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happy gay month to narilamb and narilamb only
#of course not. happy pride everyone. throws confetti and disappears#i have things to do#my art#cotl#cult of the lamb#cotl narinder#cotl shamura#cotl lamb#cotl the lamb#narilamb#cotl narilamb#cotl comic#having a crisis goodbye
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With an important addition (Benton has an update)
#due south#benton fraser#ray kowalski#they found him#the reaching out hand#benton fraser x happiness#ray kowalski x happiness#they celebrated this#showing it to the world was secondary#this entire quest was just because they wanted to spend time together#sometimes i think about this and my heart just grows#fraser doesn't want to say goodbye#ray has no idea who he even is without fraser#he's having a full blown identity crisis#so let's go on a real adventure#sleep in a tent together#have no one around#they want it to be just the two of them#find out if a hand is reaching out#🥹😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️#syrups happy dash
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#almost christmas#is it overused? yes#am i going to keep using it anyway? also yes#it brings be joy that this case has such contrasting serious moments and absolute BULLSHIT#peak ace attorney#emotionally inept edgeworth saviour compelx wright maya having a self worth crisis and the maniac that is manfred von karma#also larry apperance#there are other brilliant cases but this one is just iconic and really sets edgeworth up nicely for later#ace attorney#phoenix wright#turnabout goodbyes
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guys. guys i just spent 2 hours writing a fic about my favorite characters being trans. guys is it normal to relate this much? guys. guys i fear i may not be having cis thoughts right now.
#fun alien fact#time to go think about this for like eight business days and then ignore it#aftonsparverse#trans#maybe#cause i thought i might be like a really masc enby#but i just. i don't know#jesus why am i having a crisis on tumblr of all places goodbye
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Arthur had to face the reality of his mortality. With each passing day he knew that his life was coming to an end, with no possibility of a better tomorrow.
The dreams and plans he once had became impossible knowing that he would not be able to experience a future. The fact of not being able to think about anything but the present, without the possibility of planning for tomorrow, is something that surely filled him with deep loneliness and terror.
The uncertainty of whether he would wake up the next day or not, and having to live with the constant pain, both physical and emotional, is an unimaginable pain.
The fear of the unknown, of what would come after death, is something he probably struggled with in his final days, in addition to the sadness of the emotional weight of knowing that his death would affect those he loved, leaving a void and causing pain
#when he says “I guess I'm afraid” I hear all this#It is an absolute tragedy to live knowing that every moment could be your last#and it is absolutely devastating the reality of slowly saying goodbye to life#while the world around you continued to spin without you.#I've been thinking about this a lot because I'm a hypochondriac and recently I had a crisis where I thought I was going to die#I thought a lot about this#maybe it's a bit bleak but I needed to get it off my chest#all I thought about was how Arthr must have felt so I put a little of my feelings into it#rdr2#arthur morgan#red dead redemption 2#red dead redemption two#red dead fandom#red dead redemption community#rdr2 arthur
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Constantly torn between "I want to be myself and express myself and I would rather die myself than live according to someone else's rules" and "idk it would be nice if my mom didn't call me homophobic slurs when I see her"
#i should just get the haircut i want#i spent so much of my life being dangerously suicidal that a lot of my behaviors now are a defense against being mildly upset#i can handle being mildly upset now. but for most of my life it would have triggered a mental health crisis#i need to say goodbye to that scared teenager in me. i need to let her rest.#delphi washington
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Welp, goodbye separation of church and state and other beloved founding values. The Christians got their dream come true. And I'm fucking stuck, so like, zoinks. I ain't pretending to believe anything, if I'm about to get targeted by an anti-American theological campaign, so be it. But quite frankly, the second that wall of separation is demolished, it's the second it stopped really being the US as the founders entailed. The dream is dead, the experiment is set to fail, it was great while it lasted, but of course the big red flags weren't enough to dissuade anyone apparently.
Did we really forget what happened 4 years ago? Are we seriously this blind to our past that we will repeat our mistakes? Ffs this guy ran his campaign on tariffs... Literally the worst tax reform anyone can plan as shown by history. This is literal insanity. We had a chance to fix things. But this? Really? This is the solution we chose? Someone who doesn't even hold a Bible correctly as protestors got trampled by a cavalry that was oddly absent the following Janurary? Someone who has very clearly fed into the desires of the Christian Nationalists with past picks like Betsy Devos for secretary of Education? Someone whose partner quite literally participated in a lengthy worded document detailing the empowering of the executive branch?
Is our constitution not sacred anymore? Does anyone even really care what bold minds like Thomas Paine, Benjamin Franklin, and the likes stood for or what they envisioned for our nation? My disgust in the current state of affairs is immense, my hope is diminished, wurdah ïtah officially.
On this day, let it be known that America saw the plight of itself, of its own children, of the plight of the children of both Israel and Gaza, that America saw the burning fires of the forests of Colorado and California, saw the relief that international programs like NOAA can bring to Hurricanes like Helene, and even saw the privileges, which really should have been rights, stripped of them by an out of control supreme court...
And America said,
"I don't care."
Makes sense, most of you think some magical disembodied voice will just fix any problem any way with all the arrogance of a puddle that thinks the hole it formed in was made just for it. I'm glad Douglas Adams and Carl Sagan are spared the horror of witnessing one of the world's richest nations taking such a steep turn. We can only hope the damage will be contained but such a hope is a vain one for there is no way America can just exit the world stage without massive ripples on both ends... Wurdah ïtah.
#wurdahitah#zeuhl#dead inside#what have we done#history repeats itself#goodbye founding values#thomas paine#america#earth#united states#theological take over inbound#christianity#atheism#climate crisis#goodbye to the greatest experiment ever attempted#tariff crisis
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SLIME RANCHER 2 ➤ sunrise in starlight strand
#slime rancher 2#slimerancheredit#gamingedit#dailygaming#aartyom#aelyosos#radioactive-synth#userbrujah#usercoffeebucko#userkarlo#usermorvaris#userredacted#usershellib#nucleargifs#*sr2#ignore the. statue.#listen man i didn't facking know that they turn to stone in sunlight#i've been tossing those little ones around thinking they were breakable and i'd get coins or items </3#UPDATE. I HAVE GOOGLED IT they turn back to normal in the dark. ok crisis averted#tune in next time for another net zero information infodump from bones in the tags of his gifset. goodbye
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#Heres the thing#Nick and i obviously care about each other#Forever probably#He understands me too well and i think i sometimes understand him#But while he is great in a crisis and there whenever i Need need him#At any other point he is capable of disappearing completely#I called him the morning after my hospital visit and i could already feel him pulling away and saying goodbye without saying goodbye#It will probably be months before i hear from him again#Which i know is enough for him#Hes a strong person very independent never needs anybody i get that#But im not like that i do have a tendency to wanting the people in my life to be IN my life#Anyway im just sad#And grateful obviously because him specifically telling me exactly what to do was probably the only reason my illness didnt get worse 🤣#Anyone else telling me to do the same things i find much easier to ignore lol
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"Goodbye Allen Walker"
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#i was choking on my tears#like for real#is this really really a goodbye?#because I'm not ready to say goodbye yet#Like I know it was in the title since forever but I thought it was more like a metaphor or something#yeah I'm deliusional I know#I also don't read theory much now so I have really no IDEA what could possibly happen after this#so I'm currently in a crisis basically#and I want to hug ma boy#and keep him with me forever#dgm#d gray man#dgm chapter 249#dgm spoilers#kind of ?
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I have connected two dots... yamato kaido and momo (and kinda shirahoshi with her top) have clouds above their shoulders... and luffy in gear fourth has them also.... I can see the signs
#momo must be so emotionally confused omg poor child. this guy says he is my father and treats me like his son and also this samurai who has#been acting like my father just died. and now i turned 28 and a dragon and i need to save this island or my shougnate will die. jesus#FUCKING ROB RUCCI!!! I SURE HOPE NOT ONE STRAY ATTACK REACHES THE ROOM FULL OF CP0 AGENTS!!!#now the government is going to invade wano AND TAKE ROBIN!!!!! ROB LUCCI DIEEEE!!!!! AND YOU WILL FAIL AGAIN!!!#now how tf did the heart pirates get there... who can fly on there or did they just tag along on momos tail#the dinosaur head snake???? hello?? qjdhakshsk and it worked.... sanji... 'thats what a brachiosaurus is!' well i do not think so....#wtf sanji.... so much of that wiggly dance he does with the heart eyes has brought him here...#talking tag#watching one piece#episode 1053#poor killer man.... why doesnt he cut off the arm kid doesnt have... that should do it right???#jesus.... goodbye kid and law.... hawkins just hitting his head to a wall.... CUT OFF HIS ARM!!! oh no..... another self sacrificing mate..#YEAAHHH THE ARM!!!!! is he gonna take it and give it to kid akdjsksj OH HE TOOK THE STRAW DOLL!!! killer your brain is so huge..#the death card looking JUST like killer.... that was such a slay... they had this one thought out for a while.....#THE MUSIC!!! GOODBYE HAWKINS!!! KILLER OUTSERVED!!!! whats with the cutting of arms this arc.... kid now its your turn to slay (big mom)#episode 1054#sanji having an existential crisis and queen just: WELCOME TO THIS MOMSTER WORLD#having issues with his body transforming doesnt help with the transfem allegations#APOO IS STILL ALIVE???? CUT OFF HIS HEAD!!!!#i was gonna say KINEMON!!! BUT I KNOW ITS THAT FUCKING KANJURO!!!!!! nami drawing the moon on his asscheek akdjsksj#KIKU AND KINEMON ARE ALIVE??? I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS THIS IS A TRAP!!! DON'T GIVE ME HOPE!!!#NOOOOOO THE CP0 IS IN ACTION TOO NOOOOOOOOO#they are breathing.... omg.... kiku..... ORICHI DIEEEE!!!!! i knew this couldn't end like this for her... i have been completely bamboozled#kinemon appearing like the first time... just legs.... amazing#how does big mom ikoku inside the castle are we insane... yamato can you like bite off kanjuros head off or smth... finish him off PLEASE#why do they have steel beams in kaido's castle. everything else is wood and stone. who designed this.#bepo being in law's mid episode animation akdjaksns.... thats really his beffo (bff) bepo#big mom being crushed by some beams doesn't sound right... kid should turn into magneto and start bloodbending... or repel her into the sea#episode 1055#episode 1056
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I was trying to make a new banner but I ended up listening to nevermore by sasakure uk on repeat and accidentally made a vague AU...
#naem draws#amphibia#maybe I'll finish it#<-- I say that having piles of wips in a corner#don't know what this au would be about exactly#but time travel is a thing#it'd have anne and her existential crisis#darcy still exists#doing something sus too#marcy's going through it???#sasha is about to throw hands#imagine a scenario where your younger selves#see your older selves going though it#and going what the frog happened#the multiverse happened#maybe there's a version of darcy out there#who ascended into godhood#how scary#goodbye normal stable adult lives hello magic and interdimensional multiverse god bullshit#domino 3: so do you still wanna become god? anne: i still can't decide what to eat for dinner
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I made a greek myth based Sims 4 save and omgs since I moved out Demeter to raise Persephone everyone in the main household has been barely getting by😭😭
How the fuck was her gardener career making more money than Zeus's lawyer career, Hera's part-time babysitting job and Ares' military career combined
At least Hestia has the excuse of all her wages as a teacher being put into her failing restaraunt
Until i made toddler Hermes (formerly named Trevor) wander over and 'trade' the cow (toddlers cant trade the animals so really Ares did it) literally the cow and what was left of Demeter's garden were singlehandedly keeping the house afloat
#seriously I do not remember making money in the sims being this hard#Eilythia moved away and had a midlife crisis midway through university#and Hera kept showing up to her house to play on her laptop#Poseidon also moved away and was somehow at 0 and had to lose his butler#thankfully Nerites somehow died before that so i didnt have to say goodbye#Hades is living his best life in Nyx's house#Demeter is on a small farm raising a child Persephone. Trying to find her Iason#but all the guys in the cottage living world are gay for some reason😭#Kympoleia is somewhere in the city at 52$ as a magical teenager#wolffox speaks#Sims 4
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we're gonna put our rats up for adoption at the animal rescue. things are. bad. we can't keep their cage clean. grayson gets exhausted taking them out to play and i rarely join bc i just feel empty or disgusted or i start sobbing or wind up in pain or exhausted myself. so they don't get the amount of human interaction they deserve/need.
i feel awful about it. i feel sick. i don't know the last time i've felt like such an abject failure. not just as a person responsible for small lives but as a partner. grayson gets such joy from these boys, and they are so sweet to us too. i just. i can't even take care of myself. it isn't fair. it's not fair.
#keeping it fun and funky fresh#personal#the wild brunch#matty's mental health#i'm genuinely not okay. about any of this. about anything happening.#but the rats specifically are a real no-win scenario.#either 1) we pull the bandaid off & give them to the rescue. a clean (ish) break#we know they'll be fostered & adopted by ppl who will not just love them but will actually be able to take care of them#and they'll live out the rest of their lives with other rats who they'll get to know now while they're still middle-aged. & other people.#or 2) we keep them but continue the current plan to have them be our last batch of rats. they live in a habitat that we can't keep clean.#we're both wracked with guilt about this all the time. we keep exhausting ourselves doing what we can to keep things out of crisis mode#grayson gets to keep playing with them. i get to keep being miserable and More guilty every time i *don't* play with them#or just plain miserable every time i do#eventually they get older and their health goes downhill. one of them dies. i have a mental breakdown just like every other time#we rehome the other two. it's harder bc they're older and sicker and they miss their brother.#but they live out the (much less) rest of their lives with other rats. & other people.#in both scenarios we stop having rats. grayson is devastated either soon or later bc no more pets#while i'm wracked with guilt bc i feel very very very responsible for us not having rats anymore. and also devastated#bc i am. well. goodbyes are very bad for me.#which is why i feel responsible lmao bc last year i had like 4 straight months of ceaseless sobbing from all the back to back pet deaths#and i was like Listen. grayson. i can't do this anymore. i just can't. i can't keep having short-lived pets like this bc each death#feels like i'm being stabbed in the lungs over and over.#i guess technically option 3 is we keep having rats. we get another batch & introduce them. no rat off-ramp.#i just. keep getting stabbed in the lungs as they die. and we keep not being able to take care of them properly.#hey i didn't say it was a *good* option. but it is an option#pet death cw#idk how to tag the lungs metaphor.#injury cw#?
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btw. exploding everyone with my mind who thinks neuvillette and furina are father/daughter or some other crappy stupid strict familial structure
#you don't have to ship them whatsoever. but im SO OVER NUANCED RELATIONSHIPS GETTING WATERED DOWN INTO THIS STUPID SHIT#'shes his daughter' 'he's her uncle' exploding rn. they are neither they are transcending familial boundaries brother.#ALSO THEY WERENT RELATED IN THE FIRST PLACE WHY R PPL SO OBSESSED W MAKING THIS RELATIONSHIP SO CUCKED#literally this is zx but swapped and put through a funhouse mirror. dragon subordinate w existential crisis stuff trying to figure it out#and a god who's trying to move on and got some major issues and trauma#vs a dragon god who moved on and figuring it out + subordinate who's got some issues but trying#STUPID. why does this always happen is it like the godforsaken height difference????? they are both 500 years old. nobody is nobody's child#ok goodbye i hate found family actually. they are not fucking finding their family here.#ramblings!
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something so freeing about saying goodbye to a friendship, even though it's not over
#just how it used to be is over#has been for a long while#but it took me until now to work through what i think were the main issues#and just writing it all down and out of my head and onto a piece of paper i can destroy if i want to#really feels so liberating now#I've been struggling with this for almost 2y now and yeah. saying goodbye is good#maybe the friendship is going to end completely after all. maybe not. time will tell i suppose#and me establishing boundaries within the next few days and if theyre not gonna be accepted#well. bye#maybe after all this and other things keeping me busy i can find the emotion for creating things again#just some lil creative project bc i feel how my braincells have been decaying in that aspect#i am going to enjoy this stupid life i have again.#i am going to be more open emotionally amd socially again.#i got myself out of a far worse mental health crisis before and it was hard and it fucking sucker but i can and will do it again.
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