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#j is being delulu again.. ☆˚⊹#he doesn’t care if i live or die#delulu#i need him#let me live in my delusions#delusional#just girly things#hell is a teenage girl#my man my man my man#crushin hard#lana is god#lana del ray aesthetic#lana del slay#lana del rey#girl interrupted#manic pixie dream girl#girlblogging#girl interupted syndrome#girlboss fr#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#girlboss behavior#this is a girlblog#this is what makes us girls
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I would like to say that I will NOT be taking any Eurylochus slander
#like yeah i get it ody loves his family#and dont get me wrong I support Odysseus right and wrongs#but also eurylochus is NOT the monster everyone’s trying to make him out to be#‘but he opened the bag and set Poseidon after them’ SOMEONE WAS GOING TO OPEN IT#maybe him or someone else but someone would have#that’s the whole thing with how the gods play#some tasks are doable some are not#the crew needed closure#the only way to get that was to open it#and Poseidon would have caught them anyways#they would have all died#eurylochus had nothing to do with Poseidon if anything that’s on Odysseus for doxxing himself#‘oh lol he was all too willing to let his men die with circe’#SHE WAS A GODDESS. OR LIKE A GODDESS. WHATEVER#BUT HE’S NOT#HE WANTS TO GO HOME TOO.#Odysseus was the one to show him there were other ways but even that didn’t work#like with the cyclops#and the whole thing of people calling him hypocritical that he was mad at Odysseus for sacrificing their friends#it’s because up until that moment Odysseus was trying to get them ALL home#and eurylochus saw that#he saw his captain fighting for them all#he trusted him#and then all of a sudden he sees his brother throwing away the lives of their men without care#of COURSE HE DOESN’T TRUST HIM ANYMORE#epic the musical#jorge rivera herrans#odysseus#eurylochus#the thunder saga
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(anthytouga voice) why would i be compassionate to nanami ew disgusting nanami’s literally the worst nanami is a cockroach i hope she dies she’s so fucking stupid oh my god being compassionate to nanami is the worsttttttt so what if the worst things ever happen to her and it’s my fault that’s just lifeohhhhhhhhhhh oh? utena is experiencing the worst things ever and i helped? and i helped? oh well i should just kill myself. oh well i should just kill myself and save her because actually utena is Good. and stupid. but Good. unlike nanami lol nanami was born cursed to suffer haha nanami’s got that karmic punishment coming lollllll But Utena Does Not <3
#i find this ‘discrepancy’ (for want of a better word) FASCINATING#bc it’s not like anthy and touga don’t both identify with utena at times#in a manner VERY similar to their identification with nanami (‘you don’t know what i know but you feel and experience the same things’)#but with nanami. die kill maim vibes. and with utena. look at that poor kicked (noble) puppy vibes#something about utena being brought into something so obviously#when nanami has always been here. crab bucket moment idk#nanami in 32 vs utena in 39…. i think the thoughts#like why would nanami extend a hand to anthy. she wouldn’t#what’s crazy to me is she TRIES to do that w touga bc of course she does#but she realises he’s not gonna do that. and her wanting him to doesn’t outweigh her wanting to live anymore#utena reaches out to anthy bc she wants to#it’s like. nanami’s rejection of the system and in turn anthy and touga’s worldviews is that cold hard realisation one needs#perhaps more obviously touga but it impacts anthy all the same — next episode is 33!!!! hello!!!!!!!#but they still feel more or less powerless. just cogs in a machine it’s just that now they’re more aware of their own pain and others’#and touga gets left behind in this bc he’s ruined his meaningful connections with like Everyone Ever#but utena reaches out to anthy as i said before. and utena says ‘i care about you’ and it’s not for herself as much as it is for anthy#ohhhhhh i am just. i am Just#dais.txt
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”we need more morally ambiguous characters!”
you guys can’t even handle gon freeccs
#sorry. went on youtube again.#people have got to stop calling him a psychopath#first of all I’m taking that term away from people. stop using it like that.#second of all. he isn’t one.#he’s not even that morally ambiguous I’m ???????#are you looking at his whole character and the morals of the world he lives in or are you just looking#at his lowest moment when he was like. clearly traumatized?#sorry. complaining again. it’s just baffling how he can be so wildly misinterpreted#when the narrator literally spells out what’s going on a lot of the time#‘damn gon got so mad here! he’s full of hate and rage!’#‘yeah he is. and you get that a large part of it is that he’s mad at himself right? that he hates himself. right?’#‘he just wants revenge against pitou’#:/#storyrambles#‘gon doesn’t care if people die so long as it’s not his friends’ oh my god yes he does.#where are you even getting that from#‘he’s incomprehensible and that’s what makes him terrifying’ no. no he makes perfect sense. he’s scary because he’s innocent.#sigh. sorry again. May delete after. I don’t actually like complaining#random thoughts
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Aemond getting his eye or forcing Luke to give it to him, only for the wound to become infected and Luke’s bedridden and delirious and going through what will probably be a slow, agonizing death among mostly strangers in enemy territory while Aemond is just there like🧍
#love me a good ‘be careful what you wish for’ scenario ☺️#Luke doesn’t deserve this but I would hope he’d appreciate the harsh awakening for his favorite green#Aemond getting dragged deeper and deeper into a ‘this is not what I wanted this is not what I wanted’ spiral~#all culminating in a fevered Luke asking for HIM (since he’s the only familiar face) and screw the war screw his bride screw any summons#he’s not leaving that boy’s side#and yeah it could be set somewhere else/another time#but the Baratheons watching their new ally slowly fall to pieces over his own victim? priceless#from ‘I’m gonna maim this kid’ to ‘if anything happens to him I’ll kill everyone in this castle and then myself’ in like a day & a half#and if luke actually lives— poor boy has lost an eye but gained a dragon. somehow.#Aemond trying to pledge his life to him in some raw impassioned speech while Luke can barely comprehend what’s happening#‘I would die for you.’ ‘Soooo we’re cool then?’#lucemond
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the “good luck liking this character because all people get out of their arc is the surrounding satosugu” club
shoko
riko
yuta
#babbles#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#jjk spoilers#in Tags#sooo tired of how ppl treat shoko like the only person geto+gojo are important to are eachother#as if their thing wasn’t being. A Trio#like hidden inventory is not just geto and gojo. there is a whole entire third person in that friend group#riko saddens me because (pronoun hcs incoming) his arc is so so tragic and he’s such a good character and YES the impact he had#on geto+gojo emotionally is important in fact that’s the entire reason he exists as a character. but its still saddening to care about riko#and only have people talk about him in the context of his role in other people’s arcs and how his death made geto Sooo Sad and not#his death being tragic in its own right because he had an entire life to live and was a kid who up until then thought he wanted to die#(I LOVE GETO HES ONE OF MY FAVORITE CHARACTERS BUT CAN WE CARE ABOUT RIKO ON HIS OWN… pls…)#yuta here is mostly because jjk0 is just the satosugu movie to some people. But he doesn’t get this treatment As bad as the other two#(hmm shoko and riko in particular i wonder why..#obligatory I LIKE SATOSUGU I JUST THINK PEOPLE ARE ANNOYING
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Constantly torn between genuinely loving the remake timeline’s depiction of Reeve and Cait and being immensely sad that pretty much all of my favorite lines of theirs from the original were totally excised or bc of plot developments will never be said
#Reeve is never going to argue with barret about the reactor bombings. bc the immense damage wasnt avalanches fault and he knows it.#he also looks a lot more wishy washy as a result. which I’m not a big fan of admittedly#his hypocrisy is something I like in the original bc it makes sense. the damage Shinra causes is something he can turn a blind eye to#bc hes so focused on midgar’s development and improving the reactors to better the lives of the ppl who live there#the reactors blowing up and killing ppl is his direct jurisdiction and he cares a lot about the ppl in the city. and so!#avalanche frustrates him even when he knows logically speaking that they have legitimate reasons for the things they do#(like this is additional canon but not least of all bc his fucking mom lives in the city.)#starting him out as already sympathetic to avalanche robs him of like. half his arc#also he’s so much angrier in the original to me whereas in the remake he’s so sad. and both are understandable!#but I liked the anger. I liked it so much#and Cait doesn’t get to have his lovely request for the party to not forget him before he’s crushed in the temple.#bc that sacrifice mattered to that version of him even if he can be replaced!!!#I do love his extra dialogue when holding up the altar in rebirth it’s great but!!!#SIGH.#idk man I love their original depictions deeply and I feel like they got shifted into being more sympathetic but less complex. it’s a shame#still love them tho. I would kill and die for rebirth Cait#text#Reeve tuesti#Cait sith#I think about them so much and I wish ppl appreciated their original arcs more#ff7
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Everything Steve Grant Rogers knew about love was heartbreak and loss.
First it was Molly from second grade, Susan from his english class in seventh grade followed her, after that it was Michael and Jonathan from his figure drawing class.
Of course not all of them were of romantic love.
When he was told of his fathers death, that broke him a little too, It was more manageable because it happened before he was born.
And then… his mother took her last breath alone in an hospital bed, and that was the worst pain he could endure in his life, or that was he thought at the time anyway.
No.
The worst pain of his life was losing Bucky and keep losing him every damn time, no matter what he did and no matter the circumstances.
First it was losing him in the arms of pretty dames with soft voices and softer lips, then to the war when he was finally drafted.
When he knew of his status as missing, of course he got to him without a second thought of doing stupid things like wasting time for backup or approval.
It was imperative the speed of his rescue mission, Buckys life was on the line and Steve wouldn’t sacrifice him for stupid and unnecessary rules.
Without Bucky there is no Steve Rogers after all, not a sane one anyway.
The train incident made him break completely at last and he couldn’t take it anymore.
They didn’t even let him go looking for Bucky.
How dare they?
At least that way he could’ve gotten a little bit of closure, but no.
The missions were more important of course.
Of course….
When the opportunity of sinking the Valkyrie was presented to him on a silver platter, he just took it without hesitation.
At last, he could be reunited with Bucky and the endless cycle of heartbreak could end.
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Of course that wasn’t what happened, of course that couldn’t be his end.
#i cant write in this freaking app everything gets deleted#i dont have word on the ipad halp#I should be drawing or something but ugh stupid headcanons cant let me live#steve rogers#steve rogers headcanon#captain america headcanon#Peggy didn’t make the cut in this headcanon because my Steve doesn’t classify what he felt for her as love#he thought about his older crushes as love because they were a big part of his life at the time#and big horrible acts of rejection#of course Michael and Jonathan were in a relationship with him at some point#but they did cheat on him or talk shit about him with someone else#they didn’t out him#there is that at least#Steve is so tired#please give him love#also in this headcanon Pietro DOESNT DIE#because I said so#that death was stupid asf#also in this headcanon Steve doesnt end up as old steve#he doesn’t even care sbout shield and does what he wants#hes a little bit unhinged#he lost his Bucky and couldn’t die#what do you want from him#stucky#stucky headcanon#I see Steve as bi with preference on men bc HE DOESNT KNOW HOW TO TALK TO THE LADIES
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Touya wanting to die but his body stubbornly keeping him alive is so tragic
#It’s so sad :(( and I don’t think he’d want to be alive if it’s against his will#and I don’t think he’s suicidal he just doesn’t care abt himself !#and now he’s gonna be forced to live AND heal alongside his family 😭#mha#my hero academia#touya todoroki#pers#dabi#this can’t just can’t die horikoshi won’t let him go 🧍🏻♀️
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akechi’s corpseisms are so enthralling to me
#he was already so corpsey. living entirely for the sake of a goal he didn’t intend to survive#and then BOOM third semester#buddyyyyyyyyy. my mannnnnnnnnn. girlieeeeeeee.#whether he’s literally or essentially or figuratively dead he’s soooooo corpsey. get buried already girl#such a fucking death-seeking corpseeeeeeeee.#this is what i like most abt akechi n akira’s relationship in my head#what i find really fun to explore with them#akira’s in like a half-constant state of grieving a guy standing right next to him#and he’s like ‘hey can you stop dying. for a minute. please. stop reminding me you’re dead. please stop saying you can’t be saved’#and akechi’s like ‘no fuck off’#i think it’s fun when neither of them particularly want to be in this situation#akira doesn’t want to care. cause itd be easier. but cause he does care he doesn’t want akechi to die#and akechi doesn’t want to be cared about. cause it makes dying harder#and so they’re stuck feeling like shit forever <3#rambles#suicide ment#suicide mention#in the tags but yk#ough ive missed thinking about them#it’s been far too long for me to know if this is even glancingly in character but it’s at least interesting isn’t it?
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#he doesn’t care if i live or die#delulu#i need him#let me live in my delusions#j is being delulu again.. ☆˚⊹#just girly things#my man my man my man#delusional#hell is a teenage girl#crushin hard#my man <3#girlboss fr#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#girlboss behavior#got his ass#shitpost#lana del rey#manic pixie dream girl#what the what#hello kitty#i wanna kms
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Noooo…… first it’s Yuuta and Shoko, now they’re yo-yoing back around to Megumi.
#no they’re bashing megumi even more than ever now…. sometimes some characters aren’t built for all of THIS AND ITS OKAY#he’s forever traumatized bro he just lost his sister in front of his eyes and his body was the one that killed her#same situation with Gojo who took care of his sister and he from when they was toddlers and up#megumi doesn’t want to live anymore and yuuji has already tried getting through to him he’s completely broken and even if he’s saved megumi#might not ever be the same#I feel like fans keep on forgetting that these are kids going through all of this stuff that even some of the hardest adults wouldn’t be#able to handle#they bash him but a lot of these same ppl forget what happened to getou and love him unconditionally#they’d say “’well other characters have lost a lot as well and they’re still trying!’ and I just have to#restate that again; simply not every character is built like some hard boiled shounen badass jjk is not the usual shounen that a lot of#fans still refuse to see tbh like it’s kind of built different 🗿#it’s core genres are literally horror/psychological horror like no one if gonna be bouncing back like Naruto bro#and in Naruto’s case he never got to see anyone precious to him die in front of him#who knows what Naruto would’ve went through if sasuke was killed in front of him#but then again#Naruto was already a crazy ass#he vowed to kill sasuke and die with him so nvm#but megumi ISNT crazy like that that’s the difference ajsjsjsj#he’s always been one of the more rational characters amongst his peers#he’s so normal!!! everyone else is fucked up or got larger personalities than he does#maybe ppl are pissed off at the fact that megumi simply isn’t fighting back… it’s frustrating but he’s in pain bro#I don’t see him making it out alive at all either if I’m being real#Yuuji might be one of the only characters to survive at this rate I doubt Yuuta is even going to pull through after the techniques 5 min#are up either…#rambling#the point it…… as sad as it may sound all of the characters fighting so hard now are doing so because they simply have to#Sukuna is literally a calamity and these are the only characters left who will even stand any chance against such a great entity#they don’t have much of a choice man#Gojo tried to prepare his students for the future so that they’ll be strong enough to fight back anything together. not alone#Everyone is doing what they can now
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Ryan instantly shoving Laura off when she kind of falls on him after they fall down through the floor has no business being so funny lmao
#ryan shoving her off like “IM MARRIED”#he instantly just goes nope and pushes her#she obviously doesn’t care her grin is so funny too#I live for ryan and laura being the type of friends that say they hate each other and annoy each other but would die for each other#the quarry#ryan erzahler#laura kearney
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I am soooo fed up with the farmer!
Yeah, he warns me he’s going to spray, but only just before he does. Like I have to rejigger my plans at an hour’s notice. And maybe I have to do something for the animals in the middle of it.
And, even more irritating, he says “Just herbicide and fungicide. No poisons.” As if they can’t be toxic or carcinogenic because they aren’t designed to kill critters! Even if it is perfectly safe (HA!), when you have my fragile lungs anything sprayed into the air can effect me, poison or not!!!
Oh, and BTW the animals (and I) have started having a lot of trouble with cysts and growths the last few years. Decades of beasties on the farm and none of them ever had these before…NONE. It may not be connected to the farmer. Or the way the power company now sprays instead of cuts along the power lines. Or the way the highway sprays instead of mows along the road. Or the way the railroad sprays instead of cuts along their right of way. Or….
I am breathing, and likely drinking from my well, a proper soup of mystery chemicals intended to kill things! It frequently makes me sick after bit of spraying, but no one cares. It’s not meant human poison, so that means it’s “safe”. So why don’t they go spray it in their back yard too!!!!
I HATE being at the mercy of the farmer!
#my day#farming#rural living#herbicides#“it’s only roundup” he says#and I want to punch him#If only we didn’t need the money from renting out the fields#but I’m the only one living here so it doesn’t matter#if I die no one cares
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Every time I watch Sonic Prime I get blasted with embarrassment on behalf of Sonic and Nine, because I forget just how embarrassing they are about each other.
#sonic the hedgehog#nine sonic prime#miles nine prower#nine the fox#sonic prime#This also happens every time a new season comes out#I also learn new things on each rewatch#sonine#Like do you ever think about how Sonic thought this would end with him having two best friends in the whole wide world to go on adventures#with (+ Nine joining his friendgroup)#and Nine thought this would end with he and Sonic living in the Grim together (alone and isolated from other life) in a way where they#would need no one else‚ content enough to have found a home with each other?#Do you think about how the camera keeps cutting to Nine's face when both he and Sonic think Sonic's gonna die in episode 2?#Do you ever think about how HAPPY Nine was to show Sonic the grim after adding palm trees for him AND after Nine himself was like 'no life#is here and it's pretty grim. perfect'?#Do you ever think about Nine telling Dr. Don't that he doesn’t care about Sonic anymore and then 2 seconds later Nine going 'OMG SONIC👀😊'#when Sonic shows up on the cameras for a split second?#Do you ever think about Sonic almost throwing hands with Shadow because Shadow implies that Nine isn't real and doesn't actually care#about him?#They are so so so embarrassing guys
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