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Feeling really excited and nervous about my graduation project. BUT the subjects I will be talking with my supervisor is going to be queer as hell and personal, and even the most intellectual person in Turkey can turn out to be deeply homophobic. Two years ago I showed a graphic novel I was working on (which was about existing as a queer person in Turkey at the core) to one of my teachers, which I thought was cool. He laughed at it :D and said that I'll never find someone who'll publish it. It broke my heart really, now I don't even see myself showing my art to these guys, even the ones who will not laugh at my work. AND you'll see them going around talking like they are enlightened and woke. Art can talk about anything, unless it makes them uncomfortable I guess.
#i got mad for a second lol#and without showing my mclennon comics i don't think i can explain myself and show them what i want to do#but no way I'm showing those#they are too tender and if anyone laughs at them I won't be graduating lol#and this same guy also laughed cuz i've drawn teddy boy john and paul running hand in hand#said woah you're turning it into netflix#🙄🙄#and he also said that “they were not like that”#i said yeah they were a bit#but i couldn't fight for their pride#he shut me off#sorry boys#nero vents
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what if i broke all the bones in your legs actually
#ramble#please let this be a fucking joke#i cannot imagine being this out of touch#YEAH IT'S ALMOST LIKE ART TAKES FUCKING EFFORT AND THE MAJORITY OF PEOPLE DO ENJOY IT ACTUALLY#the phrase 'labour of love' exists for a reason#i sat and watched my grad film on repeat for days when it was done bc i was so proud that my hundreds of hours paid off#I DON'T MAKE ART TO SIT AND LOOK AT IT#I MAKE IT BECAUSE I PUT TIME AND LOVE INTO IT AND I GET TO LOOK AT IT AND BE LIKE I MADE THAT WITH MY HANDS!!! AND MY BRAIN#GOD FORBID YOU PUT A SECOND OF WORK INTO ANYTHING IN YOUR FUCKING LIFE ANYMORE YOU USELESS FUCK????#i'm so sorry i'm unreasonably mad about this#is it crazy for me to say that you should have to do some things in your life?????? god forbid you read your own emails#what are you DOING how fucking LAZY can you be????#and that is NOT a word i ever want to use but this is the DEFINITION of lazy#kids with adhd aren't lazy. tech bros wanting the exact same things that people have worked years for at the push of a button are lazy#i actually need to go and put my face in grass i'm so upset#thankfully. basically every musician who saw this shut it the fuck down and told him he was an idiot so that's nice
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i think its so funny when people take the way donnie acts at face value even though its a horrible lie because he's a horrible liar, while understanding leo is bullshitting very well despite him actually being GOOD at bullshitting. many such cases
#personal#rottmnt#although tbf its probably because with leo its unpacked more thoroughly in the movie#donnie is not a morally ambiguous emotionally unavailable bad boy. he is very sensitive actually#he's a little crybaby /aff#and like this isnt hidden. he isnt SECRETLY sensitive or secretly caring its very out in the open actually#he's not hiding it well AT ALL AND THEY ALL KNOW IT LMAOOOOOOOO#i think donnie's perception of himself is somewhat earnest and somewhat. not? he DEFINITELY thinks he's more evil than he actually is#BGHFHDHGJFHG#i think what causes him to lash out and struggle to communicate is his inability to articulate his feelings#they are just too big for him. like its the exact opposite of robotic#he cant force himself to give a fuck but when he DOES its too much#so he yells and lashes out or he shuts down completely#honestly i think the perception of him being too sensitive being a problem makes way more sense than the perception of him being 'robotic'#when it comes to struggles in how his family sees him at least#even in little ways you can see him take it pretty personally when he's insulted#he struggles to blow things off#and i think it would also explain his tendency to like. visibly calm himself down when he gets upset? its a thing he does a lot in the show#he desperately wants to destroy that perception of him because he's trying so hard to close himself off#he doesn't want to be the sensitive one that cant take anything. it especially works in line with his shell#it was a big inspiration for canary continuity tbh. donnie should struggle with being the sensitive one in fic more#mikey is more empathetic and he's more emotional but donnie's quicker to feel offended or take things personally#BACKED UP HEAVILY BY CANON#that 'you can be honest with me! no hard feelings' - 'he's lyinggggggg'#like he's not upset with them babying him as much as he is with them genuinely finding it frustrating that he can fall behind like that#and just cannot take shit like that. so he tries to pull back and not seem as affected as he is#theyre a very cuddly family but mind you they can be actually mean to each other like that!!
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[ORV] happy Han Myungoh before I explore (my interpretation of) his trauma ^_^
[CONTENT WARNING: Body Horror / Gore underneath]
Han Myungoh had to save his daughter in exchange for her freedom and his humanity
Han Myungoh did try killing the baby before it was born, but he changed his mind later and gave birth to Han Dareum and loved her. SOURCE: Chapter 251: Episode 47 – Demon King Selection (5)
Still, it must've been scary living his entirely life as a straight cis man then suddenly being hit with the fear of pregnancy, having to experience what it's like to have a living being growing inside you. (Even if not physically, since: 1. The specifics never got told in the novel 2. Han Dareum is a curse 3. Han Myungoh himself said he "give birth from the heart.")
#orv#omniscient readers viewpoint#han myungoh#orv han myungoh#my drawing museum#daily thoughts of me projecting my chronical fear of rape-caused pregnancy unto Han Myungoh#I hate how his story keeps being downplayed and joked about simply because he's a man#because aahahahha funny m-preg guys am I right. ugh.#I know damn well if Han Myungoh was a woman her story wouldn't be the butt of a joke at all#it's not that I think people should shut up with their jokes. they can be funny! I mean. who sees a pregnant man everyday??#it's just the users who joke about him without actually getting to know him as a character that REALLY pisses me off ^_^#you're not joking about him. you're making a MOCKERY of him. there's a difference#he's my comfort character. Of course I'd feel indignant#but hey. to each our own I suppose. cheers
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free will is drawing ur two favorite characters together and making them gay
#akekita content in this economy? it's more likely than you think#this is like for the three ppl that ship them (me tumblr user haliai and atlus)#also which boyliker at atlus designed yusuke's phantom outfit like WHY is he dressed like a gay hooker 💀💀💀💀#the skintight spandex bodysuit designed to show off the slutty waist?? the exposed cleavage?? the cunty little fox tail?? bro 😭#my hand was shaking while i was drawing the second img it felt so IMMODEST 😭😭😭😭😭#i wish atlus confirmed which highschool akechi went to bc i love the hc that he attends kosei#his tie matches hifumi's ribbon so i think they're trying to tell us smt (im delusional)#ANYWAY akechi and yusuke would match each other's freak lowkey like they're both hardcore yappers that weird everyone else tf out#akechi would find solidarity in the fact that yusuke doesn't shut up abt whatever he's interested in#also also the fact that akechi is a mirror version of him bc they're victims of the same situation#both being exploited and utilized as tools after their mothers death#by the man they called father in exchange for validation or a false sense of place#but ultimately yusuke was saved by phantom thieves while akechi refused any pity and slowly succumbed to fate of his own making#really makes you look at atlus and think whats going on in their buttery smooth brains for not including other character interactions#aside from the social links with joker. the wasted dynamic potential between some of the characters is insane 😭#persona 5#p5#yusuke kitagawa#kitagawa yusuke#goro akechi#akechi goro#akekita#bro me when i stay up until three am drawing persona instead of finishing my lab (i’m beyond cooked 💀💀)#i think i need to switch college majors i can’t keep doing this#lotus draws
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I’m crying at the idea of Viktor just storming up to Jayce with his “visions.” Girl You Need Help. You Require Medical Attention
This is literally how Jayvik is talking to each other in the lab


#Viktor and his “““visions”””#shut up lmao#and then he ends up in the hospital this episode#WELL I WONDER IF THERE WAS ANY SIGNS#when my girl starts having visions I don’t question her I follow it like a prophecy#I hope they never get therapy what they have going on is much funnier#now I’m just imagining Jayce talking to the doctor#Doctor: was there any signs?#Jayce: No none that I can think of….well he did tell me he was having visions#...but I thought he was just being brilliant#those edits are so shitty I just couldn’t be bothered to make them look good. I opened the app thats enough effort from me#also we all know viktor would never go idk if this makes sense>_< but just imagine it’s Jayce paraphrasing him in a way that would piss him#off ok? ok#I was trying to grab screenshots and this made me pause he really said Jayce listen to my visions and Jayce said ok:) shoot#viktor locked in and jayce checking himself out in the mirror is funny by itself tbh#em talks#jayvik#arcane
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dont trust her smile she is thinking the most abhorrent things ever while having a casual conversation
#abstragedy#tadc gangle#tadc zooble#suggestive#?? i think#i dont know how to tag things here#on twitter i just made a private account and locked everyone out so i can post What I Want DFESDTFHG#anyway ill die on the hill of zooble gets flustered over holding hands while gangle is thinking of so many redacted things#she has an ao3 account. fight me#i love Gangle The Minx its my favorite thing#shes a pile of RIBBONS!!!! shes gonna be a little FREAKY !!!!#theres one picture someone drew of her where it says.#shut up! im an artist and i can draw you PREGNANT!#thats HER. shes drawn jax pregnant AND with period cramps bc hes pissed her off.
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Thanks.
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#fop#fairly oddparents#fop a new wish#fairly oddparents a new wish#fop nature au#fop dev#fop dale#dev dimmadome#dale dimmadome#art#digital art#comic#The 'Thanks' after all of that makes me so insane Im not even sure I can fully articulate why#I mean. He got what he wanted. Honesty. Thats what you wanted right Dev?#what else do you say to that#He's spent his whole life being sure he knew the answer. That deep DEEP down dale did love him#Have you ever seen that post thats like“I was bawling my eyes out and somebody told me to shut up and I was so taken aback I stopped crying#I think he was so stunned that he just stopped crying.#or like when you get so upset that your feelings turn themselves off to protect you#is that a normal thing that happens to people Erm. anyway#Sorry lol as someone born to parents who.. should not have had me. Writing dale basically admitting as much is actually really cathartic#He shouldnt have had Dev. He doesnt love him. He cant. Dev cant do anything to change it. Its just a fact.#Hes not 1:1 with my parents they tried their best ig but like. their best was still pretty awful child neglect LOL
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i feel like he's choosing his words carefully bc he doesn't want it to blow up in his face but personally i think he should be legally allowed to kill the tory politicians making his criticism of them the center of their campaigns
#david tennant#of course running on 'david tennant told me to shut up one time' is probably not the most effective platform in the world#however i still think he should be legally allowed to start swinging#i dont exactly want to come off as 'someone please help the poor guy he didn't ask for this :('#bc like. he's a fairly privileged person and he acknowledges this and how even if he dislikes being at a center of controversy#he has a safety net and isn't nearly as vulnerable as others might be etc etc#However. Can someone give him a gun
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🦇Batfamily🦇
Dick: *after a year or two of Jason being alive* Bruce, Jason has a present for you.
Bruce: *remembering the duffle bag* Pass, Jason gives terrible presents.
#dc comics#batman#batfamily#dick grayson#bruce wayne#jason todd#nightwing#red hood#incorrect quotes brought to you by my work#listen#before you all come at me and say that dick didn't know it was jason#shut up#because I'm basing these off of wayne family adventures and random fanfiction i've read#and if I'm doing that#then I can make this quote work how I want it to work#bruce is sad and upset that jason didn't tell him he was a live#and jason gave them heads in a duffle bag#i would say that's a terrible present
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from the homumiko mines
#dgs#tgaa#dgs spoilers#tgaa spoilers#homumiko#idk why mikotoba is taller in the kiss. hes on his tiptoes#the first one is inspired by the moment when sholmes puts his hands on ryu's neck so he can feel how cold they are from blood loss lol#anyway i continue to be deeply fascinated with early years homumiko#i feel like my view of their relationship is more slowburn than most#like. they were both not at their best when they met and i can very much see a scenario where they start living together w/out necessarily#liking each other#the last one in based on a line in 1-5 where gregson (?) says that after an hour of blood loss even sholmes piped down or something#which makes me think he would not shut up beforehand. and i think he'd say some stuff He Really Shouldn't Have#but susato wrote it off as delirium + she was too worried abt her dad and messing with the crime scene#que like 5 months later her going .........ohhhhhh#thats not how you write que i think. anyway
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But you KNOW the next shut up im talking ep is about to go crazy
#tommyinnit#jack manifold#shut up im talking#dream situation#yappersville#i want jack specifically to go off#with how mad he got last time??? PAPA ME WANT MORE MOVIE
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Book Fiyero: *immediately recognizes Elphaba and stations himself at the backdoor to prevent her from evading him, stalks her halfway across town to her aerie (even though at that point in time she was only a college friend he hadn’t seen in five years), insists on seeing her again, instinctively goes to comfort her when she first cries, gets sucked into increasingly deep and fraught conversations with her about collateral damage and freedom fighter terrorism, calls her the “most individual, the most separate, the most real” DURING AN ARGUMENT, says he adores Elphaba’s looks IN THAT SAME ARGUMENT, doesn’t understand Elphaba’s “being born with a talent or an inclination for goodness is the aberration” comment because (implied) he sincerely believes Elphaba isn’t evil, changes his mind about the plight of the Animals all by himself but doesn’t mention it to Elphaba because he is afraid she would distance himself from him, buys scarves for both his wife and Elphaba even though only Elphaba likes scarves, is so concerned for Elphaba and her dangerous Lurlinemas Eve mission that he stalks her instead of staying at his club or just leaving town altogether, and is so worried about her that he returns to the aerie just to see her*
Also Book Fiyero: Am I in love with Elphaba?
#😭😭😭😭😭😭#wicked#wicked meta#wicked book#faeyero#fiyeraba#re reading wicked and i am crying#maybe the musical was right all along in making him the scarecrow#jk fiyero’s wicked smart no pun intended#i think he was protecting himself subconsciously from heartache#because he had sarima and the kids#if he got in too deep with elphie…well…#but sarima believing he was a little in love with glinda makes me laugh so hard. so off base#honestly the intensity with which fiyero just latched onto elphaba when he sees her again. real I'M NOT GOING TO LOSE HER AGAIN vibes#it almost makes me wonder#because it’s been five years dude#crope saw her too#but he didn’t stalk her halfway across town just to say hi#and he knew her for much less time than glinda boq crope AND tibbett. they literally had only (1) line of dialogue during the shiz years#don’t get me wrong#typically when you have to ask yourself if you love that person the answer is usually no#but i think in this case actions speak louder than words#no shade to musical fiyero btw he also got the sauce. especially bailey!fiyero oh god#but book fiyero is something else#‘my wife is from nest hardings’ ELPHABA WAS BORN IN NEST HARDINGS#he could have said ‘my girlfriend or friend or cousin’ but nooo it had to be wife#also the fact that he refused to sleep with sarima’s sisters or be unfaithful to sarima because he didn’t want to compromise his power#but then sleeps with elphaba when she sheds (1) tear#i’ll shut up now
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i’m looking at those certain tiktok xmen fans
#they always hate on the movieverse fans#they think they’re jmhigh and mighty for reading the comics#and i can get why people don’t like charles but you don’t need to rub it in my face ☹️#it’s just mean is what it is#i remember i used to follow someone who would just make a list of all the shitty things he’s done#THIS ISNT GOING TO STOP ME FROM LIKING HIM??#pissing me off forreal#why are we shaming people for having fun??#‘oh you like movieverse charles? do you know what he’s done in the comics? 😏’#why are we not shedding this kinda shame on other problematic characters? why is it just charles? ☹️#actually scratch that don’t shame anyone thats not cool#struggling guhhh#i say guhh a lot#charles xavier#professor x#x men#cherik#erik lehnsherr#magneto#wish does not shut up
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dan, susan and carl are not real. they are featureless limbless cartoon balls in a video game. it’s really really okay. i promise.
#“who’s your husband. tell me.” like please calm down babygirl#“SHUT UP! EW”#he’s never beating the [insert anything here] allegations#losing the idgaf war every minute of everyday#dnp#dan and phil#and him threatening death both times#“i hope you zoom off a cliff.”#“oh no they crashed in a tragic balloon accident and they broke all of their bones.”#phan#dan howell#daniel howell#amazingphil#phil lester#yeet my deet#danisnotonfire#yeet my deenp#danandphilgames#the game of life#d&p#dapg#tmogar#bog#inaccessible#needs id#undescribed
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Have you and could you do a thought on jason chart? He and cass are my faves
The Feelings About Jason Todd Alignment Chart
Cass, Dick, and Tim versions. This is VERY contestable, Jason's canon history is inconsistent so a lot of these are subject to preferred runs/personal interpretation. So, as usual, open to change!
#jason todd#cassandra cain#dick grayson#tim drake#barbara gordon#bruce wayne#damian wayne#stephanie brown#duke thomas#cass and jay being your favs is great <333 you have good taste!!#jason with the most haters... they just can't handle him#i do love how much he struggles to form a close connection to any bat he meets post-death#shut off from them by layers of pent-up expectations and misconceptions#that's why i think dick babs and bruce (despite having more problems with him in a way) also are the most likely to give him a chance#but jt fans feel free to chime in and correct me on anything!!#ask
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