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In a dream...
♡ Pairing: Pure Vanilla x White Lily
♡ Flavor: Comfort//hurt. Idk how to call it but I guess that works
♡ Warning: None
♡ Author's note: I can fucking belive I'm actually doing this omg-. First fanfic of this whole messI got myself into. I wrote and traduct this half sleep. Hope you enjoy it <3
♡ Aqui tienes la version en español <3
Pure Vanilla was in a place he had never seen before in his life. It was a deep forest in darkness, the sunlight seemed to be unable to penetrate the dense treetops. If under normal conditions he could barely see well what was a short distance from his face, now everything was nothing more than confused shadows surrounding him in every direction.
It was strange. He didn't understand what he was doing there or how he even got there, he didn't even remember it. He also had no idea which path he should take to get out of there, everything looked the same.
He took a deep breath, seeking to remain calm despite the worrying situation in which he had found himself. He closed his eyes to intensify the sensation of pure air entering his body, encountering by surprise a smell that was painfully familiar. White Lilies.
The air left him in a sad sigh, all his sighs were nothing but sadness as she returned to his mind. Especially when he was alone and with nothing to distract himself from a pain that tormented his poor heart, clinging to her for more years than he could count. He turned to the place where his nose told him the smell that meant melancholy to him came from.
He could not imagine the surprise he would feel when, upon managing to locate the exact point, his eyes opened slightly before a tiny but strong source of light. On a group of white lilies, there was a butterfly. Fragile, small, the color of polished silver, but with a brighter light than any firefly.
Pure Vanilla walked gently towards the small insect, observing it with attention and tenderness. Smiling slightly at this one.
The butterfly, after a few seconds of being still, took flight and began to enter the forest. A normal thing for any bug with wings, what was not normal was that when they flapped they sounded like the tinkling of bells. Or that it will leave behind it a path of tiny sparkles like dust. Even less than where it happened, the light it gave off showed more of those sets of white lilies, along with more butterflies with the same appearance and characteristics outside of their nature.
It took him a few seconds to realize that this was a sign, but when his eyes adapted better to the flashing spectacle he was able to understand it. It was a path.
“Where are you directing me?” —he asked without waiting for any answer. He himself had understood that the way to obtain an explanation was to let himself be carried away by curiosity. And a strange feeling that called him to continue.
The forest was still just as dark, but now with the path that opened before him it was impossible to fear. He felt safe and protected by the little guides, even if they could do nothing more than give him light.
The scent of lilies with each step felt more intense the further he went. It would have been overwhelming for anyone, but for him it was a motivation to not give up or stop. Without realizing it, he was running through the forest as if the heavy clothes did not stop him or he was afraid of tripping over a branch. He did not stop even when the trees gradually disappeared, in their place there were now bushes and vines that grew in size until they entirely covered the path.
Advancing through the thick nature was a difficult task. Walking while at the same time removing leaves and branches from your walk as well. But the fresh air that hit him as he left the compressed space there was no comparison to what was in front of him.
It was an entire field of lilies, on the horizon it was difficult to see that there were some other species, but the main one in that area was the variant that he would recognize anywhere. White lilies on the left, white lilies on the right and in the middle...
She was in the center. The light of the moon and the butterflies fluttering around her made her radiant beauty even more captivating to him. She wore the most beautiful white dress he could have imagined her in, as white as the flowers surrounding her and long that trailed on the floor. Oh, she looked like the queen he always thought she was.
“White Lily?”
She didn't respond with words to the call of her name, but the slight smile forming on her face was all Pure Vanilla needed to see to know it was her, to trust that it really was her.
He shouted her name as he ran again. With even more motivation as she began to extend her arms, waiting for him with them open to receive him after what he knew had been years of separation. Of pain. Of betrayal. Of guilt for abandoning her.
And when he finally had her at the tips of his fingers, when he was already rushing towards her with the joy that being together again gave him.
She disappeared into the very air, like the dust of the silver butterflies that brought him there.
And he woke up… alone in his room. Feeling the emptiness in his heart once again. Almost tearing up from how beautiful it was to see her, and how devastated it left him that they were just his dreams again.
#Purelily#white lily cookie#pure vanilla cookie#crk fanfic#happy valentine's day#cookie run kingdom#cookie run#crk#pure vanila is a desperate simp#he probably cried after that#also. Cafekitsune made those beutifull deviders#go check that tumblr if you want them#pure vanilla x white lily#white lily x pure vanilla#fanfic made by pinkvaquita
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"Jason Todd was a menace of a Robin"
WRONG Jason Todd was a sweet lil lad who liked to read fucking Shakespear
DICK GRAYSON WAS 11 YEARS OLD AND LOOKING FOR HIS PARENTS KILLER TO MURDER
He also beat Joker to death after Jason died, Dick is probably the most angry Robin to ever traffic light his way through Gotham.
#dick grayson gave bruce more aneurysms as robin than any robin after him#bruce probably cried with relief when he realised jasons idea of a good night was reading comapred to finding a murderer#batman#bruce wayne#batfam#dc#jason todd#gotham#dc comics#robin#dc universe#batfamily#red hood#dick grayson#dc nightwing#nightwing
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BREAKING NEWS!!! Local idiot ghost absolutely blown away when boyfriend gives him a nickname for the first time, more info after this broadcast.
Bonus pet-name edition:
(Yeah I know it's ooc for grovyle to EVER use the term "babe" but lets go ahead and assume he's done it accidentally a few times rather than intentionally. He's deeply in love with the dumb ghostman, ok. Sometimes it just slips out.)
Dusknoir is still recovering from hearing it. And when he finally calls grovyle "love" himself on accident a few days later, he falls deathly ill for two weeks cause his body couldn't handle the aftermath and started rapidly shutting down on a molecular level.
#dusknoir he is dying pls for the love of god just give him the heal seed already#i headcanon that grovyle starts to call dusknoir just “noir” simply because it's less effort but dusknoir is legitimately touched by it#he's never had a nickname before so he cried happy tears for only 2 hours after this interaction#celebi thinks noir's drama over the entire thing is very funny so she starts calling him “beloved” even more and he has a meltdown#and dusknoir being a literal functional storage unit is my favorite thing he is so good at HOLDING stuff for his BF and GF#he carries water bottles and snacks for them like a total mom when they go exploring#(he got the habit after hanging out w/ echo and sora. those are his kids so of course he's gonna have treats!!!)#what's in the void you ask??? who knows probably a pocket universe or the elusive pmd2 remake#i had way too much fun drawing this is it obvious?#and i really like the new brush i've been using lately so i'm happy#also first comic i put decent effort into!!!! yay#actaeonshipping#future trio#dusknoir#grovyle#celebi#pmd#pmd2#pmd eos#explorers of sky#my art#tw blood
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Treasured Treats
@jojo-schmo
#Still recovering from everything (thank you for the kind words everyone!) but I had nothing else to upload for Halloween#That and this idea was so sweet I wanted to be involved!#(After sixth months Noir finally has a -single- meal...!)#That's a senbei rice cracker cookie he's eating btw - Noir likes warm drinks and relatively bland and simple food#(For some off the cuff lore... his mom probably gave him some to eat on the shuttle from the New World > Shiver Star)#(As they were on the run at the time 'airplane snacks' was likely the best she could offer her hungry confused son...)#(...But Noir would surely remember the taste of the simple rice crackers he had that day very fondly)#Still... when a man cries over a single rice cracker you know he's lived a rough life XD#(Random Dess Lore: This was the first thing my host family gave me after the worst plane trip of -my- life)#Noir Fontaine#Dess Art Post#cw: blood#(well it's a nosebleed but still)#Really need to stop drawing and rest my hand/eye...#But I wanted to do something a little cute and fun first!
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*me immediately after going through a terrifying and traumatic experience* haha yeah I guess it was rough but I'm fine now like I'm totally chill. It was kinda funny actually if you think about it
#GUESS WHO GOT A PIERCING INFECTION SO BAD OVERNIGHT SHE HAD TO RUSH TO THE HOSPITAL#AND GET SURGERY TO REMOVE IT BC THE METAL WAS BURROWING ITSELF INSIDE HER LIP#yep that was meee :3#man. it sounds so silly now. like that probably shouldn't have made me panic nearly as much as it did#but you have to understand at the time it was terrifying#I noticed my lip was a bit swollen earlier in the night but I was like ok it's probably nothing serious#I put some ice on it hoping it would be back to normal after I got some sleep#then I woke up at like 5:30 AM with my lip super swollen and my lip piercing literally burying itself inside my flesh#I tried pushing it back out a bit and blood and pus started coming out so yk I started panicking#so I went upstairs and I asked my mom to drive me to the hospital#luckily we have free healthcare in brazil and the hospital was basically empty(this was on sunday)#but when I got there they told me the doctor wouldn't arrive until 8AM and it was like 6:45 at that point#so I REALLY started panicking 🫠 bc I could feel like the piercing kept burying itself more deeply like#I felt like the skin inside my lip was going to close around it and I was terrified bc I had no idea what to do#and I was scared it might make things worse#but all I could do was sit there and wait and so I started having a panic attack#luckily my mom was there with me the whole time so at least I didn't feel alone#and then I just. waited for it to end. and then tried to keep myself distracted until the doctor got there#I got treated by military doctors! sjdjcjck the army has been giving additional support for hospitals in my city#bc of the floods some health units are currently closed and demand got higher so they needed extra support there#so an army doctor performed my surgery(inside an army tent no less ajfjjfkf maybe not ideal but. functional)#he was so nice?? like probably the calmest most careful doctor I've ever been treated by#I still had a bit of a nervous breakdown again after the surgery but that was bc I'd never been through something like that before#I got anesthesia obvs but I still felt the tug when he cut into my skin to remove the piercing and did my stitches#so my mind started cooking up all these horrible scenarios of how everything could go wrong and I was gonna die#cried on the doctor's table. 👍🏻 awesome#but he and his assistant were super nice about it she even offered me a hug#but anyway in the end I finally calmed down and got some medication#now I'm all stitched up with my little bloated lip eating soup out of a straw 👍🏻 but I'm ALIVE and I'm just glad it's all over fjjvjkf#sleep.txt
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In dragons rising, Lloyd has three ages.
1) his mental age, probably early 20s
2) his physical age, probably mid-late 20s
And 3) the age he looks, which Arin and Sora has informed him is late 30s-40s
Yes, he did sit in his room and have another existential crisis.
And yes, he did ask both Zane and Kai advice on skincare. Right after trying to find some weird dragoni bull to maybe look his age. Instead he accidentally grew markings similar to Garmadon’s and he’s gonna cry again.
#lego ninjago#ninjago#lloyd ninjago#guys he’s lowkey a young adult#but looks like he went through decades upon decades of trauma and experiences#to the point he looks old#rlly old#Sora said thats the age if her parents#Lloyd almost cried#mentally he probably still feels like he’s a teenager#frontal lobe shii ig#he asked Kai for obvi reasons but turns out Zane was the better ine to ask becuase he just knew everythinb on skincare#and like as much as he’s a nindroid zane doesbt actually kniw everything#so lloyd is mildly curious as to why zane just knows and remembers sm abiut skincare#turns out its a teenage Kai’s fault#lloyd just wants to looks his age dammit#for once in his life let him look his age#lloyd garmadon#young lloyd#ninjago dragons rising#dragons rising#arin ninjago#arin#sora ninjago#sora#kai ninjago#kai smith#zane ninjago#zane julien#did i get this idea after seeing a bunch if Lloyd dragons rising fanart where he looks way older then he should be? yes i did
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me n who ?!?!?!? ME N WHO GUYS ...
picrews: 1 2 3 4
mking silly girlfailure picrews are the only thing saving my sanity which took quite a number of blows today ( its hanging on by the measliest thread but i think its better to consider it go n e )
anyways i wanna make a silly tag game so we are going to make a silly tag game because in the wise words of martin luther king i think wait it was probably gandhi "be the change you wish to see in the world" arent i so cool guys im taking like the first step forward and :stareyes: ahahah
(no pressure) tags !! 🏷️ : @cienxpidity, @ilyuu, @anonbinaryweirdo, @suntoru, @tuesdayberries, @lume-nosity, @mrcrazyvillainvillainn, @ceneid, @amalythea, @xianyoon, @aeon-yao, @ryuryuryuyurboat, @auroratumbles, @snobwaffles, @the-white-void + everyone i probably forgot to tag (SPS IM SORRY) n anyone else whod like to join !!
#💬 ⌗ 𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐫𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐜𝐭'𝐬 𝐫𝐚𝐦𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 . . . ✧#i was in a very silly mood ( mental breakdown ish ) i cried like 16 times in the past hour and that's probably not a good thing but HEY#its fine#im so fine#im so#im so...#*perishes*#begone negativity#its time for me and my delusions#speaking of delusions i actually had the WILDEST Dream last night#and its so crazy because its like the first dream I've had in the past year that's not about a fictional character#yes im pathtetic#carrying on#and i was like escaping from t h e. m a. n i n t he. h a l l w a y#and i was like runnning away yk and then shrek comes over and helps me out by defenestrating me and so i land in some bushes and then start#like putting candy into a bag??? and im like HURRY UP SHREK HES GONNA COME AFTER US#and then i got to this like cult area#where it splits into two paths and i remember it so vividly because there was this gate security and i had to type in my student id to get#and so it opens up to this room and there's two pathways#the one to the right has this giant ass shrine golden statue surrounded by a bunch of children#and the one i go to has little cube spaces caved into the walls for like little decorations and a stair for like a lower other half of the#room#and theres a bunch of children and my irls#and so we break outta there yk#we escape#we get out#and we run into like osme shopping place#and my friend is planning to abandon me with her other friend and they're running away to china#but they refuse to take me with them (ultimate betrayal)#HELP edit but the tags didnt show up cause there were too many...
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Plugging this again bc I WROTE A FIC WHERE EDDIE DIES (he doesn’t actually) AFTER THE SNIPER AND BUCK HAS TO DEAL WITH THAT & FINDS OUT ABOUT THE WILL & DEALS W ANA & THE DIAZ PARENTS AND HIS TRAUMA AND REALIZING HE’S IN LOVE WITH HIS (not actually) DEAD BEST FRIEND & IM SUPER PROUD OF IT
#911 abc#buddie#eddie diaz#evan buckley#it has letters & surprise wills & PTSD & Dad Buck#& traumatized Chris bc that’s just accurate & Buck thinking he’s dreaming about Eddie & a little Shannon & a happy ending#I think it’s really good I worked SO hard on it & I cried a LOT writing it#so you kind of have to read it I think. I’m pretty sure that’s the rules#christopher diaz#buddie fanfic#911 fanfic#buddie au#it is NOT Ana Bashing either! ppl can be squiggly abt that but I didn’t write it in that way#we DO hate on the Diaz parents bc I think we’ve earned that right especially after everything they’ve done#idk why I’m sharing this rn it’s 11:30pm WHOOPS should probably r/b this at a better hour lol
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it still fucks me up that fuyuhiko and peko were literally kidnapped as children. i dont think anyone ever talks about that at all. is that even well known information
#probably gonna draw something related to this??#sorry. sometimes i like to read his wiki from time to time and im just like. Oh.#this guy is fucked up. we been knew but Damn#it doesnt say how young he was when that happened to him#but since it emphasizes they were children and also he hasnt cried since second grade (and he cried in those mountains)#then he was like. eight years old?#god DAMN thats so sad. imagine what happened to them dude#thats gotta impact him for a long time. and he NEVER TALKS ABOUT IT!!!#sorry im full of thoughts. maybe this is nothing. i just heart fuyuhiko. poor guy#i feel like he never ever had a chance to fully process his trauma#until literally like. after the game . way later hes able to think about it#rambling#fuyuhiko kuzuryu#danganronpa
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I will never forgive dc for taking preteen/teen Jon from us. I AM 100% CERTAIN THAT HE WOULD HAVE HAD A SHORT-LIVED EMO PHASE
rawr :c </3
#I bet Clark would try to be supportive which would frustrate Jon because he s trying to rebel or smith#13 year old Jon being edgy broken after he read my immortal#probably cries on Taylor swift nightcore#he has a Batman T shirt for obv reasons#jon kent#damian wayne#super sons#jonathan kent#damian x jon#jonathan samuel kent#jondami#jon el#emo jon#dc superboy#supersons#damijon#damian#dc fanart#edistormart
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Wow I sure love being psychologically tortured by an anime
#This episode is... Heavy. I get why b/sd is a seinen (tm)#I cried again. Btw#Idk what else to say. The animation is so pretty and detailed.#Mori is so ruthless and despicable to watch but it all makes for a moderately interesting political commentary?#Shuzen is so pretty!! And even though we've seen so little of him he's so likeable and symphatetic...#(Still tho. Believe me I GET the mental instability and depression–#but did you really need your last words to be something to plague a 11 y/o forever. Like I get it but c'mon dude help me out here)#This arc is daunting.#The only time I cried in the manga and the only time I cried in the anime and you'd think I wouldn't cry after all this time right?#Wrong I cried again#I still sense. The usual underlying morals that I don't share with b/sd. But I don't want to get into it I probably wouldn't make sense#Still this episode poses such a good new moral interrogative I love it#Love it! Let's see what comes next!#random rambles#Once again I wish chapters 84-88 had this kind of budget too (╥﹏╥)
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Need Soap to have a big “Johnny” chest piece tattoo like Johnny Cage.
#he thinks it’s the toughest thing he’s ever seen and it’s fuck off big#he probably whined and cried for a month while his chest hair grew back over it#him making you straddle his waist and trace his tattoo. insists he’s fully nude because with pants on you just ‘don’t get the full effect’#it’s entirely another Drabble I’ve got stored somewhere in the depths of my drafts that I think Soap and Johnny Cage are the same person#him taking a selfie covered in blood and gore and gunpowder and dirt immediately after killing someone#moongreenlight#moongreenlightwrites#cod mw2#call of duty#cod x reader#141 headcanons#soap call of duty#johnny soap mactavish#john soap mactavish#soap mactavish#johnny mactavish
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crick is a few years older than isaiah... what if he had very faint i was a little boy memories of isaiahs mom before she died oxo
#thinking sooo hard about it#really a blind leading the blind moment#they get along well honestly. crick enables isaiahs sadboy side where he just wants to mope about bad stuff in his life#and isaiah enables crick to actually get it out of his system because hes very active (destructive) about negative expression#isaiah isnt a crier hes a breaker. crick is a sogggggggggy drinker who just cries all day abt it#so theyre very cathartic left to their own devices#i think crick being like thank god my mom drove my dad off. hed probably be like your dad if he was still around#and isaiah goes i wish my mom was around to do that... and getting soggy about not having ever gotten to know her#so crick dredges up the faintst foggiest memories of knowing her before she died and isaiahs RAPT just RAPT#and it makes crick cry bc hes SUCH a mamas boy the idea of losting cathy like that makes him blubber#so they just blubber about it together#thats their whole dynamic LOL#its why they only ever let themselves be alone 1ce and they went on a wholeass sadboy road trip about it#then did NOT stay in touch after#bc its not. a very healthy friendship all things considered#its really great when hunter first leaves tho bc crick is the ONLY person who gets it. what isaiahs feeling#bc he and hunter werent together but he LOOOOVED him and crick had the same thing happen w d.alex when he left for college#and never ever came back. ever. he left for good the moment he got a foot out#ofc that comes around to isaiah and hunter absolutely end up together and crick and d.alex Do Not. dave never felt that way abt him so#but its for the best#cricks husband is VERY good for him. gideon is no nonsense and doesnt have time for moping#he whips crick into shape as his lil househusband instead LOL
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Do you think that Cross likes flowers? Do you think that the first time he sees them he's revolted? Because the colors are so imperfect it makes him want to throw up? Do you think he cries when he sees them a second time when he realizes that they're beautiful? Do you think he starts to grow flowers in his room? Do you think maybe one day one of Killer's cats breaks his little pot of flowers, the color he was never allowed to have, and he cries pitifully over that loss? Do you think Killer feels bad but he doesn't know how to apologize so instead he leaves him another little pot of flowers by his door (like a cat) without telling him it was him?
you can’t do this to me
#answering asks#anon asks#i definitely do think he would like flowers cause it’s like. a little bit of color that *he* can have. just for him#after how monochrome his au was#like how he probably cried the first time he saw a proper sunset#i do like the idea of him growing flowers in his room…… not even exclusively flowers just plants in general#cause i think it’d give him something to do#and like. maybe it’s not as conscious but he was raised and trained for a specific purpose (being a royal guard)#and taking care of plants is like subconsciously a product of that. or something#and i definitely do think that once killer picks up on this he’d give him flowers#mostly just ones he finds and picks#probably nothing that extravagant but like. the occasional dandelion or buttercup or something#and then kinda like you said he might just leave lots of flowers at his door#AND and i love the idea of him accidentally breaking one of the pots. like either cause of his cat or just whatever#that’s so real#god. man#explodes and dies#AND THE FUCKING the idea that he was repulsed by it as first is driving me insane#cause do you think he internalized that mentality. after seeing how fixated xgaster was on the monochrome and the “order” of it#and then the flowers would help dismantle that too and kinda shake off xgaster’s influence a bit#god…….
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why does he look..... sad.
sir you had your soldiers pull a gun on a baby
#idk it is fascinating to me that we've yet to see mourning from the elder princes#probably because theyre either sociopaths or dont wear their emotions on their sleeve but still.#halkenburg cried. oito mourned. fugetsu.... i suppose we'll get there#idk like does maryam even know. does he understand whats going on. does he ever ask after his sister#fucks me up.#psycho family and i'm obssessed w them#hxh manga#hxh manga spoilers#hxh 402#succession war arc#prince benjamin#screeds
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idek where that s3 sleepover pic came from but. Will brings his teddy to every sleepover and none of his friends make fun of him for it and that’s canon. To me.
#should i tag this as baby will#maybe cause it evokes all the same feelings#baby will#will byers#stranger things#AND HE PROBABLY NEEDS A SLEEPING BUDDY AFTER THE UD#*cries*
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