#he is from roleplay . he is from minecraft roleplay

[bigboobyhalo]

the anger inside of me

[wiggly-round-worm]

I’ll be honest i HATE the way the QSMP fanbase is treating Gegg and Tallulah. Like Gegg literally just appears, bro hasn’t done a single thing and people start talking about how they want him to die 😭 ?? And Tallulah starts feeling insecure trough no fault of Gegg and the Gegg tag just EXPLODES with hate. I’m a big petty baby and i don’t like seeing /neg in the tags bro. It just kinda feels like tallulahs the golden child who can do no wrong and Geggs the scapegoat who’s blamed for everything, and i feel like people are already taking it too far

[spookierz]

part of me never left that exile

[justaprototyp3]

had a grand ol' time (gave my oc a giant fucking hammer)

[mybrainsrottingwithmcd]

My friend: So if you’re rewriting MCD and hated that Aarmau was endgame, who is Aphmau’s love interest going to be?

Me:….Love interest?

[siren--squid]

Going Through It in a way that only danvis can fix I think

[stillbreathing-aer]

the end of ep 92 of s2 has me emotional, the boys are back together :'[

[roleplaysofhelios]

[ || 🧡 Part three from the roleplay with @sollyraptor! Continued from here!]

Even though Sol seemed hellbent on his seemingly great rage on Brine, the title, "Your Highness" seemed to strike a nerve in him, but not one of anger.

How long had it been since anyone had called the Demi-Deity that? Not since... not since his first days as ruler of the night's monsters, but that was over 80,000 years ago. That title once held a sense of pride for Brine, a sense of his once iron fist and the fear he instilled in the humans of the Overworld. But the being was no longer that ruler, that killer, that inhumane monster.

Now, that title held a sting of regret he felt deep in his heart, enough to the point to make his chest ache. He almost didn't snap back to reality and hear Sol's next shout as the younger herobrine took off in a quick gait towards him. Those were definitely fighting words, but Brine also felt... hurt, in a strange way?

There wasn't time for that, though. He had a brawl to keep working on! Brine shook his head to try to keep the sting away.

The next move Brine made was quick, and he was surprised he even made his move of running towards Sol with gritted teeth, before dropping to the grass and sliding on his side. The impact would have hit Sol with great force if he didn't react as quick as he did, and Brine found himself swiftly moving from his side and back onto his feet when he reached the other side.

Brine let a soft huff escape his lips before he spoke, his voice rising to a slightly higher cry than his usual tone. "So, that's how you're going to play this? Am I going too rough on you? Than show me how hard you can hit, Sol!"

His sharp canines were bared on that last word, and he clenched his fists again, readying his stance.

[crabbri]

my roommate (who doesn’t watch the qsmp) asked me to update them on what happened today but how the FUCK am I meant to explain what’s going on here // mi compañero de cuarto (que no ve el qsmp) me pidió que los actualizara sobre lo que pasó hoy, pero ¿cómo carajo le explico lo que está pasando aquí?

[fandomandangstlover]

POV — something that’s already happened, retold from another character’s perspective

POV — something that’s already happened, retold from another character’s perspective

(kinda continuing from the previous POV i did. since that's the current project am workin' on xP)

So.. Re & De left to deal with whatever that blue thing was.

Ocean wasn't really sure what to do with what he just saw. Someone has found their village, and that someone might have been a threat. Almost immediately after Balance just left to deal with.. whatever the Copper Steve's kingdom is dealing with.

Great. That's fun. So very Fun.

Best he could do now was wait for Re & De to come back, and possibly with whatever that thing was. Not like that thing would be a problem, they've beaten a God already. He's sure they can deal with whatever was just stalking them. Probably.

.. He doesn't like that the whole time, Bally is looking at the general area the blue thing was spotted in. He tried getting her attention but she doesn't respond. With all the time he's been with Bally, she's a very energetic wolf— so with her being quiet.. it's. It's really unsettling.

He was about to go back to his little cave when he was immediately startled by a very, very loud scream. And then yelling, that he immediately recognized them belonging to Re & De.

He nervously looked at the forest that the 2 are in, seeing out of the corner of his eyes that the other Balancers seemed to have heard the screaming too, unsurprisingly. He thinks he heard Spirit ask if they should go help them.

He's sure they'll fine. Hopefully.

more Balancer POV baby let's goooo

[catzgam3rz]

HOly shit Phil joking with Tallulah about Chayanne "definitely not" being Cucurucho (because actually he is, as the admin does puppet both egg and bear) Is making me lose my mind

[discoblocks]

Genuinely so excited for Tubbo on qsmp, literally so many reasons I can’t even begin to list them all, but number one being he is going to go absolutely off the wall doing crazy create mod shit with tazercraft

[fizhle]

little bit of oc shenaniganery

[smileymoth]

scu tommy is so special to me btw. I love my son who has rabies and can't be trusted. but who is also a poor boy with every sadness in the world. but that last ones just every tommy

[xox-b1te-m3-xox]

laurance ranting at 6 am bc im sleep deprived and i love him but he's so stupid and i could talk about him for hours

season 2 laurance is a character that i personally relate to, infinitely more than the orange haired green eyed idiot that was ripped from final fantasy to be part of a minecraft roleplay series in 2015, but i'm gonna try to be as unbiased about this rambling as i possibly can

the whole of laurance's existence is. tragedy. there's not a single good thing that this man can have without something happening and ruining that. already he shows off as a character who struggles to the extremes with his self image and his worth, and i feel like this is something that's already deeply rooted in characters that are put into a guard role, some moreso than others (especially for those that feel they were built to be a human weapon)

i mean. laurance lived a relatively normal life until he fell in love with aphmau, and following her as the series protagonist just. brings misery everywhere because it serves for a story yknow, even aphmau's not immune to the curse of having every bad thing that could happen happen to her

with laurance it's a bit of a unique case, and that's not just me being biased either. it feels like he is specifically singled out for quite a few tragic events. the worst part about it really is that he's never necessarily given the time to process things, which only further serves to bring his worst traits to light. his obsessive jealousy for aphmau begins to take presedence over his friendship with garroth and it strains his relationship with aphmau herself, his want to still be human overshadows the reality that he is a shadow knight and it only proves to drag him down even further, not only making his anger issues turn from mere outbursts to sudden violence but it begins to change some of his core values. yeah accepting that he's a monster wouldn't necessarily fix him, but it's easier to do that than to live in denial and try so hard to convince yourself you're still 'normal'

the fact it took until he committed mass slaughter to finally wake up a little was already bad enough, but by then it was too late for all that and he'd already suffered enough, and he'd began a spiral that it was difficult to recover from

when tragedy comes to the other characters they're given so much more room to process their feelings, to vent and to recover. laurance doesn't get that often, and even when he does it seems like he turns it away. he feels like the kind of character who heavily bottles his emotions, and to an extent he sort of does! holding back on his romantic advances, hiding his anger because of the fear of hurting and killing others that he cares about... you get the drill.

despite a lot of that his only good trait in these moments of vulnerability is how rarely he lies; he's very open about a lot of his thoughts even if they're bad. to an extent it's admirable, but yeah he goes too far. hence the argument with garroth...

his circumstances to an extent do at the very least give some insight as to why he acted the way he did. it's not like he was a popular guy; good looking, but, he didn't really have anything. couldn't even have a parent who could stick around because he'd always lose them to tragedy. couldn't have a sister to be around because he was always in another city, and she has her own life and responsibilities so she can't always be there at the drop of a hat anymore. when he went to the irene dimension, 15 years passed by and she changed; he didn't because he only had 15 minutes.

on top of all that he can't really have the same close friend group like he once had because one of them has a family and kids to focus on, and the other he's always starting arguments and fights with over a girl they both like. really, all of them were deeply changed by the realization of just how long the were in the irene dimension for, but seeing how laurance develops later on makes me wonder just how badly it did affect him, and how little about it we probably know.

and even admist all that he has character flaws that are rooted in him being misogynistic, primarily his rivalry with garroth. when he and cadenza had their talk, where cadenza even pushed the idea that laurance deserved aphmau for all he'd done for her with no reward, he pushed it down. he was just happy to be around her, and that was enough for him. he didn't care if his feelings weren't returned, he was just glad he got to be with her at all. but during the later half of season 2, it felt like that narrative began to shift. naturally it began with lilith's introduction, and aphmau's sudden and out of nowhere pregnancy, and we saw how all that went down.

i honestly don't know why i latched onto laurance specifically, but i feel like his tragedy is... exaggerated. at the same time, i feel like how he suffers through and deals with it is very realistic, and it does touch a personal part of me that i also try to repress. my portrayal of laurance might not be entirely accurate to the canon material, but i do feel like it's at least based on canon as close as i can make it without totally projecting. his emotional outbursts are nothing new, but some were way more uncalled for than others.

at the same time, these outbursts aren't out of character nor are they entirely unwanted. they were caused by something, and whether or not he's been open about the root cause (or we've seen the root cause for ourselves) is irrelevant. i feel like laurance is one of the better examples of how your environment fucks with you. his relationships with a lot of the main cast aren't healthy. at least, they aren't anymore. his relationship with aphmau is a prime example of one such relationship.

neither side of this dynamic is healthy! granted, laurance's side is infinitely worse (as much as i hate to admit it), but neither of them were in the right all the time. they've both had to knock some sense into eachother at one point or another, but they're always prone to relapsing because it's never a constant thing. aphmau's anger issues starting to crop up is just an example of how the stress of life has been getting to her during the season, and while it's something that laurance could relate to in a lot of aspects, he's no better at controlling his own anger and emotions than her.

and i feel like there's just a lot of resentment in the main 'friend' group anyways (that being aphmau, laurance, katelyn, garroth, dante, and travis)

honestly there are not many healthy friendships or relationships in mcd lmao, and i think that mainly comes down to their circumstances more than anything; mystreet characters don't really have an excuse for their actions they're just shit people a lot of the time because it's a funny gag. in mcd the stakes are way higher, and at least you can understand how somebody turned out to be so horrible in that world.

if i ever get back to working on my own mcd rewrite i know i would love to just give laurance a happy ending in my version of the story, but his tragedy is what makes him himself. i'm not excited to have to write his misery all over again (i know i could write it way worse than jess did, as in in a 'this thing is awful to write about but it's realistic and difficult to ignore' way not 'this is just bad writing and people can assume what they want' way)

[brightest-star2]

hmm yes. I think the theories "c!Dream is obsessed with c!Tommy" and "c!Dream is working towards a higher goal" don't have to contradict. Both are equally important to the characters. c!Dream is obsessed with c!Tommy, or, to put it in better words, controlling c!Tommy because he is an anomaly in c!Dream's eyes, he throws things out of order and that means c!Dream can't possibly execute his plans with c!Tommy in the picture. So the only way to achieve whatever it is that c!Dream wants - order, peace, whatever he calls it - is to keep c!Tommy in check by using fear, keeping him contained, controlled, pulling him on his side.

c!Tommy probably thinks that c!Dream is wayy more obsessed with him than he actually is, and I can't blame him tbh. Because ultimately that's what c!Dream wants, to be feared, he wants c!Tommy's paranoia.

tldr: c!Dream is more obsessed with The Plan than he is with c!Tommy himself, but The Plan also includes removing/pacifying any disruptions to it - and that includes c!Tommy. Doesn't help that he’s a sadistic mf who grew to enjoy inflicting pain onto him, apparently

One thing I wanna say about this tweet:

That I have yet to see mentioned is that it completely disproves both the "Tommy deserved exile" idea and the "Dream did it because he cared for George" idea.

Sure, neither of those held up before either, but this truly gave it the final blow.

"c!Dream liked the feeling of power and control that c!Tommy's friends exiling him gave him" that's it. That was his motive for pushing for exile so much.

He liked the power. He liked the control. He didn't care that it was George's house that got lightly scratched. He didn't do it because Tommy's behaviour was uniquely bad and he wanted to uphold law and order. He did it because Tommy was the cool kid he wanted to have entirely under his control.

Like, I know I dunk a lot on c!Dream apologists, but no one does it like cc!Dream does it