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Tfw your beautiful girlfriend explains all the Alien movies’ plots to you before she goes to bed.
#based on real events with my partner#who was extremely grossed out by my extensive knowledge on the subject#I can’t wait to make her watch the movies (she agreed to)#Pearl feels like he’s so disconnected to fandom & pop culture#and Marina’s got awful autistic knowledge on niche subjects#anyways!#shitpost#pearlina#off the hook#marina ida#pearl houzuki#my art#sketch
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a small question of faith (suspended, for a walk)
#ultrakill#v1#gabriel#gabv1el#gabriel being able to choose who he is and who he loves and what his faith means now#v1 actively engaging in interest and curiosity but not morally or culturally burdened in any regard#so it helps him disconnect just enough to eventually experience guiltless freedom#because the questions and considerations will still be there when he gets back#but he can finally breathe#nevermind me!!!!!#doodle tag
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He is at his limit.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#LWJ's breakdown has been a long time coming and I love how he breaks down. It is a torrent of emotions he can't hold back anymore#He bites! He cries! He throws a tantrum!#We know from bonus content that he was a biter when he was younger but that's exactly the point. It is a childish behaviour.#LWJ has been help up to the highest expectations to be mature and beyond any childishness.#He is selfless - cold and composed to the outside observer.#It is a false ideal to live by to be disconnected from everyone. You can't be a person if you are perfect.#But by god he was never perfect to begin with. He has a terrible temper and is awkward in social situations.#He's overly righteous and rigid - And so on and so on. Both him and WWX know each other for their flaws first.#And it is not about how other aspects 'make up for it'. It's about seeing someone's worst traits and going 'I can tolerate that.'#You can't ask someone to love the worst parts of yourself. But you can show them and have them be tolerated.#MXTX did not write SVSSS and MDZS's main couples to be about seeing the worst parts of someone and still choosing them-#only for readers to miss the point of what that really means!
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In which Ford struggles so badly to relate to other people that he wonders if he’s really human at all. The more isolated he becomes, the harder it is to reconcile with his own humanity.
#my art#gravity falls#Stanford pines#ford pines#bill cipher#comic#eye strain#TIME TO DUMP EVERY ONE OF THE 27483949 THOUGHTS IVE HAD INTO THE TAGS BABY#OK!! SO!!!!#I feel like Ford would wonder why he and Stan (being identical twins) aren’t. yk. identical. shouldn’t Stan have polydactyly too?#as a kid he would dream about secretly being nonhuman and being whisked away to a fantastical world full of people like him#finally free of new jersey‚ finally somewhere he belongs#a lot of this disconnect from humanity came from utterly failing at social interactions while others (including stan) navigated them easily#the feeling waned after Stan was kicked out and he didn't have that direct comparison but it never left#then out in the wilderness of gravity falls‚ his isolation and immersion in Weirdness dragged it back up to the forefront#he deserves to have a breakdown over questioning his own nature. as a treat <3#color symbolism time bc I have a problem and use it at every available moment!!! blue and yellow get more vivid#the further from humanity the subject is#bill is entirely made w pure rgb blue and yellow (+ approximately 2674835 textures/layers/blending modes. I reached 150+ layers. help)#I like the idea that he would appear to ford like pure math considering hes a geometrical motherfucker and how the rest of the mindscape wa#I tried to mostly use trigonometry and related stuff for the Math Greebling. as well as fractals i love you forever fractals#MORE SYMBOLISM:#the grid-ish diamond pattern in all of the mindscape bgs (and elsewhere) is a penrose diagram of spacetime#which shows other universes on the other sides of black holes#SOMEONE ASK ME ABOUT MY EUCLYDIA HEADCANON LATER. IVE DUMPED ENOUGH DUMB HCS IN THESE TAGS ALREADY#BUT I THINK ITS VERY FUN#anyways. fuckt up guys n their egos influencing how they view humanity. bill tells ford hes as human as they come bc he was so easily foole#ford cant reconcile with his humanity bc of a failure to perform in one area#and then the immense guilt and shame over what hes done <3#I have So many ford characterization thoughts. no man nor god can stop me
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tbh my latest biggest theory for why HoO and onwards is such a dramatic drop in quality and consistency is just. Rick stopped making teaching guides.
Like, the Lightning Thief teacher's guide is SUPER in-depth with even stuff like sources about middle grade child psychology and exact specifications of where he's applying that, explaining what different character's goals/motivations are, their dynamics with each other and their environments, etc etc. Even specifying which specific myths certain plot elements are supposed to reference or be about.
That stuff just doesn't exist for later books. There's activity guides and smaller, significantly more simple teacher guides for later books but they don't go into anywhere NEAR the same level of depth. The TLT one is a full lesson plan that breaks down the book at every level and explains what's going on and more or less why Rick did that. The others are all basically just glossaries of terminology and some simple question guides.
And they didn't even use the TLT teacher's guide for the Disney+ show because they clearly aren't adhering to any of what's discussed in that breakdown of the book.
By creating a teaching guide alongside writing the actual book, that's forcing you to document what you're doing, why, your sources, and information about your characters and the story they're in. It's like an even more in-depth version of a series bible. But that's lacking for later books (and etc) and it shows because that level of thought and depth and attention just isn't there anymore.
#pjo#riordanverse#rick riordan#rr crit#< i suppose#imo one of the most damning parts of the drop of quality in the later books is you can tell exactly what parts of what books#Rick had planned in advance and which are just filler to get from point a to point b#because characters will jump in and out of consistent behaviors - particularly in HoO - and those lapses where they act weird#are almost always super disconnected from the rest of the plot or storyline or whatever arc that character is on#or are just so clearly sped through because they aren't important#Leo is a great character imo to look at to figure out if it's a filler scene or not lmao#if he's clearly masking being somber by putting on a silly act but dropping it quickly or otherwise largely acting serious/somber#then it's probably a more considered scene and actually paying attention to his overall character arc#or just remembering how the characters are supposed to act (in Leo's case - quiet/thoughtful/somber but masking it with humor/etc)#if he's 100% silly goofy depression arc nowhere in sight then its probably mostly a filler scene or at least his part in it is filler#anyways i highly recommend reading the tlt teaching guide its really interesting actually
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in judgement and in apathy
#tsp#tsp fanart#the stanley parable#the stanley parable fanart#tsp narrator#tspud#the stanley parable ultra deluxe#narry is so near and dear to my heart at this point he really is like my old man son#he’s hilarious too bc he’s so uncompromisingly aroace#but also by far has the most simps of any character i’ve ever drawn#uh. as far as i know#i’m kind of disconnected from all that#… like father like son. or something. apples and trees. whatever floats your boat#been enjoying taking a break from super rendered pieces#but i think part of it is bc i don’t lose as much of the sketch/lineart#anyway w/e take this pic of my old man son <3
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throws up and dies
#hes so disconnected from them & their passion its like he feels dead already#even visually he's apart from the others not only is he behind he's the only not wearing armour#they're all in these colourful metals that help to protect them and he's just in dark colours completely vulnerable -#- because he doesnt WANT protection because he wants to DIE im gonna fucking.#alex.rambles.txt#c!wilbur#mcyt#vodblogging#wilbur soot#dream smp
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Unbelievably hilarious that the roguish thief who has been, according to his actor, “living rough out in the wild” also has the most delicate, finicky, complicated, and most easily messed up hairstyle. Nori spends like 80% of the trilogy looking like an absolute mess. What was the move there dude.
#the Ri’s are a whole family of beautiful weird dandies#in fics Nori often gets portrayed as this scarily graceful puckish beauty who could do a backflip from a standing position#and that’s true im sure#but….. he looks so haggard and put out for most of the quest. the disconnect is so funny#nori#the hobbit
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Homicipher MC is very cool and groundbreaking for her trope subversion of "cute weak human mc thrust into a world of monster men" by being a serial killer and a vicious monsterous brute warped by a world she unknowingly made blood sacrifices to and I don't ever want to take away her autonomy BUT there is also something fascinating to me about the concept of her having No memory of killing people and No Idea why she even would in the first place
#homicipher#homicipher mc#the horror of realizing you are Not the victim#of not understanding yourself because there is clear hard evidence that you did these horrible things#there isnt another explination available like posession or coercion and scarletella is proof of that#because he believes mc killed these people FOR him. so its clearly not a manipulation of her causing her to kill#its organic. and I like the idea of her waking up in the other world and slowly learning this and just having NO fucking CLUE why#it would torment her forever especially if she never got back to her world. like. why. what could make her do that. what was the motivation#how was she capable. how did she pick them. what did she use to kill them#she clearly feels comfortable wielding a weapon and using it but thats so different than being capable of pre meditated serial murder#the disconnect she would feel would make it so easy to lose herself
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#crime and punishment#ill repost in the tag since people liked it ahahah#floyd.txt#i properly began rereading but i do open it up to reread some passages so much... the woes of loving a guy from book#hes my glumplekins🖤#this idea always forms in my head when i just dont know what trend is going on. granted im also just disconnected from that#but also rodya.
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"It's alright dear."
Ghost has been adopted by Mama Splinter and he doesn't know what to do! Ghost belongs to @amevello-blue
#he is so precious#brain disconnected#but he deserves a hug#ghost in the shell#ghost#tang shen#mama splinter#master splinter
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In my mind Jason has this whole thing where he carries out work under the impression that he’s just the family’s war dog because he thinks all he’s useful for is committing incredible acts of violence
#dc comics#batfamily#dc universe#headcanon#jason todd#red hood#I think my Jason is very disconnected from what his family thinks about him and projects his negative thoughts about himself#I also think he’s under the impression that he was built for violence and it’s the only thing he can do right#this could not be further from the truth though#everyone knows he’s very neurotic but everyone’s neurotic so they love him the same
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It's still something to me that Sukuna knew Yuji was his nephew for like a month and didn't tell Yuji that.
Why he didn't, I don't know. But I guess it's because he didn't care to, at the end of the day. There would have been no point to it.
Even still, Sukuna wanted to so badly break Yuji's spirit and he didn't figure that may have done it, revealing they're technically family? Because had Yuji known, I'm sure it would have upset him.
Then again, maybe Sukuna figured "the brat wouldn't believe me anyways". In 248, he mentions no matter what he did, Yuji isn't breaking.
A part of me also feels like Sukuna just didn't want to be reminded that he still had family. The more you don't think and mention something and ignore it, the more nonexistent it becomes.
Maybe he acted dismissive while revealing that information to Uraume, who was more surprised and curious, to kind of cut off that connection. Extinguish that feeling of what it's like to have family that could care for you.
He was there to witness how Yuji's relationship with Choso changed and maybe it reminded him of what could have been had he and his twin survived in the womb. (I still think Sukuna just had it out for Choso and maybe part of the reason could be because Choso was so devoted to be being a big brother while Sukuna didn't get to experience having a sibling.)
We see how he acts just from Yuji showing any bit of sympathy and pity for him.
Maybe he is disgusted by the idea of human connections and emotions genuinely. That his own "me, myself and I" mentality is so strong that he convinced himself that even having family is absurd to him? And what if a part of him, deep, deep down just feels he doesn't deserve that love?
I'm just rambling and pondering right now.
#so many layers he has and it keeps me up sometimes... WHY?!#like he seems like the typical villain but no some of his actions and what he says and thinks are questionable#honestly i don't mind it because i like just imagining the what if's#while a part of me did wish for more backstory another part of me doesn't hate there isn't because maybe we're meant to be disconnected#from sukuna like we're supposed to be hidden from what makes him human#i know gege could have touched on things more and maybe even gege feels the same#but that doesn't mean it's all that bad when there's room to ponder and imagine and get creative with ideas#where was i going with this?#anyways yeah WHY DIDN'T HE SAY ANYTHING?!#just kiya's thoughts#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#sukuna#ryomen sukuna#sukuna ryomen#itadori yuji#yuji itadori#yuuji itadori#itadori yuuji#jjk manga spoilers#jjk spoilers
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Thinking of the Nie disciple that told Nie Mingjue it was Meng Yao who stayed behind to clean up corpses on the battlefield today.
Nie Mingjue didn't just randomly stumble upon poor lil meowyao eating bread in the novel, he was already looking for him to thank and reward him for his work.
That's what makes it so fun that nieyao's first conflict will end up being about someone else taking credit for Meng Yao's work.
And I'm sure that Nie Mingjue's actual opinions on plagiarism are a lot more nuanced, all we really get from him in this scene is "well you shouldn't kill someone over it!" which leaves a lot of room for what punishments he thinks are appropiate. But I bet that it isn't occuring to him in this moment that the only reason he knows Meng Yao at all, the only reason he got such a capable deputy, is that he noticed someone was taking care of the dead and cared enough to want to know their name. And then the Nie disciples didn't lie to him. The disciple he asked could have said "it was me, Zongzhu" to rise in the ranks himself, but he didn't. He went and asked others, who all also could have taken the credit, but they didn't. Someone saw Meng Yao working and decided to be honest about it and that simple decision is the catalyst for Meng Yao becoming Nie Mingjue's deputy.
Meng Yao can't just work hard to get results, others have to acknowledge that work. If they don't, it's as if he didn't do anything at all.
#i'm very proud of the phrase poor lil meowyao. i'm sure i'm not the first one to come up with it but i'm proud nonetheless.#mdzs#mdzs meta#nie mingjue#meng yao#anyway this isn't a nmj bashing post i think 'ok that's bad but don't do MURDER' is overall a pretty reasonable reaction#but the emotional disconnect is fun to ruminate on. I bet meng yao IS thinking about that moment while coming up with his fake-suicide plan#anyway i always laugh a litle whenever anyone wonder if meng yao looking a bit pitiful was all some master stategy to get nmj to like him#because like... no. no that would be a stupid plan and also involved way too many factors he couldn't control.#and also!! he was already doing something else to try and get nmj's attention. all of that fucking work!!#if you plan on getting nmj– guy famous for valuing merit and hard honest work– to like you what is more useful:#looking a bit like a sad little wet cat in case he comes across you? or. Working really hard and being more useful than everyone else?#ding ding ding it's the latter.#nmj is ALSO a bit weak for someone looking like a kitten left in the rain but that's not well-known at all and meng yao didn't know him yet#anyway the fact that that is his plan does mean he's very aware how much it hinges on other people not just lying and saying they did it.#i wonder what networking efforts lil heijan meng yao was doing. trying to make friends with all the other disciples.#walking the tightrope of being accomodating but not a doormat so people see you as someone to rely on rather than take advantage of.#as much as we know not everyone in the nie is as righteous as nmj it does seem like there is a culture of taking pride in your own work.#even the cultivators who bully him in the novel just seem think it's funny he's working so hard.#using someone else's actions to prop yourself up is kinda like admiting they're better than you. a wound to their pride if nothing else.
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I definitely wanna see a scene where its the classic "character is told to remove their weapons by someone and they pull an absurd amount of weapons out of their pockets" but it's Ford, and Stan looks on with more and more horror as Ford produces more weird and fucked up death rays as like a full 5 minutes pass.
#gravity falls#stanley pines#stanford pines#I think Stanley still imagines Ford as his childhood shy nerd self#So when Ford does something that reminds Stanley that he's like. A battle hardened inter dimensional criminal#He has a moment of disconnect#And guilt
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merlin raised by druids and being The Androgyn, you ponder it for a while and painstakingly come to the conclusion that you're staring at a woman. blink. you're looking at a man. long, luscious hair that morgana and gwaine are jealous of. pretty eyes and full lips. sharp cheekbones. uther's teachings that echo in arthur's mind and have been quieting over the years going dead silent the moment he sees merlin.
#bbc merlin#merlin emrys#arthur pendragon#druid merlin#merthur#nonbinary merlin#genderfluid merlin#whatever#he goes by emrys but he has this faint memory of his mother calling him merlin#the druids call him emrys tho so thats what he goes by#arthur getting to know emrys and growing closer and closer until he's told to call him merlin#merlin who was raised in nature and is more in tune with it#merlin feeling every thrum and buzz and shiver and vibration of nature#arthur who was never connected to nature as he was raised a prince in a world that forbids magic and disconnects him from the world#merlin taking arthur into the woods and making him take off his boots and socks so he feels rooted to the earth#introducing him to the animals of the wild as friends rather than game#merlin pouring his magic into arthur's arm and guiding him to manipulate the world around them#arthur falling in love with magic#merlin connecting arthur to the world and helping him feel the life and magic all around#arthur (made of magic) finally feeling at home#thinkin thinkin thinkin#Colors of the Wind by Judy Kuhn#The Voice by Celtic Woman#Tír na nÓg by Celtic Woman
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