#he doesnt try to be destructive he just does things he thinks will be cool without thinking and causes massive damage in the process

[dreamsy990]

i drew silly gijinkas of my dogs

the dogs in question

[chainsawworld]

Thinking about. Madcom:]

[candyskiez]

so important to me that ritsu is the weakest natural psychic we see outside of the awakening lab. that whether by inexperience or simply not having as much raw power (solid evidence for both but i like him not having raw power), he simply doesn’t have the same strength that the others in the main cast have! and that it’s enough, because he wanted psychic powers so he wouldn’t be afraid of ???%, and then realizes he doesn’t have to be. even at full strength, he’s not strong enough to stand against shigeo for more than a moment, but it DOESNT MATTER. bc he has enough to help people. to protect the body improvement club from getting hurt. enough to use his wits and the power he can use to hold his own, and keep up with the likes of shou and teru through his resourcefulness. how the talents he cared so little about turned into something he could be proud of! and how he did all that with basically just telekinesis and barriers, none of teru’s cool techniques or mob’s raw power! and how despite being outclassed on paper, ritsu can hold his own against serious threats! catch shou’s attention! and most importantly of all, he can help his big brother!

(sorry. sucker for characters with relatively little raw power who make up for it in other ways)

POINTS AT THIS!!!! POINTS AT THIS SO HARD!!!!

Ritsu thought for so long that the only way he could be safe was to be more dangerous than his brother. All his worth was on his physical strength as a literal trauma response, because in his mind that was the only way to be safe. But once he finds his safety he can actually exit survival mode and care about other things. Him being a weaker esper does not make him a Lesser one. Yk. Physical strength ≠ worth. People are not defined by their talents. Y'know how you talked about how for so long he was defined solely by his achievements and being normal (the lack of what he wanted, of having psychic powers), and even once he finally got powers they weren't like Mob. How much he judged the awakening lab kids for not being as strong as Mob. How much he judged himself for not being as strong as Mob. Thinking about how he tried to self destruct to make himself stronger. How people will do that with sacrificing their mental health to advance in school or work so much, that probably carried over from how he became such a good student to how he viewed training at All. How he awakened his powers from feeling horrible about himself but gained CONTROL over them by being honest with himself and letting himself feel. By being able to see the good in himself and Mob. By admitting what it is. It was trauma. They weren't monsters. They weren't enemies. They were just traumatized as fuck. And this scary part of Mob wasn't actually just something scary. This was just trauma and fucked up emotions. It wasn't about becoming stronger it was about FINALLY stopping trying to be like his brother. He stops trying to be Dangerous, he stops being a doormat, he doesn't sit still and let ???% "hurt" (I really don't believe ???% was going to hurt him, at least not on purpose, he might've accidentally hurt him though with how bad his powers were going haywire, yikes) him to snap him out of it, he takes control over his own life. He wanted agency so so bad for so long and how he gets it isn't by becoming dangerous or becoming like Mob, it's by finally reflecting on the source of all his anger and pain and feelings of helplessness and letting himself SEE his brother and do you HEAR ME. He tried to get agency with physical strength but strength wasn't what would fix the problem!!! Do you GET ME. This is so scattered sorry. I barely slept last night. But like. Do you get me.

[arckade]

hi! ive been trying to watch unstable universe but i dont think im quite understanding whats going on in it (started on spokes episode) and was wondering if youd have a way to like brefly explain it :D? It sounds very cool but i am simply very good at not understanding things but i wanna try to get into it still igwiavajabwjbsjd !!!

hope this ask finds you well and that ur having a good day! :3 !!

- clockkenn

hello!

sorry for posting this a bit late i wanted to watch the new parrot vid first 'I Survived Minecraft's Most Corrupt City' lol

its a bit difficult to explain whats going on with uu bcs

uu has 3 different povs that are vastly different from eachother that hardly intertwine with one another with the exception of the few times that it does (mostly seen in Wemmbus n Parrots pov) and current plot/storyline thats going on with a certain player

uus timeline is a bit confusing on some parts, some things arent explained and it feels like alot of important parts are just left out and it creates some pretty weird plotholes ig (though i may have missed some parts i hope someone fact checks me lol)

so i think the best way of me briefly explaining it to you is by trying to remember and briefly summarize the things i remember from ever POV lol

so uhh major spoilers for people who want to get into unstableverse (also can someone correct me if i get anything wrong lol)

also if i use duo names just assume refering to the people in those duos bcs i dont wanna constantly write their names

Spoke POV :

Ep 1 'How to Destroy the Universe' :

Spoke discovers exploits in the unstable server and tells it to Jamato, Jamato shows Spoke the exploits vault that he has, Spoke and Jamato explore the exploits to see how it works, they hide them in Builds called Wonders, using them as vaults. Things go too far for Jamatos liking, he tells Spoke to get rid of the exploits before anyone finds out, Spoke refuses to get rid of it but eventually Wemmbu finds out about it so Spoke starts planning to destroy all the Wonders using oribtal cannons, Jamato refuses to work with Spoke to create more destruction and leaves him.

Ep 2 'How I Stole 10,356,000 Duped Items'

Spoke tries to find and destroy every duped item on the server, the duped items are with Roshambo, so Spoke, alongside Mapicc go throughout the server and destroy all the vaults they could find, only to find out the ones they found were nothing of concern. They did eventually find Ros vault and not only ended up stealing the duped item but also Ros base (technically, they didnt show them stealing the base but they have it next ep so assume so)

Ep 3 'I Bankrupted Minecraft's Richest Civilization...'

Spoke and Mapicc were suspicious at how fast Ro and his army got their items, so they decided to to and inspect every farm on the server to see which farms they used. At the start of the investigation they not only meet Ashswag but the also encounter the invisible mafia. Ash tries to get closer to Spoke and says he wants to help him with the farm investigation, Mapicc doesnt trust him one bit but Spoke while wary (i think) is also completely open to him, but doesnt agree to let him help at first. As Spoke and Mapicc try to investigate the farms silly hijinks happens, farms explode, Mapicc suspects that Ash did it while Spoke trust Ash completely all the while the invisible mafia are still going after them, shit happens and Mapicc eventually snaps and leaves Spoke for trusting Ash so much, Spoke therefore ends up all the cords to Ash. Mapicc and Spoke eventually make up and find out that Ash blew up all the farms and they eventually end up on a portal splice farm where Ash reveals that he wants to continue the exploits on the server and asks Spoke to join him, Spoke refuses and Ash tries killing Mapicc using the invisible mafia, both Spoke and Mapicc end up escaping

Parrot POV :

Ep 1 'This Button Destroys The World'

Parrot finds out that Spoke (i think is Spoke atleast i dont really remember lol) is destroying all the Wonders, he finds this out from Wemmbu, who manipulates him (i think(ngl i dont remember anything from anyones first eps :P) to try and find Spoke himself. He ends up trying to find Spoke using orbital cannons he ends up failing and all the Wonders get destroyed

Ep 2 'I Uncovered Minecraft's Greatest Secret'

Parrot goes on a riddle quest that Spoke gave him that he says uncovers a great secret, this quest requires two people so he brings along Wifies (Odyssey duo ^_^). While they were doing the quests Wemmbu and Zam (Mutiny duo) go and chase after them bcs they also want to find Spoke but unlike Odyssey, Mutiny wants to kill/ban Spoke. Odyssey unfortunately lose their quest materials to Mutiny but get them back eventually and almost finish the quest. At the end of the quest they meet up Spoke, who introduces them to the last challenge, where they have to compete with eachother to not get chunkbanned off the server, Odyssey tries to make it a stalemate in which Spoke refuses so Wifies sacrifices himself so that Parrot can get the secret, only for Parrot to find out that the secret actually doesnt exist and Spoke only wanted to get revenge on Parrot (i think its bc he destroyed Spokes orbital cannon i could be wrong though) Mutiny ends up finding Parrot and Spoke and tries to kill Spoke but Spoke saves himself from getting deathbanned off the server by chunkbanning himself.

Ep 3 'I Broke Into Minecraft's Most Secure Prison'

Due to Wifies getting chunkbanned off the server Parrot and Rekrap try to get rid of the chunkban, they fail so they try to get rid of the other chunkbans that imprisoned other people to try and requite them, they ended up requiting Derapchu,Jumperwho, and Kenadian (Kenadian wasnt chunkbanned she got requited bcs shes good at prison escapes) all of them end up successfully freeing Wifies from the chunkban, at the end of the video it shows that Zam hires Clownpierce to try and kill Parrot.

Ep 4 'I Got Hunted Down by Minecraft's Deadliest Players'

Parrot is getting hunted down by Clown do he tries to do whatever he can to not get killed by him starting by getting Leowooks group consisting of Woogie, Jumper, Derapchu to try and help him, in which they halp him by hiding him in a vault to helping him train to helping him threaten Branzycraft, all of them end failing so he abandons them and flees, in which he ends up on Wemmbus Empire where he also tries to get Wemmbus help but ends up getting caught up in a war, where he confirms that Clown was hired by Zam. After this he apologizes to the Leowook group and brainstorms another plan to stop Clown. The plans end up being to threaten Clown by holding Branzy hostage, only for Clown to pull an reverse on him by threatening Wifies. Parrot after all of that runs away to the jungle to hide away from Clown but Wifies ends up finding him anyways and tries to be encouraging and reassuring towards Parrot but accidentally leads Clown to him and Clown blows up the base Parrot made so as revenge he tries to blow up Clowns base and threatens Branzys life again, Parrot meets up with Wifies, who finds out about all of that and tries to encourage Parrot to not kill Branzy, Parrot flies away, contemplating on whether or not he should kill Branzy, he ends up not doing it and challenges Clown into a duel, where he ends up just trying to kill Clown using TNT and assumes that hes dead. At the end of the episode it shows that Clown sent Odyssey on a quest to find him and other people.

Ep 5 'It's Impossible to Find this Player'

Odyssey got sent by Clown to go on a scavenger hunt not only to find him but to also find the other missing players on the server which consists of Jumper, Derapchu, Rekrap, and Kenadian, in the midst of the scavenger hunt they encounter Dev and Kier (dont know what their duo name is so im calling them Kiev). As Odyssey tries to complete the scavenger hunt Kiev tries whatever they can to stop them bcs they want whatever Odyssey was searching for, Odyssey ended up shaking them off for a while. On the Rekrap part of the quest, the encounter Wemmbu, who was blowing up Reks base for money, Odyssey ends up stopping Wemmbu, and the three of them agree to help eachother out on the situation with Kiev and Boosfer (C Crew). C Crew, in the middle of Odysseys quest steals all of theie quest items, so Odyssey along side Wemmbu try to get them back by blowing up their base, they didnt end getting them back but Clown just replaces the ones they lost. After completing the last few, they end up at the last by finally meeting up with Clown who tells them thay way to save their friends is by following him to his prison.

Ep 6 'Escaping Proton: Minecraft's Most Secure Prison'

Its a prison break episode. The prison consists of three parts, for everypart there is a pairing and for every hour those pairings gets split up and sent to the other sections. The group tries to find away to escape the prison by using various things like maps to communicate and stasis chambers to bring people outside of the prison to bring them things. In the episode we also get a failry Kenadian centric story about how ae wants to keep the prisoners here bcs ae doesnt really trust that they can deal with Clown or that they have a good plan to escape.

Ep 7 'I Built Minecraft's Safest Civilization'

Odyssey tries to make a civilization in the End, but as they started to work on the civilization, they got hunted down by Ashs invisible mafia, but in the process of running away from them, Odyssey uncovers one of the Assassins, his name is Dean. Odyssey end up taking Dean in as refuge and brings him to the civilization, they hire Horace to build the civilization, while they bring in the villagers. After the civilization is done being built, they start inviting people to the civilization, one of them being 4cvit, who questions them about the safety of the civilization theyre making, Parrot tries to reassure him, but even hes not completely sure of it (ithink). Later on they help Dean into getting out of the mafia, the succeed in this. The few days after that Parrot finds out that he cant leave the End anymore and that now hes stuck in there and suspect that the invisible mafia is responsible for this. Someway somehow C Crew particularry Boosfer ends up finding them and tries to take over the civilization, Parrot gets furious over this and challenges Boosfer on an election for the End Civilization. As Parrot shows Wifies that he cant leave the End anymore, Boosfer presumably catches them and that encourages Parrot to tell that secret to the whole civilization. After telling the civilization, he is reassured by them for wanting him as mayor. It would be a happy ending if it werent for the fact that an invisible maria hiding in the civilization according to Dean who says he saw a person, in the process of trying the single invisible mafia in the sewers, they got invaded by the other mafia members, who end up stealing the civilization, bcs they didnt want the invisible mafia getting their hands on their civilization Odyssey and Dean blow up the civilization.

Ep 8 'I Survived Minecraft's Most Corrupt City'

For some reason Parrot is in the overworld, despite the fact he was supposedly stuck in the End and i dont think that gets explained. Odyssey and Dean (Odyean) try to steal from Reddoons who caught them and forces them to pay him a couple thousand diamond blocks by mining it from MineCity, so they and other people that were already in MineCity. Parrot befriends Luigi who helps him out with covering for him. Wifies, and Dean while they steal again from Red. Odyean use the diamonds they got to help some of the others to escape, they end up helping three of them before getting basically caught and stopped by Red, who reinforces the rules by adding more rules and adding a roulette that bets with your life if you pick wrong. When the time comes and the warden, Coinmonkey has to kill one of them, which happens to be Parrot, he refuses so Parrot uses it to blackmail him to help Odyean to break into the other vaults, it almost works but didnt bcs Odyen didnt bring any shulkers, ao they decided to do it a different day, but unfortunately Red comes by again to force the poeple in MineCity and Coinmonkey to play roulette and rigs the roulette so he can kill Luigi. Filled with determination, Parrot devises a plan to take down Red, it doesnt work but he makes a bet with Red to let them go, he loses, but Red lets the peopl of MineCity go anyways with the exception of Odyean. Red takes them to Ash who try to requite them to the mafia, the refuse so Ashs assasins try to kill them but Coinmonkey saves them by activating their stasis chambers adn Odyean escapes.

Wemmbu POV

Ep 1 'Breaking Into Minecraft's Most Illegal Vault

It starts with showing you Wemmbus POV' on Spokes first episode, where he follows him and tries to get closer to him to find out his secrets, in which he does. Then it cuts to him trying to break into what is presumably Spokes Vault full of exploits, when he gets into the center of the vault, it is revealed by Spoke that it was a trap for Wemmbu, to keep him imprisoned in the Vault as his prison, it doesnt work and Wemmbu gets out, tries to chase Spoke but he disappears.

Ep 2 'It's Impossible To Catch This Player'

Mutiny team up with eachother to find and kill/ban Spoke as they try to find Spoke, people who were working with Spoke try to stop them in retaliation Mutiny decided to try and chunkban those people off the server, it worked with most if not all of them. In the middle of it Mutiny decided that they wanted to one shot Spoke and they use the mace to do that. Mutiny eventually ended up in an obsidian box that Spoke made to trap them and kill them they escape by threatening to chunkban them. Mutiny encounters Odyssey who were trying to do the Spoke quest and Mutiny threaten them to get to Spoke, unfortunately for them Odyssey escape them. Mutiny continues to chunkban Spokes people and then they split off and Wemmbu finally finds Spoke, he escapes, Mutiny get back together and they find Odyssey, they also escape. In the end they found Spoke again just before he chunkbans himself.

Ep 3 'I Created Minecraft's Greatest Civilization'

Princezam asks Wemmbu to make him a civilization for him to keep something safe, he does and he brings along Eggchan with him. Wemmbu and Eggchan (Tax duo) asks Horace to build them the civilization and he does. Shit happens like Flamefrags tries to kill Wemmbu, Parrot is being chased down by Clown and takes refuge in Wemmbus Empire, all the while Egg tries to tell Wemmbu that he doesnt trust Zam but Wemmbu still trust Zam even then. A war happens that destroys the outer parts of the Empire and Wemmbu realizes/accepts the fact that Zam may have been the one who asked Flame to kill him, when Wemmbu confronts Zam about this, he admits to it and betrays Wemmbu bcs he thought that Wemmbu might betray him and blows up the rest of the Empire.

Ep 4 'Why I Destroyed Our Minecraft Server'

Wemmbus broke af so he decided that he should blow things up for money. Tax ends up blowing Ferres base, Ros base that was stolen by Spoke and Mapicc. Wemmbu confornts Zam again, after that Manepear offers Wemmbu to betray Zam, Wemmbu is very hesitant abt this and didnt accept his offer at the moment, but Mane does lead Wemmbu to C Crew who hire him to blow up a base which turns out to be Reks base, he is stopped by Odyssey and the three of them work together to steal from C Crew, they succeed and Wemmbu ends up with a bunch of riches.

Ep 5 'I Fought Minecraft's Greatest War'

Wemmbu hires a bunch of people to blow up and destroy Zam Empire, they fail and escape. Wemmbu accept Mane offer of betraying Zam. They decide to take people hostage, it works until Zam Empire saves them and blows up Wemmbu Empire again and kidnaps Egg, Wemmbu saves him and blows up Zam Empire. Mutiny fight until they stop fighting (i forgot whysorry) and Clown shows up to take them to his prison.

Ep 6 'Can I Escape Minecraft's Largest Prison'

Mutiny get placed in a prison, Zam immediately attacks Wemmbu thinking he might kill him and pops his totem, Wemmbu escapes. Wemmbu acquires some resources and meets up with Egg when he also gets placed in the prison, they then proceed to steal a totem from Pangi when he gets dragged into the prison. Tax tries to find a way to escape while also butting heads alot with Zam and Pangi (i already used the word empire alot with a capital E so im just gonna call them Zamgi). When Zamgi tries to kill Wemmbu, Clown gives all four of them a challenge where they have to pop a totem of a person that Clowns sends, which so happens to be Ferre, they succeed and continue to find a way to escape the prison, Zamgi tries to escape via nether portal but when Pangi tries to get in he gets chunkbanned. Tax tries to get Zam to join them and help them out in escaping, he eventually agrees and they decide to make an enderpearl cannon to get out, all the while Zam is still trying to kill Wemmbu, but as he tries to kill him, Clown intercepts them again and gives them another challenge very similar to the last one but this time Ferres stronger, they succeed in using TNT minecarts to pop his totem, Ferre finds out that they have TNT minecarts when they really shouldnt have (i font think so atleast) and goes to tell Clown, who in turn decides to shove a bunch of people into the prison, Zam tries to get them to help him kill Wemmbu and succeeds with most but not all of them, one of the people who didnt accept him was Kenadian who tries to help Tax find a way to escape, xe helps Tax make the enderpearl cannon, while all of them get hunted down by Zams group, Clown finds out that theyre close to getting out and tries to stop them by getting rid of the extra people, he fails and Wemmbu escapes but Egg couldnt and he unfortunately gets left behind.

Ep 7 'How I Solved Minecraft's Largest Escape Room'

Someway somehow i dont think they explained this but Mutiny gets put in an escape room by Clown, they try to escape but fail miserably to the point that the prison maker helps them herself, they eventually escape and Wemmbu confronts Clown and asks him to tell him where Egg is, Clown refuses to tell him and asks him to give him his mace back first, he does after fighting him but Clown tells him that he really doesnt know where Egg is and leave, but not before warning Wemmbu abt possible future events.

[davekat-sucks]

This is was supposed to be a simple ask but it ended up getting long because of there being too many question and discussions but barely any answers so sorry about that.

On the topic of WhatPumpkin sometimes we all have to wonder what the fuck is going on behind the scenes, the latest news we got werent that much and it felt more of a like "Hey guys we are still alive dont forget about us" situation and it doesnt help that we cant really get any info because of how the only guy that Im atleast aware that works on it and is online is James and although I have no source because it was months ago, when beyond canon came back I remember him getting asked about Hiveswap and i dont remember if he answered it on the blog or on a reddit qna but he had said he cant really do much about it because hes just the music guy on that department and not an director or writer and he probably cannot say whats going on if hes aware of even the minimum because of NDAs and you know the situation is weird when not even the new director for post canon can do nothing about it or doesnt know what the fuck is going on over there either (i believe its more of the former).

On the same topic Hussie jumping the ship in my opinion feels like such an awful move in a moral and community sense, he hires fucked up people and ends up going through development hell and instead of trying to fix it he just runs away and gives someone else the work. He becasically invited destruction to that place by not doing background checks and shit and now everyone else but him has to suffer for it. I wonder if WhatPumpkin will close business after they finish Hiveswap (if they even manage to finish it) or if their writting quality wont be bad if they try to do Hauntswitch now.

I also sometimes wonder if Hauntswitch was made first maybe things could have been better. Think about it:

It happens on the Human World and you play as a cool kid looking troll and that could open the doors for a lot of potential to explore more about the Earth on the Homestuck universe and its conspiracy theories and also give us more video game parody mechanics.

The whole conspiracy theory Jude had that iirc had even the USA presidents connect to may be right considering the easter egg that shows some sort of cultists standing outside the mansion we see on the background and watching the events unfold.

We would get more answers for whatever the fuck those creatures that attacked the manor where.

another good dog best friend to fill the bec shaped hole in our soul <:

Exploration of what SkaiaLabs exactly does.

Overall sounding like an awesome story itself, a alien coming to earth and fighting a cult related to the presidents with a human companion. Especially considering how Dammek sounds like hes an asshole and also because of how trolls are usually violent could lead to interesting interactions.

I might be wrong and biased though but I feel like that concept could attract more outsiders than Hiveswap could ever wish to do. And hopefully thats it and that I wont waste almost an hour of my life rambling about this stuff (for my own sake because i feel like i could have spent my time better but i also need to post this somewhere and i dont use social media most of the time and when i do its usually to see fanart, memes and overall discussion of my fav franchises) but I probably will in the future.

It's cool with this ask. You brought up many good points here.

Yes, the question about Hiveswap was asked in a Q&A back in October 30th, 2023 from James Roach here (Archive ver for backup). The news about development should be something more like how Toby does with the Deltarune newsletter. Monthly, maybe do a special event ARG thing that gives insight of what's coming up, or anything like that. Though even with that, it might be probably too little too late since we are at 11 years since the Kickstarter had funded. Probably doesn't help since 2 million dollars was wasted, it's a mystery how the game is still being worked on if the original Kickstarter money that was given to them, had been used up. What is WhatPumpkin's new source of income then? Do they have a second job they aren't telling us about? Are they using part of that Patreon money from Beyond Canon since technically there are some that work within Hiveswap too like James? Then there's the fact Hussie not only wasted the money, but basically left the Kickstarter project he started in the first place. He may own it and be credited as the creator, but he won't be involved in the future Acts and Hauntswitch. I'm surprised nobody is pissed at him for scamming them out of 2 million dollars. Do people not care if the original person who hosted it left? Especially with the truth come to light thanks to Gio's research on this. I wouldn't be surprised if WhatPumpkin does shut down because they couldn't gain the sales needed after releasing Hiveswap Act 3. People will probably wonder if even buying stuff from Topatoco would help or not with HS merch like the prints slowly resurfacing. Drawing in the crowds from old and new to play the game will be tough. I wouldn't be surprised if Hauntswitch was first made in mind before Hiveswap. Dammek even had a 3D model ready too.

Likely back when it was still a 3D game, we would control briefly but then after the cutscene of them being transported to the other planet, we would then have to take control of Dammek, have him meet Jude to possibly have him find a way to help him back home, and the pair would adventure on Earth itself for the rest of the game to find out about the monsters and the cult. Dammek's paranoid nature would play off Jude's conspiracy theory pretty well as it has the two involved looking deep into the mystery. I wouldn't be surprised if something about the cult would eventually tie in to his home planet and the rebellion as a final grand twist. An idea like that sounds more interesting than some girl getting lost on an alien planet and was roped into some rebellion that she has no reason to be part of besides being concerned for a friend.

[loving-delusions]

it was just supposed to be a warm up,,, how did it end up like this lmao

also correction evil lunar wasn't the only one left in his dimension lol he mentioned having 200 something ppl still around

deets under the cut because i dont wanna take up much space rambling endlessly

basic explanation uhmm

these are the two lunars from different dimensions that got shown in the Sun and Moon Show :3

i actually have a headcannon that the people that use the star ends up having a mark of the star somewhere on their body

lunar doesnt look like he's melting in these because. unlike the currently dead eclipse we have. he actually used the star and didnt need to store all of it in his body. he has a way to keep it from overhwleming his body ((death and destruction rrraaahh))

and i also have an additional thing related to where the star is located, because i think that's where they 'change', yknow...?????

Eclipse has it on his chest, hence his change of heart

because in my little itty bitty head i think he does end up feeling bad about shit once the star has taken root on him

but his pride kinda got in the way?? and he didn't admit to his fault quick enough so he just up and died lmao, i dont know, just pretend this makes sense

Lunar has it on his head or forehead or wtv, which is like changing how he acts, in a way

he kind of loses himself, like he doesn't hold back on what he wants to do and just crosses the line on where his morals are

i mean yeah, he's one chaotic sonofabitch

but with the star he disregards almost everything just to cater to his own wants with the star just corrupting shit in his head and changing him

Sun and Moon have the mark on their hands

i dont wanna mention which hands because i forgot which of them prefers whichever hand... but it's in their preferred hands to use when writing, because ambidextrous shit

i haven't thought about these two in using the star much

but i did notice they do a lot of.. physical work?

like sun cleans the play area a shit ton, and moon tinkers with his machine and tech. both are a way for them to try and get away from their own stress, i think

i dont have much ideas for them yet but imma think of a way lmao

Earth has the mark on her back

i dont know why. i dont have much idea about her

it started as some joke abt me saying she's the sole backbone of the celestials' familial relationship but i think i just predicted that because she actually is turning out to be that

girly is breaking her back trying to fix shit

but yeah i only have the location and a vague idea/explanation why that's the location

also if the star glows behind her it would cast light on her cloudy hair and itd look like a cool lunar eclipse

(( hehe.. lunar eclipse... get it? because she's with lunar))

((and sun (which is a star)—earth—moon is the positioning of a lunar eclipse— okay that's enough))

I don't know about Monty, but it's probably in his eye or replaced one of his eyes. imagine like a messed up scar the shape of a four-pointed star

at least he wouldn't need his glasses to have stars in his eyes now lmaoo

Headmaster Lunar

named him that bc Eclipse called him that in the episode once

i see him like some (:3) character that could definitely tell you're bullshitting him and doesn't appreciate your lies Not One Bit.

he'd make sure you get the consequences for bullshitting him

that's the vibe i get

and because of the headmaster title uhmmm... think of him like the chill professor/instructor that still does what he's supposed to, as long as you're not causing major trouble, yknow?

older of the two ((between him and evil lunar))

"Evil" Lunar

would fling you to the sun for funsies

i think he's close to Headmaster Lunar's age, but still younger

this is like HM's Lunar's edgy phase where he lets out all his frustrations and just fuck all and just destroys and incinerates people

do you think he plays god in that church of his, those that pray for their survival

he also mentioned being able to create people, which means at least a few of the 200 something people are actually some of his creation..

hm :3

ALSO!!! side rant

In the episode with Evil Lunar, it's said that it should be the same dimension that Gregory went to, even the computer said so

so it's a little weird that it's different to the one Gregory saw

I have a lil theory that Sun did land in the same dimension that Gregory did, but in a different time maybe..?

which kind of ties to what i mentioned about Evil lunar seeming to be a bit younger than HM Lunar :0

Because in Evil Lunar's setting, he's still in earth i think. the nuke bomb stuff from the government is still there, meaning humanity still existed or at least majority of humanity had not been gone for a long ass time

While in HM Lunar's setting, he mentioned making a platform far from earth to escape the wither storm that's consuming stuff

And! Evil Lunar mentioned being able to create people.

But could he create machines..?

Do you think after destroying most of the earth, he got bored of destroying things and just stuck with creating and just toned down his destructiveness? He created organic life, humans, and possibly created machines as well?

What im saying is that Evil Lunar probably recreated Eclipse after his whole world destruction thing, and then we now have Headmaster Lunar's current place in the timeline.

does this make sense. am i making sense to you. do you understand the words im saying.

So yeah.

Sun met the other Lunar's younger version, while Gregory met the older one :)

[tmnt-obsessed-ace]

2012 Leo deserves to go a little apeshit

As a treat

So you remember a couple of months ago when I mentioned how 2012 Leo in the Krang Apocalypse future creates a reverse version of the Healing Hands that instead of the user using their own energy to heal it instead takes away the energy of others and give it to the user while also corrupting the user's soul?

You remember how 2012 Leo ends up in the 1987 dimension?

That deadly power was born from pure grief and pure RAGE when all three of his brothers died on the same day.

Something similar is going to happen

2012 Leo searches everywhere for his brothers, as 2012 Raph, Donnie and Rise Donnie all jumped into the portal to the prison dimension to try and save Rise Leon before they got separated in a massive flash of light and a loud explosion.

So when 2012 Leo ends up in the 1987 dimension ALONE without his brothers after everything that happened in the Riseverse...he's gonna assume that they're dead. (He doesnt have any evidence of this aside from Rise Leo's cracked katana that fell through with him, but he doesnt have any evidence proving that theu arent dead either. Logically they probably ended up in different dimensions as well but 2012 Leo is far too stressed to be thinking logically right now)

And then he sees the 1987 Technodrome in the distance and. He. LOSES. IT.

The only thought on his mind is "Dont let my brothers die in vain. Avenge them!"

He breaks into the technodrome and as soon as he locks eyes with 1987 Shredder and 1987 Krang.

God help them.

He goes absolutely feral, trying to rip and tear them and the entire Technodrome apart.

Shredder and Krang are completely outmatched and it only gets worse when 2012 Leo grabs Shredder by the throat, the rage barely contained.

And thats when it happens.

The rage reaches a peak, burning like fire under his skin. A deep hatred for the man squirming under his grip triples in size.

The fire needs fuel.

2012 Leo screams out his hatred for this man, an alternate version of monster that murdered his father a year ago, allied with an alternate version of the monster that killed his younger brothers. He feels nothing for Shredder but pure hate. Pure fury.

Pure rage.

While howling winds swirl around the pair, seemingly also screaming inside the Tehnodrome, something shoots up his veins.

Burning hot yet icy cold, zapping all through his body and growing stronger by the second. It settles around in his body like a parasite, demanding MORE MORE MORE.

The look on Shredder's face while his life force is ripped away is horrifying but god does Leo love watching that man suffer.

A lazer cuts through the storm, burning Leo's shell. He looks over at 1987 Krang, the rage growing even stronger. He drops Shredder, allowing the man to live before charging.

He moves so fast Krang cant even move before his metal body is being furiously clawed to shreds, metal swirling around in the trashed Technodrome. He grabs Krang and rips him from the remains of his mech suit, gripping him so tightly.

Just as he's about to literally tear Krang in half, the 1987 turtles come in to see one of their friends causing this much destruction.

And so begins the plan to try and calm 2012 Leo down, but he doesnt exactly WANT to calm down. He wants Krang's blood splattered all over the walls. Its a difficult thing, trying to talk down an enraged, grieving turtle that is one of your friends.

Eventually the only one that can at least get 2012 Leo to cool it with the murderous rage for a few minutes is 1987 Raph (purely because he has the same voice as 2012 Donnie and Leo would naturally calm down if he thought Donnie was here)

At least until Krang manages to escape the Technodrome in one of his backup mech suits, with the intention of getting one of his weapons to destroy 2012 Leo and or to get help for Shredder.

Yeah that doesnt go as planned because 2012 Leo follows him into the city.

Now theres a violent, furious, ninpō powered turtle in the CITY.

Thats not going to end well.

Poor 2012 Leo needs a hug

[seerofmike]

yo. not sure if ure the right person to ask but idk where else to go. i recently came back to apex and am trying to catch up w the lore except im a bit confused. i knew octane hated his dad and was working under him to fuck him over later but now he fell for his dads BS? or am i missing something? and i heard his dad isnt even his dad but his grandpa and im just confused.

also, before i took a break from apex i used to read ur cryptane fics a lot. i found u still into apex and still writing for it as well which is why im asking u. rly like ur fics, tyvm for them :) ty in advance if tumblr doesnt eat this ask.

im glad u like my fics thank you!!!

okay so, not entirely sure when you left or how much you know of the current storyline but quick recap, octane's abusive POS father does some terrorist shit and continuously ridicules him and disowns him in that one season 9 comic, then starts running for Syndicate Head Honcho in season 12 after some fuckery framing maggie for the destruction of olympus.

obviously concerned about his father who is uhhh an evil terrorist (not like maggie, the cool terrorist <3) octane tells lifeline he'll break into his father's safe to gather some info. duardo catches him, but basically like. bribes octane into 'working' for him and octane agrees because he's like teehee!!! i'm gonna screw him over!! che will be sooooooo impressed

then over the course of the quest duardo continuously praises octane and convinces him that he's doing good things by donating to the Frontier Corps. the climax of the quest is lifeline managing to break into duardo's safe while octane finds a video on his computer from a press conference where duardo seems to confess that he loves his family more than anything and that his son is very important to him.

the secret in duardo's safe is his own death certificate. lifeline wants to expose him. octane wants to wait it out and see what happens and might be a little emotionally vulnerable from the whole shebang (as is lifeline tbh cuz she likes to take the whole weight of the outlands on her shoulders), so some petty arguing ensues but it escalates until octane grabs the certificate from her and burns it. they break up as friends officially and both remark that their friendship has been dead for a long long time.

fast forward, octane apparently helps 'duardo' campaign but doesn't question him until the night of the election where he wins, and duardo announces he's taking over lifeline's organization and installing her mother as the new head. octane confronts him after the election, devastated and angry at the idea that duardo had played him. his 'father' insists he hasn't, so when octane demands to know his true identity he tells him: torres silva, his grandfather, and continues to gaslight octane into thinking he's doing it For The Family. in the epilogue, lifeline teams up with maggie to do some terrorist girl shit herself.

so the quest ends with lifeline and octane on opposite sides, and also the reveal that the video that made octane think his father actually cared about him was in fact his grandfather talking about his father LMAAAAAO

how eager / thrilled / willing he is to work with torres seems to fluctuate a little and hasn't really been explored since. on the one hand, he shows moments of anxiety about the whole situation like in this image in the newcastle teasers where the description explicitly says he's nervous about the whole thing;

and in the final chapter he seems genuinely upset and freaked out about the fact that lifeline's mom has taken over the frontier corps, who he thinks is 'not cool' (so true bestie)

he also seems to occasionally be suspicious of torres, right now when you drop in certain areas of the new map (Broken Moon), if he's alone (and notably, *only* if he's alone) he will ask himself what torres wants with the place.

on the other hand, he seems...Fine with engaging with torres still? and maybe even helps him do shitty things? it's implied in this interview between seer and lisa stone that torres paid her to pin the blame of boreas's turbulance on seer, and the way octane reacts after the interview seems to imply that either a.) he knew what torres was planning and is amused or b.) he didn't know, but regardless, was very amused by what torres did to him.

in a loading screen torres also says this (context: they are filming a PR video apologizing for the giant sea monster attacking the legends)

it's not outright confirmed octane still helps him do his political shit after campaigning with him, but it's likely. he also helped pitch boreas as a new apex map to torres with seer and still seems very engaged with him despite the bombs dropped at the end of s12. given that he helped seer pitch boreas, and questions (alone) on cleo about what torres wants with the moon, he seems to suspect something is up, but he isn't as open about it as others and seems kind of hesitant to say anything.

so. the verdict;

i get what apex was trying to do in the season 12 quest. torres DOES start love-bombing octane all of a sudden, which makes octane give literal pause like Twice because "what?? he called me son???? he's never done that before ??????" (<- transgender btw) and i think they were hoping to give the impression that octane is gaslit and manipulated into siding with torres. the narrative also acknowledges that octane's actions are Extremely selfish here and driven entirely by emotion and wanting to feel loved than any sort of logical reasoning or 'greater good' like he insists.

that being said, it really needed more time in the oven. he goes REALLY quickly from "i'm gonna trick him!! teehee!" to burning one of the very few bridges he has and possibly throwing the entire outlands into turmoil because daddy said he loved him once. then it goes very quickly again from "octane unconditionally supports his (grand)father because he is desperate for his approval" to now "octane may in fact regret this and be very suspicious of him" but the latter thing is kind of up in the air given that octane still actively works for him and seems to do a little bit of villainous shit himself.

right now, i think they are intentionally going with a rather messy narrative because like...abuse is messy. family is messy. being manipulated and gaslit and you yourself manipulating and gaslighting your friends and repeating this cycle of abuse because your abuser suddenly pretends he cares about you because he wants to USE you for political gain is a very messy story and it always would have been.

i don't think octane 100% is onboard with torres or fell entirely for his BS, but i don't think he hates him either or what he's doing. it seems like there *IS* a part of him that cares for people Other than himself, but octane's focus is kind of on Me Me Me and right now what matters to Me Me Me is the fact that HE feels loved and gets what HE wants, outlands be damned, and admitting he was wrong means that torres does not love him, and that che was right. and since he also happens to be very petty he doesn't want to admit she was right since they're fighting rn LMAO

i think the story suffers from the main problem with All of apex's storytelling which is just that there wasn't enough time to sit with what it presents but overall i think this is like. fine. almost good, even. one of the better characters arcs apex has going for it right now.

(sorry for how long this is btw i think i went off topic <////3)

(btw cryptane enjoyer. they have voicelines now. they're shite but by god do they have them)

[multiplicity-positivity]

so i have this alter who is essentially just troublemaker (tm) generally just mockingly mean to us (i cant bring myself to hate him) and usually thats fine but like do u know how i can try and make sure he doesnt try to start an argument with my parents? he has tried before and idk. like bitch werent u formed cuz them???? wouldnt u want to try n like. avoid that? dumbass /nay (directed at him)

gahhh he just has 0 sense of boundaries >_<

idk how to actually get him to have boundaries cuz he generally just does not and no one has been able to stop him

like. im fine with him ruining our sleep schedule n stuff but anything around my parents is genuine real danger so uh !!!

idk maybe if i get him to have some form of sympathy around me? he really gotta understand our situation.... idk tho i doubt i can do much but uhhm maybe? idk u dont need to answer this but if anyone has advice thats cool especially if anyone has a similar situation

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We’re glad to know you can’t bring yourself to hate this headmate - hating the members of your system could end up causing a lot of harm in the long run. Let us know if the linked post isn’t helpful for you, and we’ll try to think of some other advice, resources, or words of encouragement! Best of luck to you.

💫 Parker, 🖋 Cecil, and 🐢 Kip

[empty-blog-for-lurking]

so, lance and veronica like kuron- i think thats very fucking cool for multiple reasons- but does that extend to other members of their family? i think it would be funny if they just decided to adopt this weird fucked up guy into the family<3 though knowing your au, i have a feeling things arent that simple in this situation....

Honestly that is a good question, cause i didnt even factor in Lance's other family members. My instinct is, "obviously yeah Lance's family love strays, they'll see Kuron's pathetic little meow meow ass and bring out the adoption papers." However given the entire family is already a bit fucked up right now, i dont think that would happen immediately and also i have like 3 options.

1.Veronica doesnt say shit and is a lying liar who lies- pretty much everyone here is bad at communication and to be fair this is like a very weird ass situation to even process let alone explain, so when Veronica gets a call from her mom, she thinks back to when Lance was missing and everyone was having a really hard time and than the Galra came and then they were having even more bad time and Lance comes back and war ends and i think Lance and atleast his parents move to Altea¹ and while she wasnt around much things were fine? She guesses? And then Lance runs away and they were all having a bad time again and Christ alive Lance their parents are in their 60's their hearts cant take this anymore.

Anyway Vero remembers all this and she hears her mom asking if she found anything on Lance and she goes, "yyyuuupp in fact i actually found Lance! He's umm.....he's sleeping right now! Yup! He's definately fine! That is right! He just needs a little space and was uhhhh.....helping out a friend, he will definately call you if- When he wakes up!!! I will tell him to call you back, we are going to have a long chat anyway! Dont worry mom! He's ok :)!!!"

She'll definately tell them!! Eventually! The time is just isnt right yet!! The fact she is ready to full on "Weekend at Bernie's" this shit doesnt mean anything!! She'll figure it all out and then Lance will wake up and she'll fucking kick his ass for doing this and everything will go back to being normal!!! This will not come back to bite her in the ass and her family is Not getting Suspicious at all!!!

In this scenario Lance's family never meet or even know about Kuron. In case they do eventually find out he'll kind of go overlooked cause 1) they just found out Lance is in a coma. 2) they just found out Lance has been in a coma for a long time. 3) they just found out that Veronica knew and she lied to them! 4) they just found out that Lance is uhhhh not doing Great. Supernaturally. Kind of makes it hard to pay attention to other major elephants in the room. (This could be where Kuron can stand up for Veronica and be like "look none of you are ok! Veronica isnt ok! Lance certainly wasnt ok! And things are not ok and they have changed irreversibly and all of you are hurt! And you know what that is ok! But we all have to acknowledge that hurt!" And something else super cheezy along the lines.)

2. Veronica tells her family only like half truth- in this Vero still trying to process the situation kinda just tells her family that Lance is in a coma but not about Kuron or magical shit. So to the family Kuron is Lance and Vero's weird friend who is really all over the place but ultimately a good friend who is just trying to help and be supportive and is kind young man with good head on his shoulders 😊 (they do think he should stop with his self destructive habits like they arent going to judge but smoking isnt good for you :/). The option where Kuron is adopted the fastest. Meanwhile Kuron is kind of being crushed by guilt. Like logically he understands that Lance's condition isnt his (Kuron's) fault, but at the end Lance did drop into coma to bring him back so he does feel a bit responsible. So it's just Kuron screaming internally.

Obviously the family isnt doing great at all. But i also feel like few of them (maybe few of the siblings) saw something like this coming. It's either because Lance was very clearly not ok before he ran away and also they have gotten just so used to this bullshit that they are just numbed to it. It doesnt make it any better but man just tough times for area family.

3. Veronica tells everything- Basically Vero and Kuron tells her family everything they know. Naturally family has mixed reaction towards it. Atleast few members arent surprised that Lance went and did this for a friend. One of them is really heartbroken and angry and most definately lashed out on Kuron and i think Kuron lashes back. There are those who are a bit uncomfortable but more because they really do not get the situation cause like what do you even do? Atleast one of them is also angry at Lance for repeatedly running off and pulling this stunt and doesnt he know what everyone is going through because of him? Just all around fucking mess everyone. It's tearing the family apart.

¹ Yeah i think Lance and his mom did move to Altea. I did actually watch the last ep just skipped to it and in the ending credits he seemed to be in Altea cause of fucking course he is. It's not like he spent the whole fucking show missing Earth or the fact that him being a normal human of Earth was a fundamental part of his narrative, nooooooo he is A-ok with moving to Altea and not even to help in rebuilding the universe but to be a fucking farmer and "tell Allura's stories" or some shit, cause yup that's all his character is! And i am Definately Fine with This! Yup! Definately! Now if you'll excuse me i am going to walk into the ocean

[auspex]

5.) 12.) 24.) for Mark!

cries im realizing some of these questions arent specific enough for my autistic ass but whatever. we will have fun anyway

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How far is your OC willing to go to get what they want?

pretty far i'd say. like there are a few things he won't cross but he is cool with murdering random kindred. not humans, but kindred who he doesn't know - it helps him feel better to assume they are awful and No He Won't Address the Cognitive Dissonance that he doesnt think all kindred have to be awful because they are in the way, after all, and they are almost certainly awful, right. dsalkjfdsklf god mark.

so yeah he won't murder or hurt normal ass people, he won't go against his sire OVERTLY, and he has a soft spot for ghouls in general. Oh and gargoyles. but yeah he is becoming much more ruthless because camarilla society is ruthless :(

i was very surprised to realize it was in character for him to get some random anarch kindred murdered last session i was like oh. right. he went through horrors ig and these mfers are disrespecting him and scaring sampson. hm. yeah hed be cool w murder. sampson asked, after all <3 (sampson did ask if he could kill them lkdsajfslkj)

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Is your OC self-destructive? In what ways?

You know he does things to hurt himself long time by simply Not Thinking About and not Addressing things which can cause issues when they force themselves to be addressed... but otherwise he really is trying his best for multiple reasons. Now i think this might change soon and he may really lean into I am a Tool For Julius and nothing else. But I am hoping if that happens it is temporary.

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What is an alternative life path your OC might have gone down? How different would their life be if they'd made those decisions?

ok so i got this one more than once so im gonna answer by going far back in his past this time and then the next one more recently.

his ex in high school got beat up by police and he fled - imo validly, he couldnt have done shit, but if instead of fleeing he tried to do something it would have certainly fucked up his academics more (legal issues, maybe suspension) but also strengthened his relationship with that person. I think if he had intervened he would have become, paradoxically, perhaps, more selfish, as he developed a more general love for humanity over the course of his historical studies. doing this would have made him a bit more jaded early, and instead of caring about ppl in General would have made him care about Specific People (his ex was a lil self centered lol would have rubbed off on him). from there he could have gone down a LOT of life paths but would have never caught the attention of Julius (his sire) because he did so through his academics - so would have likely just been a human guy.

hope that makes sense. it does in my head .

[fairytalequeer]

6, 9, 10, 15, and 16! >:)

Hello My Dear DM Who Will Definitely Not Be Using Any Of This To Write Stuff In The TTRPG To Kick My Ass

thanks thank u this is going under a read more bc i KNOW it's going to be longer

6: "I've Got a Dark Alley and a Bad Idea That Says You Should Shut Your Mouth (Summer Song)" - If you could only relive one moment with your f/o forever, what would it be? What would theirs be?

im afraid im quite boring with this and i dont think there's any i would want to relive forever. everyday would be new and special and good :^))) but if there was the chance to relive by choice (be it through vivid dreams recalling it or w/e) i think The First Kiss is a good option. and other kisses. and cuddling. and laughing together. and

9: "Champagne for My Real Friends, Real Pain for My Sham Friends" - Does your f/o get along with any of your friends and family? Is there anyone notable they get along very well or poorly with?

creature doesnt have family LOL. what happens if they ever meet again is... debatable. it probably wont go super well. i like to imagine p/ardoes as a really sweet guy who wouldnt get confrontational usually. but if he ever found out what happened with creature (which creature isnt exactly open to sharing most of the time) i think he would for once be pretty pissed off and defensive/protective over creature. even if its just to yell (but magic blasts are also applicable. however considering p/ardoes's own past with destructive magic i dont imagine creature ever wanting him to hurt himself for his sake)

as for friends, they have the same shared friend group so!! they get along well obviously!! yippee!! but p/ardijn (other bestie to p/ardoes) is definitely notable. a trio friend group that CAN be survived. wow! she's very cool and supportive

10: "I Slept with Someone in Fall Out Boy and All I Got Was This Stupid Song Written About Me" - Was it love at sight for both of you or did it take time for you to develop feelings for each other?

you know how it is with that slowburn fix i need. though it IS a complicated situation since creature at least saw a vision of his true love, knows the vision was p/ardoes, and simply just pretends the vision must have been wrong or something. mostly bc he thinks love probably isnt for him. after a while of becoming Besties though that sort of thing is harder too ignore :^) i think p/ardoes is more open to the possibility than creature is (though he doesnt know what creature saw LOL) and is definitely the one to try and get closer first. if "love at first sight" can manifest as a genuine desire for friendship and an unexplained force that draws them to this other person than yea it happened. haha

15: "The Music or the Misery" - Are either of you good when it comes to expressing your feelings to each other? Do any of you struggle with it?

creature sucks at it!!!! at least at first. once a relationship is developed enough he is MUCH better at expressing feelings. but for the time being he's quite terrible

p/ardoes is better at it, obviously. not to say he wouldnt ever struggle with feelings and expressing them, he DEFINITELY does. i just think out of the two that he often has more courage to do so (again, at least at first)

16: "My Heart Is the Worst Kind of Weapon (Demo)" - What’s something either of you have regretted doing while together? Or something you’ve regretted not doing?

already answered!! so here's a quick drawing lmao

credit to the though bubble's drawing goes to YOU!!

[lexisism]

📻 , 📽️, 🎙️, 🗞️ , 🗣️ for both kavexis & verali!!

thank you for the questions ^^ this was quite fun!

📻 — the world is ending. you’ve got one last full day with your partner/s before it does. what are you doing? 

📻 w/ 🦢🏛️

. . .“Do everything I’ve been denying myself of… mostly in regards of money..” kaveh laughs softly, “I’d finally spoil Alexis how she deserves.”

“Your a lot better then me… I would probably spend it crying from all the stress of it… but I feel like I would also try to spoil him.”

“So we’re spoiling eachother then?”

“I guess so!”

📻 w/ 🦢💭

. . .Aléxios immediately starts stressing, “Oh, I have no idea…! Theres so many things we could probably do… I guess maybe spend all my money to do fun and romantic things with him?”

“How irresponsible.”

“Well what would you do, genius?”

Surprisingly Dr. Ratio takes a moment to think it over, loud silence in the room, “spend it at home with Aléxios.”

“Don’t we do that anyway? You are so boring.”

Dr. Ratio doesn’t reply to their inquiry, obviously leaving some words unsaid.

📽️ — if you had a book written about your relationship, what would the title be and why? what about a tv show? 

📽️ w/ 🦢🏛️

“I feel like if anything it might be poetry rather then a book or tv show.” Alexis answers thoughtfully. The interviewer questions further and Alexis is happy to oblige, “Well, short and sweet… I feel like just simple lovesick lines would be enough for it.”

Kaveh smiles before nodding, “I agree! There really isn’t enough past to make a meaningful story… We fell in love almost right away, not a very interesting story.”

📽️ w/ 🦢💭

“A Guide to Self-Destruction, Written by Veritas Ratio.” Dr. Ratio starts, voice slow and cool.

“Huh..?!”

“Chapter one, would be getting together with this fool.”

“HUH?!”

The interviewer sweat-drops before turning to Aléxios, “Anything from you?”

“I was going to be super romantic and say its something about our coming of age, but I don’t know if I want to go with that anymore…”

“We’ll take it anyway…”

🎙️— what’s a song you’re picking to serenade your partner/s with during karaoke? 

🎙️ w/ 🦢🏛️

. . .Kaveh smiles, his eyes soft. “Must be Love by Laufey.” he says, so sure of his answer. 

“Alexis was the one who had gotten me into her music, and this song in particular had always made me think of her. Its both romantic and sweet and I feel like its a good display of connection as well.” his smile softens ever the more the more he talks, his words dripping slowly like honey.

Alexis, suddenly looking antsy, almost ashamed (yet clearly hiding elation) mumbles into her hands, “I was going to go with Wonderwall…”

🎙️ w/ 🦢💭

. . .“Bold of you to assume I would even try.”

“You wouldn’t try to serenade me?”

“As if you need to be, you pounce on anything that breathes.” Dr. Ratio scoffs.

Aléxios immediately turns their gaze away from him, “I personally would try to serenade him with “I Hope You Die.”

“How romantic of you.”

🗞️ — quick! you’re getting put as the headline for a newspaper! what type of relationship do you want to be known as? (flirty, high school sweethearts, etc)

🗞️ w/ 🦢🏛️

. . .”We’d probably be headlined for our line of work.” Kaveh admits, Alexis instead responds more dramatically.

“Best couple in Sumeru! Revivers of romance!”

Kaveh laughs thoughtfully to her answers.

🗞️ w/ 🦢💭

. . .Dr. Ratio speaks up quick and confidently. “Geniuses, I would love for us two to be known for our study, although… in two much separate fields.”

“You think i’m a genius?”

Dr. Ratio makes a sound, one that sounds akin to a surprised grunt (he looks almost offended but still doesnt not deny!) “I wish to make no further comment on the question.”

Alexios doesn’t prode further but their smile a bit wider then her usual polite one.

🗣️ — were there any rumours about your relationship before you went public? are there any current ones still? how do you / did you deal with them? 

🗣️ w/ 🦢🏛️

. . .“Yes, unfortunately! Although we really had no… intentions to hide our relationship, people clued in a lot quicker then I had hoped, we didn’t really outwardly acknowledge it either though.”

Alexis lets out a gentle laugh, “I’m surprised people didn’t clue in the first time he got drunk around me after we got into an established relationship.”

“Wha-?! hey… Don’t bring that up here…” Kaveh barely whispers, adverting his eyes shyly.

The interviewer pipes up, “Do you want to elaborate on this for the audience?”

Kaveh immediately shuts it down, “No we’re good!”

🗣️ w/  🦢💭

. . .Dr. Ratio visibly cringes, closing his body language. “Yes, we had never even made a statement and people were gossiping like idiots.”

“Yeah actually it was quite bad… but most of the rumors came after I had made an actual statement. A heavy mix between good ones and bad ones.”

The man scoffs, “My students even, they kept asking to see them, almost like they were shocked.”

“Obviously they were, your lucky you could even strike a date with me.”

“Your lucky I even wanted to.”

[theuniverseawakens347]

You gotta be fucking kidding me. You paid ppl off to not say anything and then got Malcom and Alissa and Ian and julian and CASY to hack their accounts to take back the money put it in an account for me these last..til January and then act like nothing ever happend and I all of a sudden get married to Tristan’s and start my new life … and then basel pressed a lawsuit on her and Therese bc their accounts got drained by those dummies up there Alissa siae Malcom and Ian McDowell can ATest w Julian Harrell for crypto.. whatever day I wrote about her trying to “help me get my life together while AGAIN sending me mental warfar” and I went to the psych to talk and relieve my head …that’s the day basel called her WITH EVIDENCE and she DIDNT say anything to Howard.

And then the day I came over talking about I’m on 5 spiritual retreats they all lead to ONE PERSON ONLY AND OUR FAMILY BEING TIED TOGETHER AND KNOWING OUR SPIRITUAL TRUTH.. TRISTAN❤️❤️ ..THATS the day she then what …wanted to admit the bullshit to me but then found ways to further gas light me about what my ex’s had done and then build a case in HER HEAD why I was unfit STOOPID excetera to think neffi would come back bc Daniel said she attacked his dog and he had to put her down per Lee request …so then decided fuck I gotta build a FAKE MENTAL CASE ON CASHAY SO SHE DOESNT KNOW HER FAVORITE THING NEXT TO TRISTAN IN THE WORLD IS DEAD 🤯 bruh u gotta be so fucking for real. THIS WHAT I BEEN LIVING W?? Then put the fucking crazy rollercoaster of bullshit on me …cause what I put on the blog about AFTER THE PLAY OF 44 THANK I BRODY FOR SPEAKING THE TRUTH TO ME THRU VIDEO CLIPS OF OUR ACTUAL HISTORY… 👽tology ..hit me with a “wise words of wisdom” the VERY NEXT MORNING AFTER READING MY BLOG WHILE DOING MY HAIR …then watched law abiding citizen knowing that was going to be her truth ..and the fucking psycho nurse my truth 🤯🤯🖕🏽🙂 ..reverse that. The right ones get it .. basically admit THRU MOVIES THIS SHIT IS REAL AND IM ADVENGING MY OWN FUCKING FAMILY FOR THEIR MURDER OF MADS DESTRUCTION ON HER HANDS …and then something happened w Vivicca me admitting Tristan and I been talking TELLATHICALLY .. told her I had a message / package from him cause she was suppose to turn me over to him by then and didn’t decided to send me to Vivicca to let someone else care for me while she cleaned up her fucking mess.. but me saying me n Tristan been in communication and HOWARD backing her up saying no you had not just what ..fuel for more fuck shit to prove I’m crazy and she’s sane 🤯🙂🖕🏽 that’s retarded as fuck Lee. I CLEARLY FUCKING KNOW / KNEW. And ur FURTHER helping me prove EVERYTHING I OUT ON THIS BLOG. Alissa morris did some fuck shit to Lee garlington and wants to get back at her…they in a weird tit for tat …Alissa got her government official computer breaking into our house and Alissa did all the nudes to the White House the day vivcca and I came over to speak to her and Howard ABOUT THE INDUSTRY TRACKING / SHIT BOYFRIENDS that came by way cause Lee + Alissa fucked all of them ..so ur telling me Alissa is a miniature terrorist w Aja and they’re getting back at u w Tony .. THIS AINT TRUE AT ALL U LYING ASS SHIT. U PAID THEM OFF TO DO THAT DUMB SHIT W MALCOM AND THEY ALL TOOK PARRT AND IAN WAS THERE TO KNOW THAT U THREATENED THEM ALL W BIG MURDR CHARGES OF PAST MURDSERS .. like wtf kind sense does that make Lee . UR A REALLY WDIRD FUCKING PERSON IN THE HEAD AND UR STILK HOLDING ME HOSTAGE BC U LEGITIMATELY WANT TO KILL ME OUT OF THE FACT THt u WONT BE THE LFIRST LADY IE KAMALA HARDIS .. sorry fucking the spelling. This sooooo childish u gotta be fucking kidding me … and yall nighas say i got adult issue ain’t no fucking way this what’s been going on in ur brain and u just been keeping cool.. or this bitch real life lost her rockers when I started awakening the first day she seen me at st Francis psychward .. the condition in which I was in.. this bitch really made At herself for failing as a fucking mother when she worked sooooo hard to prove she’s a good mother .. like what was the point of the planned breakin .. that’s what happens when u don’t know pol in yo circle .. u got extra weirdo ppl around u looking for a hand out u gon say someone Ian took over and did things his way to prove I’m not fucking crazy and ur a shitty ass fucking mom because nighas been watching this blog and watching me on my fucking growth ..so u know Howard paid these ppl off to stop the fuck shit but nighas h4_eazy still did the weird shit and stole my laptop til Ian told him put it back then stole Howards.. that had child pornography on it of me as a minor .. ALISSA IR FUCKING WEIRD U TEO CONSPIRING RN W MALCOM AND NICKI HOW GO GET OUT OF THIS SHIT INSTEAD OF ADMITTING YAL ON WEIRD SHIT .. as pissed off and upset as I am w Howard rn Zfor not STANDING ..

[richardsphere]

Leverage Redemption Log: The Tower Job

Episode title reminds me of the Tarot card, representative of destruction and calamity. (Dont quote me on it, but I've been told the card represents the tower of Babel?) Which then reminds me that in episode 2, Harry's old boss mentioned a client that worked in construction and cut safety regulations and cut safety regulations. Could be this episode? --- Episode starts: Man is yelling at his employees at a construction site that they're not cutting enough corners for his liking. (I smile smugly) floors start shaking, lights are flashing (I stop smiling, but remain smugly) The building collapses, workers inside while asshat overseer hides behind a taxicab (I mourn... smugly) --- Three years later the guy still has his company, a girl is standing outside with flyers trying to tell people about how 4 workers died in the collapse. (this is not believable. The upper floors were crowded with workers, Only the boss is seen getting out and the entire thing collapsed quite completely. The death-count is unrealistically low for the incident depicted.) --- In defense of the prosecutor dropping the case, its taxmoney and the bar of evidence requires a crimescene where evidence is... preserved, and a building collapse tends to, shall we say, destroy all evidence at the scene of the crime. (basically: I dont think this is going to be a case of bribery.) Sophie, you are lying your ass of. you dont usually let your clients find you. Hardison puts feelers on the web and tracks down billionaires with shady actions, investigates further and then finally you contact the clients for a meeting to check if they might have any evidence that's been covered up/not found online. (I understand a show altering the way it shows the process for purpose of narative structure, i do not apreciate a show lying about its process)

Breanna's shocked face when she realises that, publicly available information is in fact publically available. She thinks that Hardison was hacking secret databases (and in her defense he often was) but the realisation that she just had to leave the house and ask.

"Hardison bet me I couldnt learn the language. He lost" Look Elliot, at this point you need to stop denying you like a lot of the stuff Hardison likes. (bet he also speaks whatever the LOTR elf language is called) --- Male Mark is doing breathing exercises (might be legitimately traumatised from his near-death experience at the tower he cut corners on) female mark claims there is "Nothing they could find" which meanst there is definitly something. --- Breanna asks a valid question on the audience behalf, Harry gives a valid explanation.

Glass is soundproof (ominous detail), mention of a spiral-based fire escape on the roof. (eventual exit strategy for the final heist) and a fire supression sprinkler system.

On the way out Harry meets Male!Mark, and it dawns on me we're about to do one of those "Harry didnt tell the team this is one of his old crimes" story. (this is nonsense, the team did an entire heist all about getting a list of his crimes in episode 2, so having this be a secret that takes them by suprise breaks the established facts.) --- The mark is taking meds for his trauma. (so that means its Chemical Warfare time!)

"Something you forgot to mention?" Yup we're apparently doing this... Like, why go through the effort of establishing that we've stolen his old client list to then have it suddenly take Leverage Inc by suprise? This is shoddy writership. --- Oh we're doing an "Elliot does not get art" joke... Should've been Parker (I know there was an entire episode in which trying to learn apreciation for art was a thing, but i'd rather have flanderisation of established traits then this which is entirely OOC)

Good Old "operation fomo"

Ok, Harry's sneaky contract skills are cool. And now he's being asked to help make the contract with their new funding partners... I cant believe Harry himself doesnt realise the opportunities involved there. --- Ok you just gave Parker a fainting gun. (i think this tech seems a bit stretch-y, but also the explenation makes enough sense to seem theoretically plausible)

It seems like they're trying to go for a "Harry didnt mention the wall-safe to Sophie" thing in this scene, but also he's mentioning it RIGHT NOW, in the scene that IS the planning/briefing so if they are trying it falls flat. --- Elliot is inside, the rumblepacks are in place, and the Mark has an envelope that definitly doesnt contain photoshopped evidence of him cheating on his wife. (Because his true source of power is his wife's money. Destroy the marriage and render him powerless) ---

Minor note to the mirror scene, the use of "our" in "our Mr. Wilson" feels creepy.

I guess the mention of the sound-proof windows was to justify the need to set up a controll-room on the upper floor? --- The safe's papers are workman's comp? Medical benefits for the survivors? Not a smoking gun, but also out of character. Wait is my suspicion of the number of survivors being incorrect correct? Fraudulent survivors used to pocket money from their own health insurance benefits?

The envelope is actualy feigned proof of shoddy workmanship on the new tower. Female Mark and her Financiers are in the elevator. Breanna has already hacked into the elevator back during during phase 1. Stop cheering on Elliot and stop the elevator.

Suicide fake-out before a cut-to-commercial. Honestly, as far as cliffhangers go that one is particularly shameless. --- Yes Parker, the Chute Thing is real (he would not have lied to you in that roll, as you could've just asked to see it)

Ah the classic tricked-confession. ---

[solardick]

Uh. The Vatican has its own country of 500 people.

India 1,4 billion. China 1.4 billion. Canada. 38 million.

So what came first, the chiken or the egg? It’s so odd. Create the image, influences then come to being. … how does that work?… at any rate, the card works. Works as a powerful transmuted christian image. Helpd to pull the carnivorous nature of reptiles, dinosaurs and monsters into a positive momentum. Bearing semblance to magestic creators. Fear in knowing the dangers of its rebuke. If thats not too harsh of a word. Not knowing the still pressence of what should be radiating light. Warm rays of sunshine on a cool departure. Intimidation. Engagement is perplexing.

This card placed ontop of the deck. Centerd between the two 5’s of ten. The pope raising its hand. Two fingers to the sun. Pointing up about to infinity. Save that it can replace the pope card. Breaking out a barrier. balancing the equation between sexes.

Adds definition to strength as harmony. Clashes horrendously with waites magician. Belittling the serpent as a belt to hold up his pants with. Is that its purpose? Well people back then were fucked. Thats the generation that started ww 1 and 2….

It becomes the center card of the deck layout. And the pope card doesnt lose any signicance as it is p’aced above on a spot on high. A throne. Which he is clear’y occupying.

Anyway the two infinity cards from the tarot become the parents to the serpent. Showing the emperor’s holy lineage. Ideally the devil card 15 from tarot modified to the likness of the serpent shows from what the empress is descended from.

Connected to my personalize oO death card numbering 15 connects it again to the sex. Symbolizing that wanting inrush of potency towards the creation of kin. Or to what id expect it to be in reality. Those glowing red cheeks. Mmmnn. Theres nothing more beautiful.

So i was watching some gay porn just the other day and, i felt bad for the bitch. Poor guy. So i went and jerked off to a hot russian getting banged in a sports bar toilet stall.

Well think im just going to start smoking whole cigarettes now and stop ripping them in half, so the girl has less reason to swoon over me. Hate being psychic like that. Since her nature is like that. She locks on to a small detail of something that isnt up to standard or whatever and goes obsessive. Seek and destroy based on her own delusional egotistic set. But. Everything i do is wrong and over agrandized. Its like they all pretend to be my mother. While others do the same. Its on’y a problem if its coming from me. Hows its always been. Time to eeupt. Hurt me some more. Whole other around do worse. Yup. Thats life.

Oh no i no i daid atupid. Time to start freaking the fuck out in bits of over energized destruction! « Hey mom can we” ehat! I said can we…? What?! I said can we? Ehat?! I dont understand you! Blag blah blah. Ok start beating in my face. Sorry i suggested soemthig helpful and posiitve. Oh well, guessnom never talking to you again even ifbit was a life of seath situation. You would listen anyway. Just beat on me some more. While playing to good christian. To all the girls and boys. Fuck off.

Not allowed to escape that reality by the maneuverings of other people. Im here for the sole purpose of being fucked. Laways was. There is no such thing as justice in life. Only punishment. Theres bothign to learn in life except not to try. “Shouldn’t we try to fix this family? Maybe go see a family therapist?” Oh yeah right. No one else cares. You wouldnt even send me to thearapy to save my life. Why did i try?

Your all fucken dead to me. The only differenve i dont go out of my way to fuck your lives. And gere i am 39 years later still being raped by existance. Its all its ever been. Nothing to learn. No wag to grow. Just the same bs from others. The way its alway been. I do t want to be alive anymore. All life does is fuck with me by criminal minds. Unyilnyou lose your sanity and then get fucked some more vause theres actually a good excuse this time. Hahahahahha the world Always sides with evil. There’s noyhing in life for me and theres nothing to do. Dint really have much choice in the matter, being abused into suicide.

While i spend my days serounded by the corrupt, the criminal, the degenerates, the effeminate, the violent and the brains washed gay’s. God forbid if i rather not spend soemtime with members the opposite sex or the proactive masculine.

Now excuse i have to go get high for breakfast and waste the day. Its ok. Im used to it. 25 years and counting. And excuse me if i have flair ups soemtimes. Its alot of pressure. While i wait for yhe first aid training and possibly the organization of health and saftey. After all i may need to save your fucken lives one day. Yay!

A wise serpent without a dove isn’t very gentel now is it?

What?! Sorry i capuld hear you you spoke at the same time as the crows. All i heard was “Caw! Caw! Caw!” Oh, we’re going to be partnering up? Awh…… no. Considering you’re relying on a drug dealer to drive you home everyday. And thats the guy i get paired with. Well either that of the “dipshit” as everyone calls them. Talking about gays and dildos, and sagitarian rape court case and a pimp civic under various trafgic violations whom doesnt take working seriously? Uhm. The gay guy, the criminal, or the combination of the two? Uhm, well, i lose. While i get sexually harassed by a “22” year old whith a similar sounding name as the lygbbq organization that continued suggestion i was a cocksucker after i repeatedly asked her to stop. Durring 2022… ok. Sure why not. What door number is that. The exit door number 22? What is that the fireextinguisher convineently olaced next to the males washroom? Exinguisher number what? 22? What? My ninimum credit payment is what? 22? At the same time as they pulled this shit? Ok.

Am i supposed to learn somethign here? Or is my spyche getting drastically raped by evil? What card is number 22? Nothing by the tarot. Maybe the fool. Maybe the world card. Maybe that magically missing number 22. In the typewritter its thr star card. A naked woman pooring out the spirit. The bestowment of a hope to meet the dream. Passivity to the reception from the collective.

Im not allowed to have a life free from captivity and malicious influences. Why try? I literally don’t know anything else. They’r eproba ly just framing me up to spend the second half of my life in prison.

Om now the small buzz in bottoming and i think my coffe is wearing out. Think i beed to go take a nap.

If one used the wheel. Thinking astrologically. As the twelve seasons. Then thr minor arcana would all occupy a quarter season. The four A-1’s place in the center of the circle facing out. On yhe wheel. One is traveling up. While the current is pulling down faster then one can move. Is consistent the lunar/solar cross sections with that of a serpent. While one swims agaisnt the current, one will only slow the final destination. Until one circles around the circle to the last quarter of fears and dreads, now helplessly trying to swim away from it. Creating this complex based upon repression of lies and delusions as the explanation. To the coming fate. I hate astrology. A fear. And the will to not accept whats (not really) inevitable. Give in to the lie. For when one passes that descendant point the half way. One tries to swim for that balance. Towards the 6th card of the lovers. But, its a lost cause. While one is helplessly being pulled away from it.

… the right side of the circle is comprised of the wands to swords. The left side coins to cups. The angles are A’s and each zodiac house is assigned three cards. The semi-square angle holds a conflict card. The left side of the circle is the individual. Number one. He is surrounded by life affirming cards and accomplishments hard work and discipline. And the bounty of a happy home life is where it ends. One can rise to career or descend to the self and family. Resources ideals, dreams accomplished. On the right side of the chart is all the bad. A relationship to bs. Starts with a desire to leave home. See the world have fun with friends. And where one has to pay the penalty for being alive. It’s pretty depressing. As all things tarot. Which is here shown by the split natures of white and black both cancer and Capricorn share.

Maybe since there’s already an arian plan in opperation all future arians are forced down and oppressed from any divergence. Which isnt set and bound for them to attend. Mostly its just a trophy. Good’lad heres a loolly pop. There’s only death and sorrow if you go any further. Better save it for the militant going on and beyond the capricorn point. To death and war.

So when doing a reading with the minor. Its best to see where in the zodiac it is placed and see what planets are aspecting those degrees. The self then has an added layer of information that isnt neccesarly allocated to “fate”. One then takes the major arcana and plug in the proper card to the appropriete number based on cyclic repetition. Thats what a circle is. The only problem here is that circles are only found in nature in the form of pulses. A ripple in water. The ring of a tree. Its never singular. Beyond that of the sun and the moon. Or a bubble. Circles are never still. Always in motion. Growing outward until it fades. Relying on that drop in its center.

Now the minor arcana is paired to a planet and to a major arcana. Precision grows more clear. Complexity adds reaction. And the star card always fallows the threat, and violence. Which may lead into a world of metal illnesses. As the child tries to distract it’s attention into something else, for the violence goes counter to its well being. Creating a world of delusions and retractions from the world. Adopting a passivity to action. And further reception to something more pleasing. It being a dream. These conditioned dreams based from the collective reception of information, all gets poured into the same cup. There’s no segregation, no separation. One becomes what it is being fed. A desire to do good. And a motivation to be receptive. Like i said. Theres nothign to learn in life. There’s just punishment. Fromoutsode violebce while it being twisted as an echo to be villainized by. Where the origin of the destructive acts take a place of innocence. On and on. From time memorial. Do now the next moon card comes in and the one is screaming at the world. Causing a ruckus. Howling at the moon. To be futher punished by the “good”. Or to praying to god for salvation, or getting shitfaced drunk or using other intoxicants. Which are made abundant and always is easy reach. From time memorial. Cant even be int he seclusion of solitude. Without it. Sorry mom i’m smoking my brothers pot i found hidden behind my poster. In the same room im forces to share with him. Eith this dominant pluto opposition aspect. Fun fun. And well the world as shown me profusly that im just a bitch. Nothigs changed.

What i got an attitude problem needing correction?! No thats ok. Ill a nother beating after they just jumpednon my face. Ok. Sire why not.

Hey! Ho. Stop tellign at your daughter! Your other one detaching from reality right noe becaus eof it. No! I font want to sleep woth you. You have a boyfriend. Fuck off. Stop insisting.

God dames women stop being sexually suggestive! Im trying to socialize jesus! If i wanted to see you naked id just go watch some poor they’re way hotter than you. And if that was the case. I aint no single stand. Cant sleep eoth you even if i wanted to if i don’tt know what im dicking. Kind of hard to enjoy. Maybe the lesson here , Is that i should. Hey stranger. You got a pretty mouth. Wanna fuck? Why you making it sexual for. Now im turned off.

It’s fun to play with power words like this.

God

The son the father and the Holy Ghost.

Draw out the chariot! Move!

Careful what you eat.

-I expect there to be a top qualité Asian movie involving a dove and a dragon coming out. Hopefully it won’t be toO fif.

And thé on l’y appropriate letter to assign to infinity is temperance. Letter R. Not of it directly. But as the minusculed r. Becoming EFr. But this is a new area for me. So I don’ know. The minuscule R serves quite well as temperance’s white dove wings.

DEF as mother, son and father. As the 0-5 card speaks for itself. Def., equals absolute. A definite act. From nothign. O. If one extends on this the holy ghost as the emperors foundation is balances by the empresses dragon/devil card.

As E moves into F. F moves into the equalavent of a capitalized minuscule sembling letter r. Above and beyond that, one finds a straight line. Resembling the capital i as the sun and the minusculed L of the hermit. Or as the number 1 and another journey.

I cleaned her up, coloured her in and her prettier her’d up while, she did the laundry. 14-18

Though it becomes curious when one stops and writes. BRP and again it shows symbolism in motion.

- Doesn't this card just say R. The mirrored angle for the water is neat.

Chicken and the egg and all that. Temperance. On the study of letters.