#he suffered so much

[qnpc04]

thinking about maximus all day today … he died all alone. he didn’t even get to say goodbye. he died thinking he was a failure. he died thinking it was the only way to be free.

[ranray]

I love my Kaito fanfictions

Normal innocent Kid/Aoko

Sweet Christmas royal AU, sweet as hell

Sorry, Aoko is marrying other boy lol

Now you're going to be mute

Sweet AU with mermaid Aoko 💖

Short comedy about people shipping Kid and Aoko

Sorry, Aoko died, you have to revive her

Time for a yandere Kaito AU

AU, where you're family hates you and prefers you brother, Aoko is going to die, also you're cursed

Maybe I was too cruel, time for Kid/Aoko love story with a spicy scene

ShinRan and KaiAo being housemates ✨ NOT FINISHED SINCE 2021 OR 2022 CAN'T REMEMBER

Why I never killed Kaito? I'm going to kill Kaito.

I'm going to try HakuKai, drink achohol and blush next to Saguru

Someone cut your legs off ✨❤️💖 Stop screaming, it could be your last KaiAo

Enjoy the sweet HakuKai, until I didn't started writing something dark again (current point)

I have a thing for Kaito's suffering as you understand...

[afranticsonicperson]

i rewatched a playthrough of ddlc+ and

ref under the drawing

listen hold on hear me out okay hEAR ME OUT WAI-

[uniquephantommiracle]

Alright, so the orv novel.

*spoilers below*

I have been reading and I realised something, and I am not sure, but correct me if I'm wrong.

We know that in the second regression, Yjh had a child with Lsh, and that they both had died sometime during the scenario. This was told during the cinema dungeon, and then much later in the novel, after Kdj returns from 1863s world line, he tells us that Yoo Joonghuyk doesn't trust Anna Croft because she betrayed him in Main scenario 46: Proof of stars. And after the betrayal he lived alone, without his companions, who turned their backs on him, and died alone.

Now, what I can't imagine is how did these events take place, which happened first?

Was he betrayed after the death of his partner and child, abandoned by everyone when he needed them the most?

Or was he left alone by all those he could trust, even his family, and was forced to watch and suffer when his partner didn't stand beside him anymore, and their child was killed, and he couldn't do anything to help them?

Which is worse?

[dilf-in-peril]

Thinking about him.

[proxi-n]

[dogwise]

Sorry but just thinking about Nicolas de Lenfent reduces me to an animal state

[inkskinned]

the thing is that they're so fascinated by sex, they love sex, they can't imagine a world without sex - they need sex to sell things, they need sex to be part of their personality, they need sex to prove their power - but they hate sex. they are disgusted by it.

sex is the only thing that holds their attention, and it is also the thing that can never be discussed directly.

you can't tell a child the normal names for parts of their body, that's sexual in nature, because the body isn't a body, it's a vessel of sex. it doesn't matter that it's been proven in studies (over and over) that kids need to know the names of their genitals; that they internalize sexual shame at a very young age and know it's 'dirty' to have a body; that it overwhelmingly protects children for them to have the correct words to communicate with. what matters is that they're sexual organs. what matters is that it freaks them out to think about kids having body parts - which only exist in the context of sex.

it's gross to talk about a period or how to check for cancer in a testicle or breast. that is nasty, illicit. there will be no pain meds for harsh medical procedures, just because they feature a cervix.

but they will put out an ad of you scantily-clad. you will sell their cars for them, because you have abs, a body. you will drip sex. you will ooze it, like a goo. like you were put on this planet to secrete wealth into their open palms.

they will hit you with that same palm. it will be disgusting that you like leather or leashes, but they will put their movie characters in leather and latex. it will be wrong of you to want sexual freedom, but they will mark their success in the number of people they bed.

they will crow that it's inappropriate for children so there will be no lessons on how to properly apply a condom, even to teens. it's teaching them the wrong things. no lessons on the diversity of sexual organ growth, none on how to obtain consent properly, none on how to recognize when you feel unsafe in your body. if you are a teenager, you have probably already been sexualized at some point in your life. you will have seen someone also-your-age who is splashed across a tv screen or a magazine or married to someone three times your age. you will watch people pull their hair into pigtails so they look like you. so that they can be sexy because of youth. one of the most common pornography searches involves newly-18 young women. girls. the words "barely legal," a hiss of glass sand over your skin.

barely legal. there are bills in place that will not allow people to feel safe in their own bodies. there are people working so hard to punish any person for having sex in a way that isn't god-fearing and submissive. heteronormative. the sex has to be at their feet, on your knees, your eyes wet. when was the first time you saw another person crying in pornography and thought - okay but for real. she looks super unhappy. later, when you are unhappy, you will close your eyes and ignore the feeling and act the role you have been taught to keep playing. they will punish the sex workers, remove the places they can practice their trade safely. they will then make casual jokes about how they sexually harass their nanny.

and they love sex but they hate that you're having sex. you need to have their ornamental, perfunctory, dispassionate sex. so you can't kiss your girlfriend in the bible belt because it is gross to have sex with someone of the same gender. so you can't get your tubes tied in new england because you might change your mind. so you can't admit you were sexually assaulted because real men don't get hurt, you should be grateful. you cannot handle your own body, you cannot handle the risks involved, let other people decide that for you. you aren't ready yet.

but they need you to have sex because you need to have kids. at 15, you are old enough to parent. you are not old enough to hear the word fuck too many times on television.

they are horrified by sex and they never stop talking about it, thinking about it, making everything unnecessarily preverted. the saying - a thief thinks everyone steals. they stand up at their podiums and they look out at the crowd and they sign a bill into place that makes sexwork even more unsafe and they stand up and smile and sign a bill that makes gender-affirming care illegal and they get up and they shrug their shoulders and write don't say gay and they get up, and they make the world about sex, but this horrible, plastic vision of it that they have. this wretched, emotionless thing that holds so much weight it's staggering. they put their whole spine behind it and they push and they say it's normal!

this horrible world they live in. disgusted and also obsessed.

[yuzuuu4]

(2.1 spoilers) bluff

[kelin-is-writing]

How… Do I recover from this…?

[medicalunprofessional]

sorry guys they finally showed me peak fiction . Its called “phantom of the paradise”

[benevolenterrancy]

Scholarly peak is catching up on recent literature

[yutoxlab]

"Draw me like one of your French girls"

[ffsg0jo]

related to this ex-boyfriend toji post

toji broke up with the reader btw. he saw how all the nights (and days) alone were affecting you, how your smile was slowly but surely dimming down. he wanted to be selfish and hold onto you; you were the closest thing to love he could find after his wife died, and he so desperately wanted to be with you forever.

but he could see that megumi was slowly becoming the only reason why you stayed. you loved them both, of this, he was 100% certain. that's why you tried your hardest and put up with all his shit. but it was breaking you, and that, in turn, broke him.

so he proposed you both broke up and you agreed. exhausted and heartbroken, you stupidly agreed. you didn't want to give up on toji and megumi, you loved them with all your heart. megumi did nothing to you, and you always visited him and spoke to him after the breakup. but you had become a glorified baby sitter with little perks in that relationship. maybe some distance from toji would be healthy.

[greghatecrimes]

We always want to give our children what we never got for ourselves.

[derpycatsu]

i havent shared any of my pokemon fanart in a while oops JDBHSSH heres some recent thingies