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Idk who needs to hear this but it’s ok to agree with The Darkling’s ideas but not his methods.
The Darkling had every right to hate non Grisha and his plan made sense. Make it so Grisha are no longer mistreated and use the fold (which I’m pretty sure is an accident in the show and the books, but I could be wrong) as a weapon so Grisha can never be attacked again. It makes sense. He wants to be a savior for Grisha. His methods though? Fucking atrocious. Saying he did absolutely nothing wrong is wild asf to me. He manipulates and becomes so codependent when it comes to teenage girls. He manipulated Zoya, he allows Genya to be assaulted by the king so she can be a spy for him then later scars her, he manipulates Alina, tries to control her powers, threatens to skin her alive if Mal can’t find the second amplifier, he kills several people and I’m pretty sure threatened to murder an entire orphanage plus the other crazy shit he did in the books. He had a great idea that I can stand behind. He’s not wrong for fighting back. He’s wrong for the other wild shit he did and refuses to apologize for. And even if he did apologize, it probably wouldn’t be enough.
You can like The Darkling as a villain. You can find him hot. I love Ben Barnes and I love villains. I have been a Loki lover since Thor. I loved Bucky as The Winter Soldier. The Alpha Pack from Teen Wolf will always own my heart. But this mf Alexander is like Thanos; spitting real shit but has a shit plan. Thanos was spitting when he said the world doesn’t have enough resources but committing genocide instead of just doubling the resources when he had the power to do so is crazy.
Back to The Darkling, you can like him but don’t act like he did absolutely nothing wrong cause I’m never letting go of the bullshit he put Genya through.
#the darkling#alexander morozova#shadow and bone#seige and storm#ruin and rising#alina starkov#zoya nazyalensky#genya safin#those three deserve so much better#grishaverse#the grisha trilogy#the bad news is you went the wrong way#good long term goal but terrible way to go about it#do not try to tussle with me either#he also blinded his mother#Slices Speaks
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Y'know as much as I love the new lore drops of Bill's backstory after so long and the new works and headcanons and aus made with Bill's parents, I am kinda sad that it essentially dethrones @pengychan 's flat dreams fic from what a lot of people probably accepted as his backstory, even if just fanon. If only for the sole purpose that Liam wouldn't exist.
but then I remembered I could do whatever the fuck I want.
So in my personal au, I like to think that Liam does exist and still is Bill's brother, but their roles would be reversed (ages can stay the same or swap, either would work for different dynamics). Bill would be the treated irregular child. Liam would be the 'right' one. Just an average triangle in Euclydia, with normal eyes not made to see the stars. I think he'd still read to Bill, still spend whatever time he can with him. Not because it's all he can really do constrained, but because of his own love and care for his brother, accepting even if he doesn't exactly understand him. Liam would be happy for the most part, healthy, and just living his best life as he can.
And Liam would be purple.
#also i think he would definitely bill's biggest defender#next only to their mother#i do not want to think that scalene and euclid would be as neglectful as the cipher parents in flat dreams#they absolutely love their baby boy bill ofc but also know that its not exactly easy raising him with his eye#i dont think they would be compelled to hide bill like flat dreams mr & mrs cipher were with liam (even if it was for his own safety)#but i do think he would be a touchy subject when talking to other people#knowing what they say about their boy#ofc theyd defend bill should it come to it but theyd also be a bit hesitant to bring him up in conversations in the first place#liam would come up more easily in those conversations when they want to talk about their son#i dont think theyre perfect parents (not with the whole eue doctor and blinding medicine thing) but they really do care#they only want what's best for their baby boy#bill cipher#scalene cipher#euclid cipher#liam cipher#flat dreams#flat dreams au#thisisnotawebsitedotcom#gravity falls
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So idk if this is a super surface level take, but I think the most heartbreaking part about Paul's journey in part 2 is like. how he kind of knows even from the beginning what he'll have to do in the end. And even in those moments where he thinks he's maybe in the clear and forging his own path (the "taking off the ring" scene for example), I think he knows deep down that it won' t last. That the most he can do is delay the inevitable. But he'll still try to delay it as long as possible. He knows what going south will do to him. He knows what the water of life will do to him. He just doesn't know how bad it'll be. I think up until the last possible moment he still has some desperate hope that he won't give in fully, that he'll be able to have a win-win scenario and give everyone what they want while still remaining uncorrupted.
I've compared it to LOTR before but it really is Like That --- every good person who possesses the ring at some point thinks "maybe I'll be the one to resist it though. Maybe it'll be me who's able to remain pure of heart." I think Paul is the same way - he sees himself changing drastically, but still thinks maybe he can avoid that fate while still stepping as close to it as he feels he needs to. And those steps get closer and closer until he falls off the edge, as he was doomed to from the start.
#dune#dune part 2#paul atreides#now don't get me wrong i *also* have a different meta about how he like. isn't *as* heartless and Fucked Up as we think after taking the WO#(like. yes he is Fucked Up and Came Back Wrong but i don't think he's blinded by it entirely. he's not hyped about it. he knows he's Wrong#and does it anyway )#but yeah there's this too#i think he still believes he won't become like his mother did. that he'll somehow be able to resist it. and that's ultimately why he agrees#because he has this desperate belief that he'll still be the same in spite of everything
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I wanna see Masaru do dad things
He falls asleep on the couch but will instantly wake up the second Katsuki even thinks about changing the channel
One minute he’s loudly sawing logs the next it’s “Don’t even think about it Kats, I’m waiting for the weekend weather forecast” and Katsuki let’s it go with a grumpy “stupid old man” because he’s now secretly hoping this means his dads planing to take him hiking
(Later Denki and Katsuki quietly bond over their shared fondness of weather reports)
Masaru constantly reminds Katsuki not to touch the thermostat (even though Katsuki’s literally NEVER once touched the damn thing!!)
Masaru dropping random bits of “fatherly wisdom” out the blue in lulls in conversation or even just as the the start of a conversation that are so wild and uncalled, but undoubtedly good advice
“Looking nice is a respect we pay to other people and is the first step in getting them to treat you with respect”
“Never panic, if you panic you die.”
“Always apply for things you think don’t qualify for, at worse they tell you no, at best they’ll train you to qualify and then you can apply even higher”
*shows him a handful of water* “This is all it takes to drown.” (This was said to me one school morning while I was sleepily eating a bowl of Cheerios and the only other thing he said was that he’d meet me in the truck to take me to school)
“Go out and listen to live music as often as you can, even if it’s not good, it’s good for you”
“remember Katsuki if you need to get rid of a body at sea dismember it first, decomposition happens slowly at cold temperatures”
“Always know your exits and the quickest ways to them”
“When in doubt throttle out” this was said when snow-machining because if you get scared and break suddenly you might get stuck waist deep in the snow and have to dig you and your machine out, but it’s also just sold life advice
“If you leave it to the bystander it’ll always be left by a stander, always call out to one person specifically to call 911”
Being very open about his job but in spite of that no one actually knows what he does. Yeah he works in fashion, could be textiles could be a model, who knows, not Katsuki that’s for sure.
Teaching Katsuki how to spot animals while hiking in a way that’s so vague & makes no sense but sticks with him so he some how just gets it but now he can’t explain it either
Denki:I don’t see a deer anywhere??
Katsuki: Just look for the thing that doesn’t fucking belong!!
(the secret is of course that trees and shadows don’t move)
Katsuki calms his city kid friends with the same things his dad told him as a kid, which are of course not comforting if you have no lived through context
Hanta: what if we get attacked by wolves??
Katsuki: with how loud y’all are we’ll be lucky to see a squirrel
Eijirou: okay, but what if we see a bear?!
Katsuki: trust me you’ll smell a bear long before you see it, and again your too loud to just stumble upon one
And most importantly Masaru just randomly telling Katsuki how proud he is of him, how much he loves him, giving him random treats, big long hugs, praising how smart he is, telling him how he will always support him no matter what, how glad he is that he grew up to be so strong willed, and a dozen other acts of soft fatherly support
Katsuki needs him to offset the poor example of his mother so so desperately 🥺
#Masaru needs to step up and show Katsuki an unconditional gentler kind of affection and way of being#Mitsuki ruined that child with her temper#but if Masaru managed to sneak in some tenderness here#and there maybe Katsuki can lean on those memories more as he adjusts to his character growth#I like to believe this is how Masaru is and Katsuki was just blinded to it under the weight of his mothers never ending nagging#but I also just like projecting on to Katsuki and that was very much the dynamic me and my parents had#it’s like that quote ‘at my best I am my father’s daughter’ is so real to me#my hero academia#bnha bakugo katsuki#bakugou katsuki#kacchan#bnha#mha#boku no hero#masaru bakugou
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Head empty thoughts full of the antigone incest essay
#genuinely think it was the reason why i like it so much right now#like. ive always loved me some codependency in ships and like incest especially from messed up families is the epitome of that#and oooh boy does antigone have it in spade#spades#fuck sorry its 1:30 am#anw the whole#'the true tragedy's core is about love#antigone is ismene's heromene and this is why she wants to save her#yet antigone's heramenos is polynices who is long dead#and to meet again w her heramenos she is willing to die#for due to how deeply incestuous the thebian family is#its impossible for antigone (and ismene too!) to find an heramenos who doesnt fully share her blood#(and thus haemon (whose name literally means man of blood) who is her cousin from the non incestuous part of her family#cannot be ever her heramenos)#they also went on a tangent about cannibalism as a metaphor for incest because#the closest a person can be is either within the womb (both as siblings or parent/child)#or in someone elses stomach#and chronos eating his own kids is an extension of that thought#(and also as a way to say 'every generation will get swallowed by time kids will turn into adults and their children too etc#and its interesting how this again correlates with antigone. she outright refuses it because her own family structure is distorted#mother had children with her son. their kids are both siblings and uncles/aunts to each other#a mistake that will never *repeat*#and therefore antigone is left all alone. yes. oedipus is still alive. exiled and blind but alive#but jocasta is dead and he sure as hell wont have children with jocasta again#therefore making it unable for him to unnaturally#concieve another son who will fill the void that polynices (and eteocles!) have left in antigone's heart#goood sophocles. if there is an afterlife i want to make out with you sloppy style
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Miguel’s actions literally do not make sense if his fear of dimensional collapse reoccurring and his empathy towards the more horrible “canon events” ISNT sincere and yet there are still people genuinely proposing theories like maybe he’s just lying about this for incomprehensibly stupid reasons.
#like obviously I’m THIS cranky about this because he’s a scrunkly of mine but like#this is not complicated!!! I don’t understand where these takes come from!!#it’s like ‘motivated by something as genuinely GOOD as a desire to protect’ and ‘fails everyone around him by enacting harm in pursuit of#this goal’ are hugely incompatible ideas and they’re just not!#you can have the best of intentions and fuck up astronomically#hell those intentions can blind you to harm you cause!#also unless btsv looks me dead in the eyes and shows me this alt wife CAN PEOPLE STOP SAYING HE LIED TO SOME RANDOM WOMAN#THERE IS NO LIVING MOTHER THAT WE SEE AND THAT WOULD LITERALLY BE CRITICAL VISUAL CONTEXT TO INCLUDE IF IT EXISTED#I feel like I’m going insane this guy fucks up so much on his own merit and people are inventing MORE things for him to have done#tunes talks spiderverse#tunes talks critical#<- because let’s face it I’m bitching 😔
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The(3)main player characters
Aka my main monster prom OC and his friends along with their drinks to help describe their personalities or aesthetics
First Sparkles Glowbright,ex-prince of Villa of Monocerotem, a very magical adept White Unicorn
Sparkles is my main monster prom oc. He's calm, collected, and goes with the flow(Yes, like Brian.)Unlike Brian, he's more energetic, he enjoys dancing, walking, and magic tricks with physical requirements. He's also much more thoughtful than most of the monsters in Spooky High, resorting to murder less, more education-focused, and less sexually interested preferring to take it slow. Sparkles, despite(hopefully)what a lot of future art shows isn't actually in Spooky Academy, his reason for being there along with his actual school is to be discussed later for his backstory.
Next is Draco Lung, the son of a Western fire dragon and an Eastern lightning dragon(also the brother of an Eastern water dragon).
Draco, short for Draconic, is a stereotypical greedy dragon, he doesn't steal damsels and force them to marry him as he finds that sexist and weird. Unlike Vera, Draco is lazy, stealing from shops, kingdoms, and even fountains for his fix of money obsession. (Hell, that last one was how he met Sparkles in the first place.)Another example of his laziness is his obsession with sleeping, likely due to the energy of being such a huge beast. While he isn't a complete jackass he's rude and just as quick to violence as several monsters threatening to fight someone if they annoy him enough.
Next up is Feng Xuang, a FENGHUANG not a PHOENIX or a VERMILION BIRD
Feng is the one I have the least plot thought out for. He likes astrology and astronomy due to the real-life monster corresponding to Celestial bodies and beings. He's obsessed with fire, not like just an arsonist, he likes playing with it, eating it, looking at it. Fenghuang mating rituals have two Fenghuangs doing a mating dance of death that combines both parents' personalities into one egg making Feng an orphan. He hates to be referred to as other similar mythical bird species. He's cheery and upbeat but a general everyman who enjoys preppy culture.
Last but not least, Mh'athra.Deity of Sacred Secrecy and darkness
Mh'athra is technically canon, but I'm giving her a non-canon design. Sparkles became a mortal contact for Mh'athra when he snuck into one of the cult headquarters on his way to Monstropolis and read a book that allowed it to come into the monster realm with his magic. Mh'athra is an asshole, she’s extremely dismissive of Zoe and her choice of becoming part of mortal kind, like the carnival mirror event, unlike the mirror event Mh'athra is actively cruel and even dead names Zoe while alternate Z'gord is dismissive but tries to talk her into rejoining her "purpose." While it's evil, it's not actively malicious, not currently into recreating the Nothingness.
#Monster roadtrip#Monster prom#monster prom oc#tw deadnaming#(Mention but still)#Fun facts!#Sparkles is Pan(his mane colors out of universe is intentional but in-universe its the natural mane colors)#His story is connected with the Vanderbilts#It will have some Miranda slander(I don't love the character)but it won't just be blind hate#He has practiced several spells(which is common for his species)and knows a lot of attack spells#Yes he was inspired by Whiskey#If they met Whiskey would act as the teasing older brother even though they aren't actually related#Draco's color scheme is based of of Maleficent and his mother is a completely unsubtle expy of her#He can spit out both fire and some electricity#So I know there's a dragon in the modtool of the game that's apparently canon#So some of you may wonder why she's humanoid while he's completely animal like?#Fuck you that's why#(I don't know how to draw humans)#Feng is completely immune to fire damage so the dumpster fire one is non canon(but still funny)#Mh'athra can change change her number of eyes to the pictures shown#The first one is inspired by COTL while the second one comes from the cultist's mask during the dinest event#(Also I know the perspective in the darkest timeline looks awful. I'm sorry)
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It's so sad that jim croce died less than a year after his son was born :(
#unfortunately his son was then abused by this step father after his mother remarried#abused in such a way that he was essentially blinded#thankfully he also makes music and finds solace this way#but truly Jim if you had been there he wouldn't have suffered this way#he was blinded temporarily btw#he's since recovered
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okay. real talk I don't like the antagonism between percy and annabeth in the tv series it's just unnecessary like the thing about them is that they were NEVER enemies to lovers (not in my book anyway) annabeth was apprehensive and maybe overly critical but that changed to ride or die real quickly. what happened to annabeth saying she'd fight by percy's side AGAINST her mother if it came down to it midbook 1??? like they're supposed to be friends 😭😭 im sure it'll come later but I liked seeing the gradual buildup, the banter, the camaraderie except it was never framed as antagonistic in the books as it is in the tv series.....
#he chose annabeth bc he could never envision annabeth as a friend???#the same annabeth he knew was capable from the very start and had a begrudging respect for????#😭😭😭😭😭#also why did they have Percy choose his quest companions they should've stuck to the book#also annabeth's loyalty to her mother....#I'm only currently on the second book but I don't remember it being blind loyalty#the one good thing I will say is that the kids are really good at playing kids 😭😭😭#pjo posting
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obvs i’m still a finnish music rpf blog but i do have the asoiaf brainrot and have been writing little fics i never shared since like 2015 so
#currently rhaenyra having a girl who was her firstborn and lived despite visenya targ eating her namesakes from beyond the grave is my thin#atm#but also this visenya has so much wrong with her#got ‘the mark of the dragon’ red scaly birthmark in a world that celebrates female beauty. dragon dreams. blind in one eye#is sad and weepy until after she moves to dragonstone and finds og visenya’s witchcraft rooms#becomes super valyrian devout (probably involves self harm) and emotionless#engaged to aemond#then decides to do an aerea and go to valyria but she needs a mighty dragon so she has the insane idea of claiming cannibal#if it works she goes to valyria and gets infected with fireworms so gets cannibal to dump her in the first icy lake she finds to freeze the#then spends like six months in skagos before going home to marry#anyway aemond is the normal one in that marriage and it’s so funny because he’s so far from normal#also she’s an utter wire mother fight me on that#i speak!#but she loves helaena and so adores jaehaera. maybe gets her marriage to aegon 3 annulled and takes her to dragonstone to wed her to her so#and weds jaeharea to her son (who is obviously called maegor)#also after the greens lose aemond winds up becoming the embodiment of ‘yes honey’ to her in the hopes their marriage will save his life#she doesn’t give a shit about him tho she is just weirdly devotional to the valyrian gods and her son and his wife#basically she’s unhinged and no one is doing it like her and we love that for her#also shes definitely a manic alcoholic
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FMA AU where Trisha Elric wakes up in an alley some six years post-canon for [insert vaguely spoilery plot reasons] and is stumbled upon (quite literally) by none other than Brigadier General Roy Mustang, who proceeds to take her to Madame Christmas and absolutely does not realize who she is.
Coincidentally, Ed rolls into town for the first time in six years.
#Roy is blind in this au#just so you know#and he has a seeing eye dog#which is the reason he doesn’t realize who she is#(because Al’s her spitting image)#and also she gave him her mothers maiden name because she’s dead not stupid#i don’t know where I’m going with this#but there is a Very Dramatic reveal in which Ed thinks Roy brought his mother back and is Fully Prepared to send him to Truth himself#also Maes is also brought back for [insert vaguely spoilery plot reasons]#here I am writing FMA fic in the year of our lord 2023#what has the world come to#fullmetal alchimist brotherhood#also Trisha becomes his “secretary’ but doesn’t actually do secretary things she just reads aloud his paperwork so his team doesn’t have to#she’s irreplaceable
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wholly forgot scientology is real until i was minding my business browsing wikipedia and found out it's listed as a cult/sect in germany and france and tom cruise is a huge missionary (not old enough to remember the scandals) anyway then i remembered my dad once told me he went on a trip to amsterdam as a teenager (alone) to buy a jacket and got roped into doing some test for them?? and he handed it in and then he just waited there but it took too long until they came to get him again and he had to get home so he just?? left??? and he had no idea what the fuck it was for until years later he saw an item on tv abt scientology in the netherlands and he recognised the fucking building lmfaooo
#theee controversy page on cruise's page 👁️👄👁️ girl#my mother after my dad tells this story again: you saved yourself! from tom cruise!!#also my mother: you could have been a famous actor though. if you hadn't bailed. you had black hair too they'd have boosted you#STOPPP#unfortunately my dad does not remember what exactly the test was but he says it was similar to an iq test#anyway. the way a scifi guy came up with this... the way it's anti psychiatry bc he had a personal grudge bc his ideas got criticised...#THE ALIENS...#i hope ill meet one of these people some day i want to study them. also the wikipedia pages are fucking indecipherable fr#edit: posted this and 5 seconds later tom cruise is on tv in a trailer and my parents are joking we are bugged. close the blinds. etc
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wanted to do another TME sketchdump (that i actually finish coloring ;;;) and so i did!!!
been thinking about TME almost literally 24/7 (and the other time is spent on OCs lol) and i still can't get over how this story is literally everything ive longed to see (as well as full of things i didn't know i longed to see. hewwo Empress Arne and Emperor Christopher).
#The mighty extra#the mighty extra: one girl changes the world#i gave up on the Lyla/irlLyla one ahaha#i just wanted to transition between both her selves in a cool dissolving kind of way#also im utterly in love with this new artstyle of mine#can't wait to use it for my own original projects at some pt lol#also the Helene/Paris sketch in this makes me melt#i like how the universe heard my complaints about Tilt/Burst and said “bet. here's a ship that is of the same archetype but better"#literally Helene is manipulative of Paris but he's lovesick for her and their relationship is so fun and dynamic i love them#can't wait to see what pivotal moment in the plot changes Helene's opinion of Paris and at what point she reciprocates his interest in her#tho tbf she may already be at this point considering she's strangely playful towards him and literally no one else in the story#also!! Arne??? you'd think i should hate her bc she's cruel to my fave but goddamn am i kind of rooting for her ngl#she's such a good villainess character and i have a feeling if she wasn't blinded by sunk cost hell she would've been a good mother-#to Helene#especially because i can't help but remember that Arne implies she was spiteful towards Christopher for never once caring about Helene-#or Tyrone when they were hurt as kids and how she uses the unfairness of that situation to chastise him#honestly Arne's actions are understandable af. she's not a good person but damn if im not on her side over the emperor's#i have so many thoughts about this manwha it's literally such a complex story and so up my alley it hurts#never thought a transmigration manwha would end up being my favorite story ever but here we are#and im quite enjoying my time here :P
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personally I don’t hate gray wing nearly as much as everyone else because he’s a great example of having rose colored glasses just because ‘well, he’s family’, and not realizing until far too late that that essentially ruined his life and made him amount to almost nothing. Because clear sky is his brother, he wants to assume the best of him. Surely, my brother would never. Surely he didn’t mean it like that. Surely he’ll do better next time. He’s my brother. He COULDN’T be a bad guy. So he keeps giving him chances, over and over and over again, until it’s completely destroyed him. Until he can no longer breathe, his lungs full of toxic smoke that clear sky abandoned him to breathe in, until he is under his claws, nearly killed under the moonlight, until his people are battered again and again, until borders become inevitable. But he never, ever realizes, because- it’s his brother. Surely, his brother will do better next time. Surely, he didn’t mean it. Surely, he will change.
And believing that is the death of him.
#It was always to my understanding that he died early BECAUSE of the lung damage#And that the fire and leaving gray wing behind was on clear sky. I don’t remember how but I remember it was#Clear sky’s actions got gray wing killed in the end. But he loved his stupid brother so much he was blind to see it until he literally died#Hell. And even after.#Because- they’re brothers. Surely. Hell do better next time.#Like people who keep forgiving their family over and over#Ohhh but hes changed!!! No he hasn’t. He may pretend for 10 minutes but he’s going back after another#but it’s my mom/dad/brother… I HAVE to have a relationship with them… because… yknow… family….#When really the best thing to do when you have a clear sky is cut that fucker off#Because he will slowly drain the life out of you and everyone around you#BUT. I don’t HATE the person who doesn’t cut off their family member#I feel SORRY for them. That they can’t realize how badly they’re hurting themselves keeping this up#So. I don’t hate gray wing.#Clear sky is a bastard and I’d say I hate him as a person tho. but not as a character either#Because he’s a villain and those motivate plot. I know they change their mind later. But I didn’t. I didn’t forget#And I choose to believe the powers that be didn’t either. Given skyclan all dies within the next decade and stays gone for generations#But I guess none of that is CANON text. It’s just also not NOT canon. It’s not an AU au because it like#COULD be why. They just didn’t say one way or the other#Anyway gray wing is really just like. A pathetic wet mop of a guy#Definitely no wise sage#But I do not hate him. I cried when he died at the end of path of stars#I pity that he never got to live a life free of all that toxicity because ‘but we family’.#Like a lot of older. Perhaps religious raised. People I grew up around with shitty family members#No you don’t owe it to anybody no you don’t have to respect thy father and mother if they don’t respect you#You never asked to be born. Etc etc#But that. They gave me something and family is family and blood is thicker than water attitude#Is very common around rural religious areas. Which is. What I think of the clans as. Backwoods evangelicals#ESPECIALLY in the early days#Well. Bulls’ shit is thicker than blood. And that’s what your life is gonna be full of if you stick with toxic people because of blood#Anyway whatever none of this means anything. Just. Saying words
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Being misgendered repeatedly by an ex friend because I'm on T and apparently I'm therefore not allowed to be "they /Them" anymore & must be he/him while my flatmate repeatedly corrected him while he tried to tell them I was crazy /concern troll them about my mental health because I'd had enough of his abuse & gone no contact has got to be one of the most ridiculous things that's happened to me this year ....
#Almost as ridiculous as the girl who religiously defends every abuser responding to this by going terf on me#Or their other friend who's a predator coming to our house at midnight screaming slurs banging on the door threatening to break our windows#like holy shit I'm lucky I didn't end up hate crimes by them and I'm still anxious it might happen after their creepy friend's “visit”#or the other girl who was trying to pressure me into sex terfing out at my flatmate#or the ex who sabotaged my having a support person for top surgery/almost sabotaged my top surgery who lived with some of them#abusive friendships#Therapy is helpful but holy fuck these people were dangerous to my mh & I shouldn't have put up with it for so long#also being told I was going to die during top surgery by my own mother lol the fuck is my life#trauma#seriously I get panic when I hear someone who sounds like him now and it sucks#im scared because he's bragged about trying to make someone destitute/homeless due to being professionally wronged in the past#&idk what he'd feel motivated to do to hurt or silence me for speaking out about his abuse and connections to a predator#but fuck it what he and the others turned a blind eye to was wrong and no ammount of them threatening witnesses or victims can make it okay
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Tears once again.
My God I love how they're all characterized in this.
Tiny Danny wants to trust, wants a family, still loves his insane mother but knows she's not the best, wants to a child and not an assassin heir or a vigilante at all.
Older Danny is paranoid, needs to knows everyone's motivates towards his younger self, needs to double check everything, he can't blindly trust anyone, especially with people he doesn't know.
Tim is great, he knows he has to take time and patience with Danny, slowly gain the tiniest bit of trust with the kid, i love his reasoning about not telling Dick, he's a great guy and all but he would accidently be a bit overbearing (and most likely Damian and Bruce don't know as well cause they would most likely say or do something that would make Danny run again)
Jason and Alfred are wonderfully great in all this. Most likely not going say anything to the others until they know it's all good, that Danny won't go running off into the night anymore. (I have a feeling Jason was the one that broke something when he heard Danny admit to being tossed in the pits, next time he sees any LOA or Talia he isn't going to be gentle with them tbh.)
I love where this is going and I can't wait to see who Danny meets next. Maybe Cass cause I feel like she would be the best person to take note of his emotions, back away if he needs space, 'talk' about her time in the LoA and why she herself ran away when she could and would be very gentle with a skiddish Danny (maybe before he meets Bruce and Damian, he's nervous and although he has learned to trust the rest of the fam, he still is unsure of his dad and brother. Only Cass calms him down, signs its okay and that despite being Batman he would never make Danny into something he doesn't wanna be and that Damian despite being rough around the edges does care for him and wouldnt try to make him his copy)
Assassin Heir? Crime Fighting Furry? NOPE NO THANK YOU!
"Danyal, its time to end this game and return with me."
Danny should had known Clockwork had something in mind when he sent him on this mission. He knew he should had been suspicious of the time keeper when he noticed the little 'this is going to be fun' smile on his face when he sent Danny off into the portal.
"Get back here you demon spawn 2.0!"
But how was he supposed to know that he'd wake up in this world version of himself in a pit full of corrupted (AND NASTY) ectoplasim at the tender age of five or that when he swam up to the surface he'd be meeting face to face with what was apparently a cult.
"-O just spotted him a block away! I'll try to cut itty bitty bridie off!"
An Assassins Cult his, new to him, loving yet a little insane mother was in charge of (though during the few months he stayed in the compound he heard rumors and gossip from maids and others alike that if his grandfather returned from the dead he'll take over once again, no doubt punish Talia for creating another heir after the failure of the last one, most likely was going to kill Danny and that... that was can of worms Danny didn't wanna deal with yet)
"Ten bucks says they try to stab RR when we get the feral thing home"
"...Losers bet...."
Danny had lived with his mother for a while after being brought back from the 'dead' for apparently the first time, it turned out training a five year old with an actual sword and a dumbass hidden revenge seeking teacher was a terrible idea.
"I swear if this one tries to murder me like the others I'm asking Zatanna if there is a curse on me."
He dealt with her high demands of perfection, the endless training, and the constant comparisons to his apparent older brother Damain... Who didn't know Danny, or rather Danyal existed.
Nor did his father (when Danny, using his powers he's kept hidden since 'waking' up in this Realm, he sneaked his way around the base and discovered how he came into the world. And tbh he couldn't blame his mom how she made him, she was an assassin first and foremost, being naturally pregnant would had painted a target on her for to long... but he also felt it was unfair and an asshole move on his unsuspecting father as well)
"As your elder brother I demand you to stop running!"
Now don't get him wrong, he did like his new mother (total badass assassin lady and all that) and he knew she loved him in her own... deadly way. But yeah, she really shouldn't be taking care of kids. He could tell she struggled with wanting to be a normal mother but her first instinct after so many years was to be an assassin first.
Something she was trying to engrave into Danny with as well.
"Ah, hello Beloved. I see you've learned of our Danyal."
"Talia. Back away from him and leave Gotham now."
"I can not do that. The League needs an heir and since Damian refuses to return... I have decided to create a new one and I shall not be leaving until he returns with me."
"Talia."
Hence why when Danny, or rather Danyal al Ghul had gotten decent control over his powers he decided to leave the League. Again nothing wrong with the life his mom leads, to each their own, but he... really, really didnt want to be an assassin. Or an assassin heir.
So here he was, after almost a year on the run, using his powers and training to out smart and out maneuver his mother and her many band of Assassins, in Gotham. One of the last places he ever wanted to run to cause he knew his father and brother lived here.
It was just his luck that his mother had managed to intercept his train ride that passed into Gotham for a few hours and forced him to run into the city...
Add her assassins into the mix and running into Robin, who heard from Oracle his mother had been spotted chasing a young boy across the city, that same night.
After that it became a full on "catch me if you can" chase for not only his mother but for the batclan as well.
And after two whole days of chase, it seemed like the final showdown was about to begin because everyone was on top of this rooftop, his mother and her assassins on one side, his father and the batclan on the other and Danny well... he was right in the middle of all of it.
He just had to hope no one would notice him once the fighting started...
#i have this feeling older!Danny is a bit#shall we say#blinded and assuming the worst out of his dad and brother#mostly due to Vlad and his past family life#and due to the stories he got from his mom and grandfather about his Dad#or rather about The Batman#he knows next to nothing about Bruce Wayne#only about the masked man that his mother still loves and a man his grandfather begrudgingly still respects#finding out Batman takes in kids to teens and turns them into vigilantes doesnt help the image#Danny also thinks his brother most likely wants him to be his copy#so when his brother takes over Batman he can toss him into becoming Robin#tiny Danny also has this fear about his dad and brother being just like his mom#compairing him to no end and pointing out all his flaws and mistakes#poor Danny
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