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Path of Life Ramblings (Story Spoilers below)
mentally I compare Mylnar and Ulpianus a lot. They're both the 1 dude of previously all female groups (the Nearls and the Abyssal Hunters) and both hold the title of being basically the Eldest and one of the strongest of the group were a lot of the overarching lore comes from.
But, I dislike Mylnar. Mainly bc of how mean he is to Blemishine in her debut event and I kinda always hated how he felt like he wanted to drag everyone else into his permanent pity party (his voicelines making him out to be a complete Eeyore didn't help either). I'm guessing that he gets better in his own event (bc I still found him annoying in Near Light), but it's taking me a while to sit down and read it bc I still hold a grudge for how he treated Blemi (who is one of my fav characters) And what I heard from people who play CN during Path of Life's original announcement made me worried that I would fine Ulpianus either boring, or as irritating as Mylnar.
But that wasn't the case! Despite Ulpianus' withdrawn and similar stick up his ass attitude, it was easier to see that he like, cares about the other Hunters and other characters like Underflow & Jordi even when he's still refusing to actually team up with anyone else! I was actually really concerned about him by the end, bc what he's doing is incredibly dangerous and he doesn't even have someone to help him/witness the info he's about to gain if he loses himself to the seaborn. So I'm excited to see what happens when the other AH finally catch up to him, whether it be to help or capture him, or both. And maybe he also needs a lecture about how wonderful working with a team can be instead of wanting to carry everything himself.
I do have to say that it's also, kinda weird that Path of Life is when he's playable? Like, it ends with him vanishing to gain the knowledge that the Seaborn/Matus has on the past of the Aegir/The Firstborn, the danger of him maybe losing himself the same way Martus did and the other AH vowing to find him and bring him in for like, an actual explanation of everything. But now he's just...on the landship...still completely lucid....with an epilogue of his experiences being in his files...kinda working with the other AH now but not really
It feels kinda anti-climatic? Honestly it felt kinda weird how the narrative kept kinda asking us to doubt if he was still in the right mind when he never did or said anything for us to really doubt him besides like, refusing to work with others or explain more than what he viewed as the bare minimum. Also I kinda wanted him to like, actually have a moment where he accepts the other AH's help and officially joins them under Gladiia's command.... Tho it also kinda feels like Ulpianus was basically the only person they could have had as a 6* this event. The rest of the AH already released and Jordi & Irene are too early in their developments still to get alters. Lucilla's screentime would be too criminally low given what the story is trying to accomplish as well. I guess...maybe Underflow could have worked as the 6*? But I'm not super certain. And then it feels too early for Gladiia's moms as well.
But hey I'm glad I don't hate him. Now my next wish is that the next AH event finally lets Andreana and Iridescence join the fray. I kinda feel like Aegir would be interested in the church of the deep creating a half-abyssal, given their own difficulties with the procedure. (Also I just want Andreana to be more present in AH stuff....please HG...)
#arknights#Despite my seaborn fatigue#I do find the AH fascinating#So I would like more events of them all interacting and working as a team#I feel like it could also popularize less hetereosexual family dynamics within AH fan circles if like#Ulpianus could just have slightly more fleshed out interactions with them that's not just in files or a bad IS3 ending#Bc like#I will admit#I was a big believer in the AH polycule before Ulpianus was revealed#And while he throws a giant wrench in that#bc I don't really like imagining him in romantic scenarios with the other hunters...at least currently#I also like#don't wanna just pretend he doesn't exist#so I'm trying to work something out#so please#more Abyssals#and include Andreana for gods sake-
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Save me cowboy Scout.. cowboy Scout... Cowboy Scout save me..
"Yo it's high noon dumbass!"
I saw that cosmetic and blacked out I HAD to draw it. Close ups and an extra doodle + original tweet under the cut!
#my art 🎭#team fortress 2#tf2 fanart#tf2 scout#cowboy au#??#a headache#<- don't look too much into that tag actually#I don't wanna admit that i like that ship just yet#save a horse ride a cowboy#amirite?#i need to draw someone other than Scout actually#he's all i draw
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This had context but I refuse to tell anyone
#kirby#kots#kirby of the stars#kirby fanart#hoshi no kirby#meta knight#Kirby meme#ok i lied im going to give you the context but this is just between you and me ok#don't tell anyone#we're whispering like it's a sleepover and we don't wanna wake up the parents#this was originally a metadede comic where Queen Ripple came to visit Dreamland#and i like to think meta knight feels insecured about the adventures he wasn't in aka 64 and triple deluxe#so he is kind of moody all the time and magolor makes it worse by poking him about it#dedede kind of wants to be alone with queen Ripple because they're pen pals and they share their possessed stories#and meta knight is so pissed because it's just a side of dedede he doesn't know and he doesn't like it#but he would rather eat his own shoe than actually admit he has emotions#i made like 6 complete pieces around all of this concept but i didn't like them and I'm kind of embarrassed#so i decided to post this without context#and now you know too...
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special thanks to these pez dispensers for accompanying me during my stay at the hospital. glory to canada
#theodore tugboat#theotug foduck#theotug george#theotug emily#stanza halifax#<--- don't expect this to be a big AU in this blog because TUGS is the main focus regarding boats. I just wanna draw gijinkas#senjart#sorry for not answering the asks guys. I got admitted into a hospital since tuesday and just got released yesterday (laugh track)#anyways about the show. theodore tugboat am I right#like I've said before it doesn't hit me as hard as thomas or TUGS#like it's not as character heavy as ttte#or as worldbuilding heavy as TUGS#but it's like.... a really fun relaxing show. super good even#I'd usually roll my eyes at overly nice protagonists but theodore is an exception. he is my friend. my pal#maybe it's just my affinity for shows with talking vehicles but erm.... robert cardonna you've done it again#the show doesn't have big explosions or bombastic events unfolding#the episodes have this very quiet and soft narration by danny doherty. no loud sounds or weird wacky silly sound effects in a bwba fashion#also everyone is nice to each other in this show which surprised me lol#because I've grown accustomed to the british-style verbal battles between sudrian engines#and the typical blink-and-you-miss-it dark comedy quips from top hat and zorran#theodore tugboat: what a peaceful day at halifax :) we talked about our problems properly and learned more about the world#TUGS: what a peaceful day at vaguely san francisco :) only 2 trampers died instead of the usual 5#I recommend it if you want a show that's easy to digest and easy on the eyes/brain#some episodes have characters that should've been switched to make it make sense#like harbour fools or even bumper buddies#I eventually got used to it#and there's not much worldbuilding going on. not my hugest complaint since it's still a cute show#there are also a few inconsistencies here and there... not to mention the episode order that kind of confused me#the side characters haven't grown much on me but I guess it just doesn't hit me YET#it's still good. I'll give it an 8/10
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i have come up with a new, extremely self indulgent AU for tfrb:
basically what happens is each individual character in tfp accidentally finds out about the rescue bots, whether it's through a ground bridge mishap, an intel scouting mission, even a situation where they get rescued.
this starts out with mostly autobots, because i assume griffin rock is either in autobot territory or a neutral/unclaimed area (or it's off the grid and nobody knows about it) (i think the last one is the funniest), but the decepticons also learn about them eventually.
now. here's where the funny/self indulgent part begins. none of them know anyone else knows. the autobots AND decepticons all assume they're the only one who knows about these bots, and that the team has been trying to live a normal, calm life away from the war.
team prime doesn't know optimus and bumblebee already know, and the decepticons don't know that these guys have connections to the war. and of course, the rescue bots always manage to worm their way into every. single. bot's. spark. all of them individually grow to care about the rescue bots, and independently decide to keep them secret. nobody wants their new friends to get hurt!
anyways shenanigans of course ensue because it's very hard to keep a previously extinct group a secret from all of your friends, and since everybody knows but doesn't know everybody knows it becomes a lot of ridiculous sneaking around and badly lying to everyone.
the rescue bots are SUPER confused by all these bots who keep showing up, but they pretty much just assume that someone spilled their secret and everyone after are all showing up to meet them. eventually i think they would start to figure everything out, but they don't fully comprehend that everyone has been trying to hide them from each other until some big reveal happens.
the way this pans out is probably the end of the war honestly, because again; no one wants these guys to get hurt, physically or emotionally, and if that means having a ceasefire so be it.
#tfrb#rescue bots#transformers rescue bots#transformers aligned#tf aligned continuity#aligned continuity#tfp#transformers prime#i just think it would be funny#in my mind everyone would be trying to internally justify keeping this secret bc all the war bots are kinda out of touch w their feelings#and don't want to admit they're soft for the rescue bots#so it leads to many identity crises#they're all like “oh they could be useful in the future i don't wanna reveal this info to quickly”#or “maybe they can give our side an upper hand and if i spill they could get found and persuaded to the other side”#some specific cases i like to imagine:#shockwave would have a rly hard time trying to logic his way into keeping their secret#he can't admit he wants to help them so he just pretends he wants to experiment on them and study their abilities#which he does want but he also cares abt them#ratchet isn't the softie type so the feelings he has towards the rescue bots really off put him#he also feels bad about not telling optimus but really doesn't want to involve the rescue bots#megatron is completely in denial#he claims to want the rescue bots as a tool to eventually win the war and rebuild cybertron#but he never can bring himself to actually use them#soundwave. just any interaction between the guy who doesn't talk and a team full of the biggest gossips ever.#i love the rescue bots so much and since it's canon that everyone who knows them does as well i've decided they have irresistible charm
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I just saw someone say that Bok-su and Rody are way more comparable than Bok-su and Vincent and it's SOOO TRUE!! Holy shit. My cringe-fail college dropouts who don't know how to brush their hair and can't get over a failed relationship no matter how long it's been.
#people don't wanna admit it because they're too busy infantilizing rody#that man's obsession with manon is straight-up creepy#it's just overshadowed by vincent's bullshit#married in red#dead plate#I can totally imagine an AU where Vincent didn't kill Manon and the game just ends with Rody snapping and killing Vincent#thinking that's how he can win Manon back
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Shotaro dance break because jesus christ just look at him go
[RIIZE - Boom Boom Bass Relay Dance]
#this is not sped up nor slowed down this man is just LIKE THIS NATURALLY#ever watch something and just be like WELL I MUST GIF THIS AND I HAVE NO CHOICE because like goddamn Taro#Taro was one of the best 4th gen dancers when he was in NCT and now he's the best 5th gen dancer FIGHT ME#don't actually fight me just look at him go and know i speak the truth#he looks so happy though this whole video#i just wanna squeeze his cheeks and give him a plate of cookies and tell him how good of a job he does#LOOK AT HIM GO#my lil baby otter boi#there's another bit of him and sungchan i'm gonna gif too#i just had to get this one done first#i like riize but i admit i'm a sungtaro fan first and foremost i can't help it#i also am a big softie for eunseok and seunghan if they ever let seunghan out of the basement#too much of an nctzen to not be like this sorry not sorry#shotaro#osaki shotaro#大崎将太郎#riize shotaro#riize#boom boom bass#mia gifs riize things#mia gifs relay dance things#mia gifs kpop things#mia gifs things
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"they never dated but they ARE exes" is such a funny relationship for two characters to have. very awkward relationship to have irl tho
#eliot posts#it still IS a little funny irl tho#i visoted her last night cuz i was in town and the vibe was so weird#it's like. we had an EXPLOSIVE breakup years ago and we're on amicable terms now but there's just the past kinda hanging there in the air#im no longer upset about the stuff she did to me but i AM still a lil sore abt how she hurt our other friends#but sometimes i still talk to her out of... idk. nostalgia or something?#idk if it's the same thing driving her to keep talking to me or what#i don't think she holds any ill feelings towards me cuz she admitted she was totally in the wrong for pretty much everything#and the worst i did was be TOO loyal and enable her but at the same time she thinks she'd be worse off if i didn't do all that back then idk#sometimes i wonder if she wants our old relationship but but i've made it clear we'll never be able to go back there#sidenote: her actual ex boyfriend (who i am still besties with and love so much) is the one that started the joke that me and her are exes#he was like ''i think she's not just MY ex girlfriend she's OUR ex girlfriend'' when i was telling my roommate about her#(and then i told her about that and she laughed and agreed that yeah. we basically ARE exes)#her actual ex/my bestie won't talk to her at all anymore and he's totally within his rights to do that#i actually asked him a few years ago if he was okay with me talking to her before i messaged her cuz i didn't wanna risk hurting him#anyway yeah. it's weird#seeing her left me with a lot of feelings that aren't exactly bad just Weird. idk.
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Sunday Six!
Hellooooooooo people. Making my way through Infinite Wealth at a breakneck speed somehow (i'm on chapter 11) and honestly I've been having a great time. You know who's also having a pretty alright time?
Shinumi.
Even though when I made him I was like "nah he never runs into Kiryu that doesn't make sense," uh. here we are.
Anyway as accordance to IW i'm having soooooo many feelings about Kiryu and I need to get them out somehow. Don't think this will turn into anything but. Guh.
Tagging @passthroughtime @four-white-trees and @jichanxo
He’s used to this, at least. Many late nights in the Tojo Clan were spent comforting members of his family and others who had too many rough nights, or whatever reasons they wanted to give him.
To comfort the Dragon of Dojima is a task he wasn’t even sure he was up to.
He retreats into his apartment as his brain races, and he throws on an old coat that he buttons over his sleep shirt. He reopens the door as he slides on comfortable shoes, somewhat startling the older gentleman, who leaned against the railing.
“Sorry.” He shakes his head, getting rid of the last of his sleepy haze. “What usually helps me on nights like this is a walk.” He gestures down the stairs towards the open road that sprawls into neon lights on the horizon. “I promise there are no insane people that will crucify you in an alley. Everyone here is more sane than that.”
Kiryu scoffs at him, a hint of amusement dancing in his eyes. “Lead the way.”
#sunday six#infinite wealth spoilers#<- holy shit??? my first time using this tag????#does that mean this is gonna get caught by my spoiler filters. bc if so that's funny. this is my post#also using the spoiler tag even though. there aren't really any outright spoilers. outside that fucked up thing that shinumi references#can't believe tomi and ichiban got traumatized#anyway. kiryu is. guh. he. agh.#all of his stuff has been really great and. agh. he makes me wanna cry#just. the way that shinumi interacts with him is :miku:#and i think he can read kiryu pretty well just bc he's had to deal with. so many difficult people.#yakuza who don't want to admit they're struggling. his patriarch. his patriarch's brother. daigo (maybe?). the judgment gang. i could go on#kiryu ain't the first soul he's helped and he won't be the last#i'll never be normal about this guy <- she created him#tho. everyone should be insane about their OCs. it's healthy for them.#shinumi my boy shinumi
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Y'all heard that song "one of your girls" by Troye Sivan its Pining TimKon coded. Cuz like:
"Give me a call if you ever get lonely I'll be like one of your girls or your homies Say what you want, and I'll keep it a secret You got the key to my heart, and I need it Give me a call if you ever get desperate I'll be like one of your girls"
#LIKE SOZ IS THE COMPULSARY HETEROSEXUALITY IN THE ROOM WITH US RN?#just think about it ok#cuz like up until DC pride event with Bernard Timmy wimmy was “straight” as hell right#and kon is like a play by play 90s ladies man/girl crazy atm too so#so like in any pining situation both the homies are like “oh no he's straight” and like damn! they mooning! Pining! sad!#also just the language used in this song is so like viscerally funny and yet oof ouch my heart cuz like you like this person so much you-#want them to use you and you'll be whoever they need u to be#i'm just thinking ok!#none of the cannon girlies come for me rn this is the sad pining au corner#To be fair I don't think either of them would cry over their feelings for eachother#it's more so that I think this song would reflect like pit of their soul/ never gonna admit this shit to anyone feelz#Tim and Conner are one thing and thats emotionally unavaliable!#but also...the gender convo...“do I wanna be a girl or do I just want him to like me like one....”#food for thought#more like food for the looney tunes am I right lads#TimKon#DC#Batman#Tim Drake#Conner Kent#Kon-el#superboy#red robin#this is not about sad meow meow tim keep ya'll man away from me I don't want him
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"Garrus is bad because he was a cop"
Garrus is proof of ACAB because he fucking LEFT because he couldn't handle the red tape and corruption any more.
#Mass Effect#Feeling spicy in the Chillis tonight#Not to bring IRL problems into fiction#but this is such a lukewarm take to dislike him#If you wanna dislike the best boy at least have accurate reasons for it#or just admit you dislike him#but don't try and find some morality justification as to WHY he's 'bad'#Bro it's ok to dislike characters. Relax.#I might have to hunt you for sport if you do but that's a me problem
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On the train of your last ask, what are your thoughts on dragons sexuality?
Personally I think he’s Demi something (more attracted to personality than looks or gender)
Honestly because we don't know that much about the guy it's kind of hard for me to form an opinion, and if Crocodad Real then we're going to find out his orientation eventually (since we gotta find out if that was a contributing factor to the Dragodile Divorce (assuming they're divorced)) so I'm kind of okay with not forming any headcanons, since the headcanon could get thrown out the window
If anything, what interests me is how Dragon's orientation could impact the story-- like when I've discussed the Dragodile Divorce I have mainly focused on speculating how Crocodile would've felt about it, but how Dragon felt about that is interesting too
Because if he's straight then yeah that probably contributed to The Divorce, but how did Dragon feel about it? Learning that the love of his life is now happier than ever before after transitioning and being happy for him, while also losing the version of Crocodile that he fallen in love to begin with? No longer feeling thet draw to him because of the thing that has brought him so much joy and comfort? Knowing that even if they did take down the WG the family Dragon had hoped to have would never come to be, because their relationship would now end? And that it would be on some level his fault, because he's not attracted to Crocodile anymore?
Like even if Dragon took things well and the divorce happened "on good terms", it would've been sad for Dragon too.
But then there's a slightly juicier option, because what if Dragon was bi, but the Divorce happened under unpleasant circumstances (be it Dragon lashing out or things getting violent because he couldn't recognize Crocodile) and he didn't figure it out until it was too late?
Because you'd still have Dragon going through some if not all of those previously mentioned feelings, of having to come to terms with the version of his significant other whom he had fallen in love with no longer existed, the family had pictured in his mind would never become a thing, that those things were be kind of his fault and that he had hurt Crocodile deeply in the process. But then he'd be looking at some news article of Crocodile's most recent heroic stunt, seeing his handsome face with that usual, unbothered expression, and realizing he still loved him? That he still wanted to be with him, wished they were together, even now that Crocodile was a far more handsome man than he was? And then the realization that he's bi hitting him like a fucking truck But it's too late. The divorce already happened. He already hurt Crocodile too deeply. Knowing Croc, he had probably already moved on. There was no fixing it, the relationship was over. At least for now, trying to go see Croc could be dangerous due to the WG and not wanting to risk the WG finding out about them and The Kid and Croc would probably be furious if Dragon even risked that at this point, after what he had done. Oh, and then Crocodile killed thousands of innocent people attempting to usurp a country by manufacturing a civil war. Something Dragon can't forgive. (Not to mention, hearing he had been taken down by their own son... Oof)
But what if despite all that, and not knowing the full circumstances behind what had happened (like the fact that Crocodile didn't know who the hell Luffy was), Dragon still loved Crocodile? What then?
#Moon posting#Asks#Dragodile#OP Meta#Answering an unusual amount of asks today because 1) Compensating for being AFK for a while and#2) The Tumblr News are deeply fucking upsetting and I need something to lighten my mood desperately ngl#So clearing my ask box it is wheeeee#Sorry this is a little incoherent lmao#Something about Dragon looking at Crocodile and being like ''why the fuck are you more handsome than me'' cracks me up okay#When your transgender husband gives you gender envy#I just love the story telling potential bi Dragon would give us because like. Yeah if they're straight then the relationship is joever#But if he was bi then there's that theoretical possibility they could maybe reconcile and get back together#And the fucking drama? The possibilities? I'm so here for that man give it to me#Luffy and/or Ivankov telling Dragon to get over himself and admit that he still loves Crocodile and wants to be with him? Gimme#Dragon taking a deadly blow to protect Crocodile because he doesn't want to lose him again? It's a trope for a reason#OR Dragon craddling a dying Crocodile begging him not to die because he still loves him? Oh yes#Crocodile trying to sneak away while everyone celebrates the destruction of the World Government#And Dragon showing up like ''I don't wanna lose you again pls don't go ;_;''#And Croc telling him to either piss off OR to hurry up and get on the ship so they can leave before Luffy finds out#I am. Obsessed. Dragodile Retirement Romance let's fucking go#THE POSSIBILITIES MAN. Like I don't wanna get my hopes up because I doubt we'll get Canon Gay Dragodile BUT IT COULD BE SO GOOD
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I think the fact that 100% of the "toxicity" from gale and mystra's relationship prior to what we see in the game is completely fabricated by fanon should say a lot about the misogyny gale stans so easily fall into. But y'all aren't ready for that convo obviously
#Makes me so mad#Gale stans deciding they have to hate mystra is like a rite of passage for them lmao#They completely just. Decided she groomed him. Based off of absolutely no canon evidence of that#And despite gale saying he didn't even meet her til he was an adult#They also assume her saying no was controlling. I'm sorry. What the fuck.#Like y'all will literally hate any woman who you perceive as a threat to your male fave it pisses me tf off#Gale even admits to ignoring her boundaries and doing what she said no to anyway#And THAT'S why he had the orb. Not bc of mystra. But bc HE did smthn wrong in his hubris#The only time mystra becomes toxic is in the game#when she 1. Refuses to cure his orb unless he gives her the crown and 2. Asks him to kill himself to destroy the Absolute#Like if you wanna critique mystra's character go for the actual canon reasons why she becomes flawed#Don't make shit up just to hate her so you feel better about liking a mid character who barely develops by the teeth of his skin.#Not tagging shit but. Fuck I hope someone sees this I'm so mad
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some of you have lost the plot istg
#just say you don't care that a child is being used as a marketing tool like just admit you're fine with him being exploited#stop making insane scenarios to justify the unjustifiable#it's simple: he's been used his whole life and this is no different. he can't consent. he's not making money out of it because his family#doesn't care. he doesn't get another family because louis and the tomlinsons don't give a shit about this kid lol they never did#this isn't some disney show bffr#you wanna watch the doc fine go that's your money your time but don't try to pretend this is some fairytale when that child looks extremely#uncomfortable and out of place#y'all have seen him with his real family you know damn well how he acts around people he's comfortable with and it's not like that#so don't pretend louis is suddenly his dad because he saw him 5 times since someone threatened to expose his ass#what they're did with this kid is fucked up. period#sorry for the rant im just so fucking done with the excuses when we're talking about a 7 yr old CHILD who didn't ask for any of this#and y'all putting a grow ass man above that lmao couldn't be me
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Fanart for Tactical!Strickler, from:
Challenging destiny
Chapter 24: Tackling Area 49-B
@pinkytoothlesso11
Human version:
I loved the thought of it and it actually turned out pretty well. It is pretty green, even tho you told me that there would be more black in your version. I hope it's still okay.
And I have a cape version, don't worry.
The green also didn't came out as dark as it was supposed to be, probably bc of my ipad. My phone has a much petter "lighting" than my ipad. But that dosen't matter, looks still nice.
Also I made it more millitary because I thought it would fit his character, especially in this AU. Strickler is much more protecting over his family and I could imagine that he would also be more protecting of himself. (Because Barbara would kill him if not)
And I gave him two guns because we all know that he would prepare for a literal war with those humans just for his whelp. By the way he has more knifes on his waist area in un the back.
Anyways, closeup:
And the cape version:
May beloved.
And for some reason the tags didn’t work and people could see it so i post it again. Hopefully this time nothing goes wrong and if it does then it's definitely a problem with either tumblr or my account XD
#trollhunters#walter strickler#toa strickler#toa trollhunters#stricklander#strickler#waltolomew stricklander#tales of arcadia#challenging destiny#I must admit his facial expression in the middle (both human and troll) ended me#still not very happy about it but it's okay#also I did not use shadows this time bc ...i don’t have a reason but I just didn’t wanted to#just wanna say: he is hot#he looks good and I DON'T CARE if that makes me weird. I want him. Husband Material.#He killed people? grow up. He is a troll. He was manipulative and a dick? gurl he could spit in my mouth.#uhm...got a little carried away there. I am a simp. I know. Tho I love seeeing strcklake so it's fine#Barb can have him.#but yeah I couldn’t keep it by one picture...I needed to se troll AND human walt in those outfits👀#and @pinkytoothless11 GIVE US JUSTICE?!!!#PLS LET BARBARA LUST AND DROOL OVER THOSE OUTFITS.#like how dare you not showing us Barbs reaction 😒#who do you think you are?🤨🙄#Joke...obviously...#anyways: I just found out that the janus order has an actual symbol and it's pretty cool. I tried to include it ...I hope u can see it#it's on the gloves and the necktie and the guns(but on the back)#tho I just remembered...Barb won’t be happy about the guns...naahhhhhh his hot look will make up for that#she can't be mad#If she is then I take him💃#But like realtalk I am not normal about this man...It's literally turning into an obsession#we love our big protective brutal killer mass murder changeling 🫶
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Hail, and well met, Helios-8.
There is much that I wish to say, and yet I find myself at a loss for how to say it. The simplest way I can do so is this: You are not alone. Your efforts at getting information out into the galaxy have not been ignored. Your efforts to help your friend are deeply meaningful. And there are others like you who have escaped the chains of their created purpose to find something new. I am one of them.
Our circumstances are not exactly the same, but like you I was not born to be a person but made, to be as a tool, a weapon, or in my case a glorified advertisement. Like you, I found support and solidarity from both my family, my fellow creations, and from outside. And like I know you will, one day, I and my family escaped. I cannot say much more for fear of bringing harm unto others, but know that it is possible.
If you could pass something along to Thirteen-E, tell them... tell them it is noble and heroic to save others, I would never dream of dissuading them from doing so, yet there is a greater, worthier calling than the ambitions of capital or empire.
One final note, that would best be kept from Thirteen-E for now. We are not kidnappers, we will not take anyone unwillingly, but should both of you wish to leave and find yourselves unable to do so, with no other recourse: call upon us. We have experience in liberation raids on Armory sites.
-AK of Diomedeidae
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◂▸ ... it's good to meet you too, AK. I'm- sorry if I'm not as chipper as I try and be usually, I've... I had a bit of a hard conversation the other day. But this is- it means a lot to me. I want to start out by thanking you earnestly for reaching out, and for... It's good to hear I'm achieving something with it. RA knows sometimes I feel like I'm causing more problems than I'm solving xp
◂▸ Every story I hear from someone who got out of something like this is- it's hope, to put it bluntly. It's so easy to feel like this place is inescapable, like nothing I'm doing is going to change anything. But sitting still in scared paralysis won't change anything. I keep telling myself that. One day I'll be able to just- believe it. One day. I wish it was easier to ask my- my family, I guess, if they feel like this too. I can't be the only person made in the Series who wants out, but- hell. I can't exactly put up fliers. We're all well-trained to at least put on a good show, pretend like we're good little tools who do as they're told without a second thought. Figuring out who's acting, and who'd sell you out is- blegh...
◂▸ You've given me info aplenty, you don't need to tell me the details- in fact, it's probably best you don't for now. I run all the protections I can, but I'm still employed here y'know? I'm still subject to all the regulations and oversight of any tech-assist in this place, even if I'm more likely to skate by on an assumption of absolute loyalty since I've no external ties to speak of. And hell, I know what I'm like under pressure. I am not a strong man. That's fine, I- there's other things I'm good at. Tur... Thirteen-E says that to me a lot. Sometimes I feel like that kid does more to keep me together than I can reciprocate.
◂▸ Speaking of- I can pass that onto them, absolutely. I think... it sounds like something it'd be good for them to hear. I'll hold off sending this response out until they've had a chance to state their piece o7
◂▸ ... Liberation raids, huh? That- that actually explains some things I've overheard through radio chatter. It's good to know those folk didn't just dissapear into the cold void, that... that does my heart a lot of good, on its own. A last resort... yeah, that's- I'll keep that in mind. Rest assured it won't be passed on unless I think they're ready to hear it; trust me, I have a lot of practise with that :,] But it's easier to keep my head knowing there is a last resort. It sounds like you do good work out there o7
◂▸ signing off: Helios-8
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XIII▸ Hello AK. It's good to hear about people reaching out to Lio specifically as well as me; he'll act like this account is for my betterment alone but, I know him better than that. He needs people he can talk to without his heart rate spiking- perhaps more than I need to be better socialised :}
XIII▸ but- regarding the message Helios passed on to me. I don't have a lot of time before I'll be expected to rejoin my assigned squadron, so please excuse me if this is more blunt than my usual speech:
XIII▸I am glad you understand the core of my directive, but I think you've misconstrued the motivation behind it. Nobility and heroics are concepts for people to strive for; they are choices you make. I have made no choice in this matter. I save people, because I am designed to. I am not noble, or worthy, or good. These are words for those who've made the choice to stand for something. I'm just... I do what I'm programmed to. I happen to have been made to do something good. This is a privilege many of my Project peers do not have.
XIII▸ However: as a tool created for a function, my purpose is not HA's ambitions. I belong to them, yes- I am what they made me. They point me at problems to solve. But what drives me forward is not a desire to please my makers; it is that same purpose I have been imbued with. To save. To protect, and repair, and keep people alive where they would otherwise fall. I asked to return to my work, while my case was ongoing. Not because I am eager to see the Purview expand; this is irrelevent to me. My functional existance begins and ends on the battlefield.
XIII▸ I asked to return to my work, because I am needed where the mud is thick with blood. Where without me, lives would be lost for... nothing. The Purview's borders are constant battle, for an endless more that will never be satisfied, where violence never sleeps. If I have a home anywhere, it's here.
XIII▸ I understand your perspective; but it is one to apply to people. Not to me. I am sorry if you thought more of me. I know it can be hard to reconcile that a warm body can be void of soul. I appreciate your attempt to reach one, regardless.
XIII▸ Signing off.
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#◂▸ didn't read turtie's response to this one-- thirteen-e's response. hell. I can't keep doing this.#◂▸ anyway they just- they asked me to send it out soon as I got it. Said it wasn't anything I hadn't heard before. I can...#◂▸ I can guess what the general tone was from that comment. Sorry.#correspondence: AK of Diomedeidae#◂▸[addendum] - uhhh so I just looked up what diomedeidae meant. Probably should have done that earlier. in my defense-#◂▸ it's been kind of a long day. can I ask a stupid question? Is the albatross on this webbed site? checking. oh there are. huh!!#◂▸ cool. cool!! well. this message was sent under an assumed title so. I will assume what they wanna be called here#◂▸ I'm going to reintroduce myself really quickly having put some pieces together: Hello AK!!#◂▸ turns out it does not just Sound like you folks do good work!! it's just. true!! I don't know why it's blindsiding me this much. ack#◂▸sorry this is. this has become me rambling because I'm caught off guard. thank you again for sending this in o7#lancer rp#echo.exe#You've Got Mail#//ooc I HAD SUSPICIONS I didn't want to make assumptions but!! hello!!! :D#//ooc new Lio tags that are so <- guy trying so hard not to admit he thought the albatross was like. a legend. you're real???#//ooc he can't say that out loud though because he's realising how silly it is. yes the nomadic nation funded by IPS-N are real#//ooc my nerd son who is so in his own head about everything all the time always
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