’m not super mad about this book specifically as much as the trend. like it’s fine just….Oh Yay This Again. kind of thing.#also I read the audiobook and just now finding out her name is elle not el shocked me LMAO she should have the more butch version...#hey i also appreciate some calling-parents-by-first-name without it being a Thing#also this cover art is unsettling.
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