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Love Sick
Jimmy Darling x gn!reader
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content: sick reader, Jimmy pov, pining, gn!reader, fluffy angst, angst in the form of pining and Jimmy hating himself, it’s implied once but not stated that reader threw up, takes place pre-season 4
@authorsofghosts two Jimmy fics
day 6 of cher’s conversation hearts series
a/n: was originally gonna publish something else but i was struck down with sickness so here you go, Jimmy x male!reader either comes out later tonight or tomorrow, this was written in the span of an hour by a very sick individual so if it’s shit i’m sorry
Jimmy had been waiting since New Year to ask you to be his valentine. Sure, maybe he should’ve asked you before Valentine’s Day and really, he should’ve. But as he’d realized over the course of the last week, asking you was a lot more nerve wracking than it had any right to be.
Every time he tried, images of you laughing in his face, saying you’d never want to date a fatherless freak like him and that even further, you didn’t even want to associate with him, much less date him, filled his brain. Rationally, he knew that was an irrational and illogical series of thoughts.
You were part of the troupe- had been for years. Hell, you had practically grown up together. He could barely even remember life before you, there was no way you’d leave… right?
And he was pretty sure you were into him the same way he was into you. Saw the way you’d get flustered when your banter reached the line between friendly and flirty, the way you’d forget where you were going with a sentence if his hands came to rest on your lower back. Those were signs, right? Eve said you liked him back, Paul and his mother did too.
Hell, practically the whole camp knew he was head over heels in love with you. But you had somehow missed it. At least, he hoped you did. Because the alternative was that you knew- oh god what if you weren’t saying anything out of pity? What if you knew and were just humoring him out of pity because you knew he was lovesick over you-
Another irrational fear. Logic would tell him that you weren’t mean enough to lead him on out of pity. Not after years of friendship.
Yet despite all his anxieties, all the ‘what if?’ scenarios in his head, when Valentines Day arrived and his mother told him to stop torturing the rest of the troupe and just ask you already, the possibility of not seeing you at all was something he hadn’t even considered.
He couldn’t think of a single day since he met you that he hadn’t seen you around camp, even on days when you two argued. Fights that could go on for weeks, thanks to the both of you being stubborner than a thousand mules. But even during those lonely weeks, he’d at least seen you.
And on today of all days, a holiday you looked forward to every year? Not seeing you had a visible dampening on his spirit and everyone could tell.
By the time he was done with rehearsals- Elsa had been getting onto him for slacking and hadn’t let him leave until she was satisfied- the sun was starting to set and he still hadn’t seen you.
But when he’d made it to your trailer, he immediately knew what had happened. An old pot by your bed, the blankets half on, half off of you, and face flushed as you slept- no, not slept. He could tell when you were sleeping and this definitely wasn’t sleep.
“Shit, sweets…” He muttered, immediately getting into action.
A cool rag or two, one for your forehead, one for your neck, both had you sighing in momentary relief. A quick glance around your trailer showed the dishes from dinner the night before- he knew you, and he knew you always did them in the mornings. The fact that they hadn’t been washed meant that you likely hadn’t been feeling well since at least when you woke up.
“I’ll be right back.” Jimmy murmurs, headed over to his ma’s trailer for the recipe for her stew.
It was his go-to when he was sick and he knew you liked it too. And based on the state of your trailer, he’d assume you hadn’t eaten much today. By the time he makes it back to you, he’s got the recipe and is attempting to carry all the ingredients in his arms.
You’ve barely moved, though when he checks the rags on your head and neck, they’ve already gotten warm.
“Well damn, sweets,” Jimmy chuckles halfheartedly, concern barely masked as he rinses the rags under cool water once more before returning them to you, “And here I thought you were avoiding me.”
You shake your head at him, looking downright miserable as you rasp a quiet, “No… no not mad at you.”
“You sound pathetic, y’know that? Faker.” He teases in an attempt to get you to smile. Silently he was kicking himself for not coming to check on you sooner, he should’ve known something was up.
It gets a small smile out of you, though your eyes remain closed as you grunt an acknowledgment of his words.
“Y’know, I don’t speak grunt.” He chuckles, getting the stew started and cracking open a window. It’s so stuffy in your trailer, likely due to your fever, “But I’ll assume that means-“ He does a horrible impression of your voice, “-Thank you Jimmy Darling, you’re my hero for coming to check on me while I lay dying in my own sickness. You’re so handsome and muscley and-“
You throw a tissue at him, prompting him to make a grossed out face. As if you both haven’t seen each other in worse conditions.
“Disgusting.” He groans, “You’re lucky my ma raised me better than to abandon someone in need.” And that he loves you.
You don’t say much, but that’s fine. Jimmy’s always been able to talk enough for two. His ma had always joked about kissing the blarney when she was pregnant with him and that’s why he talked so much.
He’d long since accepted that he could only be perceived as brooding and mysterious by people who didn’t know him. You, on the other hand, knew he never shut up. There was no fooling you anymore, you knew him far too well.
Between the one sided conversation and the faint sounds of Frank Sinatra on your radio, Jimmy hoped you were feeling at least a little more comfortable.
By the time the stew is ready, he’s helping you sit up, though you have to squeeze your eyes shut for a few moments. He has to physically keep you from laying back down, knowing that the stew will help at least a little bit.
And he’s right. Though you’re by no means the picture of health, the meal seems to make you feel a little bit steadier.
“I missed Valentine’s Day.” You whisper after a while, sounding empty.
Jimmy doesn’t like that voice from you. Not at all. It makes his stomach twist and his lips twitch down.
“No you didn’t. I rescheduled it just for you- called up the President and had him issue an announcement that it’s moved to the weekend.” He says, trying to comfort you.
It’s a bit silly, but it gets a half smile out of you, so he counts it as a win.
“You just took lovesick to a whole new level.” He adds with a flash of a grin.
Another small smile from you. Another win. Fuck it.
“Can I admit something with the worst timing ever?”
You nod, so he continues before he can chicken out.
“I want you to be my Valentine. Please?” And suddenly he’s rambling, mouth moving even as his brain screams at him to shut up, “I’ve been trying to ask all week cause you mean so much to me and I’ve been planning it since January but I always panicked and put it off cause I didn’t think you’d want to be with me and I didn’t want to ruin things but-“
Your hand reaches for his, squeezing it gently. Immediately, despite his mouth hanging open, he falls silent, at a loss for words.
“Yes, I’ll be your valentine.”
He blinks. Then blinks again. Then blinks a third time for good measure.
“You will?”
Immediately, before his brain can scream of all the reasons this is a horrible idea, he leans in, only for you to lean away.
As if you can sense the legitimate shattering of his heart, you quickly speak, “No, no, Jimmy. Jimmy I’d love to kiss you. I just… I’m sick. I don’t want to get you sick, that’s all.”
Oh. Oh yeah. You’re sick. In the euphoria of you admitting to liking him back, he’d forgotten that very crucial detail.
“Oh, well if that’s all.” He’s already leaning in again.
With a quiet laugh, you push him away, “Jimmy, I don’t want to get you sick!”
“Mhmm? What’s the worst that can happen? I get sick and spend my recovery with you? You do want to kiss me, right?”
While you’re stunned into a silent nod by his incredible logic, he leans in a third time, and this time you don’t pull away.
#he definitely gets sick from it#he has zero regrets though#literally wakes up the next morning sicker then a dog#cher’s conversation hearts#conversation hearts series#american horror story#jimmy darling x reader#jimmy darling#ahs#ahs freakshow#jimmy darling fluff#jimmy darling x you
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“birthday” - Jegulus microfic - @into-the-jeggyverse - 288 words
cw: nsfw / implied sexual content
James has Regulus pressed against the bathroom door. James’ hands are on Regulus’ hips as he kisses along his jaw. Regulus’ arms are around James’ neck as he runs his fingers through his hair.
“We should get back.” Regulus mumbles as he tilts his head to give James more access to his neck.
“Okay.” James responds but makes no attempt to stop kissing.
“Sirius is going to kill us.” Regulus says, but he tightens his grip on James’ hair and whimpers as James nibbles down his neck.
“He’s not going to kill us; he’s going to be thrilled.” James says then bites down on Regulus’ collarbone. Regulus lets out a gasp that quickly turns into a moan.
“He’s going to be thrilled we had sex in his bathroom?” Regulus pulls James’ hair, bringing him back to his mouth.
“Okay, maybe not about the sex in his bathroom, but that we got back together at his birthday party.” James says after several minutes.
“He’s going to try and take credit for it somehow… He’ll end up saying something like… ‘You’re all here today because of me’… ‘This day wouldn’t even be happening if it wasn’t for me’.” Regulus mumbles between kisses.
James pauses and pulls back slightly to gaze into Regulus’ eyes as a smile grows on his face. Regulus gives him a questioning look.
“What day?” James asks with a smirk and Regulus furrows his eyebrows for a moment until he realizes what he said, what he implied. Regulus’ eyes go wide, and James’ smirk grows. After a moment Regulus just rolls his eyes.
“Stop talking about my brother and just shut up and kiss me, Potter.” Regulus says as he grips James’ hair and brings him back in for a kiss.
#i don’t know why they broke up#but they will always get back together#i love a good second chance romance#happy birthday sirius#sirius would definitely be pissed they had sex in his bathroom#but he’s sick of both of them moping#so he is thrilled they got back together#and will 100% be taking credit for it#regulus loves james#james loves regulus#jegulus#jegulus microfic#jegulus fanfiction#marauders fanfiction#regulus black#james potter#marauders#james x regulus#regulus x james#marauders era#harry potter marauders#harry potter#hp#hp marauders#dead gay wizards from the 70s#dead gay wizards#starchaser#sunseeker#jeggyverse microfic#sirius black
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Dick 'my mental stability is hanging by the rope that snapped and killed my parents' Grayson met Bruce 'emotions aren't real if you don't acknowledge them' Wayne when he was 8 years old and he never recovered.
#dick tries to have a normal day but all he gets is mixed signals from his dad and a traumatizing event (very probable)#“I miss you”#“now get out of my house”#← I'm paraphrasing but yes he's said that#I'm so sick of them one day I'll write the longest vent about them and nobody can stop me#their relationship is the definition of 'complicated'#dick grayson#nightwing#robin#bruce wayne#batman#bruce and dick#dc#dc comics
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ive been seeing a lot of mermaid zoros lately and i like him and i think that silly octopus that he let cling to him in the jaya arc should be his little-mermaid-flounder-sidekick friend
#wtf... art#these panels are so cute im gonna be sick#like he takes off the barrel and it just climbs up onto his shoulders and he just lets it chill? i should kill you. i NEED to kill you#i love when people draw him with a bunch of scars from all the shit hes dealt with over the course of the series#but i usually dont like doing the same bc i dont like being consistent nor do i like actually going back and analyzing every injury he gets#so i just wont ^_^ whered he get that from? who knows. and you can be certain that i am NOT drawing his scars the same the next time#as a Monster/non-human Biology Enthusiast his tail definitely needs to be bigger than this for Proper Mermaid Anatomy but whatever#roronoa zoro#one piece fanart#one piece zoro#zoro
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i had this in mind a few days ago while running on 2 hrs of sleep
decided to finally draw it lol
i have some more ideas in mind of them that i will hopefully get to get around drawing
#one piece#trafalgar law#monkey d. luffy#eustass kid#so the idea is like maybe they got to know each other as children cus they somehow lived in the same neighbourhood/got sent to the same#daycare right and the first day they met it seemed they already got like beef with each other#but its ok its their version of bonding :)#they definitely shit on eafch other with no hesitation#they still have their own respective groups (crews) but they just hang sometimes for no reason#like they get put in the same place at the same time. whoever is with them will be the unfortunate victim.#they still care for one another ofc just in their own roundabout way#i do still have some things i need to think about like do i still want to make law a sick boy#i mean i know i made him p pale in that drawing#cause im a sucker for whump ok#but then again waht am i making him sick with. is it gonna be chronic. is it just an unfortunate one time thing.#also if i make him to still be a sick boy theres gonna be a period in which luffys gonna be taller than him by the time theyre around#10-13 y.o. and then law just shot up like a beanstalk from 15-16. luffys gonna grieve. but its ok luffy you can be taller than him at 40#maybe#also the damn designs#law do you already have a beard by the time youre 16. it was not mentioned in the novel. i am conflicted.#also kids hair is fucking wild i almost cried drawing it#he doesnt wear lipstick in school. he does when hes hanging outside tho#luffys the most straightforward one i mean come on look at him#laws the one giving me headache cus fucker is canonically a 26 y.o man with facial hair#fanart#my art
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I get so many comments on my Tim series like “omg it’s so hilarious/unrealistic that he gets sick this often, take that boy to a doctor 🤣” and like, I get it, it seems like a lot if you read the series straight through. And part of it is simply because I enjoy writing hurt/comfort fics, so of course that’s what I’m going to gravitate towards. Gotta spark that joy, etc etc
….but like, you guys do realize that people who have medical issues tend to get more medical issues, right? It’s not like “oh he had three things wrong with him already so he’s hit his quota now and anything on top of that is absurd.” It’s more like… this is someone with overall subpar health from a history of chronic neglect, so yeah, he’s probably going to be more susceptible to illness than most people 🤷♀️
#I’m not mad or anything I promise#it just amuses me because I get so many comments like this#and I just wanna be like ‘…okay but we all have that one friend/relative though right?’#you know the one that’s always going back and forth to doctors because their body just kinda sucks at being a body#‘Tim pukes too much I’ve never puked this much in my life lol’#dude he’s got anxiety#which often manifests in nausea#so he already throws up more often than most people#meaning when he IS actually sick from an illness he’s more likely to just puke and get it over with#compared to people who rarely puke who might try to tough it out and just sit there being miserable#(which is definitely my HC for Steph btw)#(but that’s neither here nor there)#settle our bones
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rio is always headcanoned as the cool dad but like... agatha was the one who introduced nicky into her power-draining scam at only a few months old whereas rio is a pedantic rule follower
going off of their characterisations so far, i just have a really hard time picturing rio's parenting style as anything other than overprotective, fussy and coddling while agatha is not a regular mom but a cool mom™
#🤣🤣🤣🤣#agathario#agatha harkness#rio vidal#agatha all along#also agatha was raised by a demon who did everything in her power to confine and restrain her#it only makes sense for her to rebel against that in her own parenting#like YES of course you can have ice cream before dinner#cut to rio being like....... i spent THREE HOURS cooking this meal and also you will give him a tummy ache#and rio's also not human so she worries constantly about some of the silly human activities nicky and agatha get up to#*spends the next 5 hours watching nicky like a hawk to make sure he doesn't have a tummy ache*#(and if he does get a tummy ache she crashes out bc she can't heal that)#rio's such a worrier#like in episode 5 where agatha was gone for like 2 secs and she nearly crashed out#agatha's the fun parent for sure#like she's definitely phil and rio is claire#this is not a random text post blog#i also totally subscribe to the idea that rio was worried sick that agatha didn't feed nicky well enough while they were on the run#i think she constantly tried to conjure something for them but agatha knew it was from rio and didn't take it#so when she visited nicky at night she'd made sure to cook up potions to try to strengthen him up#bc she knew they weren't getting enough to eat
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sometimes I forget that my experience has been. um. not 'your experiences are not universal' vibes but more like 'your experiences are EXTREMELY atypical'
#red said#recent events have reminded me that my life has involved like. a LOT of other people's psychosis#like not in a way where i have been Beset By Terrifying Crazies bc that's not like. a thing.#but a lot of people in my life have had a lot of really severe psychotic episodes#and i FORGET sometimes. that actually that is an Unusual Amount Of Experience With Psychosis for someone who's not#for somebody who has not really personally ever had psychotic episodes (unless severe PTSD flashbacks count)#actually i tell a lie i have maybe had One psychotic episode but because it was very situational and i knew what was happening#i was able to ride it out. because i am literally only psychotic Inside Hospitals and so that's all fine#as long as i LITERALLY NEVER HAVE TO HAVE INPATIENT CARE. Very important to me to never ever ever require surgery i think.#i can handle the amount of psychosis i get from a 1-4 hour stopoff in hospital#as long as i know I'm leaving soon then i can just Cope with the fact that the walls are moving and reality is thin#ANYWAY that's not the point the point is i forget! that most ppl i know have experience of at most a handful of severe psychotic episodes#some people i know have experienced more for sure. especially if the episodes were mostly theirs.#but people really seem to expect me to be more freaked out by their symptoms of psychosis than i am#bc i don't think i really register it as frightening unless they're in actual danger or Currently Aggressing Actually At Me#like i WORRY about them bc it can super suck but it's not SHOCKING or WEIRD#there have definitely been times ive been frightened. one time i woke up in the night and my friend was standing over me with a knife#but also like he was still HIM he was just having a moment. and as soon as i got the knife off him he just came back and broke down.#and we were fine and he was safe and i learnt the valuable lesson that even when people seem like they wanna kill you they probably don't#tbf now I'm thinking about it it's honestly a tossup whether he was there to threaten or because he felt a need to guard us#like to be clear probably don't try and take a knife off someone having a psychotic break. i was 17 and it was 3am and i knew him very well#i probably did not make the smartest call but nobody got hurt is the point#anyway you know there's that kind of psychotic episode and my granny got very violently angry a few times. buuuut you know there's also#been plenty of other times I've been with somebody having an episode and it's been chill as hell.#my ex saw and heard monsters so much that eventually she just got sick of being scared. we used to watch TV with them#i would sometimes have to sit on a bit of sofa that wasn't haunted and we might not be able to watch certain things bc they didn't like it#most of the time she was hallucinating there was absolutely nothing to worry about we just had a few extra variables#honestly of everyone i know who's had psychotic episodes or schizophrenia the amount of times it's been a material risk#is like. low single figures? maybe low double if you include self harm but idk what the cause and effect is there.#idk why you would need to be frightened like 99.99% of the time it truly is usually just Oh No That Seems Distressing For You I'm Sorry
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Have you seen the theory regarding Rukia's origins? I just heard of it, and I think it'll definitely be explored in the hell arc (when/if we get it), especially because Ichika was the first person to notice the hell hollows?? And since Renji didn't see them, we can only assume this could come from Rukia? Anyway, it's mostly based on the differences in how her name is written on chapter covers compared to all the other shinigami (used nanao for comparison, but everyone else has the brush stroke writing). Kubo even mentioned this in klub outside as something intentional!
Your post mentioning hell arc reminded me of this so i wanted to ask what u think :3
yes, i've seen this!!! i haven't been able to stop thinking about it since he said that on klub, but idk if it has anything to do with what you said about ichika, though? the only reason she spotted them first seems to be because a) ichigo and renji are bickering with their backs turned to the hollows, while she's at an angle where she can see them, and b) the reason renji didn't see them/sense them seems to be because the hollows' spiritual pressure was undetectable
it's unclear what exactly rukia got up to in the years between hisana abandoning her and her meeting renji and the other boys, but it looks like she'd already been calling herself "rukia" by the time she met them, so my leading theory is that she chose that name for herself
but it's unclear how or when or why she would do this and why that name in particular. i've always been curious about this blank period in her life and how many questions about her are still unanswered (at least to me).
we also get a birthday for her, which is interesting because, as hitsugaya notes, most people in rukongai don't exactly have birthdays, since they were never born, but in the same chapter we do get rangiku and gin deciding that rangiku's birthday is the day they met, so it's possible that a lot of rukongai "birthdays" are really just days that hold significant meaning to them, so what exactly is significant about january 14th to rukia? granted, this is from her character sketch at the end of volume 1, so it's possible this is a thoughtless "error" that kubo might have made while he was still figuring out the soul society world-building but idk! these are definitely questions i have and the lack of answers frustrate/excite me. i do think kubo's telling the truth about the brush strokes being significant though because he usually owns up to things he did by accident or things he wasn't thinking too deeply about, so i do tend to believe him when he says it's intentional but WHAT does it mean, though?
#he knew bleach was ending in 2016 and i'm sure he hadn't known at the time that he was going to do the one-shot#so like. if he was sitting on this information all this while until someone asked him. does this mean he always had plans#to continue the story? and that he was going to expand rukia's origins then?#every time he's secretive/vague about something on klub it gets me excited about a new arc but also#bleach ended SO definitely that i was surprised the one-shot had a cliffhanger ending with a vague potential for more#i was so extremely sure kubo had closed the chapter on bleach way back in 2016 but the more i think about it#the more it seems like he's had plenty of ideas and plotlines he still wants to write; he just needed a break/bleach was canceled?#<- i'm not too sure about that. i never knew if it was canceled or if he chose to pull the plug bc he was sick 🤷🏽♀️#but everything about what he says makes me believe there's still so much of bleach left for us to see. it's FAR from over#i'm excited. i hope kubo keeps going until i'm like 100 years old#asks#*definitively#rukia Kuchiki
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I don't know what I love more, the fact that as rook you can make a statement in NO uncertain terms that you are NOT responsible one way or the other for the theological implications of the shit you're discovering in the 'regrets of the dread wolf' memories. not my jurisdiction. quite simply none of my business. not my chantry circus not my chantry monkeys. irrelevant to the matter at hand here we'll kill that god if we get to him he can get in line. or if the best thing about it is seeing the lone little 'lucanis approves' that pops up right after choosing it. corvid with a knife about to commit deicide keeping it real and sensibly, pragmatically, wilfully agnostic with me here in this magical lighthouse today
#we do not see it. we cannot read all of a sudden.#rye having war flashbacks to watcher conferences and firmly going 'we are *not* getting derailed by the metaphysics here folks'#rare stern moderator/dad hat moment from ingellvar lol. he's Seen Some Shit in his time (debates that raged over the multiple#and not always concurrent life times of the participants involved. ain't no academic rivalry like watcher academic rivalry#because watcher academic rivalry doesn't stop even when everyone involved is dead. and the rest of us have to live with it)#I. do not think the way I'm getting this quest is how it's meant to be experienced so I'm a bit at a loss as to how to pace it out#I've been an annoying little completionist so I have ALL the statues and could just marathon it out#but that does not feel like the best way for the story and upcoming reveals to work. hm. how to do this#I'm supposed to go fail to save weisshaupt right around now I can't be having study group with all of you rn as much of a delight as it is#rye is nominally an andrastian as mainstream nevarrans generally are but as I gather is the case with many of the watchers#what he *actually* believes in is the grand necropolis itself haha#(and the philosophy of history memory death and relationship (as well as responsibility) between the past and the present#and indeed the future that it represents. we have a duty. to what has been to what is and to what will come after us. good shit)#the nevarran/mortalitasi element just makes their lack of care or respect for chantry orthodoxy *mwha* that extra bit special#the nevarran lack of concern bordering on quiet condescending disdain for official chantry doctrine and policy my beloved#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#poor harding really is living through the most relentless 'if this is the maker testing my faith he sure be testing me' gauntlet of all tim#good news: god might be real! bad news: god might not even be a real thing but more like a magical accident or vibration or something#honestly tho. if we could get full lovecraftian incomprehensible to human conception the maker -- He is a particle and a wave style --#that's the only way I'd be cool with him or them actually answering the question of his existence. that'd be kind of sick#'yes. but no. but maybe. depends on how you define god. and exist. and he. and does.' *ingellvar sets of the METAPHYSICS!! klaxon#that's a time out folks good game but easy on the jargon and navel-gazing definition of terms next round#rye and lucanis have some slightly differing views about at what exact stage of a problem murder becomes a valid solution#('well you just kill them and then I'm the one who has to deal with the next much longer part')#but they're surprisingly kind of vibing on a lot of other stuff lol. good for them <3#oc: Ellaryen Ingellvar
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i will cashapp $10 to the first person who can name 3 real life harmful things bob bryar did without accusing him of thought crime
#wordvomit#this isnt to say the things he said or thought are good or justifiable- just to point out that he never ACTED on them in any capacity#meanwhile he is being socially prosecuted to the extent as if he has. during such an awful time for his loved ones who are the only ones#who will be exposed to all this hate. possibly including the members of mcr#i understand thinking the things he said are sick and disliking him and being uncomfortable at the discussion but.#i dont understand how you can honestly morally justify half of the stuff people have been saying- like 'he deserved it' and whatnot#without contradicting the 'thoughtcrime isnt real' sentiment i see get thrown around so often ?#isnt the Overarching issue with conservatism as a whole not the idea of . moral purity and puritanism and#'everyone. everything and every idea ontologically different from mine and my communities-#they are objectively worse and i deserve power over them as retribution for what they've done'#ie colonialism. racism. yadda yadda#these are false comparatives bc discrimination based on unchangeable factors vs backlash to opinion is vry different but i still think#the core idea of 'no one who has not enacted harm deserves harm wished on them' kinda shines through it all#and there is a semantic debate to be had about the definition of harm but in this case i am using it to mean anything more Tangible#something that has a wider influence than 'the people who read/heard it were upset and uncomfortable' yea ?#im been waffling about this a lot and why it hasnt been sitting right with me as someone who is incredibly uncomfortable with a lot of his#final statements#it just reminds me so much of my dad and what ive watched him go through#as well as other people in my community during the pandemic#i cant disconnect myself from the humanity of that. especially while condemning him for lacking humanity
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Come back home when you have some sense
You can throw your life away just not at my expense
You’re not the son I raised
#jhariah#this one just rawrrfrrr#and then uh another line thats like ‘tell me did you raise a man?’#nice#im just listening to the new album to cope with nasty sickness and feeling out of it#god this album is really good it has every emotion in there like this song for example just the part where they scream the chorus its like#hnnnghhh#hm some other moments from the album im liking a lot uhhh i love re: concerns a lot#the part where hes like reading off the complaints and then the part where hes just screaming and its like BAM BAM BAM BAAAM#sasuke is so good and the bit at the end where its like ‘i just want you to know im so so...’#like hes gonna say sorry but cant seem to say the word for whatever reason and i know nothing about sasuke#but i has to imagine the fan girlies are eating gravel over that one lol it gets me#and theres just that like spooky echoing afterwards#the intro to fire4fun goes SOOOOOOOO hard i was losing my shit its awesome#the entirety of trust ceremony is giving me big feelings but specifically that part towards the end where its all quiet and you hear#its like whistling i think? like a marching band is coming in maybe#but it also kinda sounds like nature too and idk i like got a little bit um magical at that part cuz i was driving down a big hill#and it had been raining but there was a clearing in the clouds and the sun was bright and like at this particular hill#you can just see everything like the land stretches for miles theres trees hills the river farms all that shit#and idk with the extreme stress and depression ive been feeling its hard to have these moments where life seems worth it#and its hard to really feel anything anymore or to feel in the moment but idk i was just going down that hill seeing everything and it was#very majestic so yeah that song is definitely gonna have the same effect as pin eye for me#which i must mention pin eye again its still OOOOGHH very good it came at a pretty good time for me#yeah basically this album is uhhhh whats keeping me somewhat grounded rn i recommend 👍
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Arcane x Game of Thrones crossover where Viktor is isekaied into Viserys, brother of Daenerys, Mother of Dragons, body
He wakes up on a house in Bravos with these memories that make zero sense to him but the euphoria of functioning lungs are distracting him from analyzing it to much
There is an old man there. He calls him prince. The old man is dying and the servants have a greed in their eyes that Viktor knows well, he was seen it enough on the streets of Zaun
A hunger for more after years of scraps while in the shadows of prosperity
He could fight them, poison them even. The trouble such actions may bring to him would be worth for his sole survival in the long run. But he is not alone in here.
There is a girl. Not older than a toddler.
Dany. His new sister.
The choice is easy really. So there he goes, a staff made from one of the thicker branches of the lemon tree in the front yard (he misses his cane turned staff. Even with both legs functioning, he missed the weight in his hand. And, as the undercity had shown him, having something that you could use as a range weapon was always a good thing) in the dead of the night to steal as much food and coin he can carry with him
He takes one of the fabrics with him so he can wrap it around the tiny girl that is now his responsibility. He wraps her to his back, her tiny body flush against him. Alive, close, protected.
She nuzzles closer to his neck, her tiny hands on his shoulders.
He knows her for only a day and he would destroy the world for her
When he goes back to his world (because he would find a way back) he would be taking her with him
A staff, a purse of coins, a bag with food and a toddler on his back
That’s how the first assassin sent by King Robert finds them
That’s the last thing said assassin sees before the young prince stabs him, hits him in the head with the staff and drops him in the river
Viktor grew up in Zaun. An assassin had to do way better than that if they wanted to off him. Especially because he was fighting for someone besides himself
For himself ? He would survive.
For Dany? He would thrive!
#game of thrones#arcane#viktor arcane#daenerys targaryen#viserys iii targaryen#Viserys brother of Daenerys#in this reality they just straight up steal the eggs from Ilirio#are you really going to look me in the eye and tell me that Viktor would sell his 13 year old sister for an army???#for a throne that he doesn’t give a shit about???#the streets of Essos know the him as the Ruthless Prince#he will bite you#Vikserys to Robert: you think you funny? I’m about to be hilarious *invents gun powder and fire arms*#No one knows what the fuck guns are so they all think that Prince Viserys can kill a man by pointing his fingers at a man and he will die#Dany: brother I want to change the world for the better as queen#Vikserys: sick take this *hands her a gun*#Robert is shitting himself back in Westeros because a prince that kills all his assassins in increasingly looney tunes ways#is a demon he was not ready for#NOW there surely is more loyalist because they could get behind such resourceful ruler#especially after he made a fortune with his inventions for the betterment of the life in Essos#too bad he doesn’t want no crown#Dany is the one he is backing for the throne. Him? if he doesn’t find a way back he will find a little run the castle and live there#inventing#dating hot smiths that don’t remind him of Jayce AT ALL WHO SAID THAT#they find an egg that clearly a dragon egg but is definitely smaller than Dany’s#this is how Rio can still live#so dany has three full dragons and Vik has one purple axolotle that he loves very much and takes naps on#Dany loves her weird hermit feral gay brother#she will cut a bitch that disrespects him#She calls him V
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boy in silly sitting positions compilation
#cats#I especially like the last one where he just has one single paw poking out of that box for some reason lol#I still have costumes to post and like a billion other things.... grr... constantly failing at staying active on social media aughh#I think because currently my Main Focus is on trying to get my game done and stuff.. which basically just means sitting and writing all day#so there's not much to post about. Though I know the Good At Social Media thing to do would be to post about the#writing and share progress and talk about the game and characters or whatever to try to build interest or something but that is SOOO weird#to me.. I could maybe get it if it was like a tiny tiny discord groupchat of playtesters with like 5 people in#it.. But something about talking openly about things before they happen is weird to me?? Like presumptuous feeling or something#''oooo guess whats gonna happen LATER!!!'' like.. how do you know.. what if it doesnt. what if you dont finish it. what if its not the way#you think it's going to be. what if something changes. etc. Like I literally avoid movie trailers and game trailers for the same reason ghj#Even if it's not ME doing it it just feels... weird.. Maybe it has to do with my OCD and how I just don't like talking about ''future''#things in Certain Terms. Like if I was going to say ''Oh yeah sure. come over to my house in a few months''. I would have to follow it up#with like ''HOPEFULLY you can come over to my house in a few months'' or 'They'll come over in a few months MOST LIKELY''. Because just#stating that something will happen matter of factly takes for granted like.. what if somehting horrible happens and I DONT have a house#in a few months? or what if something bad happens to me. or to the person coming over? I can't ever DEFINITELY say with 100% certainty#that one could ACTUALLY come to my house in a few months. anything could change. So I have to allot for that in my phrasing. hbjjkn#There are a lot of situations where you're expected to just Assume Things but for some reason that bothers me. My brain literally does not#even Assume the most basic things.. like how do *I* know that just because it's someones birthday that they want to be wished a happy#birthday? what if they dont? everyone is different and has different preferences. I should check with them first. or wait until they public#ly announce that theyre accepting birthday wishes. I have to allot for all 5034859069 rare possibilities at any given time and never take#anything for certain. etc. ghjbjhbh.... ANYWAY.. I have been feeling a bit sick lately as usual.. but still slowly making progress on some#things. Moslty I need to edit costume photos. make sculptures. and work on the game. Going back reading some of the old writing from like#2018 and suprisingly I don't have to change that much of it? In fact I like it mostly. so that's good. I would be very interested if I were#playing the game myself. Though that doesnt mean much since my tastes are so niche lol..#Still really want to clear some of my million tumblr drafts as well... alas and aughh and ooughh and so on and so forth. Between all of my#evil appointments other such things...why cant I have one billion dollar to retire into relaxed hermit artist life of no stressors.. bleas
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THE BEST OF PRIORITY: EARTH (PART 1 - REVAMPED)
Ft. Staff Cmdr. Sophie Oliveira-Shepard Alenko-Oliveira, Cpt. Arno Delacroix, and Zaeed Massani-Shepard MIRA'S MORE CANON ME3 "Shadow Broker resources? Yeah, they might be good for a lot of shit, Dove. Convincing the brass to get off their asses and do something about the Reapers? Not one of them. Think that one might be up to you, this time. Entertaining diction and goddamn fucking all." Mass Effect 3: Legendary Edition (2021)
#mira makes gifs ✨#sophie shepard#arno delacroix#zaeed massani#mass effect#mass effect 3#dailygaming#TBO:ME3#MORECANONMASSEFFECT#heyyyyy do you guys remember when i used to make those big fucking gif sets of the me3 missions? :)#i brought them back just a little bit :) but i felt inspired to make them a little more canon :)#zaeed is a certified little shit when it comes to soph. he will die if he does not find some way to constantly annoy the fuck out of her#he is also certified ‘i steal my husband’s clothes’ (sorry regis but he’s not sorry in the slightest)#i like to think he has very one-sided beef with arno. he pisses him off for a reason zaeed will not disclose to anyone (it's a dumb reason)#SPEAKING OF ARNO :) my beloved boy :) i’ve only shown him in renders but :) enjoy in game arno :)#i will never be more proud of anything in this galaxy than i am of the work i did getting his head ported into game#holy fuck all of the work to weight paint those lip piercings and do blending and conversion work on his face textures#he turned out so well and i am so proud of him :) those lip weights will never stop making me :)#(also his cybernetic arm is sick as fuck and i love him and could rant about my favorite pilot all day)#my favorite normandy pilot :)#i ended up making way too many gifs so this is a two parter :) i blame bioware for making me swap 9 pawns in 5 files in the prologue :)#i wanted as much content out of this swap as i could get because it turned out so much better than the idea i had in my head so :)#thanks i guess for my partial mesh swap suffering bioware. 5 files for just the prologue walk is wild though lmao#yeah there's a little bit going on here :) definitely some changes from the last time i gif'ed the prologue :)#i made some decisions about canon that are very not bioware ME3 canon because fuck bioware ME3 canon :)#also yes i gave soph a promotion. fuck ME canon lmao. soph gets a promotion lol#she also got a name change too ;)
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If Takeda actually ends up being Kenshi's cousin instead of from the future then I'm just headcanoning Kenshi as a teenage dad who gave his son to his aunt&uncle I don't care ;-; ;-; ;-; ;-;
#dont do this to me dominic.#dont take away dad kenshi from me#anyone else throw up#i feel sick#he's DEFINITELY from the future guys#if that ends up being true can they mail me free merch or something#mk1#takeda takahashi#or who knows maybe Takeda being Kenshi's cousin could be cool.#JUST KIDDING I WILL NEVER GET OVER IT#omfg
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