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Alright. Your turn Makoto 😈🌡️
my favorite silly workaholic that doesn't ever take a break
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Unmasked Below (HUGE RAINCODE SPOILERS)
also yea I I headcanon that if a homunculus gets ill, then their fever flush is pink instead of red. Due to their blood. (tho I've said this before... XD)
Also, since it's likely illness cannot kill a homunculi...and Makoto doesn't trust nor depend on anyone for help...
yeah...
he basically puts himself out of his own misery ;-;
since he's a perfect one he'll come back to life in 24 hours
Healthy tho? Who can say... 🤷♀️
its a 50/50 chance... (nah more like 80/20 lmao HE MUST SUFFER)
#rain code#whumpcode#master detective archives: rain code#rain code spoilers#makoto kagutsuchi#pixeldoodles#my art#illness whump#fever whump#tw gun use#tw sui implied#tw sui attempt#just tagging to be safe#that prompt I shared earlier made me do this xD#also yea he tried the hot tub again when will you learn?#stupid little workaholic#he pushes himself to the limit#then refuses to ask for any help and denies everything#then he gets so bad that his body just can't take it anymore#then he's like okay guess I'll die#this has been my headcanon for a while#its dark but angsty and appropriate for someone like him tbh#dw yuma eventually finds out and becomes his caretaker/babysitter on his sick days :3#he's my second target after yuma so I had to do it#plus I haven't drawn him since his birthday#he deserves some more “attention” from me >:3c
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on a completely separate note; shizun luo binghe with a disciple shen yuan who fell into the abyss??? *thinks about LBH canonically stealing SQQ's corpse for 5 years* he'd hallucinate i think. like, like visual and audial hallucinations.
Keeps thinking he's seeing SQQ in the corner of his eyes, or wandering between the trees, amongst a group of disciples. Thinks he hears him calling for him, but its just the wind or another disciple.
Gets Xiu Ya reforged but patently fucking refuses to make a sword mound. Because his disciple Is Not Dead :))) There was No Body. He's Not Dead. And If You keep Insisting That He Is, He's Gonna Skewer You :). He's holding onto Xiu Ya so he can return his most favored disciple's sword when he returns. It's on his hip right next to Zheng Yang where it's supposed to be.
Also this motherfucker?? does not sleep btw. He has the image of SQQ, wide eyed and hysterical and standing at the mouth of the abyss burned into his fucking eyelids. Can't use the dreamscape to escape it either because he keeps trying to save him and either he does and it's an incredibly cruel trick to wake up to, or he doesn't and he gets his heart broken in several different pieces again.
There is no convincing this man that Shen Qingqiu is dead. Absolutely nothing at all. He is buried so deep in denial that moles would be jealous of how deep he is. He keeps making tea for two in the bamboo house only to remember that it's just him. SQQ's fans are hiding everywhere, little reminders of his presence. He goes to wake up SQQ on the mornings he sleeps in-- only to find the room empty.
#svsss#luo binghe#svsss au#scum villain#scum villian self saving system#shen yuan#shen qingqiu#disciple shen yuan#lbh. visibly exhausted and with twitchy eyes: im fine :) | everyone else: ho no the fuck you ARENT.#SQQ was hysterical not because he found out LBH was half-demon but bc he was having a long-awaited mental breakdown over his autonomy :)#or (limited) lack thereof. he was having a sudden onset crisis of mortality and was handling at quite literally the WORST time. oops#im thinking very hard that LBH would never push his disciple into the abyss especially with no system to force him to. so SQQ either#had to goad him into it (failing always) or throw himself in. he ended up doing it himself but not before some very impressive hysterics.#BUT ALSO. IF THIS HAD BEEN WHERE SQQ WAS THE HALF-HEAVENLY DEMON INSTEAD IT WOULD'VE BEEN SO GREAT.#and by great i mean horribly angsty bc SQQ is NOT doing too hot and has. in very SY-like fashion. convinced himself that LBH will kill him#when he finds out he's a demon. so when it comes out i have this mental image of him lunging at LBH and LBH flinches back. but SQQ wraps hi#hands around the blade of Zheng Yang and yanks it up so the tip of the blade is digging into his chest where is heart is. LBH can't yank th#sword away without risking slicing into SQQ's hands. SQQ's hair has fallen out of its tail/bun and is now messily spilling down his#back and its NO helping the kinda deranged look he has going on. he's visibly shaking and his eyes keep flittering away and back at LBH's#face. SQQ is looking at the messages from the system warning him that he has to go into the abyss or punishment will occur. he's like.#rambling though. talking about how shizun doesn't *like* unclean things and there is nothing more unclean than a demon. like he is#INSISTING. LBH can't?? get a fucking word in. actually. SY isn't listening that much either anyways. too overwhelmed with the system and#the amount of stress he's under and his crumbling mental state and the innate and primal desire to live even when he's standing in front of#his own executioner. it all ends with him sitting on the ground at the lip of the abyss with his hair falling in his face. he looks so#unkempt and fallen apart and so distinctly *non-Shen Qingqiu* that LBH feels physically ill over it. tears are streaming down SQQ's face#and despite everything he is smiling. its not a nice smile. its a very frayed falling apart at the seams about to crack smile.#he tells shizun not to worry about staining his blade with this disciple's filthy blood because this disciple will take care of it himself.#and then he falls into the abyss before luo binghe can so much as grab him. the only reason LBh doesn't literally jump in after him is bc#he was numb with shock and the abyss was already closed before he could feel his legs again :]
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Barty making regulus squirt so many times until he’s all dizzy from it
okay regulus is so worn out he can't even cry, he is at barty's mercy completely which he hates. he barely says no bcuz it drives barty insane if it's possible. he fucks him so rough and fast, every push and pull presses a spot inside of regulus repeatedly, his wrists are tied together and they're hanging from metal head board of the bed (forgot the correct name) barty is shoving his cock in an out, sometimes he pulls it all, while holding regulus' legs under his knees and pressing them forward and watching how his cock disappears inside of regulus' pretty pussy. bed sheet is soaking wet bcuz of all the squirting and cum. barty is still hungry, he is trying to beat his record of "how many times i can make reg squirt?" task and reg's soul already left his body an hour ago. he doesn't even think he has enough liquid inside of him bcuz he did this MULTIPLE times already but barty is so good at fucking him and hitting all the right spots so he either is cumming uncontrollablely or cumming while crying his eyes out and begging and whimpering and barty is on top of him and he keeps pushing his huge cock into his wet fold and and
#agon answers#bartylus#bartylus brainrot#regulus black#bart crouch jr#regulus x barty#AAAAAAA#fucking loved this one#like this is so them#barty is pushing regulus' limits at any chance he got and he can't even control himself#he only knows how to control regulus#yeah
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Carlos Sainz is on the front row weeks after his surgery and that man literally did break the record for the fastest lap in Albert Park.
He was dead tired after the race as we saw. But he still got into that car, forgot about this surgery or the scar, put that in the back of his mind, and literally dominated the track.
That man was flying out there and he looked like he was on a mission. Because he has to prove himself that he belongs in the best teams in Formula 1. Which he does. We all know. But he is still pushing himself to the absolute limit, to be the best he knows he can.
My respect for him has literally increased tenfold.
And if I see illogical comments and hate towards him, now especially, those people are just stupid and blind honestly.
#that man is built different#his stitches were bothering him#he was dead tired after the race#but he conquered that track#and pushed himself to the limit#i love him so much more now#carlos sainz jr#carlos sainz#f1#formula 1#ferrari#australia gp 2024
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no offense but feeling bad for evil rick is kind of missing the point
#rick and morty#SORRY! HE SUCKS! HE SUCKS SO BAD!#thats like his entire character. hes c137s abuse dialed up to a point where emorty breaks#i know his hype train has died down a little but the amount of people who were jumping to coddle him post s7e5.#like why do you think emorty did that. his origin story is regular morty that gets pushed to his limit. why do you think emorty did that#like its actually pissing me off thinking about it#like i get it. he tries to kill himself in that one scene. but you have to understand even if it isnt shown he is VERY HEAVILY IMPLIED-#-to have not only verbalöy but also physically abused emorty. like HE SUCKS.#Dont get me wrong YOU CAN LIKE HIM AS A CHARACTER#but it pisses me off when ppl woobify him and act as if hes an innocent lil guy who just happened to be at the wrong place at the wrong time
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If Hakuri dies because Chihiro went back in there... peak fiction. What a man you are, Takeru Hokazono. Enough time has passed, Hakuri's death scene in Chapter 45 was the best written, most impactful death scene in manga history.
#I know this seems contradictory to my glazing#'but that's your favorite character! why would you want him to die!'#a good death can elevate a character#as well as the work that they're in#and Hakuri's narrative potential as Chihiro's greatest failure#as the one person he couldn't save?#peak yaoi#especially if it's his own dauntless determination to save everyone that pushes him past his limits and kills him#because if Chihiro sacrificed himself to save those people he could live with it#he's a hero. a protector. for as edgy as he tries to be he's not built for revenge.#but if he inadvertently sacrificed someone else's life to save other's?#oh man#it'd DESTROY him#and that? that would be worth any price. even Hakuri.#kagurabachi#hakuhiro
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The way this man is constantly having to teleport his way out of a situation and into another obe
#kurt wagner#nightcrawler#so funny how almost every battle he has to push his limits and almost kill himself teleporting#xmen: wow kurt you did it!#kurt: im dieing
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hot take, mike and el arent in love, because they are fourteen
well i guess mike is fifteen but still like as someone who has been fourteen/fifteen
GUESS WHO I WAS NOT DATING:
A. THE LOVE OF MY LIFE
B. MY FUTURE SIGNIFICANT OTHER
C. ANYONE WHO I WOULD BE ABLE TO SAY "I LOVE YOU" TO AND ACTUALLY FUCKING MEAN IT
D. ALL OF THE ABOVE (the answer is D by the way)
LIKE Y'ALL THEY ARE FOURTEEN
THEY MET WHEN THEY WERE TWELVE
"I knew right then and there in that moment that I loved you" MY ASS
#byler#mike wheeler#like i truly need to stress this so much this is NOT mileven hate like this is putting any like feature or fact about their dynamic aside#they are children#and yes i know there are people who meet their partners when they're young kids childhood friends to lovers is a trope for a reason#but no one NO ONE (or at least statistically very few people cuz i know my ass was not)#is making for real love declarations at Fourteen (or Fifteen humor me)#and “oh rey then how can you ship lumax-” LUMAX HASNT SAID I LOVE YOU YET#LUMAX IS THE MOST ACCURATE DEPICTION OF AN EARLY TEENAGE ROMANCE IN THE ENTIRE GODDAMNED SHOW BECAUSE THOSE MOTHERFUCKERS ARE SO AWKWARD#AND ITS ADORABLE#AND THATS IT#THEY HAVENT EVEN KISSED SINCE SEASON 2#YOU WANNA KNOW WHY??#BECAUSE THAT'S REALISTIC#BECAUSE THEY ARE KIDS AND KISSING IS GROSS#listen im not saying this with the intention that ohh kids are immature they dont know what true feelings are blah blah blah#kids have feelings no shit#but esPECIALLY when it comes to mileven it seems so goddamned performative#like it FEELS like they both just watched a bunch of romance movies and are now mimicking whatever they've seen the adults in those movies#(who are supposedly in love) do#like watch lucas's talk with max in the back of the like trailer thing where he tells her he wants her to stop pushing him away watch that#and then tell me mike's aMaZinG AnD drAmaTiC LOvE cONfESioN doesnt sound formulaic as fuck#like you wanna know how a teenager makes a love confession#they say smth emotionally vulnerable; want to die after saying the emotionally vulnerable thing; and then tell a shitty joke to salvage it#not “I don't know how to live without you. I feel like my life started that day we found you in the woods” no fucking teenager says that#and that is why lumax is as mr mclaughlin said himself: “real love”#damn i kinda cooked with the tags on this one#(also fun fact i learned that tumblr has a tag limit by making this post which is why half of the tags are at the 140 character limit)
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not to mitski-ify everything but I’m Your Man is horrifically Blackbeard and Izzy coded
like ur kidding right
#something something blackbeard pushing izzy to violence against him was the most important#for his downfall#and how they pushed each other#blackbeard knew izzy loved him and that he largely centred his world around blackbeard#so to truly live up to the Unlovable status he put on himself#he needed izzy to hit a limit#the ‘i’ll face judgement by the hounds’ is SOOOO end of ep 2#sorry#i’m normal#ofmd#our flag means death#blackbeard#izzy hands#ofmd spoilers
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thinking about this post i made (anime only’s there are spoilers for manga) and with the release of episode 10
i can't even imagine how mina felt when she came back to HER base in ruins, her men injured, or worse - dead. she came back to her base destroyed, and her second in command on the verge of death.
do i think mina's faith in hoshina is so little that she thinks he would have died? no. do i think that she was terrified regardless, seeing everybody risk their lives - especially hoshina, the person she kept by her side for years, almost get himself killed for the sake of the division and for her? yes.
this shot in particular (which was not in the manga) makes me wonder if mina was thinking: ah. here we go again. everybody's risking their lives down there and i'm up here. alone. i have to do well. i have to make my mark.
it's just so important to remember mina quite literally almost lost her home base, her childhood friend, and her vice-captain overnight.
#egg boils#it’s all about the sacrifices and they’re not necessarily for HER . but kafka revealing himself knowing the consequences because he didn’t#want everyone’s efforts to go to waste?#hoshina pushing past his limits for the sake of his captain being able to destroy no10?#kikoru as well.#it’s just ougghhhhhh#mina you stand alone but you’re also surrounded by so Many People#but that only worsens her guilt. increases the pressure she puts on herself#she was calm collected and ANGRY when she showed up but. but i want to know how she Really felt#ashiro mina#happy birthday mina i will dissect u like a little bug#kaiju no.8#mina ashiro#mina#long post
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does anyone also think. Maul and Comfortably Numb.
#hm i should make an original post tag#maul#like. sounds like a normal day of his time as palpatine's apprentice#telling himself 'there is no pain‚ you are receding' as he ignores his body screaming at him and keeps pushing himself past his limits#'the child is grown‚ the dream is gone‚‚ i have become comfortably numb' is making me want to draw something#but i don't have my drawing tablet atm so i can't even sketch it </3
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todays thoughts: atsugawa sickfic abt their relationship with food insecurity and how akutagawa couldnt eat just anything due to his illness (lungs but i also believe he'd have an extremely sensitive stomach + foods he absolutely could not eat because they were so horrible to him) and so he wiuld often just not eat whereas atsushi grew up eating anything as long as it didnt look too bad (if he could take off the visible mold it was fine to him) and them slowly unlearning these habits that are detrimental to their health (aku's unintentional self starvation and atsu subconsciously international self sabotage)
#maris bsd 🗞️#maris wips#mari writes fics#atsugawa <3#theyd take care if each other your honor#to add onto this: imagine aku training while having not eaten in days. and dazais pushing him past his limits.#and then to add more: imagine ada dazai finding out abt atsu eating bad food and making sure he doesnt as often as possible.#dazai cleaning out the fridge every friday so that atsu doesnt feel bad abt some food that accidentally went bad and eating it without any#one knowing. he wont take care of himself but yr crazy if you think hes not taking care of the ada.#anyways enough abt dazai. i imagine gin would also live with them ai actually shes taking care of them#i imagine whenever he could aku would eat the bad food so that gin could have something good :((
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Correction Necessary
hurt/comfort, 5k, on AO3
Laurent knew, of course, that he could not subdue Damianos with force. Not with any weapon he could physically wield, not with his bare hands. He used to think he could get the job done with words, but they also failed him. Whenever he meant for a cutting remark or a scalding observation, his traitorous heart would provide a reminder of hurt brown eyes, and his tongue would stall, heavy in his mouth.
Rendering Laurent practically helpless.
Vulnerability was not something he wore with ease. Was not something he could get accustomed to. Was not, in fact, something he was willing to bear, for anything at all in this world, apart from Damianos, and… even for him it was a task of gargantuan proportions. It was difficult to keep his restless nature in check: it kept wanting to slither around worse and worse schemes, crueller and crueller manipulations, anything that would allow him some leverage. It was a difficult thing, to have none. Too difficult.
But planning against Damianos was not something he could do. Anymore. He had already hurt him more than was permissible, to anyone of this earth; he was already indebted to him. (Another form of vulnerability). Justice would be grossly violated if he attacked the man who helped him. Also they were married. And in love. And it didn’t quite do, to scheme against one’s own husband.
Still—and worse. A wedding band was another tie to an entity he could not match in any field. Damen was stronger, his reach was longer, he was more beloved, and more rightly so. He had the moral high ground forever against the man who had him whipped to near death, who kept him in chains, who had him raped. If—when he decided to strike against Laurent, it would only be understandable. And he would succeed, because Damianos always succeeded, in whatever ambition. He took not one but two kingdoms. He negotiated brilliantly with any opposition, no matter how dire (the Veretian council, the Empress of Vask, Laurent, on his worse days). He was undefeated in the arena. He was, Laurent thought sourly, a god.
And Laurent was Laurent: puny, pretty Laurent, who never had one success of his own to claim. First he trailed around his brother, then—his uncle, and now, this. Damianos was the one who handed him his first victory. Has been handing them ever since. And Laurent couldn’t even give his life for him, when it mattered. Useless, always.
He could not—fathom this feeling. Vulnerability like an open wound, cutting into him sharper and sharper with every turn. It seeped into all the spaces eaten away by his anger, corroded on his bitterness. It terrified him. And Laurent was not one to take fear lying down.
And so, he went for the only course available to him: acceptance on a fast track. To vanquish his fear of being vulnerable, he would make himself the most vulnerable he’d ever been, and force himself to remain there until the horror ebbed away. It was what he did with his fear of spiders when he was five. And of sex when he was somewhat older. And—no, there were no others. Well.
That was why he suggested the ropes (Which Damianos, predictably, exchanged for satin ribbons). And the blindfold, and the gag. A reckless plan with no fault. It would work, because it had to. He would break, because he had to.
It didn’t take long.
Gradual, at first, until it was not anymore. First, the blindfold went on, and the world extinguished, sputtered out. Then his wrists, attached to the bed post, and then his ankles, one at a time. It was happening. Now. He was breathing, mostly. Darkness grew. And grew. And grew. And Laurent was, irrevocably, immediately, entirely, afraid.
The gag in particular was difficult, inserted into his dry mouth, secured with a cloth. As per requested. Laurent, naked on the mattress, had to force his muscles so still it actually burned. The pain helped, but only slightly; it… in his chest, this cavity that should not exist, opening into a bottomless, hungry pit. Terror. It was familiar in the most distant of ways. An exaggeration of something he knew intimately, a roaring hellfire from the heat that always simmered in his lower belly. Terror, it was terror, it was terror.
Ah.
It didn’t matter that Damianos was slow, that his hands moved softly. Perhaps it even made it worse. Laurent’s heart slammed against the tender flesh of his throat, trying to climb its way out. He was strangely cold. He was burning all over. He had already surrendered to absolute, obliviating fear.
Ha, he did take it lying down, then.
The laughter died, putrid in his mouth; the blindfold was wet. His mind was spinning. He was a small animal ensnared in a trap. He was thirteen years old. He was kneeling in a bloody chiton; he was not human; he could not even plead for mercy. Terror owned him. Down he fell.
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#captive prince#capri fic#lamen fic#hurt/comfort#Laurent pushes himself past his limits deliberately and Does Not Have Fun with it#loads of insecurities#and tenderness#and care#loss of control is of course the worst thing to ever happen to laurent#and so of course he tries to take it to the extreme#almost 5k#this writer had to CLENCH HER TEETH not to make it 5k exactly#Robin does capri
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kaiser is in such a terrible state of mind that even the other players are like girl 😭
#bllk#bllk spoilers#bllk manga#//spoilers for the leaks in tags#this is genuinely so interesting to me idk but something abt seeing kaiser so mentally anguished and frustrated that he MISSES AN OPEN SHOT#like this is not a question of his skill no that mf can absolutely make that shot with focus and enough practice#but hes too blindsided by his own frustration and desperation that he fucks himself over#its not even abt isagi anymore i swear this man is having a war with his own ideals bc according to him hes supposed to BEAT THE IMPOSSIBLE#ofc hed shoot for a shot that he has never pulled off before. bc this entire thing is abt him pushing his limitations#but ofc that didnt work and now kaiser is near damn losing his mind#i wonder whats going through noa's head bc yeah kaiser is the most skilled player on the team by far#but whats the point on keeping him on the field if hes too emotionally high to focus or even think logically#like...
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one thing about satoshi is he is such a good loser.
#nr1 insert garfunkel n oates' Such A Loser#nr2...... so long as satoshi keeps hitting a wall there is something for him to strive for something to Push himself against#when things are easy he gets complacent & the longer the win streak the harder the wind gets knocked out of him when he falls#he's happy to lose. he's happy to be pushed to his limits. because it means he's kept on his toes. it means he has something to work for.#he would not survive the kind of win streak that champions like yuji & leon had#frankly his Current win streak is already clawing at him#if he didn't have such top-class battlers like the masters eight keeping him alert & the knowledge of a future match w/ ree#(who already almost fought him to a draw in the last alola league)#he would be two easy wins from self-sabotaging#he's self-sabotaged shorter streaks#never on purpose mind but........ a streak this long????? ......what's the harm in not watching his step here at the apex of everything..#he wouldnt want to disrespect his challengers like that but. the whisper of that thought is there. not doing anything. just present.#ooc. pkmn is autistic culture.
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it’s with depression that i fear i have to say, i think for a long time (too long really), zuko doesn’t reach out to his uncle during his retirement in ba sing se, not even for the much needed guidance he could use, because he considers it part of the exhaustive list of reparations the fire nation (and he himself) owes
#zuko: he deserves peace too that’s what this is all for#and you zuko? your peace? (he doesn’t know the meaning of the word in relation to himself)#i’m sure iroh reaches out often. lots of letters#but for one zuko’s swamped and pushing himself past his own limits with his responsibilities besides#and for two he’s just as guilty about his treatment of his uncle as his treatment of the gaang if not probably moreso really#it is of course horribly misguided and i expect iroh would eventually show up on his doorstep like you IDIOT boy of mine—!#but until then. zuko is in fact being a self sacrificing and self hating idiot#i also think this is largely true to his character because he has no idea how to uphold normal and healthy relationships#obvi particularly familial#and zuko always deals in extremes when it comes to everything he does#so rather than outright cruelty and insults….he swings in the opposite direction and overcompensates….#by shutting iroh out completely#and justifying it as ‘he deserves peace and i do not’#which is completely incorrect of course on all levels#but he’s still learning and his development arc doesn’t end at the finale of book 3#ebb and flow. like water one might even say teehee#idk if this is canon to the comics i’m not super familiar with them except for a few plot points and quotes#it just breaks my heart that zuko still doesn’t understand that it is harmful to withhold himself from people who care about him#than it is to supposedly protect them from knowing him and being close to him#he makes me so emo hes so emo i love him so much
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